#i’m trapped

[herbgerblin]

Krav jr is like “I’m going to sleep smack dab in the middle of the bed. Or I’m sleeping directly on your feet. Either way, I control your bed experience.”

#I’m trapped #kravposting

[andro-dino]

happy 2 years to me being in the beyblade fandom btw I cannot believe it’s still lasted this long

#axel’s silly little thoughts #I’m trapped #any time I get a new hyperfixation it only lasts like 2 weeks at most before it gets pushed back out again by beyblade

[stargirlies]

being good at something you don’t like to do is so cruel

🥹

#I’m trapped #cosmetology #help #girlblogging #girlblogger #this is a girlblog #luvjournal #girlblog #girl blogger #girl blogging

[lady-ofmischief]

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#sometimes I think God is tired of hearing from me #begging and pleading for mercy for peace #the pain and suffering feels endless and this voice in my head keeps telling me I’m not going to make it #it terrifies me #I need help but every where I turn is a dead end #I’m trapped

[lady-grace-pens]

I’m stuck in a thought loop of thinking I’m a good writer and loving every inch of my work and, thus, not wanting to change it. Versus convincing myself this is something only amateurs do. I, myself, cannot possibly be satisfied with or know what’s best for my work because I have the author’s natural bias. Therefore, only other people know best and all of their words are facts. But every time I’m faced with others, it kills me because of how much I don’t want to change. I automatically feel like a failure because I like what I’ve got. But I can’t like it because that’s the job of a fool and I cannot be a fool because that means professional failure and creative disgrace, especially when you want to build a career out of something like this.

I don’t know how to navigate this other than kill your darlings, throw everything away, and start again. Or give up entirely. I think I’m hopeless to be honest

#kaitlyn talks for once #i need to be talking about this to a therapist #but I can’t because they’re not cheap so #i tried journaling and thinking myself through this to a solution but I can’t #the thoughts and feelings intertwine to create an infinite loop #i don’t know what to do #yeah I know this is pretty vague. that’s on purpose because this is kind of personal #this is just a general thing I struggle with too btw. not referring to anyone or thing in particular #i guess what I’m trying to say is that I fear the things I enjoy about my work are rookie in reality and detract from the story but I can’t #or don’t want to see that because of my own amateur status and personal bias. #but what makes a work objectively good is so personal and I know that too #but what if I’m just making up excuses to save myself from the fact that my writing and I are horrible? #and unpublishable? unmarketable without drastic changes that I don’t want to make? #but what if I’m holding myself back and what if- #and you see #the thoughts just keep spiraling on like this #I’m trapped #okay I might be overthinking this #I can see that now #but that doesn’t detract from my problem: that I don’t know what to do

[zyuyea]

And yes, those are my fluffy paw socks in the background.

I’ve made a comic about them a while back.

#personal #shitpost #cat #I’m trapped #but I love it #she’s so warm #and soft and fluffy

[man-me--a-sand]

everyday I wake up think about the same character for hours on end go to sleep rinse and repeat

#I’m trapped #im not even having any new thoughts #drinking a cold drink #‘It’s cold.. just like bobby..’

[fleshybeing]

tumblr has trapped me on your blog @therizinotfuckingthere the button is gone and pressing the mangnifier takes me to the top what spell did you cast upon me

#space sounds. #i’m trapped

[hatchi-matchii]

TH. THE CAT THAT USUALLY HATES ME IS SITTING ON MY LAP ASLEEP. IM LYING IN BED. I SLEEP ON MY SIDE. I CANNOT DISTURB HIS PEACE

#IM STUCK HERE UNTIL ONE OF US MOVES AND ITS NOT GONNA B ME #matchiispeaks #I’m trapped

[daenerys-targaryen]

aaaaahh I’m bored

#leah rambles #at target #get me out! #I’m trapped

[brox-not-a-badger]

Apologies for not posting for a while!!

I was trapped in Massachusetts

I got to throw tea in the Boston harbor though!!! Just as the founding fathers intended!!! (It was caffeine free because caffeine is toxic to some fish species)

#let me out #i want out #let me fucking rest #i’m trapped #they wont let me leave Massechusettes #send help #this is a cry for help

[yeeoouucchhh]

Ummm wtf is happening u guy

#girl help #I’m trapped

[spid3r-trans]

taking a break from writing spiderman fanfiction to play spiderman video games

#fens fables #i also watched a spiderman movie today dear god #i’m TRAPPED #14 year old me would be having a field day knowing that this is how they spend their days off in 10 years #that and then they’d be like YOURE TRANS?

[enigma-the-anomaly]

i legitimately feel trapped. I want to be able to drive places and have freedom but the fear is so debilitating that I get panicky just thinking about it. And no one will help. They just tell me that I have to drive myself or else I’ll be a burden as if I don’t fucking know that. I don’t need to be told the consequences of my actions I need help!!! Stop guilting me for not doing things!!! Help me do them!!! Or is it that you want me to be dependent on you so there’s always someone to laugh at so you can boost your own goddamn ego?

i don’t rly believe in demons or karma or past lives but if they are real I must have been a horrible person to deserve this hell. I am trapped by my demon of a mother and I can’t escape. I hate this so much. I’ll never be free.

#vent #i want to kms #im trapped and my captor is laughing at me for it #whoever gave me this persistence Can go fuck themselves #this isn’t a blessing this is a way to make sure I stay trapped in this awful situation #because I’m too goddamn persistent to kill myself and I keep living #if my life were any more miserable I’d be able to die but there’s too many things to live for #I’m trapped

[shittysawtraps]

everything is like a saw trap. except saw traps. those are like sex.

#shitty saw traps #saw franchise #mod amanda #listen I’m not even sure what this one means #I’m just saying shit