#i'm sorry i'm so rambly today lmao thank you for the ask!!! i'm gonna have brain worms all day

[blindmagdalena]

really obsessed with soulmate au’s recently and it got me thinking… what if john’s soulmate was part of the boys? a girl trying to kill him with an entire group of people also trying to kill him… and he’s fated to her? could picture him finding out and just putting his hands on his hips while turning his back to her and doing that click chuckle thing. just in utter disbelief but it is definitely on track for fate’s little play with him and his life lolol

Oohhh, you know, I've never played much with the soulmate au concept, but this struck me just right because I can so clearly see the slow, building meltdown that strikes him when that reveal drops.

The mirthless laugh, shaking his head, the hapless gesture to the ceiling before his hands drop. "Of course. Of course it's you. Why wouldn't it be? I mean—Christ, it makes sense, doesn't it? Every single person who was supposed to love me has-has fucked it, so why—" he keeps cutting into this escalating, unsettling laughter. There's nothing funny about it: you're sure that you're watching someone lose the last shred of their sanity in real time. "Why would my 'soulmate'-", he says, miming big, dramatic quotation marks. "-be any different?" That manic grin has shifted into tight baring of his teeth, a vicious sneer. He closes in on you, stands so near you can feel the heat of his breath when he hisses, "I should put you in the fucking dirt with the rest of them."

It should be terrifying, but it's hard to focus on anything other than the glassiness of his eyes. The sheer devastating heartbreak of it all, telegraphed clear as day in the way he carries himself. His eyes flare red, sizzling up the tears before they can fall. "And then you really will be all alone," you say. Maybe it's the hopelessness of the moment, maybe it's the shock of learning for yourself that he's supposed to be your one and only, but you feel numb. Frayed in a way you didn't know you could be. The crimson light of his eyes disappears in an instant, revealing surprise, followed by a wounded kind of look, before that familiar seething rage returns. "We'll see about that."

#oh man i could get carried away with this real easy #i did here lbr #i guess it's up to the author just how connected soulmates are and how that kind of reveal happens #idk i'm a baby to the genre #but it would be very fun to write a situation where HL wants to strangle them just as much as he wants to snuggle up in their lap #they're at odds in every conceivable way but there is this soul deep pull to one another #coming to terms with the fact passion is the root of BOTH hatred and love #also the idea that HL was sincerely holding out hope all this time that his One Perfect Person was out there waiting for him wounds ME #only to be struck down by the realization that oh they ALSO want him dead #aaaaaaAAAAAAA #i'm sorry i'm so rambly today lmao thank you for the ask!!! i'm gonna have brain worms all day #darling anon #ask and you shall receive #homelander x reader #homelander x you #soulmate au #my writing

[jybyls]

Tease

Part 1

Warning: Teasing, R is kinda jealous, sexual tension but no smut, R is an actress too, and I think that's it.

Synopsis: Part 2, so you're visiting Jenna on the set of Finestkind, and you wanted to get your revenge after her teasing you but you end up in one damn of a situation

Words: 1k~

Jen <3

You: Loveee ! Do you know what day it is ?

So today I finally get to see Jenna again and I'm terribly excited.

Jen: Hi love, did you sleep well ?

It's sweet she asks if i slept well because she knows I have trouble sleeping even more when I'm not with her. But currently I couldn't give a fuck less about my sleeping schedule.

You: Who gives a shit I FINALLY get to see you today !!

Jen: Oh yes that's right ! Omg I forgot it's already the day !

You: How could you forget ? I'm terribly offended.

Jen: Come on I'm sorry I really can't wait to see ya love ❤️

You: Yeah sure

Jen: Don't be like that

You: Ok ok I'm sorry

I'm really excited to see you tho ❤️

Jen: Me too ❤️

When's your flight ?

You: At 6pm.

Got everything pack already and I'm just gonna clean the house and feed the cats

Jen: Omg bring the cats with you !

You: Lmao I wish I could, but my best friend gonna take care of them while I'm gone

Jen: Really wish you could bring them :(

Miss them

You: More than me ?

Jen: That's a trick question and I won't answer

You: That is not a trick question woman 🤨

Anyway you're gonna pick me up at the airport right ?

Jen: Yes ofc

Need my little princess passenger

You: Tbh that's one of the thing I missed the most

Jen: Being my princess passenger ?

You: Yeah

Jen: You're unbelievable

You: I can't wait to see in your Mabel outfit in real life

Jen: Oooh right I forgot about that

I really bet you can't wait

You: Ok now don't be a teaser

Jen: I didn't do anything !

You: Aren't you suppose to work ?

Jen: Lunch break

You: Right

What scene do you gotta do after you're break ?

Jen: A lovey dovey scene

Oh right so whenever me or Jenna are doing a scene where we're kissing someone else we call those scenes "lovey dovey scenes" to not make the other one jealous. Which never works by the way.

You: Right I forgot that's basically all the movie is about.

Anddd now I'm jealous and she knows it.

Jen: Don't be jealous

We can recreate that scene if you want. It'll be soo much better than the actually scene

Will they make you feel better ?

You: Probably yeah

Jen: Alright. I gotta go my love I love you can't wait to see you ❤️

You: I love you too, work hard. I'll reward you when I'll get there ❤️

Jen: Oh God.

She can't be the only one to tease.

My plan arrived, and I've been looking around for Jenna until I saw a small figure looking around like I was. She turned around, and a smile immediately grew on her face. She ran up to me, hugging my waist tightly. "Hi baby. I've missed you so bad." She said, her face buried in my chest. "I've missed you too, love." My face in her neck holding her for dear life. She pulled away to kiss me softly. That's only when I realised she's still wearing Mabel's outfit. Oh God.

"You're still wearing Mabel's fit." I said while checking her out. "Yeah, you like it ?" She smirked. Fucking tease. "Yeah it looks even better in real life," I look up at her, not looking away from her mesmerising eyes, "you look so good, love." She just smiled at me, taking my hand in her. "Thank you sweetheart," she took some of my baggage and start walking toward her car, "by the way you know I worked real hard today." She made an allusion of our conversation earlier, I like to think that she kept thinking about that all day. "Remebered that huh ? Could you even think of something else all day ?" I teased her, I'm getting my revenge today.

"No I couldn't this is why I worked so hard, I mean, I had to think about something else than you which was really considering the pic that you send me so I think I deserved my reward." She started to ramble as she opened the door for me, I mumbled a small 'thank you' before starting to talk. "Right, you do deserve your reward." I smirked, seeing how hard I affected her.

Jenna is usually the one who has an effect on me and totally controls me, but from time to time, she lets me take control for a moment, so I'm enjoying it. Plus, I know as soon as she asks me to get down on my knees, I will.

On the way to the set of Finestkind, we talked about our day, going back and forth on random topics too. Once there, she made me meet everyone, but she hurried our way to her trailer.

"Remebered what I told you about recreating that lovey dovey scene ?"

"Yeah, I do, but what exactly was the scene ?"

"Let me show you ? You're Charlie, and I'm Mabel, ok love ?"

I only nodded, letting her guide me for now.

Jenna is currently lying on her back while I'm kissing her stomach, begging for her to let me taste her. "Please, pretty please." I'm so desperate for her, but how could I not be? She has been teasing me for the past hour. It goes from pulling my hair away from a kiss to denying me pleasure her. It's driving me crazy and she's loving it, maybe too much.

"What do you want, baby ?" She smirked down at me. "You. Just you, please." I'm turning into a whining mess. She pretended to think for a moment before answering me. "Mmh, I don't know. Why should I ?" She's being cruel. She knows it, a small tear run down my eye. I buried my face in her thigh, holding her like my life depended on it. "Because you worked so hard today, you need to release some stress." She can't deny me for too long she'll eventually give in.

"Okay, then have me, baby." She caressed my hair softly, I looked up at her checking if she was playing with me, but I realised she wasn't and immediately started to get to work.

We're having a long night.

#jenna marie ortega #jenna ortega #jenna ortega x fem!reader #jenna ortega x reader #oneshot #jenna ortega imagine #mabel #finestkind #jybyls' writing

[notsogreatpotoo]

you've given me permission to ramble, hope you wont regret it lol. Anyway, I am a 16 year old tattoo apprentice and I've wanted to get the tattoos of buzzfeed unsolved quotes tattooed as well as puppet history for quiet some time. So my classmate/ bestie who works in the same tattoo parlor as me agreed to do the tattoos since we always watch puppet history during our jobs and even customers even love it. We entered the tattoos compisitions in a lettering competition between parlors in our county since their just quotes and not images. My mentor has to agree to let me do the tattoos before I can actually get them but ive begged him for weeks and aced the semester exam just to sugar coat it lol. The first tattoo is from I think the season 4 finale of puppet history, The episode where the evil hologram perfessor tried to skin Ryan...yeah, me and genna play it in the parlor when we have to clean and freak out our mentor bc we know every word and it makes him think we're phsycopaths. its the song "Im gonna make one hell of a me out of the peices of you", Its such a raw line and its true poetry lol. Anyway the second on is (Singing "Mamma Mia" Unintelligibly), This one also has meaning bc I fucking love Mama Mia and also constantly singing it and when I found the caption on Pinterest, it led me to buzzfeed which led me to watcher and where I am today. They are truly a big part of my life. But honetsly I'm excited to have it on my body so when someone asks what it means, I can spew my shit like I'm doing rn lol. P.S sorry for the long text! You said I could ramble, and I don't really have many friends beside genna who even know what I'm talking about or even care lmao

Oh my gosh that sounds amazing!! I’m so excited for you :]

I’ve been thinking about tattoos for a bit and while they aren’t a priority for me, I’m always in favor of changing your body to suit you better. Also, you’re a tattoo apprentice, how metal is that???

Your tattoo choices sound like they’ll be so cool, wishing y’all luck for that lettering competition! No need to apologize for a long ask :]

I love the substitute professor so muchhh, and that song is AMAZING. As a fellow fan, I’m also so happy that you get to kind of immortalize what led you to Watcher, because I totally get how important fandom can be in one’s life and it’s awesome to remember how far you’ve come.

Thank you for sharing, new friend!!! :]

#ask!!!

[mjparkerwriting]

15 Questions 15 Mutuals

Thanks to @squarebracket-trick for tagging me!

Rules: Answer the questions as yourself or as an OC of your choice. Some people have done both which is cool.

Gently tagging (I'm sorry if you've been tagged in this already): @sarahlizziewrites @distinguishedgentlemanswritings @ryns-ramblings @btranscrolls @harps-for-days @nightlylaments @alnaperera @kckramer @thewardenofwinter @karolinarodrigueswrites @kaiarchives @the-stray-storyteller @maiwritesbooks @inkspellangel @cabaretofwords

Using Seth, one of the main POV characters in my WIP.

Are you named after anyone?

Not that I know of. I've never thought to ask and no one has said anything about it.

[Both of my parents' grandmothers had the same name so mine is just a version of that. My middle name is a combination of my parents' mothers' middle names.]

2. When was the last time you cried?

I'm not gonna pretend like I'm some macho man dripping with bravado. I cried in that swamp. Before that, I cried in my bed because...well, for reasons. It happens.

[LMAO just cried like two days ago. It will happen again.]

3. Do you have kids?

I'm literally 20 years old. A child would ruin everything for me.

[I am a 24-year-old teenage girl. One day I'd love to, but today is not that day.]

4. Do you use sarcasm?

No. (Note: That was sarcasm)

[I can't not use sarcasm. It's a problem.]

5. What's the first thing you notice about people?

Their hair. How it's styled. How clean it is. How neat it is. Hair is important in my culture. Mine probably looks like shit now, but usually, I take good care of it.

[Clothes and shoes. I'm big on fashion. I love collecting shoes and trying new styles. I'm always curious about other people's styles.]

6. What's your eye color?

Brown. Dark, dark brown.

[Also dark, dark brown.]

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

I love movies. I make movies. I don't think you can compare the two, though. Scary movies are a different form of art that not everyone gets. It's more than just the scare. It's the tropes. The characters. The score. I will say that I don't always like a happy ending, so I guess my answer is scary movies.

[I love scary movies. BUT, I'm a sap and I cry at almost everything, so a good happy ending is always nice, too.]

8. Any special talents?

Can it truly be considered special, if I'm good at everything I do?

[I don't know. I like to bake cookies lol. Not to be that person, but I don't know if I have a special talent. I've done a lot of different things, so maybe just a Jack of All (a few) Trades.]

9. Where were you born?

Oklahoma. In a hospital close to the rez.

[I'm from the US.]

10. What are your hobbies?

Watching movies. Making movies. Reading.

[Besides reading and writing, I like collecting things and watching movies and TV. I don't know if this is a hobby, but I like trying new foods.]

11. Have you any pets?

I mean, there's the rez dogs. That's about it.

[I have a cat <3]

12. What sports do you play/have played?

I played basketball in high school.

[I played basketball for about 4-5 years. I used to fence and I was in marching band (it's a sport. don't start).]

13. How tall are you?

Are you trying to be funny? Haha, we get it. I'm not tall.

[5'6, but I wish I was just a few inches taller. Just 2 inches would be nice.]

14. Favorite subject in school?

Debate, of course. After that, probably Psychology.

[English. Creative Writing. History.]

15. Dream job?

Movie director and/or producer would be a dream, but we have to be realistic here. I'm getting a degree in PoliSci so I can have a real job that'll pay real bills.

[I've wanted to be a teacher since I was like 16 and I'm doing that now, but of course, a writer. I think I can do both, so I'm kinda living the dream?]

#writers of tumblr #writeblr #poc writers #tag game #wip tag

[real-sun-wukong-fan01]

Woo!

so, some people might know me as @slime-sandwhich-nom , or some might know me as the Irish wukong and "not so visible friend" anon!

as said, in this account i would be talking mainly about my ideas and headcanons (also mainly centered on wukong, i have brain rot please spare me)

so! What am I gonna talk about today? About wukong's not so visible friend.

Who is it? I'll explain soon, but first check out @winterpower98 as i already explained it the sketch of the idea there!

and I'm writing this here because i don't wanna spam winter with my ideas lol (scusa amo)

so I'll just ramble here lmao

so, let's start!

Who's wukong friend? his mind.

i was thinking of the concept of "wukong's worst impulses and urges" from jttw, and since this idea originally got created by getting inspired by winter flower fruit mountain monkeys concept, macaque isn't the "not so visible friend"

So what did i do? I made it into literally being wukong's head.

again, check out winter account to understand better this headcanon/idea,

But anyway :

- wukong's friend has the same concept of imaginary friends and "angel and devil on your shoulder"

- it's literally wukong, but as a shadow, it's not evil or good, it's just wukong mind.

- depending on what wukong state of mind this shadow will think differently.

before jttw? Actually just those silly intrusive thoughts you can have, like eat dirt because why not. considering that winter made it that wukong was actually born as a 7-8 year old, i wouldn't be surprised if this shadow was more playful and childish.

during the havoc in heaven? just like wukong, it was running on recklessness and impulsiveness.

Giving ideas and quick shortcuts without thinking of the consequences.

During wukong 500 years under a mountain, both kind of got insane. Completely ignoring consequences, running on anger and impulsiveness.

During jttw? Just the wukong of the book, unlike before, wukong actually listens to his "inner mind" but as we see, the more it passes, the more he learns. Thanks to Tripitaka and everything. Listening less and less to his shadow.

the chapter about the macaque? Still exists, macaque still dies, but! also imagine wukong inner thoughts just growing "alive" like growing into another complete person and wukong has to kill them. the whole "fighting yourself" but it's literally. Instead than macaque pretending to be swk y'know?

After jttw? Both are pretty chill, i like to think that after that whole "fight" they both manage to take a break and figure themselves out to work together without problems (take it with wukong not being happy with himself, after figuring himself out, he manages to find peace with himself.)

Now, in the ask where i already explained a bit of this, i said how this "shadow" can be only seen by wukong and only him.

(unlike macaque shadow)

that's because it's like a metaphor or you talking to yourself, except in a form of shadow more than you thinking or talking alone,

wukong sees it exactly like when macaque talks to his shadow, but for the others it's like wukong is fucking crazy (and probably is.)

now, as this shadow is deadass wukong mind, it can happened that they don't get along, or that the mind hurts wukong (mentally of course)

And how? with mental illnesses. It's never intentionally, it just happens.

It's just how we work, we can have depression, we can have ADHD, autism, it all can happen, (some since you were born, some can grow over the years ect.)

but for wukong it's like if his shadow was insulting him, or distracting him (depending on what he has.)

Literally just imagine it like if you have yourself with you all the time and isn't afraid to hide their problems or struggles with it, they just vibe, because who cares, WE are the one who struggle with things anyway.

you see where I'm going? I'm bad at explaining sorry

but yes, this is the whole concept, use it if you want, everyone is free to take this headcanon,

Ask questions about it, put some more ideas!

I just wanted to share lol

#sun wukong #headcanon #monkey king #lego monkey kid headcanons #jttw #journey to the west #wukong not so visible friend

[feelbokkie]

Okay, I wasn't going to have free time until Thursday but I'm gonna be quick before I go back to doing work stuff (in the middle of the night smh):

The "what are we" part 2 put me on a rollercoaster of emotions. You gut punched me having Chan's be like that (I was literally just telling my brother earlier how Innie irl called Chan "trash" for his verse in Ex lmao), and then when Minho's ended nice, I was so nervous for Changbin's to be angsty but I was so relieved his wasn't. And then you slapped me in the face with Hyunjin saying "June." Like, the maknaes had me riled up, but this one was legit sad 🥲

Also, I'm so ready for Felix to fight people in Love Risk. It's way too late for any of the bet boys to be starting to feel bad just now, so I want Felix to find out about BOTH bets and go totally apeshit on everyone. I'm absolutely feral about this (me being the friend always ready to throw hands is maybe feeding into this too much idk)

-👻✌️

P.S. You're so organized and productive (response to my last ask), you're so awesome! I hope nobody else says stupid/horrible stuff to you, and just know we all love you and you're amazing as you are 😘

I rambled again because my human contact today was limited and I am apparently like a golden retriever, sorry.

Get rest if you can! I know how working at night can be. (I work-work in the am but I work on Feelbokkie at night most of the time and I end up making more mistakes) So rest or at the very least take many breaks. And drink water!

Oh yeah, no I wrote Chan's yesterday after being upset so he never stood a CHANCE in hell of being anywhere nearly decent story wise. Maybe what are we Chan and Ex Chan are the same person 🤷🏾‍♀️ (I totally didn't plan it like this, it just happened). I realized that I tend to accidentally make 2Min parallels when I write and decided that he needed a break after distancing part 2 so he got a fluff ending. Seungmin is in angst jail for wrecking me heavily right now and I fear he is going to stay there if I can't get my hands on his No Easy mask off ver. (everyone who is selling him being ridiculous). I also can't bring myself to write Binnie with angst, Han too, bc I can't stand the idea of hurting them. But literally every other member of skz has been through the ringer with me at some point so maybe it's time? Also, Hyun's was going to be way worse but I took a nap and reevaluated my decisions. But it is canon that Hyun and reader got together end of May and Hyun realized beginning of June, so... Do what you will with that information.

I'm ready for Lix to fight everyone too because I finished the first half of chapter 11 and let me tell you, first half Bin pissed me off! We'll see how second half Bin does. Unfortunately we have to wait a few more chapters bc I have to establish a few more things before Lix even finds out about the bet(s).

Thank you! I've been in my room all day, just not wanting to deal with the outside world tbh and working on requests. But considering that I've been in customer service for 2 years now and honestly I'm surprised it has taken this long for someone to say stupid/horrible stuff to me. Before that, the craziest thing that happened was a customer with literal crazy eyes like the guy from the shining put his hatchet down on the counter before his items and give me the creeps (I work at an art supply store in a city, there is literally no reason he should be walking around wielding an unsheath hatchet). But I know that you guys all love me and I appreciate it 🥹

PS:

SKZ shelf after several hours of organizing and reorganizing this week

#feelbokkie answers #👻✌️ anon #LR press tour

[theold-ultraviolence]

omg today must be blessed for me or something bc you're the second person today who knew Tonight Alive???? like, for the entire rest of my life whenever I would bring them up, no one knew them unless I was the one who introduced them to the band 😭 but I was also talking to someone irl today and we were discussing pop-punk (as you do) and they knew Tonight Alive too??? anyway I'm just so excited to find someone else who knows them!!!!! and omg warped tour! I never went, but what a throwback - I remember all the promotion for it - it just has these beautiful late '00s early '10s vibes that are so impossible describe lol

honestly The Other Side was weirdly like a Foundational Album for me? like do you ever have those albums that you seem to listen to at just the right spot in your life and they kinda stay with you even if they aren't your favorite albums of all time? idk maybe this is just me being Super Not Normal about music lmao 😅 but Paramore's self-titled is also like that for me. do you have any albums like that (or am I truly just completely unhinged and totally alone in this experience 😅)?

but please do let me know when you get a chance to listen to "Complexes" so I can hear your take!!!! I'd love to know if you also find it Aemond-coded! (and if you want recs (bc I can never shut up about music I'm so sorry) my other favorites from that album are "The Other Side," "Lonely Girl," and "You Don't Owe Me Anything"). also I feel like "Lonely Girl" is kinda Aemond-coded too. like I feel like it's what he wants to say to Aegon, but he just mostly keeps it inside and just does his duty anyway

okay and the ask about Aemond's religious trauma and his sexuality?? I am SCREAMING I am CRYING I am absolutely considering this canon. purity culture really sticks with a person, that's for sure. and I can totally see that affecting his relationship with intimacy. a brilliant take!!

and finally, re: more religious trauma and him having to pay a price equivalent to what he receives for his prayers???? I-- I am sobbing. like, something about the whole "suffering for salvation" always frickin gets me. I was (and kinda still am) so interested in the church mystics who would like lock themselves away and starve themselves and engage in other forms of self-harm in order to receive visions from god. just, the idea that there's a price for everything, and that price is often paid in physical suffering (in Aemond's case, losing his eye and the lingering effects of that) is something that is so devastating, and yet so deeply engrained in so many religions (I know I'm still trying to unlearn parts of it)

okay now that this is practically novel-length, I'll be done! 😅 thank you for putting up with my unhinged ramblings! ❤️

sending good wishes always!

🐍 🔪

I definitely think Tonight Alive was big in the scene! Although I also used to keep an extra eye out for female-led bands back in the day. Still do, but yeah, if it was a frontwoman there was no way it slipped past my radar (was it because I was looking for inspo because I was so sure I was gonna be in a band? more likely than you think) 😅 but yeah totally get you about the vibes, omg, you just had to be there, the vibe of that era was unmatched!

And ohhh for sure, I totally get you about foundational albums, I do have my fair share of 'em! For me, it's definitely Avenged Sevenfold's self-titled. When they ask me what my favorite album of theirs is my favorite I'm never sure what to say because the self-titled was IT for me back in the day, but I love others because of the whole listening experience. So yeah, I get you, it's tough!!

Oh gosh I haven't had a chance to listen to them yet (this week I've been struggling with this weird headache and I finally went to the doctor for it) but I'm definitely taking note of all of your recs to listen to! I love love love when people recommend me music so please, I'd definitely love to hear all of your aemond-coded songs (or just general songs you wish to show me!)

Okay re: more on Aemond and religion. OH god yes, now that you mention that about mystics who would lock themselves away and torture themselves to get visions from god, it reminds me that Ewan Mitchell talked about finding inspiration for Aemond from the legend of The Cyclops, how he traded one of his eyes to Hades to see how he would die. So what we've talked about in relation to religion and suffering in order to gain something else to your benefit I think it's spot on. Also, it's something that sticks with you. I still feel guilty over the silliest things; like when I want to rest, I still have this nagging little voice in my head that tells me that in order to rest, I need to work; or if I want to buy myself something I always feel super guilty about spending money. So all of this guilt and the need to suffer to feel worthy about what you have is definitely something that would be deeply ingrained in Aemond and something that would bleed into all areas of his life. I'm imagining that at some point (in the scenario where doesn't die like in the books, lmao T_T) he must be conscious of wanting to separate himself from it when he realizes it is no longer serving him, or it's only bringing him more pain, but it's hard to do so.

Ok once again, NO worries AT ALL about the ramblings, I LOVE THEM! and sorry again for taking even longer this time to reply! I'm ashamed. But please please please never hesitate to drop into ye old inbox! Hope you have the loveliest weekend, dear! x

#🐍 🔪 #aemond rambles

[erythristicbones]

i'm really sorry you're feeling bad today jordan :( would you be up for talking a little bit about temporal remedy? i'm really interested in your plans for that!!!! i might send a couple more asks as well, but no pressure to respond to any of them!! especially not right away

thank you multi!! ;u; i would love to talk about temporal remedy, it's been on my mind all of today p much aksjsksk. So hmm where to start...I think I'm just gonna ramble about a few aspects at random based on what I have and haven't posted about yet;

The Spacestation the story takes place on is a stop for many ships. I'm still deciding exactly which, but I imagine the people living there are a cross of space privateers and like. a space navy? Not fully illegal like piracy, not quite as seriously structured as a space army. There are commanders and cadets and technicians, but mostly they don't leave the station, they just maintain it and the ships that stop there.

I've figured out Natalie's backstory (daughter of a commander/admiral, got some Trauma, just wants to be her own person), but I haven't really figured out what I want for Remedy herself yet. Obviously she's gonna be a cadet/trainee like Natalie. Obviously she gets ahold of tech she shouldn't have access to. But why is she there? I'm low-key considering the idea of her having some sort of amnesia and her original goal is to steal time-travel tech and figure out just what she's forgotten 🤔 and then she gets dragged into a murder mystery plot instead and has to choose between figuring it out and figuring herself out.

This won't take place in either of my recurring universes, bc it just doesn't fit either of them, but rather it's own standalone world that I doubt I'll ever touch outside of this one story. Generally I don't like delving outside of my two original 'verses, but...reminding myself I'm allowed to just do a standalone story if it strikes my fancy lmao

Uhhhh let's see what else.....OH! Natalie has a dog on the spacestation named Laika bc I think I'm funny and I like it. He's a good boy and i love him

obvs the reveal that the Commander/Commander's wife are older versions of Rem and Nat would be a surprise, but I've talked about it here already so I don't consider it huge spoilers as of right now.....so I can say that I really like the idea of it being completely ambiguous what time Remedy is actually from. Maybe she was from the present, maybe she already time-traveled once and it going wrong is what gave her amnesia. Maybe what time she's from depends entirely on when she herself chooses to live. Remedy is her own walking time paradox and she has no idea

#long post #my writing #os: temporal remedy #oc: remedy tolman #and a lil of #oc: natalie lionheart #thank you for sendin me asks multi 🥺❤ #i gotta work on actually finishing my book tomorrow but today's my break day and im having fun thinkin about this lil project

[platsicbeach]

Sorry- im gonna ramble! Thank you so much for answering my ask! Gush about him. I expect an essay on my desk yesterday

So he's an old flame? Mad rad! >:3 Is he someone you're comfortable sharing with? I know some don't like sharing their f/os and I wouldn't wanna step over any boundaries cause I self-ship too. Ahhh!!! His rambles! I could hear him talk about zombie films for hours. I love The Rise of the Ogre audio where he goes on about his synths and what he wanted to do after school (him storm-chasing or being the next Banksy) but, the ramble where he talks about what it means to be a creative and create, that's what cemented my personal love for the guy. That's awesome that he shaped you for who you are today! He does seem to be the source for finding out oneself from what I see. I'm currently going through a whole figuring myself out thing despite being an old fart. He's an outlet for love and I adore seeing people give him such affection. Tis sweet!

Phase 3, nice! Phase 1 and 2 is so good asthetically. Like when I think 2000s, those 2 phases! Plastic Beach is iconic and rightfully so. Mad rad aesthetic.

AWWW YOOO HYPERFIX BUDDY- I feel that. The few friends I have are usually cool with me shoving 2-D down their throats at a constant but I always feel bad cause I get can overbearing really quick-like. Despite how assuring they are and really awesome they are about it, that guilt is always there despite it. I've been nonstop about him for nearly a year. It's bad. I'd be down if I can muster the courage to hop off anon. (Tho, I will say if this is a hint somehow, Shaun is my favorite zombie flick too!)

YEAA np i luv just letting the floodgates open w my hyperfixes lmao

yea id had fictional crushes before but it was definitely my first like intense one lmao after the roughness of this year an old comfort is kinda what i need . although in 2012 it was like Wow pretty boy :) nd now i can ig fully appreciate his character + flaws + arcs and all . also pretty boy ^-^ tbh it would be hypocritical of me not to share lmfao self shipping at least for me is abt comfort so !!!! more than welcome lol <33 also i cant decide which general aesthetic is my fav theyre all so goodddd

:000 i gotta look through my rbs now ... my discord is @ platsicbeach if ur shy abt coming off anon here lmao <333

#anon ur th greatest PPLSSS my dms + disc are open ilysm #🐝

[ftm-radio]

howdy! sorry you’re feeling meh today, hope you feel better :(

here’s a question for you! would you say that there’s a fictional character that helped you along your gender journey (you’ve been inspired by the way they present or perhaps their name, for example)? :]

thank you! honestly I'm already feeling way better after getting out of bed and moving around and acting like a human lol

the first character I think of that def impacted my gender journey is Tyler Ronan (my icon for this blog lol). I got the game he's in, Tell Me Why, just a few months after my egg cracked, and I was specifically interested in the game because he's trans (and voiced by a trans VA!).

He's very cool and I do like the way he presents, but mostly he just helped me realize that I did actually want to change my name! (the "T" in JT is for Tyler, lol 😁)

oh jeez this is gonna get a bit long, more gushing under the cut (and mild spoilers for the game)

i also loved his transness in general. like there's some flexibility in how you choose to play him, but he can be kinda ruthless and unapologetic about his identity and I love going that way.

like one of the other characters, an older guy named Sam, sees him and after being told who he is Sam's like "oh I didn't know they could make a woman look like a man" and the response I always choose for Tyler is something like "Not like a man, Sam. Just a man, like you."

and when Tyler and his twin sister, Alyson, are on the ferry headed to their childhood home, you can chat with a guy. And if you have Tyler introduce himself with his last name the guy is like "Oh I didn't know those girls had a brother," and one of the dialogue choices is "We didn't." (Queue an abrupt end to the conversation lmao)

I just really appreciated how Tyler can be so open about his transness, specifically in the way that he takes no shit from all these people that thought they knew him when he was a kid. I wanna be able to stand up for myself like that and have that pride. :]

there's also the fact that his character wasn't solely about being trans. like that's a pretty big part of it (esp for plot reasons) but he also has dreams and hobbies and stuff unrelated to his transition. like he's planning on becoming a park ranger and wants to help troubled kids and stuff. its just a nice reminder that your identity doesn't necessarily start and end with being trans.

lol OK imma stop rambling now. thanks for asking! 😊

#ftm radio #listener call in #ask #shadowpuppetmaster #tell me why game #tell me why #tyler ronan #tmw tyler #😊

[hannie-dul-set]

hello its me again !! yesterday I told you I followed u bc of your love for jaemin and your funny humour but today I want to add something else, and thaTS YOUR AMAZING WRITING SKILLS !!

i just finished reading the masterpiece that is Top of the world and I'm so shaken up by the excellence of the rich vocabulary, the sentence structure and just the way you wrote the various events that happened. I'm such at a lost of words to express what I feel you have no ideas, I will never recover from the high quality of this story. it couldn't have been better than that what you delivered and I'm just so so relieved to have been able to live this amazing experience of reading such an outstanding story. I'm sorry maybe you're thinking im showering you in too much compliments but you deserves to be praised for having written Top of the world.

I will always be amazed with how people who write are able to wrote down their imagination and wow, im still shaking like.. Im so impressed by you you have no ideas 🙈

moving on, this is the first time ever since I'm reading nct fics on tumblr that I came across this characterization of jaemin, and it is a real take of fresh air in the best way possible even tho he's really such an asshole like wow the popularity did go too high in his head I was so scandalized (in a good way lmao it made me amazed) with how an ass he was and like the way he ordered around jisung ???? djjdjffjhf I- I wanted to punch jaemin so hard 😤 I wanted to dive into the story and beat his ass lmaooo im sure you too, like I was rolling around in my bed bc I couldn't stay still and laying down without reacting ㅠㅠ

I dont know at what length of words the ask can tolerate but let me tell you something before I forgot ! I realized that every situations/events you wrote had a purpose, like you didn't wrote basic actions that we would pass over without much attention, and bc of that you held our attention during the 15.6k of words and it was so much overwhelming I couldn't stop reading just to breathe lol, you kept me going for so long and I really liked it im so sad that I lived this experience and I couldn't live it again *sobs* this is so revolting I want to pat your head you did so so well 🥺

alsooooo, when you introduced yn's character in the beginning, I was kinda afraid that he would bully her physically you know, like I couldn't imagining you daring to write him being more than despicable than he was but thanks god that wasn't what I imagined fjdjfj, the way he exercised his 'dominance' towards someone he didn't know just for a seat lmao, wow he got some real balls ?¿ I was scandalized a lot fjjfjffj but I was curious too about jeno's character in the story, he was so chill (I think?) about yn's being involved with jaemin from the start and I was expecting him to be an asshole to her just like jaem, u know ? could we know your motives about jeno's character in the story ? why didn't you wrote him like jaemin?

I will speed up a little fjfjj or else I will write you 6 pages of my thoughts lmao

but yeah !! so, I really liked the contrast between how we perceived yn's outside facade and inside, like when he make her kneels in front of him, you made us look at her from jaemin's view and how she looked not so bothered by his behavior and then you switched the second after into yn's point of view and how she tried to not show her emotions... *mind blowing* 🤯 not gonna lie, I was rotting for her to not let him mess with her head but instead her doing that to him and it kinda worked fjfjfjf and then I knew the moment he was surprised about the non effect he had on her that it was the start of his fall anD I WASN'T A SECOND DISAPPOINTED

I FUCKING LOVED THE BLOSSOMING REALTIONSHIP BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM anD the slight graduation of jaemin's becoming soft to her oh my god I had hearts in my eyes. I loved every moments of this story (I loved the entire 15.6k words of it, I cherished them), but the pool scene toward the end made me go feral for a lot of minutes like the picture you implanted in my head of him in the water made me post all my thoughts (also blonde jaemin? as in, make a wish jaemin?, god I hope bc fucking damn, he was so so so hot)

I was so emotional at the end, they got together and just, being the witness of jaemin's character development was breathtaking, I couldn't stop thinking about how smooth you made it for his character development during all the story, it wasn't forced or too quick...

It was perfect

omg.... [CLUTCHES HEART]. help oh my god first of all thank you ??? for leaving such a LONG long review omg ???? made my entire day ?? week ??? HQGSBWJ IN SUMMARY THANK U AND I LOVE U FOR THIS AAAA i really appreciate it when people just ramble abt my works it just makes my drive go ⬆⬆⬆ yanno HHHH.

when i was first writing this is was like "oh gosh....is it....okay to turn jaemin this much of a dick?? IS IT??" like i was so SURE people wouldn't like this characterization of him but i literally got the reverse 😭 never expected anyone to jump with me on my asshole richkid jaemin agenda bUT HERE WE ARE....IT BEING MY MOST POPULAR FIC YET HAHSJ. i both hate and love this kind of jaemin and yes i definitely wanted to drag him down from his high horse while writing (at the same time....i will let him drag me around as he pleases too 😳).

i'm very gratified that u think its cohesive and each scene has a purpose because to be honest i didn't fuckin know where to go with this entire fic at first LMAO i was just in a richkid jaem brainrot after talking abt it too much with my friend and this was....the result 🕴.

as for jeno oh mr. jeno lee....HAGSNSK to be honest, as this fic wasn't rlly that deeply planned HAHA, i just wanted a contrast to jaemin's personality LMAO if he had the same personality as jaems....insanely egotistical god complex and all.....i think this would have turned out to be a love triangle AHAHS GM SKW. bUT— but hehe. i have another richkid fic in the dusty corners of my google docs rn. a 00’ line fic in fact HAHA so totw jaemin and jeno will be making a comeback here (ofc this is an entirely different universe but their characterizations are essentially the same HEHEHEHEHEH).

anyway !! thank u so much for sharing ur thoughts on totw ;o; 💞 this rlly made my day no joke HAHA i'm so happy to hear you liked this aaaaa. and yes. maw jaemin was the cause of all of this. something snapped in him during that era and led me to write this very self indulgent fic. thank u HAGHSKA.

#and no worries ur grammar is perfect !!! :D hehehe thank you once more aaaa and very sorry for replying late ;o; #💌: byunfirstlady #feedback #top of the world

[hajimine]

dear hottie lex,

i'm back :D why do i start every ask with im back LMAO anyways,, are you feeling better?? i sure hope so !! i also hope you've been drinking enough water 😌✋🏼 lemme grab some water rq 😻 please i finally have my peace noe that i can do what i want two weeks long 😫✋🏼 although me and 3 of my classmates/friends have to record a PODCAST for a project at the end of the holidays,, a PODCAST . i cant believe this SJDJDJ 😀 probably gonna be embarrassing but its better than writing 8 pages or sum at least we could choose what to do 😌 im still waiting for the new aot ep to drop on the site where im watching it im in pain 🚶🏻‍♀️ it do be like that :,) question is it just me or do you feel also bad when you sleep for too long? yesterday i woke up at 1pm and got up at 2pm and i felt like i wasted so much time of the day 😭 wouldnt be surprised if it was just me ngl 🚶🏻‍♀️ anyway bestie tell me about your day, what have you been up to? how are you? i'm listening 😼😌 that being said, i'll continue watching anime, i hope you've had a great day bubs!! kith for u hottie <3 and hugs <33 mwah

with much love,

your sexy 🐉 anon 😼

to my beloved 🐉 anon,

i am feeling a lot better thank u baby 😁 ouh yea actually i’ve been going back to using my 1L bottle again so i’ve been drinking lots of water lately 😼👍🏼 omg have fun on your holiday!! hopefully u can have a lil more time to chill & watch naruto and all the other animes you’re watching rn :0 HAVSJAJ WAIT,, that sounds like fun tho lowkey (maybe bc i love talking n i ramble a lot bye) but good luck! what are u supposed to talk abt on the podcast tho?? is it a free topic sorta thing or does it have to be school related? hhhh i still havent watched it yet even tho it’s tuesday 🧎🏻‍♀️idk when i’ll have the time to watch it smh but from what i’ve heard from other people, i think im gonna be in a lot of pain 😻🙏🏼 ooooh actually yeah,, i get that sm bc u feel like u should be doing sth productive but here u are, sleeping in🚶but u deserve the extra hours tho!! im sure u didn’t have as much time to sleep when u had school :,) and youre on your school break anyway so it’s chill 😼🤏🏼 my day was pretty good!! i took a 3h nap and wasted so much time tho jshdjshs but other than that it was pretty good,, i might stay up a bit later to watch some more lectures bc of the nap, we’ll see 🏃🏻‍♀️ oh and,, i wore my seijoh practice tshirt today and i felt like i slept in iwa’s shirt so that was great ☝️😻 this reply is kinda late im sorry 😞 but i hope u had fun watching the anime!! im still trying to slowly read the jjk manga but i literally fell asleep reading it last night bc i was so tired 🤼‍♂️ anywho,, how are you!! did u do anything fun today? dont hesitate to treat yourself bc youre done w school for now 🙇🏻‍♀️ that calls for a celebration imo <3 sending u lots of hugs and kithes as well angel, have fun on your break and stay safe!! ily mwah 🥸 <33

yours forever,

lex 😈

#mailbox; #⚔️ ; anonnies #🐉 anon baby! #LORD MY REPLY IS SO LONG HELP ME #i wonder if people just look at our convo and shake their heads🚶 #we tried our best to not clog the dash by using tiny font okay 🙄☝️ /lh

[georgeinamerc]

Me: have i sent my bestie an ask yet today??

Also me: fuck it I’ll send her five more just to be sure djdjdjdjd

I love that my asks have like a postage delay like i send them and then its six hours before they show up in your inbox sjdjdjsojidoj

So my fam is almost gone, meaning grandparents have left and today my aunt and uncle are leaving, which is good because i need the space and like. Time to relax and not drink lol but at the same time I’m sad because they’re fam and i love them a lot you know??? I dont get to see them anymore because they live across the country so that kinda sucks. But this means i can sleep in and get my night routine back and do all this stuff I like to do u kno holidays are such a push pull lmao

But in other news,,,,I’m considering a sebchal fic…I haven’t figured out anything for plot or angst or theme or whatever but I am considering trying one and all because of you Alf;ajfdsl;fadl (so if you have any non-smutty ideas lol)

-jc

This was the first one hahah!! But yeah no please feel free to send asks whenever you want about whatever you want! Lately I have been going out less bc I'm shit scared of covid and want to be careful until I get my booster shot so I've been spending all day doing nothing important :/ my point is I am bored and absolutely adore receiving asks♡

Yeah bestie tumblr's shit around here, some appear on time and some others just take their sweet time lmaoo

Ahh that's really good, they may be family but it's a relief to have some alone time I completely understand, I mean my brother's here for holidays and I have to get used to sharing a room again 🤢🥴 ofc I love him and I missed him a lot but I feel like I'm never alone all day and it's driving me crazy! But yayyy I'm happy for you! It's very comforting to go back to a routine I'm lowkey jealous hahahah I've ruined my sleep schedule COMPLETELY this week and haven't done much studying for my exams so I'm sure future me will have a great time🙃🙃

Ugh enough rambling sorry I get caught up... AWWWHDSBJSJSNNSNS YOU ARE SO. ADORABLE. I. LOVE. YOU :(((((

Okay, its 1am and my brain is fried but I will definitely think about it and tell you I just can't come up w anything rn sorry baby!! I promise u I'll think of sth but I can't necessarily promise that's its gonna be anything good my brain rarely works properly 😭

I love you so so much and now that the year is coming to an end I really want to thank you for all your sweet and adorable little asks! I can't believe I spent a year on this app without receiving them, they're one of the only stable things on my routine at this point lmao💀 but no fr in just this short time you managed to become one of my favorite people on here, I truly from the bottom of my heart wish that 2022 is one of the best years you've ever had! Many many kisses and excuse my sappiness I drank a bit too much vodka hehe💞💖💞💖💞

#😽😽😽 #jc💙

[keichanz]

So let me start off by saying you're amazing and I've been following your work for years (low key lurking no stalking I swear!) Your work has ranged every emotion on my spectrum and it inspired me to start writing YEARS ago. I'm just really embarrassed to show my work. Advice?

Hiiii!! Awwww omg you’re gonna make me blush lol. Oh and please stalk me all you wish I don’t mind bahahahaha. I warn you though my life is incredible dull lmao. I’m so glad you enjoy my work so much! Sometimes I go back and think wtf was i thinking when I wrote this, but then I get such positive reviews and they fill me with such warm and fuzziness and I just wanna scream. I’m glad and flattered that I inspired you! 

Wanna know a secret? (Although it’s not REALLY a secret because i’ve said this a few times already haha.) My first ever multi-chaptered and finished fic, Dangerous Dancing, embarrasses the CRAP outta me. I legit hate that story so much and to this day it astounds me that is has over 1,000 reviews. Like....why? It is atrocious. It’s horrible. I wrote all of it in my teens, I had a strange obsession with Usher at the time, I used text speak for god’s sake, and just...the plot makes me cringe. There are so many plot holes and errors and other issues that are never going to get fixed. Like I can’t even believe I had the guts to actually publish this thing. WHY. WHT WAS I THINKING. 

But, despite my hatred for this fic, I am also proud of it, because it shaped me into the writer I am today. So yeah I’m embarrassed about it, and the only reason why it’s still published and not deleted is because, believe or not, I have been asked numerous times to keep it up when I mentioned deleting it. And it made me realize, even if I’m embarrassed by it, even if I don’t like it anymore, there are so many people that do and I’ve also realized that DD is a part of me now. I mean it’s sort of like my baby - it’s my most “famous” fic, I guess you can say, and I think, without that fic, I wouldn’t be as...well, I don’t wanna say popular, but as known as I am today. ^_^ I mean I don’t wanna toot my own horn of course, I really don’t believe I’m that well known, but DD was the first step into the IY fandom, and by publishing and finishing it, I was able to publish Wanted, and Switch, and Lessons of Love and my other stories and from them I was able to improve, receive constructive criticism and get that one review that makes you smile so wide, it all ends up worth it in the end.

Ugh, sorry for rambling lol. In a nutshell, sometimes the rewards are greater than the risks. Someone might really enjoy your stories! 

I hope this was helped in some way and if you’d like, I wouldn’t mind proof reading some of your work and giving some suggestions. ^_^ I love helping my friends and readers! 

Sorry this ended up so long lol. Thanks for the ask my dear!