#idk what im talkin abt btw

[caruliaa]

starting to stop being not normal /neg abt this show i think now i think maybe i am.... hopefully..........

#btw there r other ways i cld word this i j find not normal/neg very funny<3 #also like idk im starting to have less negative emotions abt it #nd tbh i feel like a lot of my negative emotions abt it were kinda exxagirated like i always like the show #ig j like. negative assoiations w it started getting worse nd stuff yk. idk #also tbhi feel like i was kinda exaggeratting them even toh i didnt mean to bc i tihnk i tend to go into conforntation too intensly #bc im used 2 ppl not beleiving me which has led to a kinda all or nothing attitude abt it . or maybe not idk #i do think regardless i need to work on being less intense tho #also tbh idk if im that over it bc i still have some /neg assoiations w my fave !! character !!! bc of [REDACTED BLOG] so -_- #likee im trying 2 get over it but like cmon dude #i get tht theyre also their fave chatacter but did the entire image of a blog tht pressented themselves very hostily #to the point of ruining the show 4 me HAVE to b themed around my fave character like CMON !!! #i get some ppl r rly bad abt them but like. cmon literally cmon >:( #WHATEVER i shld j not care abt them ik but its weird #bc i wanna start getting into the show again esp bc i wanna like. share it w the person who shared it w me but idk if i can #bc tht dumb blog is still in my head whenever i think abt the show nd idk if tht issue is ever rly gonna go away #whateverrr...... what evs... idk #SORRY IF I SEEM RLY NEGATIVE im more thinking allowed 2 get my thoughts out my brain yk. idk #also idk if its obvious wat show im talkin abt but if it then like. sorry if ur a fan nd i put this on ur dash lmao #flappy rambles #ask 2 tag

[turnstechgodhead]

ok to the anon thats talkin w me about mental eelness and bro and the "knight of time" line:

id post your entire ask but its Very Long and im struggling to answer all of it in a way that isnt fucking with my head and anxiety so im going to answer with only the character analysis stuff HERE on this post my apologies

for the record i dont even remotely know how to begin tagging this mess down here and i really think itd be better suited for my nsfw blog but yall aint asking about this on that blog which is fair take care of yourselves

JSYK it's stuff about brocal/intrusive thoughts about inc st and c s a SO kids please avert your eyes for my comfort thank YOU

i dont personally have ocd afaik but as someone who Has intrusive thoughts (actual horrifying ones that dirk, gabe and i have to beat back with a stick, not the ones kids think are intrusive thoughts today)

i definitely think that's how bro approaches raising dave; overcompensating for the accusations from his mind and cal[iborn] leading to total icing him out

okay same anon who was asking abt the “i was raising the knight of time” line. you saying “caliborn made [bro] believe that platonic affection is in fact not platonic at all and is instead sexual[the implications when bro is constantly carrying around cal with his arms around his neck btw. insane.]” is fascinating. is this based off the fact that caliborn thinks even hugging or a kiss on the cheek is “filthy?” it makes me think about ocd/bipolar disorder/misc mental illnesses and intrusive thoughts. i have bipolar and im a huge softie for kids but my intrusive thoughts sometimes try to convince me that my affection is somehow sinister.

YES very much

i need to describe to you my thoughts on brocal really quick bc i think that'll help put it in perspective and idk how else to talk about it;

heres the thing

cal is both bro's boyfriend and his fucking family okay

imagine you're a kid and you have this puppet friend that speaks to you using silly words and tells you that you should eat glass maybe :) or cut your fingers off or tear off your own head and hes the only thing thats taking care of you as a person even if hes mean

he tells you that people touching is inappropriate and vulgar and he cant believe theyre doing that in public (but its okay if we hug and cuddle you know?)

but also as you grow up this puppet starts calling you weird shit like stud or hunky or what the hell ever and maybe. youre going to kiss him

this puppet is the only thing you care about because hes the only thing that cares about you youve been with him for years and years and he talks to you and hes all that matters and now youre obsessed with him and you dont know when that happened but you have an obsessive personality anyway

youll do anything for him. (let me kill for you)

hes the only person you love because you dont love roxy this way (consuming, overwhelming, obligating to do what he wants, because he's all you have)

and well shit

if cals telling you that youre a freak for wanting to cuddle on the baby like you did that once (call it the knight it helps keep your distance) then i guess you're a fucking freak because its not even your right to treat it as family anyway; it's bigger than you. it's more than you will ever be and you need to make sure it doesn't fucking die and apparently that involves at least a little bit of affection cal please understand(what a disgusting species)

#mumbling #brocal #homestuck #bro strider #tsgzv #tsgw #gabe and dirk are my mind parasites btw #PLEASE dont call me a system #timaeus posting

[seii-fantasy]

heyy how are you doing? :) I hope well! Btw idk if you're taking requests, but I've been feeling very down lately so I thought I could ask you some fluffy headcanons with zerofuku? If you can't or don't want to is totally fine tho!

Hiii again dear

Ofc im doing it , i am sorry if i didnt do it earlier bcs school was keeping me busy

This baby , is definition of cuteness ×1000

When the both of you met , you were extremely shy to introduce yourself , so was he

He might be shy at first but once you two know each other, he will stop being shy

Don't you ever lie to him , he clearly hates it . Just tell him the truth, little bby Fuku(Zerofuku) wont be mad but he will try to be calm

Dont.get.near.him(yk im talkin abt who) the only rule he wants you to obey

Buttt he stay cuteee tho

You can't blame him , when he pouts , he just want u to focus on him

Cuddle , cuddlez! Cuddle everytime he can . If u dont want tho , he will not force you but he will be a lil bit sad

Your kindness does make him flustered, evefy gift ur offer him , every thing you do fr him

Once he became the Misfortune! Zero

Zero's trust to you is still intact but he has really bad trust issues

Everywhere you will go , you will be constantly followed by him but he will be hidden so well that you wont see him

He didnt told you something he will fight in the Ragnarok

He didnt want to worry you , he know how sweet and kind you are but he didn't want to worry you

Once you knew what he tried to hide to you , you were upset at him , but he apologized a lot of time

But no matter what happens to him ,no matter where is he . he still love you.

(My mind stopped thinking at here im sorry @praisethesuuun 😭😭)

Oneshot time !

Warning : Angst and character death and a lil fluff

His death was something , you didnt handle pretty well , you fell on your knees ; trying to process what happened . "No , no , no" Hearing your voice , Amaterasu who saw you , knew that you were Fuku's friend the one that did no wrong to him , she hugged you whispering "That everything is alright" a small silhouette , white one , came hugging you tightly "I am sorry , truly sorry for leaving you so soon." It was Zerofuku , hugging you tightly .

You cried more , asking him why . He whispered again "I am sorry..." , before vanishing again , you fell on the ground Amaterasu hugged you , you cried and fell asleep on the Goddess of the Sun arms , she orders her maids to put you in a room who wasn't occupied , and luckily they found it , they placed you in a bed as you whispered while dreaming

"Zero, i miss you"

To which Zero's soul answered you from Niflheim

"I miss you too Y/n"

#shuumatsu no valkyrie #record of ragnarok #snv zerofuku #ror zerofuku #SnvZerofukuxreader #RorZerofukuxreader

[b1mbodoll]

bro why are there so many bitch ass fucking loser anons in your ask box atm tf is going on?? 'i'm fucking asking everyone and nobody is responding to me' maybe bc youre a weird fucking ungrateful and entitled creep but mh idk

the only thing i like about you are your writings 😠 nothing else 😠😠 and thats why i take precious time off my day to tell you how much i DONT care about you and how much i dislike you - LIKE HUH?? MAKE IT MAKE SENSE

+ THE BODY SHAMING??? IN 2023?????? THROWING AROUND INSULTS LIKE A FUCKING MANNN LMFAOOOO ARENT YOU EMBARRASSED

idk this whole ask just reeks of jealousy and envy likeee poor anon has nobody to flirt w bc nobody likes a disgusting piece of dirt like them )): poor anon has low self esteem and therefore tries to make a gorgeous gorgeous girl feel bad abt herself ))): poor anon is too stupid to google how to make gradient fonts )))):

anyway slay im so proud of you for finally standing up for yourself bc you let these mfs walk all over you for way too long!! also i hope you dont let these pointless insults get to you bc youre literally sososo sweet and important to all of us!! ily my pretty baby <33

(also also i didnt plan on writing a whole ass essay ksks it just happened oops im sorry 🥴🥴)

~🫧

so real and true like their ask genuinely made my jaw drop like how are you this bold and comfortable enough to be so disgusting to someone… like im not just a writer im a REAL HUMAN!!!! words hurt!!!!!

n yeah the fucking “i only like ur writing” was so odd like obviously you also like my blog theme too! since youre being rude and mean cus i didnt see ur previous ask abt it 😭

the body shaming was so… mind boggling idk T_T like idk im very insecure abt myself n the fact that they clearly have no regard for others feelings makes me sick like how can you just be gross and mean over the silliest things????? what????

literally ur so right like sorry anon that youre rude and mean and no one wants to be around that kind of energy???? but dont take it out on me jus cus my nonies r cute and sweet and adorable -_- n agh stop !!!! thank u for the compliments, sweetpea :( i adore u srsly

thank u for bein proud of me :D im quite proud too, im soso tired of people thinkin they can treat me bad n get away with it >:T ur important to ME btw my beloved lil bubble nonie <333 i love u sunshine thank u for sending me this <3 words cant describe how much this msg means to me :(

n ps pls dont apologize for sendin a “long” ask T_T i love talkin to u sweetie <3333 ur always welcome in my inbox n ill do my best to answer !

#♡.signed. sealed. delivered. #♡.sweetheart: 🫧

[jestersticks]

ok gamers kind of a ramble but here we go its my opinion so its inherently correct bc im super cool

i see a lot of posts about how like “ben shouldve been more upset over things that happened !! this kids traumatized let him show it !!” and ok while i see your guys point i feel like a lot of yall forget that 1) ben is either 10 or a teenage boy(dependin on what ur referencin) and 2) all the bits of show were made in the 00s and early 10s(disregarding the reboot). So like.. idk what to tell you guys mens mental health was and honestly still is a more or less ‘taboo’ subject. also ben DOES show signs of bein upset about things just not in the way you guys want i guess ?? and the thing is like,, ben doesnt outright talk about his issues ? in the episode about feedback when rook asked him about it he refused to answer and later on was like,, angry about rook finding out? i havent seen that episode in a hot minute so excuse me if im bullshitting anyways ben literally just never came to terms with that stuff ? honestly if the events of that episode didnt happen i doubt his feelings regardin feedback(which was like idk u kno self blame n all dat or smth) wouldve ever been somethin they went over which is like !! dude its so obvious from then on at least how ben deals with his issues; he doesnt ! he just keeps everything in that evil little box called ur brain to ignore and sometimes cry urself to sleep over which i mean me too bestie ! /j also aside from that i see people say he shouldve been more hung up about kevin n gwen leavin but he was upset??? shown in how he was kinda pissy about rook bein there and idk i feel like him bein all “well cant go to mr smoothy :/” was a pretty good indicator that he was havin a not very great time right then. also idk if u wanted him to be sad about that for like forever u might have ur own issues to work thru bc i dont think thats like... healthy /hj 

anyways tdlr ben honestly probably does deal with mental health issues just in a “never gonna acknowledge this unless im literally forced to” way

also i could probably go more into depth abt this but this is already like a big giant paragraph that doesnt make sense so sorry </3

#ben 10 #ben 10 classic #ben 10 alien force #ben 10 ultimate alien #ben 10 omniverse #ben tennyson #this took me like a half hour to write #for as badly as its formatted #and worded #thats kind of sad #i could totally do better #but also this is about ben 10 #so im not particularly inclined to do better #but hmm yeah #idk i just think certain posts abt his mental heath #r kinda weird ? like idk #idk what im talkin abt btw #any big words i used i probably heard #in my ap psych class #that i dont pay attention in #dont clown on me tho ill cry #/j i wont cry #ill b very upset tho grrr rrr bark bark

[reinoheart]

eventually this discourse will get to the point where people will realize they have to make their own content now and it’ll self implode

#jjba #ya'll know what im talkin abt #outsiders perspective btw #or am i #idk i just came back

[bowtiestash]

i keep forgettin to post here lol

#i dont remember my tags LOL help. #i went to check what i last posted and i deadass forgot that my last post here was me talkin about blog deletion #i decided to not go thru with it as you can see #i was mainly just anxious abt my follower count but im not feelin so anxious anymore #i think part of the reason why is bc i had unfollowed mutuals w several ppl and i was feelin bad abt it #also btw if i unfollowed u and we were mutuals PLEASE dont take it personally!! #i think i mentioned this before but most of the time when i end mutuals its bc we dont talk regularly and theres a difference in interests #bc if i continue following i just feel rlly bad and it also gives me anxiety hrgh #idk maybe i shouldve soft blocked but i feel kinda bad for it???? #i feel like softblocking can be seen as passive aggressive #so if we were mutuals and u noticed i unfollowed ur free to unfollow me as well #i just feel really awkward. being mutuals is so awkward if we dont talk much idk................. #bowtie's stash

[legobatjoker]

ORUGHEU hey lucyy remeber how once i said i had an english speech that i was nervous abt but i didht know if i had 2 do it well i do have 2 do it and um like im doin it monday nd i started it today and like before i was worried what 2 do it on but it can b be informative so i decided 2 do it on autism bc im suprisingly chill abt talkin abt it 2 ppl @ school nd also apparently i only have 2 do it 2 the teacher but like i just started 2day so im both rly chill nd so stressed abt it DJDJDJD

(Sorry if my last ask was a lot btw :< i didnt mean for it to turn out so ranty like that u 100% dont have to answer it if u dont wanna)

NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE IM ALWAYS DOWN TO TALK ABT ANXIETIES .. ESPECIALLY PRESENTATION ANXIETY 😩😩😩 !! im sorry u do actually have to do it thats so annoyign -___- ALSO as someone who stressed to the death of me over an english presentation..... at least in my case it turned out to be literally completely chill LOLOLL and idk if that helps at all bcuz a lot of the time just hearing that doesnt help me so ?? feel free to keep updating me on how its going as u go, i want to know !!

#mewtuals #castle.answers

[nep-moved]

listen,, idk what ur talkin abt 🥺🥺 im just the mailman i have no identity-- (btw,, mettaton sent u a little card with cursive n hearts,, he says he adores u very much and that he wanted to tell u again bc he can't stop thinkin abt u ;33)

in reference 2 the first part of ur message: hm if u insist~ 👀👀

in reference 2 the second part:

#HOW DARE FHJDSK #but also... u ARE the mailman... pls deliver one back fr me-- #it's Definitely not soft nd gushy >;(( #🌟; ᴍᴇᴛᴛʏ #ask

[megatraven]

Who are your favourite love interests from each Lovestruck story you’ve read? And why? I love hearing you talk about the game, your vibe is so happy!!

OH BOY THANK YOU FOR ASKING omg and also thank you for not minding me talkin about it :D

My favorite Astoria character is Alex, which is probably the most obvious one to everyone. I wrote a long post about why i like them so much yesterday :) (but i want it noted i really really adore the other characters too, if Alex wasnt i nthe picture idk who i’d choose bc theyre all my faves.)

For Havenfall, it’s still Mackenzie. I love her not only because she was my very first lovestruck love interest, but also because she’s strong and kind and her heart is made of gold. She’s a giant nerd and a goofball and I really admire her character!! Her route was also really really interesting, the bond she had with MC was so cool! And god she has the patience of a saint, which, MAD respect for her when she has to deal with JD’s latest shenanigans lmao. And, god, you know... she’s a werewolf!!!!!!! How can i Not be absolutely in love with her? Her wolf ears were so cute i could Cry

In Gangsters it’s... it’s a three way tie, i Cannot choose. Rory, Ash, and Chance are just..... so perfect. I fell in love with all three so quickly and their routes have been amazing. The way Chance softens around MC and how he’s always trying to do his best by her just makes me melt. He’s got a protective streak but it’s not too intense to the point that it’s irritating. He worries a lot about being like his dad, but god that only proves how much he isn’t like him. And Rory- god, what don’t I love about her? I think my favorite thing, in her entire route, is that she goes sober. Her drinking is a Character Quirk(tm) in every other route and is even like that for her S1, but when MC comes into her life she stops because she wants to be a better version of herself and it shows, constantly. She’s got so much control and even in her weak moments, she’s not shamed or anything. She’s a hurt individual (i mean, they all are---) but she does her best to not let it define her and it shows. And Ash!!!! He’s so cute and the fact that Seymour instantly loves him made me warm up to him really quickly because, ya know, dogs are great judges of character and all that. He’s quiet and mysterious but he’s got some incredibly funny lines that always took me by surprise. He’s smart and calm and he’s really just such a sweetheart ;o;;

I haven’t played all of Love and Legends yet but I am so so so in love with Helena’s route so far. It’s made very very clear that she’s been hurting for so long and so deeply and it’s a beautiful thing to watch her heal from that hurt, to see her find someone that wants nothing more than to stand by her as she finds her footing again. Her magic is so cool (heh) and idk she’s just. So beautiful and smart and dangerous i’m always in awe when I look at her!!

In Sweet Enchantments, I have to go with Lucien. His character design is my very favorite in the whole app, I think. Teal is one of my favorite colors and he’s got some of the most beautiful CGs. He’s also a lot like Chance in terms of personality, meaning he’s pretty cold and mean at the start, but warms up to the MC. He becomes so soft and gentle and he grows so much as a person, he learns how to be true to himself and not just sell out to a bunch of rowdy fans. All his little gestures to show MC how much he loves her is also very sweet and i just.... he’s so good. He got what was basically two proposals in his route, too, which i was SO in love with. The first is without a ring and when he’s still working off his sentence, but he tells MC that he knows he wants to spend his life with her, if she’ll just wait a little while longer. And then later he Really gets to propose and it made my heart soar, it was so beautiful, it was perfect ;O;;;;

In Sin With Me, Cal is my big big big favorite. Cal comes off as kinda mean, but it’s a facade you get to see through almost immediately in his route. He’s mean because he leads a dangerous life and wants to keep people away, because he cant trust them. But then he’ll buy you the item you guys were fighting over, and he’ll catch you when you’re about to fall in a cafe, and he’ll make sure you get home safely. His relationship with the other troupe members is also very sweet- he’s best friends with Onyx and it’s always one of my favorite interactions in any route. And the way he’s so sweet and kind to Avi? To Malakai’s mom and MC’s mom? He’s got such a good heart underneath his snark!!! He cares so much!!!

For Reigning Passions, it is without a doubt Xenia. My reasons for her are less complicated: she’s a SPIDER LADY with FOUR ARMS and PRETTY SILVER EYES W BLACK SCLERA, how   could i NOT be head over heels for her omg???? She’s who i’ve been waiting all my life for. But also, she’s so mysterious her whole thing is so cool. Mistress of spies? That’s the coolest title ever and I Am In Love With Her.

In Wicked Lawless Love im gonna have to go with Cecelia at the moment, although I still havent finished her OR Nathan’s S1s yet. She’s a vampire so??? Of course Im gonna pick her. Her thing with music is really fascinating and when she played the piano at the saloon to the tune of MC’s heartbeat? I nearly fainted lemme tell you, that is Exactly the kind of vampire shenanigans i need in my life.

Villainous Nights is hard because i legit love all of them so much I genuinely dont know if I can pick here. Their routes are all so interesting and unique, especially the MC and how her powers develop in each of them.Can I just pick Andi, Juliette, and Lorelei? Because I wanan pick all three of them. AND ALSO SHOUTOUT TO DUKE AND ZEKE AND RENZEI but especially Zeke and Duke. (Zeke’s special story had me sobbing btw i love him.) Andi is SO FUN and energetic and perky but she’s also like lowkey Wild and Dangerous and i loved that so much about her. Juliette is a giant giant giant nerd and a walking meme and her Bat suit is so freakin cool, I love everything abt her and her powers and EVEYRHTING. And Lorelei... she was the first VN character i played through and god she was amazing. She’s blunt and definitely a silent type, but she has such strong emotions and she’s got so much love. She was hurt so badly and it makes my heart ache but I can only love her more for it and how she works through that pain to be stronger than it. She’s so so strong i have. so much respect for lorelei.

I think thats it for the stories i’ve played all of or parts of!!! Honorable mentions go out to Serena and Vivienne and Zoe and Sofia andd Ellis and Antares! I havent played any of those stories yet but I did play the first free episodes and liked them most!

#long post #meg speaks #lovestruck #U HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD IT WAS TO PICK MOST OF THESE #I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE FOR SO MANY CHARACTERS ;O;;;;; #THANK U FOR ASKING THO <33333333

[mugmyremarsh]

getting (back) into trading

have YOU just joined (or rejoined) animal jam? do u wanna get into trading? do you just know absolutely NOTHING about rares? cool. im gonna try help you to the best of my abilities :'D also for this ill be typing pretty damn normally just so that its legible so yea!

first things first tho! what do you know about rares? im talkin like. do u know what a long collar is. do you know what its worth.

your answer is PROBABLY at least a BIT. which is sick! good for you (*not sarcasm) but if your answer is smth along the lines of. absolutely fucking nothing to a little bit then may i suggest: reading up on the aj worth wiki. i only rlly recommend this if you dont know a whole lot. bcus the sites listed worths are not really the most accurate but they can be a good way to get a vague idea of the shit show!! id reccomend starting with rims n then working your way up cbs -> dbs -> (short wrists) -> long wrists (etc)

alright alright! next. do you know what things are worth? how many dbs should you trade for a good wrist? what shorts are fair for a green long? (lol idk why but that soundz kinda funnie)

if u dont think you know the answer to those questions then id recommend !!!! going on2 instagram unfortunately. the animal jam community is at its peak there i think (the animal jam amino can be kinda useful too).

what you wanna do there is just see what kinda trades ppl r accepting n stuff. the aj community there posts trades a LOT n theyll ask people to comment smth like o/f/u. o/f/u is outdated for some reason n they use something else. o/f/u stands for over/fair/under btw. jus checked- now theyre using g/f/l standing for good/fair/loss. so yea! most trades on the tag are for ajpw so :] i guess!

another way to learn is just through practise. what are people willing to accept and what are they declining? this one can be a bit tricky because some people are very picky with what they accept but overall? still pretty solid

btw the learning process can take about a week or so!! but also im slow.. at things. so hopefully itll be quicker for u!

finding people to trade with.

this shit is HARD. most jammers just go into aldan or wootmoos den. specific places in aldan are coral canyons, temple of zios, bradys lab (big boys only). ofc these places r only sometimes full of people. places which for sure have ppl is about any jamma township. trading parties are also popular!!

if u wanna be a cool kid u can post ur offers ~online~ main place id go to are the aj worth wikis and comment on either the item you are offering or that youre offering for ;w; makes sense right. you can also post your offers on instagram (tagged with animaljam) or the animal jam amino. i unno theyre both p good options.

actually getting shit 2 trade. well if ur gonna trade u need shit 2 trade ykno?

if youre a member, like every other person will say, i recommend the forgotten desert!! just host it or find sm1 else hosting it. it doesnt usually take very long for it to fill up. another thing- finding a group of people who will do it over and over again w you so you dont have to find new people every time.

if youre doing tfd (the forgotten desert) you wanna avoid doing the purple crystals. they waste time and u still get shit prizes from them. there were like. myths that youd get a headdress if you did them.. not true. jus do not bother w them. have your map open when you play tfd so you can see where youve already been n stuff, playing with audio helps cos youll hear a sound effect when youre able to collect a shard (useful for yellow 1z). its possible but unlikely that youll get a spike but i mean hey! i got my first spike from tfd!!! it was a yellow long! also be sure to pick up ground chests. there was a rumour that opening those would worsen your prizes which again. isnt true lol.

if youre a nm then i think people tend to recommend replaying the first adventure over and over again. i dont rlly have a lot to say abt this. its pretty simple.

and ofc :) the third way 2 get rare. the most... well i unno how to describe it but its something. ENTER GIVEAWAYS. you can find giveaways on instagram and youtube. honestly takes nothing to enter them and you have a chance of getting good stuff!!!

AAAND if youre artistic!!! enter art contestz!!! these dayz people barely enter art contests meaning that you have a higher chance of winning!!! and also! think about setting up animal jam commissions. post your art on the animal jam amino to get traction, people are more likely to see your commissions there!!! finding art contests is best on instagram though.

alright!! thats about all i have to say.. might add more in the future. but another thing. if youre trading then TRADE. offer for others peoples stuff. dont just sit in aldan and say unwanted on trd. alright. thats super not efficient!! also dont resort to scamming people? thats an asshole move.

next time! i wanna write abt how ppl subconsciously treat nms and unrare looking people while trading!!! ill link that here if i ever write it lol.

#:'P #animal jam #jamblr #kittie.txt

[chaosbisexual]

i know. im sure.

u asked for it darling,, ilu xx 

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?

YEs. Either or i love boys i love girls I LOVE LOVE 

2.When did your last hug take place?

like friday?? idk i’ve only ever been w my fam this weekend and we’re not super huggy

3.Are you a jealous person?

Hah,,, no,,, yes. 

4.Are you tired right now?

A lil bit. i had a nice sleep in today. 

5.Do you chew on your straws?

yes. anxious habit. and i get bored. yes. 

6.Have you ever been called a tease?

no i never get much attention of that sort and i’m lowkey happy abt that. 

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

no i love sleep and dreaming too much for that 

8.Do you cry easily?

depends??? like movies, yes, frustration, yes, but i don’t cry when i’m sad unless its like groundbreakingly awful. 

9.What should you be doing right now?

doing homework and writing arsenic (my tom riddle fic which i love)

10.Are you a heavy sleeper?

again, depends on how much i need sleep. usually, i think.

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?

HAH. HAH. HAH. no one could put up w me for that long also i have some sort of commitment issues bc i’m scared of them getting bored and not being enough

12.Are you mad at someone right now?

no,, i dont think so ??

13.Do you believe in love?

yes. i have to. yes. 

14.What makes you laugh no matter what?

AVPM. hands down. love it. also nathan zed, love, actually and doctor who innuendos. 

15.Who was the last person you talked to?

my dad?? irl and one of my friends over messenger

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?

YES

17.Will you get married?

idk?? i’d have to find someone who i love that much?? and they’d have to love me too?? 18.When was the last time you smiled?

in the shower probs. i have good thoughts in the shower. (just daydream thoughts)

19.Does anyone like you?

THIS IS FUNNIER THAN THE RELATIONSHIP ONE hAH. PROBABLY NOT. (i’m assuming this means crushing, so HAH.)20.Do you secretly like someone?

no i mean yes i mean what

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?

dad. 

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

@acestephendene

23.What are you NOT looking forward to?

EXAMS 

24.What ARE you looking forward to?

finishing my godamn fic, bc it means so much to me but i’ll be so happy to finish it bc it will mean that i can write a book!

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

if you’re talkin abt any kind of love, then i think my dad means it. but other that no, bc i’m not that gr8 at makin ppl love me or bein in relationships

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?

turn around and walk away bc they deserve to be happy (this has happened and i was well and truly over it so i was fine lol)27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?

no but i hate this town so i guess i wish i was 

28.Are you a forgiving person?

yes. probably too much, but its fine. 

29.How many TRUE friends do you have?

5 or 6?? 

30.Do you fall for people easily?

not really? i fall for people for reasons i dont understand and its annoying but i dont fall for people easily??

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?

no comment. (although it was only a crush i never did anything abt it im sry)

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?

my water bottle straw???

33.Who was the last person you drove with?

my step mum i think ??

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?

just until midnight, bc i was watching a movie (anna karenina - it was p good)

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?

Y E S ,, I CANNOT SCREAM IT LOUDER (@ london one day soon i’m comin 4 u )

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?

a friend for a photography project @ school

37.Can you live a day without TV?

i mean ?? yes ?? i watch all my shows on my laptop so,,, i just couldnt live w/o my phone i admit that

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?

my maths results a few weeks ago i think?

39.Three names you go by..

ali, alex, alexandra (added bonuses; cabbage / peanut :))))

40.Are you currently in a relationship?

one last time,,, hAH HAHAH. no.

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?

i cannot pick one for the life of me, so here’s a top 3; ten things, love, actually, and love, rosie.

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?

no. just because i think the people you need and who you want to be and be with will change as you grow.

43.What’s your current problem?

exams are a’comin. 

44.Have you ever had your heart broken?

i don’t think so?? i’m so inexperienced w matters of the heart that i’m afraid that maybe i just won’t know what is when my heart breaks. i’ve definitely been hurt over some ex-maybes, though. 

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?

they work if you are 100% committed and make space for each other. and if you actually see each other regularly. (my now married sister is proof it can work)

46.How many kids do you want to have?

two or three?? (lyra, andromeda and orion are the dream names. i have now claimed them btw :)))

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?

this is funny bc its like the person who made this knows where 2 stab me. 

yes. extremely. it hurts. and has caused issues more than once. probs why i have no love life.

i’m so sorry i hope i didnt overwhelm u. i love u. i’m probs so boring oops x

#ali speaks #asks #anon #wow #i h8 myself o #this says a lot abt my love life too oops

[rpchater-blog]

rant #1 out of however many my ass gon post. prolly not a lot i ain’t gonna lie this shits gonna last like a week before i get bored but LMAO whatever. let’s talk abt “”callout culture”” y’all. but remember, ain’t nobody askin you to read anything so if u ain’t fuckin w my shit then don’t get into it. let’s fuckin go

CALLOUT CULTURE lmfao take a shot every time my ass mentions that on this blog. now before y’all get all up in my inbox again talkin bout “but aren’t u doing that ?? :///” i gotta say that HELL YEAH i’m a fan of callin people out. everybody deserves to know they’re fuckin up some shit, and sugar coating ain’t necessary. but i’m talkin abt this shit that spread throughout the rpc hella quick and i see some people that are as against it as i am. i’ve never personally experienced this shit myself, but i seen it around, and i sympathize w those who don’t deserve it

now, y’all asses can callout some problematic hoes when they’re bein racist, sexist, transphobic, ableist, homophobic, thieves, liars, abusive, etc. u know, just bein an all around dick. that’s when i agree w calling out some mother fuckers. BUT Y’ALL STARTED DOIN THIS SHIT TO LITERALLY ANYBODY !!!!!!!!! some bitch could name their character katie, then someone else names their character katie and y’all out here posting PSA’s all “this rper is a thief for taking my characters name!!! BEWARE OF THIS TOXIC PERSON!!!!!!” or someone can accidentally be problematic then give a thorough, sincere apology but y’all still be leakin their aliases/muse names/urls n all that other shit. we’re all here to have fun or escape or some shit, n y’all really be shitting on ppls fun just bc they made u mad in some fuckin way. the amount of ppl i’ve seen go thru bullying over something so small or after recognizing their dumbass actions n giving a genuine apology is sad as fuck to me. yall some rude ass people and need to learn what “talkin one on one” means. unless they’re clearly some shitty ass person who aint gonna change, keep ur callouts to ya damn self 

now, not to hate on any fuckin body, but i saw this shit earlier that made me laugh my ass off.. n i just HAD to mention it bc it really was stupid as hell. some dumbass drama over some rps called listhq n listshqs or some shit like that. don’t really remember exactly how the urls went, but what i do remember is thinkin well shit.. another unnecessary callout post. to catch yall up, one accused the other of stealin plots, which i’d get if these ppl copied and pasted every damn thing from the “original” rp. but here’s the thing.. it was a bucketlist rp ((((shit that ive seen done more than once lmao aint nobody being original)))) w a similar url. each had their own twist to it, but still ppl were bein accused of bein thieves. sure, this shit would piss anyone off .. ive seen shit like that happen to rps that ive ran. IT SUCKS SOME NASTY ASS, but how many times have yall seen a rp revolving around rich kids in beverly hills ?? lit every fuckin week. all these rps got the same ass url too uk “beverlyhq”, “beverlyhillshq”, “hillshq”, i can go on. (((not shittin on any active rps that have this exact plot btw just using an example)))) point is, none of these ppl are makin aggressive ass callout posts bc they had similar ideas. this was an easy fix but we gotta turn it into some dumbass drama instead. the rpc is unoriginal, thought we all knew that ??? theres only so many plots u can do that can work w big groups 

so basically what im sayin is .. i deadass see this shit all the damn time in the rpc and its ugly as hell. y’all really think yall some fuckin queens n kings. let me break it to u... yall aint shit. we all doin the same ass creepy shit... basically catfishing as our fcs but its cool bc we’re all on the same boat. idk when this shit started, but i remember rp back in 2012-13 bein nice n happy as hell. now yall just angry n rude ( YES INCLUDING ME!!!!! ) 

i’m just sayin y’all... handle your own shit n if that doesn’t work, then call the bitch out. but otherwise, just grow the hell up, thas all 

#if anyone mentioned wants me to delete some shit jus let me kno i aint that mean #twitter rp #rpt #rph #rpc #rp rant

[bluealicerose]

Is The-Other-Animated-Thing-About-(mostly?)-Nonbinary-Gem-People-that-Isn't-S/te/ve/n-U/n/iv/e/r/se legally available in the US/Western territories besides through Amazon Prime that anybody knows of?

Kinda wanna get into it but I can’t find anything other than through that. I’m not subscribed to the service (and I don’t really plan to tbh lol,,,) and you can’t just buy the series or episodes digitally without it, as far as I know. :^/

#Boooooooooooo #(im talkin abt L*nd of the L*stro*s btw) #also amidst the strikes/boycotts and scummy garbage involved w/ amazon i dont want to really give them and their site the traffic #even tho i do wanna support Gem People Anime #oh yeah ps: sorry for ''comparing'' it to S_^_n Un1^_rs #but i mean if we're makin' gem/jewel people the new thing then.......... #also please excuse my statement about sayin that some of the characters are mostly NB especially if they're not. i've *heard* some are -- #-- but to be safe idk if any are more gender-coded than others. #but if i am wrong pls dont correct me just yet -- i want to go into the series completely(or mostly) blind #if i am indeed wrong i'll take back and correct what i've said

[azazeltheboss]

I appreciate all of my followers and mutuals, but damn its wild having someone that has a dedicated blog theme thats nothing like mine (which is mostly just shitposting with a dash of everything else)

#idk what im talkin abt #like i have a couple followers that are just aesthetics(which are lovely btw) #where do u come from #ty for stickin around but im just a humble shitposter