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#if anyone has more images like this they know of 👀... please send them my way i would be so greatful <333
1pcii · 6 months
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Zoro napping while holding his swords like this is something that can be so personal actually
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moshieee · 12 days
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Hello it is I, random anon who does not know you and has never interacted with you before, what is your opinion of your mutuals?
Oh hi @bixell-pixell I'll include you even if we're not mutuals I think you're pretty chill all things considered
That's kinda it idk you that well
Anyways
You didn't specify so I'm going to list all my mutuals in the order of oldest to newest on my following page that I remember sorry of I missed anyone and for the @ s
*inhales*
@e-the-village-cryptid (I don't have a tag for e yet but it would probably just be E)
Not only the first person who I became friends with here but also the first one I ever started sharing my stories with, even if we don't talk too much I'm glad Every time we do and I see them on my dash, (they bring some of my favorite posts and when I do send posts sometimes I mix up and send them their own reblogs) I'm so glad we're still friends, thanks for letting me ramble about stuff for 6 hours hehe
@jaqofallgenders (no tag for jaq yet either)
my in person friend and the longest friendship I've ever had with someone, love you 🫶. I'll be more specific on Monday if our ADHD doesn't kick in and make us both forget
@strawberry-seal77 (seal-berry!!!)
Hi hi hi yellows my friend 👋 the person I consider to be the second ever friend I made on here, a lovely person as well and wait waaa and an amazing artist too 👀??? Love you silly goofball and the amazing posts and jokes you have we should chat more often I thinkith.
@rabid-mercenary16 (Rabid jumpscare)
Hey hey hey .... BWAMP! Hope you feel better soon
I probably have the most to say about Rabid but all try to make it a bit shorter. besides being the first artist to do art jokes and include me, with we also became mutuals and interacting around a time when my life started to get a lot better. Even if she's not the only factor in that I definitely associate her with stuff improving, and she did play a big factor in it (I already explained a lot on my Valentine's Day gift to her and the others). Also she's just an awesome person to spend time with and be goofy, amazing sense of humor and I just love being friends with such an awesome person and artist.
@dia-smthidk (Dia fren)
I'm assuming you don't want a bowl of soup
I also said a lot about them in my Valentine's Day gift, but we've become closer friends sense then even if we don't get to chat as much as I'd like to. I relate a lot and am surprised how we have so much in common. Amazing artist and person as well and I wish we could hang out more, idc if they think they're bringing down the mood when/if they bring stuff up about irl, and maybe I won't figure out their timezone but oh well, please take care of yourself gender sibling.
@bunnybunnsowo (BUN BUN BROTHER!!)
little brother 🫶🫶💝💞🫶✨👋❤️!!!
(I could have sworn we became mutuals before Dia?)
another person I shared a lot about with the Valentine's Day gift, I love you my little brother! Seriously one of the kindest people I've met and I'm so glad they have bug in his life. Bun deserves the world and they keep sending me opposum images!!! Gona die from cuteness and his kindness one of these days istg
@spookykittyzzz (greaah why don't I have a tag for you???)
A very kind person and artist I don't know too much sense we're not that close yet but love the few chats we have had so far. Hope we get to hang out more even if I'm awful at reaching out to others and saying hi.
@glitchyk (goop buddies)!!
Nooo the parallels
One of the first people who was interested to deep dive into my creations and ask about my stories and worlds They're probably competing with Rabid with how much I have to say about her/silly. Seriously it's incredible how much we have in common and now I get to share and collaborate our sonas stories together it's amazing. And as someone once said "you can yap for hours". I love how creative and clever they are, I just wish they would be kinder to herself. One day I'll make glichy see how awesome she is.
@unfunnyaceartist (Floridian disadvantage) I feel like I should change that
When I say I was shookith when ace asked to be friends I mean I was shookith first person so show up and ask that (the others kinda just happened). Amazing artist and don't believe her lies she is funny. I'm so heckn glad we're friends., love the goofy and silly idc if she's a bit of a simp they've helped me a lot start to understand slang and references I'm supposed to understand shhshsh (such is the curse of how I grew up) we need to make our mafia sonas interact at some point I can already imagine the chaos /silly
@neptunestoast (plushy slime)
Hugs hugs hugs*
Trying my best not to baby talk I swear. amazing person first person to show up and be like "hey I Wana do something for you and your friends". Love their humor and another gender sibling!!! Hugs for ever for as long as they're ok with it. I love their creativity as well and Noodle is so adorable. I just want to pick them up in a hug so much. Kibbity/silly
@ner5y (no tag woops ill figure something out)
What are you doing here??? How are we friends???
I was absolutely confused and startled when they followed me especially since it was during a spoons argument . Amazing artist like holy heck I wish I was allowed to curse on this blog. Their humor also took me by surprise when I got invited to the discord, and even if they doubt how well they're running it I think they're doing amazing. And I love our silly interactions like this one
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@vexation-816 (chaotic ADHD buddy!!!)
Why did it take me so long to follow you istg
ADHD ADHD ADHD my buddy oh pal we both got that and it's driving us insane/silly. Love how creative he is and the ideas for his sona and character lore. Also one of the first people who shared a character they added to my nightlight au. This is getting twords the end and I'm tired of whiting so much and am on a timer oh no. But your amazing dude don't ever forget thag
@butlerbugbunny (anxiety bunny buddy)
This is why I didn't respond to the DM yet hshsh
New friend who I feel anxious talking to sometimes but a wonderful kind bunny who I'm also incredibly happy to be friends with. Love his art so much it's amazing (shoot shoot timer is going off) I'm glad he's their for bun and wish them the best I possibly can 🫶.
@lilithloves-you (lillith my be-loathed?) need to change that
Don't you dare bring up grilled cheese
Glitchys friendo who I'm also friends with now. We don't interact too much but I've sent her on missions to go hug glitchy (to help both of them feel better but shhh). I hope we become closer friends in the future.
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merakiui · 2 years
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DBH Jade AU you say???? 👀👀👀 May we see the fanart in question????
but oh man, i haven't touched DBH in so long I've forgotten most about it-- but ah damn now the image of Jade being covered in those blue android 'blood' ain't gonna be leaving my head, and with his LED blaring red (cause he's quite mental at point lmao) (ooh but I think Jade would probably discard his LED at some point soon after he turned deviant, just so he could blend with humans better and manipulate darling better maybe??)
-heyyy
YESSS!! I saw the fanart on pinterest and I've been searching for the artist, but I haven't found them yet. >_< if anyone knows, please tell me right away so I can give proper credit (and so I can follow them and admire more of their beautiful artworks :D)!
It's also been a while since I played or watched anything related to DBH, but to this day it still grips my heart. Connor's story is my favorite hehe. I'll never get over the opening scene where he arrives to the hostage situation. If only I could watch that scene over again for the first time and experience the tension and emotions...
AAAA Jade being covered in thirium after beating the synthetic life out of the androids who tried to hurt his precious darling. And he has such a cold, violent look in his eyes... It's a wonderful image to envision. ♡( ◡‿◡ ) He already has such strong butler vibes in twst, so it's nice to imagine him being a caretaker/household servant for his darling. So many terrible things start happening to you as Jade grows closer to his breaking point. You'll never guess he's to blame for all of this madness, but your codependency just makes him all the more overprotective. It's in his program to keep you safe. Obviously you shouldn't be fearful of him; he'd never hurt you. Though hearing him assure you of that while being covered in blood, his fine suit slightly disheveled from the fight, and bullet casings at his feet, doesn't do much to ease your terror.
He absolutely removes his LED once he's become a deviant. Omg and what if Floyd (who isn't deviant) was sent to retrieve him? OOOO Jade kidnaps his dearest darling and when word of both of your sudden disappearances make it back to Azul (who I like to imagine as human in the au, but android!Azul is also so good omg) he's quick to send Floyd after the both of you. Now it's mind games between a deviant Jade and Floyd who is very determined to see this mission through to the end. >:) Poor darling is caught up in everything...
Before he removes his LED, though, he definitely confesses to you. Confesses his feelings, his desires, his innermost thoughts, how he wants more than just a simple master-servant relationship with you. And you know he isn't joking, for that LED is flashing the brightest, most dangerous red you've ever seen.
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ascheming-archive · 2 years
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i am not my character; the views and actions of the muse do not reflect the views and actions of the mun.
this is a semi-selective blog. typically only role-play with mutuals (who i follow on forgedwrecker), with exceptions. i do accept asks and memes from anyone!! who i follow back is based on my own personal whimsy; please don’t take it personally.
i am not very comfortable with role-plays outside of the Transformers fandom, but would be open to it if we could find a reasonable explanation for our characters to interact.
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do not feel obligated to match my reply length; especially in feels-heavy threads i do tend to get a bit caught up on my character’s inner turmoil, so if you can’t match my length i entirely understand. however, if we are engaged in a multi-para thread and you suddenly switch to single lines of dialogue to respond, i do reserve the right to discontinue the thread.
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lokisprettygirl · 2 years
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I KNEW IT...and I wasn't completely wrong with my theories 😊
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They really faked their death 😱 but I'm happy they're together and they really seemed to have an eye on y/n somehow. (Who was the woman hanging from the fan back then?...hopefully some women who died because of a natural death 😳🥺). Loki planned to get y/n "fatally injured " at her wedding is brilliant and to "prepare" this situation with those threads too. Hmmm I'm not sure if he knows anything about Bruce...to get shot was not part of his plan 🤔... but Bruce know things about Loki and stayed in contact with Stark 👀👀...anyway they maybe should talk and merge their plans 😎👀
I'm pretty sure Loki is fine, I'm sure he has worn his bulletproof vest. He's a professional. We could read in the last lines of our beloved cliffhanger, y/n's mother would never have agreed to kill him...so she seems to know that Loki and her daughter are in love like she is with Bruce? If not, she seems to know that Loki is very important for y/n🥰. And in general I don't think they want to kill one of the good ones 😏. Oh my goodness how is y/n going to react when she find out that her mum and Bruce are alive 😭...there's going to be so much pain and tears 😭😭 and hopefully pure joy in the end ❤️‍🩹❤️. I'm curious if some more of my theories are right 🤔😅
I didn't expect Rocky is becoming a good dad all of a sudden. He.Doesn't.Care. He never had, he never will. Only money and success and an heir like he has found in Steve for the company, that's all that count for him. He really thinks Steve loves y/n? He really doesn't know what Steve did to his daughter? He's in good faith when it comes to Steve 🤑🤑🤮🤮. '...Steve has told me about you and the way you treat him, he is a man, he has his needs and he can do whatever he wants but he'll stop after the marriage, he promised me."
🤣🤣🤣🤣 (*laughing ironically*) is he serious ?🤬🤬🤬. To rape y/n is okay? To slap her is okay? Cheating on her countless times is okay? He can do whatever he wants? Yes, of course and his daughter is less than the dirt under his shoes. Just good enough for the campaignes and deals of the company. That makes me so angry and disgusts me.🤬🤬🤮 I'm sure he doesn't know about the rape and the beating and he would never believe his daughter but that doesn't matter anymore. Rocky is an ass and doesn't love anyone except himself. Y/n shouldn't invest her feelings anymore, father or not.
I could feel bad for Suzzanah and for Katlyn too...but I don't. They did bad and mean things and Karma is a bitch, they don't deserve any better ...sorry not sorry.
It's so good y/n has Loki at her side and this will be hopefully forever 🥰💚❤️💚. Unfortunately in the days before the wedding she hadn't had the chance to curl up in his arms🥺😭...I can literally feel how desperate she missed him in these days...
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But they had the privacy in the car again 😏😉
'...just two more days and you can have me on your feet..." ...You wanted to be at his feet, not vice versa but the way he said it gave you several filthy images. ❤️‍🔥🥵❤️‍🔥
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...and then vice versa ? 😉🤣
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This chapter was short and I was a bit sad when I reached the end of it...but please don't get me wrong it's just because I'm so deeply hooked with TB. Can't wait for the next one and I'm waiting patiently like a good girl 😉🤣😁
I love you my Queen 👑 💕, you're the best. Sending you cozy hugs, just in case you need them 🤗🫂💚💕
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(Imagine Bruce and Loki would hug each other like this at the end of your series after they successfully saved their beloved women 😁❤️)
Bruce and Tony are my favourite characters from og Avengers, did you all think I'd just let him die in the flashback? 😂😂
I think phone call nat made to him was a game changer and finally made them come out of hiding for her, as readers we know what had she suffered but those things didn't make it to the media or public, so they don't know everything she has been through in life after their deaths. Everything will be cleared I promise.
He wasn't trying to kil him, he was testing him. As a bodyguard of hers and knowing she took him to that room made bruce realise that he was someone she really trusted.
Rocky is literally useless as a father, in Hindi we call them nalla 😂 he doesn't know about the abuse but still, your daughter came to you for once and you just dismissed her concern like that. Shame on you.
Suzzanah deserves a bit of sympathy but Katlyn doesn't.
Thank you my dear, 😍 and I'll try to update asap ..I'm so glad you're so hooked still 🥰🥰😘
Love you and hugs back.. bruce will love loki ;)
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isabellehemlock · 2 years
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Hi Kat! Popping in to request some top fives, please <3
(If you're up for sharing) how about the top five things that always make you smile? Aaaand top five cursed images 👀
(Intrigued to know if Pwimo will make it onto both lists lollll.)
Aw hi Sarah! Thank you so much for sending this one! I love playing the glad game and can easily go on a tangent, so let's see if I can even limit it to five things that make me smile (which, fun fact, isn't all that hard to do - I've even been told I smile too much so yeah, doesn't take a lot lol).
(This got long - that's what she said - so I put it under the cut)
1. Hubby
It's a long running joke that I married Mr. Darcy, in what appears to be a sort of sunshine meets (seemingly) grumpy, but it's all a facade lol. He's so funny! And I remember once, when we first got together (almost 18 years ago!), a family member politely asked uh, what it is about him that drew me in, and I replied that he makes me laugh so much! And she said, "but he never talks?" And I just laughed harder because like, sure maybe not to others - but for me, he makes not only jokes, but sound effect noises, and accents, and I never know when. Can just be in the living room and suddenly it's like Black Pete walked in lol.
He also makes me smile in many other ways, too - like he's the first person to ever kiss my hand, and all my princess dreams were fulfilled. He was the first person to just accept my sexuality (even before I ever knew the term asexual, much less the spectrum of it - though maybe him being the same is what helped us both go "you, too?!" Yeah it just felt so nice not to deal with - what I later learned was aphobia - and just get to be). So basically, yeah, he was the first healthy, mutually equal relationship I ever had, and he helped me better understand the minds of introverts, too. He is my biggest supporter, even patiently listens to me sharing server stories or Pwimo memes and never in a patronizing way - though sometimes he looks like this:
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I love him your honor
2. Kiddos
Both my children are my rainbow babies after loss, and I'm so blessed and honored that I get to be their mother. It is my job to love them, not theirs to love me, but they bring me so much joy and laughter simply by being them. There are several videos of us just hamming it up, dancing, singing, dramatic play - and I hope I never take the gift of their presence in my life for granted. The relationships naturally shift and evolve as they reach different milestones, but I do hope that even as adults they will want to continue to spend time with us because I'm excited to see how their personalities and experiences will further shape them into (hopefully) down to Earth, kind, people who want to pay it forward.
3. Chatting with people
I'm an extrovert, ESFP, words of affirmations gal - like gosh gimme all the people. It's my serotonin boost - it fills me up to converse with people. So much so that on long days with apps and errands and lots of driving, I'll timeblock social media time to get a boost in between them, because yeah, it always works! Seriously, on days when I'm stuck in bed, being able to stay in touch with people has genuinly shifted my general apphrension about the encroaching winter months. It's no lie that I essentially look like this when I get notifications:
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I'm very appreciative of the fact that I have local friends and family I get to see monthly, and seasonally of course, but yeah my brain loves being connected with people more often than that, so social media/online is a great tool for me ❤️
4. Memes
Absolutely no shock to anyone who has talked to me even twice - I adore me some reaction memes and gifs (like even before I joined discord, I'd use them liberally in my text communication as well) - there's a limit to how much can be conveyed in text based conversations and my brain tends to read very literally so I love adding gifs/memes and emotes to help convey my sentiments and I appreciate the same back (or tone indicators if someone is being sarcastic). I have several albums/categories on my phone, divided by theme, hundreds if not thousands, and unless I know someone has a sensory/visual limit (certainly don't want to make it harder for anyone to communicate with me!) I tend to use them fairly liberally.
5. Knowing I brought a smile to someone else ❤️
And top five cursed images?? Now, do you want some from my cursed children galleries:
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Or some I've only shared with a select few for extra cackles? Or from the cursed emote server where I made some for Pwimo's birthday back in May?
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Let me know in DMs bc one or two I'd have no idea how to tag and don't want to get reported lol
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seelestia · 2 years
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oh
oh dear
AYATO WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY WITTLE CHAOTIC SAMOYED PUPPY OF A COUSIN YOU-
ahem.
my, thank you for the warm welcome, dearest cousin. it is good to be back.
yes, i have safely returned to my abode. as tiring as the journey was, it was a very rewarding experience. catching up with old friends is always a lovely occasion to have, is it not? i was honestly overjoyed to see one of my closest friend's union to her beloved; were it not for the copious amount of make-ups and the hours we put into beautifying our faces, i know i and my other friend would have broken down into a pair of bawling bridesmaids. alas i got to keep my wits and dignity after a tremendous effort on my part. ah, how time flies...
indeed, i am very pleased to see that they have taken a faster action compared to before. how joyous, we ought to celebrate this somehow!
his joints might crack and make undignified noises every now and then but the gracefulness of his movements will fool you into thinking that he is a man in his prime. and yes, it seems like we are drawn to that aspect of familiarity indeed! which is a logical conclusion, to be honest.
to this day i still can't believe he's my most compliant characters in terms of coming home. my husband on the other hand... *crosses arms and gives zhongli a disapproving glare*
my my, it seems like i'm seeing a side of you that you've kept hidden this whole time now. i have a feeling your boyfriend has a hand to play in this... what a bad influence, i ought to give him some stern talking.
the forest ranger's sabotage is a welcome one, i say. he is quite a fun character to play, is he not? i can only wish upon the stars and pray for his presence to grace me one of these days.
that.... sounds like a very apt description. i'd say the same for you however - it seems like around our beloveds, we just automatically switch into our more... relaxed and natural selves. ah, young love.
lin shall get all the headpats he wants. and if you are able to get someone who can create a video or gif or image of lin in that setting, i would be more than happy to create a page for his voicelines ;))
"i sound dead inside" LMAO no no you sound very ✨dignified✨ i am sure ayato is proud of you <3
woof woof. (i'm still here, ehe <3) rin jie, why does it feel like we're writing letters to each other in the 80's... oml, did you know i'm actually sending this letter four cells away from you in the simp prison HDJEDKK (/lh)
also !! as a self-proclaimed samoyed puppy, i find it so funny that i only noticed recently that ayato prefers dogs after watching his voicelines in diff versions. apparently, he likes them for their loyalty/obedience which is smth he finds attractive. like uh-huh, okay, sir??? ily either way 🤨 idk if it's fortunate or unfortunate for him, but although i can resemble a puppy with my protectiveness and energy, i'm not very easily influenced so i can bite if i see the need to. but i'm a pacifist at heart tho! my affectionately sassy side just comes out during banters with people i'm comfy with ;( would he like the challenge (/j)
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AHEM, IGNORING THAT RAMBLE; aww, that's so sweet but it sucks that you gotta hold in the tears or the mascara will get ruined (/j) !! i'm sure the vacay is much more meaningful knowing that it's for your dearest friend <3 i saw that you said it was chilly there, i hope the breeze didn't bother anyone at the event (venti, have some manners /j) 😭 perhaps, when you were holding back your tears as a bridesmaid, my puppy spirit was hovering somewhere near the food LOLLL (/lh) — but what matters is that you enjoyed yourself, hehe! happy rin equals to happy lia <3
*defeated sigh* alrighttt, i can't deny that zhongli is truly in his prime, if not for his habit of forgetting mora <//3 AND OOO, now that you have guaranteed, who are you prioritizing?? i know you want scara and tartaglia, so who shall be your pick??? 👀 i think i might go for the fatui gingerhead but if ayato rerun comes in v3.3 or smth, yk i'll drop anything for him 🚶 also, i love how hoyo inserted ayato him in the last update's events. could thsi be smth... perhaps, enticing people to fall for his playstyle??? because we surely did LOLLL marketing strategy accomplished ✨
(and noooo, i don't want you and ayato to have a passive aggressive contest at the dinner table. me and zhongli are just 🧍🧍 with our cups of tea /j flashbacks to heizou being here once)
wishing tighnari will come home to you in the future! qiqi, not rn, ok?? his playstyle is vv unique~ but my aiming just turns immensely bad when i'm on mobile, so i definitely prefer playing him on pc! tho, i heard cyno havers got it bad when it comes to raising him with the scarabs and all <//3 like when it was torture for me too when i farmed onikabuto's for heizou and i assume it's the same for you with itto?? HOYO, STOP IT WITH THE BEETLES 😭😟 (/j)
yes, yes, will do~ if i ever get to commission a talented artist who can draw caelin in the game model style, you'll definitely be the first i'd tell 👀
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iiigris · 4 years
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Random numbers like always! 1-5-7-9-16-23-29-33-41-50-56-58-59💞 [well, they are a lot so i hope you have fun😂]
Seeing you send me random numbers for all these ask games is one of my favorite things ever  😂🥺💞 Lol it is a lot, but thanks so much for sending these anyway!! I like answering a lot at once 😁 (I’ll put a keep reading thing here tho bc this does get pretty long and I don’t wanna scare y’all off with that first one haha )
Nice asks! 🌸
Edit: I HATE HOW EVERY TIME I TRY ANSWERING AN ASK FROM Y’ALL MY WIFI SHUTS OFF AND I GOTTA WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT MORNING FOR IT TO TURN BACK ON AND ACTUALLY POST MY REPLY FJJSSK 😤😭
1: Selfie
Uhh okay so I suck at taking selfies so just ignore the quality of this fjdckdk hi 👉👈 Tis I
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I DONT LIKE HAVING MY FACE ON THE INTERNET SO PLEASE DO NOT SCREENSHOT, I BEG THEE
5: Is there anyone who can always make you smile?
Omg YES. LITERALLY ANY OF MY FRIENDS, IRL OR OTHERWISE 🥺🥰 Just seeing them is like giving myself a serotonin injection, I'm just instantly 100 times happier
7: What was your life like last year?
Well let’s see, this time of year specifically... I was working on Inktober and posting on Instagram more (which I can’t do now bc my parents don’t want me on social media tumblr is a total secret shhh I ain’t supposed to be here 👀  ), and also I was getting SUPER excited for Halloween!! Two of my siblings and I dressed up as Ghostbusters lol it was so fun. Also I had a major crush on one of my guy friends but I hadn’t told anyone about it so it was kinda stressing me out lol.
9: Who did you last see in person?
(I would like to first say that where I live, the quarantine has been long since lifted, and the rules about wearing masks are pretty lax which is kinda weird but okay? . I feel so bad talking abt seeing my friends in person bc I know a ton of places haven’t lifted restrictions yet and how much some of y’all miss seeing your friends ;-; So I apologize in advance. If I start talking abt my friends I could go on and on but I'll try to keep it short for y’all’s sakes)
I last saw my friends from church youth group!! We had a special Bible study today so we all got to hang out afterwards and have apple cider ^v^ I see them every Sunday at church and I swear they’re the only thing I live for these days
16: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Oh gosh, more times than I can COUNT 👉👈 For instance, that crush I mentioned earlier? I didn’t say anything for five and a half months (we’re dating now tho :’D I don’t deserve him)  OH YEAH and also today I was sitting next to one of my guy friends and we were talking, and I REALLY wanted to tell him how pretty his eyes are lol. Like they’re greenish-bluish-grey colored, but with dark brown flecks in them?? And his lashes are really long and thick and??? He just has really gorgeous eyes??? But I didn’t say anything bc I thought it’d be weird ahaha 😔
23: Fear(s)
NEEDLES, blood and guts/gore (if it’s not irl/live-action I'm good tho, also periods don’t bother me for some reason), and being rejected. Well not really rejected I guess, but like... brought down? Like again about the eyes thing I didn’t wanna say anything bc I figured he’d be like “...okay. That was weird. Why’d you randomly say that lol.” and like I don’t kNOW?? I’M JUST RANDOM AND I LIKE COMPLIMENTING PEOPLE 
Kinda like that? Idk if there’s a word for it lol
29: Favorite film(s)
Uhh I don’t watch movies very much but I love the Star Wars films, all the Marvel ones I've seen, and omg Spiderman: Into the Spiderverse. Bruh the animation in that movie is STUNNING!!! 😭😭 It’s just 100% gorgeous, I fell in love
33: Something you want to learn
I’d love to learn how to sing well... I really like singing but I'm not good at it at all lol. I’ve also always wanted to be really good at ice-skating 🥺🥺
41: Relationship status
Taken! And extremely in love lol
50: Favorite picture of your idol
...okay so. I had to sit and think for a while and figure out who my idol is lol. I’ve never really had one. But I guess an idol is just someone you wanna be like, right? So it doesn’t have to be a real person... right? :D
So here’s a couple pictures of my idol!
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Yep. Samwise Gamgee! He’s such a sweetheart 🥺 Sticks with his friends through and through, literally an angel, good at gardening, takes care of himself AND his loved ones... I love him sm, he’s my favorite hobbit 🥺💗
56: Favorite food(s)
I will go for Mexican food any day, any time. Also Italian food. And I've never met a dessert I didn’t like. (Chocolate is the bomb, tho. Anything chocolate) And I'll never turn down fruit.
58: Description of my best friend
Okay I couldn’t pick one best friend so here’s a brief description of my closest irl friends lol RIP I’m so indecisive 😭😭 I gave them fake names too lol Just for kicks
Nova: Hufflepuff, shortish gal, slightly chubby, good sense of humor and sass, always gets me and my sis tons of food when we visit her 🥺
Michael: Hella tall dude, like over six feet lol... Ravenclaw (like moi), acts tough but a huge sweetheart. Literal gentle giant. Bottomless appetite. Kind of intimidating but does the cutest things sometimes
Lucifer: Pretty Eyes Boy from above, Gryffindor, kind of a stinker, likes poking fun at people, Michael's younger brother (also over six feet tall skjdkds). Also bottomless appetite. (These two would eat anyone out of house and home I swear, I don’t know how their mom feeds the whole fam)
Chris: Tech genius, Hufflepuff, socially awkward but super cute and friendly with ppl he knows, never used to be a fandom geek but we roped him in and he’s DEEP in the fandom land now 😂
Gabriel: Kinda looks like Mirio from BNHA but with brown eyes or Tsukki from Haikyuu but with his hair more 80′s styled, Hufflepuff, says he’s almost six feet tall but he’s like five and a half really, another sweetheart, amazing singer, theater kid, my bf
Nicole: ANOTHER Hufflepuff (they're taking over the world I tell you), farm gal, super tall, reminds me of a cow or baby deer bc she’s literally the sweetest thing 🥺 Has like a million cats, loves animals. She got me into anime and Harry Potter and convinced me to read LOTR and watch Star Wars (she’s a Godsend I tell you)
59: Why I joined tumblr
WELL I needed an outlet for my creativity, since it was quarantine and all and I wasn’t allowed on Instagram anymore... I kinda did it on a whim. Plus before I made an account I'd been binge-reading all of @bluebellhairpin ‘s Marvel stuff and I was like huh she seems really cool... I should follow her. So yeah! Here we are! :D I’ve had a great tumblr experience so far and I'm definitely glad I came here, I hope I never have to leave :’)
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It was like there had been a sudden shock into the system, sharper than any blade could drive, nor faster and more brutal than any bullet. Every single old scar deep within the spirit rippled painfully, uncomfortably, like the reflections of years long past had become a deep set creature to prey upon the painful memories. How the warmth of once welcome tension that could be relieved with laughter or holds had long ago become tight vice of agony, thorny vines proverbially wrapping around the heart and lungs to try and squeeze the life away while every single edge dig deep to drag it's sharp pain deeper. Into the depths of subconscious did the focus take it's dive, like being thrown into shockingly cold water and sinking deeper. How many times had this very thought once crossed the mind? How free and hopeful long ago that was. Had even been engaged once upon a time.
So many plans once, the burning flames of eagerness looking towards the future despite how the world was ever in turmoil. Fighting tooth and nail for a better life, for everyone at once. The goofy ideas that could only spawn from late night talks of everything and nothing at once from such younger minds. Every ounce of it buried in the screaming voices of innocent lives, the way her mind could still recall in stark roaring clarity those last images, before later finding the mangled corpse, barely identifiable. It wouldn't be the first, nor the last, loved one lost in the worst possible ways. But that had been the first whom Yang had made such plans with... Everything is lost in the end, friends, family, loves. The past history of a soldier that still stands.
"Once upon a time, I had a wish like that." Yang's voice was calm and level, but it lacked emotion. As if the entirety of the woman had shut down for this singular moment with that thousand yard stare of heavy hazel eyed gaze, looking beyond the horizon into who knows where or when. "I've adopted children several times over the years, raised them well. But having my own? Brief consideration passed my mind now and then since. But..." She trailed off, eyes closing with a deep inhale while hands clenched into fists. The traumatic memories just wouldn't stop now. Yes, there have been others Yang has felt her heart beat harder for, yearn to hold close. But for a family and kids? That's a commitment that just didn't sound safe anymore. Not for someone like her, and she would not put that weight on anyone else. Wishes were wishes, and reality was reality. "Next question, please."
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