#im glad they all got back happy

[cj-kenobi]

🌘...And I shine only with the light you gave me ☀️

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#hhhhhhhhhello this is probably one of the longest amounts of time i have ever spent on a digital piece #i really love it though !! #very proud and happy with how it turned out #i am really loving the lighting tools in csp im so glad i got it haha #all this spawned entirely from me listening to the moon will sing far too many times in a 9 hour lab practical #i am so firmly and terrifyingly rocketing back toward my werewolf phase from when i was 14 but im doing it way cooler this time #the moon will sing #the crane wives #the crane wives fanart #the crane wives art #werewolves #werewolf art #wolf #sun and moon fanart #my art <3 #cals art #please reblog this or i will cry i love it so much i want everyone ever to see it im so happy #please reblog

[obsob]

these three felt tip pieces of mine are now prints!! full images r already posted on my blog. u can buy them here! link

#mine #hehe!! there are very cute im happy with them #im running out of space for prints. im glad i got like an organiser tho i was just having all my prints in a. pile. which wasnt helpful jdks #also i lov it that th link in my bio just like stops being a link everynow n again djsbkd i shold make a pinned post #edit srry have removed id theres is a typo jdfbsdfks i'll add it back in later!

[try-set-me-on-fire]

Ok well now I do have a follow up idea for that last bthb

#itd be bobby wanting to reach out to his brother and dad and being scared to do so and talking to eddie about it #while buck and eddie are getting engaged and planning their wedding #hed talk to his brother first which wouldn't go well but eventually the brother would let him talk to his dad #which would go better #and bobbys like fuck why did i decide to do this now in the middle of all this happy stuff going on #and eddies like i dunno man its probably nice to have the happy stuff to fall back on? #we're all here for you. we all love you. im glad youre in my life. im glad you're going to be sort of my father in law now? #then he gets to watch his kid get married and probably cries a lot. but good crying maybe. #he said he'd send along pictures to his dad. he thinks he got some good ones.

[shadowthestoryteller]

So

That episode, huh?

#bad batch #the bad batch #clone force 99 #the way echo was one of the few to immediately tease crosshair again because he knows what its like being turned into a weapon #the return to THAT place and ALL the emotions that come with #the old Twiggy armor and the way it just made me feel like I was watching clone wars again #im beside myself #(still dead) #(grad school WILL be the end of me I swear) #Also glad to see people are still wishing they were Crosshair's firepuncher #also also this will probably be the last episode I watch until the season ends because they're all (currently) happy and on level-ish groun #besides #I got Adventures!AU to get back to

[thesandisfalling]

my official take on the moon/qibli/winter love triangle is that winterwatcher is a much grander, epic romance, and moonbli is a much more level, sweet-and-simple romance, but ultimately i think it was a better decision to have the latter be the canon romance in a series primarily marketed towards children and teens than fall into the "bad boy" romance trope, and instead romanticize the earnest, genuine, sweet relationship

obviously there's way more nuance to this involving internalized/unconscious bias, and winter doesn't even REALLY fit into the "bad boy" archetype, but purely based on genre conventions, the gruff, rude, brooding, tortured hero VERY often falls into that category, and at the ages of 7-14 most of us were very LIKELY to be romanticizing that archetype, which again is very often treated as interchangeable with the "abusive bad boy" trope, and while i might have a few gripes with the writing of moonbli and i ENJOY winterwatcher a whole lot, i DO appreciate the more gentle, "safe" romance being treated as the ideal, rather than the tense and angst-filled nature of the alternative

#i could talk about this way more but im in the middle of rereading dod so itll have to wait #what i DO have to add is like. something something the ideal romance being the calmer safer one and how - for me at least - #those years of my life were so complicated and difficult and i made this image of romance out to be this massive painful epic tale #of heartbreak and passion and huge declarations of love and everything #but ultimately; imparting the lesson to children that a romantic relationship should be SAFE - it should be your comfortable place #where youre happy and content and feel warm and secure - is MUCH better #than pressing upon them the idea that it should be this epic battle of tension and painful pining and everything #(whether its something simply overlooked in the writing or not; the fact is winter also DIDNT ever apologize to moon for #all the hurtful things he said or did - which isnt to say hes a BAD GUY i love winter so much - #but i think romanticizing those kinds of dynamics - which is tricky but CAN be done - is better saved for works marketed towards #more mature and emotionally intelligent audiences than i think wof might be meant for) #ANYWAY I HAVE LOTS OF THOUGHTS #god im so glad i got back into this series. the literary love of my life #mine #wof #winter #moon #qibli #wings of fire #winterwatcher #moonbli #meta

[yo9urt]

video games....

#mine #i love my steam deck sooooooooo much im so happy i can actually play games again like a big proper library of them #and everything #everything on steam AND emulators is available to me. do you know how many games that is! #i started a new beegee3 playthrough on the HARDEST DIFFICULTY (!) today. which is also a single-save difficulty #and im in one of the most difficult parts of the game right now (level 4) and kind of nervous lol #but at the same time im really proud of myself for learning the game to the point i feel comfortable challenging myself in it #and im happy i get to at all :D i love you video games #and sooner or later ill come back to stardew valley cause there was that big update and i have some games on my wishlist too #and its not verified yet but i might play that pomeranian making the house dirty game cause it looked cute #oh and yakuza also because my friend got two of the yakuzas for me #YAYYYYY GAMES #also kind of sad though because tomorrow i pack and sunday i go back for babys last quarter of college #and im worried about how busy its going to be with classes and job apps and then of course actually graduating #and moving out and haivng a job and stuff #when all i want is to enjoy being able to play video games again.... sig #sigh* #WHATEVER...future mes problem #oh i almost forgot...one of the best parts of the deck imo is the versatility because with games like beegee3 #you can play it in controller mode which has its pros and cons but you can also swap to computer mode #which also has its pros and cons so like. i can adjust as needed #when im just exploring or trying to loot an area etc i go controller #but when im in combat i go computer because the hotbar is REALLY helpful for decision making #its really nice to have the option to choose since no console players have that it seems #and the only pc players who can do that are the ones who have and are willing to connect controllers #and most of them dont seem to be into that #but im really glad to be able to do both #ok done yapping now

[hella1975]

thought about my old house for more than two seconds and almost cried so i did the smart thing and looked at the pictures of it on rightmove to see how the new owners (they have lived there since 2015) have completely ruined it (they redecorated) to the point it's unrecognisable (got an extension) and im literally ugly sobbing about it. they let my mother's garden die

#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THERE USED TO BE CONIFERS THERE AND I REMEMBER CLIMBING SO FAR UP THEM #AND MY GRANDAD SEEING ME THROUGH THE BRANCHES AND SMILING AT ME AND SAYING 'HELLO' SO SOFTLY #BACK WHEN HE WAS NICE AND I REMEMBER THERE'S A BACK ALLEY BEHIND ALL THE GARDENS ON THE STREET #THAT YOU CANT SEE IN THE PHOTOS AND ME AND THE TWO BOYS NEAR ME USED TO SPEND HOURS AND HOURS #RUNNING ABOUT AND GETTING DIRTY AND BREAKING INTO THE NEIGHBOURS' GARDENS AND GETTING IN TROUBLE #AND NOW ONE IS IN A MILITARY SCHOOL BECAUSE HIS PARENTS GREW SCARED OF HIM #AND THE OTHER GOT INVOLVED IN GANGS AND GOT CAUGHT WITH A KNIFE IN SCHOOL BUT I SAW HIM AT THE LOCAL A FEW MONTHS AGO #AND HE'S STILL ONE OF THE SOFTEST BOYS IVE EVER MET AND HE SMILED AND SAID HE WAS GLAD I WAS DOING WELL #AND I REMEMBER RUNNING UP THE STAIRS WHEN MY MUM WAS ANGRY AND I REMEMBER RUNNING DOWN THE DRIVE #WHEN MY DAD CAME HOME AND I REMEMBER MY OLD DOG AND HOW MY MUM EXPLAINED THE NAMES BEHIND EVERY ROSE #I REMEMBER BEING SCARED OF THE CELLAR AND I REMEMBER LEARNING TO PLAIT MY OWN HAIR ON THE STAIRS #BECAUSE MY SISTER REFUSED TO TEACH ME AND I REMEMBER HOW COLD THE ATTIC WAS #I REMEMBER SLEEPING IN MY MUM'S BED AND I REMEMBER THE CAT DYING #I REMEMBER CLOSING MY EYES SO TIGHTLY BECAUSE I THOUGHT ID SEE SANTA AND THAT MEANT HE WOULDNT COME #I REMEMBER CRYING IN THE BATHROOM WHEN MY SISTER TOLD ME THE EASTER BUNNY WASNT REAL #I REMEMBER MY MUM BRUSHING MY HAIR IN THE KITCHEN BEFORE SCHOOL AND I REMEMBER HOW WE PAINTED THE WALLS #THAT'S MY HOUSE IT'S BUILT FROM ME AND NOW I CANT EVEN RECOGNISE IT #THAT WAS THE LAST PLACE I WAS TRULY HAPPY NOTHING BAD HAD EVER HAPPENED TO ME #AND NOW IT'S FOREIGN TO ME #im about to start dry-heaving this is evil and sick and twisted childhood homes come with their own ache i think #hella goes home #<- not quite but v much fits that tag

[zappedbyzabka]

Ignore everything I said last night ty.

#idk i might unprivate it later when I will probably get worked up over everything ever again #I mean. it already was ignored but lmaooo #I’ve bitched and bitched all week #Do i feel that way? yeah. do yall need/want to know that? Nope. #Im going to shut up do my thing and hope people keep enjoying and that I get over things. And if people leave and my time is up #then I’m not sure. And if I get sad again. thats just how I’ll feel and no one else needs to know. #In the end. Kitchen Nightmares and my friends exist so I’ll be happy #I shouldn’t focus on the little things since its impossible to avoid on here. #I’m glad I have followers and likers that got my back #i am GRATEFUL

[pensivespacepirate]

AM I IN FUCKING ESKEW AGAIN

#tsv 36 #liveblog #I KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP IT WAS SO TENDER IN THE BEGINNING BUT THE CHAPTER TITLE IS 'ALL LOVERS PART AS DUST' BUT WE GET A GLIMPSE OF HAPPY #MOMENTS IN THE TRAGIC SHOW YOU CAN'T HELP BUT SAVOUR IT. YOU GET HOPEFUL #you expect to see the other shoe drop but it didn't for so long so you maybe mayybe can try to settle into the comfort AND THAT'S WHEN IT #GETS YOU I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M BACK IN ESKEW #ESKEW PRODUCTIONS WHEN I CATCH YOU. WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU #STOP PLAYING WITH MY HOPE AND DESPAIR OMFG I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE (CLICKS ON THE NEXT EPISODE) #actually i think I'm gonna need more time before i eat the next one. this one is. fuckkkkkk #i didn't even have the emotional time to savour carpenter and haywards bickering THEY'RE SO CUTE (PLATONIC) #ANYWAY HOWWWW DO THEY DO IT SO WELL. IM FEELING BOTH HOPE AND DESPAIR TOGETHER #it's. you feel the same to Sebastian. when will the other shoe drop? when will the hotel be taken away from Sebastian? when will the #horrifying tragedy happen to dev and seb? #i kept guessing what's the worst thing to happen to them to try and prepare myself for it but honestly I'm glad I'm terrible at guessing #the dream ending. the dream ending. sorry limbus company canto 7 weighing heavy on my mind #the dream. ending #tsv #ALSO I CAN'T BELIEVE!!!! THEY GOT KISSING NOISES IN THE SILT VERSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #KISSING NOISES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #eskew is like. being incredibly aware will not make the problems out of your control better you will only be very aware and maybe feel #vindicated if they come true but you will not feel any better #<-projecting

[be-good-to-bugs]

wow my dad dying has turned out to be actual great news. so much of the shit i was stressed abt is just fixed now. damn.

#the bin #i still get to move back!!! and my mom will be receiving money from the government regularly bc of him dying and her having kids #AND. i dont have to live in a tiny little room in the basement because theres suddenly a free room #soo ill probs get the entire basement to myslef and my sister will move into that room #im so glad i got an answer about this so soon bc i have been stressed abt it #and i dont have to go to his funeral. i thoight she would be understanding bc like. ofc i dont wanna go to a funeral. with ppl i dont know #she doesnt need to know the primary reason is i literally do not care at all that he died except being happy about it #him dying really was the best way for things to happen i guess. now i have no reason to be stressed abt moving #well. besides figuring out my cats situation. but theres a few options that im just waiting on answers for #i wont need to stress about rent for so long now. i can just work part time and pay for my food and expenses and thats fine

[problemcore]

honestly, the barbie movie came out exactly when i needed it most.

for a while now I've felt really sad and ugly and hollow. and this movie comes out and i feel . loved and wanted. and heard. and understood.

and i can look at my own reflection and admire my face without feeling repulsed. and i love my cheeks and my wrinkles and my acne. and it all takes time and effort but im willing to do it to love myself more .

#im quitting my department soon and moving to a different one #where im loved and appreciated and thanked to. and where i feel safe . #im gonna start going to the gym soon . try to improve my diet . #slowly gather up the courage to. finally. see a therapist about all this lmao. #animal crossing sigh. ive been really exhausted lately. #im gonna take a break tomorrow #god. sidenote. #ive been feeling kind of awful about my eyes lately. how they look #i looked into buying brown contacts becuz i couldnt stand how they looked #and i look at margot robbie. and gosh she is so so so beautiful. #and her eyes are big and bright . like mine #and idk it made me feel good about myself #ok this post is too long. see ya guys #OK ONE LAST THING. GOT A DND SESH TODAY :3 VERY HAPPY I MISSED MY GROUP. we barely got anything done last session 😭😭😭 glad we're back lol #chris noises #misc

[kasandor]

genevieve o’reilly outstanding lead actress in a drama series. to me.

#her stellan diego andy all of them #but i see no one talking about genevieve’s literally insane performace #it is so interesting to me that #all of her scenes take place in her home her car the antique store or the senate #vs cassian who is literally going back and forth between planets every few days #idk mon might be considered a supporting character here #which isnt really the point o’reilly deserves an acting nom #BUT. my point is. mon mothma is trapped #every day that goes by her ability to keep her facade up and the truth hidden gets a little harder #the conflict & tension & fear that is thinly veiled behind poise and practiced charm #and being able to portray BOTH as an actor #to be able to get that across to an audience!!???? #she is so. #ugh anyway no point being upset at the emmys lmao #i could go on about the other deserves acting noms but. we all know. #im rly rly so glad for the 8 noms they Did get #one way out for best writing yeah. yeah. #and mr. brittell. doing insane things as always #truly am just happy andor got the best drama series nom #andor #star wars #emmys 2023 #m

[hobismilitarywife]

243 days till hobi comes back 🐿️

#HE’S BACK 🥺 #oh i can’t even express how happy his story made me #it’s like seeing an old friend after a long time :’( hobi please keep spoiling us 💓 this might be the first hobi bday that we’ll be #celebrating without a live with him :’( #but im so glad that he got to see all the pretty decorations that people have put up for him #HE IS SOOOOOOOO LOVED 🥰😘😘😘

[dancing-with-stars]

guys. guys !!!!

#vanu is rambling #ok idk this is gonna b a happy post but i think there are lots of people who love me in this world. or at least enjoy my presence. #like i always always always ALWAYS doubt if my friends or family like me and in my head they all secretly hate me #but like for these past couple months things have been different. #i don’t feel so left out (like i usually do in groups) or alone. #like my friends genuinely want me there like they always ask me to go places with them. and i almost always say no because im so busy or #i just cant but they still ask me everytime. yesterday the whole group was calling and playing a game and i got a bunch of texts like hey #where are you u shud join the call it’s rly fun ! but i just couldn’t bring myself to talk to anyone at that moment. #today they were rly happy when i joined the call and idk it made me feel like. oh. maybe my friends do like me #and also i have two moods: i’m either super talkative or i go into my little shell and don’t say anything/add to a convo. and like during #those moments they’ll be like hey u ok? or they’ll just listen to me talk about ceramics and how fun it is or how much i hate eating pears #and like. we laugh so much together. like i have so much fun with all of them i love every single one of them omg #and scary thing is we might not even be friends after we start college. but yk what? that’s okay i don’t wanna think about that. #because like who cares? i’m not gonna let my fears ab the future ruin my friendships. i’ll always love them anyways. and we’ll always call. #i’m glad i met them. they’re all such beautiful and funny and amazing strong willed-people. they are my friends. #it’s just so crazy to me that they willingly want to spend time w me and are sad when i can’t. and they’re so understanding at the same time #they don’t get mad about it. and like they have mad eng last year in high school so much more enjoyable. #someone told me that this is ur last year do things so when you look back you don’t regret anything- so you can be proud of what you did #and my friends helped me with that. and like i still feel lonely the majority of the class because despite this there’s like a permanent #stain of sadness right there at the bottom of my heart. but they make the hard days more manageable. #like i’ve been on call with these people until ungodly hours at night just laughing and i go to sleep feeling a bit lighter. #they introduced me to the tech side of theater which i never thought i’d get into but here i am. they teach me silly facts and words in asl. #they taught me dances- knowing full well i SUCK at it- because we all had fun with it. theyve taught me it’s OKAY to be vulnerable in #friendships and that sometimes being open/yourself is quite literally the best thing you can do for your own soul and others. they’re cool #people really. really cool people

[cinnonym]

Hi there :) A year has passed (or close enough) so: how are the feelings about "This Is How You Lose The Time War" now? ;-)

My brother (genderneutral), you'll be so glad to hear I literally just bought the book a week ago because I need to devour it whole

#i borrowed it the last time i read it #which was all good and well #except i wasnt allowed to write in it #and also i couldnt go back to it every time i felt like it #which was and is often #but i finally got it #and am now counting the pages of my current book cause i cant wait to read tihylttw next #so yeah #im still very much obsessed with it thank you #(seriously thank you this ask made me so happy) #(i will forever be glad to gush about this book) #(also just saw a lost quoting the 'i am your echo' line and hsjskskskj) #(i subconsciously used a very similar line in a piece of my own writing not so long ago) #(and was like i know this is a reference but i cannot remember - ) #(i can remember now!!!) #(conclusion: this book haunts me in all the best ways) #anyway thank you for popping in i love you have a hug #this is how you lose the time war

[yuukimiyas]

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧ happy new years my loves!! i am so so SO beyond grateful to have had the pleasure of growing my lil city & was able to meet all of you!! whether we interact only briefly or on the daily just know i appreciate & adore every single one of you more than words can possibly describe ໒꒰ྀིㅅ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i wouldn’t be half the person i am if it weren’t for you guys <33 & im so proud to say that i have made some amazing forever friends (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)⁾⁾⁾ ik this yr wasn’t easy & it def had its struggles but everyday you continued to show up & be your v best self & i am so proud of you <33 i just know you’re going to continue to do even MORE amazing things!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ 2024 is our yr!! <33 i am kissin your noses so gently as the ball drops!! mwah!!

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals! #okay i’m ab to get a lil soft ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ‎꒱ྀིა im feelin WEEPY!!! #but i remember tellin my bestie that i wanted to rlly get back into tumblr again & im so glad i did bc i got to meet all of YOU!! #i’ve done a lot of healing in these past yrs + made rlly stupid mistakes + tried everyday to better from them & it was HARD & i learned SM #after growing & coming to terms w my past & moving toward my future i’ve happy to say i am the happiest i’ve ever been <3 #& no matter what i was feeling if it was a particularly hard brain day you guys never stopped treating me like i was human <3 #& for that i truly thank you ໒꒰ྀི ´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i lost a lot but im determined to get it back & then some!! bc im not my mistakes!! #i’m what i’ve learned from them!! & i am only continuing to be my best self every single day!! #i just hope you guys know you mean the world to me ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა & idk what i’d do w/out my fave neighbors & city pals!! <33 #i can’t wait to make so many more memories w you all in the new yr!! ᜊ꒰ ᜊ ´ ˘꒱ ੭♡ cheers to us bbys!! i just know its gonna be amazing!! <3 #smoochin you all on midnight tonight + tmrw & every midnight after that <33 i love you all endlessly ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა