#im gonna miss this class so much!

[anshudma]

Blog 9: Course Reflection

This is by far one of the most enjoyable classes I have ever taken at San Jose State University. As someone grew up playing video games and wanted to dabble in game design, Art 108 was the perfect opportunity to do so. Throughout the course, the lectures and labs helped build and sharpen my skills in game design. I appreciated the variety in lecture material as well as in the labs. Within the lectures, the MDA framework was the most helpful in terms of analyzing games and creating them. I can see myself using this in the future when playing a new game or when creating one of my own. Along with this, I enjoyed the game playing labs, the prototype and final assignments. These assignments helped me gain hands-on experience in playing and making video games within a team environment. I learnt the most in the final project by not only creating animations, assets, platforms and backgrounds but also working with programmers to implement them into the Unity engine to create a cohesive game. Overall, this class was a great experience and I learned an enormous amount about game design that I will most definitely be taking into my future. I look forward to continuing game design in the game development club next semester!

Here are some of my favorite assets I made this semester:

#blog 9 #im gonna miss this class so much!

[rose022]

i wish there was a place where i could continue to learn like math science english and history but like. no deadlines for work. like work still exists but its optional and the deadlines are flexible. but i still get to learn! i wanna learn soooo bad!!!!

#rose rambles #i love learning so much #somehow school didn't kill that in me completely #like im genuinely gonna miss not being in school soo much #i have no math this year and i already dont like it #and this is my final year and i see what other class are doing for English and i wanna do that too!;; #my friends are in different classes with the same teacher and i wanna do what theyre doing!;; #one of them read beowolf and watched dead poets society and analyzed oh captain ny captain #the other read james joyce and i wanna analyze that and the allusions will toledo uses #and now i see another class is doing the Canterbury tales #and i miss math and science so much too #:(((((

[eebie]

1 of the most beautiful things abt my art class is that if i start 2 sing somethingquietly to myself like 3 other people always join in, and we are like a little choir of songbirds

#its awesome #this one dude his voice is super deep so it adds a rlly nice bass to the song #fav was when we all sang hanging tree #chillest class ive ever had we have some awesome convos im gonna miss them so much #my rambles

[no0t2]

i may be absent for a bit. my Detroit become human hyperfixation came back

#IT COMES BACK YEARLY #Last year it didn't come back due to my poopy mental state #but this year... it's back #i missed connor so much :'DD #im not sure if I'm gonna be drawing fanart for dbh but i might! i used to doodle connor quite a bit in class back in highschool #I'll see #nines rambles

[arcanaaa]

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#ask tag #scarletbellatrix #OKAY. Okay. Listen. Here's The Thing. #Aside from Mira; Cana also had a Huge crush on Erza (like fucking DUH?) but it never developed into anything more for a lot of reasons. #god im gonna need to make a whole fucking headcanon just for Cana Erza and Mira's friendship dynamic because theres /so much/ to unpack #because I can see Cana expressing interest-- but it completely missing the mark because. well. its erza. lmao. #and Cana backed off because OOPS WELL guess this means Women are off the table Forever goodbye <3 #but its more than that #i imagine when they were younger they all held deep connection with each other #but. again. it all centers around her own insecurities and worthiness #and to make matters worse She was the first to become S-Class at such a young age #and that is a resentment Cana /never/ truly got over or reconciled with Erza with #its a little different with Mira because their relationship is closer #I feel as though Cana and Erza were doomed to have a fast friendship in their youth only for it to crumble due to distance and misunderstand #and it is mostly Cana's fault but also Erza's too in a way #god im gonna have to write a fucking thing for this JUST YOU WAIT

[iqmmir]

Hi im back . For some time

#.mimiming ❜ #um . hi im gonna slee soon but i missed you all so much #umm first of all im trying to ccut down in screentime because my therapist told me to #second. after two or three months of convincing myself that i literally do not care im only going to school for just a few more days (onl #y today and wednesday) i literally do not care #i almost keep crying . because well um #idk. i was originally planning on cutting off contact with everyone #because of stuff thats happened before #but my friends. my current friends dont just treat me as a therapist or something so #also one of my wives would probably hunt me down and kill me if i tried to cut off contact #but ill still miss this stupid class and this stupid school and all the stupid teachers and students #and the horrible tasting canteen food #and the playground ive played in eight times total despite being here for 12 years #idk man #also because of my periods my mood swings were so much worse #and i just ..idk i needed a break ig #anyways im back for sometime then ill start looking for a job #me friend said maybe we can do something together #idk #you can always send me asks and dms tho 👍👍 #im not really sure . like about anything right now #ill try to get the drawing requests done soon maybe #wild how time passes huh #god i need to stop acting like such a grownup im literally three years old

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[munamania]

i dont wanna be a dick and act like i have no responsibility in this but after a point dont u think if all you ever say to ur friend is Omg you never make it out why dont you ever come out with us you bail all the time youre such a flake etc. dont u think that person (me) is like. not gonna feel so inclined to. be there

#like. yeah i was bad last semester i get it. and probably i shouldve tried at least once or twice to push thru #but i was so exhausted. and every time they would bring up hanging out it was on my longest days #and when i casually brought this up they were just like Well we have long days too. Okay! #and i love and miss these friends and i know for the most part. or at least think. theyre just teasing #i hate being seen as the flake like any time i do have to be like Oh i cant make that or Shit im sorry i have to bail #i try to offer an alternative???? and they never compromise on that. how is that fair like im not just outright rejecting u all the time #not to mention most of the time last semester it was always gonna be somewhere super easy for them to get home and far from me #im not like constantly holding this against them btw but i feel like they're holding it against me and i dont have any more apologies in me #anyway. that said. if theyre somewhere really expensive and far from me tn and i get out of work early #i. probably will not make it. lol! if theyd be willing to come a little closer to my place to one of the dives or some shit thatd be great #and like im not doing much today until class and work so really like. i WILL try. but i think they could sometimes not go for the most #expensive and inconvenient option as well. and these r all things ill say if it becomes like a problem problem or smth #but rn im not gonna be a dickhead and shit on their plans #but also! ok whatever im not gonna keep going on i just feel shitty im not 100% better from being sick and im just frustrated #about having to fuckign grovel over and over and over. i meant it the first few times now im just like #u could try not to be an asshole to me for five seconds too. like. i am very clearly not someone trying to secretly stop being friends #w yall. things happen #abby talks #and maybe this is an esp sore spot bc like ive certainly had some of you bail on me or be flaky or whatever before. and i didnt throw #a fucking fit to your face about it. probably bc it actually did feel more mean spirited sometimes #OK im sorry im not trying to make my friends sound evil and its mostly just the one and like im working on forgiving her for it cause it #was years ago but also like christ!

[alamari-chibi]

i think everyone who reads webnovels should read them in the cheapest and lowest quality way possible because nothing brings more joy than edited MTL that makes characters' names into shit like "iron flower" "standing tall" or "brick"

#this is in reference to the solo leveling mtl #but I read so many webnovels it makes me giddy to see translator's notes that are like #'so im english as a first language so I asked my korean grandfather and he said this word actually is just slang #so sorry for translating this literally it is not actually [insert gibberish statement that mtl and dictionary spit out]' #which i think was a tln in s classes i raised or sss class suicide hero? #definitely not from the dukes eldest son ran away to the military tho i was reading that around the same time #also things like orv where people got heated over name spelling changes and fables vs stories LOL #and just general mischief you miss out on with official translations #same for manga tbh #who's gonna do it like the scan groups who leave memes at the ends of chapters that become serialized just as much as the chapters #im thinming about you bingus the yaoi manhua meme cats with the gay love triangle #personal #ignore me

[kaoharu]

just got home oh my god. i feel so sad and melancholic bro

#✧ chatting ! #leaving after having band is like. wow holy fuck im gonna miss this so much #like. genuinely it was such a class that made the day so much easier and happier for me the past 3yrs #i feel empty man #rattles the bars of my cage

[barredandromeda]

this is horrible my heart is beating just thinking about him

#i need to die immediately oh my god oh my god oh my god #my fucking god i look for him in every crowd like a dumb idk whatever bro #i got him to sign my yrbook and it went ok not the best not the worst but it happened and he has to know #he has to know i like him i just dont see how he doesnt. and he likes me and i think he knows we have smth #bc he reacted to my msg but none of his friends so and like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i also refuse to look at him in class so lowkey mixed msg but trust i willl monday😭🙏 #im gonna msg him this weekend asking ab a dumb q because i want to talk to him #i miss him and we never even talk this is embarrassing #hes so silly tho yall dont get it.... i like him so much ughgghh i fucking hope i die i hate emotions #ts does not need to be physical like my heart needs to go back to normal asap #post #erics tag #kindividual posting

[lukesbenward]

my professor said something today i’m gonna think about for the rest of my life and it was that i am really good at talking about my work, the choices that go behind it, and everytime i give a presentation all of my decisions make sense and i come across as very confident. he said it’s a skill that few young designers have and that it’s something to be proud of and i just there is something about that that is such a relief that i have never felt before

#like #obviously he hasn’t healed my trauma alakakskksks #but there’s something about hearing something from someone you look up to #that effects you so deeply #especially when for your whole life you’ve been told you’re stupid or don’t know anything or you’re not talented enough to be in this field #(take a guess on who’s said this lmao) #like to learn that this social anxiety i’ve had for years no longer comes across and instead is seen as confidence #i just i don’t know im gonna miss this professor so much #i wouldn’t be where i am without him or 5 hour class professor encouraging me in their own ways when i wanted to give up most #anyway i’ll shut up now #alkaksjdjd this is what the next week is gonna look like lol #eris: text

[navysealt4t]

for the first time ever i just had a teach apologize for misgendering me i’m gonna cry

#IM SO. IM GONNA CRY #:( he’s my favorite teacher and this is his last year and he’s so nice and his classes are amazing #and i’m so sad i didn’t get to take his poetry class or ap sem class and augh #i didn’t even notice when he misgendered me? i don’t even know what direction 😭 #but augh he’s so nice and apparently he and my ap sem teacher talked about how smart i am and AAUUGGHHHH #:( im gonna miss him so much :((( #i need to get him some kinda gift. i know he rlly likes forrest gump #guh. gah . auy :(

[pneumonic-screamers]

pulling an all nighter not out of choice but out of necessity

#jinx's hijinks #school in 4 hours #first day of 2nd term #im getting my old math teacher back and i think im gonna threaten to kms in front of him #i hate this man so bad #just bc im not diagnosed doesnt mean you cant accomdate for me #LITERALLY ALL THE OTHER TEACHERS ACCOMODATE FOR ME BC THEY ARENT BIG AA #IM LITERALLY LOW SUPPORT NEEDS ITS NOT HARD #it makes both our lives harder when you dont make accommodations #like last year he genuinely made my year horrible #ive never cried so much in a class #he cant teach in a way that makes sense to me either so that doesnt help #his teaching style just doesnt make sense and he wont try any other way of explaining things to me so ive gotta ask my friends #and they are just as lost as me bc we are in essential math for a reason #for my non aussie moots ans followers essential math is like for people who really really struggle with math #like we r literally learning the basics over again #but again thats becuase most of the class is disabled. was failed by their old school or missed put on core learning bc of personal reasons #LIKE WE ARE KIDS WHO ARE SET BACK AND STURGGLE BUT HALF OF US ARENT ACCOMMODATED FOR

[dip-the-stick]

i am falling apart

#u name it im bad at it #academics: dropped 2 classes and its too late to drop another so im just ignoring it #physical: stomach constantly hurts always hungry but cant eat food #mentally: im supposed to be getting fucking meds but i havent gotten a call or a text or anything about it and i dont know how long these #things typically take but idk its been a bit and man id rlly like to start the depression meds that are gonna take a month to kick in sooner #rather than later #that would be really swell #uhhhhh emotionally: i miss my partner so much and i want to hang out with my friends even tho i feel like im already neady enough #work: i fucking hate my job rn #anyways. not doing well #ooo i should listen to inside: bo burnham again #dipshitposts

[dyklopces]

the thing is that it will literally be fine if I have to retake a phys ed course. but also it will be hell because I don't Want to

#frankie fucks about #missed too much yoga this sem and now im gonna die✌️✌️ i have a meeting w her tomorrow #whwre i have to basically be like “sorry im disabled in the exact waya that make the way you structure this class active difficult ” #AND shes one of those' Exercise will fix everything wrong with you/you just have a bad diet 'ppl #so she WONT be sympathetic to my carpal tunnel making me not want to do this more than i have to and adhd making the consequences not feel #real until i was told im NOF ALLOWED TO MAKE UP IN MAY. #im gonna die. is my point