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#im so tired today was a lot augh
risingsunresistance · 2 months
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when a fellow artist appreciates what you have to say about their art but their art is in a museum and your art is on the fridge with a little smiley face sticker on it
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acaesic · 2 months
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if yapping in the tags were a job id be jeff bezos
#does that make any sense?#i feel like the words im saying come out extremely convoluted to anyone who isnt me#cause in my brain#i like will re-say sentences without thinking about the previous sentence and how they mesh together#OH YEAH and then i dont provide context for how i got to that thought#so ill say one thing and then the next thing will like sound out of left field almost i think#anyway i really wanna draw gerard way but i cant decide on an image and its so !?!?#AUGH. do i draw nurse gerard or ….. i forgot the word? accountant??? gerard? whatever#or one of the ones where theyre covered in blood which is a lot of them#OOH AND. i really fucking wanna draw 2ourdust pete and soul punk patrick when he had the red suit and the devil horns#BUT I CANT !!!! number one i cant find just the right image of pete to draw and THERES MAYBE 5 DEVIL PATRICK IMAGES#so i was thinking i could just improvise like how i did with my idiots of oz art? and just draw a sp patrick image but colour his suit red#and draw some cartoonish 2D devil horns on instead#idk. anyway#im hoping to draw today . it might happen#ALSO ALSO ALSO!!!! i got vip for my idkhow concert next week :)#HAGSHSNANGSHFNKSLSJHSBCJDNSNSGSBFNJZBXNXKSLFKFBHSGSHFHGAGSHENSHSHSUGSHSBCHZHDKDLSHGDNAGSGSBFNKZHXNDJAGSHDJALSLJFHDNSJFKZBSHGAHSJFKFNDMXMCKF#IM SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT THAT#AUGH!!!!!! i also really wanted to draw dallon but if im being honest. im getting so sick of his face#i run a daily dallon blog i have like 8000 images of him ive drawn him 15 dozen times im TIRED!!!!!!!#so yeah. what was this post about again?#chase said something alright
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beagleboysinc · 1 year
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im soooo sleepy and wanna take a nap but its 5pm and that means dinner soon and that also means if i go to sleep ill just sleep all night. wails
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aristotels · 5 months
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its really funny now that you mentioned how immersed we are in their culture. i guess i never really thought about that bc its my normal? we know all about their movie references and holidays (hell we show halloween themed shows in october even though we dont even celebrate it), their songs and all its kinda crazy. in my case i treat it as my "online mode", bc i dont speak in english or make us pop culture refs offline.
ikr? im literally about to go finish watching the movie about elvis presley (its a rly good movie and while im sure black americans must be tired of their stories being told w the goal of telling a white story i think the movie rly drives in how rocknroll and country came to be because of the black communities, and makes a point of how elvis succeeded with black-inspired rythms because he was white)
but like my little sister whos 16 uses a lot of english words while speaking and its kinda weird. we live in croatian and speak croatian. but she often throws in english words and its just augh sad????? like my ppl literally died for our right to speak our language akfhskfh. today she couldnt remember how to say "prophet" in croatian. so many ppl are immersed into the usa culture to the point they dont even view it as foreign
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corntort · 1 year
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AUGH im just gonna say the hcs now because im totally gonna forget if i dont.
DREAD KNIGHT DEATH SONG:
to elaborate on some of my break doodles today
dread knights, when in a group and Pissed off at a common target, will have a song they trill and click and hum for a very Haunting tune. if you were to separate them and just have One dread knight singing their part, it wouldnt sound rhythmic at all. itd just sound like a bunch of disjointed clicks/barks/trills/shrieks/whatever their part is. its gotta be part of the Bigger melody to really be cohesive as a Song rather than a disjointed noise.
youd imagine the dread knights that have the very Loud parts would be the more skilled ones, but its the knights with the hushed hums and hisses and growls you have to look out for. those are the more skilled.
another idea given by giga in the hylemxylem was banging on armor to add percussion to the song. so dread knights armor being made not only for protection, status, aesthetic, but also Musical Functionality, would be very cool. rough ridges to slide a blade over to make a scraping/rattling noise and chestplates made with the intent to work as a drum as well. etc etc its a very cool thought !!!
in regards to pongorma, initially his part was a loud bark of sorts. but as he mellowed out in h2 his is more of a growl that ends with a hiss.
he's very prideful of his part, but also a bit protective of it, trying as much as possible to keep it to himself. sometimes, without realizing, she slips into her part, especially during combat. dedusmuln picked up on it on a rare instance she did it Outside of combat and tried to play along with her drums to the Vague rhythm she could parse.
to copy and paste a discord message. her reaction to dedus playing along (or trying to) qould be A VERY convoluted one, theres an eruption of joy from her chest because dedus is playing along? how could they parse it was part of a melody? but theres also Rage because theyre not a dread knight, be quiet, and just be you. BUT also a feeling of somberness because thats not how the rhythm went.
it gets kinda messy with her ensuing outburst because its a Lot on her emotional plate suddenly, but she apologizes and fixes dedusmulns drum after the whole ordeal blows over and shes calmed down.
now for the Much smaller hc
SOMSNOSA PARALYSIS:
to explain my latest comic
somsnosa struggles with a debilitating depression leaving her drained, tired, uninspired, and paralyzed a Lot, especially in h1. hell i think you meet her in the middle of her depression induced executive dysfunction bout the first time you see her, but she snaps out of it quickly because of dedusmuln being there and them not being acquainted yet. she doesnt want a stranger seeing her when shes most vulnerable.
she gets it much much more sparingly by the time of h2, but still catches up to her sometimes. and when it hits it Hits, shes tensed up and frozen for possibly hours in what starts off as an uncomfortable tenseness and escalates slowly into a Painful ache. but she cant move so it just gets worse until her body gets tired and she stress naps it off.
but to help, even at least a little, holding her and/or rubbing her back/stroking a hand through her hair usually helps at least a tad with getting her out of her own head. helps get her grounded, and with time she can loosen up and not be held so Taut by her paralysis.
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doxiedreg · 1 year
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So life update: I am slowly getting better though im still very tired and am also rn having a random anxiety attack because my body loves to bestow those on me where i am randomly anxious and stressed with no clear cause. BUt! At least I am cooking dinner again. Also lemon finally had (part of) her babies!!! Yesterday I suddenly spotted a bunch of dead fry on the gravel (likely stillborn) that the other fish were very excited about but I also saw at least 2 live fry resting on the plants! I have also spotted one today but I am not sure if any will survive to adulthood. Lemon still has a bit of a pink mass inside her rn so i dont think she is entirely done yet. Orange is also a lil bloated still but that might be because she is hogging all the food as her poop looks normal. I think ill do a general cure just to be safe once im able to catch all my assasin snails and put them in a seperate (temporary) plastic tank i have that also hold a lot of pest snails since snails are more sensitive to the general cure medication. shrimp should be fine according to the packaging. So yeah I hope this nightmare will soon be over and I can go back to doing art. I really want to get back into it but I dont feel quite ready yet which sucks because its the primary/best way for me to keep my anxiety and stress in check. So yeah, thats what is up with me rn. I miss my blorbos so much augh. Maybe send me some character asks or even asks about me or my art? Need to keep my brain occupied somehow and reading, gaming and youtube videos arent really cutting it rn. Might try watching another movie but thats also hard for my brain to push myself to. Sorry for rambling, tl;dr: Im doing slightly better but im anxious and bored out of my mind. Please send asks, it would be very appreciated. Also lemon finally popped out some babies after being overdue for half a month.
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melancholiaenthroned · 6 months
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10 characters | 10 fandoms | 10 tags
i was tagged by @bladeofavernus tyyyy<3 i rlly struggled to think of 10 fandoms im currently in (that had characters i care a lot about. sorry malevolent) but this was fun! not tagging 10 ppl bc im insecure and dont want to be a bother but ! not in any particular order but here they r
michelle carter (dc comics) the realization that i can only pick one dc character for this... so scary. idk if michelle is my favorite dc character ever but shes certainly up there and right now shes at the top of my brain... what does it mean to walk out of the fridge... what does it mean when everyone remembers you dying except for you... hes mourned you but youre back and you didnt even know you were gone... funerals are for the living....
paige duplass (the silt verses) my girlllll augh. augh. my false prophet... its been going not great for her lately and every scene with her recently makes me want to rip my heart out and sob and sob and sob. she just wants to fix the whole world. is that too much to ask. it might be. ill support her forever tho idc if her godchild fucks up and destroys the whole earth i will always be on her side. she went to business school shes a star employee shes an alcoholic shes mother mary. shes everything
amanda young (saw) you knew she was gonna be here i love her so bad. ive spoken at length about amanda before u all know my thoughts. saw iii you will always be famous
jung heewon (orv) thought id throw in a recent interest even tho im still no where done orv^_^ jhw is my favorite so far ever since her scene where she first used judgement day... i love the avenging angel type of character esp the way she does it (attack dog baby!) and i love her dynamic with the rest of the group.
kim kitsuragi (disco elysium) everyday i am thinking about him if you dont see me post about him know that im still thinking about him. i miss him bad
clara (pathologic) shes just a baby... i love her... i love a girl who is silly but so tragic i love a girl who was born in an empty grave i love a girl with frightening powers she doesnt understand i love a girl placed in a situation outside of her control who is still blamed when it goes wrong.
apollo (wildstorm) doesnt count as dc ok. im reaching here im rlly not into that many things its mostly just dc comics. but its his wildstorm self i actually care about sooo counting it. i miss when he killed ppl
calroy cruller (dimension 20) sorry im gonna be a calroy head forever probably hes so special to me. i love villain monologues i love treason i love betrayal.
sasha (borderlands) not into borderlands anymore but she makes this list bc sasha isnt a borderlands character to me ok shes a dear friend. i love her forever even if i will probably never play those games again. ok thats a lie but ill probably never talk about them online again. ok thats a lie too
eddie brock (marvel) it was truly a struggle to think of ten fandoms i currently care about um. i dont even like current venom comics. but eddie will always be special to me i love u insane girl<3
not tagging anyone today im way too tired to think of ppl sorryyyy but if u want to do this just say i tagged u 👍
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spicy-pozole · 6 years
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hhhhhh cute.... asian.... boys... at my school.... how do I... talk to them....
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neptunebeetle · 4 years
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Bad time
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sunnysviolin · 3 years
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aaaa im in love w/ how u write hero and mari <333 do u have any new headcannons?
Augh! These kids.....these kids...I’m emo because I’ve been looking at the art that I commissioned from @enigmaticallyartful and it’s hurting my heart and getting me in my Hero feels. I’m gonna write some stuff on Heromari and then try to get back to the bigger chapter stuff I’m working on (Not Omori sorry y’all...I’ve been neglecting my BNHA fic and I got a super nice comment on it today, so I’m gonna try to put something out for that!!) Also this is such a side note, but I have to literally go back and read my stuff now because I don’t know what I’ve talked about on here before...lmaoooo this is it
Completely inspired this by @luvbunnz art...but let’s talk homecoming headcanons. I know your art was prom fits Ro, but let’s consider :O
So I’m going off of the really sad idea that Mari died in her sophomore year, so she would never be able to go to prom. She was able to go to Homecoming though, and she went both in her Freshman and Sophomore years with Hero. 
Homecoming is a little more lowkey compared to Prom, so she and Hero aren’t concerned about like looking polished and perfect. Sophomore Homecoming Mari dresses in one of her favorite more formal black dotted sundresses, a red bow standing out in her night dark hair. Hero wears complimentary black blazer over a white button up, his sleeved bunched at his elbows. He forgets to get her a corsage, and she doesn’t care. 
So much of their lives is dedicated to perfection, the greatest gift they can give each other is to let their love be imperfect. With one another they don’t need to be the best, they just need to be there. 
Still that doesn’t deny their natural charm and pretty looks. They are probably one of the best looking couples there that night, and the effortlessness of their beauty together is both heart warming and jealousy inspiring. 
They spend the entire night dancing. They jump around, they do silly stupid line dances, and they share a few perfect slow dances that are little more than just holding one another and swaying. By this point they’re both working so hard that they almost never see each other alone. Anytime they spend together is also spent with the kids, so having this night just for them...it’s exactly what they needed. 
Rather than getting picked up from school, Hero and Mari decide to walk back home. Mari’s sensible heels are killing her after hours of dancing, so Hero carries her home on his back. Her hair spills over his shoulder as she leans down to whisper and laugh in his ear, and he doesn’t know if he ever wants this night to end. He wonders if he could just pause the world here with his girl under the stars. 
Hero makes a detour and takes them to their secret spot in the park. They sit on the dock together under the full moon and the stars and chat together for hours. Months later after he loses her, Hero tries desperately to remember what they had spoken about, but it’s all gone. They end up falling asleep at the dock, and wake up just as the sun begins to rise in a panic. They sneak into Hero’s house through the back door and quickly make a fake bed on the couch that Mari definitely slept in
Kel covers for them and says that Hero and Mari came home late last night and fell asleep. Hero was definitely in bed when he got up this morning. Hero makes him homemade lunches for a month as a thank you. 
Okay so remember when I said that Hero only watches Grave of the Fireflies alone? I lied. He watched it with Mari.  
This was in their teen years. I HC that Hero was already having like normal teenage struggles before he lost Mari. He has a lot of pressure on him, and look being 15 sucks. 0/10 would not recommend. He’s stressed, tired, everything seems to make him angry, and he can’t understand why. There are times that Hero gets exceptionally unlike himself, so they have a system that the two of them started just after they both turned 15. 
They would send Kel to have a sleepover with Sunny and they would make a nest of blankets and pillows in front of the TV in Hero’s house. She would cook dinner instead of him (usually pasta because Mari was good at baking but not super skilled at cooking) and they would take it and eat in front of the TV. 
They don’t pull out their backpacks, they don’t mention homework or school or college prep. They don’t let themselves think about all the things pressing down on them.
They usually didn’t talk a lot on those nights actually, but listening to the music and watching the movie was usually able to bring down the walls Hero built up between them. Nights like this are bad, but they’re also good because they end with his head in her lap, her fingers in his hair, and the tension finally leaving his shoulders and spine. 
((After Mari dies memories of those nights sours. Hero feels sick and selfish. Mari had been hurting so badly and he hadn’t even noticed. She had taken so many nights soothing his ridiculous dramatics, and he hadn’t even seen she needed him just as badly. Grave of the Fireflies becomes his Mari movie, and that never changes.))
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check-up tag
i was tagged by the sweetest @ncityzen and @b1ngsu erola and anna i loove you two thank you for thinking of me!
how has your day been? made myself toast with hummus and scallions in the morning and went to my volunteer job at our local petting zoo again! normally i’m only there on wednesdays but because a lot of volunteers are staying home they’re short on people and i offered to do a few extra hours of work today. cleaned the rabbit exhibit, fed the guinea pigs and the bunnies, and helped my supervisor with her weekly guinea pig check ups hehe weighed the little dudes and cut their nails. it’s a lot of physically intense work, pushing wheelbarrows etc, so i’m gonna take it easy for the rest of the day. listening to my favourite nct album now and eating chocolate eggs
what was the last thing that made you smile? i quickly stopped by the supermarket and the cashier said i looked pretty. augh
what’s keeping you entertained these days? playing video games, lots of reading in the backyard, preparing food, listening to a podcast (usually mbmbam or tma) when i go for a run, and listening to music!
if you are in some kind of quarantine/self isolation, is there anything you’d like to achieve in this time? i don’t want to put pressure on myself in such a strange and uncertain time. all i want to do is give myself enough rest and just live through it. no need to put any expectations on yourself, especially since i’m an essential employee i already have enough to deal with without learning a new language or whatever. just trying to keep my head above the water and enjoy the time i spend with my family!
post a selfie! (if you’re comfortable with that): i’m super tired right now so here’s two recent pics 💙💙
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this is such a sweet tag game thank you both so much!! im tagging @internationalspacehobo @casecous @haechens @haveagoodniceday @gneocchi @uayv @johnnysuhs @xuhyun @kareura @kafkascupcake @futiledevices @jsuh @neojyani @xriia @johfam @yutaurl @zaggyzoo i didnt know who to tag so i scrolled down my dash and actually got a bit emotional because i realised how many people on here make me smile on a daily basis. don’t worry about doing this tag if you don’t want to! i want to send you guys some love and a quick thank you for being a small yet impactful part of my life. especially with everything going on now i hope your hearts are light. be safe and healthy! 💕
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bleached · 5 years
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im so tired augh. i really hope that one dankira post i made gets traction cos its a very lovely game and i do want it to get more popular (look i know it will bring in freaks cos inevitably every popular media does but still). anyways i went to bed at like 3am last night because i couldnt sleep and woke up at 6 before inevitably passing out and going to sleep until i woke up at 11 cos my mom made me -_-. i had this really weird sandwich today... it was like ham and cheese but there were APPLE SLICES in it. yes apple slices. anyways today was just a lot of walking around and my feet hurt, also i want to go to this concert thing but i forgot ***** lives in the town its taking place in so guess im not going anymore. anyways my day was good and i hope all of yours was too
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perillaleafs · 6 years
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feverhalo · 6 years
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Blah just rambling about irl stuff
lmao oh my god i feel so useless today
I’ve been out of it tired like all day and just kinda hazed out (probably from running high on anxiety for like 4 days straight hovering just below anxiety attack status p much the whole time. Yay crowds and new places :| )
and just i am.... wow
im really glad i dealt with the school’s accessibility services already because im just *extended fart noise*
ive been half watching/half listening to stuff all day, making a record amount of silly typos and not catching them until way late, and coffee barely touched my caffeine needed headache and yeah now im just like. opening and closing the same tab 4 times because I keep forgetting to do the gotdamn thing I opened it for.
I’m glad i checked out the accessibility stuff tho, because I will get extra warning if we need to go off campus, have an ‘in’ for councilors and the like if i need to talk, I can choose to write in a test center if I find the class anxiety inducing/cant concentrate, I won’t have to do the whole “no wait seriously I need to have this juice box, stabby bits, and sugar with me I’m diabetic augh yes i am serious” song and dance X number of times (they drafted an email with me while I was there), and I’m on a list to have an assessment for stuff (to see if they can do anything else with my anxiety/depressive episodes/ocd????[ive known about this apparently being like a thing for me for like 2 months now and im still baffled] and see if all the jokes my friends and family made my whole life have any basis in reality [like do i rly have some sort of brain thing along the lines of memory issues or adhd])
and I’m gonna have the option for note-taking assistance/recording/access to slides in case I miss something if I step out/have to leave because of X, Y, or Z causing me distress/anxiety.
So thats.... actually making me pretty hopeful. Because I feel like a lot of my anger and resentment and shitty attitude and crappy attention/behaviors in high school was born from frustration and like fear?? And thats why I am such a goof because I was like. “I’m either a goof on purpose or an idiot and people will think I’m an idiot either way SO-!” [proceeds to doodle, daydream, write/read, play videogames, wander the class, talk too loud, crack jokes, or brood on my desk and just stare everywhere except where the teacher was teaching- unless i liked the class in which case i was all in unless I was having a bad day]
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yeah it making more and more sense why people make those jokes and ask if I’ve been tested as time goes on (and i continue to just. function like a shitty teenager even though I’m 26 now)
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cloudyyangel · 3 years
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puppys here! and also, melting into a lil puddle cause u called me lil pup (╯▽╰ ) I KNOW ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME BUT EVERYTIME MY BRAINS JUST LIKE hehe time to melt out ur ears ur dumb now. lil pup, pubby, pup pup, pupppjfkdlfjgpp, ANYWAYS, my day yesterday wasnt bad! i wasnt working for a while so it feels really good to be productive again u kno? see my coworkers and stuff? but at the same time its so TIRING AUGH. but i hope ill get used to it. and i think we have similar timezones and stuff so ur probably nvr far off guessing when it is for me! tho my sleeping schedules a loooot different than yours lol (as long as i can stay on top of it at least lol) (im also still, very very happy, that u think im sweet, and i can make u happy, and blah blah) ALSO TOTALLY NOT RELATED TO THAT PUPPY BOY REBLOG BUT MOST DEFINITELY ACTUALLY IS BUT I HAVE CHUBBY CHEEKS! ROUND FACE, u may, squish,,, if u wanna,,,,
but TODAY i have
brought u
(drum roll)
a list of reasons why im puppy! why? I DONT KNOW, but here u go
energetic! i make little chirp/yip noises to stim/mess with friends, stick my tongue out a lot, go on walks to get out excess energy! really. really really like being told what to do. run back and forth in the house when im bored lol, will eat food off the floor, praise me! make just. a lot of saliva. shakes sometimes :c really really really love how people smell and wish i could just smell people without being creepy, NOSE AND HEARING ARE SO SENSITIVE! wiggly. if u pet my head i will melt, if u pet my tummy i will melt but in a different way, if u pet my sides i wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill whimper. and of course if im flustered enough my breathing goes all fucky wucky and i lose the ability to talk besides simple phrases or words cause its whimpering all the way down babyyyyyyyy. i am small. i am baby. i have humped so many fucking things. lick? put thing? in? mouth????
reasons why im not a dog
-i am scared of them😰-puppy anon
Yay puppy’s here~ I think lil pup is just the cutest hahaha “what’s up lil pup <3” poor brain ahahaha! I understand about working! I just finished up my last job so right now I’m not working since it’s summer and it definitely makes me miss being productive and seeing coworkers! Some days I’m just like “blergh i need to do something!” but there’s nothing to do (`ε´) I hope you’re still able to rest though!! Or you’re able to take little naps through the day!! I drink a lot of coffee to keep me going eeeeh. Right now it’s 11:45pm for me-I just moved back to the states so it’s a big adjustment for me and my sleeping schedule is blah. I haven’t been able to get it under control yet. I normally sleep from 4am-11am (*-∀-*) I’ve always been a bit of an insomniac though~
Your messages do make me happy! And You are most definitely sweet! Especially if I can squish your cute little cheeks ehehe. I bet they would be so pretty all squished and blushy <33 maybe I should reblog puppy things more often, hmmm~ *gasp!* ohoho! I love lists! I’m excited for it!! You sound like a perfect little puppy! So loving and energetic and a little bit mischievous and naughty ehehehe. But if you’re such a small baby puppy then I guess it’s okay to be a little naughty and hump things or stick so many things in your mouth haha. Just be safe about it, yeah? I would definitely give you so many head pats and belly pats since you’re so good! ૮˃̵֊ ˂̵ ა some big dogs can be scary! I have a big dog but she’s old and just sleeps allll day long! But don’t worry, you don’t have to be a big ol’ dog! A sweet little puppy is the best!
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noodledesk · 7 years
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[beep beep!] Hi Jess!!! I'm so happy to hear about your milestone!! omgomg. You deserve 2k and more! ♥ I have a summer job on Sundays (outside of my normal job) and yesterday was a super long one :'') was awake at 5AM and didn't get home until 10PM. Super duper tired at the end haha. Have another long day today with appointments and work (wish me luck hngh). Hope you have a good day today!
hi rachel!!! omg thank u so much :) ♥ OMGGG gosh i hope u get to get lots of rest !!!! 
ICON: ? | cute!! | i LOV it | throw me in the trash can
DESKTOP THEME: default | hard to navigate/see | ♥ aesthetic!! | this is mine now
URL: ? | ayy nice!! | awesome!! | i get u,,, i get u | throw me in the trash can again
ORIGINAL CONTENT: couldn’t find any? | nice!! | super lovely!! | G O A L S !! | a single tear drips down my face,,,thank u so much,,, (I NEED TO LIE DOWN RIGHT NOW,,,, I NEED TO PUT MYSELF IN THE TRASH CAN UR CONTENT OMFMGFMG)
OVERALL:  1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | +
COMPLIMENTS: RACHEL AUGH u r such a sunny presence in the studyblr community!!! i’m so glad i got to get to kno u better this year and i hope we get to talk lots more!!! idek where to begin in ur content,,, every time i see it im shook i gotta clean my glasses gotta do a triple take IT’S SO LOVELY !!! ur sense of art is so good :’)!!!! and i lov how u interact with others it’s so friendly n wholesome :)) ♥ super excited to collab with u and hope u have a great day!!
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