#it's how i cope okay 😭

[spinspoon]

loved the part in genloss where gl!ranboo said "it's genlossing time" and genlost their head

#genloss #rb #i am a horrible person #it's how i cope okay 😭

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

♥️

#okay i actually can't cope with how adorable they are 🥺 #they're so tiny #tiny and giggly and just up there together having so much fun doing what they love most 🥺 #ugh my heart HURTS #also #the way miles leans forwards in the second one to get alex’s attention and make him laugh 😭 #tlsp #the last shadow puppets #miles kane #alex turner #milex #milex gifs #taotu era #baby milex #my gifs #lulu posts

[fromtheseventhhell]

I am almost there, Arya thought. She knew she ought to be excited, but her belly was all knotted up tight. Maybe that was just the fever she’d been fighting, but maybe not. Last night she’d had a bad dream, a terrible dream. She couldn’t remember what she’d dreamed of now, but the feeling had lingered all day. If anything, it had only gotten stronger. Fear cuts deeper than swords. She had to be strong now, the way her father told her. There was nothing between her and her mother but a castle gate, a river, and an army … but it was Robb’s army, so there was no real danger there. Was there? (Arya X, ASOS)

I'm feeling very unwell

#arya stark #asoiaf #I just read the red wedding and I am not doing okay #this is how I cope #I felt so sick seeing all the obvious signs that something terrible was about to happen oh my god 😭 #Arya didn't even get to feel relief at the thought of seeing her mother and brother because she FELT that something bad was going to happen #SHE WAS SO CLOSE TO BEING ABLE TO REUNITE WITH THEM BEFORE SHE WAS HELD HOSTAGE BY THE BWB AND THEN SANDOR I- #SHE WAS THERE SHE WAS RIGHT THERE WHEN HER FATHER DIED AND THEN WHEN HER BROTHER AND MOTHER DIED AND SHE WAS HELPLESS BOTH TIMES I CAN'T

[aberooski]

so that surprise song mashup, huh

I AIN'T GOTTA TELL HIM I THINK HE KNOWS HE'S GORGEOUS !!!!! 😭😭😭

They are everything to me she has no idea but she did that for me I stg ✋😭

#AND I LOVE THIS SM 😭😭 #AUGH I'M SO NORMAL (lie) #ugh the way they just are lover and reputation too like fuck #like reputation is hard shelled and mean and scary on the outside but on the inside she's so emotional and vulnerable and kind and loving #the hard shell is a facade and it gives me chazz how he was at the beginning like his inauthentic self he had to be around others #as a way to cope with the pressure from his brothers and try and accomplish what they demanded of him #but in actuality he's a really sweet kid and is such a hopeless romantic and is just such a vulnerable soul who feels very deeply #but doesn't understand how to express that or to recieve it from others because of how emotionally stunted and neglected he was for so long #like he's so reputation to me #and atticus being lover is just so right too like lover is happy and glittery and colorful and fun and there's so much love there #but is also anxious and scared of losing that love and it's a deceptively sad album #and atticus is much the same as a person like he's summer incarnate that's what I always say and he loves so much and cares for everyone #so so much to the point where it can be self destructive for him. but that's just it he destroys himself with his love for others #I go back to him saying that nobody needs him anymore and that there's no one to protect after everyone is taken by darkness in season 4 #and how sad he is like he doesn't have a purpose anymore. he's afraid of losong the people that he loves #because they are his purpose for being at this point. he's been through so much and had his entire sense of self so shaken for a while #it's kinda fucked actually #but anyway.... atticus would also unironically adore ME! #hey kids spelling is fun indeed 😏 #I didn't mean to go off like that was not what I was expectinf myself to do but okay queen go off akaksksk #ugh they are my everything 😭 #yugioh gx #chazz princeton #jun manjoume #atticus rhodes #fubuki tenjoin #stormshipping #taylor swift #aberooski asks

[afternoonblues]

so the 1st anni ssr's are gonna rerun & MY GOD i'm actually trying to save but this ssr right here 🥲 is killing me....how the HELL am i gonna ignore and just continue to log into this game & play 🤧

#feeling very unwell right now yall #don't know how long i'll cope bc i don't wanna go hard pity bc i still want the anni cards okay??? #luke luke OH LUKE what are you doing to me buddy #😭😭😭😭😭 #luke pearce #xia yan #tears of themis

[lesbianlotties]

In fics, I always see people writing and joking about how steve used to love robin as like a sort of one off throwaway line and sometimes the reply from robin would be like "gross" or steve would be like "ew dont remind me" in like a teasing way but i actually hate that so i came up with a hc that whenever its brought up, steve would say "and i had GOOD REASON TO LOVE YOU, robbie. I still do, even more than i did that day, but its just a love that looks a little different now." And robin would just start dopey grinning.

(Meanwhile Robin's literal girlfriend NANCY WHEELER just looks between the two dumdums in the background and starts to grin to herself at how sweet the bond is between the two)

GOOD!! THAT'S GOOD!!

i think you're so right. i think we should acknowledge that Steve loved Robin, and i was going to say something else but tbh reading "i still do, even more than i did that day" hits me so hard 😭i mean can you believe that platonic soulmates were invented when these two met?? amazing right??

#i'm pretty sure i read a fic that included a hint of angst about steve still being in love with robin. like obviously he accepted #and respected her as a lesbian but he just couldn't make his feelings disappear in the blink of an eye you know? which i think makes sense? #like he did everything right of course but i want to know how he coped with it all what was his thought process when he realized #'oh this will never ever happen and that's okay but i still love her and moving on takes a little time but i will be her best friend foreve #they're amazing i love them very very much #nancy loves them two. she rolls her eyes and makes a little joke and kisses robin's cheek and sends steve a smile #and everything is good 😭 #answered #stranger things #robin buckley #steve harrington #nancy wheeler #st #anon

[cuntstable]

i think people with horrific parent relationships or dead parents or whatever are gods strongest soldiers, not even for enduring all of that really, but because we have to hold back so many funny jokes that would Ruin The Vibe because people dont get it

#im NOT talking about trauma dumping. i mean like genuinely funny bits that just so happen to be ’dark’. i guess. but people who dont get it #just read it as like… Coping With Humour or whatever which like i get that. but sometimes its just a joke. like its okay to laugh #like i cant joke about my dad getting thrown back in jail and how that means i cant guilt trip him into buying me shit anymore because #people think its sad like………. i get it but also it is a little funny 😭

[emp-blast]

idk i just think that you should get an heirloom based on how much you genuinely like a character

#where is my crypto heirloom respawn.... where is it 👁👁 #haha you're hiding it until christmas day right?? oh how silly of you ^^ #okay I'll wait and pretend to act surprised when i open up an apex pack and get heirloom shards :] #(this is me coping with the fact that I'll probably never get heirloom shards 😭)

[snixx]

every day i realise how deep i've sunk into the techbro hole and die a little more on the inside

#i am not a science kid and i want to go home 😭 #watching the murder of my right brain in real time as engineering turns me into the soulless void i made fun of my whole life like 🤪 #how did i end up here. i always knew i wanted to do social work i never wanted to take science how did this happen to me #okay enough thinking for today. i am now going to *surprise!* go and study math 👍🏼 #girlblogging.pdf #bro...its not ironic anymore... #kids this is what happens when you romanticize shit you hate as a coping mechanism. it consumes you and one day you wake up to #an existential crisis wondering how you got here #anyway.

[snowddeong]

Genuinely wonder what Ryeji nation is gonna do when Chageun eventually ends we have like one active writer in this community (is a writer) 😭

#i make this joke every other week but that's how I cope okay jgaajg #it's really bad out here 😭 #snowdd.txt

[annikasevenshots]

Terry Matalas (on Saffi): yOu'LL uNdErSTaND aFtER yoU wAtCH tHe ENtIrE sEasOn

Me: ah so i really only need to watch the season finale

#let's be honest 'the entire season' = one moment during the season finale 😭 #fiiiiiine lmao i'll take what crumbs i get #saffi #star trek picard #like obviously i won't *only* watch the season finale #i want to see how starfleet seven copes #and i need to know if raffi baby is okay #but lmao if you're here for saffi and saffi only i'll see you at the end of the season

[noxtivagus]

good morning i am just very slightly worried about prom <3

#🌙.rambles #no classes today 🥺 gna do my hw for next week tho n then. yes. #I'M WORRIED THOUGH YEAH BCS. hfdsksdjf most of the other ppl r friends or r in the same class #kinda worried i might not enjoy as much bcs. who knows if i'll be able to talk properly or if i might just get nervous instead #n maybe at one point i cld go to one of my other friends too but she's going w a guy n i don't want to intrude ig #n she has her other friends too. my friend at our table yeah has other friends too #i'm worried i might just. not enjoy at all bcs of anxiety or maybe i'll just feel lonely or smth hdkfajsdlf nothing i can do abt that thoug #maybe when i'm anxious i'll just cope by dissociating n just thinking of noctis or claude or smth 😭😭 or artem n write a story in my head #n i'll go out of my comfort zone n use up all my social energy #recently they just announced in our batch gc that we can have yk same couples. wasn't in the ltp or smth tho 🥹 #wish i had at least another friend or smth. so maybe it wld've been possible to bring one of my friends from another school ^^ #platonically bcs she's like. bi. 🫣 i'm still rather amused at how she. mentioned she was bi when like #i had my arm around her shoulder n she said smth along the lines that it was kinda weird for her bcs she wasn't used to it?? IDK 😭😭 #didn't quite catch the rest of her words but sorry girl i'm just naturally affectionate w my friends #n idk why but if you're like. biologically female or actually even just like. yk your gender is female n you identify along those lines #i'm just automatically more comfy w you n physically affectionate. #nyways she told me she doesn't have prom tho when we were talking abt sch we were like talking abt school events n :<< #hmm. yk it's not like i need. someone for prom like. yk i just need myself. but i guess it's a bit of a childish old wish of mine #that said though i'm fine just still rather worried bcs in social situations i just. end up feeling rlly lonely haha #like i was doing well i rmb friday of the fair but then i was bottling my emotions n pretending i was completely okay 👍 #definitely wasn't crying when everyone was away <3 n then my anxiety just. god i don't want to think about it #until the end i was just. hanging on to a piece of thread. sorry you saw me cry a bit. sorry i lied that i was fine #sorry i let myself. go through that. twin n friend laying their heads on my shoulder as they were falling asleep n i was just. crying #n then later that night i just ended up crying even more. painful memories. #just have to accept that my social energy's just shit n ppl will always have another that they'd prefer talking with. #i have. apollo at least yh? n i guess to each person i mean at least. something. i think #sorry i'm not usually like this but it's just. smth i just can't help but be anxious about. one of my biggest insecurities #i'm so used to being alone though i've realized. last year wasn't real goddamn. n. 2020 was.. i don't know #ah i'll be productive now. i. move forward from the past n i never forget in a way that it. helps spur me onwards but #sometimes the past haunts me. sometimes is.. perhaps a big understatement bcs i think too much but. uh. yh that's enough i'm fine.

[annarubys]

i’m about to enter into a period of three days where i am absolutely bedridden about the world cup final. i am a firm believer that when we’re talking about a team we’re talking about a TEAM and every single player is important but i am feeling so ill about this being messi’s last world cup match because me and him go way back. my dad was an fc barcelona hater all the way from havana before messi was even alive so i am genetically predisposed to hating this guy. i grew up hearing his name tossed around the house in all kind of contexts because everyone was annoyed with him for being good when it came to la liga but loved him when he was playing for argentina because regional solidarity. to me the world cup final is like the end of one of those teen movies where you realize your high school rival isn’t actually that bad and you root for them in the end except instead of my high school rival it’s my parasocial frenemy / best friend / mentor like figure lionel messi and instead of rooting for him in the end i will never recover if he never wins a world cup because i’m hopelessly in love with him

#does this make sense. #it’s like. i could never let him into my heart all the way because seeing him come this close and then lose would break me #but i fucked up and let him in this time!!!! i sound deranged #i was making fun of ronaldo fans like three days ago for saying shit like this so i’m a hypocrite #but my god my childhood is ending and i don’t know how to cope #today my family’s been saying stuff like ‘okay it’s messi’s time’ why do you have to say it like he’s dying 😭 #anyway sorry for whatever the fuck is about to happen on this blog <3 #a.txt #world cup

[doveyeellie]

george styles his hair once and suddenly i feel like his beauty was truly generated by a computer and he's not a real person it's not fair

#i go to a hairdresser and he styles my hair and i need to wait 2 business weeks to feel good about it #okay well that post was an excuse to complain about me asking if i can cut my hair short #turns out maybe theyre a bit too short for my standards😭 #whatever at least george looks good<-literally how i cope in this world

[guinevereslancelot]

this eye care routine is a lot

#sooo many steps #but in a week or two i can step it down a bit once my eyes aren't so dry i think #they said treating the symptoms wasn't gonna help the cause but i feel so much better already and im only half a day into the routine #so that's nice at least #if i go blind i go blind but at least my eyes will be moisturized and not itchy and uncomfortable for once #i will go blind in comfort 😌 #coping with humor rn sorry 😂 #also sprry if there's typos i cant see shit the warm compress made my eyes so blurry lmao #anyway 😬 #hopefully the chances of going blind or losing part of my vision aren't super high but i wont know until i see the specialist probably #but i genuinely dont know what i would do if tbat happened. lol ✌️🥲 #i do not live in a public transportation area idk what kind of job i could be qualified #and being dyslexic has made it impossible for me to wrap my brain around learning new alphabets including cyrillic and ecen reading notes #so i think i might have a very hard or even impossible time learning braille 😭 #anyway #this is simultaneously stressful and scary but also does not feel remotely real <3 #ugh if i go blind it will not only ruin my ability to live but even my hobbies are all visual #i couldn't gif or draw or paint or even garden 😭 #i couldn't even look at my cat and see how cute she is 😭💔 #okay i need to calm down and not obsess over the worst case scenario #goodnight friends in my phone i love you #this has been a shitpost

[emptylotfiasco]

i will not buy infinite wealth because I bought gaiden and still haven't finished it and I'd feel bad about making another Big Game Purchase. I will be purchasing a gun to kill myself with though

#It's gonna be so kiryover. Okay ignore that that wasn't great #AAAAAAAAAIHHGGHHGGGGGHHGGGG!! AAAAAAAAAAAGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUU! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #THEYRE GONNA KILL BRO SO BAD 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 BRO IS GONNA DIE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭BRO HS NOT GONNA MAKE IT LYMPHOMA ON HIS GAY ASS #guys I can't look I'm so senesitive I can't look . I'm o scared.i can't look guys. Oh my god guys don't tell me I'm gonna throw up #IM NOT READY!!!! They should have rrleased the game like a year after the first trailer for me. So I could healthily process my grief #And learn coping mechanisms for loss and how to live life again after life changing trauma #Okay I'm exaggerating . He's not real nor do I think he's real. I'm normal im the only normal person in this fanbase #I don't even care that much bro like totally j don't even care that much like this has no impact on me at all #do I sound like someone who cares because I don't.im really normal and not disgustingly invested in a fictional character from videogames #I'm not even autistic I just like about it all the time for attention. Someone put me down #Yakuza #☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️