#ive been working on this since last year maybe

[cottageivy]

some ava outfits ive done recently (with a mini lore? dump? ish? about fucking CLOTHES in the tags lol)

#ava* #ts4 #these are their summer outfits #bc its summer in the technically present day if you wanna like assign a timeline or whatever #however present day has lasted a year so like that is a tentative title lmao #the top left one is one of her frog hunting outfits btw #i just couldnt add a bag with it bc of the headphones and they were such a vibe i just left it #interestingly enough they dont come out until like later in their teens? so canonically she wouldnt be wearing it this summer lmao #or maybe she would bc she kinda was just like. vibing in their sexuality yknow #she does kiss a girl long before she ocmes out so like idk #i also admittedly cannot decide their exact sexuality label? which is odd bc i usually have that known to at least me by now #especially since ive been brainstorming them a ton recently #much to think about #love how i figured out their gender/pronouns before sexuality lol #which was the opposite for me so maybe that has to do with it lol #anyways. summer outfits #she does get a little more put together ish in colder months? #but she really loves baggy tshirts esp in the summer so thats most of their wardrobe #also iher style does evolve in the fall-ish when she meets her best friend so #i still havent determined how exactly since im still working on their current style but #summer is a busy season for her actually #she catches a lot of frogs then and just kinda rolls out of bed and goes about their day #it does change slightly next summer when she like actually has a friend but this summer... very chill vibes #and i did try to reflect that in their clothes lol #anyways. im done now lol #ive just now hit a tiny groove with their style? like im figuring it out more so im excited to share it in relation to the 'story'

[kirbytripledeluxe]

i swear to GODDDD if future jobs judge me based on the fact my grades and attendance are slipping right now due to mental health im.going to fucking lose it

#deleting later maybe #like . sorry ive literally been through tramatic event after traumatic event since early last year. #i dont know if im going to be able to make up for anyof it . and theres a big essay im dreading working on. #im so TIREDDDD i just wanna go home and be out of school so i can actually process my own pain and grief #my future shouldnt be decided by my high school years. that shouldnt be the impression im getting. everyone needs to shut up about school #or my future or im going to start attacking people with my cane #i literally didnt even think id HAVE a future past high school or even middle school #i dont know what im doinggggg Everrrrr #im losing my fucking mind All The Time #i shouldn't even be in school with how bad everythings gotten #whatever #suicide mention #←for the tags jic #im fine right now 👍 just. god

[powderkegging]

thinking about a WIP and i don't have anyone to talk to about it. i feel like prometheus getting his liver ripped out and devoured

#it's this original project that ive been working on since last year. maybe. and ive been going crazy with revamping it #having so many thoughts but they just stay right fucking here. i feel like jack from the shining #jack.txt

[raksh-writes]

Gosh, Im itching so bad to buy the new Return to Moria game and get to play it myself. I’ve been watching in on a couple of streams, so I know it fairly well by now, and I also know that it'd be more fun wirh friends when Im definitely gonna be playing solo, but Im still So tempted. It just looks like a fun, chill survival game and it's connected to LotR and Im just skrmcljwndoenr. But I shouldn’t be spending more of my savings that necessery when Im not working and dunno when I'll be able to. Aghhhhh...

#personal #I could... maybe... consider this a christmas present to myself? #especially since Im gonna be all alone for new years eve #so maybe I could spend it having some fun in the game... #and I do have enough savings to last me for at least a few months if I spend it moderately #just for train tickets and some food here and there as Ive been doing so far #Im living with my parents so at least the living costs I dont have to worry about #and then in the spring/summer it should be easier to find a part time job that Id be able to fit around my classes #tho I'll have to get an intership in the summer too #and thats not paid work for uni #but anyway #I try not to worry about that too much #it is why I saved up all that money #so I could focus only on uni at first #and then try to find something part time #so I dont get overwhelmed too quickly #but this game is not cheap and Im hhhhhhghhgh #I'll prob play it halfway and never finish #but on the other hand... that still might be some up to 30h of fun and spending time Not thinking of the everyday dread etc #soooo... I dunno #but I might just break and buy the game anyway... #I rarely Actually want something enough to go through with buying it #even when I maybe should (like some more clothes) #(but I Hate clothes shopping so I avoid it at all costs 🙈)

[adriartts]

redraw of an old one. go in the dark

old thing below the cut

#original #why must you destroy my image quality. blease #anyway. colouours. what color is his shirt? fuck if i know #been about a year since the last one. oh hold on maybe i should put the old one here #ok. uh #i wrote some tags ripping on the old one but i suppose i will refrain. hes a lil ugly tho #decided to render him out mostly because his shirt looked weird with broad brushstrokes but it worked out for the rest of it too #i dig him. the lighting was originally way bigger from the lamp but i like the darker one a lil better. even tho i am colors 1 no.1 fan #colors no.1 fan. why is there an extra 1 hello #ANYWAY. holds my hands out to reveal a him #my FUCKIGN guy. occupies 90% of my brainspace at any given time #i have some others of him ive done in the past few days but for reasons that I know and you don't im most likely not uploading them #peace n love on planet earth #oc #Julian Dae #ocs

[came0dust]

shoutouts to games that have crossovers

#my art #colored sketch #medibang paint #castlevania #alucard #i labbed out the dracula fight in dead cells more or less just before posting this but i actually did this like. 2 days ago #one of these days im gonna drawing characters that arent just like. existing in an off-white void by default. i prommy #i dont really know alucard's character in detail so along with his design being more complex than i usually work with #i have pretty much no sense of his 'acting'. like i dont know how to really pose him. i think those are my two main hurdles #last time i posted him i had at most gotten like 60% through the first cv. it has been two years. i have not touched it since 💀 #ough i almost forgot: i based this loosely on his dialogue portrait to test my comfort with his design bc yall havent seen it but #ive been fighting for my Life trying to draw this man. im in the Tranches. but i did it (it will happen again. maybe in two more years)

[shirkers2018dirsanditan]

resorts and the tourism industry are absolutely economically, politically, ecologically, and socially disruptive at best and destructive at worst and the preservation of traveling as a prohibitively expensive and thus elite experience is hardly a good thing………BUT. sorry travel influencing and “travel on a budget” culture is not really an improvement. and the increase in international air travel its led to is insanely environmentally destructive

#and me personally. i’m not fucking traveling on a budget #there is something to be said about the sustainability of saving up for a big trip #versus always being on cheap ass vacations #🤷🏾‍♀️ #like i went to mexico w/ my family in june and it was actually because of this work thing my dad is apart of w/ his business #which is how i’ve been able to go on most of the vacations ive been on #and the last time i took an international trip was……when i was in middle or high school maybe #and then i went to hawaii in high school #my parents been world travelers especially ever since my dad has been affiliated with this company that organized our mexico trip #they’ve been all over. but best case scenario its once a year…. #this is contrarian i know #but its how i feel!

[xamaxenta]

Cant wait until i finish my zine commitments so i can finally be free and go bananas

#working working working i need to quit and just do my own stuff #maybe then ill actually finish something #its atrocious the last complete art ive done was January this year #ever since then its been sketches #SORRY FEBRUARY i did the valentines art #how could i forget abt that one #hmm probably bc it wasnt v popular but im not here for popularity #im here to draw things that give me a good feeling inside

[piierrote]

i think this summer im going to do a lot of very cool and creative projects that will include revamping my store and perhaps looking into starting a webcomic (or at very least planning one!!!!) and im so excited!! im so excited to be creative and have fun !!

#i am finished university FOREVER on the 16th of may #and then i have some graduate show prep #but im really excited #ill be doing a lot of portfolio work as well so hopefully ill have a lot to share! #I need to do some varied character designs and more props/environments but thats all job stuff #i really want to do some more short comics and zines !! #id love to do a mini meet cute comic/zine #my knight comic is something im considering expaning on to make into a webcomic! #or shuffling around the plot of LIFA and turning it into a webcomic! #or maybe something COMPLETELY new!!! #id love to get back into product design like id love to so desperately #i want to make a new keychain very badly #and get back into stickers and badges #and i want to do conventions/markets again !!!!!!! #idk im just kinda excited to be free to do a lot of things again #ive been working non stop on this one uni project since september last year #so it will be fun to do other things !! #also some fun cover designs maybe! #HEHE idk im just! excited i think!

[digirainebow]

OH my editing has gotten so much better since i started editing those tgaa snippets. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

#digi discusses #been a while since i went back and watched the beginning. mistake actually #i might have to drop the video because it just. is so incoherent for ppl who dont know the games story in the beginning #did not do a very good job with that aspect #much 2 think about #ive put a lot of work and hours in im literally almost done cutting down the last hour of footage i recorded for it. but like #very much questioning it now. idk lmk what you think if youve seen the ones i posted on here when i did that #because like. the reason i was so pleased with this video concept WAS because it so clearly showed not just my improvement in editing #but also my mental state. but now im wondering if its its biggest flaw actually #i kinda wanna put the past behind me next year and become a different person anyway sooooooo maybe i just ditch it #anyway. sorry for how many of my posts have been like this recently

[iampikachuhearmeroar]

me not functioning until like 4pm every day this week: ah yes, this is peak performance. this is what a Functioning Human Being™️ does each day when they're on break from work.

#life #about me #shut up ilona #but seriously though #this has been me the last week on my break from work for christmas/new year #its been great to do nothing all day until 4pm when im like 'oh yeah i should really go grocery shopping or something lol' #but ive been doing it mostly to avoid my cadetship assessmenrs that i shouldvr actually finished and sum #*submitted by now but i havent lol whoops #maybe tomorrow sunday and monday i'll finally get onto doing them since its close to the deadline #although one was meant to be submitted by tomorrow #and one was supposed to be done before christmas #but oh well whatever #let me have my break for fucks sake #even though im like 3 assessments behind and stuff #for the theory #and for the practical stuff im like behind in EVERY subject lmao whoops

[readymades2002]

i have pushed myself really hard in terms of art and in terms of working with other people and im very proud of myself. also i never want to push myself to do anything hard ever again ever

#thats a lie. i have found it very fulfilling to work to improve even if being in Crisis Mode the last few months has stalled that #i dont know if...hm. i still dont think i like how my art looks next to others' art especially if they know what theyre doing #i think its still very clear im kind of. all over the place in terms of what i do (i dont really know what my art looks like #but it never looks consistent to me </3) but on its own i do often just like looking at it and knowing i made it. im proud of that. #i think...i dont have the confidence to work with other people and not completely melt down yet but maybe i will one day. i hope so #and anyway despite that ive been working with others anyway! as stressful as its been and as embarrassed as i am of my work #i also think that on its own outside of context its something new for me and it doesnt look like anyone elses but it looks good for what it #well. it looks okay for what it is <3 it could be better. but i was able to get to that point once and i feel like #fairly sure that if i work hard ill be able to do more and do it better in a years time. #its a nice thought. fingers crossed i guess! #anyway my god this has been what ive been eating sleeping and breathing since august at this point so i am ready to lie down #(lie)(lying)(person who is immediately going to work on video editing)(person who is immediately making lists of things to draw)

[pagesofkenna]

is it silly that i wanna make a tumblr post about family issues, but that i feel bad for doing to because i haven't directly talked to my local friends about it first?

#ive been all but completely unable to do anything productive since i got back from my trip #and i know that a big part of that is the fact that tomorrow is my brother's surgery #idk how my brain works but maybe trying not to be overwhelmed by the situation is taxing and im exhausted #dnd tomorrow possibly. dont want to tell people before dnd and then have to like?? ignore that lets play?? #that IS what i did last year tho whomp whomp