Safety Net.
Summary: You’re the one to bring him comfort.
Pairing: Lewis Hamilton x Black F!Reader
Warning: MINORS DNI, mild nsfw, major angst. ALL THE FEELS!
Notes: I never intended for this to have smut but decided to incorporate it because it gets the first day out of the way. Many things were going through my head as I wrote this. My writing might be a bit whack but it’s okay, please leave comment and feedback 💕
Kinktober Day 1: Bathtub Sex.
When he saw you, all of his inhibitions seemed to leave him. On your knees on the bed, dressed in nothing but the bathroom robe and your silk hair wrap.
“My sweet boy.” Your words crumbled him as he collapsed into your arms. You held onto him tight feeling the slight tremors shaking his body. You tried to offer as much as you could of yourself into that one hug but it was going to take more than that and you were ready for it.
Prior to his arrival, you had gotten a bath full of rose petals ready and burnt his favourite incense. You knew that he was going to be riddled with tension and that needed to released as quickly as possible going into the coming race week in Japan.
You helped him strip out of his clothing before taking him by the hand and leading him to the bathroom. You dropped your robe and got into the water first then Lewis followed, leaning his back onto your chest and his head dropped back onto your shoulder.
Using your hand, you cupped the warm water and trickled it down the side of his neck. In total silence, you continued this action until you could feel the small tremors of his cries. You wrapped your arms around his chest, cradling him as he let his tears flow freely.
You placed kisses on the side of his head and cooed him softly before shifting your body slightly so that you could see his face. His eyes were red and he looked exhausted. Despite his age, he was still youthful but frown lines were beginning to appear and his cheeks were sunken more than usual.
Your heart ached as you wiped his tears away and placed kisses in their wake. You cupped his face in your hands and caressed his cheeks with your thumbs.
“I’m so tired baby.” He whispered as he held onto the back of your hand.
“I know my love, I know.” You replied. This was supposed to be his year and everything was falling apart at the seams. He had been so sure that this season would be his but nothing had gone right and it was not going to be. He was stuck in a cycle of never ending disappointments and there was only so much that Lewis could take.
Last year had nearly ended him and trying to come back from that with a season that has the team struggling to retain pole positions and get the points was incredibly taxing. And with the way Lewis was - he took that burden upon himself. He was a natural leader, he loved seeing everyone around him win including the workers back at the factory - never wanting their work to go for nought.
However, it left him vulnerable with little less control of his emotions.
“What happened today baby?” You asked as he sat up and leaned against the side of the tub and you straddled him. He sighed as he dropped his head against the edge of the tub and looked up to the ceiling. You felt his hands hold onto your waist beneath the water as you watched him gather his thoughts.
“I just got into my head y’know? The weekend had started out great. Getting the best qualifying I’ve had all season and I just knew if I kept pushing then maybe just maybe I could finally win.” He spoke softly. “Then the rain came, far heavier than expected, the track taking longer than expected to dry and everything getting delayed. It was just a fuck up from there and honestly … I just said fuck it.”
He closed his eyes and shook his head as he could feel more tears well up in his eyes. His bottom lip trembled as he tried to calm his breathing. You leaned down slightly and placed chaste kisses on his chest, feeling the steady of his heartbeat on your lips.
With one more kiss beneath this chin, Lewis deeply exhaled with a sigh. “A bad race was getting worser with each lap and somewhere along the way, I just started having an internal panic and I couldn’t get out of my head. I kept over thinking and I overshot an already risky move which cost us more than what we had already lost. All because I couldn’t relax.” He scolded himself at the end.
“Hey!” You stop him. “It’s a given you couldn’t relax. Baby, you don’t have to be bigger person every single time. There’s only so much shit you can take and you have very little ways of sharing your frustration without being scrutinised. Failing is never easy no matter how many times you do. It’s a way of life but feeling tired and upset about it is valid. You’re human and it’s normal.”
You wiped away the shedded tears and pulled him a little closer. “The best that you can do for yourself is to just perform to the best of your capabilities and the cars and prepare for the next year. The cards have not been in our favour this year and the best thing for you and your fans is to continue performing the best way that you know how. Fuck all the other noise - you just make sure that tractor gets you across the finishing line with the best points can you can pull.”
The last part of your sentence made him chuckle and your heart warmed seeing him crack even the smallest of smiles. You placed your forehead on his and placed with the ends of his hair. He took a deep breath and leaned in closer.
“You always know what to say.” He mumbles against your lips.
“A perk from being with you for as long as I have.” He leaned forward and captured your lips softly. You moaned into his mouth as he held onto you and as the kiss went along, you could feel him getting hard beneath you. Your kisses were in no way intended to become sexual but your intimacy proceeded the nature of what you wanted this night to be.
“I need you.” He whispered as he squeezed the flesh of your hips. “Please.”
“Fuck baby.” You mumbled softly as you deepened the kiss and felt yourself growing wetter and just as needy as he was. His tongue swirled around yours and you couldn’t wait any longer. You reached into the water and grabbed his cock and aligned him to your cunt before you slowly sank down on him.
He gasped into your mouth as you sank down on him and he filled you to the brim. You held onto either side of the tub and began slowly rolling your hips. His hands never moved away from your waist as he let you control and set the pace. The feeling of being nestled inside of your warmth was more than enough of him.
The energy that flowed between you burst through your seams, quickly bringing the two of you to your edge. The intensity of your rocking made him grow more vocal, more whimpers to leave his mouth.
“I love you so much.” You uttered amongst other things as you hugged him and rolled your hips a little bit faster. He was touching the sweet spot inside of you and it was getting harder to breathe with the steam rising in the air.
“Sweetheart.” He groaned as his eyes rolled to the back of his head. You kissed along his jawline as your walls clenched tighter around him. “I’m gonna cum.” He choked as his chest heaved as he tried to control his breathing.
“Cum for me baby. I got you, always.” You didn’t care about you, all you wanted was to simply comfort your boyfriend. His seed filled you and you didn’t stop moving your hips until he was spent.
In the aftermath, you sat in silence. You were still caressing his hair sitting in the cooling water. You tried to move away from him but he held you tightly and it left you sitting back down. He was still snuggled inside of you and your walls throbbed around him but that didn’t matter, you could hear his heartbeat and that was steady. He was calm.
“We’re going to be fine.” You told him. “We always are.”
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