#life is beautiful and so is aging!!!

[ricky-olson]

not to sound morbid on a monday but i can’t wait to have wrinkles and smile lines. there was a point in my life id never thought id make it past 16 and then 20. now im 24 and trying to get my ducks in a row like i can’t wait to show i experienced life with my face and how much joy ive felt

#sorry just discovered apparently there’s a supplement for ‘healthy aging’ like shut up!!! #stop scamming people!!! #life is beautiful and so is aging!!! #it’s beautiful how the human body shows your life and how far you’ve come!! #you’re always growing new hair and new skin and new nails like that’s amazing!!! #your body is amazing and deserves all your love #angel talks 💕 #suicide mention tw #suicide tw

[thesiriusmoon]

Shoutout to Hugh Dancy for being the prettiest man ever, love you baby girl xx

#hannibal #Hannibal tv #Hugh Dancy #William Graham #will Graham #Hannibal Lecter #prettiest boy ever #thesiriusmoon talks hannibal #i love Will Graham from Hannibal #just look at those eyes #baby girl will Graham #baby girl Hugh Dancy #I’ve never seen a more baby girl man in my life #please just one kiss #i need him beneath me whining like the baby boy he is #he’s aged like fine wine #he’s so beautiful

[ziigee]

If only someone would look at me like Jackles looks at Misha

Or like Castiel looks at Dean

I WOULD HAVE MOVED MOUNTAINS, SLAYED DRAGONS AND CARED ABOUT THE WHOLE WORLD

BECAUSE OF YOU

My eyes are searching but no blue /green eyes look back at me 😭

#look at me #Where are the heart eyes and longing looks in real life #Does it even exist #destiel #supernatural #cockles #Why are these middle aged men so beautiful

[clowfish]

fanart of chapter 18 of The Thief by @wintergrew which is literally the best fanfic I have ever read in my life https://archiveofourown.org/works/14432472/chapters/51578533#workskin

technicalllllyyy tweek is wearing a shirt in this scene but I wanted the drawing to be a bit ambiguous without context

#this fic CHANGED MY LIFE #I READ IT 2 MONTHS AGO AND I AM NOT JOKING WHEN I SAY I REREAD IT EVERY DAY AND IT CONSUMES ALL MY WAKING THOUGHTS #the author is sososo talented and the story is just TOO good for a south park fic #the story is just so multifaceted and beautiful and human #GO. READ IT !!! NOW!! #I looked up renaissance/medieval music playlists on spotify and had that playing the whole time for ambiance it was great #oh yeah this fic also sparked my interest in the Middle Ages #anyway now I’m gonna put normal tags ig 🙄 #creek #creek fanart #Craig tucker #tweek tweak #south park #south park fanart #sp #the stick of truth #stick of truth #fish art #never drawn kissing before this was a learning experience

[midnight-moth]

I’m sorry for what I said in the tags of the ocean post. I’ll throw myself in the garbage. You can dm me your therapy bills.

But come on. That song.

Won't you fall for me, from reality? To the rhythm of eternity. But then the I am yours to the end, so won't you fall for me?

But then! The oh god I wish you were here. It’s like his timeline is all messed up and he’s thinking of the before and the during and the after all at once.

#cw grief and loss #sometimes I am personally attacked by my own thoughts #but imagine elderly Dew and Rain #quietly existing side by side #Rain reading another true crime novel while Dew noodles away on the guitar #but he can’t for too long because his joints are swollen and arthritic #Rain hears his breath change and knows he’s in pain #gently pries the guitar from him and then rubs the soreness away with his cool fingers #fingers that are now spindly the backs of his hands are like translucent paper with pretty blue age spots #and Dew still thinks they’re the must beautiful thing he’s ever seen #almost as beautiful as his face #and he tells him so and he smiles and all the lines in his face that come from laughter grief joy frustration all crease at ones #the both fall asleep watching some terrible tv show hand in hand on the hideous reclining sofa that Dew insisted they buy #because it’s comfortable and rain thinks it’s so tacky but he secretly agrees that the lumbar support is heavenly #Dew walks faster now that Rain but Rain would never know because Dew will always match his pace and never leave him behind #until he really does have to leave him behind one last time #fuck my entire life

[ataykiri]

Our stay on this earth is so so short, we’re in such a dream state that we keep forgetting this truth

#there’s this girl in my area who died two days ago just like that #collapsed due to the heat and then had a heart attack and died #الله يرحمها #she’s like 19/20 #people our age are dying right next to us #yet we think we’re safe and still have time to improve to change to repent #what great regret it’ll be if we don’t die in the state of true sincere repentance but in one of ghaflah and self deception and sin #being consumed by your nafs by this world and sucked into it #اللهم اني اسالك حسن الخاتمة #we’re so lost in our worldly struggles and ideas and desires that we forget what we’re here for #you can live on this earth and engage with people and enjoy your stay even if you always keep your heart in check and your deeds aligned #with what Allah swt wants #you can turn all your actions into worship by having the right intention #eating sleeping -> to gain strength for worship and be of benefit for people #studying working -> learn about the beauty and intricacy that Allah has put into His creation #work to achieve what Allah has written for you #that’s true life connecting everything to the Creator the One who gave us life #everything else is just deception and will go to waste #and cannot be called a true life

[sudokuplayer]

#my godddd 😮‍💨❤️‍🩹 #life is so beautiful you guysss #bless Sufjan's fucking precious mind😮‍💨🩷!! #everything written‚ produced and recorded by him + all the artwork and essays also by him!! he's everything!! ❤️‍🩹 #the entire album sounds both familiar and new (like Goodbye Evergreen is literally how The Age of Adz goes from Futile Devices to Too Much! #sounds very atmospheric and melancholic and bittersweet but also dreamy and euphoric. and very gentle #and there's a sense of urgency and helplessness but the album ends in a very hopeful note which is so beautiful!! #lyrically is so impressive and breathtaking. man the way he feels everything so deeply 🫨❤️‍🩹 #stunning compositions + so much heartbreak and existential despair and unsettling imagery and self-sacrifice #and distress and personal atonement and resignation and so much HOPE and LIFE and LIGHT #and also religious devotion (shocker i know lol) #and the Neil Young cover (shoot me!) is better than the original lol it's just so sweet and hopeful 💐 #i really loved it so much!! #sufjan stevens #javelin

[eleanor-gray]

”That’s why I— that’s why you’re you” and “You don’t know how much I love— that” is my favorite category of lines.

#Also representative of both of the things delaying my homework #xena warrior princess #the 100 #It’s not even that hard I just can’t focus on anything except for MADE UP women in MADE UP relationships (tv show characters) #I can’t believe Xena died for me to procrastinate objectively easy assignments #(Not a spoiler as she dies constantly) #Also I’m approximately the same age as Gabrielle and Clarke #Meaning I should be getting into life-changing relationships with beautiful women who have deeply troubled pasts #And convincing them that love is the most powerful thing and also they should kill less people. I should NOT doing these evil things (hw) #Also I can’t believe I actually rewatched the 100 #I should know better #Alas #I was in the woods so I kept thinking about that one episode

[caruliaa]

just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one

#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk #also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either #i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life #with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction #but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation #this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation #and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too #was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then #but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all #maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance #but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember #having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry . #also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man #not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi #also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson #anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder #flappy rambles

[marlenacantswim]

"Well do you?"

"Yes!"

"Well say it, then!"

"I want you to stay!"

"Okay!"

"...You know I love you, don't you?"

Tim Bisley and Daisy Steiner from Spaced (1999)

— (Part one) Part two (Part three)

#the quote is from the alternate ending #(which is the conversation they had at the train station in full) #(so imo it's canon) #and if you haven't seen it i cannot recommend it enough #tim's attitude towards life and aging is beautiful #and by telling her he loves her he's completeing the arc setup in episode 1 #when his ex asks him if he loves daisy and he says 'no' #so yeah go give that a watch; it's on youtube and is the first thing that pops up when you search 'spaced alternate ending' #spaced #tim bisley #daisey steiner #simon pegg #jessica stevenson #jessica hynes #edgar wright #running my mouth #made this with my hands

[mamawasatesttube]

google search "wikihow to manifest the ship zoanne wilkins/serling roquette as two funky little science wlw into a fic that i can read, without having to actually write it myself?". what do you mean no results. that can't be right. surely i don't have to write it myself?

#i just miss them... #individually i mean they've never interacted or even been like remotely near being on the same page but hear me out. #hear me out!!! hear me out okay THEY'D BE SO CUTE TOGETHER serling who's a genius who had one (1) friend her age and then he died #and zoanne who's soft and sweet and a lil anxious and figuring out what she wants to do in academia and research #meet cute where she's gushing about a paper by a dr. roquette at a conference and it turns out the cute girl she's gushing to #who she'd assumed was a fellow undergraduate researcher #IS ACTUALLY DR. ROQUETTE?!?!?!?!!?!??!? WHAOAOAHHH #she's so embarrassed but serling is like NO DON'T BE I LIKE YOU LET'S HANG OUT do you like vintage music btw--- #do you see my vision life could be a beautiful dream please #rimi talks

[ajaxpilled]

mmm older childe carrying a lil extra weight on his waistline bc he finally settles down with zhongli, who loves nothing more than taking care of him. always a dragon at heart, gift giving is a major love language of his, and doting on childe feels like a behaviour intrinsically written into his DNA.

childe who's a little insecure when his clothes become a bit snug - not necessarily about his body, but because it means he's gone soft - and zhongli who shows him why soft is good. shows him just how much there is to love, how much more of him there is to grab and sink his teeth into. zhongli who kisses and praises his little stretch marks and worships every change in his body, any small difference that may have planted seeds of doubt in childe's mind.

worrying he and his insecurities are burdensome, zhongli assures childe that there's nothing more he loves to do than bring him to his favorite bakeries and restaurants and ply him with all of his favorite foods. watching his eyes light up, his tongue lick the crumbs from his fingers, his lips stain red from wine as he relishes every delicious bite, savors every rich taste.

zhongli is even happier seeing him enjoy his food; seeing him enjoy and settle into life, now that he has the time for it. the proof of this joy, manifesting in a soft, gently curving arc of a wider middle, in plumped thighs and rounded cheeks and a heavier frame when he sits in zhongli's lap, is only something to treasure. the archon more often that not finds himself touching childe with such affection; in public, in private, wherever they are, he cherishes the life they have together. he slides his hands over the gentle slope of his middle, pressing his fingers into the pillowy softness. he cups his face when he kisses him and brushes his thumbs across the apples of his cheeks, admiring the new gilded freckles. glides his hands over his thicker arms, widened hips, the tender flesh of his thighs, soaking in how beautiful he looks and how utterly divine he feels.

his stomach, in particular, zhongli admires. somewhere a little healthier to rest his head when sleepiness washes over the two and they snuggle close in bed, childe's fingers absently twirling his dark hair around his fingers. somewhere a little more nourished to settle his hands when he wakes up and the redhead is already making two coffees through a haze of sleep, smiling crookedly with hooded eyes and a gruff good morning when zhongli hugs him from behind. he nuzzles his own cheek against childe's. slips his hands over his inviting middle, palms fitting perfectly over the gentle swell of his warm belly. pressing innocent kisses to his neck, he slips his hands up his shirt to appreciatively sink his fingertips into the yielding softness, calming the small growls of morning hunger.

childe with little bite marks on his tummy chub. with finger print bruises on his thighs and pliant hips. with stretch marks and a plush cushioning to his body, built from the delight zhongli takes in providing him the life of luxury he deserves. signs of comfort, of care, of love, instead of just wounds and scars from a life of violence. zhongli finds himself warmed by the changes in his body and how comfortable he's gotten. looking after him is something he once feared the battle-addicted harbinger would not be able to live long enough to let him do; and now, both in retirement, he doesn't waste a single minute passing up the privilege to do so.

#i have zhxnchi brainrot so badly rn #i think childe would be uncomfortable with gaining weight at first bc it means he is truly leaving the harbinger life behind #which was already so difficult to let go of #so he just sulks around moping about how he's become soft and comfortable in his ways #zhongli would b like darling i want nothing /more/ than for you to live a soft life #with expensive clothes and luxurious beauty products and glittering jewellery #with a feather down bed and a tummy full of delicious decadent meals and aged wines and sweet and savory delicacies #with safety and warmth and comfort and anything he could ever want for #he just wants to bring childe to his fav restaurants to treat him to fine foods and wines and indulge him in the pleasure of liyuen cuisine #before taking him home to pleasure him further <333 #he would say childe deserves the world #but to him child is the whole world #i love them sooooo <3333 #gen

[natjennie]

like seriously whatever you do dont think about the captain and that story about someone calling into gay bars and not saying anything, just listening to queer people living and laughing and having fun. definitely don't think about the captain doing that. haha.

#both during his life and in death #i just looked it up and the 1930s british queer scene was beautiful like jazz age stuff #the idea of the captain just discretely privately calling into places he's heard rumored to be queer #just to listen to the saxophone over the static of the telephone and know that there were gay people living and loving somewhere #and then to think about him missing that EVEN MORE in death because now he cant LEAVE #he cant hear rumors from people he cant call in #imagine the favors he'd have to owe julian to dial a number and let cap listen to the receiver without knowing what it is #like of course julian wants to know and he pesters him. but when cap is Deadly Serious and scared and sad. #a face julian's never seen. he winds his jokes down and agrees to do it #making cap think it was his idea- 'a bit of charity for the old walrus then'- instead of a deep understanding and love #and since its been decades of course the number he calls isnt a gay club anymore. maybe it doesnt even connect #and it breaks his heart and it takes him another decade to gather intel and the nerve to ask julian again #but when he does he finally gets a place and the phone quality is INCREDIBLE he can hear so much #he can hear people and their upbeat music and their laughter and their love #and he cries #and if julian sees it and pretends not to then its so that he can have the blackmail later thank you for asking #anyway im making myself emotional #bbc ghosts #EDIT Becuase then when julian overhears he tries subtly to make the captain feel more comfortable #bc julian is an asshole but he's not homophobic i mean he fucks everyone #so he tries to pepper in more stories about men but that just makes cap uncomfortable #and hes frustrated bc he cant think of anything else to do other than flirt with him but thats a bad idea #but then he remembers that he went to bars and places and maybe he'll like that #so he 'accidentally' dials some clubs he knows were cool and leaves the phone off the receiver for cap to find #and cap just gives him a curt nod and a clearing of his throat and they Dont Talk about it but they Know

[derpinette]

i have this "alter ego" that only exists in my head where essentially i am a fat sloppy drunk old fisherman with no loved ones living in misery & isolation & i often imagine myself as him especially in moments of patheticness

#& he is always a fisherman not a farmer not a fisherwoman either ( too badass... ) #past life ?! caus my ♯azn side was all fishers & stuff like my grandfather ETC but like all of them looked anorexic instead of fat so #also i imagine the guy as kind of vaguely mediterranean looking so maybe not because that side of my family are mountain farmers #when i read the old man & the sea ( i hate hemingway BTW ♯NotPete ♯ActuallyMikey ) ( uhm sorry about that... ) #i was like this is my life/future if it was better... 🚬 But that was a good while after i was already thinking of myself like that #closest thing i felt to a kin moment is when we analyzed miss brill like wow me & i am not even old that is genuinely just my life #as a (at the time) seventeen year old. & also carol ledoux from repulsion literally 100% only i am an ugly freak instead of beautiful #i pretty much never think of myself as myself in my head & actually never when i was younger up until age 9 i remember vividly #& i just had this thought while making my lazy “bite sized” onigiri ( bowl of seasoned rice +tunamayo +vache qui rit +avocado +spoon ) #but even when i make the non lazy version i get so overwhelmed & irritated & SLOPPY i feel like a drunk old man with nothing to #live for #anyone else feel like this sometimes... #if any of you weeaboos judge my terminology by the way i will kill myself just FYI #IDCCCC about the actual name you know what i mean. quasi poke bowl but each “component” has its own dish. whatever OK...

[eye-of-yelough]

Once again going insane about doing Legacy right between All That Remains and the last act 2 mission (forgor the name) and headcanon-ing that they all take place within a month

Like imagine. You are Hawke. Your mum just kicked it. You’re in mourning, haven’t left the house since, and you get RAIDED by Carta dwarf cultists. Then, in no particular order, you

- find out about some Really Weird Shit your dad did with Wardens, and that your (recently deceased) mother was almost killed by this guy you sort of trusted

- venture in to the deep roads and kill an Old Fucking God.

Oh and by the way during this, the love of your life, only person you have left, light in darkness is being driven insane by said Old God in front of you, and talking about how you would be better off without him. And then he attacks you.

So your mum just died and your mourning was interrupted by This Shit. You’re nearing the end of your fucking rope down here but by some miracle you survive and get back to Kirkwall to mourn in peace. And now add “process this traumatising insanity” to that list.

eeeexcept you can’t do that actually. You come home to a letter from the Viscount begging for your aid to help his son. Oh, of course, Seamus. He was such a nice boy you can’t let him die. So you go Do That.

And THEN. Aveline, the woman partially responsible for your mothers death like TWO WEEKS AGO shows up in your house with another mess for you to clean up. Also your best friend is there too saying she’s gonna die. And she leaves and you think she’s gonna be gone forever and. Ok this is getting really long.

Fast forward, Arishoks dead, you’re in mourning and every hightown noble feels entitled to your company all of a fucking sudden because you’re a “Champion” now. Hooray.

#basically. trauma. #it’s just so fucking. crunchy. #anyway Leo goes. genuinely a bit insane for a while I think. I mean how couldn’t you? #it’s just So Sad because in the pre All That Remains section of act 2 she’s doing pretty good mentally #she’s been working her ass off all her life and it finally pays off a little. she has a house and her mums happy #and that beautiful stubborn asshole finally caved and you have a really good thing going with him #and she doesn’t have to do grunt work for money anymore and she kinda calms down with the killing and the. everything #and then womp womp. aww you thought you could be happy? you fool #dragon age 2 #leo hawke #your daily dose of idiocy

[girlfictions]

seriously cannot express how much i adore the concept of “galentine’s day” like there is nothing better than doing something special with all your girlfriends like yes i love you yes i cherish you yes our friendship is special and wonderful and we are stumbling through this life together 💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌💌

#Me when i hit the ripe old age of twenty and become immediately enamoured with female friendship #ITS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love love love my girls more than life itself