so i haven't posted in a while!
my mental health is at an all time low and im trying to piece myself back together. ;_;
i just haven't had the motivation to pick up the pencil. im trying.
ive been getting help but im being ejected from treatment bc my insurance ended.
so yeah that's whats been going on with me!
I hope you all have been fairing better
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I wish more people would draw/write Howdy just completely feral. This man is a hypocrite, he's got one-sided beef with Eddie, he sells very clearly inedible objects passed off as food, just let him be as unhinged as he already is
Yet another unhinged con-man, honestly from what I see he seems very done with everyone except Barnaby.
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The weirdest and stupidest and most horrible part about being an adult is that you still have to Adult when your life is falling apart.
You still have to work. You still have to pay bills. You still have to be a loving and attentive parent. Get dressed in the morning. Buy groceries. Feed your dog and cat.
And wait for the next time it's safe to let go and fall apart yourself, knowing you'll have to pick up the prices the next day and do it all over again.
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Life Update
So, I just got back from yet another appointment with a neurosurgeon a few hours ago and I was given the FANTASTIC news (/s) that I have two options. Either I....
Deal with nearly debilitating pain for the rest of my life, just trying to manage it or...
Have an insanely risky surgery performed on my lower spine
SO, writing prompts anyone?
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editing my novel makes me happy atm, and thats all
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hate feeling su*c*dal bc I don’t have anyone anymore. Maybe one person… but she’s also struggling and so I don’t want to bother her. Roleplays used to help. Tv used to help. writing used to help. editing used to help. Now I feel like I don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore. I can be extremely successful in my everyday life but it doesn’t come without costs and my body isn’t getting me anything.
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heya just an announcment:
the cable for my wacom broke so that's why the sudden drop in quality happened. I'm not gonna draw much other than my shitty lil doodlez, sorry! If you need to talk to me im gonna be listening to odetari and crying <3333
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I know like, this blog is mostly dead ig I never post new content but if anyone sees this and wants to send some asks as a fun distraction I would be infinitely grateful
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NEED to inherit 10,000,000 dollars from a mysterious estranged relative i've never met before. like right now
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Just know I’m gonna be in the theaters when Barbie drops, Shrek 5 drops, Mario drops (for Jack Black being Bowser), and when the Avatar movies drop in 2024
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me: :(
me: *buys a ticket for louis' concert in barcelona*
me: :)
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Vent sesh
I have a working, but banged up, car that needs repaired. Found out today that the other driver is avoiding his insurance. So now we sit and wait until they decide that I was not in the wrong and I can get this fixed and over.
I live in a complex that the landlord makes it impossible to contact someone if there is a 911. Looking at how to report them for this, since it can’t be legal.
I’m broke until next week. I have enough to get gas and some food.
One of my cats started shitting in the bathtub. No reason. So I get to deal with that now.
Trying to get my pets set up with wellness exams, dental cleanings, and cardio check ups. So expensive, even working in the vet field.
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