#like my dude you need to do this i cant im not there

[beansnpeets]

May be asking boss if I can work from home for the rest of the week so I can be closer to Rollei.

Jon called me at noon. Rollei is very swollen and Jon wanted me to call the vet again. I told him he needs to call since he's the one with eyes on him. If the vet has questions, I can't answer them properly. He was grumpy about it but agreed to make the call. It's been 20 minutes and I haven't heard anything back, but hopefully I will soon.

#barkin up some trees #idk why he needs me to fucking do it #i cant stand that hes doing this over and over again #like my dude you need to do this i cant im not there #im so tired and im so frustrated #i have been so angry at jon since yesterday #i know this is inconvenient for him rn like i get that #but being a grumpy ass about it isnt going to change things #we have to just deal with this as it happens #thats life bro #neuter 2024

[spaciebabie]

oh so you wanna fuck that monster huh. make sexy art of them without giving them muscles and/or making them look human

#spacie spoinks #this doesnt apply 2 monsters that are already humanoid #also its just a personal thing but muscles on male characters largely turn me off #hjdfkjsdf LIKE WHY IS STILL THE ONLY 'SEXY' MALE FORM IN FANDOM MUSCULAR AND/OR SKINNY #IM SOOO TIRED #yall be giving muscles 2 muh fuckers who DO NOT NEED THEM SHITS #IF YOU NEED 2 HUMANIZE A MONSTER IN ORDER 2 FUCK IT..............YOU AINT A MONSTERFUCKER DAWG................ #''wow this character is really sexy 2 me b/c of how human it looks now!!'' #you'll see the original design be some hulking beast who's shape isnt humanoid in the slightest and then some guy #will come along and be like ''hahaha yeah i wanna fuck this thing'' and then take the characters head and put it on a muscular human body #what is the point dawg. #this can also apply 2 robots #i dont caaareee if you have a humanoid design for 'x' robot/monster character #the problem is when you just. take a stereotypically attractive human body slap the character's head on here and then go crazy over that #and like the original character design does nothing for you. #dude. you dont want 2 fuck these characters you want 2 fuck a human wearing an object/animal head 😭 #true monster/robotfuckers want that thang in its canon form. you cant ride w/us if you're like that dawg #dont mind me this is just a pet peeve i have #its even worse when its female characters oh my godddd #these muh fuckers dont want 2 fuck monsters they wanna fuck a human woman cosplaying as one #good LORD

[confusedmothboy]

this scene being animated in todays episode

guys i cant do this

and i dont know how to talk about it without getting overly emotional about fictional characters

#dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #laios touden #yeah i kin laios what about it #yeah im autistic what about it #nono im so okay with the fact that that is the most accurate depiction of what it felt like trying to make friends when i was younger #dude his voice actor had me writhing on the couch in agony #“why didn't you just tell me” -me every time one of my friends dropped me out of the blue cause i was too annoying #GUYS I CANT DO THIS #the pain in his voice was way too real for me to be okay #ryoko kui youve done it again #gonna need a moment to recover from this #AUGHHGGH

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[frostedpuffs]

IM STILL THINKING ABOUT THE KITTEN

#im trying to work on ppu so much rn but literally EVERY TIME I TRY TO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE #MY BRAIN IS LIKE #DUDE YOU WANT THAT CAT SO BAD #AND THN I START CRYING JSDFJSDF #text post #I DONT NEED 4 CATS. BUT I WANT 4 CATS. DO YOU UNDERSTANd? #technically one of the cats in my house isn't mine. she is my brothers but he cant have cats where he lives so i care for her #BUT SHES NOT VERY FOND OF ME #is it so bad that i want a cat that will actually cuddle me!!! #inky is not a lap cat. he is just a 'pet me now and then' cat #and dash is very selective about when its cuddle time #and when he DOES cuddle it's for a very short period of time #I JUST WANT A LITTLE BABY THAT WNATS TO CUDDLE ME OKAYY???? #SHE WAS SOOOOOOOOOO CUDDLYYY

[todayisafridaynight]

people passing around that new LaD screenshot trying to figure out who's who and im so sorry but the lil figure in blue just makes me think of maria robotnik

#snap chats #if i cant escape shadow posting neither can any of you but now lets talk about this #it vaguely looks yellow on top ... do we see the vision or has been doing nothing but playing sth for a month done nothign for my health #im lying what is there even to talk about. idfk what im lookig at i see colors and shapes VALVKJAERKL #like idk how there are some mates coming to definitive answers as to what we see here #i COULD make guesses but i would not be confident in them #stealing this question from twitter but when do you guys thinks they'll announce a new game #op of that question said this summer or later this year but my money's the latter half of next year if not 2026 #idk .... they need a break after like. two and a half games #there's usually a one to two year gap between games right ? 2025 or 2026 seems like time to announce somethign i think #idk dont look at me im just a dude. it could be longer than that ...

[origamiyoda]

these r the two clips I was talking about earlier. whatever. I’m gonna punch a fucking wall.

#DUDE I CANT FUCKING STAND THE AGREGGOR ARC LEADING INTO THE ULTIMATE KEVIN ARC IT JUST FUCKING. RGRGHGGHGGHHHHHHH #where’s that post that’s like I understand why deer stand in front of cars. #SORRY THIS IS MAKING ME INSANE AGAIN. LOL I GUESS. #and then the. oh god I need to get the Andreas fault clip too. I don’t want to. starts crying #UAF #Ben 10 #Video #Leo yells #WHY WOULD YOU PUTVTHESE TWO CLIPS BACK TO BACK IM GONNA START KILLING #KEVIN 🫵 WERE YOU THINKING ABOUT THIS DURING FORGE OF CREATION. #KEVIN. SPEAK TO ME. WHAT THE FUCK. #normal behavior. #this paired w his bit from Andreas fault + perplexahedron + what a happens in forge of creation + the ultimate Kevin arc. God #it’s doing something vile to my brain

[disagigglebilities]

The interesting intersection of having both physical and mental disabilities and experience abled bodied mentally ill ableism and sane minded physically ill ableism

#anyway i am severly touch repulsed and my physically disabled friend wont stop touching me because he 'means no harm' and doesnt get it #like idc if you get it just fucking stop #dude also acts like telling me i need to do exposure therapy is gonna cure my driving phobia #like he has literally jokes about making me drive back places and refusing to drive #like i will kill you #also on the flip side is always having mentally ill people tell me that i sleep so much because of my depression #like no i have a physical health problem #a psychologist tried to pull the whole 'maybe it isnt that you cant do these things but that you wont' #like no im physically disabled i physically cant do those things stfu

[fatcowboys]

frustrating how fucking. disabling. being disabled is rn. im tired

#migraine buddy helpfully showed me my midas score which puts me in severely disabled bc of my migraines based on their impact #which on one hand was helpful in a sense of like. hey dude. these things fuck you up and have a huge impact and jts a thing #most peiple dont have to deal with. but also was like. god yeah i sure am and also i sure am still working full time and having to just. #work thru them and cope bc i certainly cant afford to have less money #its so fuckin i furiating being disabled in the us. i cant stop working bc then ill loose my healthcare which still costs me so much money #scream. tired. #my PA for nurtec was denied bc my ins wants me to try a diff one first #which is stupid bc like one why do u get to override my dr for your budget. #why does my healthcare need to suffer because youre cheap. you arent living with this shit. #and also the alternatives they suggested are injection based which. is scary for me as someone who used to have a terrible needle phobia #jax is able to help me w them which is good bc i know i cant give myself them (maybe could do the auto injectors but idk) #but its still so. why are u like thia. also it took u so long to deny my PA and im on no preventatives rn waiting for Something #to be approved. ugh. scream.

[arcaneyouth]

having a chronic illness/disability and also having medical trauma is a bitch for obvious reasons but also like. being part of the disabled community n stuff. like yeah i want to show my love and support for disabled people and i dont want to be uncomfortable when they talk about their experiences. if they talk about specific experiences i will stop breathing while the panic hits me like many bricks

#negative #sorta kinda #a lot of disability posts are like 'if you are uncomfortable with (disability stuff) you need to reexamine yourself and #learn to live with it' and these posts are true and i do have biases i gotta be aware of #but theres also stuff i just cant become comfortable with. ive tried. ive been trying for a decade #it is simultaneously true that i should be allowed to avoid my triggers and that other disabled people shouldnt have to be aware that #im triggered by them existing #i dont feel bad about that i just feel bad that i am apart of this community too but theres spaces i just cant be in #its the same kind of thing with like. so you'll never find me putting my ocs in a medical setting #i could potentially do it since i know exactly what triggers me and what doesnt but its easier to just avoid it in my stories #but the thing about my chronic illness is its. an invisible illness #and a lot of the things i could bring up for my readers to understand they have My Illness are. things that trigger me #and again. i have tried so hard to be more comfortable with these triggers #its not happening. it is likely i will panic about this stuff the rest of my life #so now theres a disconnect between me and my ocs that are like me because i cant make them like me without freaking out #its just. man what the hell. #my disability that gave me medical trauma is preventing me from participating in disabled spaces i want to be part of #what the fuck dude

[aiming-for-phantoms]

Hot take but I just read a long post about someone being so upset and angry about the way the other people on empires treat Jimmy Solidarity (pranks, making fun of him, ect) and people in the replies were agreeing and talking about how distraught it makes them and all I can say is you should really stop watching his/others' Empires videos if its making you that upset because I can guarantee that its all in good fun and the man is having a perfectly okay time. He's having fun with his friends, they just like to rag on him. My friends like to rag on me too and it's totally fine, I enjoy it. You're projecting and you're, like, WAY too invested if it's upsetting you like that. You're turning him having fun with his friends into something it's not.

Stop using his videos to make yourself miserable :| Go watch something else instead of being self destructive and then whining about it online when there's not even anything wrong or mean really happening :| I'm so serious when I say that this is chronically online behavior and you need to go talk to a professional because that is Not Normal.

#not to tumblr subtweet or whatever but what the fuck guys #get offline. genuinely #he is having fun with his friends. he is having a good time. #they were like “its giving me flashbacks to middle school” DUDE. STOP WATCHING. HIS VIDEOS GO AS HE WANTS THEM TOO. HE EDITS AND CHOOSES WH #AT TO POST. YOU ARE PROJECTING AND YOU'RE BEING A DICK. HE AND HIS FRIENDS ARE GOOFY IN A WAY THAT WOULD PERSONALLY MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. #LIKE OKAY SURE!!! IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN THATS OKAY AND YOU DONT HAVE TO BE IN THAT SITUATION. BUT YOURE BEING A DICK BY COMPLAINING ABOU #T IT AND WHINING ONLINE ABOUT HOW HE INTERACTS WITH HIS FRIENDS. IT IS PLAYFUL AND ENJOYABLE FOR HIM BECAUSE IF IT WASNT HE'D NOT BE DOING #IT BECAUSE HES AN ADULT AND HE WOULD TELL HIS FRIENDS (IN PRIVATE WHERE YOU CANT SEE IT) THAT WHAT THEYRE DOING IS UPSETTING HIM #you are being parasocial my guy #also stop using his videos to hurt yourself dude what??? that is not healthy??? #sorry for ranting. im sure ill get upset people in asks again. thats fine #idrc because im a fucking adult and i recognize that a grown ass man wouldnt be behaving like this and having a villain arc in minecraft #because he was genuinely mad at his friends :| and that you need to do something if seeing it is upsetting you and that its unhealthy that #people agree with you and theyre basically enabling you/encouraging you by acting like its normal to be so upset over something innocuous #rant over #aim.rant #aim.txt #jimmy solidarity #solidarity gaming #solidaritygaming #mcyt

[blueside-hobi]

As much as I love overwatch, I am so sick of people being mean. It seems like 90% of games whichever losing side either blames their tank or support when 90% of the time it's definitely not either. Also I only play quick play games so these don't even matter. I can understand being upset if you're playing competitive but people still don't need to be rude. Quick play is supposed to be fun. I usually get people commenting on me being a one trick but if I play anyone else then I get told I suck. How am I supposed to learn new characters if I get bullied from trying them? And especially now that there's only one tank I constantly see "tank diff" in the chat. Like grow up. It is very rarely only one person's fault that a game is lost and that's usually because they leave or they are literally not trying and just running around saying hi to the enemy team. No way was it all the tanks fault. And it's literally always the damage players complaining about it. Like maybe you're losing because you keep saying rude shit in the chat and you're bringing morale down and nobody wants to play with you.

#idk if the age group is just super young or if its literally just assholes that play but they need to do something about it #i feel like in the old overwatch it was easier to report people #but im also still new to this so maybe i just dont know how yet #and i mainly feel bad for the other people that have to play with them or when someone says something about my teammate #like i dont give a shit what people say to me personally #being a mercy one trick will give you a thick skin lol #but like i cant help but think about the next healer they play with #because it still does suck #like i get over it and continue like i dont see the comments but i wouldnt blame someone for stopping from healing them #any time someone on my team says something mean about our other healer i make sure to be extra aware of that healer and keep them alive #and ill take care of the asshole if they stop because i dont expect them to put up with them #the best though is when you start with a really toxic person and youre losing so badly that it genuinely hurts #and then they leave and all of a sudden you win #like yeah it was totally everyone else dude #overwatch

[zevrans]

act 3 is so overwhelming 😩 i am kind of lost in which order to do stuff since there are always timed quests that fail after some amount of long rests 🥲

#are you supposed to go to gortash's inaguration as soon as you cross wyrms fortress?? ive got the pass from that toymaker dude #i went there as to check what happens and gortash tells me about that orin might've infiltrated my camp #i go to lower city and quickly long rest 2 times and she disguised as lae'zel and kidnapped her😰 #< i just get overwhelmed and do long rests when i want to fast forward and see what happens and then reload and try to pace my playthru #is there a way to not trigger the kidnapping until at least i do some sidequests?? #i really feel like i should deal with orin after gortash she seems much more dangerous to me and story wise #but if i go to gortash's coronation he said to deal with her first abd so i am torn #but i also dont want to kill neither of them cause they are very entertaining villains too 👉👈🥺 #but im playing as a goodie tav so i cant not deal with them of course #i also rushed to cazador's palace and tried to fight him i guess i need at least 1 level more to deal with him 😵‍💫 #so i reloaded again 💀😩 #maybe i should take a break from this game idkvcmccmvmz #bg3 spoilers

[crimsonvamps]

POV when ur exes ex all of a sudden tries to take apart of you just cause they don't like themselves oof

#okay so I really love shadow and dark aesthetics right #I NEED TO VENT IN THE TAGS #during conflict when I was talkin to her #she all of a sudden starts to put shadow all over her playlists and starts liking him #when she knows how much hes meant to me #fukin sus as hell #and made her fursona dark colors #shes not even goth or emo I feel bad for her #like its cute she wants to cosplay and take apart of me cus #she cant accept herself #or she sees somethin she cant have #but it leaves such a bad taste in my mouth #like what the fuck gorl I know you were jealous #but im so sensitive to peoples bullshit when they pull shit like this #I know she'll move on and get a life but fukin what the fuck dude #happy I dont have to see it though and they are out of my life #I hope they become nicer to disabled people too in the future but I doubt it #loved shadow since I was kid mind you and she just started to cling to him lmao #shes weird as fuck #I hope they can both grow a spine one day #and I hope they can learn to do better and be themselves

[arsenicflame]

well i think its finally time to open this box

#sorry gang apparently i am incapable of sticking to my word and am continuing to have a personality on main and subject you all #to all of my bullshit #i am doing my best but i am a weak bitch who does not know how to process feelings #so its a fucking miracle im opening this box tbh. ive wavered a lot around this one #this round of thinking is being brought on by the probable imminent break up between me + my gf 🙃👍 #its been on the cards for a hot minute i mean. she hasnt sent me a message since the 8th of march until today and its like a. #we need to talk message so. like im not surprised. ans ive been thinking about it all a lot recently #i dont really want to realise im aro while im with someone so ive been avoiding it but like. ive been thinking. and ive been thinking if we #shouod break up too anyway because like. i get i am so hard to be around. but nothing. for a month. even a silly picture. it hurts dude #but i kinda didn't want to push because. i know i am. me. and a lot. and i know shes got stuff on her plate. but so do i #maybe we're both no good #to be around #nyxtalks #this is very not helpful in my whole. everyone i love leaves me eventually so i should isolate myself and push them all away thing i guess #but i dont think. i want to cling. i dont wanna be that pathetic. #she can do better than me (i cant do better than her) #i mean. idk ive been questioning if im aro anyway so. idk #i dont fucking know #honestly this is gonna be so cringe if this isnt what she wanted to talk about but like. what else could it possibly be i guess #dude i am so sorry if you read this this turned into relationship vent rather than my feelings around aromanticism #those are.complicated enough for their own post and i probably need to talk to some actual aromantic people about that

[zoppzoop]

GAAHAHHHHH

#venting in the tags #maybe its just past darkness and the Bad Thoughts which i shouldnt listen to are clouding my brain too much #but i feel so fucking weird and inadequate over everything rn #im unable to work on drawings as i usually would have and its kinda plaguing everything which it should like yeah i love drawing but #i cant let just one aspect of me ruin everything. right? the fact that i havent been able to draw as well as i usually can should make me #feel sick to the stomach and unsure about everything i do but it happening and i hate it. #plus i got the ipad id saved up from the comms to buy and its fun and nice and all and maybe i just need more practice with it but i feel #like im not able to draw on it even more? and i spent the whole day trying to get used to it but its just not as good?? and then when i went #back to the no screen wacom i couldnt get a hang of it becuase idek its just not happening #and also the fucking art block wants me dead i swear i want to draw so bad and i have so many ideas but the moment i start anything its just #crumbles down into nothingness and i hate everything i do and gods fuck i want to cry but i can because there are people at home and #usually im a big 'crybaby' when im at home but i dont fucjing wanna be like that anymore like i can handly my shit myself im fine. #i dont need to just fuckinf cry abiut it becuase thats not gonna fox anything but also i feel like crying might just make me feel better #but then id have to hear shit from my family and i know theyre just teasing in a /pos way but i dont wanna fucking deal with that #plus my brother iust talking to him os annoying sometimes like he talks about things so condescendingly and fucking hel dude shut #the fuck up i dont need you telling me that my art is something people can 'just do' and the fact that i was able to get the ipad #'basically for free since i got that money from the little drawings i make' as if they dont fucking mean anything to you like #shut the fucking fuck up dude i worked hard on those and even though i dont like my own shit sometimes i still fucking work hard on those #fuck you you bitch #i think a lot of things are just piling up and i need to sleep #tomorrow will be a new dawn and a fresh start and maybe ill hate myself less #ps. note to anyone reading the tags #im fine i just needed to yell out and express my frustration a bit. some sleep will help surely.