See, if you’re willing to go through all of this to find him, then... well, that guy, whoever he is... is a threat to you. And your former leader, well, when she was in control of Roxy she said that nothing of this earth can harm you. So if he’s a threat to you and nothing of this earth can harm you, well... that would mean he’s not of this earth. Which explains why you look like a scared little baby.