#meant <3 HEHEHE

[hyunsvngs]

just wanted to say im sooooo freakin grateful for u guys 🩷🩷🩷😔 thank u for always loving my fics and sending me feedback.

if i have a bad day i log on here to see ur guys opinions on my stuff and it always makes me happy 😔😔 i love u guys

#juno’s posts ♡ #me being soppy LOL #i just love my lil hyunsvngs community u guys <2 #meant <3 HEHEHE

[berryblu-soda]

Oh btw, Pretzel update: THE CREATURE HAS BEEN CONTAINED!

#hehehe #always meant to put her in the jar but id misplaced the cap xd #crocheted her w the jar size in mind :3 #also hhhh she looks better irl; sorry girlie U_U #i cant take photos to save my life #my rooms hella dusty so this should help #shut up sheo #jrwi pretzel #crochet #jrwi riptide #shutup im allowed to post her twice >:p

[peppermintmochafem]

deciding that your housebutch who normally waits so patiently and obediently for you to get home is getting a little tooo eager. it must be from the extra energy they have from now having the lightest workload they have ever had, thanks to you. they just need to work all that rambunctious energy that they have off. what butches really need is another butch to work their energy out with, to wrestle around with. getting them another butch to stay at home with them, to keep them in line, to keep them denied and distracted

#femme4butch nsft #femme4butch4butch #like a puppy playdate heheh #boytoys <3 #this isnt meant to objectify butch4butch (okay maybe a litttle bit but respectfully) <3

[meownotgood]

post this shirtless aki

#shirtless aki for good luck #I meant to say it earlier but #I have the csm blu ray that has this art in it on the way heheh #high quality shirtless aki soon... 😈 #aki <3

[skitskatdacat63]

And now a matching Fernando :D

#he IS the moment #oops yeah sorry au art on the race wknd apologies #i dont know whats gotten into me #i just sit and draw something from start to finish for 3 hrs straight #ON SCHOOL NIGHTS #im serious when i say this au has infected me 😭😭😭 #if no one is feeding me i gotta feed myself!!!!!!! #also posting this as manifestion for luck for fernando this wknd!!! #scheduling it for btwn fp1 and fp2 so lets hope both go well haha #every time i draw fernando the most important part is his lower lashes omg #i gotta give him little itty bitty lashes hehehe. i draw him like i draw my own self portraits 😭😭 #uhhhhh the shirt isnt really supo #the little tongue is both to match seb and to reference this random pic of him from zandvoort 23(i think) #very important to me that he is the most ostentatious man ever #i meant to draw his coat with the embroidery but aghhhhh im such a sucker for those puffy ruffley sleeves #hope uou guys dont mind all the au stuff(i know you dont but my anxiety forces me to still say so AGGHHHHHHH) #but as ive said ive not been this creatively driven in a while so lots of fun :D #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #f1 art #formula 1 art #boy king au

[egg-on-a-legg]

am in alexandre cabanel's L'Ange dèchu

#ihnmaims #i have no mouth and i must scream #allied mastercomputer #am ihnmaims #will i ever be able to keep a consistent am design? no <3 #also ouuuogh yes im still sick ill get to work on those requests as soon as im able to line shit again #body horror #body horror tw #also YES his wires are meant to look like Meats hehehe #eggsdraws

[coldercreation]

I know many people have said this before but the way Nathan was characterized is so realistically good. I relate a lot to what Nathan goes through and honestly wish he was real so him and I can be friends. Thank you for writing CYE and the whole series in general. With the way you write Nathan, if you don't mind me asking, what is the reference you used for him because he was the first person that was accurate!

Aaa, thank you so much<3 I'm so glad you have found CYE and the series and Nathan relatable, it means a lot to me and makes me really happy!

I'm not sure what you mean by reference, but if you mean the mental health aspects I used to build his character, I do have some specific research points that could be helpful. I also just recently posted about my personal vitamin deficiencies that most definitely have affected the way I describe feelings in my writing. As in, no matter what the characters' circumstances are or what's happening to them in the story, I will use my personal experience with anxiety, depression, "how life feels" to describe their anxiety, depression, "how their life feels". So, like I said in that post; ignoring what is causing Nathan's anxiety etc. in the story, if you relate to how he FEELS and how I have described those feelings... feeling(?), I'd recommend checking your vitamins lol.

I wrote in the tags of that post: "The description of Nathan's experience could and would still be rather accurate, even if you don't have these physical health issues! Depression and anxiety etc from a deficiency is still depression and anxiety. + When I write Nathan I have a set of mental health “maps” or “guides” for his character (like C-PTSD and CEN and OCD). Yes I use my own feelings and experiences to describe his anxiety etc, but his character is built around these specific mental health markers / trauma research / symptoms etc (like C-PTSD and CEN and OCD). So I'm pretty sure Nathan's POV would still look very similar based on just that research and ignoring the stuff about deficiencies."

I mentioned some of those mental health/trauma/character marker 'reference' points for Nathan in those tags. I've done a lot of reading into these topics and refer to them time to time whenever I get more into a Nathan's POV chapter where these things get more relevant. There's a bunch of old posts about my research on this blog too if you scroll down... forever hahah! (Go to the Archive and scroll all the way down to November 2019, that way you should be able to skim over most of the text posts that have some of my research. There's more hidden behind a few of the photo posts so you'll have to scroll through a bit more if you want to find everything😅)

I haven't really identified or "diagnosed" Nathan with anything specific, as that didn't really feel necessary nor even right to me. I looked into what his type of childhood experiences etc. could lead up to in adulthood and how they could possibly present themselves, and started building his story around that, trying to 'match' the psychology with his experiences. Sometimes I've also flipped the script the other way; After learning about a 'symptom' described in the research, I've introduced it for Nathan's character, and after that also included the circumstances that would've/could've led to him exhibiting that symptom. Often I also just wing it lmao; my writing is not medical information even though I do try to research a lot. It's all fiction, but with a psychology / self-help like twist? Or something.

Here's some of the research points for Nathan's character building:

C-PTSD = Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

Emotional Flashbacks

CEN = Childhood Emotional Neglect | This was a big character source!

OCD = Obsessive Compulsive Disorder | Nathan has some tendencies

4Fs – Fight, Flight, Freeze, and Fawn Trauma/Stress responses | Nathan's character is built around the Freeze type (in his childhood situation, the other Fs weren't really an option for him; couldn't fight back, couldn't leave, couldn't change the situation by behaving 'well')

General Anxiety

Social Anxiety

(Self) Isolation | I also read about Hikikomori, and later about the effects of the pandemic Lockdowns and how those have been affecting us.

Chronic Shame

Mother Wound

etc.

Hope that's helpful if this was what you meant! Thank you again, I'm so glad you've liked my writing xx

#Thank you for letting me nerd out :) #Sorry if this wasn't what you meant lmao! #But yous got a nerdout regarless heheh! #Feeling emo bc it's been awhile since I've looked all the way back to 2019 on this blog #and seen all that old moodboard stuff #oaaaa #(Nathan's still A careful 'n slow to warm up child -but he'd definitely want to be friends with you too<3)

[sysig]

Can we see the Charm bear please

Yes!!

Look at her! She's so cute!

It's a little hard to see, but her fur has that swirl-pattern to it that looks like subtle flowers, or in Charm's case, cotton candy :D She also smells like cotton candy!!

#Build a Bear #Fun fact: Ma and I have been planning to make a Charm plushy for like three years now lol #And we have purchased some fabric for it! When we get there lol #And from the looks of it it's the exact same fabric haha ♪ We got ours in two different pinks but I mean #She's a pink swirl bear! She's so cute!! Ah!!! #Both smol and I upon returning home were just like ''These clothes are cute but like...'' Lol #We were both just thinking to ourselves that making our own clothes for them - we both want to! #She especially has been wanting to get into making doll clothes so it's kinda the perfect in #Plus while the overalls she got for hers look Adorable they are a bit on the small side #Even just imagining this little Charm bear with the thigh-high shoes and kneepads - so like her wristie! #I got the wristie 'cause I was thinking of her bonbons but honestly they almost match her kneepads better haha #Made sure that she's got her guns out >:3c And shorts haha although I think they're meant to be boxers? #Either way she's so cute and huggable <3 #And smells so nice! They use the little scent thingies like a bath and then they put it inside with the heart haha #I haven't been to Build-a-Bear since I was a littley so it was really nice to get to do so again with my siblings <3 #I hope they both had fun ♥ #Also you Know I'm gonna be drawing Charm with this little one hehehe #Villainsona #Just Desserts #Lol

[tiniest-spook]

behold! my first glove, made with cascade heritage sock in charcoal.

[IDs: several photos of a hand wearing a knit heathered dark grey glove, which is fingerless toward the tip of the pointer finger and thumb. close-up shots show both sides of the thumb gusset and join, as well as the join between the pinky and ring finger.]

it was just intended for practice & will soon be frogged entirely, but i’m still very proud of it! my first complete pair will be knit with malabrigo ultimate sock in piedras as a gift for my sibling :) i decided to knit this practice glove because i was worried abt ladders & eyelets, but they didn’t even end up being issues for me! the glove did turn out a bit baggy at the palm, so i’ll make sure to factor in a bit of negative ease for the actual pair, & do the stitch calculations for each finger before beginning anything so i can make sure the math all adds up ahead of time 😅 i ended up having to make mini gussets in btwn some of the fingers, so now i also know to work the decreases towards the inside cast-on/pick up edge & to Not take sts from the main body, since that makes them quite visible. ‘twas a nice exercise :)

bonus: piedras, which i’m super excited to work with! it's my first time using malabrigo yarn

[ID: a hank of sock yarn. it is earth-toned, with reds, browns, oranges, blues, greens, and purples.]

#i made this! #knitting #knitters of tumblr #i used nimble needles' how to knit gloves blog post to figure out all the calculations btw!! he's always so helpful #& as a sock knitter this was pretty much a breeze tbh! it felt daunting but i was in good hands <3 #anyway i already have the malabrigo in a cake & i'm off to knit my gauge swatch now hehehe #EDIT: accidentally said mini-gusset increases when i meant decreases. fixed :)

[wheatcak3]

a perfect fit 😌❤️✨

#a handsome little witch familiar he is! #ignore the fact i drew the wrong shirt for with bard lmaooo perhaps wispti spilled some juice on it or something ;) #this is meant to pair with the previous post btw haha #i wish i could ramble about my witch au lmaooo im not very good at wording things though so i gotta draw it all hehehe!!! <3 #genshin impact #venti #nameless bard #witch au #witch!bard #witch!venti #wheat art

[bumblingbabooshka]

Doodle Page: Tuvok + T’Pel in outfits. Asil shows her dad her art.

#[REDACTED] family shenanigans #doodle page #st voyager #st voyager art #T'Pel is not that tall she's not meant to be standing next to him HEHEH #T'Pel fits under Tuvok's chin she's smaaall #T'Pel #Tuvok #Varith #Asil #art kid experience: showing your art to your parent who doesn't know anything about art but supports you anyway <3 #vulcan robes look spacious enough for a child to be wrapped up in one #bea art tag

[perceabeth]

Hiiii!

if you are feeling up to it please do “you're doing a great job, love. please don't let other's rude comments get to you."

Also I adore your writing style<3

"Sure you don't need training wheels with that, Princess?" Annabeth has never felt more embarrassed. All the blood in her body rushes into her face and she scowls at the ground, pushing herself off and slapping Percy's outstretched hand away. He's wearing that obnoxious smirk, his t-shirt billowing against his chest in the wind. He looks so at home here, surrounded by a bunch of obnoxious, loud-mouthed, snapback-loving dickheads– it makes her chest ache. A home she'd just proven to anybody who's watching that she definitely does not belong in. "Up and at 'em, Chase!" Clarisse calls from the other side of the park. She's been zooming about the ramps on her worn out board since they got here. "You're doing great! Don't let the haters get you down." "Yeah, Chase." Her biggest (and only) hater sneers. There's a cheeky glint in his eye and he holds his hands out to her with a snort. "I can't believe you thought you could actually out-skate me." There's a dismissal in his tone that lights an wild, uncontrollable fire in her. She appreciated Clarisse's positive affirmation, but nothing gets her going quite like a little competition– and Percy must know that because his smile is smug when she scowls at him. So what if he's been skating his entire life and she's been doing it thirty two minutes and fourteen seconds? She's Annabeth Chase. She shoves him by the shoulders, her spirit reinvigorated with a new challenge– make her boyfriend eat. his. words. She steps onto the skateboard and takes some pleasure in the expression on his face. "Oh. It's on, Jackson."

#u did not specify whom i am simply reverting to percabeth <3 #also i get that the prompt was meant to be comfort but like. i just thought it would be more fun as a lil fluff thingy <3 #sorry hehehe #stevie #q&a

[autistic-ace-bee]

i earned $105 over today and yesterday for skip filling 😎

damn you musta filled thaf aussie white boy to the brim,,,

#i know whaf hou meant hehehe #cupcake collection <3

[potatobugz]

Ur creek is soooo cute and butters is so omg I want to give him a big smooch and and AHHHNVFVGFXMNVHDF

smiles so dearly... thank you!! I am late to this but bwaa thank u for the kind words <:3

#rambles #that thing at the end was meant to be a :3 face with sad eyebrows but it kinda looks like a mouse heheh

[goldenhour-s]

Hey! If you want to add notifications to your sims posts there’s a couple PSDs out there that are made where you can type in the notification or make up your own. Just search “sims 4 notification psd” and it should come up. You can do it all easily in photoshop if that’s what you have :)

ahh thank you sm for this info!!! i didn't think we had resources like that and it sounds really useful, i'll definitely check for such psds for future use <3

#(ik we do have psds to download in our community i just meant ones for notifications heheh) #i'm a lil self-aware about translating some notifs especially if they contain metaphors or neologisms etc #but that's a me issue #writing my very own notifs sounds fun tho :3 #ngl i'm still curious about the english version just because i enjoy consuming media in my second language #anywho! this was very helpful - thank u again anon! #anon ask

[berryblu-soda]

bestie i was barely of tumblr age lmaoo#youve actually been estimating right; im 20#was 14 when i joined tumblr and inmediately jumped onto the vld fandom#when it was inbetween season 1 and 2#so we met shortly after that timespan#asfsfd sorry im trying to figure out the time frame out loud#anyways placing you in the 25-26 range but i do not remember where i got that info from lmao#so yeah; ty for sticking around with lil baby me haha; love ya <3<3<3#poll

oh wow you WERE BABY lol!!!!

Ppfpugukydjddiy its funny the because most of the time in my head you're 16-18 and every time you talk about college classes, I'm like "what?! She's not that old-.... oh wait. Time is a thing, yeah she is pfbdldhdkdb"

I joined tumblr imbetween seasons 2 and 3, but I think you were one of my first few followers so I guess it wasnt too much longer after you joined lol. Thanks for sticking around!!!! <3<3

AND YOURE ACTUALLY SPOT ON FOR MY AGE I'm like literally 25 and a half (exactly next Friday)

i was!!!! oh gosh i would be incredibly concerned if i saw a 14 year old just waddling around on here nowadays ahdhfgshgdfdhg, like!!! that is a literal kindergartener??? GET OUTTA HERE!! go play club penguin or something-

yeah that happens to me too!! like, people age or pass different phases in life but your brain still registers them as an older version, even if you know the facts, its funky haha

yeah!! i do remember you pretty early on, and also that you were one of the few blogs i trusted with my life when i still didnt know how to filter content i didnt want to see ashdggfdhfgdh. of course i´d stick around!!! cool tumblr mutual to friend pipeline going strong💪😤 (<- hope that sentence made sense lmao) even if i havent gottent into everything you watch, you have amazing taste in media and based og posts!!! (that i really want to interact with more aughh o(-( )

lastly, bro??? super proud of my blind guess now hahahah, what the heck?? happy early mid-birthday lmaoo

#thx for the wait!! took a tad longer than i meant to to reply but we here now :D #abby <3 #ask #take care frend <3<3<3<3 throwing in a hydration check in the tags hehehe >:3