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anotherkpopvictim · 5 years

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Come Back To Me - NamJinKook Littlespace Drabble

(Source - nochuie)

“mami-200o asked: Hey I love your blog it’s real cute and your writing is amazing, if requests are still open can I ask for little Jungkook being really clingy with his care givers (Namjin) and maybe having separation anxiety and stuff. Just super soft and fluffy. Maybe they need to leave the house and Jungoo has to stay behind and he gets upset. Thank you 🥺💗“

A/N: Ooh, my first poly request! I hope I did your request justice :) Also, I added some background Taegi, I hope you don’t mind!

Relationship: Little!Jungkook X Caregiver!Namjoon X Caregiver!Jin

Rating: T

Words: 2332

Light angst, fluff, non-sexual

WARNINGS: Jungkook gets close to having a panic attack (I put this just because I don’t want to trigger anyone)

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Jungkook couldn’t get to sleep.

He had his favorite blanket (giant, red and fluffy) wrapped around him, trying desperately to make up for the lack of arms holding him close. He preferred the warms chests to the chilly pillow he had under his head.

The young man sighed out for the nth time in the last forty-eight hours - ever since they left.

“Y-You’re going to come back, right?” Jungkook knew it was a dumb question, but he couldn’t help himself. His little side needed reassurance.

Namjoon and Jin, his caregivers (and boyfriends) had to leave for three-day conference in Los Angeles, and due to his work schedule, Jungkook wasn’t able to go with them. And there was no way he was going to leave the grandma (Jungkook called her Nana) that owned the bakery he worked at on such short notice.

So now, Jungkook was seeing his boyfriends off, all of them full of anxiety. This would be the longest they’d been away from each other since they became boyfriends, so they were all a little on edge.

“Of course we’re coming back,” Namjoon ruffled his hair fondly, eyes wrinkling in a bittersweet smile. “Don’t be silly, bun.”

Jungkook pouted, “I’m gonna miss you.”

Arms circled around his midsection from behind and kisses were pressed to the back of his head. “Gonna miss you too, baby. Love you so much.” Jin said into his hair.

Namjoon pressed forward so they were in a Jungkook sandwich. “Me too. Love you, baby.”

Jungkook couldn’t help the whine that bubbled up in his throat as he tightened his arms around Namjoon, doing his best to bury the sound further into his chest. “I’m gonna miss you guys the most.” he sniffled, trying desperately not to cry. “Just come back to me.”

Words of “promise” were whispered into his ear, kisses all along his face following the words.

As Jungkook waved and watched the back of Yoongi’s car disappearing down the road, he finally let his tears begin to fall.

Taehyung was at his side in seconds, long arms wrapping around him comfortingly. “Let’s go inside, Kookie. Do you wanna cuddle until Yoongi gets back?”

The younger sniffled pitifully and nodded, allowing his best friend to guide his slumped body back into the condo.

Since then, two days have passed (Fifty-six hours and ten minutes, not that he was counting) and Jungkook was having a ridiculously hard time coping without his hyungs. It was embarrassing how badly he was affected, how much he craved for the familiar warmth of their bodies holding him close.

Sure, Taehyung and Yoongi were staying with him to keep him company, and they both gave amazing cuddles whenever he needed, but they weren’t his boyfriends. They weren’t his caregivers.

It was only about eleven o’clock at night, but he was still surprised when someone knocked on his bedroom door.

“Hey, Kook,” Taehyung peeked his head in and gave the younger a kind of sheepish look. “Your hyungs are on the phone for you.” he waved around his phone, making it light up with the call screen.

Jungkook thought for a moment, Why didn’t Namjoon and Jin just call me themselves? Then, it clicked. It was some kind of bad news. Something they needed to tell Taehyung first.

With shaking hands, the younger took the phone and pressed it against his ear. He gulped, “H-Hello?”

“Hey, baby,” Jin’s soft voice sent a wave of relief over him instinctively, “How are you doing? Sorry, we haven’t gotten time to call you.”

“I’m alright, hyung. Just r-really missing you.” Jungkook tried so hard to hold back the emotions overwhelming him.

“Ah, bunny,” Namjoon’s velvety voice was muffled a bit by the phonecall, but it still sent a shiver down Jungkook’s spine. “We’ve been missing you so much, too.”

“I-Is there something wrong?” Jungkook asked, unable to stop himself. He couldn’t ignore the bad feeling in his gut.

“W-Well...” Jin hesitated.

For a moment, it sounded like someone covered the phone with their hand as the younger heard muffled whispers and ruffling noises. Then, Namjoon was speaking again, “Jungkookie, baby, there was a mix up with our return airplane tickets. We’re not getting out tomorrow, it will be two more days until we can get home.”

Two more days of this torture? Jungkook thought to himself wiltingly.

“We’ll be back on Monday morning, eight in the morning your time,” Jin said, sounding sorry.

“O-Okay,” Jungkook said quietly. Taehyung had his arms around him again (it was a common occurrence anyway, but especially during the last few days) and it did make the younger feel somewhat better.

“I’m so sorry, love,” Namjoon said, “I wish we could get back to you sooner, but there’s just nothing we can do.”

“No, I-I understand. I’m just sad.”

“Us too, baby,” Jin whispered, and the wavering of his voice was clear even over the phone. “Us too.”

That night was a mess of tears (on Jungkook’s part, but Taehyung and Yoongi both teared up at seeing their friend so upset) and limbs (Taehyung was an aggressive cuddler, but Jungkook wasn’t complaining).

The next two days passed in a slow blur where Jungkook didn’t really feel all there. He was in a haze, feeling more and more vulnerable as the hours went by.

It all built up and up until it finally spilled over Sunday morning, when Jungkook was working a shift at the bakery.

He’d managed through the baking part alright, but when it came time to decorate, things went wrong.

His mind kept wandering off to Namjoon’s dimples and Jin’s eye smile, how they hugged Jungkook so tightly he almost couldn’t breathe. Just the way he liked it. How his Appa and Daddy sometimes gave him kisses all over his face. Jungkook loved it when they did that - when they showered him in all their love at the same time.

Jungkook shook himself out his daze and looked down to see a sight that made his eyes widen.

He was supposed to cover the cupcakes evenly in a variety of light blue, pink and white icing, but instead, he’d used all the colors to create a messy but kind of cute flower pattern on the top. Then, at some point, he had apparently grabbed the sparkly silver sprinkles and dumped a hold load of them all over the cupcakes.

Jungkook took a step back in shock for a moment before he realized that in his daydreaming he had slipped into littlespace. He stumbled and fell to the floor as he looked around with wide eyes.

“Kook-ah,” Nana poked her head into the back of the bakery, worry in her eyes. “Are you alright, dear?”

All Jungkook could do was shake his head. He’d never slipped in public like this before. At least he and his boyfriends had made a plan just in case this very scenario ever happened.

“Take your time, Kookie,” Nana said, “Call someone to get you home if you need to, love. You look like you need some time off.”

“T-Thank you, Nana.” he managed out, trying his best to keep his Big Boy voice going.

As soon as Nana left the kitchen and returned to the bakery, Jungkook grabbed at his phone from his (thankfully nearby) jacket. His fingers shook as he tried to find the right number.

“TaeTae-hyungie? Kookie n-needs help!”

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Yoongi cuddled with a crying Jungkook on his bed that night, while Taehyung was in the other room on the phone with Namjoon and Seokjin, who were at the Shanghai airport waiting for their layover flight.

“Yeah, he’s fine, hyungs,” Taehyung assured them for the millionth time, “He ate a little bit of mac and cheese earlier for me, so he’s still eating, and he’s been in and out of consciousness today. He keeps wearing himself out with his crying, but at least he’s getting some sleep.”

“Oh, my poor baby,” Jin sounded heartbroken. Taehyung could picture him covering his mouth with his hand in anguish.

“Taehyung, do you think we could talk to him?” Namjoon asked.

Taehyung made an unsure noise and bit his lip between his teeth, “I don’t know, hyung, I think hearing your voices might make things worse right now. Might set him off.”

Jin sighed, “Yeah, I guess you’re right. Well, just tell our baby that we love him a lot, okay?”

“I will, hyung. I promise,” Taehyung replied, “Have a safe flight.”

It took another hour of crying before Jungkook finally couldn’t cry anymore once again. He was passed out cold on the bed and Yoongi slipped away to talk to Taehyung quickly.

“It’s so hard to see him like that,” Taehyung mumbled into his boyfriend’s shoulder. They had been avoiding any PDA with Jungkook around, not wanting to remind him that his own boyfriends were away.

“It is,” Yoongi agreed, pressing a kiss to the side of the younger’s head. “It reminds me of when that first Christmas that we got together. You went home and I went on vacation to Japan with my family.”

Taehyung hummed, “The first time we were away from each other for more than a day or two.”

“Those two weeks sucked,” Yoongi grumbled, “But we definitely weren’t as close then as Jungkook, Namjoon and Jin are now. So I can’t imagine how bad it is for all of them.”

“They’ll be here soon. Jungkook’s going to be fine.”

Or maybe, not so fine.

Three hours later, the little startled awake, shaking and teary eyes wide as he looked around frantically. “Where D-Daddy? And A-Appa?” he asked, voice wavering already.

“They’ll be here soon, bunny,” Taehyung replied, trying to shush the younger back to sleep before there was another round of crying. It appeared to do the opposite, as in his haste to calm the little, Taehyung let that special name slip.

“No! O-Only Daddy and Appa can call K-Kookie that!” Jungkook said, voice not quite at a shout but getting there. He looked more hurt than angry about it.

“Jungkookie, sweetheart, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to-”

Jungkook could feel the familiar feelings of a panic attack coming on. His heart was beginning to beat faster, his palms rapidly becoming damp.

Where were his Daddies? Why weren’t they here? Did they not love Kookie anymore?

A whine made its way out of Jungkook’s throat and he lifted his sweaty hands to clutch at the front of Taehyung’s shirt. “H-Hyungieeee, please. Need Daddies.” he whimpered.

Taehyung was doing his best to keep the younger calm as more time passed and eventually Yoongi slipped out of the condo to go pick up Namjoon and Jin. They both knew that Jungkook wasn’t in any shape to go to the airport and meet them there.

It felt like forever before the front door to open again, but it finally did just as Taehyung’s throat was getting sore from singing lullabies to Jungkook.

As soon as Taehyung heard the definite voice of Namjoon from the entryway, he turned to Jungkook. “Kookie, sweetie, your Daddies are back!”

The younger shot up from where they had been cuddling and began scrambling off the bed and out of the room while Taehyung tried to keep him from tripping over everything. He sniffled and ran like his life depended on it.

The moment that Jungkook skidded into the hallway and spotted Namjoon and Jin in the entryway, he cried out, “D-Daddy! Appa!”

Namjoon caught his baby with a grunt as he threw himself into his arms, Jin already there to rub the younger’s back. “Hi, bun. We missed you.” Namjoon said.

“We did.” Jin echoed.

“Kookie missed Daddies s-so much. So much, he don’t even know how much!”

Everyone in the condo resisted the urge to coo.

“Oh, my poor little baby, huh?” Jin took Jungkook swiftly into his own arms, allowing Namjoon to finish taking off his jacket and hanging it up. The oldest nuzzled at the side of the little’s face, pressing soft, reassuring kisses there.

Jungkook smacked a big kiss on Jin’s cheek before twisting around a bit to do the same to Namjoon. Taehyung and Yoongi watched on in the background fondly.

“K-Kookie almost thought Daddies didn’t love him anymore,” the little admitted sheepishly, “He had sad thoughts.”

“Well, you don’t ever need to worry about that, baby boy,” Namjoon’s voice rumbled against his back, “Your Daddy and I love you so much. It’s not possible for us to ever not love you, bunny.”

“You’ll always be our bunny, Kookie. Remember that, alright?” Jin added softly.

Jungkook nodded into Jin’s chest. “Kookie will. He got scared. Sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry, love,” Namjoon bopped his nose with a finger, causing it to scrunch cutely. “It’s okay to be scared sometimes.”

After Jungkook gave two big hugs to Yoongi and Taehyung and saw them off with his Daddies, the three reunited boyfriends cuddled up on the couch, squishing the little between the two taller ones, just as he liked it.

They started playing The Little Mermaid on the television, and Jin even made them all some hot chocolate (he may have only done it just to be able to see his baby’s eyes light up with excitement again).

Jungkook knew that even though his anxiety sometimes got the best of him, his Daddies would never fall out of love with him. They were too close and they just loved him too much, just as they had said before.

Though countless panic attacks were inevitable in the future, Jungkook knew that everything would be okay, because he had his Daddies with him, right by his side.

Jungkook smiled almost dopily and snuggled deeper into his boyfriends’ embrace. They responded easily by tightening their grip on him.

Above him, Namjoon grinned at the younger’s cuteness before he leaned over to kiss Jin quickly on the lips. Then, the two of them attacked Jungkook’s face and neck with loving kisses, causing the little to burst out in adorable giggles.

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A/N: So this kind of took off in its own direction before I could stop it. I hope it was okay, though. Let me know what you think.

If you would like to request a BTS littlespace drabble, you can go to my Request Guidelines page.

Thank you for reading! I purple you all <3

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xavierscos · 7 years

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Not depicted: Any side characters for stories (example: Alejandro’s family, Traci’s family, Garrett’s old bff, Oscar’s pals) bc they don’t get any development, any fandom ocs (so, warrior cats and gem ocs), and co-owned ocs (Mattie+Mako’s kids, Sikey+Grey’s kids, and Ziker+Grey’s kids)

Here’s a small blurb about each one but if u want 2 kno more abt any of em, hmu! I love talking abt my ocs :”) ((not all at once tho u gotta specify who u wanna hear more abt))

Sikey – My oldest and FAVORITE oc! She’s the most developed tbh. She’s married to Grey (Moe’s OC); her age depends on the artwork (because sometimes I’ll draw stuff abt her from her past or even like future au’s so yeah. Typically in the late 20s – early 30s age).

Ziker – He was actually originally Sikey’s “”genderbender”” (yikes lmao). But his personality was like 10x more different and I decided “hey u kno what. He’s his own guy”. He’s a trans boy whose two years older than Sikey, and he’s married to Grey’s brother Gery (Moe’s OC).

Carrie – Sikey + Ziker’s mom! She got out of an abusive relationship after Sikey was born (like, a year or so after. The boyfriend abandoned her + her kids) but she’s been a HELLA RAD mom. She moved from Italy when Sikey/Ziker were around 2-3 and 4-5 (trying 2 give her kids enough time to learn English as well as Italian). Never really hooked up with anyone else but in a certain verse/au monster version of carrie ends up dating alejandro’s mom, Rosita ! idk if it’s the same for human verse (which, probably is I mean. They all have human versions idk why I drew alejandro/garrett/traci and banner/Oscar/Vicky/Adelaide as their monster/anthro uehguh versions when htye have canon human designs and actually kinda take place verse??? Idk I guess its bc I introduced alejandro/garrett/traci as those designs). She’s in her 40’s-50s depending on sikey’s age

Mac – another old oc! He’s mute and really friendly and loves jokes. Mainly sex jokes. Fucking shameful boy. Age typically in late teens, like 18+

Rachel – yet another old oc! She was actually just sikey’s friend and mac’s friend but ive changed it now so that Rachel is mac’s older sister! She’s around the same age as sikey

Opal – she has vitiligo and DID. She’s nicky’s bff and she’s not exactly that developed : (….she does have cameos w/ Nicky in a few of my works such as FNJB. Like I said not much of her is developed! Idk how many alters she has but 2 of them include a nervous jittery boy in his teens, paranoid of work and shit; another is an aspiring actress and loves being dramatic for literally no reason. Stubs her toe? Flings herself onto the table and wails a monologue.

Nicky – asHFDUF I had a lot of stuff abt them but I forgot bc I never wrote it down so they’re still in rough development. They’re a few years younger than opal, and agender. They also may either have autism or OCD (or both). I do know they like to collect items such as shells and caps and shit, and they associate specific moods + feelings with said items so if they’re feeling a certain way towards someone they give them the items

Mattie – another old oc asufdshf. He’s one of the most developed and he’s a BASIC BITCH I hate him. Ugh. Fucker. He’s boyfriends w/ Moe’s oc Mako and they have like 80 kids pls chill n slow tf down

Atticus – mattie’s bff. He’s bi and chill and a BIG BARA BOY. Trying 2 hook up n date moe’s oc alec. Cuties…. He used 2 have a giant crush on mattie but its passing now bc hey matties in love w mako (they’re.. pretty close 2 getting engaged I mean,,)

Sandra – another friend of matties squad! She’s like, the mom figure and codie’s girlfriend. She also has a younger brother ronny whose a PIECE OF SHIT its unbelievable they’re related. I love sandra

Codie – super chill trans gal. she loves to lounge around and helps Sandra babysit sometimes; she has an odd love for board games. What the heckie. Also dyes her hair pink bc. Pretty. Also she has a younger brother named tye whose the youngest of the squad

Reese – a new oc! He’s p chill. Screen gets stabbed by todd and bb keeps almost getting him killed. Let this kid rest he’s so tired.

Todd – FUCKING. MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!! He has a chest mouth and HES MEAN.

BB – a little SHIT BAG. Literally a walking and talking tablet who makes sexual innuendos and jokes abt porn. Fucking . aisdfudfsd

Adrien – adventurous trans boy made of slime! Said slime is flavored chocolate strawberries. He likes to go on adventures and has ,, cat ears + tail made of a more gummy material idk. anyways he likes to adventure and calls his grappling hook his baby

Tally – a sweet goirl. Probably trans I haven’t developed her a whole lot either. Used 2 date Sparta but they broke if off bc “eh we’re better as friends”. Makes a few cameos in other works such as FNJB. Bffs w Sparta and emmelie (chey’s oc)

Sparta – originally a tiger kid but, eh. Not anymore. genderfluid and LOVES TO FUCKING PRANK ANYTHING THAT MOVES, PLEASE CHILL TF OUT. Bffs w/ tally and also dating emmelie (chey’s oc). Fun fact I call these three the “Greek Squad” bc sparta’s named after an ancient Greece city, tally’s middle name is Athens, and emmelie is greek!!

Marlene – a luna moth trans girl!! Not very developed bc shes relatively new (as are poodle, Julia, bb, reese, and todd). She’s the Mom Friend of her squad and an elegant beauty

Poodle – a poodle moth trans girl. She loves wearing wooly and cotton-y stuff and her wardrobe is just. fluff. She’s really cute and a social sweetheart and is gay 4 the punk goirl Julia.

Julia – a rosy maple moth (originally based on skull’s head moth but, changed). She’s a kickass punk (also she’s a DFAB agender person who uses they/them or she/her!). dating poodle and ghost written by henna

Oscar – a trans demiboy deer guy. He goes on adventures with banner and loves nature and cute aesthetics and shit. Probably runs an aesthetic blog. Travels through space w/ banner + Vicky/Adelaide. Oscar’s best friend (also may be dating them idk ?)

Banner – agender badass alien. Literally made of stars and shit. Travels space w their best buddy Oscar and eventually picks up Vicky and Adelaide. It’s a fun time yo.

Vicky – is a trans girl and has DID. Big, buff, and loves 2 snack and eat. Adelaide’s best friend and also super menacing (despite actually being. Really sweet and gentle. A placid pal). I haven’t developed much on her alters yet. One of them is mean and insults everybody’s fashion sense.

Adelaide – WILL SHOOT ANYTHING THAT MOVES IF SHE’S GOT HER ARROWS. MADE OF ANGER AND SPITE. LOVES TO GET INTO FIST FIGHTS. U were scared of Vicky? Think again fuckers adelaide’s the real menace. Another trans goirl

Garrett – oh man please let him rest why is he always getting stabbed

Alejandro – oh man please stop this kid why r they always getting garrett hurt

Traci – oh man give her a BREAK PLEASE SHE’S TIRED.

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