#need 2 weed 2 day ;-;

[aideshou]

🪲🌱🥬💚 Dat Green Daikon

#green #daikon #daikon radish #radish #gardening #a morning bath for my bebe #summer #Sunday #I #need 2 weed 2 day ;-;

[robotpussy]

#i need some fckin weed actually but my 'weed guy' is going back to Italy in 2 days and i cant come over cause his 'gf will get jealous' 🙄 #mine

[tittyinfinity]

wow it's crazy how less irritable you are when you eat food and get a full night's sleep. who knew

#i didn't have the ability to smoke weed for a few days and I just didn't eat #couldn't sleep that well either #and i'm on my never-ending is-this-even-still-a-period-at-this-point-or-do-i-need-to-see-a-doctor #i am literally either always pmsing or on my period i've been on it for 2 weeks #granted it's very light but man my MOOD has been shit i've just been pissed off at everything #this birth control stopped my periods last time...that's the goal that's why i'm on it #it'll stop eventually......right.....? #.bdo

[dykeseinfeld]

broooooooooooooooooooooo

#literally day 2 without weed i hate how difficult this is. #my goal rn is two weeks and i know it being hard is part of why i need to do this but. #jesus fuckin christ.

[famewolf]

the bite of an edible I just took tasted mostly like weed, so you know what that means

#[static] #I took just the corner because I just wanted to stress relief and not the high but it was All Weed #well we'll see how long I last playing Dragon's Dogma 2 #work was complete ass this whole week just felt off and stressful #hoping that my weekend will be much more relaxing and restful! #the management has just lowkey gone to shit and it's making everyone's lives so much more difficult #i need a breather from the constant subtle anxiety that's been bubbling in my lungs every day #sedate the wild animal and all that #also i think it's so funny that sometimes you'll take half an edible and it doesnt do shit but the other half fucks you up #it's always the weed-tasting side that you know you're about to be vibing for several hours longer than usual

[comradecowplant]

so things are not going well with my new elderly socdem friend unfortunately.

#she said this RIGHT after talking about how bad yt misinfo is... which she followed up w SO I WAS WATCHING A YT DOC ABOUT WW2 & LEARNED THIS #youtube 'historians' are literally the most fascist breed of youtuber. avoid the vast majority like the plague lmao #i asked if the video was sourcing the hollow dahmer & the black book of communism & she didnt seem to know what those are lol #to her credit i told her straight up that she was incorrect & she at least faked being curious about doing more research but i am doubting #she also 'learned' that lenin killed trotsky lol get your propaganda right lenin was dead by then STALIN icepicked him <3 #anyway im making jokes bc the worst part was a different conversation where she spoke positively of israel #THAT'S gonna be the one to ruin our friendship. fuck you & your war tourist friend who fought in the 1960s landgrabs that youre now #telling me as if this is a cute story. nahhhh lmao i looked her straight in the eye & said i will NOT debate this #so she dropped it like the true enlightened centrist most socdem cowards are and i kept cleaning her house quietly #turns out You & Me We're the Only Ones Around Here Who Aren't Complete Fools was premature *kicks the poorly rendered gravel sadly* #shes otherwise a nice lady & i know i need to be more flexible in order to hopefully change ppls minds... #but also when people say awful & untrue things it makes me not want to talk to you 🤷‍♂️ srry 2 b a freak like that #also i know shes not transphobic but i havent sniffed her out well enough to know if shes safe to come out to #so its hours of misgendering (which isnt her fault she doesnt know) bc shes obsessed with neoliberal feminism and inappropriately brings #gender into conversations that it does not belong in #'did you know all the countries that handled covid best were ran by women?' 1) untrue 2) dont care finland still sucks #she also tried to tell me that european rich people learned to be nicer after the french rev & thats why europe is better than america... #girl shut up we learned how to be so good at racism and capitalism BECAUSE of europe. there is no such thing as a good rich person!!! #i pick my battles (genocide & anticommunist genocide revisionism) so i let her cook w that one & was not left convinced as you can imagine #ANYWAY rant about today's weird day done. gonna smoke weed & rim some skies 🥵 while listening to the Khrushchev Lied audiobook i found 😘

[vettelcore]

counting down the seconds my bf's brother finds a fucking place to live because im SICK of this man eating everything i buy

#I BOUGHT A PACK OF SUGAR TO BAKE SOMETHING A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO AND ITS GONE #LITERALLY 1KG OF SUGAR GONE IN LIKE. 2 WEEKS????? #DOES HE EAT IT BY THE SPOONFUL OF WHAT #still mad about the day i had a piece of bread i was gonna eat later with a bit of chocolate and when i woke up from my nap it was gone 💀 #god im TIRED #he was only gonna be here a 'couple of weeks I swear i just need to find a room' #IT'S BEEN 3 MONTHS. AND HE STILL HASN'T EVEN ATTEMPTED TO MOVE OUT. #he barely works and every bit of money he gets he spends it immediately on partying drugs and fuck knows what else #the rest of the day he spends in the sofa sleeping or smoking weed #just leave already oh my god 😭

[solradguy]

I need to sleep because it is 2:30am but I am smiling at pictures of girls (my round daughter Thunderdome and Jack-O')

#textpost #Moment of clarity through the fingers of the massive hand with which the weed demon has clutched me #Hi future!me blogging about Jack-O at 2am again #Ok I'm sleeping now for real today went on forever I didn't get to chill like at all #Also I think I need to save the weed gummies for days where I have an absolute hell of a time sleeping #Bc I keep staying up til 2 anyway because stoned me won't stop Jack-O posting so like #I lost my train of thought good night

[saddlepunk]

genuinely dont believe im meant 2 just be normal or happy like. ofc this adderall shortage strikes now when im finally figuring out how to feel like a human and ofc my mom isnt willing to have a shred of sympathy even tho now SHES convinced shes adhd/autistic and wants EVERYONE to accommodate that, including me, her child who, yknow, has been known to have at least one of those for the past decade. *i* only get the "suck it up and find a solution" response when IM upset about these things.

#resisting the urge to kms by sitting outside and smoking just #so much weed #ive had this shake for over a year i needed 2 do this anyways #so now im gonna get so stoned i can hardly stand up and then im gonna drag my corpse upstairs and pass out for the rest of the day #was supposed 2 finish my hair and draw and read but man #i have had everything sucked out of me so early #and i still want to die #nothing is really gonna get any better its just clinging to the wall and trying not to backslide while everything around me gets worse

[indulgnc]

2am still fairly high and i am overwhelmed suddenly with the urge to do nothing but view sneezeporn of the blonde twink from tr1gun. havent seen a single damn episode

#the other one too. isk WHAT it is #sometimes the weed turns me gay. #i need him sk bad. What #who said that. #if anyone wants to tell me about them. do it. message me (unmess i fall asleep in the next minute) #im going tojust go reblog relevant content now #I HAVE WORK TOMORROW my dumb ass had energy drink too laye in the day. So jm fuckrd #and also thats not going 2 stop me from partyin. but Ooooh im gonna be so mad if im late i hate my manager

[tittyinfinity]

i am definitely still having mild seizures (idr what they're called) bc I'll just be sitting here and then suddenly my brain is super foggy, my vision is blurry, and my tongue is bitten. My nose also started bleeding randomly. I have this intense level of lethargy too. DO NOT miss your seizure medication.

#.bdo #the vision blurriness has mostly gone away #clearly the seizures aren't very long due to the fact that I've still been posting #but I have my meds now and I haven't had a grand mal for a day or 2 (unsure of how long bc of mixed responses from my family) #I'm now drinking more water and gatorade and I've managed to eat for the first time in days #you know a weird bright side to this? #my nicotine addiction went down a LOT #but a downside to that is also that I really need to smoke some weed but I don't wanna make myself throw up from the coughing #and it would DEFINITELY help if I did smoke #i need an edible

[fagrackham]

might treat myself to shake shack tomorrow just to make it through the week

#its tech week for rocky and im super late on an art history assignment and i need to start my term paper for my film class bc im meeting w #my prof on weds to talk abt it and also this weekend in addition to it being the show is my moms birthday and easter and theres gonna be #a whole family lunch thing literally in my little college town the day after the show which ends at like 2:30 am so im gonna be a mess and #then my mom is staying in my dorm overnight that night. and im packing up stuff i wont need that she can take back bc i have too much shit #to take back to mass in one trip and i have to do dishes and go to the post office and walk into town for my prescriptions and i wont be #able to smoke weed practically all week. but im good

[smfstump]

not one of my coworkers trying to consistently pressure me into drinking/smoking with him and misgendering me nearly every other sentence then getting mad when i un-added him on snap?? when i never once even opened his original snap to me???

when it's not my day off i'm probably going to talk to my DM to remove myself from training him again bc this is getting ridiculous, it's 2:45 am and he's blowing my phone up about this but i can't block him because we work together-ish

#getting a little fed up about this #he's also been treating me like a district manager when i don't even cover his store at all #i trained him originally bc i train all the managers in my system #for reference he's an assistant manager of another store and i'm the manager of my own store #our district manager oversees both our stores and one other store #initially he and i got along well but 2 days in to training this guy for 3 days straight i was looking for a way out #he tells me all about his 'bad trips with weed' and how he 'doesn't wanna drink alone' #like bitch WHAT #you're 5 years older than me and know i can't legally drink #i'm also 99% certain he's gay? which makes it even more confusing #literally just not gonna reply until thursday bc i'm off today for yom kippur #which he made fun of me taking off. for the record. #fuck this guy lmao💀 always talking about how he deserves to be a full manager yada yada #cant even make a decision by himself! always needs to run it by me or our DM #he's also not fully trained #bc he spent most of the shifts i was trying to train him fucking around or disappearing for an hour to go pick up food #which like. whatever. but i already gave up 3 days i should've been focusing on my own staff to train him #why should i be forced to give up more #literally this dude needs so much validation from me it's not even funny #he almost exclusively sends me voice memos and shit then demands i listen to them while i'm trying to do shit in my own store #i don't care about his store's drama! it doesn't affect me in any way!! #ngl i kind of doubt he'll last the winter especially when he finds out he's not coming in our annual business trip #they don't have me running my own store at 20 and training people 2x my age for nothing #sorry not to vent about work at almost 3am #whizzy speaks #personal #tw vent #oh my god and i know he's pissed bc our dm likes me better💀 he was bitching about dm tearing him to shreds about the state of his store #he asked me if dm does the same to me and i got the absolute pleasure of telling him no #our dm really only gets on me about keeping my freezer alphabetized and i run ideas and numbers by him but that's it. he was SO pissed lmaoo

[milo-is-rambling]

Chronic pain really got me going to bed before it’s even dark out (also my little pink unicorn lights Millie got me look so cool in the second pic)

#my back and shoulder are killing me and I’ve done nothing but smoke weed and stretch and I just hurt so bad #so I’m gonna go to bed and hopefully feel better tomorrow #I work at nine again tomorrow so if anything hopefully going to bed early helps that #I’m excited to sleep hopefully a lot and hopefully really well bc 1) weed. 2) took sleepy cough meds to try and mooch extra pain reliever #out of meds in my cabinet. 3) took a back and muscle pain Aleve (even tho I hate taking pills and it took me like three whole min to get it #down my fucking throat. 4) tired from actually using my brain and anxiety from work tired #5) period tired and chronic pain tired #like guys my brain and my body are both exhausted and the idea of getting up tomorrow and doing any of it again makes me miserable and I did #nothing but sit at a computer for three and a half hours that’s itttttt #like doing two week road-trip then non stop either emotional or physical shit every day until my first day at work #like I’m already setting myself up for this to be the summer of the grind #gonna make a bunch of money (and spend too much and blame it on the summer time and needing a little treat every time I venture out into the #heat or work a day or do anything at all) and then save a bunch all fall winter spring and once it gets colder and I feel like I can handle #my job more I want to focus on how to make moving out happen. like I need to figure out if maybe there’s somewhere I want to live that has #an Office Depot I could transfer to cause office depots are everywhere and maybe that’s an added way for me to figure out where I want to #move #hmmm okay I’m gonna lay in bed on google maps looking at Office Depot locations in New England and I’m just gonna daydream and try to fall #asleep and I’ll look at / add to my Pinterest board of house and apartment inspo #going to think about the future because I want to live !!!! #anyways yeah this is the summer of being miserable and spending all my money on bullshit and daydreaming and disappointing my mother #and also the summer of my weed tolerance doubling forever until I’m back to smoking constantly to the point where I’m making myself sick and #then I’ll get sick of smoking weed for a bit and that’ll lead me into saving money again #or force me into a tolerance break where I stop buying weed #either way I’m going to smoke all summer it’s gonna be weed and sweat and fresh fruit and laying in my room during all of my days off and it #it’s gonna suck and I’m gonna be thinking about my dad the whole time and it’ll be depressing and isolating and lonely and I’ll come out of #the summer recentered and motivated towards big goals again like I always am #and then I’ll crash and burn next spring as always. cycles continue forever thank u seasonal depression. #I want to grow up and mature in the ways I deal with myself my health and advocating for my mental health I feel like I need to grow up a #bit so I hope I do that and it feels good. I hope I make friends and I can daydream about the future every night and my room will smell like #weed and incense and sweat and love and tears and it will be incredible

[dykeseinfeld]

honestly hardest part about living with my parents is that i have to actually stop smoking weed every day

#like hahaha #but i tried to 'covertly' last summer and got caught so many times...and it's so horrifically embarassing and awful #and also.............like weed addiction is real and i need to start taking it j a lil seriously #like it's not negatively impacting my life yet but....i get antsy if it's been more than 2 days and that's......not great

[pocketclowns]

oh yeah while i was away i had a job interview that went really well! i haven’t heard back yet about continuing the hiring process, but it definitely sounds like they’re considering me! the biggest thing for me tho is that they’re gonna drug test me since it’s a hospital job which means i am taking a t break and they’ll also likely do a nicotine test as well so i am :D going to die!!!!

#at least this gives me a reason to quit that actually matters to me #but idk how i am going to function the next couple weeks without weed lmaoooooo #i know it seems extreme that im starting now when i probably won’t be tested for another 2-3 weeks #but considering that i smoke multiple times every single day #im gonna need a lot of time to clear my system out #screaming and crying