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#needed some obikin kisses today </3
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Is this a kiss goodbye?
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anakinsthot · 3 months
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Since im not sure which ones you've been sent already: 13, 15, or 25 for jarpatine (i kid, i kid! Please do obikin!)
I was soooooo tempted to write jarpatine it's not even funny.
Here's a super self-indulgent fill from this prompt list.
Background: eventing is the equestrian sport that Anakin participates in. It is a 3-phase sport and the one that's relevant here is cross country, where horse and rider jump over solid obstacles across terrain. It is one of the riskiest competitive horse sports and also what I do - although not at the same level Anakin is at. If anyone has questions feel free to ask!
15. meeting in the ER/A&E au (1.3k words)
beep      beep      beep
Anakin came to awareness in stages. Hearing first: a steady beeping sound and far-away murmur of voices. Then touch: cotton sheets over him, cool air on his face, and pain in his shoulder.
Finally he blinked his eyes open and took in the white ceiling tiles above him.
Ah. Hospital then, was his first thought. Guess we couldn’t save it at that oxer. I knew it was going to cause problems for someone today, followed quickly by, “Artoo? Is he okay?”
His voice must have alerted someone that he was awake, because a doctor came into the room followed quickly by his mother and his coach.
“Mr. Skywalker, please lay back down. I need to assess your concussion,” Anakin hadn’t even realized he’d sat up. He ignored the doctor and repeated his question.  
“How is Artoo?” His heart was lodged in his throat – if the worst had happened to his horse he could never forgive himself.
“He’s alright,” Mace reassured him. “He got up and walked away from your fall. The vet assessed him and he’s a little sore but nothing some NSAIDs and stall rest won’t fix. Ahsoka is taking care of him.”
Relieved, Anakin finally lay back down in the bed. “Sorry you had to see that, mom,” he said quietly. His mother had been so worried when Anakin started to move up the levels in eventing. After a couple years and successful runs at Advanced she’d finally started to calm down. This certainly wouldn’t help her nerves next time he left the start box.
Shmi didn’t say anything. She sat at Anakin’s side and took his hand gently, evidence that she’d been crying on her face in bloodshot eyes and dried tears on her cheeks.
“Mr. Skywalker,” the doctor stepped closer now. “I’m sure you’ll want to catch up with your mother and…” his voice trailed off for a moment, before Mace brusquely introduced himself as Anakin’s coach, “and coach. I really do need to do a TBI assessment though. This is the first time you’ve been awake long enough since you came in an hour ago.”
Anakin winced. Things could have been worse, obviously, but that wasn’t a good sign. Now that he was paying more attention he realized that the lights were dim and there was a pulsing pain in his head.
“I’m Dr. Kenobi, the neurologist on your case,” the man introduced himself. Anakin took a good look at him for the first time. He was well built, with an impeccable beard and kind eyes. If he had to be stuck in a hospital room, Anakin thought, at least he got an attractive doctor.
“Hi doc. You can just call me Anakin,” he said. He tried to offer a hand to shake, but at the sudden pain in his shoulder quickly thought better of it.
“You’ve broken your collar bone on the right side,” Dr. Kenobi informed him quickly. “You should be given a sling for it shortly, but the preliminary results from radiography look like you won’t need surgery.”
“Can’t you just kiss it better?” Anakin asked on autopilot. Shmi sighed and squeezed his hand. He could practically hear her and Mace rolling their eyes. He’d just been through a traumatic accident and the doctor really was attractive. Sue him.
Dr. Kenobi pulled up a chair on the side of the bed across from Shmi. “I’m afraid the hospital frowns on patient-provider relationships,” he said lightly. “Now, you’ve had a CT scan done while you were unconscious and we didn’t find anything concerning, but I need to do a neurologic exam as well. The CT shows us if there is any physical injury such as bleeding, but it can’t show a concussion.”
Anakin nodded his assent and followed the doctor’s directions. He tracked a pen light with his eyes, pushed and pulled with his good arm against Kenobi, and held his breath while the doctor leaned in close his face to examine his pupils and touch various parts of his face while directing Anakin to bite down.
“You’re lucky,” Dr. Kenobi announced, rolling back in his chair. “From what Mace has said your head was very badly clipped by Artoo’s hoof when you both fell. You have a mild concussion, but no significant brain injury and your collar bone should heal well. Thank your helmet that it’s not any worse.”
“And the air vest Mom makes me wear,” Anakin tried to joke. He glanced at Shmi from the corner of his eye. If he weren’t laying in a hospital bed, she’d probably be smacking him on the arm for such a poor joke right now, based on the look in her eyes.
“Maybe we can get Hit-Air to sponsor you now,” Mace said lightly. He gave Anakin a smile and stepped towards the door. “Text me any updates. I’m going to get a press release out and make sure Artoo gets home.”
“Thank you Mace,” Shmi said. Her eyes were clearer now, losing the ring of red around them and she’d scrubbed the tear tracks from her cheeks. “Anakin, would you like something to eat now? If that’s ok with Dr. Kenobi.”
Dr. Kenobi nodded, but gave Shmi instructions to get Anakin something light that would be easy on his stomach. She nodded and followed Mace out.
Now that they were alone, Anakin the question that had been sitting on his tongue for several minutes now. “When can I ride again, Doc?”
Dr. Kenobi laughed. “Typical equestrian,” he said with a smile. “I tell you you have a TBI and broken bones and the only thing you’re worried about is when you can get back in the saddle.”
He clicked his pen a few times in thought. “The collarbone break is pretty clean. Radiology has to write up their opinion on the x-rays but I don’t think you’ll need surgery. You’re still fairly young, I’d say six to eight weeks for that to heal.
“The TBI is another beast, as I’m sure you know. You could be recovered in a couple weeks or it may take months. I want you to take this seriously, Anakin. Even a mild brain injury can have effects that last for the rest of your life. After you’re released we’ll have follow-up appointments to monitor your progress. Physical therapy for your shoulder, possibly occupational therapy if you have any issues come up.”
It could be much worse, Anakin reminded himself before picking up on part of what Dr. Kenobi had said. “We’ll have follow-ups? You’ll continue to be my doctor?”
Dr. Kenobi chuckled. “If you’re staying in Ocala, then yes, I’ll be your neurologist.”
“Can I request someone else?” Hurt flashed across Dr. Kenobi’s face and he pushed further away from the bed before he quickly put on a professional mask. Anakin immediately kicked himself. He hadn’t meant to hurt Dr. Kenobi. “Only I’d really like to ask you out for dinner and I heard the hospital doesn’t like patient-provider relationships.”
“If we’re going to get dinner I think you should start calling me Obi-Wan,” Dr. Kenobi rolled closer to the side of Anakin’s bed. “And I have to insist that you at least wait until you’re discharged to ask me out.”
“I can be patient,” Anakin promised with a grin.
Obi-Wan scoffed. “If you were patient you wouldn’t be doing eventing. Don’t forget, I’m a doctor in Ocala. I know your type.”
“I can be patient if you tell me to,” Anakin insisted. “And anyway it sounds like it won’t be too long before they discharge me.”
Obi-Wan laughed and scribbled something on his notepad before tearing it out, folding it delicately, and giving it to Anakin. “Here, for when you get out. I’ll speak to one of my colleagues about taking on your case.”
Anakin grinned and took a moment to admire Obi-Wan’s ass as he walked to the door. “Thanks doc. I’ll see you soon!”
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lilredghost · 8 months
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babyyyy!!! im so sorry i am late, college started so i had to shift to the hostels and its so hectic but also so fun here(its so much like the colleges u see in movies like soty i didnt expect this college to be like that im so glad im here) and there was some issue with the wifi in my room so no ao3 for 3 weeks </3
i am in in LOVE with all the times obikin kiss, its so so soft and sweet, obi's trusting anakin with himself its so cute!!!!!!!
also CINNAMON OH MY GOD IT TASTES SO GOOD I CANT BELIEVE U MADE ANAKIN TASTE LIKE IT I LOVE U
(As much as he loves the scruffing, it’s not exactly conducive to Obi-Wan having a discussion.)
(Or thinking at all, really.)
oh my god me too pls i cant think after reading this u will be the sole reason im not studying before my math quiz
His hope is to extend that feeling to other parts of his life, someday, but for now Obi-Wan will stick to brushing and braiding his husband’s hair with all the care he can muster.
oh he is so oblivious oh god oh please tell me they both know the other person loves them before they separate pls
(And this, Obi-Wan has done before.)
(He is, perhaps, an expert in doing things quietly.)
sjdvhvjkdv pls pls red stop killing me im dying over here
(Anakin would deserve it too, is the thing. He'd deserve whatever he asked for.)
baby pls send him to therapy pls i love him but he is unwell™
But the day has been long and fraught, and he would like to believe that he can be happy too.
maybe anakin is the therapy, mandatory sessions for the both of them??? i'll tie them up back to back in a room until they talk
in public interest i would like you to know that u have officially ruined my plans for studying today as this fic will be bouncing around in my head on a pogo stick. i want to distill this fic and use it as an iv
Baby!! I'm glad you're having fun at college and not, like, a giant crisis 🙌 but no ao3 for 3 weeks sounds like hell 😭😭 My sister's wedding was just this last week (and you know big Indian weddings-- I'm exhausted) AND I resume college next week so it's pretty chaotic over here too.
So happy you liked this chapter 🥰🥰 I wanted to get through my whole outline of events instead of cutting the chapter in half (but also it took so long that maybe I should have cut it, lol). Obikin kissed so much that I'm amazed they got anything else done honestly!!
Obi-Wan is sooo brave for taking these leaps of faith, I love him so much. He makes a resolution in the next chapter (though it will be a bit hard for him to act on):
The most important thing is this: Anakin still doesn’t know what he is. The second is this: He cannot be allowed to find out, or Obi-Wan will lose him. Anakin may have married him for reasons Obi-Wan will never know, but being an alpha is surely a nonnegotiable part of that. Unless… Unless Anakin loved him. If Anakin, perhaps, were in love with him, the way Obi-Wan is in love with Anakin, then perhaps he could tell the truth. Perhaps he could be held and kissed and accepted in his entirety, as though he weren’t a failure of an alpha, a failure of an omega—
Baby hasn't even figured out that Anakin is already in love with him, or that Anakin doesn't give a shit that he's not an alpha. It's just so hard for him to detach his designation from his sense of self worth 🥺😔
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And yes I made Anakin taste like cinnamon!! I only decided that an omega's slick tastes (mostly) the way their arousal smells like halfway through, so I'm SO GLAD that I gave him a good scent and not like. Something weird, idk. Some things smell good but I do not want them in my mouth. Also I'm not sure if you remember this post but it sure does lend a whole extra layer of meaning to it 😂
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The scruffing I'm so absolutely obsessed with and idk why! Obi-Wan's emotions have been so out of control in these last few chapters, and it's such a sweet way for Anakin to lend him comfort, while also being hot as fuck in the right circumstances. I need him to pavlov Obi-Wan into getting horny when he scruffs him.
(Also please study for your math quiz baby, the sex will be there to reread when you finish 🙌)
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Isn't he so fucking stupid?!! Anakin will tell him he loves him but I'm not sure yet how much he'll believe it (the outline gets pretty loose post-Tatooine rn).
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(And this, Obi-Wan has done before.) (He is, perhaps, an expert in doing things quietly.)
OK this was literally like one of my favourite lines in this whole chapter ❤️❤️ It's so indicative of Obi-Wan's character and also the absolute root of their relationship problems. Obi-Wan is holding himself back from telling the truth, from telling Anakin he loves him, from biting him, all while Anakin is doing the same, because neither of them wants to scare the other away. (It also just hasn't occurred to Anakin that he hasn't said he loves Obi-Wan yet. He's so focused on holding himself back physically that he forgets about the words.)
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Obi-Wan needs therapy soooo badly, poor thing. I love him but he is definitely unwell™. I don't want to say he's blowing things out of proportion (these feelings are obviously real and he's struggling with them a lot), but they are absolutely a byproduct of the way he keeps spiralling. He'll be feeling sky high one minute and then he'll crash to the ground again in the next. Some of this is his depression but also his hormones are out of wack because his supressants are failing!! 😬
I've been trying not to fall into that rut of "romantic partner cures depression magically" by having Obi-Wan slowly, like, rebuild his support system (Feemor and his friends), find an identity outside of being an alpha and being emperor (like that same thing from earlier about detaching his sense of self-worth from his designation and his job), indulging/discovering hobbies and interests (anthropology, embroidery, time with his friends), and showing vulnerability to others (Anakin is a big one here, but Karishma was an important milestone too).
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On one hand I understand it's imporant to study but on the other hand !!! This fic also bounces around my head on a pogo stick 🤭🤭 I always love to see which things you noticed and which things you liked because it gives me so much motivation to keep writing, thank you!!! 🤗💕💕
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boonki · 3 years
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Ooh!!! "No more today, you’re at your limit.” ? ❣❣
Hi anon!! Thank you so much for sending this prompt in, I had so much fun writing it (also thank you for waiting, I’ve been a little slow with writing lately) 
do we want 3.2k of obikin in the bath? idk but i wrote it! (also do the apartments in the jedi temple even have baths? idk. in this story they do LMAO)
as always, i write at 3 am, so if there are any mistakes, please.. just dont look at them
enjoy!! 💖
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Obi-wan throws a side kick that lands square in Anakin’s stomach, sending him stumbling backwards. He rolls over a shoulder, ready for the next attack. He blocks a fist to the face, and counters with a punch to Obi-wan’s stomach, which is easily batted to the side. 
They’ve been going at it for hours, lightsabers tossed to the side in favor of hand-to-hand combat. Their robes lay messily off to the side of the training room, discarded hours ago as the room sweltered in the summer heat, the pair left only in their pants rolled up at the ankles. Anakin can see Obi-wan faltering, making easy mistakes that cost him light bruises; he must be incredibly tired, just having returned lightly injured from a mission to the Outer Rim. Anakin would so much rather see Obi-wan resting and curled up over a cup of tea, or taking a nap on Anakin’s chest so he can pet his hair down and hold him. But Obi-wan had wanted to spar, and Anakin would never say no to that. 
Anakin sees the opportunity and tackles Obi-wan to the ground, straddling his bare stomach and pinning his arms above his head. Obi-wan bucks his hips to roll Anakin over, but Anakin had been prepared for that, digging his knees into the mat to keep grounded. Both of their chests are heaving, and a droplet of sweat drips off of Anakin’s chin and onto Obi-wan’s neck. 
“I think we should call it quits for today, old man.” Anakin releases his grip on Obi-wan’s wrists and perches back on his heels, looking down at him. 
Obi-wan smirks. “And stop while you’re ahead? No, let’s go again.” He makes to get up, pushing his elbows into the mat, but Anakin stops him with a hand to his chest. 
“I’m serious. No more today, you’re at your limit. You’re going to hurt yourself.” Anakin’s tone is serious as he can be, his eyebrows raised, features stern. 
Obi-wan falls back to the ground, closing his eyes as he catches his breath. “As far as I was aware, it’s you hurting me, but point taken, love. You win.” 
Anakin leans down and pecks a kiss to his cheek, tasting salt, and stretches his lips in a wide smile. “I’ll grab us dinner from Dex’s and I’ll meet you back in our quarters, okay?” He shifts his weight to the side so he can slide off of Obi-wan, wincing at the ache in his already sore muscles. “And go shower? You need one.” 
Obi-wan shoots him a wry look. “What, you don’t like the smell of sweat? I can’t, anyhow, I have to go report to the council first.” 
“Do you want your usual?” Anakin ignores his sarcasm and hops to his feet, making his way towards their forgotten robes, wishing he had remembered to bring a towel with him. 
“Of course, darling.” Obi-wan answers from the floor, still lying on his back with his arms stretched out above his head. 
Anakin dons his robes loosely, grabbing his ‘saber from the floor, and takes in the sight: Obi-wan is covered in a thin sheen of sweat, making him glow, and his hair is pushed back, giving him an oddly attractive tousled look. Anakin’s dick twitches in his pants, wanting to do nothing more than take him apart right then and there. But the desire to get some food in Obi-wan and see him rest and relax overwhelms the sexual urge. There will be time for that later on, no doubt. 
He makes his way back to Obi-wan in easy, long strides and squats down, kissing him sideways, holding his sweaty head in between his palms. “I’m serious, you stink. The council can wait. Go shower.” 
Obi-wan snorts. “No, they really can’t. Tell Dex I said hello.” 
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Anakin shuffles through Padme’s favorite body shop, where she used to drag him when they had briefly dated years prior. He never would’ve admitted it to her, but he relished the fancy baths she had created for them, and had returned to the shop alone innumerable times since they politely ended things. His body always thanked him after a hot soak. 
With how tired Obi-wan seemed when he had come back from his mission and padded into their quarters earlier, and how sore he must be after today’s intense practice, Anakin wants to do something special for him. Besides, they’ve barely been able to spend time together because of the war, and Anakin misses it just being the two of them. He hopes the bath won’t be too much for Obi-wan, but he knows the man has a soft spot for fancy things under that rigid exterior. 
The shop is crammed and dense, with low ceilings littered with dried flowers hanging upside down, casting a faint rose hue over the entire place. Soaps in muted colors, wrapped in bright shades of paper line the walls, leading down to the wooden tables that hold syrupy oils and linen bags of flowers and herbs. Coarse soaps and lotions in clear tubs sit in wire baskets underneath the tables. The whole room smells like a meadow in bloom, and Anakin eyes the candles burning in the corners of the room in consideration. 
Thankfully, he’s the only one in the shop currently, so he can take his time picking the right products. He pops the cork out of a bottle of bath oil and takes a whiff: light, and flowery, with a faint hint of jasmine. Throwing it in his cart, he adds some cream soap, and, hesitating a little, a bag of assorted flower petals to hover on the surface of the water. He already has floating candle lights for the bath at home. 
“Are you all set?” Sasha, the elegant female Twi’lek that owns the shop, leans against the register, eyeing him fondly. She used to tease him all the time about coming here alone, but they’ve moved past that, into a tentative friendship. 
“Yeah.” He slides his basket onto the counter between them. 
She eyes his items, cocking an eyebrow. “Is this for someone special?” 
He can feel the blood rushing into his cheeks and ears, but doesn’t want to admit it one way or the other. “Maybe.” 
She barks out a laugh at his bashfulness. “Lucky person, whoever it is.” 
“Uh.” He doesn’t really know how to answer that. “Thanks?” 
Her smile is playful, like he’s a child that just said something particularly cute. With the efficiency of someone who’s been doing it for years, she rings out the total and wraps all the items up in a paper satchel, sliding it back across the counter at him. 
“That’s going to be 83 credits.” 
He really hopes the council doesn’t look into his expenses, he wouldn’t know what to tell them. 
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The door to their quarters swings open cautiously and Anakin peeps inside, worried that he took too long. After popping by the body shop, he swung by Dex’s as promised, and Dex had wanted to catch up, and rightfully so; it had been too long. Anakin had shifted from foot to foot the entire time though, anxious about getting home to draw the bath before Obi-wan returned from meeting with the council. But Dex is a viable source of information, a fantastic cook, and most importantly, a long time and loyal friend, so Anakin had plastered a good natured grin on his face and quieted the nag of unease in his stomach. 
The living room and kitchen is quiet, and Anakin doesn’t hear any noise coming from either the ‘fresher or their bedrooms. Anakin is in the clear. 
He drops the food off unceremoniously onto the kitchen counter, throwing his outer robes over a chair on his way to the ‘fresher, bag of goods in hand. Flipping on the light, he starts up the hot water and pulls out the candle lights that sit underneath the sink. As the scalding water rises to the top, he pours in the oil and soap, and sprinkles the flower petals across the water, deliberately placing the candle lights in last so he could perfect their destination. They glow to life as soon as they make contact with the water, and Anakin smiles at the sight. 
Stretching back up to stand, he turns the light off and shifts the door shut, letting the dim incandescence float through the room, a heavy orange that immediately adds intimacy to the space.
He has to admit, he’s outdone himself. 
Then: a creak of a door hinge, the shuffling of tired steps, and crinkling of the take-out bag as Obi-wan no doubts sneaks a fry in before Anakin catches him. 
Anakin bounds back to the kitchen, like a child bursting at the seams. 
“I have a surprise, before we eat,” he says to Obi-wan’s back. (He is sneaking a fry.)
“That’s never good.” Obi-wan replies, turning around to lean back against the counter, chewing thoughtfully. 
“All my surprises are good surprises.” 
“Oh, like the time you superglued my datapad to the ceiling so I would pay more attention to you? You could have just asked, dear one.” 
Anakin huffs, and covers the distance between them in two short strides, nudging Obi-wan towards the ‘fresher, covering both of Obi-wan’s eyes with his hands. 
“Just,” Anakin murmurs, “trust me on this one.” 
They lumber towards the ‘fresher, Anakin pushing a blinded Obi-wan forwards with each step. When they make their way to the entrance, Anakin stops them, practically vibrating with excitement.
“Smells good, at the very least.” Obi-wan hums, in no hurry to have his sight back. 
Anakin, however, cannot wait and eagerly pulls his hands back, watching Obi-wan’s face for a reaction. 
The smile begins in Obi-wan’s eyes as they crinkle, and then it moves down to his cheeks and into his mouth, which is pulled back in a twisted, tender way. Joy sings through every feature, and Anakin is elated. 
Obi-wan turns his head to look at him, his gaze tender. “Is this for me?” 
Anakin bites the inside of his cheek. “For us, to share, if you want. Unless you want to be alone, I’m more than happy to go lay down, but I thought-” 
“For us, then.” Obi-wan leans in and kisses him on the jaw, already undressing. For the second time that day, Anakin looks down at a small heap of clothing. He closes the ‘fresher door behind them. 
As soon as he slides his legs into the water, Obi-wan moans, and Anakin, no matter how many times he’s heard it, blushes, his breath quickening. Obi-wan is somehow both the most proper, and most obscene person Anakin has ever had the good graces of knowing. 
The petals dance away from Obi-wan, ripples in the water sending them cascading in circles. “Come on, then,” he says to Anakin, who is still staring down at him with a dopey smile on his face. 
Anakin makes quick work of his clothing, standing naked next to the bath. He motions for Obi-wan to lean forward so he can nestle in behind him. 
The water is still piping hot, almost uncomfortably so, but Anakin makes a small ahh noise at the feeling of it on his sore muscles. He snakes his legs on each side of Obi-wan, pulling him back so that Obi-wan’s back lays flush against his chest, having to shoo a candle light out of the way. It bumbles along their sides, and out towards their entangled legs, illuminating the peachy bubbles and sunset tinged petals that bob in their wake. Obi-wan tilts his head back, resting it on Anakin’s shoulder, and sighs in contentment. 
He drops a kiss on Obi-wan’s temple, breathing him in, his arms finding their home around Obi-wan’s waist. The skin on Obi-wan chest, arms, and face glimmer in the candlelight, flickering orange, more radiant than any Tatooine sunset, and Anakin wants to fall face first into the radiant gleam of his heart, wants to crawl into Obi-wan’s chest and bask in the warmth of his love, his light. 
“This is lovely,” Obi-wan whispers, fluttering his eyes closed. “Thank you.” 
Anakin’s hold around his middle tightens a bit in response, trailing a hand up and down Obi-wan’s stomach in repetition, a mindless gesture. “You seem tired lately.”
Obi-wan turns his head toward Anakin’s, resting his forehead in the crook of Anakin’s neck. He doesn’t get a response for a few heartbeats, and Anakin wonders if Obi-wan heard him. And then: 
“Well, we are at war.” Obi-wan’s tone is flat, nondescript. Anakin knows Obi-wan is mincing his words for his sake, and as a bad habit of holding tight to all of his problems, like sharing them would break him. Anakin wants to share the load with him, help carrying the burden. 
“Are you sure that’s all?” He mumbles into Obi-wan’s humid forehead, sweat beginning to glisten at his hairline from the searing water. 
Obi-wan lets out the faintest of sighs through his nose, carefully considering his response. “I wish I…,” he grabs Anakin’s hands in the water, laying them on top and threading his fingers into Anakin’s, “I wish I could help more. Do more. None of it ever feels enough.” 
Anakin gazes over their tangled legs, barely visible underneath the bubbles drifting over the surface, and aches all over at the thought of Obi-wan feeling inadequate. He wishes Obi-wan could see himself as Anakin sees him: brave, selfless, the entire backbone of the war, and a brilliant General and inspiring leader. Anakin has, and would a million times over, follow him into the depths of hell. The petals stick to their skin, creating a small halo of reds and purples where their bodies meet the water.
“You’re doing enough.” Anakin sighs. “You barely sleep, you’re always doing briefings and writing reports, and when we’re finally on a break you’re off training younglings, sitting in for the council, kriffing asking for sparring practice.” He huffs a laugh of disbelief into Obi-wan’s hairline. “You practically run this war yourself sometimes. When do you ever rest?” 
Obi-wan is silent for some time, probably thinking of some way to deflect everything. He comes back with rare and unusual honesty. “It feels selfish, taking time for myself when I know there are people out there dying. Innocent people.” 
Anakin scoffs. “How are you supposed to help them if you’re ready to keel over yourself, hm?” 
“We’re jedi, that’s what we do. Besides,” Obi-wan rubs his face on Anakin’s neck, tone turning sweet, “I have you to make sure I don’t.” 
Anakin grins into the wet curve of his head, his hair plastered to his skull from the steam wafting up around them, making the edges of the room disappear into a soft and warm fog. 
“You’re enough, and you deserve rest.” He plants an overdone kiss on Obi-wan’s skull, rougher than usual to make a point. 
Obi-wan hums noncommittally and tightens his hold on Anakin’s hands, somehow sinking further into Anakin’s chest. 
He squeezes once and then untangles his fingers from Obi-wan’s hold to trace over his body. The tops of his thighs are as far as Anakin can reach, so he starts there, letting his fingertips graze over sensitive and supple skin, over soft hair and old scars. He moves to the base of Obi-wan’s stomach, purposefully ignoring his cock in favor of showering him with pure adoration and affection. He’ll let his hands wander there after they’ve eaten and gotten into bed. 
Anakin loves the broad plain of Obi-wan’s chest, loves to rest his head on it after a long day, so he spends extra time there, dragging his fingernails across the pink skin, smoothing the sting down with the flat of his palm. He glides up to Obi-wan’s neck and into the base of his auburn hair, gently massaging the tense bundles of nerves that always seem to gather after a long and stressful day, and Obi-wan melts into him, humming sleepily. 
Overwhelmed that Obi-wan is his, that this breathtaking man is resting in his arms, seeping into his chest and finding home in his heart, he can’t help but want to stay like this forever: clean, warm, safe, and together. 
“You’re so beautiful,” Anakin breathes out, voice cracking, “and I love you so much.” 
The petals gleam in agreement, hovering in reverence near him, their red hues like Anakin’s beating heart, holding Obi-wan in place. He understands their predicament; he, too, would bloom and fall and bloom and fall for this man, would reach out as far as he can from the wet and mossy ground to be regarded and gazed at, plucked and taken home. Even if it meant dying, wilting away, it would be worth it to be held near his face, to be carefully tucked into a vase to watch over him in the final days. Him and these flowers are one and the same, always gravitating towards the brightest point in the room, his sun, his reason for blooming. 
Soft and slow breaths escape Obi-wan, and his chest evens out in a regular cadence. He must have fallen asleep. Good, Anakin thinks. 
Anakin holds him close and watches the bubbles pop, one by one, as the time passes. Candlelight reflects off of the still surface of the water, the rise and fall of Obi-wan’s chest the only movement causing faint ripples. This is the closest he’s come to meditation lately, and it feels so wonderful. 
He’s not sure what time it is, and can’t be bothered to care if anyone has comm’d him. Here in the four corners of their shared space is Anakin’s entire universe, and bliss simmers in his chest. 
Anakin’s fingers are starting to prune and sweat drips off of chin. The water is starting to cool, though, and if Obi-wan hadn’t been stuck to his body, he probably would want to get out. He doesn’t want to wake him though, as sleep is rare and precious these days. 
His stomach, however, has a different idea, and growls loudly, startling Obi-wan awake, who chuckles at the sound. 
“Maybe we should go eat that food you brought back,” he teases. 
Anakin can’t help the guilty smile that creeps its way onto his face. “How does eating and going back to sleep sound?” 
“Sounds like the best plan you’ve ever improvised, my dear.” 
Anakin makes a psh noise. “I don’t ever improvise.” 
Obi-wan scoffs, a high pitched laugh from the back of his throat. “So this was all planned, then?” 
Anakin sees the opportunity and takes it. “What, falling in love with you? No, but that has been my greatest achievement this far.” 
Obi-wan raises his head from Anakin’s shoulder and meets him at eye level, twisting his body around to kiss Anakin deeply, biting his lower lip and sucking. Anakin snakes a hand to the back of his head and kisses back, trying to pour all his love, his entire heart, all of him, into Obi-wan’s mouth. He wants Obi-wan to pluck him, and know he loves me, he loves me, he loves me with the pull of each petal. 
Obi-wan breaks their kiss and leans back, staring into his eyes. “Well, unlike you, I do actually plan, and my greatest achievement this far will be devouring the order of fries waiting for me in the kitchen.” 
Anakin laughs, and flicks water at his face.
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singmanyfaces · 5 years
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Prompt fill!
@dearobiwan asked for 1 and Obikin from the angst/fluff prompt list: “I love you, please don’t go.”  Thanks for asking, and congratulations again on your recent awesome news! <3<3
Things go a little bit differently when Anakin sees Obi-Wan off on his mission to Utapau. 
“Obi-Wan?”
The older man turned and offered him a small, inquisitive smile as he stood in the light of Coruscant’s midday sun.  The words were on the tip of Anakin’s tongue, spoken so frequently over the years, May the Force be with you. But today they caught there. Today, when he opened his mouth to say them, the anxiety he’d been fighting back welled up again and closed around his heart, squeezing painfully tight.  Instead he said, “I love you, please don’t go.”
The silence only lasted a moment, though it felt much longer as Obi-Wan’s eyes went wide, his brows climbing.  His voice was hushed, “What?”
Anakin was sure he must’ve looked as shocked as Obi-Wan did—he hadn’t meant to say the words.  But there was no taking them back now and, once again, he needed to explain one of his outbursts to his former master.  Gaze dropping to his feet, Anakin swallowed around the lump in his throat with difficulty; dimly he became aware that Obi-Wan had closed the distance between them again.  “There’s a voice in my head,” he began haltingly, “That’s what it feels like, sometimes.  Telling me…”
Telling him not to have this conversation.  Whispering that if he tried to tell Obi-Wan even half of the persistent worries that plagued him, he would never understand.  That he would lose him forever.  It was so easy to listen to, to let it persuade him.  It felt safer that way.  Anakin shook his head as if that might quiet the fears; it never did.  “I’ve been listening to it a lot lately,” he admitted quietly.  Obi-Wan’s hand closed warmly on his shoulder as it had just minutes before, and he took a shuddering breath to force himself to speak again. “But there’s another voice, too.”  
He risked a glance at Obi-Wan; brows knit together with a slight tilt to his head, the other man’s gaze was so gently curious that he almost couldn’t bear it. Obi-Wan’s voice was as kind as his eyes, “And what is that one saying?”
Dangerous things, tempting things.  Things that he dearly wanted to believe, but required so much more risk.  His eyes pressed closed as he considered his answer…he had already come this far.  “That I’ve heard you say before, that if—” a steadying breath, “—if someone had asked you to leave the Order, you would have.” He didn’t dare open his eyes as the words tumbled out of him.  “And that if I asked you to stay, now, you might—”
And then Obi-Wan was kissing him.
His eyes flew open as the words were smothered, rolled closed again as he saw that he wasn’t imagining it.  The solid weight of Obi-Wan’s hand at the nape of his neck, drawing him down, the faint scratch of his beard as he deepened the kiss; it was all real, all happening, and Anakin went dizzy with relief.  When Obi-Wan parted from him he didn’t stray far.  “That’s enough now,” he murmured warmly, thumb stroking Anakin’s cheek as he cleared the rasp from his voice, “I understand.”    
Anakin’s lips curved in a small, hopeful smile as he touched his forehead to Obi-Wan’s. “Then you’ll stay?”
“No.” Before the fear could rise again Obi-Wan pressed another quick kiss to his lips.  “But I won’t be leaving you here, either.”
Relief and confusion both flickered over Anakin’s face.  “Obi-Wan?”
At some point Obi-Wan’s hand had moved to his hip; he tugged Anakin forward with it as he retreated a step.  “It seems I’ll be following orders as you do again,” he teased gently, flashing a brief, fierce grin, “We’ll take Grievous together.”  Another step toward the hanger bay.  “And then we’ll figure everything else out that way, too. Alright?”
“Yes,” he nodded, following Obi-Wan out of the shadowed hall and onto the waiting cruiser, “Yes, alright.”  
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icsek · 7 years
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Obikin Equestrian AU Part 4/?
Or read here on AO3 as ‘Pursuit’
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5
Ben genuinely felt bad about the injury and had made allowances for it, but this was getting ridiculous. Injury or not, there was no reason for Anakin’s towel to keep falling off after the shower right in front of him while he was preparing dinner. It was always followed by Anakin loudly groaning as he slowly bent over to pick it up, giving Ben a full view of his perfect ass that made him glad there was a countertop obscuring his lower half.
As if seeing Anakin’s naked ass on a daily basis wasn’t enough, he could also hear his moans late at night that sounded suspiciously like his name.
This couldn’t continue or he’d end up giving in to the temptation, no matter how much he knew he shouldn’t. Not only was Anakin his employee and student, he was basically the adopted son of a friend, and sixteen years his junior. No matter how much Anakin seemed to want him, he shouldn’t give in.
Thinking about it wasn’t helping, he needed to do something. Maybe a dip in the pool while he waited out the worst of the heat before heading back to the barn to help with the night turnout.
He groaned when he saw Anakin in the pool as he approached it, towel in hand. There was no way he was going to win today it seemed. Wait, was Anakin wearing his old pair of speedos? Oh yes, those were definitely his, the bright red color with the odd pattern of black lines recognizable and distinct in contrast with the sun-kissed skin.
Ben took a moment to just admire the view of Anakin laying face down on the pool float, apparently napping, his firm body on display for Ben’s hungry eyes. For just a moment, he allowed himself to think about slipping in the pool, tracing wet patterns on smooth skin, running fingers through the dirt blonde hair, pressing kisses to the fading purple line of bruising across his back, teasing the crevasse between the two plump globes. It was an enticing thought, giving in to the desire, at least once.
Or he could slip in the pool and dump Anakin off the float and enjoy watching him stutter. Yes, much better option.
Quietly, he set his towel down and slipped into the water via the stairs, taking his time to make sure he didn’t make too much noise. Anakin was floating in the deep end, still sleeping as he moved slowly through the water until he was standing on his tip toes right next to him. Without further ado, he surged up, flipping the float, and Anakin, right over.
He laughed as Anakin sputtered to the surface, looking confused, a bit sleepy, irritated and altogether too adorable. His laughter didn’t last for long, cut off by a large splash of water to the face.
“Ben! Not cool!” Anakin was pouting, crossing his arms with a slight wince, not looking nearly as amused as he’d thought he would.
“You looked far too comfortable laying there in my speedo.” He raised his brow, daring Anakin to complain some more.
A blush spread across his cheeks as he ducked his head, rubbing the back of it in a familiar gesture of bashfulness, “I hope you don’t mind, I really need to go home and get the rest of my stuff.”
“I’m just teasing you, Anakin. I don’t think I’ve actually fit in those for at least ten years. Consider them yours.” He smiled warmly, “Now that you’re able to move a bit better you should probably go visit Breha and Bail, at least for the weekend. We’ve survived the last four days without you at the barn, we can survive another three.”
It’d give him a break from Anakin too, some time to cool his loins, maybe even find a friend for a night at a local bar to get his mind off the young man. The last time he’d gotten laid was months before Anakin had started working under him. Yes, that was probably his problem, it had just been too long and Anakin was the only attractive man around him that he saw with any sort of frequency.
“If that’s okay with you, Ben. It’ll be nice to catch up for a few days.” Anakin smiled one of his genuine shy smiles that made Ben’s mouth go dry and his heart skip a beat. A break would definitely be welcome.
“None at all.” He couldn’t help but return the smile, knowing it looked more like a dopey grin on his own face.
An awkward silence stretched between them as they both continued to stare at one another, unsure what to say next. Ben was rarely speechless or awkward, but Anakin always seemed to bring it out of him. He didn’t want to be the one to break the silence, didn’t want Anakin to think he was demanding he leave right now.
Luckily Anakin broke it, “Well, then, I’m going to shower before I leave. Might as well head up there today. If I leave now I should be there in time for dinner.”
“Make sure to text me when you get there to let me know you made it.” It was only noon and the drive to Ocala was four and half hours. Plenty of time for Anakin to make it before it got dark.
“Will do. I’ll be back Sunday.” Anakin pulled himself up out of the pool, giving Ben yet another view of his magnificent ass. Yes, Ben really needed to get laid.
Even though Anakin had only been staying in the house for four days, he’d been a frequent guest for meals and the occasional soak in the bathtub since there was only a shower in the barn. Now, with him back visiting home, it seemed too quiet and empty. He’d originally planned on going to the bar tomorrow night, but staying home alone wasn’t appealing tonight.
Decision made, Ben went through his closet to pull out his single pair of jeans and a blue button down shirt that complimented his eyes. He checked his hair, brushed his teeth and slipped on his shoes before grabbing his wallet and the keys of his SUV and leaving for West Palm to hit up one of the bars there where he was less likely to be recognized.
The bar was packed with the Friday night crowd, as one of the few reputable gay bars in West Palm, it stayed busy and full during most weekends. There were better bars in Ft. Lauderdale, but he’d not felt up to driving an hour each way and the bartender here served good drinks. He took his drink and sat at the bar, taking a minute to look around if anyone caught his interest.
An hour later found him with the company of an attractive man in his early thirties named Cody. He was the same height as Ben, but a lot more built with sleeves tight around muscled arms, and a haircut that suggested a military background. As they talked, he learned Cody was in fact still active military on leave visiting one of his seven brothers that lived nearby. Cody was exactly the type of man he preferred: attractive, intelligent, and temporary.
Their flirting continued until Cody suggested they take it back to his hotel room up the road and Ben agreed. In the hotel room, they didn’t waste any time stripping the clothes off each other and rolling on the bed. He’d been right about Cody, the man was very attractive, all hard planes and thick muscle, but he didn’t feel right under his hands. There was too much muscle, his limbs were too thick, more powerful than graceful, not at all like Anakin’s long, lean body. Still, when Cody’s mouth wrapped around his cock, he could easily close his eyes and pretend it was Anakin between his legs instead of the other man.
Except he wanted to taste Anakin first, drive him to new heights of pleasure with his mouth and fingers. Feel him stretch around his fingers first, taking his time to be careful and gentle, make it so good he’d be begging before the night was over. And wouldn’t that be a pretty sight, Anakin beneath him begging for Ben to please take him hard. Not that he would, not the first time at least. He’d take it slow, leave Anakin hovering on the brink, getting him near the edge and then backing off. Ben wouldn’t let him come until he could no longer hold back. And his face, twisted in pleasure-
He barely managed to keep from moaning Anakin’s name as he came in the condom in Cody’s mouth, biting his lip hard enough to draw blood. Cody smiled up at him with satisfaction, his lips glistening with saliva that ran down his chin. When he returned the favor a few minutes later, he could only imagine it was Anakin that he driving to the peak.
Ben had it bad.
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