#not to brag or talk about it online

[ladsofsorrow24]

i really should further the "go reread chainsaw man" agenda because some people read it in one go then come out with Very Wild conclusion

#go reread it #it'll become even more enjoyable once you've read it again with context of what's going to happen #hell the whole makima twist makes so much sense to me after rereading it #because my first time reading it i had my guard down when makima is introduced #you don't even need to reread it in chronological order just read it from arcs that you like #one thing that makes chainsaw man such a joy to reread is because the series aren't long running #part 1 is only 98 chapters #compared to other manga series published in jump #that is pretty short #and each arc is distinct enough to be memorable in their own ways #for me personally the international assassin is my favorite arc because shit gets WILD in that part #and rereading it is so fun because i get to see the little details of every character involved in that arc #so yeah don't just read chainsaw man in one sitting and just... leave #go reread it once more and enjoy it #that's how you should enjoy a media #not to brag or talk about it online #but to let the story take you into a wild journey over and over #tmi tag

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

Had a good thing happen at work today and got a bonus 🤑

#bonus time baybeeee #celebrated by buying art supplies #because I needed new canvases to paint on #life of faye #wish I had more people I talked to regularly #so I could talk about good things when they happen and I feel good about them #i mean it would also be nice to have more people to talk to when I feel bad but right now specifically was a good thing #but like since I don't really talk to anyone very regularly now #except for my one online gaming friend #there's nobody to celebrate with #and I don't want to just reach out randomly to people because that feels like dumb bragging #so my other option is to scream the news into the void which is what I am now doing

[squeakadeeks]

im not sure if this is a consequence of feeling like we all have to compete over how poorly we take care of ourselves in some giant internet thunderdome like “oh you sleep 4 hours? well I only sleep 2″ and “you only ate one meal today? well all I had was an iced coffee” or “you just finished working 70 a hr week? well I worked 85″ because it feels like we can only be seen, validated, and helped if we’re hurting more than everyone and our situation is the most extreme and dire, but deadass I am extremely concerned for folks if what they're saying is true and not being warped by exaggeration bc as someone who undertook less extremes than what people are posting im still hospital bound bc of how much i abused my body and my limits 

#people will make some posts and i will sit there like #bestie i have a severe and approaching lethal stage ED and youre eating less than i do and showing more self abusive behavior #the other thing i can say about this is yes im concerned for the person but im also kind of angry about it too if im telling true #its a situation where i understand its symptomatic of a bigger cause and theyre hurting too #but do yall know how fucking impossible it is to recover from an ED when you go online and everyone is bragging #about only eating one meal or just having caffeine or normalizing going all day without eating #and I can also see how harmful it would be for recovering from substance abuse bc of how people talk about binge drinking too #like i get yall are hurting but there are consequences to what you say

[oh-meow-swirls]

my favorite part of my yo-kai watch hyperfixation is when i realize that some of the stuff i know is probably not actually common knowledge. most people probably actually don't know specific alleyways' names and shit-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #the alleyway behind everymart uptown is the catwalk and i know that off the top of my head #and the one behind foundation academy (or. whatever it's called i barely go there-) is the academy shortcut #um. i don't actually remember a lot of others off the top of my head #but i feel like this is more than the average person at least- #i'm not even trying to brag or anything it probably comes off as that. it's just kinda like. ''huh'' #that's what random-ykw-facts is for but also it's basically dead at this point sfkdljsfdjfklsjfd- #i don't think that making a post about how textboxes are a different color based on whether a yo-kai or human/animal is talking #and how the text scrolling noise is also different based on if a boy/girl/yo-kai is talking #(the three genders) #is very interesting #though also that reminds me that i wanted to make a post about the failian episode being temporarily banned #i just want a video of the og airing but idk if it exists online the wiki only has a single picture-

[hiddencarpet]

Every now and then i feel like maybe i should change my artist nickname bc HiddenCarpet doesn't sound enough like artist username but i feel like changing it would be too much of a bother + i dislike the thought of alienation of my old art with different name.

And its not like i dislike my nickname. I really like how it looks when i sign it. And i wouldn't change the Carpet part itself. Idk about the "Hidden" part tho. I fear it makes it sound like carpets are going to be my focus and i haven't drawn that much of them in years.

But maybe i'm wrong and it does sound like an artist nickname and it doesn't sound that forgettable idk.

#thing is i just remember when i was maybe 18 on a convention and this cool online artist was signing autographs. and we could chat a little #with them #including bragging about own stuff #and they said my nickname sounds forgetable #i shrugged it off but tbh every now and then it resurfaces and i'm thinking about how maybe something else would be better #but maybe i'm wrong and they were wrong. honestly i don't know #carpet talks #posting it like ahh idk

[tariah23]

Ppl will do anything for internet clout oh my god

#this dude is arguing with the Cartel as he’s streaming and mocking them #as if they don’t have ppl to snatch him up or they can’t just get here themselves #they’ve done this plenty of times to Americans talking crazy #what the hell #rambling #just the other day some dude edited a picture of his burger to make it look undercooked so that he could get his money back from DoorDash…. #which is??? hopefully the restaurant he got the burger from wasn’t like a family owned one #don’t mess up ppls businesses like that #some other dude was online bragging about how his boss or whoever let him mop the bathrooms down and let him go home so he didn’t even have #to do his full 6 hours or community service and everyone was like ‘you’re gonna get that guy fired you idiot delete this-‘ #like why even post about it- especially if you’re a convict like I’m sure you have people watching you man come on #I hope that guy didn’t get fired just because he wanted to be nice to an idiot like that #and of course that lady who posted her baby waxing adult coochie…….. you really don’t… have to post everything online #well it was good that she was stupid enough to do so in the end considering what she had her daughter doing

[lastoneout]

as much as part of me doesn't want to associate my tumblr TOO heavily with my twitch streaming, part of me is entertaining the idea of having a cohesive theme across my platforms and if I was gonna change the current icon/appearance/theme it would just be for all that...

and also in the honor of that anon who said, after sending me a big hunk of anon hate, added "oh wait you're a furry ofc you don't read the news" like maybe I can prevent stupid discourse but simply being way more upfront about the furry vtuber thing lmao

idk @ long time followers and mutuals would you be too heartbroken if I did a mild re-brand? or anyone who has feedback really, I have kinda built my twitch following more or less separate from my tumblr one which is nice, but it does mean I think people here follow me expecting different content than the twitch people(more or less, there is overlap ofc and I am eternally grateful for my tumblr peeps who check out my streams and vice-versa <3) so that's worth considering as well...still the content of my blog wouldn't change AT ALL and I'd still be lastoneout ofc you can pry that username from my cold dead hands, but just my icon and blog theme and stuff?

Yeah, def would appreciate feedback lol

#I just think it would be a nice 'wtf were you expecting you saw my blog' thing #also all the assets I have I drew myself so shrug it is also just using my own art #and I've never really felt brave enough to use my own art for stuff before #and Im def not trying to brag about the furry vtuber thing either I fully talk about it like I'm a court jester #bcs I am #this is also bcs my tumblr following is growing a lot? and Im having more twitch streams with 8-10 veiwers #and this is also literally my job anyway #so idk??? might be nice to have a cohesive.......brand????? #idk how to get more popular online actually #I have no fucking idea why I have nearly 7k followers here #or why I have regular viewers on twitch!! #idk what Im doing at all actually!!

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

people are 16 and posting about their pregnancies and babies on tiktok and bragging it is truly over forever

#2006 mom and 2008 dad IM SORRY???????? #even past the teen pregnancy 16 and 18 are so fucking far when youre that young #also im not saying this like ugh we should shun teen parents and treat them like trash NO #but can we talk about this spike. why are there so many now i thought it was dropping. #and why is it suddenly bragging rights you are so young!!!!! having a child is such a big fucking deal why are you doing it at 16 #out of CHOICE??????? #the tree speaks #and people are jealous and saying not everyone goes to school or college and if they have money and space its fine #girl. they are CHILDREN. #more than that it almost feels like. its for clout right. like im not speculating thats genuinely what it is #so more than even the parents who were profiting off of their kids and influencer culture's impact on any kid right now #its kids who are affected by that having children specifically to raise them in that environment #and i get you know finding community online especially in that situation when #closer family and friends might push you away #but this is not what that is. and its fucking scary.

[hyperesthesias]

When I was a kid, I watched WWII documentaries with my Dad. I remember, as a small child, being moved by the people (notably women) who would shelter and aid those who were seeking refuge and escape. They would conceal them from their oppressors and help them vanish, unnoticed. I always liked to think, given the opportunity, I would do the same. It was not a wish I wanted to come true.

I've helped two neighbor girls this year, in the last six months alone, hide and escape from their abusers. The first was the 16 year old next to me, whose father beats her regularly. I housed her, fed her for the evening and helped her escape out the back in the middle of the night.

The second was this evening. An immigrant woman whose husband suddenly turned on her. I found her hiding by the front gate, and asked if she was okay or if she needed me to call 911. She begged me not to. So I asked if she needed a safe place to wait while her mother in law came to pick her up. She was almost completely blind, as her husband had taken and destroyed her glasses. I led her through the dark and to my home. My mother looked up resources for immigrant women who are victims of abuse. We gave her medicine. And I guided her through the dark again and helped her escape. I don't know if I'll ever see her again.

In May, I silently silently rode with a 14 year old girl, who was being hit on by a man on the bus. She didn't know I could hear, she didn't know I watched and made sure he didn't do it again. She didn't know I rode with her until she got off the bus safely, even though my stop had passed.

In June, I pretended to know a woman who was being harassed on the bus, I took her hand as though we'd known each other for years and laughed with her as though we could finish each other's sentences. I waited with her at the stop and made sure she knew where she was and where she wanted to go.

In July, I protected two teenage girls at a bus stop as a man became violent with the three of us. Three other men shielded us and I shepherded them onto the bus and sat in front of them, as a barrier. I walked with one girl as she got off at her stop until she felt safe.

It shouldn't be this way. This isn't the wish I wanted to come true. It feels like I have done this more and more often, and it feels like it won't stop. The world is getting more frightening, and there are too few people who would do the same for me. It's why I do it in the first place. There need to be more protectors in the world, more people who make the world feel less scary. Fear shouldn't be the reigning emotion when you step out of the door.

#tw abuse #i dont give a fuck what people think about this post btw #this isnt a humble brag or doing some good deed and posting it online #its not a brag because I SHOULDNT HAVE TO DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE #its terrifying and it makes my stomach turn #and i have nowhere else to talk about it

[kehlanies]

.

#shup ut nicki #this has nothing to do with anything anyone is talking about so feel v free to ignore me dkdkdksk #but i just saw the emma chamberlain podcast where she talks about people constantly filming at concerts #and how there's and obsession with posting your experiences online #which is true! the sanpchat/instastories/tiktokification of documenting experience is...yeah #but i think concerts are different because concerts for a lot of people are a once in a lifetime experience #very few people have the income to see multiple shows in a year - some people will only ever see one concert ever in their life #after intentionally saving up for it. esp for big artists #why shouldn't they be able to record their experience? bc i gotta tell you if i ever get to see beyonce in person #i would start taking pictures the week before of the empty venue lol #the idea that someone shouldn't get to go back and relive or share a very rare experience for them has just always rubbed me the wrong way #(maybe bc i'm poor and the most expensive concert I've ever been to was the cheetah girls sksksk) #and like obviously its different if you're going to 50 shows of the same artist and taking pictures to brag. #but i think its fair to say 90% of people aren't doing that. hell 90% can't do that. #also i literally live vicariously through other peoples footage of their concent experience #so yeah. off the soapbox now.

[lesbiantriphosphate]

new hobby is actively avoiding people who critically analyze things i like. not like “the origins/history is problematic” but like the people who seek out plot holes or things to criticize. it makes me sad and my blorbos are supposed to make me happy.

#this is about star wars if you couldn’t tell #and i AM a hypocrite because i dislike the sequels but also i don’t talk about that online #not to brag but #idk i think that’s a critical difference #i try not to shit on things online when i know people find joy from those things #anyway i love obi wan kenobi because it makes me happy #not because plot-wise it’s perfect by any means

[spookyradluka]

Oh wow, you actually do feminist actividm irl? I honestly thought you were just another terminally online woman who thinks blogging makes her a radfem

Idk how to answer this

#anon #i dont like feeling like i am bragging for online points so i dont really talk about it

[hamletthedane]

I was meeting a client at a famous museum’s lounge for lunch (fancy, I know) and had an hour to kill afterwards so I joined the first random docent tour I could find. The woman who took us around was a great-grandmother from the Bronx “back when that was nothing to brag about” and she was doing a talk on alternative mediums within art.

What I thought that meant: telling us about unique sculpture materials and paint mixtures.

What that actually meant: an 84yo woman gingerly holding a beautifully beaded and embroidered dress (apparently from Ukraine and at least 200 years old) and, with tears in her eyes, showing how each individual thread was spun by hand and weaved into place on a cottage floor loom, with bright blue silk embroidery thread and hand-blown beads intricately piercing the work of other labor for days upon days, as the labor of a dozen talented people came together to make something so beautiful for a village girl’s wedding day.

What it also meant: in 1948, a young girl lived in a cramped tenement-like third floor apartment in Manhattan, with a father who had just joined them after not having been allowed to escape through Poland with his pregnant wife nine years earlier. She sits in her father’s lap and watches with wide, quiet eyes as her mother’s deft hands fly across fabric with bright blue silk thread (echoing hands from over a century years earlier). Thread that her mother had salvaged from white embroidery scraps at the tailor’s shop where she worked and spent the last few days carefully dying in the kitchen sink and drying on the roof.

The dress is in the traditional Hungarian fashion and is folded across her mother’s lap: her mother doesn’t had a pattern, but she doesn’t need one to make her daughter’s dress for the fifth grade dance. The dress would end up differing significantly from the pure white, petticoated first communion dresses worn by her daughter’s majority-Catholic classmates, but the young girl would love it all the more for its uniqueness and bright blue thread.

And now, that same young girl (and maybe also the villager from 19th century Ukraine) stands in front of us, trying not to clutch the old fabric too hard as her voice shakes with the emotion of all the love and humanity that is poured into the labor of art. The village girl and the girl in the Bronx were very different people: different centuries, different religions, different ages, and different continents. But the love in the stitches and beads on their dresses was the same. And she tells us that when we look at the labor of art, we don’t just see the work to create that piece - we see the labor of our own creations and the creations of others for us, and the value in something so seemingly frivolous.

But, maybe more importantly, she says that we only admire this piece in a museum because it happened to survive the love of the wearer and those who owned it afterwards, but there have been quite literally billions of small, quiet works of art in billions of small, quiet homes all over the world, for millennia. That your grandmother’s quilt is used as a picnic blanket just as Van Gogh’s works hung in his poor friends’ hallways. That your father’s hand-painted model plane sets are displayed in your parents’ livingroom as Grecian vases are displayed in museums. That your older sister’s engineering drawings in a steady, fine-lined hand are akin to Da Vinci’s scribbles of flying machines.

I don’t think there’s any dramatic conclusions to be drawn from these thoughts - they’ve been echoed by thousands of other people across the centuries. However, if you ever feel bad for spending all of your time sewing, knitting, drawing, building lego sets, or whatever else - especially if you feel like you have to somehow monetize or show off your work online to justify your labor - please know that there’s an 84yo museum docent in the Bronx who would cry simply at the thought of you spending so much effort to quietly create something that’s beautiful to you.

#shut up e #long post #Saturday thoughts #this has been in my drafts for a week haha #also this is the heart of why AI art feels so wrong #forget the discussion of copyright and theft etc - even if models were only trained on public domain they would still feel very wrong #because they’re not art. art is the labor of creation #even commercial art and art commissioned by the popes and kings of history: there is humanity in the labor of it #unrelated: I did not know living in the Bronx was now something to brag about. How the fuck do y’all New Yorkers afford this city???

[clamorybus]

i know a lot of people say things like 'if my post doesn't apply to you then its not for you' when they make advice posts, which i totally get. but when people make posts dissing picky eaters or adult cartoon fans or whatever, and other people point out that includes disabled adults, i feel like "oh i didn't mean them!" doesn't really work, y'know?

#mickey.txt #obviously its important for people esp adults to vary their diets and the media they consume and to exercise #and OBVIOUSLY disability doesn't excuse ignorance and bigotry #but let's be real: 95% of the time someone makes a generalization like #'people who can't order food without stuttering' or whatever #they're thinking of or vaguing a specific person they know #either online or irl #and honestly its fine if they don't like them or find them annoying or whatever #*what i mean is that unless someone specifically tells you. you don't know why they do what they do* #you don't know if they're disabled or mentally ill or what condition they have #again i wanna emphasize that disability and mental illness doesn't excuse being shitty #i'm talking about 'annoying' behaviors #like. sometimes disabled adults can only shower once a week. or they perfer cartoons over live action movies #or they only eat chicken nuggets and mac & cheese #or they cannot eat vegetables at all or WHATEVER #and again you can be annoyed by whoever. just remember you do not know WHY that specific person is like that #im rambling and idk 'its not that deep' but i hope i'm being clear #ik tone can be hard to read online but at times it feels we're sliding back into a bully culture yknow? #WAIT i didn't touch on it but i'm including 'girls who only had ice coffee for lunch' in this #because thats not a diet culture thing most of those girls bragging about that have an eating disorder

[baphofemme]

anti-lgbt lgbt ppl will always baffle me to no end...

#for reference i'm talking about a comment i saw on my fyp a few mins ago #a republican senator shoulder-checked someone for protesting against an anti-trans bill being passed #the comments were 50/50 between people rightfully showing concern for the protester and bootlickers defending the senator #one of the bootlickers was a transphobic cis gay man #his replies were along the lines of 'we normal gays and lesbians don't want to be associated with y'all' yk things of that nature #and i'm thinking to myself...first of all? #regardless of how much respectability politics you adhere to you'll still be 'othered' by the majority #and ofc he was spreading baseless information about trans ppl #and none of it was grounded in factual evidence #'facts and logic' mfs spreading misinformation? color me shocked #he kept claiming i was 'mad' in my replies #and i was honestly entertained by his ignorance #he even went so far as to comment on some of my tiktoks to continue his fruitless endeavors #but when i opened the app half a minute later the comments and notifs were gone #this shouldn't come as much of a surprise but he blocked me after he claimed i couldn't handle the argument #and before he blocked me he also said some bs like 'i'm waiting for my response' #at this point i couldn't help but laugh #more proof in the pudding that a conservative's online presence solely consists of purposely antagonizing people #this also reminds me of another tiktok i saw a few mins ago calling out lgbt ppl for shitting on other ppl in the community #y'know the pick-mes who brag about how 'normal' they are and shit on the rest of us 'cringe' lgbt ppl #and ofc one of the top comments was a pick-me proving OPs exact point without a lick of self awareness! #if these pick-mes invested the same energy into showing solidarity with their own community for once instead it would be a miracle #anyways i'm doing fine. i'm p chill #in fact i thought this 'argument' was kinda funny #you wanted all that smoke and then blocked me right after? #what's cookin' in hell's kitchen?

[zeldasnotes]

MARS IN THE HOUSES

Things your placement makes me think of ❤️‍🔥

MARS IN THE 1ST HOUSE: Gorgeous eyebrows, jawline, being competetive, scarring, martial arts, animal magnetism, gymrat, mma, having to do the dirty work, standing up for those who cant stand up for themselves, overly courageus, a need to show you can do it, fitness contests, you are seen as someone whos not to mess with, hard working, red hair, looking good in red, easily irritated, walking fast, bragging, easily irritated when people do things too slowly, blunt, saying it like it is, prefering to hang out with men, fierce look, model body, a strong need to get stuff done everyday, forgetting to rest.

MARS IN THE 2ND HOUSE: From nada to prada, the amount of money you have affects your self esteem, people constantly wanting to borrow from you, the first one in the family to make it, wanting the best looking house in the neighborhood, a need to own a lot, a lot of conflicts in the family, overprotective, envious of others possessions, velvet and silk clothes, if it aint high quality you dont want it, quality over quantity, practical, irritated by people who are irresponsible with money, generous, materialistic, overworking yourself, a harsh tone, putting on a scary voice when angry, people feel safe around you, cozy.

MARS IN THE 3RD HOUSE: Straight to the point, online conflicts, blunt, sibling rivalry, arguing for the sake of arguing, sassy, cursing, driving fast, rapper, rap battle, formidable debater, gossip as a way of fighting, ”im gonna tell everyone what you did”, outspoken, too blunt, looking for conflict, neighbourhood bully, sounding rude when you didnt mean too, passive aggressive digs, an addiction to confrontation, sexy voice, mentally competetive, strong need to defend yourself, dirty talk, being able to convince everyone, beef with the neighbours, honest, extremely alert, hard to to fool.

MARS IN THE 4TH HOUSE: Issues with citizenship,raised by a single mom, being raised by an angry or stressed out parent, having to raise yourself, a mother whos obsessed with rules, a mom who takes anger out on you bc daddy left, home is like a warzone, a family of bullies, hearing your mom talk shit about people on the phone all day, learning early to stand up for yourself, nostalgic, being uncomfortable at home, you can be a patriot or the opposite a dislike for your homecountry and wanting to leave it, being the ”man of the house”, sensitivity turned into anger, strong desire to move away from home, moving a lot, renovation business, your mother affected your view of women and sex.

MARS IN THE 5TH HOUSE: An obsessive need to feel seen, wanting to be admired, pride, viewing sex as art, wanting to be one of the popular people, gambling, creativity, feeling a strong need to come across as confident, being competetive, very sexual, drama queen, boy/girl crazy, fashionista, lucky, naturally entertaining, not afraid to express your sexuality, not afraid to show off, stage presence, custody battle, having a martian child, attention seeking, needing competition to feel alive, flirty, high libido, bad habits, a style that stands out, glamorous, being a diva.

MARS IN THE 6TH HOUSE: Obsessive need to feel productive, finishing 100 tasks in a day, strong need to be of service, sexy body, gymrat, gym receptionist, sexy maid costume, competing with people in the same business, sabotaged by coworkers, diets, veterinary, irritated by lazy people, being surrounded by lazy coworkers, you are annoyed by people who dont follow the routine, submissive, exhausting yourself, organizing, ”lady in the streets, freak in the sheets” energy, people expecting you to do it, working 3 different jobs, working until you collaps, refusing to rest until you are done.

MARS IN THE 7TH HOUSE: Dating bad boys, moving in together the same year you meet someone, a strong need to prove who you can get, attracting very sexual relationships, flings that burn bright but quickly, might get involved in more conflicts than others during your life, attracted to arrogant people, attracted to people with a lot of masculine energy, having a lot of enemies, relationships ending on a sour note, wanting to dominate the relationship or wanting a partner who dominates, wanting relationships to move fast, being aggressive towards partners or them being aggressive towards you, needing a relationship thats passionate, breaking up and getting back together a thousand times, constant bickering, passive aggressive comments.

MARS IN THE 8TH HOUSE: People with masculine energy becoming obsessed with you, sex appeal, being a victim of violence from men, early painful experiences with men, men you dated coming back years later to get with you again, trauma surrounding sex, a bad first time, taboo relationships, attracted to the forbidden, attracting envy from masculine energy people, vengeful, intense anger, threaths, seeing the worst side of men, animal magnetism, attracting people wherever you go, people being innappropriate with you, people seeing you as someone whos good in bed, sexually charged, oozing it, enjoying scary movies and documentaries.

MARS IN THE 9TH HOUSE: Forcing your opinion on people, a lot of enemies at school, people attacking bc of your cultural background or religion, not liking people who disagree with you, strong opinions, comedian, disliked by teachers and students, having to change schools, you come across as ditzy, people constantly asking you where you are from, well known at school, funny stuff in the school bathroom, people underestimating your intelligence, getting into heated discussions about religion, gambler, breaking tradition.

MARS IN THE 10TH HOUSE: Top model, CEO, sex symbol, models stealing eachothers outfits backstage, go hard or go home, dog eat dog, seen as someone bitchy, everybody knows who you are, posting gym selfies, being forced into sports as a kid, a parent who shamed you for being a pussy, wearing the latest, intimidating people without doing snything, catcalling, fitnessinfluenser, fitspo, only one can win, leaked sex tape, a reputation for being sexy, it girl, sex symbol, baddest b in town, public fights, the best at whatever you do, raised by a single mother, afraid of not being seen as high status.

MARS IN THE 11TH HOUSE: Protesting, fitnessinsta, posting pictures at the gym, ”haters make me famous”, teamplayer, being cancelled, attracting anger on the internet, cyber bullying, humanitarian, people love to hate you, a striking look, friendships ending on bad terms, leader of a group, activist, rally starter, cheerleader, it girl, Regina George energy, hanging out with the guys, exposing the bad guys, friends with benefits, from enemies to friends, befriending someone you disliked at first sign, a friendscircle of bitches, onlyfans, needing the latest technology, the power of knowing everyone, wanting to know everyone, rebel without a cause.

MARS IN THE 12TH HOUSE: Passive aggressive, men playing you for a fool, being decieved by men, dating the town drugdealer, being surrounded by men who lie and drink, passive aggressive comments, afraid of confrontation, finding comfort in an addiction, men turning you against other women, wanting to be the saviour, making someone else fight for you, working at a mental hospital, working with addicts, not knowing who the enemy is, a good actor, being used by men, men giving you compliments to get something from you, repressing your sexuality, secret relationships, isolation, unknowingly being the side chick, scared of standing up for yourself.

© 2023 Zeldas Notes

#astro notes #astrology #astro observations #astronotes #mars in the 3rd house #mars in the 12th house #mars in the houses #mars #birth chart readings