#oh that boy is only small!

[christiangeistdorfer]

AYRTON SENNA at a press conference during the 1990 HUNGARIAN GRAND PRIX

#oh that boy is only small! #dearest anna #classic f1 #f1 #formula 1 #1990s #ayrton senna

[bogusbyron]

stex bits and bobs, & my components designs. ive actually changed a couple of them slightly since i did those refs LOL but theres no huge changes, krupp just has different makeup & his outfit shape resembles OBC a bit more.

plus the usual cheater boys stuff cause uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#art #stex #starlight express #the cheater boys #greased lightning #stex cb #stex electra #stex greaseball #oh christ now i have to tag all of the components hang on #stex volta #stex joule #stex wrench #stex killerwatt #stex purse #stex krupp #i wont tag poppa and flat top becuase theyr only small features

[sysig]

Hello! Second request here, could you please draw something with Scriabin and Todd? I love their interactions and how he tries to take care of him in his own way, but is very bad at it.

Day 12 - Apology Bribe

#My art #Requestober #Vargas #Todd #Scriabin #''Don't tell dad! I'll make up for it just don't tattle!'' Lol #That is if he was the one to break it in the first place - maybe Todd came home from school and some of the kids were mean to him #And to get him not to cry he promised to buy him a new one ♪ However you want to take it haha #Personally I'm a fan of how allergic he is to saying sorry hehe ✨ He's terrible ♥ #Somehow I can only imagine him getting carried away in a rant and accidentally breaking something of Todd's tho not out of malice #Still broken tho #Todd's too good to you Scriabin! Way too forgiving! He's a sweet boy #He's also tiny haha ♪ Lookit how small! Fun sized lad #I enjoyed drawing the stickers on his ripped notebook ♪ #Little bear sticker! Adorable #Scriabin could've just buggered off after getting him a new one but he sits with him and watches him draw <3 #To watch him to make sure he doesn't tell on him to Edgar? Suuuuuure that's the reason lol #Oh Scriabin

[hxzelwallflower]

ooc.♡ˎˊ˗ Finally getting out of my art funk, so here's a peek.

#- ; Someone's ANGY oh boy #- ; Yes her wings are small they only go about elbow length #- ; It's still a WIP but let's just say Epic the musical has been fueling my doodling #- ; OOC #- ; Bravo's outta pocket #- ; Ghostly sketches { My art }

[rexscanonwife]

Never underestimate the serotonin boost that comes with painting ur nails a color u associate with your f/o 💙🥺💙🥺💙

#jane journals #self insert talk #💙 oh captain my captain 💙 #i bought a nice deep blue with sparkles and it looks soooo nice and HEHE YEAH REMINDS ME OF REX #my husband my light 😭💖💖 #i like to think he'd see brea wearing it and notice immediately what thats all about #maybe its the first time in a while theyve seen each other bcs they were both away on missions #when he takes her hands in his for the first time he sees it and smiles knowingly at her like 'whats this?' #and shes like 'i only wanted to show my support for the boys in blue 😌' and hes like 'oh all of us?' #he knows she really means him. its like having a small reminder of him or a symbol #smth she can show off in rebellion without actually showing off too much that she's his #and he's hers 🥺🥺💖💖

[soldier-poet-king]

St Thereses little way and small kindnesses shape the world and make it go round etc etc etc

Yes that is ALL true and I don't discount it but ALSO have you considered I ALSO want the Big Grand Kindnesses and Great Works and Gestures

Not just for the drama. Not for the recognition, I generally hate to be noticed. But for the competency. The satisfaction. The possibility that I CAN. Surely there is this ambition and drive for a reason. Surely I am incredibly hungry and yet have no concrete selfish tangible dreams, just a Grand Desire for The Good in some great manifestation, surely for a reason. A meaning. A purpose.

I want it. More than comfort and kindness and love I want this. The deepest hunger of my existence. The reason for my existence.

#franposting #actively chewing and biting at work today #and its only a Monday #oh boy. oh boy #is this maybe just a manifestation of a need for control #has every existentialist prior also sought this desperately #it is less the despair and more of the hunger #of knowing it is there. beyond my reach or capability but not beyond my desire or mind #it is a terrible thing #sometimes i think it better to have been ignorant of it. to be content with the small and the simple and the good #and not know or want for more #those are better people. tbh. they can do more good than all my navel gazing pretensions can #and yet. and yet #this is why i cant be left alone to get bored #ive been out of school for only a year without a concrete end goal #and i am already redesigning the world in my ambition and my benevolent tyranny #actually. yknow what. fuck it. i finally understand galadriels temptation. #or at least. in part #fuck. OHHHH journal we're really init now #god forbid one day anyone ever reads these things. bitch is a lunatic. #shoutout to all the homies who wouldve been diagnosed with female hysteria

[c0rpseductor]

had a video recommended to me about a “comfortable binder” someone made and was somewhat cautiously interested bc like. im sure im not the only person for whom compression binders are like. You feel a little winded. so i was curious if this was an option that i’d find useful.

it doesn’t sound like long, but i had to sit through TWO AND A HALF MINUTES of preamble to get to like, “oh and btw this probably only works for me because my chest is naturally small anyway.” GET OUT OF HERE IM A DD CUP. like if you’d led with that i would not have wasted two minutes of my life waiting for you to get to that.

#it was just one with boning in the front instead of compression btw #as soon as i saw that i was like Im fairly sure that would only work if you had a small chest but what do I know! #and then he said it and i was like Oh fuck you skinny boy #(JOKING BUT. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN)

[toastsnaffler]

sometimes I wish I was a more interesting + charismatic person just so I could keep conversations going bc I like sharing space with other ppl but they routinely lose all interest and leave once I run out of things to say/start talking abt things that don't concern them :-(

#and boy do I run out of things to say so fast when I'm talking to friends who ik dont give a fuck abt any of my interests... #theres only so much i can make small talk or ask them questions abt their own interests/lives yknow. man #it just makes me feel like im constantly competing with smth else for other ppls attention all the time + constantly losing #eg. when i say smth + my flatmate reaches for her headphones a little dark souls banner appears across my vision like INTERACTION FAILED #and i can feel my rsd + insecurities praying on it like the more i feel this way the more it prophetically fulfils itself #by making me less willing to try and take up space so i become a smaller and smaller person around others #it frustrates me a lot sometimes and i dont rly have the will rn to undo that and force myself to take up more space regardless #ik this sounds like a water is wet complaint like oh nooo woe is me people get bored of me when i talk abt boring things (!!) #but when im spending time w ppl i like i enjoy listening to them talk even if im not interested in the subject bc its Them talking #and if they care abt smth then its worth hearing abt!! to me anyway. but it rly feels like no one reciprocates that idk #oh well not that it matters. at least i like the shit im into so i can talk to myself abt it in my head or on this site lmao #and i like myself as a person even if other people dont so theres always that. ur no 1 should always be urself <3 #voicing this makes me feel so stupid + embarrassed urgh. i hate being anxious abt dumb shit i hate being the sort of person who worries #that their friends privately dislike/just tolerate them or whatever bc id never want a friend to worry abt whether i thought that abt them #and im not naturally a very insecure person!! i think im just feeling particularly vulnerable atm bc of the season + jobhunting so long #+ the fact im dissatisfied with my current social life + still feel very wobbly from not having other ppl i can trust or rely on etcetcetc #and thats just bleeding into other areas. and it sucks a lot. but theres nothing to be done abt it rn bc im not going to communicate it #to other ppl bc im not pathetic enough to make my anxieties someone elses problem + beg for pity attention im too proud for that 👍 #anyway. gonna play some noita + then i rly need to work out today bc thats probs part of why im feeling so shite #if ur reading this ignore me im just venting itll pass. i hope youre having a nice day :^) #.vent #.diaries

[argo-bolo]

I was drawing myself as avatars of my top 3 fear enties and I asked @mayonezroulette what his were so I could his as well since we're kinda brainrotted together.

Me: Mainly Lonely (pretty much Martin flavored) and Eye (burdened with knowledge) with a dash of Vast (especially night sky / space flavored) I will go in depth in explaining my alignments of each if you will indulge me

Him: Flesh, Spiral, and Stranger. I feel like it's pretty equal for him, but I'm not the one to explain his choices. I did make his designs because I mused already about us being lonely and flesh avatars

#magpod #self insert ? #oc ? #tma podcast #the lonely #the eye #the vast #the flesh #the spiral #the stranger #fear entities #what if we were shitty avatars and fed on the fear of others #also what if we fed our fear gods with our own fear because oh boy i do that alot with vast tbh #i love being so small in the grand scheme but also i will freak out over heights and open water #anyone else think about the nihilism meme with the kid w/ sunglasses going nothing matters as something vast related #i think my fave is me as an eye avatar only because tism stare #argo-bolo art #clip studio paint #argo-bolo originals

[pocket-prosecutor]

The days are getting shorter huh. Time to be sad about it!

Bonus:

The last two messages say:

M: That's OK. Do you know where the key is?

P: I'll find it! See you soon :)

#do you know that feeling when summer ends and you think oh nice autumn i love autumn it's always pretty! #and then you realise how much the shorter days affect your mood and you need a few days to get over that weird phase #definitely projection/coping art. again. today is just that kind of day #but man i rly wanted to make that bonus sketch bc miles deserves a loving (boy)friend who looks after him and thinks about him #at that point in their relationship where phoenix can come over when miles is tiny and miles is ok w him helping him #comfortable even. not only with getting help but just phoenix being around is kinda nice kinda neat #also dw he can definitely get down from the window thingy. he probably set up one of the aids he has to brood there for a bit #maybe they'll watch some tv together or maybe phoenix will make miles some tea. it's about the small things (pun not intended) #wereshifter miles au #aa g/t #g/t #aa gt #art tag #me finishing this mere minutes after the sun sets #symbolism

[gamebunny-advance]

That's Groovy~

Spoilers for a Pikmin 4 Mid-Game Boss

Ya know, Groovy Long Legs is the only enemy that plays music in the Piklopedia. This is likely due to how intrinsically linked the music is to its mechanics, but that does imply that its theme is actually diegetic.

But I guess that makes sense given that a speaker pops out of it too.

#gbunny plays #pikmin 4 spoilers #i do wish it had shown up more than once though #i liked it a lot~ #other bosses made it into the many gauntlets this game has #but not this one #probably because the spectacle of seeing it really only works once #unlike what i'm gonna call 'fanservice bosses' whose multiple appearances are well fanservice #it doesn't have that 'OH SH*T!' terror factor that other more infamous bosses have #anyway eventually i'm just gonna compile all my misc. thoughts into one post #instead of bombarding y'all with a bunch of small ones #i told y'all that pikmin was going to swallow this blog #pikmin was literally the first home console game i ever played #(maybe not video game since i played kid's pc games and had a game boy as a kid. #but def my first console game. pikmin and super monkey ball.) #so it's very important to me~

[omegasmileyface]

im slowly becoming more certain that ive lived an aromantic or aspec experience but im starting to think my experience was VERY much not the norm for those

#i feel like ive rarely had romance pushed onto me. ive been flirted with for usually a day or a couple days which felt so bad but its #over quickly. there was no background pressure for a relationship. i was never grilled or pressured by my family #in school my best friend was a boy which got me some 'oh they must be dating' but (a) nobody gave a shit about me enough to push lol #and (b) you can only consistently have guy friends for so long in a small school before people just get used to it #i feel like dating in high school wasnt really a thing. and i could be wrong but if ir was a thing it was a thing the same as having your #own car and playing varsity sports and doing spirit week etc etc. that was a world so outside mine it genuinely felt like there was no #crossover. we were a gay friend group but we were HIGH SCHOOLERS in the middle of nowhere. we werent gay as in 'dating queerly' we were #gay as in 'queer expectations for future dating' which was a very aspec INCLUSIVE experience #its very likely that the only reason i didnt experience this constant overwhelming pressure to conform that i hear from other aros is just #because im not very observant of emotions. im an autistic outcast who only cared about dating as a concept not a reality yknow? you would #have probably had to say it directly to my face if you wanted me to think you thought i was supposed to be in a relationship #i was just chillin. i dunno. anyway all this is to say i fuckin love valentines day #its a family holiday to me :)

[whenthegoldrays]

my feminine charms are too powerful

#like I didn't think they worked until tonight #I was standing in front of the soda machine getting a drink and I just sort of stood there looking like- idk I was picturing myself as #a mysterious lady you'd see in a movie #so I kind of tilted my high heel just so and fixed my hair a bit #and I knew that this one guy was there and his seat was facing my general area #and I don't even LIKE this guy #and I didn't know if he was watching #I was just doing it for fun #like aha wouldn't it be funny if I caught some guy's attention like this #and then shdhdggsg he came up to me to make small talk about my soda #like oh snap that WORKS-!? #time to uh #tone it down #not trying to catch any boys in this jack in the box tonight #but good to know it can work #now if only it would work when I'm tyring to get asked to dance at parties #I haven't been asked at the last two parties I attended so like 🤨 what's up with that #I am ELIGIBLE #I am CUTE and AVAILABLE #I can dance and I have decent conversation #I'm not fishing for your hand in marriage I just want to dance #elly's posts

[todayisafridaynight]

i solemnly swear not to write a fic with a similar premise as one ive done in the past but also i like it when people slow dance.....

#snap chats #im thinking of those geezers again.... forgive me father..... #im making my fanfic in the tags fuck it. no one read these im being cringe but i need to be free #anwyay.... i want yokoyama to show me the tally chart for how many nights arakawa and jo stay late at the office alone #just_the_two_of_us.mp3 right and i hope arakawa has a lil radio playing music #maybe some songs they'd play in the background of his stageplays... maybe even a lil miyamo haruki... #we call that a callback heh.... cause i ref'd her b4..... moving on.... #i hope arakawa gets that Boss Sense and knows jo's done with his work for the night and invites him in his office #and i hope when he walks in a new song starts and then arakawa gets A Look right #just a small aside a small laugh like Oh Akane Never Liked This One but then goes on how she was still happy to dance with him to it.. #and jo just. 🧍‍♂️ . like how does he respond to that. just smile and nod boys smile and nod. except jo doesnt smile he just nods #AND OF COURSE THE LEGALLY REQUIRED QUESTION 'do you dance jo' and no ! he does not. never has most likely never will #until that night anyway <3 one 'it's easy' later and they're just squished in that space between arakawa's desk and the couches #and it just nice bro... maybe arakawa talks a bit bout the song/s that are playin and the genre as a whole #jo wont say much.. he's very much a listener and thats ok hes always happy to lend an ear to arakawa #yk.. just regular things to do with your co workers haha... #i hope jo opens up about his music preferences... of which i dont know what they'd be sincerely #the comedy bit of my brain only imagines metal/rock but i truly wouldnt know... #if he likes art then he might like the same kind of music arakawa enjoys.. my fave bit they can be art enjoyers together.... #lmao bye arakawa thinkin to himself What A Nice Moment and jo's just trying his best not to literally step on his toes #or just fuck up in some way like my man RELAX this is supposed to be RELAXING #would arakawa notice how tense he is omg. making myself insane the more i type I WILL NOT OPEN A GOOGLE DOC I REFUSE #the visions will just have to torment me... i must make more arasawa asap... #i have another dorky vision in mind that's a sequel to that comic i shat out a couple nights ago... its short but its cute i think.. #maybe tomorrow as a warm up or after i do a lil of comm stuff... for now gn.... i love old people....

[biillys]

been flicking between house and er and now i want the billy working at a hospital au's please

#i have no concrete thoughts and head canons just vibes #actually i do but i'm not typing all that out cos it rly is 75% vibes. and probably 25% medically incorrect. so i'll keep that to myself th #but like! good with kids! good under pressure! worked his ass off at medical school and it shows! #also i need max working there too but maybe in a different area and no one knows they're siblings #but then they'll get all /siblings bickering/ in the hallway over dumb shit #and every one's just like.... is that Legal ? #also. heather not working in the hospital but some other job with just as fucked hours #and they're housemates obvsly so every time they catch each other at home they're like #'gonna k myself. you?' 'gonna k myself. bye.' and immediately fuck off to bed or work #and okay. on one hand. billy knows he's not gods gift to this earth. his dads been telling him that his entire life #but. on the other hand. the only way he's made it this far in life is by making himself god's gift to this earth #so. it's rly hard to not be a cocky little shit at the start of his career #which unfortunately leads to small fuck ups. which leads to big fuck ups. #fuck ups he wont forget and carries with him every day #but once he finds his feet. finds his place. boy oh BOY he was made to work in this field #max didnt follow him on purpose. she rocked up on his door step the second she graduated. if that. #and billy more or less just said. im broke as shit and in so much debt i cant even buy myself a chocolate bar. take the couch #if ur staying longer than a week i want fuckin rent #except his version of rent is max pitching in for dinner and chores and groceries etc and if shes gotsome money to contribute thats cool to #but he's not about to like. kick her out #anyway. one night they're somehow magically all off and free for the first time in months. so they're having a few drinks #and heather's bitching about her job and billy's one upping her with every story #and max is like. bro it probably isn't even that hard. and billy's like. i Dare you. #(they're drunk. billy hasn't even had time to think about alcohol in Months and now he's a lightweight and he's Drunk) #and max. becos she's max. and she's never /not/ ready to prove billy wrong. decides to actually go for it #not like she's got much to lose. except money maybe also free time also mental brain capacity and the will to actually wanna live #but. like. nothing to lose! so she's opening google the next day and figuring out where to start. and before she knows it #she's there baby! she's living medical school hell! it sucks ASS. somehow she doesn't give up! #flash forward like 10 yrs and billy likes to brag that his life's so good that max had to copy him. #ran to california. works in a hospital. daddy issues. etc etc.