#ok anyway how scary am i 1-10

[puertoark]

My experience with each Amnesia game which I need to share with the world

SO UM. Hi. I fell in love with this game series its been a while and I needed somewhere to talk abt it so here I am !

I'll be depcting my unasked opinion briefly for each game bc god I have sm to talk abt every single one of them

Amnesia: The Dark Descent

Everyone loves this game right right I do too BUT I must say it was personally my least favorite of the series which doesn't mean I didnt fucking loved it. Almost everything abt it is nearly perfect - the ambience and sound design specially is something so so special and dear to my heart from this game oh my

I really enjoyed the narrative too its just that.. it didnt impact me like the others did and I think most of the complaints ppl have about Rebirth are applicable here aswell

I personally felt like the pacing was kinda odd too but thats probably just me anyway I rank TDD with 6 Alexanders and 2 Servant Brutes

Amnesia: A Machine for Pigs

Idk how safe it is to say that on the internet after 10 years but I enjoyed this game sm more than I did with TDD

I know why everyone dislikes this one (no inventory + no sanity + no mechanics + L + ratio) but I gotta say I enjoyed the safer walking simulator with occasional danger like gameplay

And I like how they did it too - This was the game to introduce the flickering light mechanic to when you're in danger and I absolutely love it?? Its more subtle and haunting than the roar + music start playing when you're in danger thing. its elegant and superb MY OPINION

Talking about haunting the HORROR aspect of this HORROR game is nailed aswell in more subtle things too! The atmosphere is so fucking bizarre and oppressive sometimes when youre just reading a fucking note and digging lore like christ. how. I really do enjoy Mandus's character as a creppy factor aswell as the manpigs designs too

Not talking abt Jessica Curry's score for this game bc everyone agrees its a masterpiece

I rank this one with both Edwin and Enoch

Amnesia: Rebirth

hey guys pls stop hating on games that are actual masterpieces plss

Ok now. I too have my negatives with this game. The jumpscares in the fear mechanics. And some scripted ones too but thats it.

Tasi as a character is amazing, I love her saur much I loved the mechaninc of dont "die" or else you'll be a ghoul in ten minutes and I love how talkative she is…. ik a lot of people don't like it but I think it works just perfectly with her character - esp since shes not "alone" like the other 3 and I LOVE her relationship with her pregnancy and Amari. By the end, her story had me in pieces like no ending was satisfactory enough and…. and…..

I LOVED the scenarios and atmosphere too Frictional nailed it with art direction and sound design as ALWAYS

Amnesia: The Bunker

My second fave of the series I rank with 9 Makkas and 1 lovely Amari

I am shaking, in tears, in pieces, trembling, floored, literally on your walls

God.

This game had no right in being this haunting and sad, literally… For me this game is the one that stands out the most in the franchise. I loved how most of the storytelling was on the scenarios and events of the bunker. A quiet, superb story. I loved every single detail abt it like I literally cant even describe it

The historical context, setting, ost, gameplay, CHARACTERS LIKE… HENRI AND AUGUSTIN I AM SO SORRY SOSOSO SORRY OMFG I could spend DAYS talking about them, talking about all the nuances of this game

Ofc they nailed the atmosphere and sound design but this time its better than its ever been. Feels so lonely and isolated being Henri on the bunker then you peek outside and theres a fucking WAR ready to take his life. The war that made his bff (prob his only family) a monster and took everything of them both. How scary it is to even use a gun sometimes… absolute masterpiece. Frictional peaked hard

I rank this one with one Henri one Augustin and one rabbit toy

thank you frictional games for ruining my life with horror games that for some reason had some of the best human and existential narratives ive ever experienced

Still have to play Justine tho.

#reposting i feel more embarassed now #amnesia the dark descent #amnesia a machine for pigs #amnesia rebirth #amnesia the bunker #frictional games

[lightningcrashes]

15 questions, 15 mutuals

i was tagged by @hxilstorm, thank you!!

1. are you named after anyone? middle name! i have the same one as my great uncle who died right before i was born :( they were going to give me his first name if i was born a boy

2. when was the last time you cried? last week i cried a little bit during a panic attack :/

3. do you have kids? noooooope and hopefully this'll be true for a while. i want them but not anytime soon

4. do you use sarcasm a lot? yes. but OK same as bee i am very sarcastic but i'm autistic and cannot pick up on other peoples sarcasm

5. what sports do you play/have you played? i used to play a bit of basketball but i was bad. never again

6. what’s the first thing you notice about people? ohh i think noses...... or hair

7. what’s your eye colour? blue and green! i have my dads unfortunately

8. scary movies or happy endings? SCARY MOVIES i love sad endings anyway. we all know i'm a horror whore

9. any special talents? i'm double jointed in my toes? is that anything? OH i can also cry on command

10. where were you born? north carolina!

11. what are your hobbies? oh god um i have a few.... gifmaking, playwriting, music production sometimes and uhh i'm a bit of a gamer myself

12. do you have pets? uh-huh!! i have a pitbull mix named chico :')

13. how tall are you? 5'5" i think

14. favourite subject in school? i wasn't traditionally schooled (outschool) so this was kinda scattered but i enjoyed science and art-centric classes a lot!

15. dream job? actor tbh! i've been doing it ever since i was tiny and its always just been my favorite thing

i taaaag (if you haven't done this before!): @mxgyver, @ellies, @roykentt, @vclyrias, @iero, @transgenrefilm, @simonandgarfunkie, @leftofus, @demolvr, @rememberingnoah, @firelitsparks, @edwardsmunson, @lesbianantlerqueen, @helenekuragina, @yourprayer

#tag game

[igotsnothing]

15 Questions

I was tagged by @damseljamsel, a lovely fellow member of Anxious Simblr Posters Not-So-Anonymous. She is the creator of Rosa Magnolia's Story which is so good (Rosa is sweet and charming, Bo checks all the Gorgeous Guy tm boxes, and TALON IS UP TO NO GOOD, OMG!). Anyway, thank you for tagging me! Look at us, outside our comfort zones! (Faints.)

1. Are you named after anyone?

Yes: me.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Maybe a few weeks ago, when I was feeling a little tired and overwhelmed?

3. Do you have kids?

Yes, I have a kiddo--but my kiddo is not so smol anymore...And now I might have to go back and edit question 2.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

See question 3. We are all fluent in sarcasm chez the Nothings.

5. What sports do you play/have played?

A martial art.

6. What's the first thing you notice about other people?

Their eyes. And then? How they treat waitstaff, customer service peeps, custodians, children, and animals. It's a tried and true yardstick to identify asshats.

7. Eye color?

Hazel

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

If the story is good, doesn't matter.

9. Any special talents?

9 times out of 10 I will get an amazing parking spot in a crowded or unlikely place (the downside is that I am always, always, in the slowest lane in traffic- I'm ok with that cosmic balance).

10. Where were you born?

South America!

11. What are your hobbies?

Reading, gaming, crafting (this last one, very enthusiastically but only just at a step up from glitter and macaroni collages), and baking, if you, uh, consider I've watched all of the Great British Baking Show...

12. Do you have any pets?

Yes!

13. How tall are you?

1,78- is that 5'9? 5'8ish?

14. Fave subject in school?

NOT MATH

15. Dream job?

Like, unrealistic? A fulltime writer. Realistic and attainable? I'm doing it now. A few years ago I quit a cutthroat job to pursue this. It's hard, tiring, but so very rewarding and meaningful, and I am grateful every day that I can do it.

Ok! Tagging some moots who don't seem to have done this yet- but if you already got tagged, feel free to ignore this: @agena87 , @magicofsimplestories, @aries-sims, and @berisims. No pressure, of course. You are all so interesting and creative (truly-from all over the world- super inspiring) that I am excited to hear about you. And if you want to do this and haven't been tagged yet, just do it and tell the Simblr police I invited you to the party. I gotchu, frens.

#tags game #i love this stuff #I DID have to talk myself into hitting the post button #breathe

[sayakxmi]

[Magi rewatch] Episode 8: A Broken Promise [Part 1]

I am in Spain without S. Also, Happy New FearYear!

That's, honestly, a litle bit horrifying. The fact that Alibaba could've just asked him, and he did it.

I'm also thinking that, yeah, Alibaba's pretty good at reading people.

Alibaba, internally: -having a breakdown- Cassim, internally: who tf are you to think you can steal my Alibaba, find yourself your own

I am in pain.

Also, small thing, in the manga Alibaba and Cassim moved past Aladdin, which now that it's just Alibaba made me think, how it was kind of symbolic? Like, it's not like Alibaba wanted to break that promise, but Cassim got him pretty badly involved in the Fog Troupe etc - Cassim was the one to drag him along. I mean, don't get me wrong, I think Alibaba would've wanted to do something regardless, but here he was very much following Cassim.

At the same time, I understand their choice here. It was supposed to be a moment between Aladdin and Alibaba. But here's the thing - Cassim was literally the one who was taking it away from them. That was, like, the point.

Vind.

Sun boy.

It looks like it has fangs!

I liked that entire scene. Also, gdi, that was so much fire, actually.

Half of the budget went into these locations, I swear.

Meanwhile the character. I'd love to make a funny name for low quality Sinbad, but Sinbad is funny already.

I expected dramatic music, but it sounds lowkey church-like, lol.

Ok, it's all depressing, but I can't not laugh.

Scary. (Not really)

The wording is a bit different, but it doesn't lose its meaning. Anyway, Cassim I love you but you fucking asshole.

Traumatized

ASDFGHJ SHE JUST. SLIDED IN. XDDDDDD

Spider Morgiana

This is still hilarious.

These goddamn rugs.

The anime skipped the sexist remark. Neat.

Rest in pieces, Alibaba.

"Have you heard screaming?"

I'm pretty sure it wasn't in the manga, 10/10 addition, lmao.

Economic lore.

Still can't believe we end up on Kou's side by the end, lmao.

#magi #saya's magi rewatch #alibaba saluja #cassim #kassim

[sleepyselkiesiren]

Got tagged in this ask game by @just-a-little-trans-chaos!

1. Are you named after anyone?

Funny story! My birth name was specifically chosen to be Unique, with a funky spelling and everything, but then the year I was born a very popular movie came out, and the mc had my name!!! Same spelling! So everyone thought I was in fact named after them.

As far as I'm aware my chosen name isn't based on anything, but I wouldn't put it past my brain to have sneaked in some special reason.

Oh, and my middle name is a family middle name

2. When was the last time you cried?

... well huh. I feel like I cry more often than I actually do! Or maybe I just cry less these days. Anyway, it was probably a few weeks back when I was throwing up for the 100th time and couldn't take any more

3. Do you have kids?

*glances around * well.... sure Hope not!

4. What sports do you play/have played?

I used to LOVE playing baseball! Turns out I'm hella disabled though, so no sports XD like dang no wonder I got Fs in P.E.

5. Do you use sarcasm?

Ooooohhhhh yeah! But like, my mom's family's hyper-specific saracasm style

6. What's the first thing you notice about people?

I am UNBELIEVABLY non-observant. A long-term friend with waist-length hair cut it to chin length and I noticed NOTHING. My partner often makes fun of me for straight up not noticing when characters are visibly missing entire limbs, or obviously using wheelchairs. They make it a game to see how long it takes until I notice

7. what’s your eye color?

B L U E. With yellow spots!

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

HAPPY ENDINGS!!! Please, I need a break from the Horrors

9. Any talents?

uhhh yeah probably, but hell if I know. What even counts as Talent

10. Where were you born?

Washington DC. Totally definitely stuck around there! (we moved when I was 1 so like. Wat even is America)

11. What are your hobbies?

Drawing, writing, and Coral Island or the Sims!

12. Do you have any pets?

My family has 2 cats, Ace and Coco. They have SO much drama

13. How tall are you?

Uhhhhh 5 smthn. Idk. Medium?

14. Favorite subject in school?

Creative writing!! But I kept getting kicked out for being the only kid to sign up, so English was the next best

15. Dream job

LIBRARIAN!!!! Please dear god make me a librarian!! I was born for the role!

I don't actually know which of my mutuals are ok being tagged in these games, so this is an open invite!

#ask game #sleepy lore

[electricrogue]

Got tagged by @tinknevertalks and @sarcasticsciencefictionwriter and fianlly got around to do this, so thank you (and sorry it took me so long)

1. How many works do you have on ao3?

72 apparently :D

2. What’s your total ao3 word count?

244.448 - whew that was a pain to add up. But it is also scary from other points of view (but also fun) so worth it.

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Sanctuary the most though I did some other stuff as well historically speaking xD.

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Keep in mind the kudos are 100% based on how big the fandom is I guess so hmmm not sure it's fair. Here it goes anyway:

Mysterious Ways - Fleabag with Fleabag/Priest which is the only fic I wrote in that fandom funnily enough.

Confessions - La Casa de Papel with The Professor/Raquel

Reunion - same

Five Times Randall Came Up With Vermish Theories And One Time It Got Confirmed - this is The Order with Vera/Hamish and yeah it's basically the kids finding out their sexy boss is fucking (around) with someone they shouldn't but it's The Order and not Sanctuary for some reason :))

Meeting Someone Big - Again Vera/Hamish from the order and funnily enough this is one I would have done a lot better if I were into werewolves but I'm not so it turned fluffy and yeah xD.

See? 5 of them and none Sanctuary it's a good thing I don't write for kudos because I would have been pissed otherwise. I mean I loved these when I wrote them don't get me wrong but... Sanctuary is my baby ok. It's just that it's a very small fandom so yeah.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes I mean come on people do their best to leave them (never got nasty ones not really) so it's the least I can do

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I don't do angst not on ao3. Should have been Love in Perpetuity I started that one wanting to kill Helen but it's not ended because I couldn't bring myself to do it so yeah does it really count?

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Either The Secret Beneath The Ice or Dear Stranger I guess (I mean Teslen is basically either engaged or with kids at the end so yeah)

8. Do you get hate on fic?

Not really

9. Do you write smut?

At some point I did it enough that it had kinda become my go to thing xD

10. Do you write crossovers?

Did my share of those as well

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes - London Miracles got translated into Russian partially.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Oh I did a lot more than that only not on AO3 xD. Me and some other girls had a porn writing club if you can call it that? And we did some Teslen stuff together. It's on fanfiction.net because we didn't know about ao3 at that point and at least two of us were hormonal teenagers and that's pretty much the only excuse I have for it existing xD. Look it up on your own risk

14. What’s your all-time favourite ship?

Teslen all the way

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but probably won’t?

Pffff that's a lot of them. London Miracles is the one I feel the worst about because I liked it but I haven't written in ages for it so not sure I can start over. Plus I am taken mostly writing wise for the next year so yeah. Not optimistic about this.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think I'm better at writing dialogue than anything else (which can also get to be a major pain sometimes)

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I hate descriptions with a passion especially if it's clothes (filled under why the hell did I sign up for some stuff Jesus Christ)

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

Me or other people? xD. I know like 4 languages in various degrees but I could get some sentences written in all of them. But French is too cliche, Romanian who the fuck speaks that, Dutch... well doesn't make sense with any of the fandoms I am in (except one but that's not fic writing material I said like the biggest liar in the world) and English is what I am writing fics in in the first place.

Other people writing this? More power to them :). Though if they mess up Romanian (which is the only one I know well enough to know if they do) I would gently point it out.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Tom and Jerry crossover with Chip and Dale. I was like 5 and I shipped Jerry with one of the squirrels not sure what that says about me xD.

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

The Admins Know Better. Ooor Feather-Like Messages. They're the most me fics I ever wrote (as in they have a lot of stuff I like, I mean the first one is subtle but I know and this is what matters).

Tagging... hmm. Not sure who wasn't tagged yet from the people I know so I will go with @xbleeple, @zebsfloppyears, and whoever else wants to do it :)

#tag game

[whentherewerebicycles]

hello here is a scruffy little girl keeping vigilant watch over the backyard!!!! NO squirrels allowed!!! we got up at 5:30 but lord I slept badly… had bad racing thoughts trying to fall asleep and then just tossed and turned all night. woke up with a splitting headache but the mood is nevertheless good because after today I only have three days of this loathèd job left :)))))

I think part of the reason I was tossing and turning so much last night is that I was thinking about how much the rhythms of my life are going to change when I’m actually in a real job with a real schedule and real responsibilities. I feel absolutely positive that the tradeoffs will be worth it, but I do want to just emotionally prepare myself for the inevitable adjustment period where I panic a little about not having endless time to cook/walk the dogs for hours/lounge in bed. I think in the summer it will be fine because even if I get home at 5:30 or 6 I’ll still have plenty of time to walk the dogs while it’s light out… the hardest part will probably just be the winter when the sun sets at 4 and I can’t walk the dogs in the middle of the day. but I hope that by the time the Long Dark rolls around I’ll be settled enough in the job that I can arrange my schedule in a way that enables me to meet my human needs! like maybe taking very long lunches and working a bit later so I can drive home and walk the dogs during the day, or just getting the reflective vest & dorky headlight gear that will enable me to do long walks when it’s pitch black out at 5pm lol. and I want to not be afraid to use the hybrid option as needed—if I’m home two days a week, I can take full advantage of that time (and can really savor every second of daylight I get on the weekends). as far as cooking goes, I’m hoping that liz and alex will live close enough for us to cook together a couple times a week, which will make cooking feel more like a joyful social occasion and less of a chore I have to do at the end of a long day. I also think that I am slowly getting to the point where I find the act of cooking itself to be relaxing and fun, so hopefully I can continue to make it feel like a nice calming/centering thing I do for myself as the day winds down.

anyway the point is: big life changes always feel scary!! but that’s because on the cusp of a big change you’re always keenly attuned to the things you’ll be losing (because you have a concrete sense of what those things are) and not as able to imagine all the things you’ll be gaining (because the future is still hazy and ill-defined in your mind). I have complete faith that this change will transform my life in so many positive ways that the adjustments I have to make or the energy I have to put into creating new routines will be more than worth it.

anyway ok!!! I worked from 6:30-8:30 finishing up a project and am now taking a short lounge break before I meet with my lead from 9-10. after that I may have a few work tasks to complete, but if not I can shift my attention to other stuff. here are the things I am committed to doing today:

read through CT material and email him back

send JE a gentle nudge about job materials

unearth these plants that died and put them in plastic pots so I can return them

run at the gym! since I’m being oddly resistant I’m going to lower the expectations for myself! I just want to warm up, run 1 mile, and cool down, which will take me under 20 min. I suspect I’ll end up doing more than that but the point is just to get myself out the door and into the gym.

do all returns (kohl’s, target, old navy, home depot). my shameless bribe to myself is that if I do all that stuff I can buy yellow flowers, a cilantro plant, and a cherry tomato plant.

then I’ll check back in at work and take care of anything that came up before moving on to my afternoon tasks:

read through JS material and email her back

finish generating AU brainstorming prompts

walk the dogs for an hour (it’s deliciously cool out this morning so I might do this earlier in the day to take advantage tbd)

showerrrrrrr

talk to M/HL and book flight

[aguinhaac]

So, it's my first miraculous salt. Today I will be reviewing Episode 1 of Season 5. I will review all of the season eventually, I tried to get prints of them talking But I couldn't find any site, they didn't had subtitles or they had watermarks, I hope I can fix this in the future, I know I am quite late so let's begin!

Today we a are going to talk about evolution

We start the episode with the resolution of the cliffhanger they left in Strike Back

The reporter that I honestly don’t care about start explaining to the audience- I mean the viewers of her show about what happened and for some reason everyone is on the side of ladybug. Ladybug and chat noir yells at the shadow moth’s butterfly face. Oh, he calls himself monarch now? Gabi, you are in France, its not a good idea to call yourself that.

Anyways ladybug and chat noir yells at monarch’s butterfly face. So now he can hear what the akumas hear? Intersecting concept I guess

chat noir breaks the turtle shield with his baton because this shield already lost his value 2 seasons ago. Ladybug uses her yoyo to scare the akumas away

Ladybug: thank you chat noir

Chat noir: it’s you and me

Another one for the compilation of Adrien being a hypocrite yey :D

Gabriel talks to Emily’s body again while explaining the audience that he got the miraculous and blablabla. Second time they explain this, lets see how many time they are going to say that Gabriel got the jewels

But really I thing this scene is good. they intersperse between gabi and the heroes speaking they show of how Gabriel is a monster to the kwamis, and how he doesn’t care someone is going to die, he only care to achieve his goal, THAT IS WHAT A SCARY VILLAIN SHOULD ACT LIKE A GUY WHO CARES ABOUT HIMSELF AND HE ONLY AN ABUSIVE MANIPULATOR, a shame that gabriel’s reputation was ruined long long ago, but pretty good scene

He calls his girlfriend Nathalie and tells the audience that he got the jewels (X3).

And says that his plain is use the bunny miraculous to travel back in time and steal ladybug and chat noir’s miraculous when they were at their weak, wow a good plan? COMING FROM GABRIEL? This is what I call miraculous

But then. look at first this was good but from here is just bullshit

we have monarch’s design that just.

OK I have a LOT to talk about it. Why is he purple guy? The mask looks like batman and that crown thing looks so stupid in him. He has these things on his shoulders that are so awful. The sunglasses make him look even dumbber. And the butterfly in his body it’s so ugly, I get what they are trying to do here “he is a villain, the miraculous are too colorful, we can’t have colorful things in villains” but like, why didn’t they do the same with luzan (luz titan form) make the whole thing dark with just these light’s parts on, I know it probably wouldn’t get that goof but at least is better that what we got, and because his skin color is also purple It looks like he is necked, and why does his hair gives zeus vibes? Well I will give this desing a 1/10 I liked the gloves

We have a scene of a future version of ladybug and chat noi- sorry I mean, Rabbit noir. Following monarch from time

And then bunnix appears and explains to the two idiots monarch is using the time travel miraculous, bunnix, Alix, we all know how time travels works in this show, we saw monarch saying his plan out loud, THE AUDIENCE ALREADY KNOWS IT. AND I BET KNOW IT TOO THEY ALREADY SAW YOU USING IT. YOU DON’T NEED TO EXPLAAAA

Chat noir: Monarch didn’t waisted any time using his new powers

Ladybug: And of course, he started with the rabbit miraculous the most powerful one

Wasn’t the ladybug and black cat miraculous the most powerful ones? You know what, screw this

Monarch uses the borrow and goes back to the episode Lady Wifi steals Alya’s phone and use to paralyze her, I wonder what hawk moth at that time is thinking

They pull monarch back to the borrow with ladybugs yoyo

Monarch: Ladybug? Chat noir? How can you follow me throw time I am the one with the rabbit miraculous

Bunnix: amateur, time is like a river with multiple streams and the burrow is when they all come together you with me?

Bunnix: ok I’ll make it simple the burrow is like a car and we both got the keys

Ladybug: and we are going to take back the miraculous you stole from us right here and now

Spoiler: they didn’t take the miraculous back

Monarch fuses with the fox the bee and the turtle the miraculous and runs off using mirage to distract the heroes while he paralyzes bunix with venon, and makes a shield using the turtle for they don’t get the miraculous before him. hm neat plan

Unfortunally for gabe the turtle miraculous dosent have any value anymore so chat noir just cataclysms it and they get the rabbit miraculous after ladybug again uses her yoyo to catch him

He unifies with the dragon miraculous and flies away

Chat noir gives ladybug the rabbit miraculous. But ladybug gives it back saying that he should wear it and chat fuses into Rabbit noir

Honestly, I think the design is pretty decent, its not amazing but it doesn’t suck

I think black and cyan/blue mix very well, they use some cyan in the suit. I am not the fan of the pattern they put the cyan but very cool, the ears are too big in my opinion but its cool just. This doesn’t remember me of a bunny. Looks more like tech but not a bunny. And because of that for the rest of the review your name will be tech noir. For the design 7/10

Monarch goes to the episode copycat and tries to get chat noir’s miraculous just to ladybug and tech noir to appear and they start a time travel chase scene

But tech noir uses his borrow again? But he is a teen, so he should detrasform, but we get an explanation to that

Ladybug: how is that possible? you already used your power

Tech noir: Have I used or am I going to? Looks like the miraculous of time is unaffected by regular time

Ok makes sense, but ladybug, you used it just one episode ago, shouldn’t you know it already?

They travel to heroes’ day just so they get out of there in less than a second making the whole scene poitless. We see alya and nino kissing blablabla

And they go to backwarder, where monarch fuses with the dog miraculous and fech the rabbit but because gabe is using to many miraculous at once he gets weak and dies I mean he doesn’t die. But it looks like so

So now monarch is sleeping the heroes have him literally on their feet what will they do?

a) Take the miraculous back

b) Make sure there’s no way of him escaping and then the miraculous back

c) Take the only bunny miraculous slower than a turtle and then get distracted by their dead master

Gabriel unfuses with some of the miraculous fetch the rabbit back to him and creates a shield

Ladybug: destroy his shield!

Tech Noir: I already used my cataclysm

Wait but you are telling me that he can use the borrow multiple times but the cataclysmt? Doesn’t it apply the same logic as the bunny? Have he used or is he going to use, HOW ONE WORKS BUT NOT THAT DOSENT MAKE ANY SENSE

Monarch fuses with the bunny again and run away YOU HAD HIM RIGHT THERE YOU IDIOTS

Ladybug cries because she was an idiot and tech noir assure her that she wasn’t (which is a lie) and she actives her lucky charm which is a mini miracle box same lucky charm as in heroes day which they don’t know how to use. chat fucking flirts with her, it’s not the time buddy and they go talk to their dead master when he was young. And Monarch goes back to the episode reverser, I miss season 2, when this show was actually good

Even after unfusing with some kwamis he still is dying so he asks the rest of the kwamis why

Sass(amongus?): Kwamis need to be feed, without food we become week and so do your powers

Monarch: I know but I have nothing for you I AM YOUR MASTER

Sass: if you destroy us, you will destroy yourself too

But adults can use miraculous without recharging that’s the whole point, you know what? I Don’t care

Monarch goes to the train where his girlfriend is in and detransforms and ask her for food

While that ladybug and tech noir talks to master fu explain everything and he... fucking belives? It’s really that easy? I wont question anymore I just want to be done with this episode

They get the dog miraculous and give them to little Alix which transforms into canine girl

Her desing is the best new desing in the whole episode and the best desing for the dog holders. Her name kinda sucks thought

Yet I love how they used brown instead of orange, the beret was a nice touch, she has the ball in her chest to represent the adult bunnix having a white lil thing in her’s perfection

I will give her a 8.6/10 not perfect but great

And we get an emotional moment (it lasts less than a minute but still) where alix says bye to her father, she can’t stay around anymore, she has to protect the bunny miraculous and fullfill her destiny, but they just make it last some seconds and lets go back to Gabriel, is it called wasted potential?

They go back to when they had monarch in their feet but instead of getting the miraculous they just say to alix fetch it

And they go to heroes day, when AGAIN they could defeat scarlet moth (Other stupid name) and then it would all be fine but they rather set up a trap for monarch

Which Gabriel Nathalie teels Gabriel to give to his past self the tutorial to how fix the peacock and save Nathalie and Emelie. He transforms and go to that time give the tutorial and time is erased and everything got fine :D

Of course, not because every human being in this show has 1 brain cell

He goes back to heroes day where alix gets the bunny and fuse with it

And really, I wont talk about this one much, its just. The colors don’t match, that’s all I have to say, I wonder how they gave us canine girl and than in the same episode they gave us this, Who bets they spent all their money on canine girl and didn't last any for the rest?

Alix escape and tech noir uses the borrow to also escape, ladybug fixes everything tech noir now chat noir gives back the rabbit to adult alix

And mini alix transform into bunnix, they give back the dog to master fu. and they send monarch back. Right on the side of the heroes

THIS IS YOU CHANGE TAKE THEM TAKE THEM NOW

Gabriel escapes... again

Could you not be stupid for FIVE SECONDS?

Nathalie tells Gabriel how stupid he was and that she is not going to help him anymore.

And that’s where the episode ends

This episode sucks, so bad. It’s not the worst of the season but yet

Ladybug is stupid Chat noir is stupid Gabriel is stupid time travel in miraculous is stupid

Bunnix Origin is stupid the writing is stupid the bunny miraculous is stupid MLB IS STUPID

That’s really all I have to say. I will give this episode a 3/10

Thanks for seeing, see you in the next post

#miraculous salt #mlb salt #Evolution Salt #mlb spoilers #evolution spoilers #mlb sucks #gabriel salt

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7. 8. 9. 10. 11 for the music ask game!!

ty for the ask and also the ask game my brain is definitely going at like 500 miles a minute after this. is this what people mean when they say brain light up

7. What's an OST that you heard a lot as a child?

man when I was a child we didn't yet have such newfangled things as "YouTube" and such so I couldn't simply play music on demand. I had to google the track and sort through hundreds of sketchy links and ultimately not find what I was looking for. or search it on freakin SHAREAZA that we used before limewire. when I wanted to save video game music I would open the game in an emulator and then open audacity and have it record from audio out or something and I would have to turn the volume really loud to make sure it was recorded at a nice volume and inevitably my computer would do something to make the audio stutter at some point so I would be stuck forever with a version of the track with small audio glitches. all this to say I guess I had some questionable quality tracks from PMD Red Rescue Team on my computer including one of the best ones ever Great Canyon. you love to hear it.

8. Share with us one of your all time faves!

ok in an effort to pick something that not everyone has heard a bunch of times before I will go with Battle of Eight Beat from Disgaea:

it's kind of simple I guess but it's also very nostalgic for me because I played this game the summer before I went to uni. I really really really like the part at 1:36, honestly it's what really makes the track for me and the whole reason I rate it as highly as I do. I mean the whole thing is pretty banger but that bit in particular is just 👌👌👌

9. What's a piece you could listen to on repeat?

LIKE ALL OF THEM??? HELLO??? am I not supposed to listen to music on repeat?!?! ok ok for a track that I always listen to on several loops, My Castle Town from Deltarune:

it is so pretty and relaxing. I started using it as my go-to piece to calm down from The Anxieties and Horrors after a time when something very loud and scary was happening at my house and my friend put My Castle Town on repeat on the music bot for me. it is very helpful!! highly recommend. unfortunately it doesn't help me fall asleep though but I play it on repeat a lot while trying to fall asleep anyway. heavily prefer the bits where it's just piano, the part that has another thing in the background are kind of distracting and unnecessary imo.

10. What's your favorite work with lyrics?

Lost in Thoughts All Alone is the actual answer but I already said that before. I listen to God-Shattering Star while suffering through a 150-second plank. I like Edge of Dawn too. I want to think of something more original but I'm not sure there is any, I tend to prefer not having lyrics in my video game music.

11. What's your favorite instrumental work?

I have absolutely no clue what is my favourite but for variety's sake I offer The End of a Thought from Tales of Symphonia:

I love this track so much I love the different variations on Kratos's motif and it is just so intense and cool. I actually got obsessed with this track and listened to it dozens of times before I ever actually got to the point in the game where it plays so when I got there I was kind of underwhelmed by how it sounded coming from my TV lol.

#thank you for the ask!!

[axellis-archv-2]

under the cut my o.verwatch rambling bc i hate this game and its lore is not making sense to me all bcthey genuinely refuse to give an actual timeframe of the crisis and its ruining everything

look at that wiki trivia page and tell me that isnt promising.

ok sorry. anyway according to this wiki && whatnot the o.mnic crisis takes place like 20-30 years ago . yes we get 10 years of "ish". (or more if youre r.einhardt!!!) This is awful because when it comes to o.mnics in general the ages they put are very...CONFUSING to say the least.

b.astion, who is continuously remarked as one of the oldest units ever used in the o.mnic crisis is listed as 30 . 😐😑😐

z.enyatta, who has remarked in actual literal voicelines of "remembering his life before the crisis", is 20 😐😐😐😐

...but m.ercy & b.aptiste, both orphaned from the crisis, are 36 & 37 respectively

o.risa, a refurbished or-15 who was built and created specifically to counteract d.oomfist is 1 month

i guess i should also mention r.amattra since hes the only other o.mnic character we even have (in game physically) and he gets put at a vague 20-30

fyi e.cho isnt an o.mnic shes an ai but also her age is "classified"

so from what im cracking from o.risa specifically you would imagine that o.mnics would start counting birthdays for when they awakened rather than when they were created . this makes sense i feel given that this is when they have an actual consciousness. but this would make b.astion younger (b.astion having awakened years after the crisis. long enough where grass high enough to cover at least half his body, was covering a bunch of his own fellow dead Siege Automaton E54 units) (z.enyatta could be also argued to be older too if the crisis is more in the 30yr range)

so. ok. maybe im just having a time and the o.mnic crisis happened 20-30 years ago && only lasted a year or so...and yet somehow was responsible for building the entire organization of o.verwatch bc of how big & scary this crisis was. and this was built long enough that people would be called to join in on this?

is it just a me thing am i just being fucking cazy . maybe the united nations actually did team up together made something in the span of a less than a year and then stopped the war. but anyway check out this forum post abt age critiques that i was seeing that opened up a giant wormhole bc DID THEY ACTUALLY MAKE K.IRIKO LIKE 7 IN HER ORIGIN SHORT WHEN SHES SUPPOSED TO HAVE GROWN UP W THE S.HIMADAS...

#📗 my post #sorry guys in advance this is a doozy and consequence of guy having hyperfixation . problems

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July Update 🌞

Hello everyone and welcome to all the new brave and awesome soul that have been following me 🎉 you're almost 900 people potentially reading this (you won't be that many but anyway, you're still here).

As usual, here's a little update about the blog and my life and how both influence each other. I have some annoucement this month so think about reading the blog part to know what will happen during this summer ...

Otherwise and as usual, thank you all for being here and happy summertime to everyone ♥

LIFE UPDATE : Well well ... June was full of surprises, either good or bad. I finally turned 30 last month and never felt better in my life (though I’m a bit terrified to be like super old and alone one day haha but I also always think about how lucky we will be if we actually become old one day with global warming ...anyway). I’m still working full time, and still struggling each month with money (this inflation is a real nightmare I swear T_T) but I feel way better than before. I think it’s because I expose myself a lot more to the sun than I used to before to stay “whitish” as fuck and avoïd police control or racist slurs all the time but now I’m like “Look how tan I am bitch ♥” and I never felt more confident weirdly.

Last week, I also kinda broke my neck a bit. It’s not broken but I still have to make further exams to check if everything is indeed fine but I feel a bit better each day so fingers crossed ... I have few days off next week and I really look forward this moment to finally relax a bit. June was full of content with the DH special and pride edits. I wanted to do more but didn’t had time, especially with all the updates that basically turn a simple 1h photoshoot into a 3 days nightmare just for one pic >< Considering all that ... Here’s the blog update !

BLOG UPDATE : HOLIDAYS ♫

Yep, that’s right, I’m sorry my dear followers but I really, REALLY need, at least, an entire month of break to organise my next moves here.

I’m thinking of a new way to continue and finish DH2. I knew this part of the story wasn’t that essential but it will tell you a lot about Destiny and who her mother was and some characters will have some pretty important change as well (spoilers in the DH Random at coach !). I also want to talk about capitalism and global warming so I have to finish this season. The idea I have is to make 1 post with like 10 important shots from the entire episode and post a long text with every event, including some important lines. Would you be ok for a new DH ?

I want to post it between August and September so I can totally focus on October, aka the best month of the year, and especially Simblreen. I noticed that you were a lot more to enjoy Another Side than DH so I decided to stick on the idea of a new story. This time, it will be a horror story, totally inspired by Hill House/Bly Manor and focused on .... the iconic Behr sisters ! As their background story has a loooot of potential for that kind of story (2 sisters that lived with their grandma ... What happened to their parents ?! Why do they both seem fakely happy ?) I want to write about trauma, family and sisterhood, also want to go back to a full horror story. I’m warning you already, it will be scary and tense ! I can also tell you that the story will be like the Goth one, tell in chapters but it will be way longer than the Goth one. I’ve planned a lot of sidestories inside the main plot, full of characters and dark secrets to discover hehe. Both sisters will also be older as I love to write about YA/adult messed up because of trauma I guess ...

After that it will be .... SHOWTIME ! Not that awesome ts3 EP sadly but I’ll finally start working and posting DH Melodia (the Musical Special) and DH3 that we’ll have all the Coach special vibes and a lot more darker ones. The story will finally get really serious this time, with fun part though don’t worry, but the season will be horrific, gore and violent and most of the plot will focus on sisterhood VS toxic masculinity, including serious issues like rape and harassment so ... Just be prepared ^^” Anyway, I’m already preparing some characters for this part of the story and I can introduce you here a new one you’re going to love I think : Meet Mindy Perez

She’s going to be very important in DH3 and will be introduced in Melodia, with another new character that should been made by @aniraklova​ this time ♥ We’ll tell you more about it later.

I’m also planning a huge casting call for this part of the story, but this time kind of reverse as I’ll tell you exactly who and what I’m looking for. Just like a real casting call in which everyone apply for the same character you see ?

But plan, plan, plan, I already have to remember myself that I’m on a break and that I can actually play a little for a change :)

I wish you all a great summer. I’ll be reblogging most of the time during this month and will probably catch up on a lot of stories. Sending you all the good vibes that I can and remember to have fun, enjoy life a bit and relax my dears ♥

#July 2022 Update #Blog update #this is so long ! #so sorry #but if you read it entirely ! I love you! #anyway #time for fun and play I guess ^^

[gayspock]

ok so tbh i really need to prep for this interview im fucked with. let me lb peacekeeper wars instead. part 1

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIDBUDGET HELLAURRR

sorry im always blown away. i remember watching so many treks, and then seeing their movies after and foaming... those were obciously MUCH bigger leaps in terms of, like, production but its like... GOD I NEVER REALLY REALISE HOW THE USUAL SHOW LOOKS UNTIL THE SHIFT LOL HELP. i should really be more observant o_o

but THIS... WTF... BUDGET... SO SCARY

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NEVERMIND EIYW9IFPAEK[GK[PSDPO THE. RYGEL SWIMMING ABOUT IS MAKING ME SCREAM. DOES ANYONE REMEMBER UHM. THE windows screensaver ? the aquarium? hes so that.... I FORGOT HE WAS LIKE SOME SORT OF UCCKING WET BEAST. also the transition of him in the water to above the wter is so funny

diagnosans are so cool i wish we got them more

ALTHOUGH ALSO GRUNCDGHDLDIK WHOSE NAME I CANNOT SPELL... SO FUNNY HE JUST POPPED BACK UP. DONT GIVE US AN EXPL-

SORRY

I JUST SAW

SIKOZUS' NEW

LOOKIMHAVING ... A CATEGORY 10 WOMAN EVENT. IIS OCCURING ON MY SCREEN

ANYWAYS i want to say: like.... for the record, im kinda disappointed that they did fix john and aeryn's predicament so fast. its fine- its FIINEEE- like... its just the cheap cliffhangers are kinda so tired lol. its hardly the worst in the world, but its annoying- although WELL AT LEAST WE CAN GET ON WITH IT, SO LETS NOT FUSS....

BUT actually no i mean. i am also annoyed they fixed chianas blindness soo easily too like COME ON GUYS!! COMMIT TO THE THINGS YOU DO. SHEESH

ALTHOUGH this whole recap is so cute i love it when they do stuff like this - o rat least, when they do it right like here with john .... johns one of the few who could carry like this

THAT BALD CUNT WAS ON EASTENDERS

WHY ARE THEY KIRA NERYSing RYGEL THIS IS SO... YOURE LYINGGGGGG. BE QUEIT. i assume theyre jsut trying to avoid complications- want aeryn in on the action and stuff- and rygel is always out of the action - but omg...

also its so nice they managed to pick stark up. i love his involvement here. but kill yourselves for cutting his hair it was so beautiful

"I heard the key to these things is being relaxed" d'argo youve had 1.5 failed marr- SORRY I CANT FINISH THAT JKOKE THATS TOO MEAN SORRY DARGO ITSNOT YOUR FAULTL

also is this actress officiating them the same one who played the sebacean lass who tortured her at the end of last season

actually i WILL also say: i love the slight revamping to everybodys prosthetics. noranti and the scarran lady both have slightly different looks . chiana's hair is also so nice

SORRY BUT SIKOZU IS SERVING SO BAD IM THROWING UP I AM SO OBSESSED SORRY IM EASYYYY. i said what i said in my last post- i wish they could have used her better, because i do actually REALLY like so much of her but ARHGH execution iwse hell on earth innit

hang on. fucking hell i dont know why- i totally forgot that... this would be wrapping EVERYTHING UP, do you know what i mean? i assumed itd be closing up just the immediate things for some reason- but oh christ, we're going back to the early s4 stuff. thats kinda funny bc i did not care for that LOL. but i'm game nonetheles.... will jool be back? smile.

"is he propositioning me?" CHIANA AOIDJAOSIFASFIAFJ

"however 😏it vibrates" MATE PLEASE

also sorry i didnt say anything but why is greyza so pregnant. girl i dont want you here osrry. although shes funny shes fucking mister eastenders . bald ass head.

HONEY YOURE POINTING A GUN AT TH E BABY! [cut to rygel] IS SO FUNNY

CAN THEY JSUT GET MARRIED

also so sad i said i love sikozu and her new look and i want to know more about what my girlie is up to but is she gonna do fuck all here LOL.... OH WELL.

i love it . peacekeeper infighting . you guys. <3 rip each other apart<3

ALSO GOD OWULD SCORPY AND CRICHTON QUIT IT. GIRLS GROW UP.

ALSO WAIT- so chiana's power is just... full-on, now? no price to pay for using it? BOOOO.

d'argo and aeryn bonding... SHUT UP I NEED MORE OF THAT. WHERES THE BROSHIP BETWEEN THEM, HUH. WE NEVER GET THAT EITHER.

hii 1812 omg hiiii- DONT TELL HIM TO SHUT UP JOHN I'LL KILL YOU SORRY I DONT MEAN THAT

omg hiii jool wow wee i didnt- ALRIGHT UHM. HI JOOL. GIRL HE'S ENGAGED

im sorry but the jokes theyre pulling with rygel actually are making me laugh. "theyre having MY baby." THE WAY HE SAYS IT LIKE THAT IS MAKING ME LOSE IT.

ALTHOUGH i will also say. as much as i have enjoyed this so far i dont really care that much, again, for the actual plot-plot... like all this with pikal, and with the temple stuff from the beginning of s4- i thought those eps were weak, and whilst i am open to more involvement with them, their approach here is as equally uninspiring. like, so what...? reuniting them will be able to bring peace? even if more complication arises, i feel like thats such a boring concept LOL. like- do you know what i mean? but fine thyeyre making it up with everything else

"crichton is your inferior." SIKOZU, GIRL FJSPOGKSPGKSDGPKDS PLEASE...

SORRY BUT

ALSO I HAVE SAID ALL IVE SAID ABOUT SIKOZU YEAH BUT LIKE. SIKOZU/SCORPIUS IS SO FUNNY. again i like sikozu as a character, and i think her insights arent unimportant- BUT HELL, HER AND SCORPY ARE SO FUNNY. LIKE COME ON. PLEASE. BFFR. I LIKED THIER DYNAMIC, IS THE THING - at least in s4 i did.... but a romance between them, or any sexual relationship just doesnt work. please.

okay the eidelons (googled their name) are going to get fucking decimated now arent they

i mean like i said i dont.... I DONT THINK ITS EVEN A GOOD CONCEPT TO ENTERTAIN. SHUT IT DOWN <3 ^_^

is jool about to die

imagine if jool just dieshere it'll be a little funny after everything she comes back and just-

jool?

hi sorry... UHM. EHRM. AWWWKWAARDDDDD

JOOL GIRL ARE YOU OKAY DOWN THERE LOL

dont SHOOT MOYA'S ASS COME ON NOW BE POLITE

"but im prEeGGNANT"

jesus fuCKING CHRIST HE JUST RIPPED OUT HIS HEAD RODS EEK OH EEKE SCORPY ARE YOU WELL

see okay i already didnt care about the eidelons being, like, the solution to the war - it doesnt make sense - but also like... i dont like the implication that humans were sebacean's ancestors, which im pretty sure thats where thats going. sorry. its annoying. what i loved so much about farscape is HOW much humans are like... rempved from everythin, theyre so nothing... theyre not some big, significant race in the universe. theyre not, like, the moral fucking centre like in star trek. i know one of my LEAST faourite doctor who fan theories is th at the time lords come from humans- like come on, man? i dont care about explaining why they look alike! its NOTHINGGGG to me.

i also hate how "small" it makes the universe. i hate coincedences and i hate people bumping into each other. ts so fucking limiting, man. SORRY. circhtons isolation is so hard hitting bc hes so far gone from everything and anything hes ever known and should never be able to return to where he was from. just leaae it

bUHM

UHM, IS DARGO AND CHIANA OKAY

UHM HELLO HEY GUYS

HEY GUYS ARE THEY FUCKING OKAY

LIKE JOKES ASIDE WE DID NOT EVEN SEE THEM SO EHRM . LIKE I MEAN WE DIDNT- DID WE? I MEAN- NO WAY THEYRE FINE.. HUH

"You will die, when I order it." "okay :<" HELP

OKAY DARGO BABY IS OKAY OHGOD- OH OH MY GOD THEYRE ALIVE I KNEW THEY HAD TO BE FUCK OFF.. FUCKING CHRIST

I LOVE THE WAY THEY FUCKING KEEP PUTTING DARGO INTO SPACE. THE BILLIONTH FUCKING TIME. ITS SO FUNNY SORRY. LET GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE!!!

the scarran emperor should just get this man. theres no way

im sorry I DONT CARE FOR THESE GUYS ITS SUCH A WEAK ASS CONCEPT. certainly i love the idea of negotiation and peace- but just some fuck random negotiator, please, i dont care. im fine with peace negotiations as resolutions - god, yes - but when its between parties that are actually engaged and dont have some ambiguous powers ... like cmon you cant fucking just magically fix INTERGALACTIC POLITICS. LIKE THIS. like come on be for real. "the secret of peace" - please....

OH THANK GOD CHIANA AND DARGO ARE- HELP THATS SO FUCKINH GUNNY... THATS- THATS JOTHEE?????? YOURE LYING. THATS SO FUNNY.

ALSO THERE-

YEP

I MEAN IT WAS OBVIOUS THE EIDELON(?) owuld jsut die but againe ven FUCKING.... entertaining it i cant STRESS how much i didnt care like come on be REAL . BE FOR REALL. -_-

guys what the fuck did you do to stark GUYS COME ON . LEAVE HIM ALONE.

ARE Q E STOPPING THERE

OKAY

END OF PART 1

I DD NEJOY THAT I MEN I DID HONESTLY HELP

#Egg.txt #FARSCAPE LIVEBLOG

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1-10 >:]

this is the second time i've had to type this bc as i finished tbis it got DELETED ;-;

1. what are 3 things you'd say shaped you into who you are?

uhh one is definilty when i discovered you tube for the first time and promptly got sent down a medical rabbit hole, leading to my intense fear of rabies, seeing a dedication video to a dead child by their parents who were convinced he was jesus incarnated (as in, actual jesus, not a metaphor for being an angel), and the little part of my brain that diagnoses me with every disease i learn about

another would be kneeling on the landing next to my sibling late at night, watching my parents watch tv. you could just about see into the living room from there, and we often snuck down the first set of stairs to watch tv once we were sent up to bed bc we were bored children and didn't want to sleep. i always felt to proud whenever we heard my dad stand up (he has knees that click like a horse) and ran upstairs giggling before he could catch us out of bed. looking back we obviously made a lot of noise and were definitely not as subtle as we thought

lastly i'll say getting lost in this museum when i was like 5. there was this mini gift shop half way through the museum and i got distracted with an etch-a-sketch (it was the first time i had seen one) and fiddled with it for a while (i was trying to figure out how it made lines), and then i looked up and i was alone in a massive room. i must have cried a little, but i stayed where i was and waited for my parents to find me (despite wanting to go further into the museum to find them), and eventually they came back for me :D i can't remember if i went to an employee and told them i was lost or not but it was very scary at the time

I just remembered what i put originally for one of the paragraphs so u get an extra one. one time i read the part of the huger games where Rue dies 3 times a day for a week to make myself cry just to prove i could. i can't tell you a reason past i would still do this today if i used my kindle more

2. show us a picture of your handwriting?

3. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?

i must confess i almost never rewatch anything - my ability to watch films ourside a cinema is almost non existent anyways lmao

the only time ive rewatched any film is The Old Guard where i needed to show it to all my friends but could only hang out w them on different days, leading me to watch the film 5 times over 2 weeks.

maybe i'll say the mama mia films bc ive only watched them w friends and it's just fun to sing along

4. what's an inside joke you have with your family or friends?

ok, do not question me with this but "arson" being a code word for incest

i will not explain more than telling you lockdown was a weird time and a conversation that starting with immortal fairies having dna lead to this

it's very funny thoigh when i randomly hear the word and this specific firend and i make eye contact, trying not to laugh at a joke only we know

5. what made you start your blog?

i saw so many tumblr posts screenshotted in instsgram, and i finally caved and got in on the action :D

6. what's the best and worst part of being online/a creator?

best - making friends :D i love being able to talk to people all over the world and just ask how they are and see their opinions. @ ing ppl on posts that make me think of them is an unmatched joy :D

worst - the discourse. i get upset rly easily and also am still working on my critical thinking skills so it's easy for me to get caught up in drama and let it affect me emotionally. i only rly. price it when im offline for a few days and go: wow i feel so normal

7. what scares you the most and why?

death, mostly. i used to stay up late at night and cry silently because i was so scared about not existing anymore. simply my mind being gone and not being able to do anything about it. but i just don't think about it anymore and it's all good :D

8. any reoccurring dreams?

like 30% of my dreams are reoccurring actually. all my dreams are incredibly vivid and nonsensical (more random plot points being put together like a game of madlibs more than anything else)

i guess i'll say the one about being stuck in a water parkour course in a pair, (with the aesthetic of fire bot and water girl) and finally climbing up a vine with my partner after being faster than everyone else, and getting to attend a lesson on how to have lesbian sex - in a room like my local gym (and worrying bc i wasn't out in this dream)

9. tell a story about your childhood

i got to play moshi monsters for the first time on my mums red laptop on the island counter at age 9 i think - but i had to stand up because my foot was in a blue container filled with salt water because there was a splinter the length and width of my pinky stuck in the bottom of it

i later went to a&e to get it taken out after a day because it took that long to convince me to go to the hospital (i was terrified of pain and medicine and wouldn't let anyone touch it). the doctor that saw me was very nice and used numbing spray (very cold) and got it out in under 5 seconds. to this day the only time ive been in hospital bar being a baby.

10. would you say you're an emotional person?

oh 100% - it's a meme amongst my friends at this point. i was assigned those greyhounds that jenna marbles has that look like they're crying all the time , for reasons you can guess

i also feel things very intensely, happiness anger and fear are all very overwhelming to me and it's only in the past few years ive been able to get them partly under control

#wiggles asks #hi yue :D #ask game: oo numbered questions #this took me like an hour rip. #enjoy the wiggles lore ig. #tell me ur reaction to each story pls i'm curious lmao #i probably should tag wiggles overshare bc wow. rereading tbis and that is a lot of detail no one needs #apologies :(

[reaperkiller]

🌹🍂🌾🌠 for jason & marcus!

OUGRGhrgrh you know exactly how to make my brain go into overdrive

SORRY THIS GOT VERY LONG

🌹 Where in the world does your OC feel most at home? Is there any reason why? If it’s not the place they were born, where were they born? Is there a certain somebody that makes them feel at home where ever they may be? What does home mean to them?

for marcus. it's pretty much wherever his friends and family are. a familiar face always makes him feel Safe. he was born in california so thats Also home to him. but sometimes he wants to be as far away from there as possible. like i said before home is Warmth and Safety thats what it is to him.

same for jason, but he has never really felt like that. not for a very long time anyway <3 home??? he doesnt feel like he has one. he doesnt feel like he really Belongs anywhere + he doesnt want to admit it but marcus is the closest thing he has to home and thats Very gay of him i think

🍂 Does your OC enjoy hugs? What do they do as a show of affection for: their friends, their family, their significant other(s) or for strangers? Over all what are they like with recieving affection from others?

THEY ARE BOTH BIG HUGGERS but again bc of jason being Like That he has to act like he hates hugs. any sort of affection from anyone and he's like. I Have To Go Home Right Now Immediately. so he can cry bc of how starved he is of love and touch and. aorusrkghsfghkl

marcus hugs lou and morgan all the time. they are Very Close. he loves hugs. he loves the warmth + comfort and safety that comes from it. again. he is like a little cat in a patch of sunlight. he loves affection his brain always goes !!!!!!!! when anyone is nice to him and compliments him. biggest cheesiest grin you have ever seen Every Time.

🌾 Describe your OC through the eyes of someone absolutely head-over-heels in love with them

oh this one is going to Kill Me ok. OK

to jason, marcus is the single most delightful person he has ever met in his life. a ray of sunshine. he would collect every single star in the universe for the guy if it meant he'd be happy. the goofy smile makes him Very Weak at the knees every time he sees it. and marcus smiles So often. he's in hell. this little man made him realise that he's allowed to love and Be loved and that not everyone has an ulterior motive. the world isnt out to get him. he loves Everything about marcus he cant deal with it bc he's 'too cute' or whatever. again very gay of him. also he loves how short marcus is compared to him bc of how Easy he is to pick up. A+ boyfriend material he couldnt have asked for better

AND to marcus?? jason is very much still big and scary and intimidating, but he finds that very. endearing in a weird way. bc he Knows most of how jason looks/acts is just a front he's putting on. marcus has a think for broody men ok. anyway. he's seen the man smile a few times and he went Insane. internally. every single time. a small genuine smile that makes Him weak at the knees. they cant smile at each other or they will both collapse. he looks at jason and he's like thats MY big huge handsome man that will carry me when i am a little bit tired. my absolute bastard man. my man will kick your man's ass in a fight he's so good at it. and he's pretty (: he is the prettyest man i have ever seen in my ENTIRE life. there is no one prettier. have you seen his eyes?? have you seen how Tall he is?? he's so tall. im in love with him your honour.

basically. they cant shut up about each other. and the other's mere existence makes them insane. but in like. a good way. theyre so painfully in love with each other i need to lie down

🌠 On a scale of 1 - 10 how Baby is your OC? BONUS when asking this question rate the OC yourself as see if the reply matches up!!

the exact opposite of what you would expect bc marcus is like a 5? 6? on baby scale bc he can handle himself faily well but also he's small and cute and i would hold him oh so gently in my hands.

jason is like. 11. because he's got so many issues and problems and he needs to lie down. he needs 5000 warm blankets i NEED to cradle him in my arms like a newborn baby. my god

#oc tag #THESE TWO ARE GOIGN TO MAKE ME FROW UP I SWEAR

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How likely am i to be a victim or avatar of an entity in tma.

The Buried

Victim (6/10) : I like the comfot of being in small warm spaces but i dont like being trapped. pretty obvious.

Avatar (2/10) : Eh, not really feeling that.

The Hunt

Victim (3/10) : I mean yeh i dont like being chased but i dont think about it much

Avatar (1/10) : If i existed in this world and knew about monsters i would mor likely end up in a reasearch/assist role.

The Eye

Victim (5/10) : im a chronic oversharer with no secrets, i would go for the forbidden knowledge tho

Avatar (10/10) : yES ok look i know a lot of people say they would be because the eye is the main focus of the series but i definatly feel a great connection with this. I often find myself passive during incidents or time or turmoil not because i dont care but because i almost forget im really there and not just an invisible observer, completly disconnected.

The Slaughter

Victim (4/10) : I dont go out to haunted locations or concerts so.

Avatar (1/10) : same reason

The Vast

Victim (6/10) : I like the sky and sstuff and the vast victims are typiclally people who like vast stuff so???

Avatar (7/10) : Air go wooosh.

The spiral

Victim (8/10) : Bad experiences with fake freinds in the past so....

Avatar (1/10) : I would not reach the centre of the distortion i would simply sit and not move and cry.

the stranger

Victim (2/10) : I dont really get the uncanny valley? Also i dont make a habit of going to circuses

Avatar (0/10) : no

the corruption

Victim (11/10) : You can not convince me i am not already a victim of the corruption.

Avatar (9/10) : I hate diseases but also i love biology.

the dark

Victim (5/10) : I have a mild fear of the dark but no more than the average person.

Avatar (3/10) : Not really, no thanks.

the desolation

Victim (6/10) : Most people wouldnt like loosing everything so yeh.

Avatar (1/10) : Not joining a cult. Nope.

the web

Victim (8/10) : Anyone is prone so...

Avatar (2/10) : I Can Not manipulate people i feel bad :(

the flesh

Victim (6/10) : icky but Im vegetarian ( for a bit but it's been going too long now I can't give up ) and I would not go to a gym alone and stuff lol

Avatar (0/10) : no.

the end

Victim (10/10) : everyone dies

Avatar (7/10) : I do contemplate death a lot...

the lonely

Victim (5/10) : would have been more in the past but I'm better now =]

Avatar (2/10) : not willingly anyways

the extinction

Victim (9/10) : climate change is scary ha

Avatar (1000000000/10) : I love you forboding spikes I love you nuclear power I love you radioactivity, radiation is the only reason I didn't fail physics I love it.

#exposing my deepest darkest fears to the internet beacuse if i stop talking idk but i dont like it #tma #the magnus archives #fears #robert smirke #smirke's fourteen #adelard dekker's list