One of these days when I'm in the right mental space for it I really, really want to post about how incredibly isolating it feels to be neuro-divergent in the pagan community and, at the same time, more or less following a near-reconstructionist path despite how extraordinarily difficult it is because my brain just wired differently so I basically have to fight own instincts and inherent nature in order to practice my religion but at the same time I fight entirely of my own accord because it falls in line with my personal principles and--
bad spiraling activities: trauma-dumping onto a friend, punching a wall, texting all your friends about your not actually failing relationship, screaming at random people on tumblr
GOOD spiraling activities: impulse post a bunch of instagram stories ripping into the Bad Wizarding Books school map despite probably having Bad Wizarding Book fans following you and then go to sleep [do not rb or tag or anything]
sometimes you watch a show from anytime before like 2016 and its like woo this is awesome and then somethjng happens in it and youre likenog thus is from before 2016.
personally i think getting shadowbanned would drive me to the point of certified insanity but it might forcefully drive me away from this hellsite which .. could be a positive thing
anyways how do i break up w liara or smth. i am too impatient, i am done w her. garrus is right here. she said something abt going to her place, and idk if that'd initiate some romance scene and lock me out of other characters? i wanna romance garrus but hes always talking about his fucking calibrations 🙄