#qll in all it's sad

[swagging-back-to]

call me a loser but my youtube premium subscription eded today and wowzers i had no idea youtube music was so useless without a subscription.

1. get ads

2. cant go to another app

3. cant put your phone to sleep

#not me charging my old phone again just to be able to listen to music and type at thesa.e time #i have a pirating app but it also has ads and like only 1/3 of the songs i want #i cant download it all bc i dont have any storage on my phone and some of the stuff is like an hour long oops #and i refuse to use spotify bc i wanna be able to select the song i listen to thanks gery much #qll in all it's sad #and they upped the price for premium too so it's 14 dollars #even if i wasnt broke i wouldnt resub #sad :/ #anyone wanna share their music apps or ways they listen to msuic? #i would use my tv but the walls are soooo thin and my hearings been very bad lately so it'd have to be loud #sadddd #like i said finna charge that bitch

[valaratminaforaldrar]

it's like i wake up every day and my chest feels so tight and i don't want to do this anymore and at best i manage to distract myself through the day at worst i'm just waiting it out and i just don't see the point it never changes permanently the best i get is a couple of months of being slightly better

#there's a pressure on my chest i struggle to breathe all the time but i don't even notice it anymore #until rare moments when it goes away #i feel so lonely and isolated like i've just been left to deal with qll of this on my own and #that's not true i just don't want to burden people with things #and i keep being worried i'll say something that makes them hate me because some of my problems just feel so #messed up. idk i just #i just want peace i want a break but #would that even help in the long run i still feel unhappy and unfulfilled and sad and lonely

[starry-edeline]

I couldnt help myself and i skimmed through the eps but my goodness i have so many thoughts-

First of all, my poor babies TT they are truly going through it this season and it just breaks my heart

Simon???? PLEASE SOMEONE HELP HIM i really really wish in the finale we see him fully venting out and being vulnerable with wille in the most detailed way possible cuz he needs to do so. Poor thing probably feels so alone and just stunned by this whole fiasco

Wille wille wille, i really feel bad for him man. I will say, his impulsiveness and general aggression is quiTe frustrating and worrisome but i cant blame him when he has so many things weighing on his shoulders including massive blows to the perspective hes grown with. I really want to see him talking things through with Simon and Boris(we stan)

The erik thing? I will say it isnt shocking to hear he did terrible things but what he did is so much worse than expected. Can you imagine how Wille might be feeling? Like the man you looked up to, thought did no wrong and was always supportive and protective towards you did something like this? Its already so disgusting but, imagine hearing that about your brother as a queer person yourself? It just takes up the pain a notch even when its already so high.

A moment to just say, Linda my queen. When she popped oFF in the first ep istg i was so happy like YES. The not trusting simon part was...hurtful but i get her, shes worried about her kids and has been kept in the dark about it all. But the comforting simon while he cries just..that was painful man that hurt simon please never cry.

I hate you August. I sympathise, but i still hate you.

The hugs? the kisses? the hallways scene?? the snuggles?? My heart im so glad there are scenes of them being HAPPY

The end in ep5...listen i hope to god its not an ACTUAL break up and thats the moment they talk things through and wille gets insight to everything happening with simon and in simon's mind. I hope for wilmon endgame and i just want them to be those communicative kings like in s1. Its so painful to see them cry and just be sad...they are only teenagers...

Overall, im really excited for the finale please i wish qll the loose ends are tied and its a ending that makes sense <3 more thoughts on this later when i think about it more-

#young royals #yr s3 #young royals spoilers #wilmon #yr s3 spoilers #yr s3 thoughts

[transgender-png]

i didn't wanna tack this on my last reblog bc its so long and i didnt wanna take away from ranboos speech either but. theres some specific parts my brain has latched on to from that.

first off being bazoingas, them acknowledging how busty their vtuber and people's art of them was hilarious. i love seeing him explore his identity more, i love that he's comfortable enough to do that. it gives me hope and courage to do the same, and i see a lot of myself in ranboo in terms of gender identity and expression. and something about the phrase "young queer kid" and how we helped that queer kid makes my heart sing. like. they were a young queer kid. they were scared at one point. just like me. just like a lot of us. but if he can make it this far, maybe we can too

and although the whole thing is mostly addressing what the community has been doing wrong recently, i melted when he mentioned how much he appreciates us. bAcK iN tHe dAy, before live streaming and especially twitch became so popular, there was always such a big barrier between the content creator and their audience. you knew your favourite CC appreciated you, sure, but you were always aware of that barrier and how it would always be there. now tho, for better or for worse (thafs a different topic that im too migrainey to tackle rn) that barrier has become a little.. transparent? i guess? it's more like glass now. it's still there, and you're still aware of it, but it has become so much easier to make a real connection with your audience as a creator, and vice versa.

seeing ranboo talk about how he has fun with chat and appreciates us.. it makes me happier than i can accurately describe. ranboo always seems genuinely excited to meet fans and is so active in their own community. it's one of the things about them that charmed me when i was first getting into their content, is how much they clearly loved their community.

but it also makes me sad how much he's been having to correct the community lately. i wont pretend im not part of that issue at all, bc im not perfect and ive definitely broken a rule or two or crossed a boundary once, intentional or not.

but ive been stepping away from ranboos content recently. part of it was not being into their new content as much, as im not a huge fan of horror (but that has been steadily changing for me) but a lot of it was the community. ive watched a lot of great fandoms and communities go sour because people cared too much about the wrong things. i don't want that to happen to something/one that has helped me so much.

but i don't want to end this on a bad note. one of my favourite parts of being a boober is the community (and the name). ranboo fans are some of the most creative, supportive, passionate (even if the passion is misplaced) and welcoming people ive met. even though its easy to forget, especially with what's been going on lately, i try to remind myself and others that there are good people in this community. they can be funny and witty and talented and inventive and observant and so many other things!! this community is filled with good people!!

and at the end of the day, we're qll here for more or less the same reason.

we like ranboo. we enjoy his content and his personality. for a lot of us, ranboo has helped us through some dark times, and led us to make some great friends. some of us are here from the old enderian-platonic-husband days and some of us are here from generation loss and some of us are here for the variety horror games and some of us are just here for minecraft content and a million other reasons. ranboo has charmed their way into the jearts of me and many others. some of us consider finding ranboo to be one of the best things to ever happen to us.

ive never been good at wrapping up these things but ig ill end with. remember where we all came from, and why we're all here.

whether you're a long term fan, a new boober, or have stepped away as the content has shifted, we all were impacted in some way, hopefully positive, by this creator. he's helped a lot kf us, whether it's with mental health, starting our own content creation journeys, inspiring us to make art or mess around with how we present ourselves, or just made us laugh with their jokes and offhand comments, we're all here because of ranboo.

and idk about you, but the fact that so many people can and do come together all because of one person.. that's pretty fucking beautiful to me.

basically, live, laugh, love ranboo. <3

#ranboo #ranboolive #generation loss #gen loss #boober #bazoingas had me wheezing tho #love how artists have been making ranboo sluttier every day (/pos) #all the while hes holding popcorn and clapping #it's great #i love ranboo

[abimee]

fandaniel and tock could make amazimg parallels since fandanny is all the despair and sadness detached from the memories of who hes a shard of and tock is qll the love wnd hope detached from the memories of the one shes a shard of but theres very little one can do with a 12 year old who still wants to be carried off to bed and tucked in every night and a guy bent on blowing up and acting like he knows nobody

[fruitstories]

Moving like snakes higher and higher on thick elephant skin, gray and green, gray and green; moving past big black roosters, tiny puppies, lost children's flipflops; serpentines, serpentines, endless serpentiness, sun shadows, up on the neck; strange; strange, how still, how still, how still, how you still sneak up on my selfless skin; serpentine, serpentine, you move like a snake up my spineless spine; strange, how still you are while moving; stay, stay, stay still; moving like a snake up up up my spine, sneaking on my neck; i turn i turn and twist; trying to catch your whisper; whispter still; strange; you move up behind my ears; drums are banging; this city is qll in red; did you leave mine because i was too?; Birds in small cages, cats in bags, hands in hands; what is your prison?; Mine is the mirror; strange, ain't it?; a bumpy road, but i promise, i promise it leads to a lake bluer than your lover's eyes; and it's hot and it's sweaty but you're holding on; not knowing where to place your hands; on the lookout for your center; activating the forgotten muscles of your abdomen; serpentines, serpentines; nauseous waterfall; a memory catching up; are you ready? Are you ready?; Two white butterflies making love in the winds; i was writing to you on the very last tops of the himalayas; counting last minutes; counting the steps we have yet to take; and those we have already walked; a can of coca cola in the turquoize waves; my phone catches chinese signals; sun setting, sunday ending; is it saturday?; Forgot how to count days; somehow, i wish i never knew; kids wave at us, dressed in colourful skirts, and butterfly tshirts; here, the mountains become chameleons; transformed into moving skin; close your eyes; see how it moves, its thick feet rumbling; close your eyes; the chameleon has moved; mountain tops like dragon's spine; a dinosaur, a gecko, a never ending sea of possibilities; but there, they have built a dam, and it is dry, god, it is dry; a lake and a dry field; the chameleon moves, alright; corn fields heavy on its skin; the rain comes; the mosquito bites; the child has no clothes on, but they carry a basket full of corn; a european boy walks by; irony has a sad reality; today, i am in grief; wish i had some tears to spare; but im busy being happy; the wind cries and i try to catch its tears; crickets sing and i try to catch their thoughts; two chameleons meet; they kiss; and a lake forms underneath; an earthqake, a separation; this is just a dream just a dream just a dream; tomorrow i will wake up and the corn fields will be gone, the rice buffalo asleep; the city shows itself, growing between cliffs; somewhere, the moon is different; underneath, a lost face; a winter freeze; something that should not be there, but here.

We drink a rice spirit and Alim has a Manchester accent; of course, of course, I know what follows; I wish I did not know; wish it did not follow; he goes on to tell a story about his easy rider; got added on facebook; fb friends and all; we shared a fanta, he's the cutest;

[reallyoptimisticperfection]

logically i know little slip ups and mistakes arent enpugh to make them all hate me

i dont hate them for theirs after all

and logically i know im not any different than they are. no better and no worse im just another breathing creature

but logic doesnt sway my emotions. you cant argue logic with a brain that runs on illogic just to destroy itself

qll i can hear are the war cries that they want me gone

that im burdening them that im makimg them sad that im tiresome that i take too much and give too little that im a vampire sucking every ounce of will out of them all

i do nothing but hurt them. i need to leave

[violentdevotion]

jokers magic trick in the dark knight 🤝 coin through the head in x-men first class 🤝 thrown out of a building in slow-mo in dredd 🤝 hannibal feeds paul his own brain in hannibal 2001

#honourable mention is bill murray getting shot in zombieland #hannibal feeding a kid some brain in an airplane #qll of stardust but that was in the opposite direction #and my auntie telling 7 yr old me during a sleepover that when i die all of my dolls will come to life and do to me what i did to them - #like in chucky #'ooh ameera its a bit unrealistic to make this child characyer in your short story say shes scared of cannibals' u dont know me at 8 #do u know how sad i was when they introduced zombies to wizards of waverly place??? #i cant watch community cos i heard in an episode theres a zonbie apocalypse and that shits me up #the dark knight #hannibal 2001 #dredd #x men first class

[storge]

Hello friend!!! I saw your request! I can happily do that for you! 👍👍👍

#*requests #and i have to sayyy #everybody requesting qll the sad moments is makine me cackleeee #we all love painnn huh #😂😂😂😂

[mae-gi-writes]

Hii can i request “Daylight” by Maroon5 for hyunjae 🥺🥺

Daylight | Hyunjae (tbz).

Listening to: Daylight by Maroon 5

A/N: the amount I relate to this though TT . TT I hope this was alright! I wasn’t quite sure what kind of scenario to go for with this song but oh well! Thanks for requesting and I hope you like it <3 <3

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"Don't leave."

Hyunjae chuckles, though it comes out empty. His grip tightens over your middle as he pulls you close, "you've said that over ten times already."

"But I mean it."

You sit, cuddled into his lap and legs splayed around him, your face nuzzled into the crook of his neck with no intention of letting go so soon. Darkness permeates the walls of your room with a bare slither of the moon highlighting the soft strands framing Hyunjae's face. He ressembles an angel, you think to yourself, and justike an angel, he'll be disappearing from your arms the moment the sun rises the next morning.

"Please don't leave."

Your murmur, again bouncing off his collarbone, almost breaks in the process. One of his hands come up to stroke your hair, "I won't."

"Do you mean that?"

Pulling back slightly to gaze at the seriousness on your face, his eyebrow raises slightly in amusement, "don't go mopey on me on my last day."

You huff, "fine then. Just leave."

"Ah you," he bops your nose in affection, "you're hurting me with your words, Y/N."

"Good. Then maybe you won't leave."

Hyunjae can't help the laughter bubbling up from his lips at that, and despite your sourness you can't help but laugh along with him. It's like heaven, wrapped in Hyunjae's embrace like he's never going to let go. You want to believe that this will last forever, that this particular moment will freeze in time just so that you can be selfish for a little while.

But the glowing neon lights from your digital clock placed on your nightstand says otherwise. They're taunting, almost warning you of the time you have left.

3.45.a.m.

"You're going to be okay right? When you get there?" You ask him after a moment of comfortable silence.

He shifts you in his lap, pressing the softest of kisses under your jaw as he replies, "don't worry about me. Eric will pick me up from the airport," that is followed by a scoff, "wants to show off his new car."

"He bought it himself?"

"He says he does. I don't believe him though."

"Oh please," you nudge his arm playfully, "you're just jealous."

"No I'm not," Hyunjae retorts, nudging your side playfully. You duck away, giggling at the frown on his face before your thumb smoothes over the crease.

He softens, impulsively tuggig you close and imprinting a soft peck on your lips, "I'll miss you, you know."

His words are barely above a murmur, but they ring loud and clear through your ears, enough that it makes your eyes burn with the familiar ache of tears,. Wordlessly, you wrap your arms around his neck and tighten your hold, hugging him close and wishing that you don't have to let go. Not now, not ever.

He hugs you back, one hand stroking soft circles down the small of your back. It makes you shiver and you sigh into his neck, wondering why life seems so unfair.

"I'll miss you too," you finally say in a small voice.

"Four months," his alto brushes against the shell of your ear, "four months. And I'll be back."

Four months seem unbearable. Almost impossible. You've been doing this long distance thing for so long that it tears you apart and stitches you back together god knows how many times. But you hold on, because Hyunjae is a huge blessing in your life. He's a blessing that you now can't life without and you can't imagine living through your day to day without him.

"Hey," his hand slides up the back of your neck to tug you away, eyes finding yours and lips pressing together at the tears glistening at the corners, the downward tug of your mouth, "it'll be okay. We'll be okay. Unless you know, I die because of some stupid shit--"

"Oh shush. You're so dramatic."

"I know. That's why you love me."

Rolling your eyes and unable to stop the grin from spreading across your face, you dip your head back down for another kiss. Hyunjae's lips mold to yours with a familiarity that causes a series of tingles to shoot down your spine. Gasping silently in his mouth, your hands find purchase in his hair while his travel down to your waist, squeezing softly with affection.

"I love you," he whispers against your lips, before kissing your next breath away. You allow him to, neck falling back against his mouth slowly peppering kisses down your neck.

"I love you too," you whisper back, hold him close. Nosing down your collarbone and peppering a rain of kisses over your exposed skin, it takes him a moment to realize that you're crying, sobbing silently as you clasp the back of his head in an iron grip.

"Hey hey hey," his hand comes up to cup your cheek, thumb wiping away at your tears streaming down your face. His own features soften, eyes glistening with wetness before he brings you into a hug, "hey Y/N, it's okay. It'll be okay."

You know it will. You've managed to make it work for the past three years and honestly you should've gotten used to it by now. But the pain is always fresh, like a wound constantly ripping open every time Hyunjae hops onto a plane and disappears from the space he's carved into your bed.

You hate it. You hate it so much you want to rip your hair off until the pain numbs out the one in your heart.

Dawn arrives a little too soon for your liking, and since you've fallen asleep on Hyunjae's chest in the process of crying, your first thought as your eyelids flutter open is that he's gone. Hands shoot out in panic, almost elbowing the said man in the process.

"Oh!" Your head turns to see a sleepy Hyunjae, blearily blinking back at you through a fog of sleep, "oh," and your body instantly relaxes knowing that he's still here.

"Hey," Hyunjae murmurs, nosing your jaw and leaving a small kiss there, "morning."

"Morning," you whisper back. His hair tickles your nose as he kisses your cheek, "what time is your flight?"

"Nine," he sneaks a glance at his phone before a groan rumbles through him, "should probably start getting ready."

He's right and you nod along, ignoring the swell taking place in your chest like a balloon about to burst with all the sadness you've been stowing away. You help him pack the last of his things and make him breakfast; your eggs are a little more carefully made today, ensuring that his toast isn't burnt and that he gets a side of baked beans to fill him up. Qll the while ignoring the blatant reminder of reality that stands by your door in the form of his suitcase.

He doesn't have to ask you whether you're okay; he feels it, spots the permanent wetness in your eyes even as you laugh at his jokes throughout breakfast, notices the tightness of your knuckles aa you hold onto your utensils as though scared your sanity might slip away at any given moment.

And when it is time for him to say his goodbyes, he shrugs on his jacket and opens up his arms. You don't hesitate throw yourself at him, wrapping yourself as tightly as possible while his mouth presses another soft kiss to the outside of your ear.

"Don't cry, okay?" He peppers a line of kisses along your cheekbone. That only makes you hold him even tighter still, burrowing your face into his chest until Hyunjae manages to cup your cheek to tilt your head up, "I mean it, Y/N."

"Then don't go."

"Oh come on," he scoffs and flicks your forehead lightly, which causes you to yelp, "hey! Not cool."

"That's for being too cute," his hands slip down to rest on your forearms, eyes locking on yours, "now don't cry. Or I won't buy you boba anymore."

"That's an empty threat and you know it," you mutter with narrowed eyes.

Chuckling, Hyunjae then brushes away some stray hairs from your forehead before he leans in to peck the said area, "I have to go. I'm cutting it close."

"I know."

You hug him once more. Just one more, your mind chants in desperation. He pulls back after that before his mouth finds yours in a searing hot kiss -- one that is filled with promises and love and pure affection dripping from his lips -- as you stumble against him, right into your front door.

You're practically breathing into each other when he pulls back, foreheads pressed, "I need to go," he rasps out and you nod, heart dropping to your stomach with dread.

He’s right. So you do what your body is screaming at you not to do. You step back and he grabs onto his suitcase, turning back to look at you with eyes just as wet as yours. And for some reason that makes you feel a little bit better.

“Take care,” your hand lifts to cradle his face, going on your tiptoes for one last kiss. He returns it softly, thumb cradling your jaw as he mumbles out, “you too.” 

“Text me when you pass through security,” you say, watching him open the door and fighting to keep yourself from crumbling with every step that widens the gap between your two bodies.

“I will,” he sends you a smile that is supposed to be comforting and yet, still makes you wish that you could rewind time. 

“Bye.”

“Bye, Y/N. I love you.” 

“I love you too.” 

When the door closes behind him, your knees give out in the ear-numbing, heart-wrenching silence that swallows you whole.

#hyunjae #lee hyunjae #the boyz hyunjae #hyunjae x reader #hyunjae imagines #tbz hyunjae #tbz hyunjae imagines #tbz hyunjae headcanons #hyunjae headcanons #hyunjae scenarios #hyunjae drabbles #hyunjae x you #lee hyunjae x reader #hyunjae x y/n #hyunjae fluff #hyunjae fanfiction #tbz x you #tbz x reader #tbz x y/n #the boyz soft hours #the boyz drabbles #the boyz x you #the boyz imagines #the boyz fanfiction #the boyz fanfic #the boyz fluff #the boyz angst #the boyz headcanons #tbz imagine #tbz reactions

[cuteookielove33]

I just had an idea about something thinking about Dabis quirk and Qll for One lol.. seeing how Dabi/Touya got hurt woth such a quirk over the years I thought about the possibility of All For One possibly helping him by giving him an ice quirk or at least a quirk that would have made his fire One less painful and damaging even now.

Like I'm not sure if his quirk still hurts him nowadays but I thought it would have been a good idea if someone could have given him an icy one to balance out his fire and make him possibly more powerful too but mostly to heal him or make him safer ....

It's just more so a headcanon tho because I don't imagine AFO being an asshole as much as he can be in the manga lol but I like to imagine Dabi being more at peace with this whole thing that cost him so much and made him feel like he was a mistake even as a child 🥺

I'm also so heartbroken about the fact that he was neglected for so long as a child, it's truly sad and I wish he'll finally be at peace one way or another 😥

#dabi fluff #mha dabi #touya todoroki #i feel bad for him okay

[permanently-exhausted-bitch]

Rating: G

Pairing:Jaskier/geralt

Tags: fluff, singing witchers, insane cat witchers, pack dynamics, wolf school sings accapella, tavers, soft witchers

Summary: after having to put down an insane cat while on the oath, the wolf pack of kear morhen bond over acapella during a latenight tavern visit.

At was a late morning when Jaskier was woken by panicked banging on his inn door. 

"Coming! Coming!" He groaned and shuffled out if he'd and over to the door. He opened it to find a terrified villager standing there.

"Are you bard Jaskier? The one who sings of the white wolf?" He asked, making Jaskier nod tiredly. "We need your help. The white wolf and three other witchers are fighting in the village square. Come quickly!"

Jaskier gasped and grabbed his dagger before running past the man out to the village square. There was other villagers watching from inside all the surrounding buildings and he sees Geralt and three other witchers standing against a blond witcher. The blond witcher had a crazed look in his eyes and Geralt was moving in tandem with the other witchers. Jaskier spots the alderman in a window beside him and immediately goes to him.

"Master Jaskier! Can you do something? We can't have witchers fighting. They'll hurt someone." The alderman said fearfully as Geralt growled and moved with the others.

"This isn't a fight, good sir. This is an execution." Jaskier mutters sadly.

"What? why?"

"Judging by the crazed look in the blond cat witcher's eyes and the way Geralt and - who I assume are his brothers and father based on how he described them a while back - are corralling and maneuvering the blond into a corner, I'd say the blond witcher has gone insane and the wolf witchers are, well for a lack of terms, putting him down." Jaskier said quietly "Watch how Geralt and his two brothers and their father move in response to each other. Geralt,  the brunettes, Eskel and Lambert, and who I assume is Vesemir, all use the pack instincts they share like their animal counterparts, to back the blond into a corner. That's when they'll strike. Obviously, this witcher, unfortunately isn't the first to go completely insane on the path. When a witcher goes insane, often the wolves get called in. Watch how Geralt and his brothers move. They move as a pack. They have the cat backed into a corner now. The wolf witchers aren't called wolves for just any reason. They have a pack mentality and when they are together like this, it becomes obvious they're very wolf-like."  Jaskier said, pointing out they're movements as they qll left at the other witcher and ended it quickly. The cat's head goes rolling and they all let go of the body. 

"It's safe! You can all come out now." Geralt called as Eskel grabs the body and the head and carries it out into the woods. Jaskier sees Eskel hand Lambert the cat's medallion then bump their foreheads together with soft, sad smiles. Vesemir rubs his cheek against Lambert's and bumps their foreheads together before guiding Lambert away. Jaskier runs up and collapses to his knees where Geralt had sunk down to sit on the fountain ledge. 

Jaskier knelt between Geralt's legs and pulled Geralt to him, allowing the wolf to scent his neck and shudder quietly against him.

"Come on. Let's go help the others build the pyre and then we'll get some drinks alright?" Jaskier said quietly, making Geralt nod against him. Jaskier leaned back enough to press a kiss to Geralt's forehead.

Later that night, the town watched as the wolf witchers all sit at a table silently with their food while Jaskier writes in his notebook beside Geralt. Geralt sighs and puts down his tankard, making the other look at him.

"Jaskier, can you sing acapella?" Geralt asks, making Jaskier nod and frown in confusion.

"Oh course. Why do you ask?" He asks and Geralt looks at Vesemir, Eskel, and Lambert who give agreeable shrugs.

"Do you know dreamer?" Lambert asks, making Jaskier nod.

"Yeah. Why?" Jaskier asks Lambert and Eskel moved so they were standing on Geralt, Vesemir, and Jaskier's side if the table

"You'll see. Join in when you feel it. 3-2-1." Geralt asks, making the other lean forward and smile and start humming and Geralt started with the base beat.

"What will they read on your headstone when you're gone" Eskel sang as the other witchers sing and stomp their feet and clap their hands as they sung in perfect harmony. Jaskier smiles and starts harmonizing with Eskel while Vesemir and Lambert sang backup and Geralt continued with base.

"When your ship comes in the night

Just a sinner that never saw anything but the dark

Did you finally see the light

I will die a dreamer

I won't die a man

By and by believer

That's just who I am

So bury me with roses

Boxes full of sand

I will die a dreamer, dreaming man

Did you go it alone without anyone else

Did you find your better half (better half)

Did you chase down the moon, did you give it away

Did you make somebody laugh (did you make them laugh?)

I will die a dreamer

I won't die a man

By and by believer

That's just who I am

So lay me down in roses

Boxes full of sand

I will die a dreamer, dreaming man!" The witchers sang, making everyone gape and stare in awe. They were all smiling again each other and Geralt was even leaning into Eskel and they were swaying as they sang. By now, a few patrons had gotten up to dance and a few were twirling together. The rest were to shocked to move.

"Don't you ever look back with regrets

'Cause a moment is all that you get

And it ain't over yet

I will die a dreamer

I won't die a man

I will die a dreamer

That's just who I am

I will die a dreamer

I won't die a man

By and by believer

Just part of the plan

I'll get where I'm going

Yes I will, if only we can

Knowing I'm a dreamer, dreaming man

I will die a dreamer, dreaming man

I will die a dreamer, dreaming man" the witchers sang making the entire tavern gape. They were amazing! The sheer volume and harmony had anyone in earshot to come and watch as the witchers created the sweetest music with only their mouths.

As the song ended Jaskier gaped at the wolves before jumping up and excitedly and hug them all while he babbled how amazing they were and how dare they never say they could sing.

"Hey!! Witchers! Can you sing another song? That was amazing! The barkeep asked eagerly. The wolf pack all look at eachother and grin before Geralt counted down again.

"Wise men say

Only fools rush in

But I can't help falling in love with you" Geralt sang, his deep voice reverberating through the air. The other witchers and Jaskier join in.

"Shall I stay?

Would it be a sin

If I can't help falling in love with you?

Like a river flows

Surely to the sea

Darling, so it goes

Some things are meant to be

Take my hand

Take my whole life too

For I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows

Surely to the sea

Darling, so it goes

Some things are meant to be

Take my hand

Take my whole life too

For I can't help falling in love with you

For I can't help falling in love with you" 

That night, the Wolves of kaer morhen went to bed with fat purses and high spirits. They had missed singing together.

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[snek-snuggles]

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Thank you sweet friend, I was up writing about my qnxiety when you sent this and just as I was checking things one last time before going back to bed I saw this.

I really needed this.

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Did you guys know I write posts to you all like letters when I'm sad or scared? I just wrote for an hour and I feel so much better.

You qll are so lovely and kind, and I am constantly astounded by the love our little corner of the interwebs has.

Please, love yourselves too. If you're reading this, I'm talking to you.

Sweet dreams, loves.

#ask

[jeffcat]

Wow...

I never expected things to turn out like they have. And I mean this in the most positive way. For quite some time, my life has been full of a few good things and more than several bad things. But just talking to this one person has really lifted my mood. Like a lot. I don't want to rush anything because I know damn well the consequences of rushing any form of relationship. Spoiler alert, it never good. But I can't help but feel a bit happy now.

Idk. I've never really felt like this before and I am so scared of losing this feeling. I want to grow our friendship but I'm terrified of screwing up or being too clingy.

It feels like Is This Love by Whitesnake and Pork Soda by Glass Animals are playing simultaneously. With a bit of Flesh by Simon Curtis and a whole lot of Thats What I Want by Lil Nas X. I'm also scared of coming out to my family. I want them to know that I think I may have found someone but I just know they will disapprove and shun me again. I feel so lost, sad, and scared, and yet, when I talk to them, I feel happy, comfortable, and calm. This is all so new to me, but let's just see how the cards will fall. Hopefully qll for the better. I pray.

#ramble

[pastelingo]

Ok, so I was really angry abojt my gender sht and just sad and hopwless and pissed at my family and shit but so I ad supper and I was qll yeah M jfucking pissed and thats good. And then I went out n a bikerde and the f4ist thing I eaw on my own street qas 2 people wt their pets in their yards, itvwas s happt and pure and good and they were juat payong with their pets, one girl had her little white pomeranian shihtzu puppt thing snf shebwas playingbwuth him and gettng hm to dance and stiff it was reallt futr, then there was a hpuse acros the street two people wefe sttng in withbtheir big broqn cat on a leadh layng thwre. It was just so good, and the bike ride felt great, i just bied all over and dd circles and 8s in the rads and olin parking lots, listening t9 emo pubk bands, and it just feels sngreat wnd I ddidnt fel al stupid. Justbthngs a4e goign t be ok. And I smelt weed ccasonallt and quld slow so. Could smell it ststdt im a jke. And he second I got hone the song ended and I got a text sayjg come home. It was pretty vol amd unrral. And nw Im gonna hang out with evan again tnight and he says he can hel me obtain more weed

[futanaritalizorah]

Please...let me sleep... *hugs shiba kiba inu tight* my body refuses this medicine...i just feel exhausted all the time as a result...ans tonight in particular i canr shut my brain off...just long enough to stop being sick... I pray harder...i told connor i used to pray to god...angry but...i founf myseld being more thankful...this was months ago...now i find myself just praying for forgiveness...praying for more...more for us...there has to be more...i prqy until i fall asleep...cause i dont want my mind to wander...i pray cquse i have to believe theres some purpose to it all... i pray Cause if you cant give closure...rhen god certainly will...im in his hands.... So i pray now...cause im scared...and lonely...and tired...and exhausted...and just wanting resf from being sick every other time....i pray xause all i have is shiba kiba inu. And i hope nemo still looks out for you as shiba kiba inu does for me on nivhts like these. Or mornings im a wreck and wont haul my ass out of bed. Im a mess This fever has me so emotional too so gr9 Ugh i just wanna know whag i did wrong When theres a liar right in your face. Theyre nor even rral. They xatfiahed a person...they told ypu i banned them feom ts when i didnt do sucg a thing....why am i still the one thats the liar t.T i pointed oit they mighr use uou and...so what...now im at fault? We all got played yet i feel like im mpre wrong for knowing it than the person eho was actually responsible...t.T Wpply that to wvery other sitition. I wasnt responsible for people leaving. Thwy left xause of their own accord t.T im tired of being blamed I wanna be blamed for beinf stupid for stayibf tgis lonf. I want jose eric ans savid to slap me causr i stayed when they told me i need to looj out for myself t.t i wanna slap myself xause i was nice and stupid and dis things out of love for you but...where was thay love foe me. Why didnt i love myself enough to know i deserve better. Self respect. Why. Connor. Ufh. Connor. I told connor i prayed kinder things now. He left me as well. He left me as well. But i dont vlame him. I wouldnt wanna see me in this rut either. Hugs shiba kiba inu hugs harder* :c i dojt vlame people for wanting to leave me Please god just let me sleep T.T my mind is tired tonight. Please never let him feel this way. Ever. Cauae its so crippling to live this way. I hate crawling our of bed in the afternoon T.T i hate aleeping angry. Confusrd. Sad. Lonely. Betrayed. Usrd. I haye not beinf comfortable in my own skin because every ounce of love was misconstdued and tuened against me. That kell hoe catfished and im still cwlled manipulativw. Fun fact: kell lied. Not me. Kell lied about his/her/ their life. So they lied avout whay thwy told uou. Aris has photos. Gold has experience. Val has screen shots. Kevin streamed it all. Theres picture qns video peoof. And you chose fqke eveeu time. Thats not on ME cwuse YOU chosr fqke. I cant bring myself to be around you cause im not gonna be confused as one of those fake friends. You treat those frienda you,have well. They...are a solid 100% bunch. I was fown and shit on myself and...each one...showed up...they sgowed up abd made sure i was ok. You have great friends. Dobt confuse a pretry fucking catfishing face as a friwnd Because i lost a friend too when i found about kell. She promisrd she woildnt hurt me. And look who cobtrivuted to mwking a mockery of my,life. Kell fucked me up in ways you wont understand. All you see is a pretrt xatfishibg giel thay rwjected ypu. Worse? She played with youe fwelings. But i could have told u thay. Elligator (that fucker you were fihting with in allies?) Also had a thibg going on with kell before ann. Surprise. Ik that cwuse kell played innocent but i didnt judge. Not until she stwrted making you into one of hee toys too. You idiot. I looked out for you. Kelsrara? U told the gm not to t2ll me cwus3 im crazy. And im your ex. You idiot. I knew long befoee becwuse kelsara kept harassinf me.i have ss of thay as well. In fact keyrus had to step in becaus3 kelsara just wouldnt stop harassibf me T.t you wnna se eharasment?? You fucking see the shit i had to deal with because od the lies *you* made and the mistakes *you* made. I had to deal with the afteemath abd i had to d3al with youe byllshit when u went aeound and told people slander aboht me. I knew! And i didnt *hate* you. What made me not stqnd yoy was your lies about me! Ask kell! I knew about kelsar! I knew! Ask aris! Yet i didnt fucking attack you qbout it when you cqme back to the gqme. I knew and i didnt bothee you qbout it T.T i deqlt with it. Like a fuckong human. I dealth with it So dont yoy fucking say you didnt hurt me. Cause you hqve no right to sqy you didnt hurt me. Cwuse thqts qll ive felt. Alll i wanted to hear was a solid stoey od what i did to you. Not one of them hqd stoei3s vexauae you hqve none. I loved you. With qll my heart. I cared too muchm that is called love So fuckinf decide if you want real or fake. Cquse i gave you real stories that are long lasting. Your lies will run out. You wre more thwn thia so stop lyinf. You left the pawn shop cquse you didnt like tueninf people away. You wanted to help. Stop calling me crazy and every othee shot when i speak the world of you despite qll this shit you keep pilinf on me. Knoe who made tge mistakes. I didnt fuckinf do shit with kell or kelsarq. Those were your mistakes. Not mine. In fact i told everyone rlse the sqme shit. I told them to ruck pff you xause you made mistqkes vut you dont deserve to be crucified. We qll deserve bettee *hugs shiba kiba inu* Im tired of sobbing qnd nobody hears a thinf. Fuxkinf do me a favor and log into swtor. Fuckinf app is too nuch of a pussu to tqlk to you avout liquidatinf. He wants to sell the fuild. If you dobt log in > he gets gm > he sells the guild O am i mqnipulativw again? No you fuck. Peoplr have disappointed me relebtlessly. I am the burxen of bad news. Why? Cause i fucking tqlk 5o them. I listen. That is how i know. So fucking get online and kick or whatever or discuss it witha pp. O hate hes doinf this when he could just discuss it. Ill hqte myself foe tellinf u thos cquse youll find a way to say i wqs reaponsible foe it. And ill hqte you for blaming me again. And then ill hqte myself cause i let you blame me agaib. I warned you cause youre a friebd...or...once a friend...idk...you said we werent driensa...you tell me Ik where i wanna stand. Im tired of feeling lost like an animal looking dor a home. I sound angey tellinf you this but underatand where im coming feom. My options are thin. You dobt teust me for God knows what reason. Here, lets say app doea get the guild and aella it...youre fonna blame me xquse i simply *knew* about it. But im hoping you know bettwe than to do that cause i pointed it out before it happened. I cqnt even comfortably talk to app abymore ever aince he admitted to wanting to liquidate shit. So i cant. I cqnt wqtch this unwind in front of me. I cqnr watch a supposed friend of yours liquidate the guild. And what? Youll come back homeless? I cqnt watch cause your "friend" is reaponsible for that Lets say i could have warned you. Could i have? Could i prwvwnt this feom hqppenibg? Or will you blow it in my face as me teykng to mqnipulatw people This was apps idea. Npt mine. Im simply relaying tge msg. I never hated you. So get your fucking eggs in a line. Cause im not th3 one fucking you,over. Kell, kels, and now...possibly app Thats what im deqlinf with even tho,youve been gone. I wish app wpuld just discuss it with you. He thinjs youre gone forever. Nah. I doubt it. Othwrwise that fuild would be gone officiaply. God just fix your shit before you blame me for it. I gried so hard. You kee0 nlaming me for wbeeythinv goinf weonf in your life. I only remember being ypue biggest supportwr next to your mom. What the fuck ever. I warned you...so please...dont hate me for knpwing...he might npt liquidate it if you come back to the game...itll give him a reason to play...but...sigh...im tired of beinf the bad person...i try to avoid peoppe from seeinf u thay way...uve just had toufh days...but...u uraeld paint me in that light... So ..self respect... whats wronf with me