#rambling to the void

[blue-howlite]

Look at them just stealing the show with their entrance (yes this post is to ramble about the recent chapters, get ready for a unhinged ride on the "Found family trope" rollercoaster).

People are like "Why are the best healer in the world and the guy that's always compared to Kayden here???" and they're just chilling being relatable, especially Kartein.

Them gathering around Jiwoo, not even trying to hide that they care about him. Like I would have expected Pluton to at least take a little distance and maybe judge Kayden and Kartein for being so close to him but he's just "Yes, I must stay close to this child."

Kayden and Kartein are so parent coded while Pluton is the socially unaware uncle that's just so out of it while taking in the practical aspects. He would absolutely teach Jiwoo how to properly stretch while Kayden and Kartein tell him to stop being so nice to everyone.

"Look at my son! ...proud is not the word I'm looking for" moment. Of course they're all super proud of Jiwoo. They can't stand the fact that he doesn't take advantage of the situation and has these moral/honor standards, but without that he would have never charmed these guys let's be for real now.

THEY'RE SO FAMILY CODED PLEASE JUDGING OTHER FAMILIES LIKE THEY'RE NOT A BUNCH OF LUNATICS THEMSELVES

The way Kayden leans towards Kartein like they're gossiping while Pluton listens in and gives his input to the convo, please they're a bunch of mothers talking shit about the other families at school.

The way they criticise Ian's education is the most parental thing I've ever seen.

The whole chapter was just Kartein being the sassy mother that worries about other kids disrespecting his, Kayden being the unhinged father that gossips and asks "Did you win?" whenever his kid gets into a fight at school, and Pluton the judging uncle that criticises his brother's parenting but joins sides with him when there are other parents.

Tell me that's not their dynamic.

Pluton always compared to Kayden and their "rivalry" being actually one sided is just so adult siblings coded, then Pluton going to Jiwoo like "Hey I'll show you something cool your dad hasn't taught you" is just uncle behaviour.

Kartein and Kayden not approving of Pluton doing what he wants and then realising they did the exact same thing is such a parent thing.

One thing is "They're such parental figures to Jiwoo", one is when they literally act like his parents even around other people.

#eleceed #kayden break #kartein #pluton #jiwoo seo #chapter 287 #chapter 288 #found family #rambling to the void #and the void smiles and nods while asking when will I release its family #Tumblr stop messing the layout I had to edit this post like three times DAMN IT

[lilyflxwers]

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#rambling to the void #ive not reached rock bottom #ive slammed face first into it #i’m exhausted #i haven’t been sleeping #and i don’t feel real and everything is going to shit #i did in fact just call my ex boyfriend and ask him to come over so i can sleep #how did the call go? #‘ik u used to hit me but can u come and lay in my bed so i can sleep’ #dude i will literally peel my skin off if i don’t get some decent sleep soon. i get its a shit idea but it’s the best ive got #like pls #rock fucking bottom lmao #anyways it’s not. he won’t hurt me now so we’re all peachy. i just need to hear someone else breathing so i can sleep #tw abuse #<- past abuse

[tabletopbrainrot]

Haven't posted in a while, but feel like rambling

Lancer: ???

Nothing to report, DM's been busy so we're still in a dark maintenance shaft about to get jumped by IPSN Special Forces

D&D: Sunday

I feel like I've mentioned some of this but we've been stumbling around some half forgotten cave network trying to get to the Underdark to try and reestablish communication between a Dwarven Hold under siege, and a Drow City they used to be on good terms with. Turns out the Drow are also kinda under siege from what is basically The Silence (yes British scifi fans those guys) so we've been doing the Adventurer thing of trying to shift local politics and gain favor to make the Drow less.... Prickly let's say prickly that's probably a safer way to put it.

In the process we've been on the hunt for a missing person, met my younger doppelganger and his harem, and his army that plans to unite the Drow under a single banner go to war with the surface and darken the sun, and stumbled upon a multi million year old temple to a universal karmic force that is a prison for a star/God eating GOO and went along with our wizard's doppelganger's plan to recharge the prison keeping the GOO weakened.

Now that we're up to speed, it turns out that the reason my Doppelganger gave up the prisoner so easy was that the person was already converted to the cause, and was going back to try and build support within the city itself, our Patron* wants to solidify her power block by having us go find some missing jewels used to power an ancient forge, I had a chat with Lolth who wanted me to go straighten out the local church/cult in her name. Which I was tempted to do anyway which lead to a fun conversation between two people that barely understand religion trying to meet a middle ground that makes everyone happy including a God and local politicians (who were totally ready to crush the church/cult for being too over zealous to please Lolth).

I also left my Barovian Vampire GF in charge of keeping tabs on the insurgent cult of my Doppelganger in the city while we're gone, this won't have negative repercussions because I didn't specify non-lethal methods of handling things if they start moving..... Oops/s

Also during the wrap-up in the city before going artifact hunting our Shadow Monk split the party and had to fight his Doppelganger, who might actually be a more terrifying war criminal than he is because he barely made it back with any HP left...

Also we stumbled across a version of Blackrazor, it's kinda a dick(Threw me across a room for being too lawful apparently, which is hilarious because I'm about as lawful as Eddie and Chavo Guerrero). The hunt for the forge crystals continues this coming Sunday.

DnD: Tuesday

That whole thing with the Illithid Roman empire? Resolved, we took the capital and killed the Senate while Julius took care of other political rivals off screen. Had a big fight with a GIANT half dead brain(Romulus and Remus), had a long rest but were down a player so the DM kinda bottle episoded us.

The session started with us getting vaporized and waking up in a sci-fi prison cell, after a few minutes of trying to brute force our way out and discovering just how depowered we were in this strange place we're following vague clues and running from something called a Lesser Inevitability, that the prison set loose after us for breaking out of high security lock up. Turns out we're on the moon(the real one not the fake moon hiding behind this one) and the entity giving us directions? The Sun, which is apparently a entity that exists to monitor the progress of our world and report any changes that need to be made to the AO3 writers guild that monitors the universe.

So while holding off the Lesser Inevitability we poke around the computers in this place, get some information on Solomon turns out he was the last person that this place took care of before they pulled everyone out and left the Suns as the sol(heh heh) moderator for this location. We also reported a hag that's been a thorn in our side for hacking writers guild system, so she's locked out of her fate changing bullshit which will make dealing with her much easier.

The session ends with us fighting our way to a legally distinct Stargate and teleporting back to the Capital for a long rest, after which we're gonna have to make a decision on what our next set of goals are. It's looking like the plan is try to and remove the stick out of Morgana's ass by filling the void left by having her emotions ripped out by stealing the emotions from an undead doppelganger of her that the sorcerer accidentally wished into existence with a loosely interpreted "I wish Morgana was dead" wish she got after helping kill a star creature. But first we gotta learn how they removed her emotions in the first place, then we gotta do it to a dracolich... Also gotta find Morgana again and hope she didn't do anything unwise with a sword that severs concepts after her freak out during an intervention her son hosted.

Isn't tabletop fun?

As always, if anyone for some reason reads this and wants more information ask away.

#lancer rpg #lancer ttrpg #dnd 5e #dnd #5e #rambling to the void #Barovia continues to have repercussions #leaving a vampire to monitor a insurgent cult that wants to darken the sun can't go wrong #we did it we can finally stop thinking about Rome #DnD Canon? I hardly know it #been so long since I posted I don't recall what I've actually talked about

[cranberrytea451]

Damn, y’all like bitty sans a lot.

Good thing I have some different ones in the back. They aren’t as popular but I’m sure some of you will like them.

I’ll get them out soon.

#rambling to the void #oh yeah baby I have some more pretty bitties

[simstoricalish]

Ok so I didn't have Harry Melling as young Edgar Allan Poe solving shady murders becoming my poor little meow meow in my bingo card but I'll take it 🤷‍♀️

#nonsims #non sims #mine thoughts #rambling to the void #the pale blue eye #harry melling

[sixrealmsbeneaththesea]

I don’t even play or intentionally look up Honkai Star Rail shit, but I saw that animated dancing short and that is indeed some lesbian sex (or just sex in general) right there. Somebody even said actual sex would look less intimate.

And that’s why a part of me has wanted to try using more dancing/contortionist/acrobatic/gymnastic poses in recent times. And I will succeed. Maybe I will succeed. I might not. I probably won’t succeed. But I’d want to convey the feeling regardless.

Posing sucks. The people I’ve been haunting on twatter talk about how, for lots of non-porn art, they have to look up porn references…and then for porn art, they look up non-porn references…and Frankenstein it all together… Like spare me, I got too much old person energy for that. I wish I had naturally formed Kim Jung Gi brain…but he had to build that visual library first, rip in peace, mon frere ~

Almost to the end. I acquired Vincent, all that’s left is new Sephiroth material and maybe I can lay this game to rest.

#rambling to the void #deletion pending maybe

[rizzzcat]

More instakill/zip bomb and aurora borealis content coming soon I promise… I may have been a little lazy

#rambling to the void

[kobold-that-bites-people]

cursive is such a baffling concept to me like, here’s a genre of script, in which there are dozens of forms for each character, most modified by nearby characters, often with extra loops and curls for flair, and which seem to be unique to every person that has ever learned to write it.... and then like, somehow thats legible to people? i dont get it, i cant even read half of print fonts when they got too much noise, the curls just wiggle too much.

#rambling to the void

[nulliphy]

the intermittent urge to dust off my ps4, locate lost controllers, charge controllers, update ps4, and then boot up p5r all to finally play some tycoon

#rambling to the void

[ashtraysystem]

the smell of my partner on my blankets really helps with me being sick TvT' in general it helps me feel less alone, and more calm, but also gives me strength in a way.

#part of me wonders the science behind that #the other part of me doesnt really care #it brings me indescribable comfort #honestly bc of it and my overall exhaustion i practically slept the day away but in an actually restful and good way #scent is such an important thing for me #scent is one of the things that connects my memories together #like the smells of my childhood #of kindergarten #of my aunt's houses #those random smells in the air that take you back to an extremely specific moment in your life #those are so important to me #my brain connects with smells so specifically #rambles #rambling in the tags #rambling to the void

[rosecoloredknight]

holy crapola -

I was up and about my walk in the park and I noticed this girl or we noticed each other? well I noticed her and didn't think much because we were walking opposite directions as we crossing path from each other doing our own thing.

BTW, I NEVER GO ON WALKS or JOGS IN SEARCH THAT I MEET SOMEONE, ETC. YUCK.

However, as we passed each other again, and this was going to be last lap, she stopped me and asked me for the time? which, then of course I gave it to her and then we started making small talk which led to walking together because I said "do you want to keep walking while we talk? i just don't want to intrude on your walk". She reassured me that I wasn't and so on - we walked, talked, and enjoyed our company for two more laps before I finally said I had to leave because I forgot about my niblings park time!!

she had a cool name, she said it from the bible haha, figures, why do parents do that?! she had thick, long, wavy balayage hair that was almost golden autumn color? Maybe it was the sun but wow, her balayage was very noticeable. She also a beauty mark on her upper lip like me!! She was so cool.. Ahhh

I know I'm making a big deal out of nothing - I didn't ask for her contact info because I forgot to but I did say "I'll see you again when I see you!!" Which she responded with "I hope so!!" as I crossed the streets.

This was so out of nowhere and I know nothing would come about this, but for once in a while, I hoped we do see each other again. Oh well.

#what a Sunday #if we do see each other again i will definitely ask for her #*number!! #it's okay if not #i guess i just appreciate the friendship we formed in such little time #or maybe i'm just that easy to converse with?? #ah #i need more friends here so i can go on walks or small hikes with. heck even just errands #it sucks when my friends live away from me for that to happen #oof #okay just had to get this out somewhere #✌🏽 #rambling to the void #personal

[milocelium]

making some mac and cheese and i rented the black phone to watch

#rambling to the void

[sanityshorror]

I am sick with anxiety through the roof and I just want to finish this drawing but it's deeply frustrating me. Ugh. Maybe I'll try to write. IDK

#rambling to the void

[cranberrytea451]

Life inconvenience, cause by my depression and unmedicated ADHD: Why if I ruined your entire day?

Me, used to the unbearable weight of cruelty: It is what it is.

My subconscious, visibly shaking like a chihuahua, nails digging into palms, tongue nearly bitten off: I'm divorcing you.

#my final for class is gonna be late #it is what it is #I am a strong stallion and can run through any storm #as long as no one yells at me #rambling to the void

[simstoricalish]

shout out to the movie that rewired my brain and restarted my obsession with period shows/films almost three years ago ❤❤❤

#nonsims #non sims #mine thoughts #rambling to the void #ophelia #ophelia movie #daisy ridley #george mckay

[sixrealmsbeneaththesea]

That feel when all the shit you want to do is too quirky for all the references you find. Gotta Frankenstein shit together…or just draw what’s in your head and hope it at least 50% translates… but even if not, you can still always just redraw if or when you get better… but would still rather get it right the first time because there’s not enough time in the world, in the bones, in the flesh. In the brainpower.

Scribbling to keep myself primed for more drawering after errands. Specifically bathing and stepping outside. What a chore ~

#deletion pending #rambling to the void #scribblings #sketching