#really i felt so weird 😭😭

[pasharuu]

they cuddle.

i didnt draw this before cuz i was just super tired after...uh... i guess 7-8 hours of straight drawing? bro these comics for some reason take a lot of time despite being sketchy.

i also made this while watching 4th episode tiny bunny playthrough which is also black and white and the game is crazy af, thats indeed a strange experience.

#honkai star rail #honkai star rail fanart #hsr #hsr fanart #hsr stelle #stelle #hsr march 7th #march 7th #starch #stelle x march #that was also a breaking up part lmaooo #really i felt so weird 😭😭 #well i watched through lotta parts actually but i finished right at breaking up one #bruhhhh

[eternal-moss]

Falin panel in my style

:D I suddenly felt compelled to redraw the panel. Miss Touden you are my muse

Lineart + original panel under the cut

I mean, look at the improvement from one drawing to the other, Ryoko Kui’s art makes me think hard about anatomy + physics and it feels really good to draw :3

\/ original panel!

#I <3 female rage #This was actually so much fun but it had me searching up weird stuff like ‘human vital points’ and ‘how to draw realistic boobs’ #I still have the child safety thing on my iPad so it was hard to find 😭 #Had a lot of fun with the ripping fabric! It felt very instinctual and kinda just like scribbling #A lot of people who have been reblogging my stuff lately have been copying all of my tags. Like not just the general/organisation ones #So can you stop doing that :) thank you :) #It’s when someone reblogged it copying me talking about my crush? Or something personal? It’s really odd to copy them 1 for 1… #Falin Touden #My art #Dunmeshi #Dunmeshi fanart #Dungeon Meshi #Dungeon meshi spoilers #Dungeon Meshi fanart #Falin #Farlyn Thorden #Falin fanart #Blood #cw blood #I drew more stab points then are in the panel because Kabru stabs her 3 times (not counting the neck) in the lungs kidney and heart #But only 2 of those are visible in the panel? The lung puncture is missing so I decided to add it #gore #I mean it’s fairly mild #I cannot draw wings for the life of me thank you Ryoko Kui for helping lol #Faligon

[reflectionsofgalaxies]

and today on The Bird App -

What a genuinely hilarious first thing to like on Twitter since 2020. I love both of these women so much 💗

#like it’s almost definitely just Alba showing support for her co-star but also #it does feel vaguely like Alba is fucking with us #like ‘y’know what would make the fans absolutely crazy?’ #not just being back online not just interacting with a post about KTY but interacting with THIS post #also KTY in the video laughing about Meena standing in the corner like 👁 #‘poor Meena’ #meanwhile Meena in interviews is like ‘I’m SO glad they weren’t filming me I was crying it was so beautiful’ 😭 #(but seriously the set up of that shot IS so beautiful I don’t blame her) #ANYWAY people don’t have to be normal about this but also I really hope they aren’t weird about it either #it would be lovely if Alba felt comfortable to come back to online spaces if that’s what she wants #no being weirdos and scaring her away with weird comments about her and her costars #Alba Baptista #Kristina Tonteri-Young #Warrior Nun #Avatrice #Twitter

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭 #so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-] #unrelated

[inloveanddepth]

love these guys

#i like how cringe they all are. like all of them are flawed & immensely cringe. no one's main is safe #they're cringe in different ways & some more than others but they're all cringe. love it #why are the fans for my two favourite soul fighter champions the autistic-coded ones !! #why are the autistic-coded ones the most unhinged.... #though tbh i think you could make an argument for all 5 of them being autistic 😭 #sommer's homemade jhin cosplay is so cute #they somehow managed to capture the exact brand of weird that jhin fans are. bravo #i think the funniest part about him is that jhin would not be able to stand him lmao #him wearing a shirt with the same art that's on the print he's holding makes me crack up for some reason #obsessed with the jacked yordle named rizz.... she's everything #also can i just say i love the crop top on guy. fantastic creative decision. so many crop tops in soul fighter i love it #kiri is crazy though what do you mean she's literally selling rpf at an event that the people she's writing rpf about are at #her repeatedly trying to get samira to read her fanfiction is kind of hilarious #& then she tells samira she's going to write fanfic about her. which is kiri's way of praising her. she is nuts (affectionate) #the way she keeps casually mentioning pyke totally kills people in this universe & she still adores him #she's the worst kind of fangirl (which is the point. they're all parodies) but it's hard to hate her lol she's so silly #my only issue with her is that she's a jhin hater.... how rude #i know her tumblr game goes crazy #the only character i'm confused by is jade. the lux fangirling felt really forced to me #it's not reflected in her design at all; honestly she looks more like evelynn #especially when riki guy & rizz & sommer are all clearly emulating gwen sett & jhin respectively #plus jade's shtick was more about parodying true crime & political content creators it seemed. the lux stuff felt tacked on #i guess it was because dema is after lux & jade doesn't like dema but it felt over the top at least #on top of the fact that it's pretty hard to make sjw characters actually funny #they should've made a dema bootlicker character tbh. for funzies #i think riot should publish some of kiri's fanfiction on the universe site. wouldn't that be silly #they could do one for each of them! a transcription of one of jade's podcast episodes; guy & rizz's training regimen; a poem from sommer #hope some of them show up in LoR sometime. just for fun #league of legends #soul fighter

[queerestqueertoeverqueer]

i have applied for the student loan.... i have firmed the university.... i have accepted the accommodation offer.... it is therefore now time to scream for three hours because the prospect of growing up terrifies me to my core.....

#me vs being reasonable about leaving school challenge (impossible) #don't get me wrong like. every day i cannot wait to leave this fucking house. #but that's only bc said fucking house never really felt like home yknow? #and ig sixth form kinda did??? #in its own weird little way #or at least the people there do #and i have been micromanaged and not allowed to do “”Normal Stuff TM“” by parents for 17 years so i do NOT fucking know how i will manage : #anyway #yippee i suppose 😭 #robin goes to uni :O #i feel like i need a tag for this sorta thing hang on #robin is being dramatic about adulting :3 #there we go

[thebirdandhersong]

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#as a side note i had a moment of horrid irony when i thought suddenly that I WISHED mr knight were there #because he was at the vigil last year and used to be a part of my church. and i suddenly missed all my old housemates #who were here last year! went to hug people during the peace and a good friend asked if i was okay #i was like 😭😭😭😭 not really and then turned around and SAW the boy and was like well this is a twist in the plot i truly dont care for #anyway all's well i just cried buckets more my heart's been wrung OUT #he lives fae away. he was not supposed to come. anyway he did and i shook his hand formally because he offered to (???) #*far away #it was totally bizarre #he did not stay for long which. thank God. i wouldve been so much more tired if he had #but he wished me happy birthday which irked me because we'd had an unspoken agreement to not wish each other happy birthday (for fear of #mixed signals) which. happened i guess #it was INCREDIBLY bizarre. the safest ive ever felt in my life was when he was holding me #and now he's a familiar stranger i know too well whom i dont WANT to know #anyway it has been a heartwrenching and soul draining Lent and past six months or more and i was ready to cry #and so i did. bawled like a baby after certain readings and songs. cried and cried and cried #re: reasons for that concerning the ex boyfriend: it is SO weird and i dont know how to deal with it #like. i still have so much love that it feels like grief and the grief bleeds into that love too #but that love isnt for HIM anymore or at least not the person i found he was. so now it really does have nowhere to go #ANYHOW IT'S LATE BUT THE POINT IS. HE IS RISEN AND THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS #THAN SEEING YOUR EX BOYFRIEND AT CHURCH AND BEING LIKE ?????? HUH????????

[skitskatdacat63]

Portrait of wifey <3

#guys pls tell me. what are your impressions of her(if any!!) :) im curious :D #its weird i felt like she used to be the easiest for me to draw #i think now im concerned too much abt making her look handsome 😭 #if that makes sense? i used to just draw her as a quick comfort character #but now yeah idk. too concerned abt portraying her in a specific way ig #but still love her!!!!! #ive not drawn teeth in a while so thay was fun. i missed that phase of my interests lmao #i love how her hair keeps getting longer ever since i created her 😭 #probably just bcs i keep putting off cutting my hair so she is influenced #ah man I said i wanted to draw smrh every wknd but i think the picrew wiped me out 😭 #ive had ideas but nothing solid that really compels me yknow?? #catie.art. #Rüß

[pears-trinkets]

Love how mad Mischa was that i dragged her to the vet once again that she kept rubbing her nose against the carrier backpack I carried her in and now she has a bright red booboo on the top her nose

#i have to carry her 1.6 km / 1 mile to the vet and then back and i guess she just felt like shredding her nose against the rubber grit #shhhh dont tell her that we're going back on friday to check on the inflammation #but shes feeling much better again! 😭🥹 i took this photo on the bench on the balcony where she begged for treats #and the soft treats are available again and i bought like 8 bags so we're good for at least a month or two #we just played and now shes begging for dinner and im so glad shes annoying again😭😭😭 #i cried so much the past weekend she wouldnt come out of my closet and would scream in a very weird voice when i tried to touch her #the vet was so nice to her she was like :3 mischa we're gonna be friends i tell you you secretly like me do you :3 #they we're so gentle and kind with her 😭 #they made her a little cave out of towels so shed feel better #and her liver is doing better too 😭 i was so afraid we fucked it up completely with the surgery and then the pain meds and the treats #hate to say it but this expensive vet is really worth it even if the surgery and appointments are like 2.6k euro #and back in 2018 sissys 3 day kidney dialysis stay was like... half of that

[louismygf]

just recently watched this is us with my college friends

#tbqh i found it kinda boring 😭 #the louis clips were so not enough #ive watched some clips online prior to actually watching it (for the first time might i add) #one of my friends had a cousin who was crazyyy ab 1d so she dragged her out to the cinema to go watch it when it came out and in 3d lol 😭 #the 3d schtick is so funny 2 me lmao 😭 #my friend recalls freaking out in the movie theater bc she was a major niall fan at the time. she said 3d niall was so close 2 her face lol #anyway. ab how i watched some clips online prior #i was actually waiting for the louis n his sisters part or the one where he visits his school or smth #my friends.... they literally don't know a thing ab louis personality-wise so they didn't really get much from it #UGH i should download aotv and make them watch it that was way more interesting (but idk? smth about it feels like it's made for fans only? #but... i'll suggest it the next time we get together 🙏🏼 #anyw back to my review. #simon cowell's face was a jumpscare what can i say. it was so evil how nicole scherzinger was just. completely written off #im from the future i Know things #<- and like. about this. i felt kinda bad being cynical about the movie when i know my friend is Still an ot5 at heart #i think i broke her 13-year old heart a little 😭 #it's so weird how the movie keeps singling out zayn about him getting kicked out or him talking solo music etc kskdj. feels v pointed Lol #they really just documented the 1d-mania & madness they ensued huh.... i think 2 of my friends (bts fans) weren't as impressed LOL 😭 #they kinda flamed their performances and stage outfits which is. yeah i agree. kpop idols do WAY more than just.... that (1d) kskskd #i guess i'll make them watch the extra clips next time (o haven't seen all the clips yet i think) #OH and 😭 why was martin scorsese in the film that was hilarious #didn't have a lot of realness to it. is what i thought of the film. yeah. this is(N'T) us ✊🏽😔 #maybe... i am too much of a hater #i liked... the... um. it's hard to highlight things i liked ab the film when im Not a 1d fan 😭 like im a louie ONLY idgaf ab 1d 😔 #the part ab louis audition.... im sorry babie the editors did u dirty but it was so funny........😭 #<- though i imagine it solidified people's (wrong) opinions about him :/

[urostakako]

hi Hanan what's your favoritè iftar meals??

i love aloo chana chaat !! its chickpeas and diced potatoes in whisked yogurt mixed with chaat masala and with either pakodi or papdi !! papdi is like a thick crispy cracker and i either like to crush it into the chaat or just scoop it with it, and the type of pakodi im talking about is like. a crispy chip? shaped like a cheeto? but its not a chip

i also like pakoras (can be potato, mushroom, onion, etc. covered in batter and fried) and fruit chaat :))

#if... you already knew what these are then im embarrassed 😭 sorry #these days though i kind of... felt weird about having lots of stuff for iftar and then dinner afterward. it didnt feel right to me #especially seeing like. the commercialization of ramadan and how ppl are like 'look how big of an iftar i made !! 😊😊' which is like #thats not the point? of how much you made? idk i just felt really weird about it. so we're kind of just eating dates #and a little something else before maghrib and then frfr dinner. but i still really love these foods :) #esceience <3 #hanancouldyounot

[kaeyapilled]

. (tw heterosexuality)

#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy.. #he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them #relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally #like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff #but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok) #he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE #but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit #and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk #well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less #there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me #at school #and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;) #i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not #because i was going to pass out from being too gay #this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that #..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life #this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right #😭what if it WAS a phase #but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there #i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year #anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping

[pennyserenade]

aw man i got deported dad trauma. did not beat it after all i fear

#misc. #it has taken me three years to realize why learning spanish makes me so overwhelmed #bc it makes me realize all i did not get to have as a child #like my other mexican friends who didn’t learn very much spoken spanish #don’t really understand why i feel so weird abt it #and i never really understood why it was such a terrible thing for me until a little bit ago 😭 #i never really felt too bad abt it until i started trying to learn more abt my culture #but those were big emotions i was having and i knew that wasn’t Right

[pirateboy]

using tumblr on desktop for the first time in a month what have they done to my baby :(

#i don't really like using tumblr on mobile #my phone was broken for ages so i just couldn't #and so i got out of the habit and it's felt weird ever since #so like yes i was quite busy over the past month but also my sporadic tumblr usage was partly cos of that as well #(didn't have access to desktop) #and now. like i suppose i will get used to the new layout but it is a bit disappointing when the old one worked well for me 😭 #oh. that being said. i'm sure i saw talk of extensions flouting about that would let you still use the old version #WE'LL SEE #marchibald's

[hwanswerland]

just watched the mama stage and now I have feelings and emotions

#fio.txt #ngl it took me until rn to really feel excited about the cb #but earlier as i was driving say my name came on and i just straight up started crying lmao #and im like not at all sentimental. just as a person im not #the stress isnt helping tho lol so ive been more weepy than usual lately ahsgs #so i was just like....YES 😭😭😭 #ig they do mean a lot to me. or like all the things and moments theyve made me feel #idk i just all of a sudden felt so happy about knowing them and the happiness theyve brought me even though theyll never know #and then watching mama i was just like !!!!!!!!!!!!!! THOSE ARE MY GUYS #side note the camera work truly is atrocious #anyway im STOKED for tonorrow god damn #the songs slaps thats for sure #i hate mama and mnet as much as the next person but just. it still is the thing that got me into kpop and every year i go like #absolutely get fucked but also genuinely thank you #its weird lol and i got sidetracked so bad

[scarletiswailing347]

man i still dont understand why delilah was so hung up on kab like at Most she was a naive the same way a starstruck kid is naive when it comes to meeting their idols and maybe lacking reading comprehension sometimes but delilah had So Much beef with her that i swear she wasnt even trying to throw allegations at zam anymore but to kab instead

#mine.txt #there are certain parts of this situation that dont involve abuse so i dont wanna tag it as tw abuse #i wanna tag it as discourse and initially i did but it felt weird and still feels weird #uhhhhhhhhhh #allegations #zam-delilah allegations #there ya go #will be tagging the other stuff related to this as well #gotta say i know i said this situation is toxic on multiple ends #and i stand by that #but delilah Really doesnt look good #like girl whyd you keep going after kab she was tangentially related At Most only a Tiny amount to this #like i highlighted the pdf while i was reading it and only 60% of the pages was directly related to the allegations #and a lot of that 60% is taken over by screenshots #meanwhile the other 40% is majority text #and at least half of that text is about kab for some reason 😭 #the fact that nobody publicly sided with her isnt helping much either #also the guilttrippy stuff at the start??? #girl why are you defending yourself from allegations of being emotionally manipulative while being emotionally manipulative 💀