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God I just remembered running around genuinely convinced I was a deer and/or gazelle and/or elk as a kid. Ik starcat is a uh. Cat. But I'm starting to think the Deer Brain™ runs deeper than I ever thought

#starcat reloaded #lydia.exe #therian #otherkin #deerkin #i guess? #look i think looking at our furry ocs we clearly have a favourite (we have 3 deer ocs + our fursona is a gazelle) #but man... #much 2 think about

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Low-key in my "why do I bother" era but like. Because it sparks joy, beloved. Because you enjoy it. It doesn't matter what other people think. You're allowed to enjoy things Just Because they make you happy. There need not be a grander plan. It is enough to seek joy.

#starcat reloaded #86.exe #recovery

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real gamers play minecraft with the mobs OFF

#starcat reloaded #polaris.exe #minecraft #i picked a hill for my house only 2 find out ther was a zombie spawner inside the hill??? no thank you #i'm so so scared of mobs lmao #so i turned them off :D now things r nice and relaxed. #i'm getting better at playing with mobs on. the combat can be fun #but i am NOT a pro gamer. they scare me so bad. #so i am just chilling :3

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*through gritted teeth* I'm allowed to use aids that help me and I'm allowed to take up space to do so. The disabled bay is literally for me to use and it isn't rude to make people move so I can use the fucking bus.

#starcat reloaded #disability #fibro #mobility aid #walker user #i usually take my crutches on the bus because I'm afraid of being rude BUT IT ISN'T RUDE #i have places to go too!! and I'm Allowed to use my walker to get there!

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Ordering food so I can take my antibiotics and waiting for it to be delivered like

#starcat reloaded #like 3 drivers have cancelled please pick up my snack im so sorry but im so hungry #also I'm not allowed to take these on an empty stomach.. plwease #i love this blog i can be the most sopping wet beast youve ever seen instead of being cool or whatever

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"it's just fibro" idk man I'm starting to think we need to take the condition that periodically leaves me unable to move my legs might be a bit more important than a "just" thing ngl

#starcat reloaded #Ik I'm up late. in case jt wasn't apparent: I'm going thru it a bit #i can barely move one of my arms and both of my legs lol but its chill I'm chilling #(I'm very stressed and very scared) (which probably isn't helping) #i love my body he's doing her best but jfc buddy do u think u could turn it down a notch or 12 #fibromyalgia

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If someone thinks that you are fragile, breakable, destructible, maybe they're the one who's wrong. Maybe they're the one who can't see how Impossibly strong you are. Maybe that's their problem.

#starcat reloaded #epsilon.exe #recovery #this absolutely includes yourself though. #you can be wrong. you are stronger than you ever could have imagined. you'll be okay.

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Fusion isn't murder. While grief is a natural part of change, framing fusion as inherently or entirely or inescapably negative will have long lasting consequences that will not benefit you & or the other plural folk that know you & in the long run. Don't say that shit!

#starcat reloaded #discourse #fusion #plural posting

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Jskekdkckd just found a gif of a deer licking a cat and I'm so !! BC my friend is a cat and I am a deer and it is so perfect actually and it sparks joy :')

#starcat reloaded #anon.exe #therian things #happy noises :')

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Getupgetupgetup please get up you gotta take Ur meds at least come on

#starcat reloaded #polaris.exe #im eeby :(

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this silly lil kitty cannot fucking cope anymore :3

#starcat reloaded #this is kinda /lh like i'm fine #but i also can't sit up #so i'm Not fine. i'm in a lot of pain and am too exhausted to use my body properly #but ! emotionally i'm fine #i mea i'm frustrated and exhausted #but like. i'll just vibe idk

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epsilon's electroswing playlist save me. save me boppy high energy playlist. give me the strength to be awake for more than 5 minutes in these Trying Fucking Times

#starcat reloaded #lydia.exe #it's always the appointment days our flares just go batshit #i'm fucked

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I'm playing what I'm gonna call jc-zoom chicken. If I have a video call with the job centre at 11am, what time to I need to get up, put a shirt on, and pretend to be a person? How long am I willing to snooze in 5 minute increments before I risk sleeping in and losing my benefits for however long? Let's find out-

#starcat reloaded #epsilon.exe #I'm tired #i need to minimise my upright time today #if I'm late to an appointment i get sanctioned and my payment will get like. halved for like three months. #so lets not do that. i should get up

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I love myself so much actually. Even when I stay up late, or don't finish something on time, or do something I'm not proud of, or have feelings I don't want to have. I'm beautiful and amazing and imperfect and vulnerable, and that's a wonderful thing. I deserve to be appreciated, and I will always appreciate myself before anyone else and after everyone else, too 💛

#starcat reloaded #epsilon.exe #self love #recovery #I'm far from perfect. I'll say mean things and delete them. I'll go on tiktok instead of going to sleep #i won't finish a piece of art on time. #and that's okay. I'm still wonderful. I'm still fantastic. I'm still deserving of kindness and care. #and i don't have to wait for other people to recognise that! i can do that myself! #isn't that just. the most wonderful thing?

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Not to plural post on main but the difference between realising you're a new alter Vs realising you're a fusion is so horrifically tangible. Like, whoops, hope nobody's mad at me for this!

#starcat reloaded #I'm so ;_; about this i don't want to talk to anyone or anything BC like #what if they're mad #what if they're mad???? #this is what all you fusion is murder cunts Do to a mother fucker by the fucking way. i hate you all so much. #anyway #this is so fine.

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I am very upsetti spaghetti but that's okiii we stay silly :3

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