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autism-corner · 7 months

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omg im so excited....

#RIN MY BELOVED.#her falling figure just got send to me from the seller!!! YIPPEEE #augh i am SOSO happy hehehehe #back when i first saw the listing id let myself buy it if it was still listed after a week bc its kinda more expensive than big.#still reasonable but. yaknow.#anyway i though it was sold to someone but ig not bc a few days ago i saw the listing again YAY #AND NOW SHES ON HER WAY TO ME!!!!#YAYYYAYAYYA #anyway i still have the highest bid on her project diva arcade figure but the seller hasnt confirmed my win yet Y-Y #which is fair its been like 2 days. but PLEASE just let me have her already Y-Y #augh......#sillyposting #i have officially retired my 14th anni miku figure aswell bc she broke Y-Y #she is now unceremoniously stuffed in het box =w=bb #she had a good run <3 #o7

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cultivatingyourfuture · 9 months

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OK BRAIN WORM NUMB R ONE. WHAT WAS THE THING WITH NEIL N PIERRE ABOUT DYING AND COMING BACK THE SAVE VS LIVING WRONG

i went through. my entire got damn blog trying to figure out WHAT you were referring to where the hell i had said this. and then realized it was the 3rd most recent reblog. im so smart and organized guys

so in reference to this post

essentially you can read it as either neil or pierre, but the perspective of WHO is saying this definitely changes.

for neil, the dying and coming back refers to the cyborg process and the fact that neil has the very unique situation of... being used for intermittent testing for about a year. And then being shut off and kept in essentially storage for about 6-8 years after that. where he was unconcious and did not age at all. so when he gets out, its still just a teenage boy, but suddenly everyone is so much older and everything is different and not only is eveline older shes also. not her anymore. which is not new ground here ajdjdhfjf

but its also worth noting that neil does not get the near instantaneous reconciliation that he did with cherry in WTTW, because cherry is dead. for at least 10 months. so it spends that time not knowing why cherry came to RR or who they are now or anything of the sort. so like if i had to do a line by line breakdown itd look like:

-"i died but i came back exactly the same" neil has not significantly aged and is around the same age he was when eveline knew it

-"you though, i came back and you were wrong" neil is the same. eveline is very much not. it has been a much shorter time

-"did the fact of my dying really damage you this much?" neil doesnt know WHY evelines so different and wonders if them being ripped apart the way they were had anything to do with it

-"was bringing me back worth what it cost you?" neil thinking the reason any of this happened is because eveline came back for him, and it cost her her life. (also the fact that haha um neil is. Kind of the one who kills cherry. oopsie!)

-"would it have been better to just leave me?" neil sees all the new people in their life that they dont know and feels guilty over the idea that He was (as far as he knows. because no one ever tells the kids anything except for vallen but shhh) the reason eveline went back, died, and left all of her friends to clean up the aftermath of it all. tldr neil blames himself for everything bad that happened to cherry and it fucks him up bc i cannot give that boy a moment of peace

pierre is a lot more straightforward. imagine some visage of eveline saying this shit to him. "bringing me back" is less about being brought from the dead and more about, like. taking someone by force and bringing them back home.

pierre sees the moment "eveline" escaped left as the big turning point of his life, when everything having to do with his future life became a lot less clear and what was left of his morals went down the drain in pursuit of Maybe Having Her Back One Day and as such he DOES wonder what may have happened had he just... let her be. so he lives in guilt over what happened because it went So So Wrong and because shes gone with next to no chance of seeing her again and not. the obvious reason he should feel guilt over eveline.

the more things change etc etc

#lies in a pile. On the ground. forever #neil #pierre #meta #worst comparison i could EVER make between these two and it is in VERY DIFFERENT WAYS #but neil and pierre both have issues understanding that eveline is gone and that cherry is not her. although they do understand that -#something Has fundamentally changed.#though neil is upset and frustrated by it because his sister DIDNT come back for him she DIDNT know he was even there #and this person ISNT HER but all of evelines love for him is in them for some reason but its not the same. it just isnt.#but he at least tries to understand how this happened and tries to connect with cherry where he can because. he's still grieving.#evelines been dead for 10 years but hes only been without her for a few months. its not an easy adjustment #pierre on the other hand. his reaction to cherry isnt to make an attempt to connect with this new person or anything #(which yaknow. thank god) but its to 'fix' eveline. to bring her back.#hes still got her memories. all he'd have to do is delete whatever files have filled their place and put them back in.#theres parallels her. both characters are in their own ways grieving and frustrated and upset about the fact that #yeah. shes gone. and this is not her.#but where neil tries to at least understand this new person who he can still see eveline in AND see this new happier person as well #pierre would rather hold onto what was and would effectively kill cherry if it meant having eveline back #yakno. grief and embracing the future vs living in the past and allthat #(except not really because what neils doing is grieving. Idk if i have a word for whatever pierres doing)#i doubt anyones gonna read this far soo uhh im also gonna say. something something ocarina of time on that one neil plot point #asks #down-thedrain

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fooltofancy · 9 months

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told myself i was gonna stop complaining abt money on tumblr.com so just gonna delete that and idk

#acknowledge that i am tired and lonely and kind of just want to give up #so that i can move on #etc etc amen.#this IS my personal blog but it's kind of stopped being a place that i feel very comfortable like. venting. anymore #because i have actual relationships with a lot of the people here now and like #what i used it for before was mostly processing a lot of mental illness stuff and while frankly that did and does kind of help a lot #with my own processing etc #this isn't the place for that anymore #idk where to do it now though lmao cause half of the effectiveness was like. making it real.#and journaling is just spinning things in my head into a place where it's still just #me #the anonymity in a space where there were still like #humans on the other end? helped with that for whatever reason #but the anonymity is mostly gone and a lot of that feels like really unfair to drop on folk out of the blue #won't stop talking to myself obviously cause im incapable of shutting up for two seconds #but yaknow.

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lilbirdblu · 11 months

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i admittedly dont watch fit's streams very often because him & ramon are the sole family that reminds me that i didnt actually survive my childhood w/o some sort of daddy issues

so as im working on his character's playlist it fucking. hits me like a spear to the chest that the song that always reminds me of my dad is also very applicable to q!fit

#dont get me wrong my dad is very loving n would do anything for me n my sister #but uh #he was Not present much during my childhood and when he was he was Very Angry #ive watched him overcome this thru out the yrs n im rly proud of how much hes changed #and the reason this specific song reminds me of him is cus HE always tells the same story when he hears it #which is that when i was REALLY little i apparently would sing along to this song whenever i heard it #and u can actually see him light up whenever he hears it and tells this story #and yaknow ive been working on these playlists n a similar song was brought up and i got to thinking about this song #and how fit n my dad's parenting styles are similar in the way that they are very open about their never ending love n dedication #while still being very honest and realistic about the world and the dangers/horrors within it #TL;DR: i can only handle fit + ramon in small doses bc daddy issues

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chitter17 · 11 months

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I'm thinking about making another sideblog hmm ^-^ like a diary, or just a place to talk about whatever... i talk a lot on my twitter but i like tumblr a lot too so i think it would be fun! :) you might be asking: Valerie why not just talk on THIS Blog.... well i dunno! i dont talk on here often, so what if my followers dont like it? but then again, it is my blog... i'll just do what i want!!! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ i want to post more on here, not just reblogging stuff!!! And i hope you'll all stay with me!!!

#text #I've been typing with proper capitalization and grammar occasionally for some reason (@_@)#and sometimes i dont... isnt that silly? :-D #maybe its because a few of my friends and mutuals do it... and i got it from them! :)#we are all mixtures of people we love yaknow?! maybe you laugh like your mom or talk like your dad.... I think it's beautiful #to pick things up from the people you care about... i still tie my shoes the way my grandma taught me!#i use stars when i type like my friend mika ☆ i listen to music i found from my friend sheri... & I Like planes because of my friend Buddy!#i could go on and on about the traits i have that ive picked up from the people i love... And it makes me happy :)#I'm so happy to exist with all of you!

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sonicunleash · 2 years

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💝....so many possible topics i could give so literally just whatever you want, maybe sonic related in some way :)

I think sonic desperately needs to do more crossovers with things that actually like. extend beyond the characters being added i wanna see dialogue i wanna see silly interactions.... unfortunately i think the only instances of that outside of the superstars and olympic games i can think of is that one screenshot of cream talking to that one monster saying something that got turned into a meme (cringeass naenae forgot it) and the. maybe the cookie run kingdom crossover had some story? Mixed feelings on that crossover though honestly because i hate the ppl who run cookie run but i have to admit sonic and tails are very cute as cookies. Anyways mlp sonic idw crossover when. please. please. miku and sonic figure. i just think sonic could be friends with anyone and makes everything just extra delightful :)

Also bonus opinion but desperately silver needs to be utilized more and i mean like actually utilized. sonic forces doesn't count. I think idw sonics on its way but... idk I'd like silver to have a real role in a games story again. Maybe thats wishful thinking but I think if shadow can have significant roles in games where he's not the main protag while not being part of team sonic (06, heroes, battle) then I think Silver could maybe have some time to shine. He's popular enough for it, in my opinion. Idk I MISS HIM.

#Though i understand why he cant be utilized TOO much given he's a timetraveler from the future #but i think thats WHY he needs a game where hes part of a more central focus again. if he's gonna travel back from the future to help #hes not gonna just be popping in to be beat up by infinite Once like he should be like INVOLVED.#really though all the side characters suffer from this though of like #having lots of meaningless cameos but not actually any substance or reason to why theyre being put there. i.e. forces and generations #maybe even unleashed in this sense too. amy and tails are just. there.#Anyways i feel sega needs to really turn its focus from quantity to quality. less characters at a time but more focus. yaknow.#but still dont stick to the same cast ever game. fuck around #try different combos for different dynamics and different stories

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ablog · 1 year

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I love pov!! I love povs so much!!! I love to see stories of why and how the "bad guy" got to where they are! Bonus points if from their pov they are the good guy!

I would LOVE to see a show/movie that starts with us following the regular hero backstory and see the character grows and becomes a better person and all of that, and later have corruption arc, but not from some evil dude doing something to them, but from the inside and all that occurred to them, the bigging of a hero and a villain are often similar with little differences from their lifes and the environment around them it's so fucking interesting and i would LOVE to have it as the show's "twist"

#whatthefuck where did they pulled that stupid nonsense from #WHATTHEFUCK holy shit omgggg #now #if I'll have more character development I will develop into the villain #but it only works if both sides have a really valid reason!#i have so much to say about this thing #ig it's kinda like star wars but i have this idea for YEARS and i still think about it cus i can't think about someone doing that really?#yes ofc we saw lots of villains backstory and sometimes it was tragic n all but we see ut AFTER we already know they're the villain #i want to be led to believe that's the hero right there #with my whole life and soul #and see them go through difficult thing ass yaknow character development #and be absolutely shocked and betrayed by watching the part they fully totally change #but not betrayed as in like but in a and for #it to make sense tod the character arc and the world and circumstance of the situation #i feel like i might have watched something like that before but every example that comes to mind it's never the journey we see #just tha backstory after it happens #like it's not in the timeline of the show were watching #like Anakin we already knew what will happen we just didn't knew why. it's pretty close for what I'm thinking but not this this #or Omni man we just saw the backstory and circumstances #or like idk other existing character all over the universe that i don't think much about them as for this moment of my existence #this idea will be EXTREMELY hard to pull of cus you REALLY need a powerful story #like you spent all this time developing them as a hero and having morals and life lessons and all of that to go the other extreme and havin #g them change the morals is SO hard to pull of i literally have no idea #I'll also probably will never use this one cus the only concept i have for that is a short movie AT BEST I'm not really jdjdksks about it #but for me this is a proof of concept for my silly little head #anyway #yeah it'll be fucking sick to watch it #.#ya know that meme of something like that ig lmao

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rxttenfish · 2 years

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its weird to think about but i dont think ill be playing roadtrip much, if at all

#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#im kinda. Not happy with monprom lately.#for complicated reasons.#i mean ill still have it bc kickstarter backer but. yaknow.

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royalreef · 2 years

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(( Meanwhile, if you’re close to Miranda, you can fully assume Bellanda knows everything about you. Just in general, really. Miranda keeps very little hidden from her older sister, and talking to her about what she’s feeling and thinking is a necessary part of how she processes things.

#Most secret royal advisor || OOC #Given by Divine Right || Headcanons #(( tbf bellanda still won't like miranda's friends. and there's still a curve on earning HER trust.#(( but thats because of. yaknow. some pretty important reasons.#(( she just doesnt trust miranda's landfolk friends on principle until they prove her wrong #(( hence miranda is putting her datemates in the bathroom until bellanda gets used to them and stops trying to kill them #(( swiping her claws under the door to try and reach them until they get to that point. its fine-

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aria0fgold · 18 days

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Bro, those creepers tested my patience So Badly when I started playing Minecraft again a couple of weeks ago. I was just chilling, making my home which was in a cave opening by a small mountain side. It was mainly open cuz I was still busy building it and STAAAARRSS!!! Those creepers, would climb up the stairs I made, and Explode behind me while I was looking through my chests for items. They weren't even VISIBLE when I was looking out the mountain but whenever I turn around to handle my items they'd be behind me and the only thing I hear is that HISS then EXPLOSION THEN MY OWN PATIENCE WAVERING CUZ MY HOUSE!!! AND CHEST!!! HAVE BEEN EXPLODED. That happened to me THREE TIMES! Until I managed to get some fences on the openings cuz what is WRONG WITH THOSE CREEPERS

#aria rants #bro i was lowkey losing it during then that my hatred for creepers just skyrocketed #it was so annoying too cuz all my items would be on the ground. some blocks have been DESTROYED i gotta rebuild my house again--#and yaknow what else happened??? so i put a fence on the opening near the stairs i made. pretty safe now you would think--#but no. somehow. just FOR SOME REASON the tracking of those creepers in regards to players is so annoyingly #accurate and precise in the fact that im literally WITHIN A CAVE! ABOVE GROUND! and those creepers would find me--#the opening by the stairs was blocked by a fence but yaknow what else i didnt think would be such a bother #in which i had to immediately block otherwise the creeper would still get me? the doorway. i didnt want to put doors #on that house cuz cave! just a opening doorway is good and nice for that! NO! NO IT WAS NOT #cuz that one creeper found that opening either way AND JUST EXPLODED AGAIN WHILE I WAS LOOKIN IN THE CHEST #it was at that moment i was like: i need that mod. i need that mod to get rid of these creepers. i NEED it for my sanity--

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luzimageia · 27 days

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No, its fine really.

Shut down the wifi while im doing the dishes coz i dont have enough problems already

Like who does that???

#what do you mean it takes me longer to do the dishes when im listening to music??#thats the only reason i still do the dishes yaknow #why do you gotta be so mean #give me my music back

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chemicalarospec · 4 months

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the worst part about being aro is how little visibility there is and so bringing positivity towards any small subgroup of aros frequently makes the opposite group feel hurt.

#i said this #i'd love to be confessed to. i do get most aros wouldn't. but it doesn't make me any less aro #and just becaues of the way all of this works sometimes it feels like it does when people are celebrating taht part about themselves!#like imma be real they're definitely the majority of aros and if i had been confessed to maybe i would be with them! they SHOULD be the fac #of aromantic opinion on someone romantically liking them! but it still makes me feel like an outcast from the outcasts sometimes #(tho since i'm greyro maybe being confesssed to wouldn't change my opinion that much? idk the main reason i want to experience it is #jealousy and self-image issues -- a lot of people around me have been subject to crush so it sucks that yaknow i'm the unwated one)#like i think i'm pretty and funny and my friends have told me they respect me a lot but like. nobody REALLY wants to be around me it seems.#the friends who actually invite me to stuff are NOT the oens who told me they highly respect me lmao

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earth-to-ezra · 7 months

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another tag vent because ugh feelings