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sangfielle · 2 months

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I think we may have stolen our roommates' cat.

#She's been laying on our bed since we got home. And if we don't let her hang out with us the entire time we're here she starts banging on #the door until we let her in.#I think it helps that we actually pay attention to her. Neither of the people she theoretically belongs to like to do that.#personal

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lilyharvord · 4 months

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Mare sure was talking a big game in War Storm about how she didn't care about Cal Tiberias for someone who wouldn't stop looking at him in every situation she could.

You say you're over him, but you just happened to notice that his boots were polished and that he was wearing the new winter collection of the Calore wardrobe? Okay girl whatever you say.

Not to mention she went out of her way twice (2x, otra vez), to tell two powerful people who make important decision that he has to live by the end. Like sure girl, you're over him, we believe you 🙄

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givemaycoffee · 15 days

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2, 3, 7, 9 and 12 😘

2. what’s your feel-good movie?

I don’t think I return to movies for this purpose, but if I had to choose one… probably something from childhood? Like Goofy Movie or the Sound of Music. Something nostalgic that probably involves singing along.

3. what’s your favorite candle scent?

Peach or pear

7. what color brings you peace?

The shades of green that you see outside on a sunny day when you’re laying in the grass and looking up at tree leaves

9. what calms you down?

Reading

12. how are you?

Happy. Cat in lap. Finally got an Apple Watch yesterday and I set the watch face to go through a folder of photos I put together, and those photos are of friends/family/vacations/my cat/friends’ cats/etc. Basically photos I’d like to enjoy and not just have them disappear into my gallery forever. So I’m really loving that. And I’m using the watch to motivate me to be active so that’s already been fun. Just missed my window to stand up tho cus my cat has been in my lap for over an hour and I refuse to make her move.

Soft asks to get to know me

#insomnikat-mused #asks #ask game #soft asks #my poor cat has separation depression I think #we were in Texas for a week and a half (which was a better time than I anticipated tbh)#and she cried outside my door yesterday night until I came and slept with her on the couch #I think she gets anxious to know that we haven’t disappeared again #she did let me sleep through the night last night tho which was nice #but she spent all day yesterday (and it’s looking like today as well) in my lap while I worked #she isn’t the sort of cat that gets mad when we leave - she gets desperately sad #she cries when we come back and absolutely attached herself to me #it’s sweet and I think we need to adopt her a friend as soon as we move and settle into a new place #but things are otherwise great!

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kn11ves · 2 months

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emotional support group for autistics who got called condescending and rude as kids just for responding to things directly and still not knowing how they were being mean

#what did i do #i got constantly told by my mother and step father (and his family) that i always talked like i knew better than they did or that i was #just as mature. i was just fuckjng talking what the hell did you want me to do #why do you feel attacked when a 10 year old speaks to you as an adult????? literally what #i dont know on that note sometimes its just like i dont even feel like ive aged at all #sure i have a giant explosion of time in my head just Gone from my memory because i was getting abused but like i dont feel like ive aged #or really matured ive felt like ive alwats felt #i cant relate when epople are like me when i feel all my ages or i wish i could go back to being x age or being x age everything felt so #different..like no it didnt. or im missing something?#i have never in my life felt like anything has changed. ive always been this old. there is no ''inner child'' and ive never had childhood #innocence or a nostalgia or childhood to go back to. i have no idea what any of you are talking about ever👍#ugh jst rmemebred skmething that happened with my white step dad's mother #we visited her house and she literally fucking didnt let me go (not physically) until i replied to her with Correct Granmar. what was i #doing? i was reaponding to her by saying ''yeah'' and she kept repeating ''yes'' like telling me to say yes instead of yeah and i didnt #Fucking Get It because guess what you old white cracker i barely fucking speak english and you are just saying things in an aggressive tone #like thats gonna make me get it. and i Didnt i just kept replying yrah to her yes's and then she got tired of it and we left out the door #and theeeeen i got yelled at in the car by being called disrespectful and rude by my parents. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?????????#those crackers never liked me LOL i literally know they didnt #ugh i rmemeber this one time my step dads father was like trying to show me some dumb boxing or karate or something punching move and he #told my mother that i was good at it because he felt i had a lot of aggression and then NY MOTHER YELLED AT ME IN THE CAR FOR IT??????#oh fucking wonder why te kid being abused mighthave aggression but she didnt Know (apart from what She was doing to me) like why would it #be my fucking fault if he thought i had aggression in me HOW IS THAT MY FAULT WHAT DIDBI DO I WAS JUST TRYING TO DO THE MOVE BECAUSE WELL #I WAS TRYING TO GET ALONG BECAUSE THATS WHAT THEY WANTED ME TO DO #she was like do you know how much that embarassed me and WHAT THE HELL HE SAID IT I DIDNT I WAS LIKE #8??? OR SOMETHING???? I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!! I DIDNT KNOW WOMAN WHAT DID YOU WANT FROM ME #mothers when they mother👍

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permanentreverie · 8 months

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regular canadian experience: scared of an intruder, turned out to be a moose in the yard

#more specifically: a mama moose and two calves that were in my moms garden (eating her pumpkins)#let's just say my dog (120 lbs mutt with heart of gold and no brains but terrifying bark) growling and barking on the back deck #gave me HEART ATTACK #locked all the doors and brought him inside since I /knew/ something was out there #and he was pacing the house going to each window and looking out #until I spotted the moose in the field across the street wkdjwdbj #I am glad we have a dog that will alert us when something is amiss

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nateserenas · 1 year

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literally to present the world with a better version of you which could mean facing your future and and forgetting past mistakes or finally settling on a brand new path while they both stare at ticket stubs from a film they saw together (literally they both kept the tickets...) and then they promptly throw away the ticket stubs as though they've just been burnt because they catch themselves doing something terrible - thinking about each other. (literally they both kept the tickets but then absolutely did not think about why they'd kept the tickets, because as if they've reached a point where they'll allow themselves to realise that maybe it's possible for them to enjoy each other's company yet. and then them throwing away the tickets is them being like nope refusing to think about why I kept this it never happened i definitely did not willingly engage in recreational activity with dan humphrey/blair waldorf and then i definitely definitely definitely did not keep the evidence it just didn't happen none of it happened i will not think about it ticket gone means no more thoughts on the matter okay case closed moving on time to go visit serena...)

#AND THEN THEY BOTH LITERALLY GO VISIT SERENA #gg voice while dan is walking out the door to see serena “ and forgetting past mistakes” blair looking at her resume blair walks into seren #but a new year doesn'#sn't wipe away old problems #dan&serena proceed to lock themselves into the same dance they've been doing since high school and it's #blair's words that are a significant part of breaking dan specifically out of it #and then blair with her resume trying to figure out where she belongs in the world and her terror at the thought of becoming her mother lea #s to her plotting and scheming for something she doesn't actually want that much #and it's in talking to dan that she starts to let herself make plans for her life based on who she is and what she actually wants to be #rather than planning her future to run from the fears that have haunted her her whole life #it's about how they've always seen each other the mistakes theyve made what they're afraid of #but also the beauty they're forced to admit exists in their enemy/frenemy (depending on the day)#so it's like now they're talking and they're showing each other how they see each other and it's so very different from how anybody else se #es them and it's these pictures that are completely different but completely accurate that help them break the patterns of their pasts #in that the newness the difference allows for the realisation of “youre not what you were” and the accuracy is like i know you we'll show e #ch other what we actually are we see each other #okay now i'm #just rambling but it's them running away from the fact that they enjoyed each other's company and then proceeding to spend the episode trap #ped in patterns they've been trapped in forever until they help each other realise that they don't have to be trapped forever and then they #end the episode beginning to actually face the future and settle on a new path when they go see another movie together #okay done now so sorry this is insanely long help

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hella1975 · 9 months

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listening to call your mom rn (god it feels wrong spelling it like that)

gripping u by the shoulders. this song is everything to me.

#OKAY STORYTIME THAT NO ONE ASKED FOR:#do u guys remember that girl that was basically my bi-awakening and we had the very stereotypical #intense homoerotic friendship that traumatised the both of us? yeah her #well basically i still have a lot of love for her and we're still friends like she's in my hometown friend group so when i talk about them #i still mean her and out of our entire group she's the ONLY one who didn't go to uni and me and my other friend spoke recently #about how unhappy we know she is bc she got abandoned by us in this awful hometown and we dont think she loves her boyfriend #so much as she stays with him bc she literally has no one else until we come home her life is literally just waiting for us between terms #and i worry about her all the time and one thing that happened a while back was she did drugs w this one guy by the river #and she completely whitied like it was just weed but she was 17 and had never done it before and turns out she's like me #where edibles just do NOT agree with her on a good day let alone when she took as much as she did and she was with a random boy #by the fucking WIER (basically a big dangerous waterfall) and we were all at our mate's house that was a 40 min walk away #and she RANG ME. i was the one she rang. that still sticks with me. and omg it was so scary bc she was so out of it on the phone #and all i managed to get from her was that Something Was Wrong (didnt know what) and that we needed to pick her up #so we did. we got on bikes and fucking RACED to this girl and we picked her up and in the end she asked for her mum #and i was the one to take her to her mum and knock on the door and stand there with her daughter's arm around my shoulder #barely conscious her sick on my shoes and explain what happened. like WHAT #& yeah basically i still have so much love for that girl and i know she struggles with shit hence why that even happened in the first place #and it's like. im still here. i still love you. i'll call your mum. i'll come and get you. just ring me and i'll pick up. stay on the line.#so yeah this song did unimaginable damage the first time i heard it. literally gives me chills and transports me to my 17 year old self #we were young and didnt know what we were doing and the town was suffocating us #AND WE WERE BOTH DROWNING AND DIDNT KNOW HOW TO SAVE EACH OTHER BUT THERE WAS AN UNDERSTANDING THAT WE WERE DROWNING TOGETHER #ask #noah kahan

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caoimhe-from-hoenn · 10 months

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Guess who kicked out their first transphobe from the gym

#the shitty thing about existing i guess is that #you never Know #there is a nonzero chance i said good job to a goddamn shitweasel of a person who earned their badge #and id never know if they were a transphobe or a racist or something #but this moron #came in #and started clocking nina as trans???#really loudly and she was saying some real shit out of an asshole #thing is #nina is a cis woman #kicked them out posthaste #what a loser #im not letting her back in until she apologizes #we do need a gym door person don't we #pokeblogging #irl pokemon

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jvzebel-x · 5 months

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#i lived w a dog that was absolutely in love w roxy while we were staying on that farm #&he would wait outside the camper we were staying in all day until she was let out to play #&she'd like. taunt him from the door constantly until she was let out.#&the second she hit the ground he would pin her there by the throat&this is how they would flirt lmao.#i was concerned until i realized that she would wrestle back he was just significantly bigger than she was lmao #&anyway i remember distinctly thinking 'ahh my dog takes after me i get it now'.#anyway that quote made me think of that lmao.#the line between violence&sex&love&obsession&how itll all eat you alive&all that.

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cerbreus · 7 months

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had a trainwreck of an in person consult for my sleeve tattoo yesterday only made better by the itty bitty yorkie shop dog adoring me and sitting on my lap the whole time.

#also chatting with my partner after ofc i felt so much better tysm chris ♥#but yeah it was not great #it was supposed to be on friday #but she changed it last minute saying she was too busy can we do it the next day at 5 instead? yeah fine #kinda disappointing she didn't tell me in time to like do smth with friends i was invited to but had to opt out of bc of the consult #but whatever #get there early text her that i'm there. stand out side. in the rain. for 15 minutes. she didn't see the text. she didn't see me outside.#in fact.. she was in the middle of tattooing somebody. the client noticed me after 15 minutes and finally let her know.#she comes over all suspicious like. cracks the door and asks 'who are you?what do you want'#even after i say i have a consultation at 5 she didn't remember it was HER who had the consult. i had to rattle off all the details for her #to finally remember it was HER consult and say 'oh i completely forgot about that'#finally get let in and sit down and. she then spends the next couple minutes profusely apologizing to the other client. saying like #'ohhh im so sorry i completely forgot i had a consult scheduled.... i'll get this over with quick' which. well. :(#finally start going through it. she doesn't remember anything about the tattoo. not that it was a sleeve. not what elements were in it. :(#i wasn't expecting a sketch or anything but. even just having re-read the emails before the consult would have... been nice....#after she does that she says 'oh we didn't really need an in person consultation' which is also. :( because she suggested it.#i get a whole like 5 minutes to rehash stuff we already went over in emails including her not remembering i'd put down a deposit AND we had #3 sessions scheduled already.... and it needs another 2 sessions which i wish she'd told me about because she's booked so far out my last #session might not be until. may.#i didn't even get to ask any questions! i wanted to ask! like does she use saniderm? (i can't have that on my skin)#does she want other things for a tip than just cash? (absolutely not offering that now) has she dealt with KP before? are there any things #she wants me to bring to the sessions? (they're gonna be long)#and then i'm rushed out the door and sitting in my car in the rain and just absolutely fucking crushed #and feeling bad that i feel so bad because like. is it entitled of me to think that like.#maybe if u have a client paying u thousands of dollars to design & tattoo their sleeve tattoos.... you'd like.... treat them like a client #i was so excited about my sleeve i was so fucking psyched and now im. not. at all.#i'm worried about what if she forgets about my appts? what if she books over my appts like she already did with just my consult?#and i'm left hanging trying to get things scheduled in so so so so late like i'm some second rate flaky walk in....#i guess it could have gone worse

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hobisexually · 2 years

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#hi I am back with a long tag post about how I can’t keep up with life #very boring 30 year old stuff that I am struggling with very much and isn’t interesting to anyone #but I just put on my hobi playlist to feel better and instead sobbed so hard to just dance (which is a very happy song I don’t even enjoy)#that my pillow is soaked through so obviously sleep isn’t gonna happen until I get this out somewhere #so first. get this. one of my best and longest friends gets engaged and lets 1.5 months go by before she bothers to tell me #in front of four other friends who are decidedly less close to her but we all found out simultaneously.#Bad enough. you get confronted with the fleetingness of life and friendships and how everything changes even when you don’t want it to.#then. you talk it out. another friend’s dad just died. another one just bought a house and is moving away #engaged friend comes by again? And suddenly says she’s gonna get try to pregnant within the remainder of the year #and suddenly I’m hit with the fact that our friendship will never be TBE same and the life I thought we would live together is just not #gonna line up? We’re not gonna hit the clubs we’re not gonna go on adventures we’re not gonna paint the town red now that I’m a little bit #more chill re: covid. All of that? Gone. i thought I could make up for all of it but all my friends are in stages I’m not in #and with kids neber will be in? i won’t have a kid. i knew this but I didn’t /know/ this I won’t be able to follow #I’ll be aunt amber and I’ll love all their kids to the moon and back but I won’t follow. i know I don’t want kids #but I don’t think I thought about it before. what that would mean in relation to others #and I also just pictured myself with my own baby and though I don’t want it I never envisioned it and now I can’t stop crying #over the fact that I won’t have a baby. And it’s by choice yes but it doesn’t make it easy????????#I’m suddenly saying goodbye to a life I’m closing the door on and that’s. terrifying #and I’m so. so scared I’ll end up all alone and never find love or fulfilment #30 is great in terms of feeling calmer and knowing what you want bht this whole ………. this whole thing?#i HATE it I HATE it I can’t stop crying and I’m panicking I HATE IT #FUCK. CHANGE TRULY FUCK IT ALL #and FUCK everything the last two years have taken away from me and how low I was because of it and how hard my friendships got because of it #can I STOP crying now that would be GREAT

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flovverworks · 1 year

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"It's not letting up..." the palm of their hand held upwards, reaching outside the protection of the shelter above them to feel the raindrops on their skin, as if the speed of the rain wasn't reflected in the puddle across the path. "Sorry, I didn't think the weather would suddenly change like this, but..." the apology in their smile is brief, "this is kind of cozy too."

#ic.#hello let me talk about my silly little dog. it is raining a decent amount #she does not like rain. even if she has a raincoat. so we walk out the door. she spends a Long time outside the door just looking around #she does NOT usually do this. we walk a bit. she stops. i coerce her to continue. we walk a bit more n she feels done with the walk and we #are like 10 meters away from the door. i coerce her again. she takes some steps. stops. i beg her. she walks a bit #stops. goes on until we r down the stairs (but we walk on the side of it cuz<3 she shouldnt walk too much on stairs/asphalt/etc #at that point is when she goes on as usual #shes sssooooooooooo silly cuz shes all :] once shes a bit further #the funniest time was when she didnt know it was raining and was SO happy to go outside #rushing down the hall and out the door. and then stops. cuz she has now found out its raining.

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rulesforthedance · 1 year

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Last night N and I had two margaritas each (homemade, we were at her place) and then took our pants off not for sexy reasons but just because pants suck, and talked animatedly about the horrors of the juvenile justice system, and then the horrors of the American power grid, and then she explained the Enron debacle to me, and then it devolved into us singing Into the Woods

#and this morning we lazed in bed until both her animals were scratching the door and crying #and she let them into the room and they both laid on my feet

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traitorsinsalem · 1 year

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old people are so cool i love old people. cooking for old people and having meals with them is the coolest also.

#succ speaks #thinking abt my neighbor who died a few months ago she was a nice old portuguese lady who lived in a house that she and her husband built #once she made stuffed quahogs for us as a surprise gift so we cooked a whole ass feast to have w her and her son #also one of my parents' friends whose grandsons i've been friends with since we were little #i'm always scared to cook for her tho bc she runs a restaurant LOL like i could never beat the food her husband makes i wouldn't even try #she's like 70 and both of her parents are alive in their late 90s and she jokes 'my people live forever' (she's japanese) but like no fr HOW #<- so she's not even that old she just has old person vibes. i don't think someone is actually old until they hit their 80s #neighbors tho my most recent old neighbor was this widowed guy who let me call my dad when i got locked out of the house skateboarding #and we also took each other's barrels to the front door and i'd bring his newspaper to his doorstep #he also gave me his dead wife's copy of the complete works of shakespeare??? hardcover with gilded pages and shit?????#but yeah cooking for and eating with old people is so cool and fun

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none-asked · 1 year

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