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whatapunderfullife · 14 days
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do we think Ruvina, goddess of winter and sorrow, took the sorrow domain after the loss of Ankarna.
Her sibling is dead, something unfathomable for a god.
Her sibling the go of summer, of warmth, or protective wrath especially towards anyone who dared harm Ruvina.
Do you think in the absence of true warmth Ruvina told the Giant races to huddle together? to keep each other warm because now the sun cannot. because isn't that what was do when we lose someone that is our everything?
we greave and pull strength from our community so that we can move forward everyday.
Lucy Frostblade was not a happy soul, but she was a kind one. Why would her god be any different.
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atomic-taco-muffin · 3 years
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The Lost Princess Chapter 64
Warnings: I actually don’t know this time
Rating: SFW
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A woman sat in a tower in a dark realm while humming a song. (same song from the beginning of this story) She looked outside the window and saw the waves crash on the beach. 
“Don’t worry, (Y/N). You’ll see me soon,” she said. 
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You, Vanitas, Rumi, the twins, Sora, Donald and Goofy met at Yen Sid's Mysterious Tower. You all stood at attention as the former Keyblade Master sat in his tall chair.
“In order to defeat Xehanort, there are allies we must gather, acting now to rouse them from their slumber. We have discussed this before, Sora,” Yen Sid said. They all nodded. “Your Mark of Mastery exam was conducted in the hopes you would acquire the power to wake them. However, the darkness nearly took control of you, and your grasp of your new abilities leaves much to be desired.”
Sora looked sad and You, Vanitas, Rumi, the twins, Donald and Goofy shared concerned faces.
“Furthermore, Xehanort nearly made you, (Y/N), and Vanitas his vessel, and in the process stripped you of most of the power you had gained by then. I suspect you have already noticed this, correct? But first, you must regain all the strength you have lost. Perhaps it is foolish to expect a complete recovery, but it is absolutely vital you perfect one power--the power of waking, which you failed to master during your exam. There's someone who lost his strength and found it again, a true hero to whom you ought to pay a visit,” Yen Sid said. Sora perked up and struck various bodybuilding poses, to Donald's less- than-amusement. You and the girls giggled while Vanitas chuckled. “Perhaps he can point you in the right direction.”
“Got it,” Sora saluted. Yen Sid nodded. 
“Master Yen Sid...” Donald said. 
“You can count on us to take care of Sora!” Goofy said. 
“I would have it no other way. I put Sora in your hands. Girls, take care of them. Including you, Vanitas,” Yen Sid said. 
“You got it!” you said. 
“Oh come on! We can take care of ourselves!” Sora said.
“No you can’t,” Roxy said. 
“Well whatever!” Donald said. He turned to look at Sora. “And don't forget, we'll keep an eye on you.” he held out his hand. 
“Oh, this is gonna be lots of fun!” Goofy said as he joined with his own hand.
“It’s not a vacation!” Yui said as she put her own hand in. You, Rumi, Roxy, Vanitas, and Sora completed the handshake. 
“Let's go!” Rumi said. You all stood at attention toward Yen Sid.
“Count on us!” you all said. Yen Sid nodded and you all headed towards the Gummi Ship.
“Hey, Vani. Ready to see your sister in action?” you said. 
“I think you’re ready to see me in action,” Vanitas said. Later, you all flew in the Gummi Ship, seemingly going nowhere. You, Donald, Roxy, Vanitas, and Sora crossed your arms impatiently. Sora whined as Donald glared at him.
“How're we supposed to get there now?” Sora asked. 
“What? I thought you knew!” Roxy said.
“Looks like all the old highways are closed. Didn't Master Yen Sid say that Sora should trust the guidance his heart gives?” Rumi said. 
“C'mon, Sora. Which way?” Donald said.
“Ummm...” 
“Hey, would you get serious?” Vanitas asked.
“Gimme a break, I'm trying. These things take time!” You, the twins, Vanitas, and Donald sighed. 
“Well, since we've already been before, why don't you try picturing out friends like we're there?” Goofy asked. Sora stood up and walked behind his chair.
“Hmmm...” he said as he made a bicep pose, mimicking Hercules.
“What the hell are you doing?” you asked. Sora ignored you and continued making the pose.
“Well?” Yui asked.
“Sorry, I got nothin'. What did you expect?” Donald fell back into his chair, exasperated while you, Vanitas, and the girls sighed. 
“‘May your heart be your guiding key,’” Goofy said.
“Huh? What's that?” you asked.
“Master Yen Sid always said that, right before we went off on any of our real important adventures.” 
“Really?” Sora asked. You turned to look at Donald. 
“Ring a bell?” you asked. 
“Uh-uh...” Donald said. 
“Maybe I just imagined it,” Goofy said as he scratched his head.
“You imagine a lot of things,” Vanitas said. 
“‘May my heart be my guiding key,’” Sora said. He got an idea and ran back to his chair. “I've got it!” 
He summoned the Keyblade and aimed it forward. The tip glowed brightly and a portal opened ahead of the ship.
“It’s a gate!” you and the others said. Sora sat in his chair.
“All right! Olympus Coliseum, here we come!” he said. He grabbed the controls and the ship sped off into space through the portal. You, Sora, Donald, Goofy, Vanitas, Rumi, and the twins landed on Olympus in a small cave.
“Huh? Uh...” Sora said as he looked around. But there was no one around.
“No fanfare?” you asked. You mocked playing a trumpet. Donald listened for one, but shook his head.
“Un-uh...” he said as Goofy and the others looked around. 
“Nope, looks like we missed the Coliseum,” Goofy said. Sora continued looking around.
“Sora, YOU opened the gate!” Roxy said. Sora scratched his head bashfully.
“I was a little off again. Sorry! We'll find him. But we need to go!” he said as he started walking. You ran up to Sora and followed him.
“Up the mountain?” Yui asked. 
“Yeah. ‘Up’ is the usual direction,” you said. 
“Well, never hurts to have your head in the clouds,” Goofy said. 
“Yeah!” Sora said. Vanitas snorted. You and Sora smirked and made a tough fist. Goofy and the girls giggled and Donald and Vanitas gave a sigh. You and Sora continued walking with Goofy, Vanitas, and the girls following behind.
“Hey. We're leaving!” you said. Donald opened his eyes and jumped with a shout, running up to catch you all. Soon, you all reached a clearing with a few trees.
“I think we might be goin' in circles,” Goofy said as you and Sora thought.
“Sora...” you, Donald, Vanitas, and the twins said judgmentally.
“Did I make a turn at the wrong rock?” Sora asked as he walked closer to the edge and called out. “Hey, Hercules! Where are youuu?”
“What’s that going to do?” Rumi asked. 
“I don’t know. I thought that it might work.” A wisp of smoke landed near you all and out of the cloud appeared...
“All right. I know I dotted my I's, crossed my T's, zeroed the hero. So what gives? Who could possibly be trying to give me a migraine by yodeling that yutz's name?” Hades said. 
“Really? Hades?” you asked and Hades sighed. 
“Oh, it's just you. Oy vey. Don’t know who those people behind you are though,” he said. 
“It's just us? Even for you that's cold,” Sora said. 
“Don't forget...I can always TURN UP THE HEAT!”
“Wait. If Hades is here, then where's this Hercules person?” Rumi asked. Hades whirled toward Rumi, startling her. She yelped and hid behind Roxy.
“What is everyone's infatuation with that dolt?!” he said. The blue flame on his head bursted into a large red one, turning his skin red as well. He glared at Rumi for a moment before cooling himself down, becoming blue again.
“You know what? Never mind. Never mind. I'm cool. I'm good. Because...Wonderboy'll be outta my hair soon enough,” he said. You and the others summoned your weapons. 
“So you're up to no good again! Why am I not surprised?” you said. 
“Of course he is,” Goofy said.
“You bet!” Donald said. 
“Whoa, easy--what is this, Sparta? Kind of on a schedule. Don't have time to toss around the old fire and brimstone. The whole cosmos is basically waiting for me to, you know, conquer it!” Hades said. He walked away and you all dispelled your weapons.
“Poor Hades. He thinks he can actually pull it off this time,” Sora said. 
“Where are my Titans? Show me your power!” Hades called. The sky turned dark and the ground shook. An enormous shadow loomed over you and the others and Donald hid behind Sora while you clung to Vanitas and Roxy before a blast of icy wind came over the mountain. Above, lava flowed from a nearby precipice.
“Ahh! Love the breeze,” Hades said. The wind gained speed and shedded its icy qualities. You and the others struggled to hold on but were swept up and off the mountain. Hades looked over his handiwork.
“Ahh. That sent 'em sailing,” he said and suddenly paused. “Sailing right to where I left...Eh, no biggie.” He gazed upward at the Titans.
“Nice work, boys! So, back to the whole cosmic coup thing?” he said.
~Le Time Skip~
In the city of Thebes, Hercules wiped his hands together, having done some heavy lifting, when upon hearing the sound of screams, he turned, seeing You, Sora, Donald, Vanitas, Rumi, the twins, and Goofy flying towards him. His eyes widen and he jumped into the air, catching you, Rumi, Sora and Goofy in both arms. He landed on one knee and stood.
“See? Found him,” Sora said. 
“Yeah, guess this counts!” Rumi said. Hercules chuckled.
“Hey! Get us down!” Vanitas yelled. Herc turned to see Donald, Vanitas, and the twins caught on the fangs of a lion statue.
“Just a second!” Donald yelled and crossed his arms with a glare. Herc walked over and helped them down. 
“You guys are here! Sora, Donald, Goofy! You literally dropped in. Gotta say, I'm impressed,” he said.
“Thanks!” Yui said. 
“Liked the catch,” Goofy said. 
“Yeah, thanks Herc. But...what's going on?” you said. You looked around at the burning city, smoke plumed billowing into the sky. Several cracked stone buildings surround you all. Hercules sighed.
“Take a guess. Starts with an H,” Herc said. 
“Ah, I get the picture. Actually, we bumped into the H-ster on the way here,” Roxy said. 
“Uh-huh,” Donald nodded.
“He said something' about conquering the whole cosmos,” Yui said. 
“All of it, huh? Nice of him to show a little self-restraint. Well, whatever he's planning, I'll send him running back across the Styx.” Herc and Sora striked a pose, you, Vanitas, and the girls giggling. 
“That's our Herc!” Sora said. You all walked through the city toward a gigantic statue of the famous hero himself.
“So Sora, (Y/N), is there a reason you guys are visiting? I'm guessing it's not just for the cheese and olives,” Herc said. 
“Oh yeah!” you and Sora said. 
“It sounds like somebody forgot,” Rumi said. 
“That's Sora and (Y/N) for you,” Donald said. 
“Why am I not surprised?” Vanitas asked. You and Sora crossed your arms. 
“We just...took our time remembering. Herc, I came here so I could ask you something,” Sora said. 
“Ask ME?” Herc asked. 
“Yeah. Do you remember the last time we were together? You were feeling down and out. How'd you get your strength back--when you jumped in and saved Meg?”
“Hmm...that's tough. All I know is that she was in trouble. Suddenly, I wanted to save her with all my heart, but...it's not like I could tell you how.” Sora looked down.
“Oh man,” he said. 
“What's wrong?” Herc asked. 
“All my strength is gone from me too. That's why I need you--because I was hoping you might have a solution, or something.” 
“I'm sorry, Sora.” You, Donald, Vanitas, and the girls saw a shower of meteors over Herc's shoulder, but on closer look, they're actually...
“Heartless!” you all said. Most of the Heartless landed, while one struck the statue of Hercules on the foot, causing the enormous statue to topple over. You all took out your weapons.
“Let's talk later!” Herc said. 
“Right...once we've dealt with these guys,” you said. 
~Time Skip To Where We Meet Xigbar~
Facing no response, you and the others frowned before hearing footsteps. A large figure walked out of the cloud of dust, the hero himself coming into view. Hercules dusted off his armor and you all exclaimed joyfully. Herc brushed his chin with a sigh of relief.
“You scared us!” Sora said.
“It's nothing. That's what these are for,” Herc said. Herc flexed his biceps. Goofy chuckled and he and Donald mimicked Herc. You all heard a portal open and a familiar, though unwanted, face stepped through, peering at them through his yellow eye.
“Oh, wow! Very nice, full marks,” he said clapping.
“Uncle Xigbar!” the twins and Rumi said.
“You...” Vanitas growled.
“Go away!” Donald said.
“No Organization!” Goofy said.
“All this altruism is giving me the warm and fuzzies. So then, does having a heart of light come with an extremely good insurance policy?” Xigbar said.
“Just say what you mean,” you said.
“Oh, but I did though. No good will ever come from putting other people first.”
“I was able to save Meg's life because I was ready to risk my own,” Herc said.
“Because you've got friends in high places, you mean. Tricks like that don't fly for your average joe.” Hercules was speechless.
“What do you know? You weren't even there! If you were, you'd admire Herc's courage,” Yui said.
“I don't admire one guy leaping into danger if it means someone else might have to jump in to save him. You're all just lining up to lose out. Dooming others to take the fall with ya. Oh, and you can spare me the usual party line. Yes, hearts are powerful when they're connected. But if you put too much of that power in one place, some of those hearts might end up breaking.” He pointed toward you and the others. “Still, that doesn't mean you should change. Accept the power you're given. Find the hearts joined to yours.”
“Why would we ever take advice from YOU?” Vanitas asked.
“As if! You don't have any choice but to follow this sweet little trail of bread crumbs. And at the end, you'll finally realize what destiny has in store for you. In fact, your reward might be right around the corner. You're so close!” Suddenly, you felt something squeeze in your chest and you fell to the ground.
“(Y/N)!” your friends exclaimed. 
“Oh, I forgot. We put something inside of your heart. What it is still remains a mystery to me,” Xigbar said. He walked away, laughing to himself, and vanished. By the time he was gone, the squeezing in your chest ceased. 
“Are you okay?” Rumi asked. 
“I-I think so,” you said. Vanitas and Roxy helped you up and you tumbled into Roxy’s arms.
“Woah! I gotcha!” she said. 
“What happened?” Sora asked.
“I-I don’t know. But we know that the Organization did something to me,” you said. 
“We should keep going. We still need to protect the people,” Herc said.
“Right!” you and the others said. 
To be continued...
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supernatural-squadd · 7 years
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Empty Pt.2
Read this before reading fic: This is a second unexpected part to a fic I wrote the other day. I decided to keep writing for it, following the readers struggles as the boys read in her diary/journal. Every start to the story will be an entry as they look for her. Will they find her before it’s too late? (Pt2)
Read what you missed below Pt.1 Empty Trigger warning: strong mentions of death and suicidal thoughts Winchester sister imagine. Sister/daughter tags: @skeletoresinthebasement ent @noones-girl1980 @imjusthereforsupernatural @jamric @sisterwinchesterwriter er @pumpkinpiesandpocketknives @messy-buns-and-shotguns @graceb200371 371 @troubles-with-the-fandoms h-the-fandoms @littlegirlslost Forever Tags: @freaksforthewin ewin , @thewinhunter ter, @cambriacaneatnoodles, @brokennoone , @@youtubehelpsmesurvive , @chrisevansthedoritobastard , @winchesters-favorite-girl -favorite-girl , @@we-know-a-little-about-a-lot @godh8salyssa @dean-baby-Winchester @straightasdeanwinchester ster @@animexchocolate @@fabulouslycassie @@lizbeth-loves-bobear @nicolesyneah25 @@lemonadegazeelle @i-am-an-outcast outcast @@evyiione @27bmm @percussiongirl2017 17 @assbutt-still-in-hell hell @samsgirly66 6 @xxmizzlexx
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“I feel this never ending gaping hole in my chest. Like I’m bound to this forever, my feet are tied with rocks and drag me deeper and deeper into the hole where it gets harder and harder to crawl out this. It is though I’m watching and feeling myself being carried off to my grave at my own doing. Each day another boulder ties to my ankles and puts me 6 feet deeper in my grave. When will this end will it end? I’m 16 years old I shouldn’t want to die, yet here I lie wishing ti was. My barley beating heart is wishing it could. My skin feels as though it’s growing colder and colder like a corpse. Yet I’m somehow alive still. It’s as though for months I’ve been dead, like my family and my friends can’t do anything to prevent, slow or stop this. My death is inevitable, like I have the plague, there is no cure and never will be. My depression has no cure, I’ve felt this way for years it seems and as the oceans grow deeper, so do my thoughts of death. Why has God done this to me? If there is a God, why would he allow somebody to suffer so much in life gain so little in return? Is the only end to the pain when the end of my heart stops beating? How will I know? Must test these waters? What if I’m wrong? If I do end up going and on the other side what if there’s nothing but the same cruel cold painful shearing knife stabbing in twisting into my heart and my lungs? This water grows higher around me and I cannot escape. Nobody understands and I wish they would. I cannot put this in the words, my mind rambling, on dead but quiet. My mouth loud, crying for help in my already dead body. If God did this to me, is he the only one who can fix it? Will anybody you fix it? Please?” Sam read the words aloud to his brother with tears in his eyes, unsure how to process and grasp a hold of what he had just read. His sister, wanting to die so badly. It was as though her own pain with his two, and looking at Dean he knew he felt the same. “She’s been gone for what, an hour? Two?” Dean wiped the offending year attempting to fall from his eyes across his cheek. “She’s okay.” The oldest brother spoke with uncertainty, really trying to convince himself that there was no way, no way in hell his sister was dead. Nor that she had taken her own life with her own hands. “Dean-“ Cas spoke softly, he too felt the same pain. She was his sister as well in some ways. “We’re not doing the pity speech, we’ve got nothing to pity. She’s just runaway. That’s all.” Dean practically yelled even though he didn’t mean to. He wasn’t accepting this possible fate. The three men sat around, hands all sweating with fear, hearts all determined to find their sister. None could speak the truth, none but Sam. “An actively suicidal runaway...” He barley whispered, but Dean caught every word as did Cas. “She’s not dead,” his voice cracked in response to his brothers, once again wiping threatening tears ready to expose. “I’m just saying man, she could be-“ “Yeah, Im just saying too.” Dean cut him short. “If I ever hear you try and finish that sentence again Sam...” he pointed his finger from a distance, one fist balled up tight. With a nod Sam took the warning of his walking on thin ice. Dean was never his on edge, never. But when it came to his younger siblings? Not even the devil himself would poke him with a twenty-five door pole. “Grab her phone and a jacket, were heading out to find her.” Dean directed to his brother who immediately responded with action. “Don’t forget the journal either.”
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oniusagimaru · 6 years
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[Akutagawa/Atsushi Fanfiction] Collide (5/?)
Title: Collide Pairings: Akutagawa/Atsushi, Akuatsu Author: Oniusagimaru Rating:  T Warnings: None Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters Summary: All it takes is one chance meeting and Atsushi’s life slowly becomes tangled up in Akutagawa Ryuunosuke’s. This has to be some kind of cosmic joke. A/N: In case anyone wants to know, the idol game in question is heavily based on THE iDOLM@STER Cinderella Girls: Starlight Stage because I’ve been playing it the longest
The day after Akutagawa had bolted from his apartment, Atsushi tried to confront him about what happened since it was a…strange turn of events. Instead of being ignored, the other had gathered up his things and moved himself to the other side of the classroom. He sat in stunned silence for the remained of class. As soon as everyone was dismissed, Akutagawa made a beeline for the door and didn’t bother looking in Dazai’s direction when he was addressed.
His teacher quirked a curious brow in his direction, and Atsushi could only hold his hands up defensively. He couldn't tell Dazai a thing when he himself hadn’t wrap his head around the other's strange behavior. The same thing happened three more time, and it finally clicked that Akutagawa wasn’t being his usual rude self when the other fled in the opposite direction once their eyes met in the hallway.
Akutagawa Ryuunosuke, the biggest pain in the ass Atsushi has ever had the displeasure of meeting, was avoiding him.
Atsushi would’ve found the situation far funnier if it weren’t for the fact that he and Akutagawa needed to communicate. So, after having himself a good laugh, he went about trying to solve the problem. Since Akutagawa was avoiding him like the plague, Atsushi had to go to the next best source for information: Gin. The downside to relying on her was that Gin’s visits on campus were random, so an entire week went by before Atsushi managed to see her again.
He explained the situation to her, and as soon as he mentioned Akutagawa’s odd behavior following the chipper voice that emitted from his phone, Gin damn near doubled over in laughter. When she finally stopped, she confessed that her brother had been acting strange for some reason, but to hear that she believed Akutagawa was avoiding him due to embarrassment caused Atsushi to stare at her in shock. What was there to be embarrassed about? She said her brother might have accidentally opened an ‘idol game’ without headphones, and Instead of telling him more, Gin pulled out her phone. Atsushi watched as she turned her phone sideways while pressing on an app.
Though the voice was different, he was still greeted with the same phrase that had caused Akutagawa to flee his apartment. A girl dressed as a secretary welcomed them back as she presented a ‘log-in gift’ consisting of a rainbow-colored gem and what looked like an energy drink. With a bow she disappeared, the screen changing to a picture of another girl dressed in intricate, colorful clothing striking a dynamic pose, and Gin’s right thumb tapped the ‘LIVE’ option on the menu without hesitation. She chose a song from the long list that popped up, one he’d never heard of, and the screen went black before a countdown began to flash.
Little orbs began to descend quickly from the upper part of the screen, falling in time with the beat of the song the girls in the background sang and danced to. What moved even quicker were Gin’s thumbs, and Atsushi was mesmerized combo score on the side of the screen kept going up well into the hundreds. By the time the song ended Gin had gotten a ‘full combo’, and Atsushi was at a loss of words.
It was hard to image that someone as irritable, aloof, and intimidating as Akutagawa would enjoy something that looked so upbeat. That might’ve been the problem; he’d accidently saw a glimpse of something personal to Akutagawa, and the other only saw fit to distance himself as far as possible from him. Unfortunately, that didn’t work in either of their favors. Atsushi told Gin of the arrangement Dazai had made for them, and after a moment of silence, she announced that she had an idea.
The coming Sunday would be her brother’s day off from work, so she invited him over so the two of them could (attempt to) work on their assignment. Atsushi rightfully freaked out, turning her invitation down politely because, well, Akutagawa would kill him. That day he learned Gin could be just as stubborn as her brother, and within a minute she had broken his resolve. They exchanged phone numbers, and before leaving she said it’d be all right if he brought his sister along.
She left zero room for him to protest.
The days leading up to Sunday were tense, because it was clear that Gin hadn’t told her brother about his coming visit since he was still avoiding him. He feared that one day he’d walk on campus and Akutagawa would pounce on him, beating him for daring to even speak to his sister again. To distract himself from the thought of his potential beating, Atsushi downloaded the idol game that’d been the cause of Akutagawa’s behavior shift. He knew of idols (a fairly popular group got their start in Yokohama that Kyouka liked) and rhythm games, but it was his first time seeing the two combined.
Gin made playing the game look easy, and even though Atsushi knew it was from practice, he wasn’t ready for just grueling the gameplay could be. Hidden behind the smiles of cute girls lied a game that tested one’s endurance and hand-eye coordination, neither of which Atsushi possessed. Any live he played above the easy difficulty ended with him barely making a combo or passing…at least the girls commended his efforts which eased the sting of how terrible he’d done. At one point he texted Gin asking if she could give him any pointers, but was shocked to learn that her brother played far better than she did.
He also learned that Gin really liked to use emojis.
When the day finally arrived, he invited Kyouka to go along with him, and his sister nervously fiddled with the strap of her shoulder bag the entire way. Atsushi had his own reasons to be nervous; as far as he knew Akutagawa didn’t know they were coming, and the dread of dealing with that confrontation made his stomach churn uncomfortably. ‘If I’m there, everything will be all right’ Gin had reassured him, but her words did nothing to calm him down the closer they got. Upon reading the find train stop, he was hit with a wave of anxiety that must’ve read on his face, because the next thing he knew Kyouka was tugging at his sleeve and asking if he was okay.
What an awful big brother was…His sister was clearly anxious, yet she pushed her feelings down enough to worry more about him, something he should’ve been doing for her. Yes, he feared Akutagawa killing him, yes, the unease of being invited over to someone’s place for the first time gnawed at him, but first and foremost he was should’ve been looking out for Kyouka. Atsushi took a deep breath before taking her hand, his lips quirking up into a small smile as he tells her he’s fine and that everything was going to be okay. She nodded slowly, her grip around his hand tightening as they left the station.
Atsushi did a decent job keeping himself calm for Kyouka’s sake, but as soon as he stood in front of the door belonging to the Akutagawa’s apartment, it felt like the ground disappeared from under him. He wanted to run, to be a bit selfish and say to hell with Dazai’s threatening assignment, but…abandoning the whole thing left an awful taste in his mouth. Sometimes he really was too duty bound for his own damn good.
With a groan he raises a fist to knock, only stopping once he hears something on the other side of the door. It was a high pitch…’boof’? He doesn’t have time to process it because the door suddenly swings open, Gin greeting the two of them with a bright smile. Atsushi feels Kyouka tense up next to him.
“You made it!” she says while stepping to the side, motioning for them to come in, “Ryuu should be up soon, so you can wait in the living room. Oh, and don’t mind Ra-chan.”
“A-Ah, all right.”
As he slips into the apartment, his sister close behind him, Atsushi wonders who this ‘Ra-chan’ is. Gin hadn’t mention anyone else joining them, but as he removed his shoes he notices Kyouka staring at something. Raising an eyebrow, he follows her line of sight, stopping once he sees a black, puffball like figure peaking around the side of the couch. Atsushi notes the skull shaped tag dangling from a light blue collar, and he doesn’t have to wonder who’d been responsible for that. Pointy ears twitch as Atsushi steps further into the apartment, and beside him he can see an unmistakable sparkle in his sister’s eyes.
Kyouka wants to the pet the dog so badly, and Atsushi knows it’s taking all her self restrain to not run over and do so. Truth be told, Atsushi can’t blame her…the dog is cute. He hears Gin give off an amused sound as she closes the door, his cheeks flushing slightly at how transparent he and his sister look.
“His name is Rashomon. He’s a bit wary of strangers, but I’m sure he’ll warm up to you in no time,” Gin says, and Atsushi can see Kyouka’s eyes ablaze with determination.
The now named Rashomon continues to stare, though his ears stand a bit straighter as he snaps his head in another direction. Atsushi watches as little paws scurry across the floor, and he can’t help but feel disappointed as the dog vanishes around a corner. He and Kyouka sit on the small couch as Gin briefly retreats to the kitchen, and she returns holding a tray of cookies and tea.
“Your brother said you liked bunnies, so I tried to make the cookies look like them. Although, I think some of them came out a little messy,” Gin says as she gives off a nervous laugh.
Kyouka looks surprised that she’s being addressed, but she quickly shakes her head.
“No, they look really cute,” Kyouka says while picking one of the cookies up. “The last batch I made fused into one big cookie when I baked them.”
“I’m sure they still tasted good.”
Atsushi can’t help but smile. His sister isn’t the most social person, and even though she was asked to be a stand in for sports clubs, he’d never once seen her take an interest in joining any. Kyouka never mentioned friends or even people she spoke to at school, and one of her teachers had even expressed to him that they were worried about how closed off she was. So, to see her easily talking to someone else, even smiling, makes Atsushi feel light.
That feeling is quickly replaced with one of utter horror as the sound of footsteps reach his ears. They’re being accompanied by the ‘tap, tap, tap’ of little paws hitting the ground, and it’s clear that Rashomon had disappeared to retrieve his other owner. Atsushi sucks in a breath as Akutagawa comes into view, the other yawning as he runs his fingers through his hair. He takes a step in the direction of the kitchen but suddenly stop, and Atsushi braces for what he knows is coming. Akutagawa slowly turns to look at him, eyes wide and face full of shock.
“…What the hell are you doing here?”
The shocked look on his face quickly turns to anger, and Atsushi wonders briefly if he can grab Kyouka and run for the door before Akutagawa decides to strangle him.
“I invited him and his sister over,” Gin says without missing a beat.
“What? Why-?”
“Because you two have an important assignment to do. You’re usually so diligent when it comes to your school work, so I was disappointed to find out you’ve been slacking.”
Akutagawa shoots him a heated look, but after a short while he clicks his tongue and averts his gaze. He hesitates for second once his sister tells him to have a seat next to her, and he lets out a frustrated sounding sigh as he does so, arms crossing as he mutters something inaudible. Atsushi knows this is great opportunity to start a conversation with Akutagawa, but the situation is still freaking him out. He nervously fiddles with his fingers as he listens to Kyouka and Gin talk about baking, but once the discussion turns to the two of them actually baking, he knows he needs to get his shit together and fast.
Maybe he could talk about Rashomon who’s lounging by Akutagawa’s feet, but there’s a chance the other will catch on that he’s far more interested in his dog than talking to him. Honestly, he’d much rather have a one-sided conversation with the dog. It’s then that he notices what Akutagawa is wearing, or more specifically what is printed on his black t-shirt. Across the bottom in bold white letters is the fictional production company name from the idol game, and on the right side of his chest is the signature of one of the girls. He squints to see whose name is written there, and once he finally makes it out, he sits up a bit straighter.
“You, um…like Satomi?” he says, and Akutagawa tenses up.
His fingers grip his shirt, and Atsushi acts fast before he can run, or worse yet, glare at him with murder in his eyes.
“I’ve only been playing for a couple of days, but I’m not that great at it,” he says while rubbing the back of his neck. “If you don’t mind, could you give me some pointers? I mean, I like the game, but it feels like I’m doing something wrong…”
Akutagawa is still silent, eyes downcast as he stares at Rashomon. His grips his shirt tighter, and Atsushi worries that maybe he overstepped. He knew it’d be a terrible topic to bring up, but it’s better to get the reason for him being there out in the open so they can deal with it. The last thing he wants if for Akutagawa to keep avoiding him, because if Dazai catches wind that they haven’t been working together, there might be hell to pay. Dazai might be a good teacher, but if the rumors are true, he is not the kind of person you’d want to cross.
He jumps slightly when Akutagawa gives off a frustrated sigh.
“Your phone…”
“Huh?”
“Get over here and let me see your phone.”
He practically hisses the words out, and Atsushi knows he needs to comply with the other’s demand. Quickly getting up, he fishes his phone out of his pocket before sitting down next to Akutagawa. He practically snatches it, and he pretty much ignores Atsushi’s sharp ‘hey!’. His annoyance almost gets the better of him, but Atsushi manages to swallow it down while watching Akutagawa unlocks his phone. The game is started up, and the other easily navigates the menu all the way to the options.
“Well, problem number one is that you have the animations for the lives on,” he says, finger clicking the ‘animations off’ button.
“Wait, why does it matter that they’re on?” Atsushi questions, especially since he rather enjoyed seeing the girls dancing in the background- …oh.
“It’s a distraction and it causes lag. If you want to watch the MV so badly, play hard mode to unlock it.”
“Um…MV?”
“…Music. Video.”
Akutagawa looks at him like he’s the dumbest goddamn person he’s ever met, but how the hell was he supposed to know what he meant? Groaning, Akutagawa asks him why he hasn’t changed the timing for the notes, and Atsushi says he thought the best option was to keep it at zero. He’s given that look again, and Akutagawa hand him back his phone, telling him to take the tuning test. Begrudgingly he does as told, and once he’s finished Akutagawa instructs him to play a song.
The difference is evident as soon as he starts. Instead of dancing, there are small versions of the girls in the background that don’t move. Once the notes start falling, he notices that he’s missing them far less than before.
“…Are you looking at the bottom of the screen…?” Akutagawa asks, and Atsushi can feel the condescending air around his words.
“O mighty master of rhythm, where the hell else am I supposed to look?” Atsushi shoots back, and from the corner of his eye he can see the other giving him a nasty look.
“Look in the middle of the screen asshole. You can look at the top where the notes fall, but sometimes they change direction by the time they get to the middle on harder difficulties.”
“Ugh, fine.”
Atsushi plays another song, this time trying to focus on the middle of the screen instead of the bottom. It’s a lot harder than before, so he doesn’t fair that well by the time the song ends. Two hours into Akutagawa barking orders at him and Atsushi shooting back with a smartass comment, Atsushi, as much as he hates to admit it, has gotten better. He’s no pro by any means, but he’d at least gotten himself a few full combos, which gave him a rush of excitement. He even managed to give Akutagawa a smile, who in turn just scoffs and looks away.
“Despite you being a pain in the ass, you’re actually a decent teacher,” Atsushi says while rearranging his party.
“If you weren’t so damn stubborn and listened to me the first time around, maybe things could’ve gone smoother,” Akutagawa says as he fiddles with his own phone.
He gives him a half-hearted ‘yeah, whatever’, and it’s then that his fingers stop moving. He isn’t sure when it happened, but at some point he’d stopped feeling nervous around Akutagawa. It probably helped that the other wasn’t radiating hostility, and simply seemed annoyed with his behavior rather than his very presence. It’s kind of weird. Chancing it, he glances over at Akutagawa who still has a frown on his face, but he looks…a little more relaxed.
“…What? Is there something on my face?” Akutagawa asks, and Atsushi in turn jumps at being caught staring.
“U-Um, no I,” he stutters out while he tries to think of an excuse, “could I…get your friend code?”
“My friends list is full.”
“Then can I get your phone number?”
The words tumble out of his mouth so quickly he doesn’t have time to process them until it’s too late. Akutagawa looks at him with wide eyes, almost comically so, mouth slightly open as he almost drops his phone. He hears a snort from the side of him, and with a quick glance he sees Gin covering her mouth, shoulders shaking as she attempts to contain her laughter.
Oh god, no, no, no.
“Just so I can text you questions about the game!” he says quickly, and he prays his words aren’t a jumbled mess.
The shock on Akutagawa’s face morphs into irritation, and Atsushi feels like kicking himself. Had he chosen his words better, the light mood around them wouldn’t have come crashing down.
“…I swear to god if you text me random shit-”
“I won’t,” Atsushi says, because he knows Akutagawa will delete his number without hesitation if he did something like that.
His phone is taken again, but this time Atsushi makes a small noise of protest since he knew it was coming. Akutagawa types in his phone number before handing it back, and Atsushi in turn texts him his number so he can save it. Now that he thinks about it…Akutagawa’s number will be one of the few he has in his phone. Of course he has Kyouka’s, as well as his job’s, but as for someone outside of family and work…he’d be the first. It gives him a weird feeling, one he can’t place a name to, but it isn’t…unpleasant.
A half an hour later the sun begins to set, and Atsushi thinks it’s about time for him and Kyouka to head back. Gin gives them a bag of the cookies she and Kyouka made, saying if they ever wanted to come over again, all they need to do is ask. Akutagawa makes a face at his sister’s words, but doesn’t say anything to deny her invitation to them. If fact, he just silently stands by the door. Rashomon even allows the two of them to give him a goodbye pet, and Atsushi has never felt more honored in his life.
On the way to the station, Atsushi reflects on the afternoon’s events. Even if he’d driven him up a wall most of the visit, at least Akutagawa was speaking to him again. So, things had worked out to a certain degree, and even though he hadn’t probed the other for information, a few interesting facts had fallen into his lap without him having to ask. It still isn’t enough to complete the paper, but now he and Akutagawa have common hobby to serve as a bridge to other topics. It’s the most progress they’ve made in a while, and Atsushi can’t help but mentally sigh in relief.
Spending time with Akutagawa no longer fills him with dread, and for him that’s a step in the right direction.
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