#this is exactly what the doctor ordered

[rachalixie]

*barges in while struggling to scoop a blanket, warm cookies, and a felix in my arms* EMERGENCY COMFORT KIT IS HERE

no but. cuddling with the cat boys. them just purring on your sides, snuggling impossibly close to you.

brushing lixie's hair! and attempting to put in in tiny lil space buns but it's a bit too short, then covering the front of his hair with small colorful pins!

doing minho's sparkly eye makeup :( it took some tries to convince him but you just lure him in by saying all he has to do is lay back while you straddle his lap.

cooking with them!! which is basically just minho doing half of the job while babysitting you and felix who are watching him on the counter, secretly stealing some of the ingredients to munch on.

EMERGENCY COMFORT KIT-

shhhhhHH stop cuddling with them? one on either side. suffocated by them in the best way? their breathing sync up and then the actual cats join and you don’t even need a blanket bc you have all these felines ready to comfort you WAH

i’m melting at space bun lix and they just end up in little tufts of hair because there’s not enough for a bun and minho calls him a demon bc they look like horns? and this proceeds into a tickle fight bc if you call lix a demon he’s gonna retaliate right? and you try and stop it but they loop you in until they’re both attacking you instead of each other

min’s makeup??2??33 he leaves it on all day until he has to wash it off at night. takes silly selfies with you to commemorate the event. keeps it on while he’s cooking even though the steam is making it uncomfy bc he just doesn’t wanna take it off. oh gosh him getting fake-mad at you and lix stealing the food and swatting your hands away but when he turns back to his cooking he can’t hide the big big smile on his face

#yeah this #this is exactly what the doctor ordered #exactly what i needed #💌 — rachalixie asks

[peachcitt]

cracking open a new box of contacts is like cracking open a cold one with the boys except the cold one is the box and the boys are my eyes

#peach stuff #feels exactly the same tho #i accidentally procrastinated a lot in getting my prescription renewed (it had been expired for two years) #and then my supply of contacts ran out so i was forced to schedule a new eye exam #(because they won’t let you order prescription contacts unless your prescription is up to date) #and it was a little bit of a disaster but mostly fine - that was when all the queer people worked there and it was honestly very healing #i learned that my prescription was actually less than what i thought it was ? #and to be honest i think it’s because the last time i went to an eye doctor i was very anxious so maybe i just kept saying the wrong thing #but anyway. new contacts that are actually my prescription and they’re FRESH #just like a cold one. with the boys

[fruityboots]

#I can't explain it any other way this show is exactly what the doctor ordered it's perfect #haven't felt this unhinged since venom let there be carnage #interview with the vampire

[gallawitchxx]

THE FINAL INSTALLMENT OF...

🖤 barber!mickey & (not so) shaggy!ian 🖤

oh wow oh wow, we made it to a whole freaking year of these barber boys! it's been such an anchor for me--i never missed a week!--& i will be so sad to see them go. but! i may have a lil surprise up my sleeve for (if all goes well) next week! see you then & thanks for reading! xx

here's the 52nd & final installment for this week's @galladrabbles prompt: rain by @mmmichyyy

catch up/read in full HERE -- now complete! [ read the whole shebang ON AO3 ]

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Then again, the whole thing between them is batshit. Ludicrous, how a haircut by happenstance could help two tough guys from the shit side of the street find… well, that remains to be seen… 

But as Ian watches Mickey smile around steak and sour cream, he thinks that maybe he’s found someone to want all of him, all the fucked up versions that he is. 

Hopes that Mickey Milkovich, Master Barber could be someone who’ll stay for the shine, but also the rain. 

Sickness, health, all that shit.

Ian wipes the corner of Mickey’s mouth with his thumb and exhales.

#a peaceful ending is exactly what the drabble doctor ordered! #OH MY GOD #52 whole weeks #it's been a fucking pleasure & a half #again. i do want to write them a lil epilogue so i hope that you'll stay tuned for that! hoping for next week but we shall see #it's wild to me that the ending of this story is coinciding with the beginning of my upcoming adventures #we get on a plane next week to start seeing some different sights! #feels quite cosmic ✨ #anywhoooo thank you for the support over the last year! #thank you to everyone who read & reblogged & flailed in the tags #thank you for the excitement week after week! #& thank you to anyone who was like 'she's still going??? be done already! 🥵' for keeping me motivated 😉 #what a sweet ride! #& with this... my plate is clear... excited to see what comes next! #🖤 ✂️ 🖤 #barber!mickey my sweet #shaggy!ian my pet #shameless #shameless fanfiction #galladrabbles #ian x mickey #ian gallagher #mickey milkovich #bee writes 🐝 ✍🏼

[themalevolentkitchen]

This Patreon Gojo comic by yunonoai_ (mature)

With this audio (prepare headphones) (mature)

#gojo satoru #jjk gojo #jujutsu gojo #well… I wasn’t expecting that #that comic is #chefs kiss #and then I found this #that audio #top tier #exactly what the doctor ordered #AHHHHHH #Bork Bork

[imabillyami]

Can we talk about Sami in that color? I’m 😍😍😍

#exactly what the doctor ordered #god he’s so beautiful #sami zayn

[technovillain]

i lov tumblr bc i can post my takes on the psychology of a specific psychonauts character at any hour of any day and get people typing me several introspective paragraphs back within 30 minutes meanwhile in real life i don't know anyone who even knows what psychonauts is.

#bonkers. sometimes the internet is great and exactly what the doctor ordered. #.txt

[bo0zey]

when gerard way said “when i grow up i want to be nothing at all” i felt those words in my gdamn soul bro

#cried alone in my car parked in my driveway for like 17 minutes #i feel so hopeless and useless and stupid so so so stupid i’ll never be smart enough like the other nurses #i can’t fucking think im too slow i don’t know anything #it’s the emergency room and god for fucking bid i have an emergent patient i don’t know wtf to do ever #i don’t know how to initiate protocols or contact interdisciplinary or put in complex orders i don’t know anything i’m so useless #everyone thinks i’m stupid i’ve been on orientation for like 2 months know and i’m still the same useless stupid novice airhead new grad #i just get so frazzled i feel like everyone expects so much out of me and i have to be perfect to meet their standards #but im stupid im subpar im not good enough like them like #ever if they’ve been nurses for years and i’ve only been working as one for legit 2 months it’s just i still don’t know how to do anything #it’s like i can’t think i don’t do things how they want me to do them and then i look stupid im the attending doctor thinks i’m so dumb but #she wouldn’t even hear me out like i know you want both fluids running i know it’s important but he only has.1 IV and they aren’t compatible #we’re trying to start a second IV and he had difficult veins like why are you trying to tell me i’m stupid i know why you ordered it thatway #it’s like nobody gets my dumbass brain but that’s not their fault bc they can think clearly and convey their thoughts to people without #sounding like a fucking dumbass i have no critical thinking skills im just useless i hate this so much i don’t want to be here it sucks #i never wanted to be a nurse i never wanted to be anything i was 12 years old hoping i’d be dead by 18 #and now i’m 23 and i’m still fucking here but it’s clear i shouldn’t be i don’t fit in im not fit for society #i should be euthanized like an unwanted dog that’s been at the shelter for too long that’s exactly what i am #20min later still crying can’t stop being a fucking crybaby pitypartying myself i’m the worst oh my god grow the fuck up already #why is everything so difficult for me why can’t i just fit in literally everyone knows i don’t belong #i’m the dumbest most useless new grad orientee and EVERYONE knows it even management it’s so embarrassing #i’m so embarrassed to be alive and take up space that could be filled by someone so much better smarter prepared someone meant to be there #i don’t want this i don’t want any of this i never wanted to grow up im just a kid in my head i’m so pathetic #i wish i was smart and good at something i wish people looked at me and thought o wow i respect her bc she’s also a good nurse #nobody likes me i’m such a burden to everyone the doctors my preceptors other nurses who deserve to be there #i’m leaking snot everywhere today wasn’t even that bad but i think it’s all just hitting me now how helpless i am #i’m so tired of myself and waking up and making a fool of myself every shift fucking stupid loser i hate myself i try so hard and it’s not #it’s not enough it’s never enough im not enough im an imposter i’ll never be as good as the other nurses even tho i’m really really trying #i seriously don’t want to do this anymore i don’t want to be here i can’t do it everyone knows i’m not cut out for this they all talk shit #ramblings

[thebomb-thebird-andtheburntbitch]

hes so cute i could throw up

#this is what i needed as soon as i got back home #exactly what the doctor ordered #hsr #honkai star rail #hsr blade #honkai star rail blade #blade #bladie

[remyfire]

So I took 98 caps of April Fools last night and I am not responsible for how many of them are just beautiful people being beautiful because holy shit

#i needed it so desperately oh my god #can't talk about what happened yesterday yet but it threw me for a loop i couldn't have predicted #so capping it off with a first watch of april fools was quite literally exactly what the doctor ordered #my ramblings

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

i think the villa diodati speech probably had a big effect on how yaz approached the doctor in flux and after

#not necessarily that it /changed/ how she approached her but like. 13 revealed a Lot abt how she thought abt the dynamic #like the fam were already like......lower down the ranking right? they already let her take the lead they already followed her orders #they werent TRYING to be like on her level like clara they understood very well how the dynamic worked #it was just the doctor that was holding onto the pretense #and i think they knew that but they probably didnt know Why exactly #but villa diodati revealed like a lot of sort of ingrained beliefs #suddenly it makes a lot of sense why shes keeping this hierarchy even if they dont know the details theyre all intuitive enough to get it #and that recontextualises the pretense too. it recontextualises the pretense in that like #okay so what she Says and what she Does keep not matching up. and what she Does is now-evidently trauma informed #so what she Says must be - well not Must be but with the rest of the context they have - what she would Like to be true #it's not they all know it's not but she really wants that to be true #i think that really informed how yaz approached the doctor afterward and maybe paradoxically helped them become way more of a team in flux #the doctor is still in charge but if yaz approaches her with the understanding that she needs to be in charge #then that creates the safety needed for the doctor to let yaz in a little bit #and i think thats also why yaz didnt push in sea devils - i mean lots of reasons obvs but #'i want to but i cant' is like. yaz has Seen that. yaz has seen what that looks like she understands what that means. very lived in #she has lived in the doctor's 'i want to but i cant' #idk am i making sense #i think that speech was a revelation and actually kinda helpful. after she got over the shock and hurt of it

[pelipper]

Back home from the gastroenterologist's! Guess who most likely has recurrent c. diff so she needs another course of dificid and potentially a fmt!! At least my shitty ass (pun intended) insurance has to pay for 100% of my treatment since I hit my max oop in January. 😇

#disability tumblr #chronic illness #i also got my first ever jury summons in the mail today! i responded on my county's website that i have a permanent disability (crohn's) 🙃 #one course of dificid costs my insurance $4500 and this is my third treatment this year #my doctor also ordered a double course of it since my c. diff keeps on recurring #you can eat shit cigna this is what you guys get for almost killing me earlier this year by denying my medical care #fmt is a fecal matter transplant and it's exactly what it sounds like except now they have pills you can take #sorry for the tmi but i'm just so pooped (literally) #tw: medical #max muses #personal

[moonlightretriever]

enrichment.

#sometimes i need a little pickmeup and 2005 criss angel is exactly what the doctor ordered

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#hmmm. was just looking at the results of my bloodtest from earlier this week and im all normal apparently #so my thyroid isnt fucked and the hypomanic episodes r in fact just coming from my brain as expected #and the doctor did slap me with a bipolar II diagnosis. which is still find dubious. but also he would have to i guess in order to #prescribe me an antipsychotic but like. sounds like a thing that would increase my insurance rates lol #whatever. i just find the idea of me being bipolar to be so wild. i mean like yes. i guess technically if u look at the word bipolar #unipolar would b a depressed and normal mood range. and bipolar would b depressed and elevated mood #and yes ive spent a lot of my life being rather depressed. sometimes treding near the point of not being able to function #but like usually its not that bad and im so anxious i cant just not function. the ocd keeps me afloat lmao #and yes i have these infrequent little peaks of high energy and even more infrequent instances of elevated mood #so i guess yes that does count as a bipolar mood profile. but is the underlying cause bipolar disorder or is it that i make myself so #miserable with my compulsive behavior that it sends me into spirals of depression or overheats my brain into fits of hypomania #i suppose it doesnt really matter if the presentation is still on thr spectrum #idk i guess i just find it annoying not to fit cleanly into a box. im more a: the spectrum of human experience type person #i guess its better to struggle a lil bit with a number of things than b all consumed by one single thing #i mean. im a lil all consumed by the compulsive behavior. but again its not exactly thr classic presentation of ocd. which i find #frustrating bc i like to characterize and understand things. ugh #well see what the psychologist has to say when i show her my insane mood tracking figures #lol last time she told me to track my anxiety but not make a chart abt it. and i was like god dammit shes onto me #listen. i do research. i like data 🙄 #unrelated #also the docor i saw was like yea its joy normal to get 3hrs of sleep and not b tired #how abt a week of 5-6hrs of sleep and not being tired??? how bout that? #also not good fyi. i csn feel my brain fraying #me: shut up im normal. also me not sleeping and getting increasingly unhinged #ive got 1tachi levek eye bags 😭 #also i kno its a thing they have to ask but everytime i start describing how i would charactize my intrusive thoughts doctors go: #hm. do u even hear voices telling u do do these thing? and its like no theyre my thoughts but also they feel like they come from outside #of my body. which when i say it sounds crazy but like idk how else to say it. its like theyre projected into my head but i kno it comes #from me. ya kno?

[no-psi-nan]

I don't want to work, I want to write fanficccccc

#aughhhhhh have a new oneshot on my mindddddd #It will be SO self indulgent.... Target audience literally just me... Exactly what the doctor ordered... #Crying powerpoint transition hands emoji wahhhhhh #I also need to finish the next chapters of moving forward and Extra Love Stories and get started on my Secret Project but hsfjdlshfks #Sometimes you just need. A little something something. For health reasons.

[justplaggin]

"tell me your favorite character without actually telling me your favorite character"

#alt: tell me you got into bsd this year #what can i say other than *chenches fist* FREAKIGN KISHOU MAN #exactly what the doctor ordered #honorary mention goes to his ed for hk the unlimited (which is so different and yet so similar??) but. let's not get technical #spotify wrapped #bsd #chuuya