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anochuu · 5 years

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Absolute

⤷ Genre: Angst

⤷ Jimin x Reader (Oneshot)

⤷Summary: She is the prisoner of his embrace, he took away her heart not knowing he cherished it or crushed it. Now, she is held captive under his desre.

I didn't know what captivated me,it just all happened so fast-too fast in fact. I was a mere no one while him?

He is the top star in our big company,no,even in the business world,all men are desperate to work with him-one connection with him a proud they can be;the ladies throw themselves at him and swoon just by the sound of his name.

Park Jimin.

The heir of this company is also well-known for his attitude;cold and distant despite his popularity and the crowd he is surrounded ever time.But i still can't found myself turning back to not ever be fascinated by him. I don't even know what or where to start why. This admiring feeling slowly turns into attraction.

I first saw him when we had the chance to work with him overseas and me presenting my part of the presentation slide in front of the whole meeting. His eyes never leave me and it almost drives me nuts.It wasn't just any other looks-it's the looks that a man gives you full of...desire.

As i said,i am just nobody and we belong in a different world.Yet,i refused to back down and do whatever intention i have to gain his attention-Oh no,not that i practically whoring myself out to him.I tried to dedicate myself into a workaholic and gain title of promotions the company has given me until i slowly reach the top where he seated.

I never knew how close we were until that night happened, it is a sin that we both have committed but the guilty pleasure never did regretted inside of me.

Ironic,isn't it?

The questions in my head keeps on resonating throughout the whole time since that incident. Am i just a fling? Or was he serious?

It was totally awkward,the next day is;or at least for me.As my superior, he always has this duty to walk around whenever he don't have much work to do to check up on his employees whether they are working well. I met him as i was on my way to the break room to snag up some coffee.

My heart stops as soon as my eyes caught his figure down the corridor as he is making his way towards me while i was on the opposite. The grip around my folders against my chest tightens and i did my best to avoid eye contacts but i thought again,why avoid eye contacts when i can just avoid him?

So i quickly whirl my heels around and enters a random empty room until i was out of sight.Waiting until he reaches across it.

I was glad when he passed by and not a single thing happened but part of me was quite disappointed when i knew he would just treat this normally like a one night stand. My walking slowly skidded into a halt and looks over my shoulders to see his back who is getting smaller until he eventually disappears behind the walls.

I feel pathetic. Slept with our boss,can you believe that? I feel disgusted with myself.

My heart clenched painfully at the thought and how foolish i am to actually let it happened. I shook my head and focus my mind back to work.For now.

I finished the tasks and sorting out documents late at night not realizing how many of them are and prefer to finish it by tonight straight away. The office was dark when i am finished and only few lights were lit up other than my desk and other person's who seems to stayed back as well.

"You going back?" He asks,turning off the light of his desk before smiling at me.

"Yeah,wanna head down together?" I replied,a good colleague of mine that we grew to know each other when we helped one another whenever we were in a group project.

I gather my things before took off to the elevator to the way down and since my place is almost up on the highest floor of the building and how humongous it is,it took a few moments to actually reaches the lobby but at this time i am assuming it's fast.

But boy,was i wrong.

The elevator door opened just beneath my floor and revealing the last person i wanted to came across today.My body went stiff when his black onyx pair of eyes flickers up to meet mine who probably looked like i have seen a ghost right now.The male colleague of mine greeted him with a smile and bowed down in politeness which he reply with a curt nod.

I shift to the side to let some space between us as he enters in. The other latter speaks up almost instantly when the tension filled the air,

"You seem to overwork yourself again." He asks,feeling it was directed to me.

"Yes,the customers' demand has been rising these days." i manage to answer without stuttering.

"Busy enough for you to keep on avoiding me?"

The blood on my face drained and i could not even move a muscle. The third wheeler behind us even felt uncomfortable by the atmosphere and so he decided to excuse himself when he presses a random number and got out of the lift with a reason i could not notice about.A knife could cut through this atmosphere i swear to God.

I did not answer nor even sparing a glance at the male beside me when i could feel his eyes burning the box of my head.

"Tell me, am i troubling you?" His deep voice rang into my ears.

"No." i answered briskly and short,but firm.

"Are you troubled by the fact happened that night?"

"...We were drunk," i began; "It was all an accident."

Out of a blue, i felt my right arm being spun around to face him fully as my whole body does the same and with a force i was pushed behind my back 'till it bumps onto the metal railing on the elevator's wall but i acted quicker.

I manage to place a hand over my mouth before i could feel his breath on top of my hand and shut both my eyes close,not wanting to be drowned by the abyss of his deep gaze. Which then i slowly flutters both of them opens just to see his face close-ups where his nose grazes upon mine ever so slightly.

"Don't do this..please,Sir.." i pleaded with a small whimper; "You're my superior and—you have..a fiancée-!"

His jaw clenched and before i knew it, he turns to the side and his hands frantically presses all the numbers of each floor earning a gasp from me as my eyes widened,

"Wh-what are you doing!?" i cried out;seeing how the rest of the floor was pressed by him and it could only mean one thing;he wants to buy time.

"Complaint all you want," he quipped, his fingers now hooked beneath my chin to jerk my face upwards,

"I'm not stopping."

With a force,he pressed his lips on mine and the heat of it sends jolt of electricity throughout my whole body; my mind instantly went blank when it took me a second to fight back.

I placed my both hands on his abroad shoulders and tries my hardest to push him even though i know the strength between me and this man is way stronger. He changes his angle to find himself deeper to dominate my mouth and each mold sends another guilty pleasure i had felt back when his bare skin touches me.

I continue to try-keyword:try,to push him away from me knowing these are all tremendously wrong.

It is useless.He did not even move a budge and only to find myself sinking into his embrace. Feeling my neck couldn't hold up any longer from our position and as if on cue, i manage to pulls away and gasps for air where i am completely sure now my face is as red as an apple.

Jimin kept his arms around me to hold me firmly in place while on the other hand both mine are on top of his arms to keep my body in support from all the wobbly legs he had made me become.

He never made a move to back himself away when his sturdy chest hits my forehead gently,not until the elevator finally reaches its destination and it made a 'ding' sound to open revealing the empty lobby.

Before leaving,he warned; "I am not letting you get away."

With that, he left.Abruptly pulls himself away almost causing me to fell headfirst onto the ground when i still couldn’t feel my wobbly legs.

I gulp the lump stuck in the back of my throat,staring back at his form slowly getting smaller by the distance until eventually his ride came in front- without sparing another glance,he slid into the passenger seat and drove off with his loyal chauffeur.

What's more, his fiancée is inside waiting for him.

The elevator's door closes itself when i made no move out from it or even pressed a button. Still trying to comprehend of the boggled event happened like a flash.

My fingers traces my slightly-swollen lips from all the intensity he added in the kiss.I shut both my eyes rather tightly,feeling rage of mix emotions swells within me.

What have i gotten myself into?

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