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starojo · 2 years
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; to you, with love.
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# childe, zhongli x gn!reader (seperate)
# cw: fluff, some angst bc i can’t resist, kinda long oof and not proofread, i apologise for the mistakes
# note: i was originally not gonna post this bc it’s mostly just some brainrot, but i wanted to do something for valentine’s day ^^ reblogs are appreciated!
synopsis — their love languages, how they express their love for you and how they appreciate your love in return.
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childe; monoceros caeli
giving
- physical touch
he loves to just have a sense of closeness to you, so be ready for cuddles
even when you’re just out for a stroll, you’ll suddenly find yourself in his arms
(he literally jumps you, but who can blame him? he missed you so much!)
he’s torn between backhugging you where he can just give you surprise affection, his arms slipping around your waist as he places a kiss at your nape
and when he can just hug you and engulf you in his arms, burying your face in his chest, it does not matter how tall or small you are, childe will smother you (as long as you are comfortable ofc)
he cannot, for the life of him, keep his hands to himself
loves to have a hand around your waist or around your shoulders
and you know that thing when your s/o puts their hands in your backpockets? ye this idiot does that.
more often that not, you’ll find him randomly placing and burying his face in the crook of your neck
he loves to hold your hands too! and he often brings your hands to his lips and kisses your fingers. 
plus he's kinda possessive so, he gotta show those ppl that ur very much taken and the lucky man who has you is him. and him alone.
- gift giving
it's no question that he's hella rich
so where else is he gonna spend all that spare cash other than the ppl he loves??
we already know na he spoils his siblings with lavish gifts from all around teyvat
what's to say he won't do the same for you?
you love books? speak no more, he's looking for books that might interest you in his travels
how about that piece of clothing that reminded him of your eyes? welp, he's already buying it! oh with a necklace too!
you love art? welp, he's buying you art supplies so you can indulge more on your artworks.
"aw, is this me babe? is this how you see me, Любимая моя?"
he’s a menace and he knows how to flaunt his deep pockets, but it’s all in good intentions!
he’s not always with you, so this is one way for him to show his affection
childe might be good with words and he has no trouble vocalizing how much he cares for you and just how much he adores you
but childe wants to show proof. more than just words that anyone can say
it’s not bc he thinks you’re materialistic in any way. it’s just that he wants to show you. words aren’t enough for him. 
bc we all know that childe is one for promises and he believes that every promise you give you shall always make it come true
and he promised himself that he’ll give you the love and the care that you deserve (even though he’s unworthy of yours)
- bonus: quality time
as mentioned before, he's always away bc of his work
the plans of the tsaritsa never stops and never tires, being the harbingers' vanguard, he's always on the front lines
so, whenever he has the chance to spend some time with you, he takes it and he cherishes it 
does not matter where you both decide to spend the day
at home, where you just sleep in each others arms?where he cooks you dinner? and then he dances with you to a melody only both of you can hear?
or when he takes you out on a dinner/lunch date. doesn't matter if it's an expensive restaurant or a little stall at the side of the street
or when he takes you out on walks outside the city!
he's gonna show you the places he discovered 
"oh, when i was coming back from one of my errands, i ran across this ruin!" he'd say it with a wide grin on his face, telling you how he saw a ruin hunter inside its depths
"come on! i'll show you!" and suddenly he's pulling you along deeper into the ruins
"don't worry, i'll be sure to protect you" he says when you express your worries, tho, you're almost pretty sure he just wanted to show off
but rest assured he will never let any harm come your way
you could be doing anything with childe, and it won’t matter bc the time he spends with you are always special in on itself.
receiving
- words of affirmation
it's not always that childe is insecure.
he's pretty confident of himself
he knows his strengths and he's aware of his flaws
but ofc there are times when these insecurities dig a little deeper and won't just go away from his head
there are times when he needs the reassurance
pls tell him that you love him
it does not have to be always, but every once in a while pull him into you and whisper to him
that you love him despite his flaws. his "ugliness", his "evil"
plus, canonically he does have a praise kink lol
so be sure to compliment him!
not too much lest it goes to his head, but the smile he gives you
that grin that flashes across his face when you tell him he looks great
or when he got stronger, or when you cheer for him when gets a new record of how quick he can take down a ruin hunter or just how many hilichurl camps he takes down in an hour
it's always appreciated
although it's not without the teasing from him ofc (punch him pls)
"aw, you just love me so much huh?"
catch him of guard and take his hand, trace the scars that line across his palms and say
"ye, i do."
and when you look up at him with a smile, your eyes soft
he just feels his heart thud in his chest
he goes a little red and stutters
and averts his gaze from you
you'd laugh and he looks back at you with a smile
and he thinks that you are what he never knew he needed
- physical touch
he can't just get enough if you return his intimacy physically
if he hugs you and you hug him back just as tight
if you reach for his hand and hold it close
if you caress his cheeks and trace his freckles
if you plant a kiss on his shoulders and the side of his neck
he just gets so soft and pliant in your hands
and, he might not say it
but it's also a form of reassurance
that you aren't afraid to touch him
that even if you know his hands are stained red, his ledger dripping red
you still are willing to kiss those sinning palms
those fingers that have a hand on murder plots
that despite how he's a monster, you are willing to treat him like human
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zhongli's utc!
zhongli; lapis dei
giving
- acts of service
it's easy to see and observe that zhongli is a man composed, he's elegant in a way that you'd just be mesmerised by the way he moves
he has the demeanor of a complete gentleman
while his current way of living is far from what he was in the past, zhongli's gentleness is certainly something to be admired
he offers you his assistance and help whenever he can
from advice when you have problems that you're just too stumped about
he's willing to listen and lend an ear
he'd guide you to sit by his side and then he'd leave for a moment
you see him come back with a tray of tea and some biscuits
he'll try his best top offer you comfort and relaxation
when you're feeling drained out, and when everything is just a bit too much
he'll pull you into his lap and cradle your body close to his
or if you want, you can just snuggle up his side
he's fine with whatever, your comfort is his main priority
he'll stroke you hair, his long and lithe fingers threading through the stands
you can talk abt your day, or his
or he'll tell you tales of old
his voice drowning out the noise of your head
and all you can feel is his warmth and deep velvet rumble of his voice
zhongli wants to be of help to you, he wants to lessen the burdens that you carry
bc he knows just how much the weight of a heavy burden can crush you
he knows, he did lead a nation for thousand of years
and while some may argue that being an archon and a god that waged war and won them is nothing compared to the insignificant everyday life of a mortal, zhongli does not care
your problems are just as important as everything he went thru
and even though the solutions to your qualms are mere household chores that he can help with, or him cradling your head in his lap and giving it a massage, or even if it's just brewing you tea or running you a bath
zhongli places great care in it
bc as much as zhongli is still walking a bit blindly in the topic of human emotion
zhongli loves you , that much he knows and if he can shoulder a bit of the burden that you carry
(just as much as his companions from before helped him)
then, he will happily do so, for as long as you have him
- gift giving
now this isn't much of surprise
zhongli is fond of little trinklets and oddities that somehow caught his eyes
similar to childe, he buys whatever caught his eye, things that reminded him of you
that dainty bracelet that he saw as he passed by a stall, it reminded him that the gem in it was your favorite color
welp, looks like he's buying it
he remembers that there was this story you were interested in
so he scours the land for it, trust me he'll find it
and lo and behold, one day after you arrived home, he handed you a carefully wrapped item
and inside was the copy of the book you wanted
he'll smile and tell you that he happened across it when he was having a stroll in liyue
when in reality he search high and low for it
but he won't tell you
it's enough that he sees the smile that lit up your face as you held the book close to your chest
it's not only these things that zhongli gives you
when he stumbles upon a rock or a flower that just somehow made him think of you or if it's something he thinks that you'll like
he's picking it up, keeps it safe for the timebeing if your not there with him at the time and gives it to you together with a letter or a little note
you wake up and spot a lone flower at your bedside table
you picked it up and notice that there's a note under
you immediately recognize the elegant curves of zhongli's handwriting
"this is for you, my treasure. a flower for the most beautiful flower that bloomed in my life."1
it's cheesy, but he does not care. he loves you and he's telling you abt it
receiving
- quality time
zhongli, for a very long time, knew that he'd outlive thousands of mortals
and for a very long time, zhongli had grew numb to the pain that he ought to feel when seeing someone important to him pass
that was until he met you and had the luck of having you as his
and once again, he felt the foreboding feeling of having to watch you slip away from him like the rest
and he knows that despite being the supreme adepti, he is powerless against the sands of time
so all that he can do, is to spend every hour, minute of his day with if you allow him
the time that you choose to spend with him is what he treasures the most
and it does not matter what you two might be doing
you two might be out for dinner at one of liyue's finest restaurants
or you two might be sitting at third round knockout's, listening to the storyteller
or you might be accompanying him to the new opera that yun jin is taking part of
or you two might just be strolling through the harbor
it doesn't matter, because zhongli treasures it all the same, like fine gold
when you sit by him and ask him to tell you stories, or if you just listen to him attentively when he goes into one of his long rants
(he knows he talks a lot, but he appreciates the patient and attentive look you always have in your face when you listen to him)
when you go out of your way to arrange a day with him, may it be some afternoon tea where you talk about nonsensical things, or if you drag him around liyue, wanting to see the sights with him
once you had told him that his voice soothes you, that he can talk to you for hours on end and you'll never get tired
zhongli felt his heart thud loudly in his chest and he wonders if you can hear it
all those moments that you spare him are the finest treasure that he ever had come across
and he places utmost value to them
for you are his love and he knows that one day time will inevitably take you from him
so he holds you closer to him when he has the chance, holds you just a little bit tighter when you wrap yours arms around his body and lay your head on his chest
and when you kiss him, he tucks away the feeling and the sensation in his heart
he knows it would be impossible to forget you
impossible to feel numb when one day you are no longer with him
but zhongli will value the present, burn the image of your smile and laugh in his memory
he'll be in pain, he knows, but it was worth it
for you are something that shines like the finest jewel in all the land
and you are his greatest treasure
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starojo · 2 years
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# childe x gn!reader
# cw: slightly? very?? suggestive, mildly nsfw ig, no smut tho, fluff, messy kisses and hickies and spoilers for childe’s real name :3
# note: thank u to @hawq-s for encouraging my horniness lmao, this is my first time posting something as suggestive as this, i for one do not know how to place hickies this is entirely from my knowledge from reading :’)
synopsis — childe asks you to give him hickies, but you don’t know how. fortunately childe is very willing to teach you.
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you were washing the dishes just after dinner when childe came up from behind you, his hands slipping around your waist. you glance back at him and frown when you see him pouting at you.
“what’s up with you?” you ask, looking back at the dishes you’re washing.
he pouts some more and huffs out “give me a hickey, babe.”
the glass you’re rinsing almost slips from your fingers, you take a breath and put the glass down and turn to him. he pulls back slightly, his hands slipping down to your hips. “what?” you’re proud of yourself from holding back a stutter.
but childe has always been able to read you like an open book, he grins. “c’mon, gimme a hickey, pretty one.”
you avoid his gaze and look past him, this time when you answer him, you fail to answer smoothly. “i... i don’t know how, childe.”
you see him blink and you swallow, then he’s grinning wider, one full of teeth and you’re sure you saw his eyes glint.
“aw, that’s too bad.”
and then he’s leaning closer, his breathe tickling your face. “then, how about i teach you?”
and then he’s kissing up your neck, trailing his lips at the shell of your ear, he licks a bit and he bites. you shiver, he's so close and he's so warm.  all solid and tall frame, trapping your body between him and the table.
his hands are on your waist, and he pulls you closer and he whispers. "first thing you want to do is place small kisses.” and he gives you a few more pecks, on your neck, your jaw and your cheeks you scrunch your nose and he chuckles.
“then...” 
all of a sudden, he’s licking up a stripe at the length of your neck, you jump and almost slip, not expecting it. your knuckles are white with how you were gripping the edge of the counter. childe steadies you, holding your hips a little tighter.
“stay still now,  Любимая моя.” he mutters.
you still with the foreign language, you remember childe telling you what it means and you feel yourself flush, not sure if it’s with how he’s holding you or with his words. maybe it’s both. 
you nod, at least you think that was a nod. it's more of a jerk of your head, he snickers then he takes the opportunity to close his lips on your neck, placing wet and open mouthed kisses. childe loves to be messy. you're not sure if it's something he got from the battlefield.  you're not really complaining. not when he's kissing you like that.
then he starts sucking, softly at first, then he bites. you flinch and he looks up at you from his place at your shoulder. he blows at the hickey, you supress a shiver. “was that easy to understand, pretty?”
you let out a shaky breath and try to say something. what do you even say?
he grins again at your dumbfounded expression, "it's time to grant my wish, Любимая моя.”
and he pulls you in for a kiss, hard. his tongue tracing your lips you gasp and he takes that as a cue to slip his tongue in your mouth, he kisses you more and you almost forget to breathe. when he thinks he's satisfied, he pulls away. a string of saliva connecting the both of you. you’re panting and looking up at him, eyes hazy.
childe looks at you and for the first time from the start of his little stunt, his breath stutters. there’s nothing more beautiful than you looking up at him like this. 
you clutch at his clothes, breathing heavy and you whisper his name. “a... ajax.”
you watch, hazy, as his pupils dilate and as he pulls you impossibly closer. 
“show me your love.” he breathes. “show me i’m yours.”
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starojo · 3 years
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; the most beautiful moment in life
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# childe x afab!reader 
# cw: fluff, slightly suggestive (?), angst if u squint, mention of childe's real name. 
# note: this is my first time posting my writing oof, pls bare with me >< reblogs are appreciated :3
synopsis — how you hold each other in the moments in between.
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# how he holds you
× when he's the big spoon, childe holds you either on his lap when both of you are sitting on the couch or on top of his chest when you both are lyingd down the bed 
× his fingers encircle around your wrist and then he's pulling you on top of him 
× he likes your weight on him, it grounds him. makes him feel that you're there with him, real and close. 
× he buries his nose in your hair, he loves how your scent envelops and surrounds him 
× he will trail his lips from the side of your head, he places tiny nips on the shell of your ears 
× he places kisses on the line of your jaw, down to your neck and he buries his nose there, inhaling your scent 
× it depends on the mood, but he'll either place small pecks or plant some hickies on your neck 
× when he's feeling more handsy, his fingers will slip under your shirt then he's gonna draw mindless shapes on your hips 
× slowly his lands go up, he teases you a bit, and swipes his pointer finger at the side of your breasts 
× you chastise him and call his name
— "childe" you huff, pinching his sides. and he laughs, soft and slightly breathy.
× but he stops, brings his hands back down on your waist then he kisses your nose, your forehead, your cheeks 
× but when he wants things to escalate, he doesn't bring down his hands, instead he swipes his thumb over your nipples and well, it's up to you if you're gonna let him go any further
# how you hold him
× now, when he's the small spoon >< 
× it depends, if u can bare his weight he sits on ur lap 
× but if not, he still places you on his lap but this time you wrap your arms around his shoulders, pulling him into you 
× he lays his head on your chest, ears pressed on top of your heart 
× he loves listening to your heartbeat
× and he loves the slow rise and fall of your chest as you breathe 
× he's usually quiet when it's like this, preferring to revel in the silence 
× when it's like this, play with his hair 
× he loves it, an absolute sucker for it, calms him 
× scratch at his scalp or tug at the ends of his hair and he shivers 
× also, there are times when you just know when he's more vulnerable 
× when it's like that, take his hands and play with his fingers 
× place kisses on the fingertips, trace the scars and calluses on his palm 
× it reassures him that you dont find him ugly or revolting to hold or look at 
× he mostly asks for cuddles after a bath, so most of the time he's half naked 
× (and when things don’t go steamy)
× take time to trace and place kisses on the scars on his body, again it reassures him 
× after you dry his hair and before you go to bed, place kisses all over his face, he's a sucker for that 
×  trace the freckles on his cheeks and nose, then trail ur fingers down his jaw, his neck and then the freckles that dust his collarbones and shoulders 
× it's these moments when childe is most bare (quite literally) and vulnerable bc he's practically defenseless in front of you 
× in front of you he is not childe, he is not tartaglia 
× in front of you is a piece of the 14yr old boy that was left from the harshness of the abyss, a boy who grew up way too fast 
× in front of you, he's just ajax. 
× but he lets ajax be seen, bare and stripped of that battle hardened fatui harbinger he is. he makes u see the darkness and the broken him. 
× tell him he's beautiful, kiss his forehead and when his eyes flutter close kiss his eyelids and tell him you love him 
×  then take his hand, guide him to bed, when you lie down, pull him into you and hold him. 
× and then once, at those moments, it's quiet and the darkness stays away for a while. in that moment, he's bare and stripped off of his masks and fake smiles. 
× it's quiet and it's beautiful, he'll think. it's quiet and he's just ajax.
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starojo · 2 years
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