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seokwoosmole · 1 year

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WHY DOES IKON’S LIGHTSTICK HATE ME

#I have bought 4 ikon lightsticks in my lifetime and only 1 functional one #istg I’m jinxed with it #I bought ver. 2 from Amazon and it didn’t light when I tried it out #shipped it back and got a refund #bought it again cuz I thought it might just be the one bad one in the batch #still didn’t work AND broken #bought it from a legit kpop store and yay it worked and everything!!#now I bought the newest version #also from a legit kpop store I trust #AND ITS NOT WORKING #I’m out of new batteries and I’ve literally pulled out all the batteries from other objects in my house #NONE OF THEM WORK WITH IT🫠#ughhhhhhhh #I’m hoping so badly that ALL the batteries in my house are just old and have no juice #am going to buy fresh new batteries tmrw before trying to return or exchange it #but ughhhhhhhhh istg I rlly don’t want to return it cuz 1) lightsticks rarely have a return option #and 2) I’m gonna have to pay the shipping fee again🫠#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh again #ikon #lightstick #kpop #personal

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alexa-crowe · 6 months

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maybe if i title my alarms “TIME TO EAT BOOTS 👢👢👢‼️” i’ll take my meds consistently

#it is time to admit that success in my endeavors will require me to be medicated 😞#ughhhHHHHHHHHHHHH #now i gotta find one that works all over again #AND in a form i can take #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #they need to invent anti-anxiety patches already this is ridiculous #rambling

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dirbykoreeda · 2 years

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the stove doesn't work properly in this house i will kms

#im also afraid of gas leaks so i refuse to touch it again ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #second day in this house im trying my fucking best to stay sane

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infpravenclaw5w4idkwhatelse · 27 days

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all done with music. No more music. Done now.

#I’m actively listening to music #And contemplating erasing the entire history of it and making humans invent everything again #So I don’t have to write this godforsaken paper #I’m done #pleas #I want to be all done now #But I probably have like 12 pages left #Or some other equally ridiculous number #Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #anyways

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system-of-a-feather · 1 year

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Ugh I'm bitching to procrastinate cause I have to express my half hearted protest cause I like my maladaptive and avoidant coping, but the annoying part of having become a host that is VERY well aware and comfortable in the "I don't need to or want to know things or look at things I don't need to or want to know" is that now if I DO need to know something and look at something I actively have to put effort into finding it and looking.

And XIV assigned me to Look At A Thing Again now that we are in a more stable place after moving and I'm just groaning at it cause I was gifted like 3 months of deep life transitions to keep myself "stressed and busy" that trauma and processing things and exploring complex feelings and vulnerable concerns and worries and complex internal shit was off the table

And now its back on the table and Im like ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh can't you just give me a financial crisis or something that I can be stressed on so I don't have to heal and work through things ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I got comfy in my shit nest again and you are telling me I gotta go look at shit again ughhhhhhh

Let me look high functioning by avoiding anything that is complicated and would bring out my PTSD and hammering in the shit that makes me look good

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fine. I'll go back to being a person with severe mental illness so I can actually recover and not completely stagnate in my shitnest.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#alter: riku #im just whining #cause the world needs to know that Im not happy with this #i am enthusiastically okay with it and know its good for me #but its like taking bitter medicine #the world needs to know that I DONT like it even if I do do it #im venting like a child #<- not derogatory #vent #vent tw

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thatonegaybastard · 1 year

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ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh now I have to chiose the charCters again :///

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zonie-az · 2 years

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everyone knows before New Mexico and Arizona ch 5: Gov loves paperwork

story summary:

Ari falls for New Mexico.

NM doesn't know what's going on.

everyone else sees it.

Chapter 5 of 7

word count for this ch: 1,170

pairing: New Mexico and Arizona

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New Mexico knocked on the door. Ari opened up and smiled.

"Newie!" NM couldn't help but smile back. Passing the PJs to Ari who grabs them and throws them on the bed "ready?"

"If you are" Ari nodded

"Yeah, let's get it done before Gov comes with CDC. I don't need CDC trying to give me a look over" NM nodded. They definitely didn't need that. They started walking both kind of thinking about what to say. Neither really had a plan but neither of them where much of planners anyways. They went to the door. NM took Ari's hand, giving it a squeak. Ari smiled. Then NM let go and knocked on the door.

"Come in" they walked in and saw Gov typing at his computer. He looked up. "oh good! Ari you are here finally. I was starting to get worried Ill have to come and find you"

"Nope am here and you can see" he does a little spin "am all good so-"

"Arizona come take a seat, New Mexico you can pull up the other chair as well" Ari flops down on the chair that totally made a loud sound. NM jumps his reflex was to grab Ari before the chair gives out.

"Am good" Ari said looking up at NM. NM nodded, going to grab the other chair. Totally missing Gov looking back and forth at them. Ari swung his legs back and forth as NM pulled over the chair sitting down next to Ari, chairs pretty close together. Ari smiled at Gov and NM looked over it already, crossing his arms.

"Well okay, I think I need to grab some paperwork hold on" they both gave Gov a confused look as he got up going over to his filing cabinet. Opening a few drawers and looking for stuff. "Where is it? I used some with New Jersey and South Carolina a while ago... Where are they?"

Ari and NM looked at each other more confused. They were here to show Gov Ari wasn't bleeding or anything. Why is he pulling out paperwork?

"Got it!" Gov grabbed a folder and came over to the desk. "alright it looks like a lot but with both of you it-"

"Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Ari slinks down in his chair "I don't want to do paperwork"

"Well it will"

"I don't want tooooooo" Ari wined "what you just gave out paperwork to anyone you pull into your office?"

"I agree we didn't come here to do any paperwork or anything, why are you just pulling stuff out?"

"Well you don't have to do it now but I think it be good to start it so we can work on getting your two-room into one and combining all your emergency contacts and stuff together"

NM and Ari blinked

"What???" They both said not at the same time but close enough.

"You two really should combine if you're going to be sleeping together and everything. it is better I know what room and where you will be at in case of a fire or something"

"Wait wait wait"

"We'll be doing what now?"

"Oh no we are not together"

"Oh… OH! No! we not like that!"

Gov looked between them, trying to explain how it is not what he thinks.

"Alright, we just table that for another time then. But I do need it done soon. I need at least know which room you are both sleeping in most nights" Gov closed the folder. "Am putting copied in both your boxes and emailing you reminders"

"Oale please don't those are so annoying"

"I made mine sound like a cricket so I never really notice them"

"I usually just mute them then they come back in a month or so and I mute them again"

"Yeah, which is why the FBI and CIA are supposed to be making sure you can't mute or change them" Gov grabs a sticky note writing something down.

"Great now everyone going to get those notifications for a week and a half," Ari said in Spanish knowing Gov couldn't understand what he was saying.

"Yeah, then-Gov will stop keeping his eye on it. and then we will be able to do whatever to them again" NM answered back in Spanish

"True" Ari nodded glad he and NM could talk freely. He really enjoyed that.

"I don't like you two talking where I can't understand anything"

"Oale find we go but to English. You should really learn more than just English, we technically don't have an official language. You should know more than just one"

"That's IDC job, now. Since you're going to wait on the paperwork. I would like to ask if there is an anniversary date I should mark down. So I can make sure to keep your schedule clear for that date?" Gov asked pulling out his calendar

"Ummm"

"We keep you updated on that one okay Gov" NM said quickly just wanting to be able to get out of there faster

"Oh is it one of those not sure if you want to do the first date or asking out or meeting kind of deal? Ohio and them took forever to figure out what day to use. Okay just let me know when you two figure out what day is your special day" Gov looked over his calendar. "I got a meeting with Loui in 10 minutes so I should probably get ready for that. Unless there anything you two want to go over? Do you two need me to order anything for bedroom stuff and all?"

"Nope!!!" Ari and NM quickly said both starting to blush.

"You sure? Also if you haven't seen I keep the cabin in the hallway stook with-"

"Thank you! But we don't need you to worry about getting us anything!!" NM got up, and Ari quickly did as well, the chair falling over.

"Okay. Just let me know if that changes I have a budget for-"

"Alright bye Gov" Ari run out the door with NM close behind him. Gov sighed and wrote a sticky note to run to check the cabin and stock up on anything that was low.

Ari and NM shit the door and looked at each other, then looked away blushing. Neither knowing what to say or anything. They stood there for what felt like forever.

"Well he doesn't know about you being you know what," NM said not really able to look Ari in the eye yet.

"Yeah which is good'' Ari gave a nervous laugh. Rubbing the back of his head.

"Oh! Ari! binder check!" Ari wines NM looks at Ari. "I know but if am not mistaken you slept in it last night and that's a big no-no"

"But newie. I"

"Ari please for me"

"Fine I'll banish myself to my room all alone," Ari says dramatically

"Oh stop, come to my room, we still got more episodes of that show to watch" NM grabbed Ari and they ran off to NM's room.

#ben brainard #welcome to the table #welcome to the statehouse #wttt #the table #edmund writes #everyone knows before new mexico and arizona story #new mexico #arizona #new mexico/arizona

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de-i-ji · 2 years

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i have been trying for over a MONTH to get my enrolment sorted and now it’s a week out from my course starting and it still isn’t