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snarkwrites · 3 years

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02| trouble |greg sanders

Notes:

So apparently, I wasn’t done with these two? Yeah.. I thought I’d post another part to their whole /story./ as it were. So, here we are.. I am... honestly lowkey tempted to do this with my Tim Speedle x OC one shots too, because I had this whole ass backstory that I broke down and condensed greatly there that I could rewind and do, too...

So if anybody wants to see it (either of them, Tim or continuing this with Greg), lemme know I guess?

Either way.. Here we are. Part II. Yay! For those who missed part I it is ( here ) I’m off to go brainstorm more on this and create a soundtrack, hehe.

Pairing:

Greg Sanders x Sidle!OFC.

Warnings:

Uhhh... heavy lingering sexual tension. Mutual pining. A whole lotta cute awkward fluffy times.. Eventually, filth. This is non timeline compliant, btw... so if you’re strictly by the timeline posed in the series, I’m sorry? Kinda?

Tagging:

@chasingeverybreakingwave

@twistnet

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TWO. “What the hell are you watching?”

At the sound of Nick’s voice, Greg tried to avert his gaze. Tried to look anywhere but out the window and down into the pool area which happened to be right below the balcony of his apartment. He’d been completely distracted. Forgotten all about Nick still being at his place..

He stepped away from the window, turning his entire body away from it so that his back was facing it.

Nick chuckled and stepped over to the window, peering down.

“Well, I know it’s not the blonde.” Nick mused aloud, fixing a teasing gaze on his friend as he did so.

“What the hell do you mean you know it’s not the blonde?” Greg’s brow raised at Nick’s assumption. Even though it hadn’t been the blonde, he hadn’t even realized there was even a blonde down at the pool until Nick mentioned her just then, he wondered what automatically made Nick rule out the blonde.

Nick chuckled. “You have a type, Greggo.”

“I do not have a type.” Greg argued.

Nick eyed him and after a second or two, he shrugged. Then with a smirk, he went on. “I can tell you exactly which girl you were starin at so hard your eyes were about to pop right outta your skull though.”

Greg rolled his eyes in annoyance, folding his arms over his chest.

“Fine. Go for it.”

“The leggy brunette in the black Ouija board bikini with the top untied and the lime green earbuds in. She was on the red beach towel, layin on her stomach... I think she was reading a horror novel and eating a green apple. Had herself a little garter tattoo… Am I right?”

Greg’s mouth opened and closed quickly because Nick had him dead to rights and he didn’t feel like arguing. “How the hell did you know? And why the hell were you staring so hard anyway, man?”

“She’s cute. Not my type at all, but cute.” Nick was peering out the window of Greg’s apartment now, probably watching the blonde. When Greg asked him the question, he chuckled and spun around, holding his co-worker’s gaze.

“ Because I know you. I know you well enough to know that you’re gonna go for the dark haired girl, every single time.” Nick shrugged. Greg eyed him, waiting on further elaboration. Which Nick gave, a second later.

“You were checkin her out Monday morning too when I dropped you off after work. When she was jogging?”

“I was not.” Greg said it quickly. Defensively. Entirely too quickly and defensively and he knew almost immediately that Nick didn’t buy that for a single second.

“You were, Greggo. Don’t even bother denyin’ it, I pretty much caught you. Both times, buddy.”

The sound of Greg’s apartment door being knocked on had both men sharing a look. “Were you expecting somebody, Greggo?”

“No..” Greg eyed the door, walking over to it and unlatching the locks, peering out the crack in the door when he opened it.

Belle leaned in the doorway lazily, a sheepish look on her face. Cheeks tinted pale pink and hints of a little bit of a sunburn starting to show. “I,uh… Well shit, this is lovely.” she stammered after a few seconds of the two staring at one another again, her hands dragging through her hair.

“What’s up?” Greg opened the door, letting Belle into his apartment and Nick eyed the two, chuckling to himself as he walked to the door and cleared his throat. “I’m goin back to my place, man. Same time tomorrow?”

“Yeah. My car will be out of the shop Friday, I think.” Greg waved him off and the door closed, leaving him alone in his living room with Belle.

His eyes wanted to roam but he didn’t dare. He cleared his throat and tried to swallow down the lump that had formed in it over the space of the minute or two since he’d opened the door to find her standing outside.

“What’s up?” he eyed her in concern.

“I went down to the pool to swim a few laps and tan… And I may or may not have forgotten the key to my sister’s place… She told me if I managed to lose my key somehow or get locked out, you had their other spare?” Belle gazed up at him hopefully, shuffling bare feet against the living room floor.

“Oh shit.” Greg chuckled. “Yeah, they gave me a spare when they got the place and realized I lived across from them. Let me go try to find it.”

He wandered down the hall and into his bedroom, locating where he’d sat the key on top of his dresser. Pocketing that, he called out to her, “How is it so far?”

She wandered down the hall, leaning in the doorway of his room. Biting her lip as she realized that he was taking off his button up shirt. She only barely managed to tear her eyes off of broad shoulders before he turned around to face her.

“It’s peaceful? It’s a lot more peaceful than New Orleans was.” Belle answered, their eyes locking on each other all over again. Greg went to step out of his bedroom and this put the two of them body to body for a second or two and he barely managed to bite back the groan that wanted to come at the way she felt somewhat pressed against him like she was right now.

He found his eyes drifting down and settling on her lips.

She dragged her hand through her hair and his eyes drifted upward, watching the movement. Biting his lip as he did so before remembering the key she’d come to get. He put it into her hand, curling her hand closed around it and maybe he didn’t want to let go. Maybe he held on just a second or two longer. She gave a soft laugh and stepped away, following him back up the hall as he started back towards his living room, falling down onto the couch.

“Hey, if you’re not doing anything.. Nevermind. You’re a graveyard shifter like Sara and Gil.. I need to get goin’ and let you get your sleep…” Belle started, stepping towards his front door. Greg called out, “No, what were you going to ask?”

“Well, I’m not the greatest cook or anything.. But I was going to ask if you wanted to come over? Maybe grab some food with me?”

She shuffled her feet, leaning her back against his door as she gazed at him. Greg got caught up in staring at her and almost forgot that she’d asked a question, finally managing to answer a few seconds later, “Actually, I’d like that…”

“Sweet.. I was gonna throw something together and supposedly, it’ll be ready in an hour?”

“Supposedly?” Greg questioned, smiling at her as their eyes met again at last. “Yeah.. I’m covering my own ass because it’s like I said. I’m not the best cook.. And it may well end in the fire department having to come by.” Belle gave him that little troublemaker smirk as she shrugged and he chuckled, nodding.

“I’ll be over in a few minutes. I’m gonna go grab a shower.”

She smiled at him and nodded, giving him the thumbs up as she closed the door to his apartment behind her.

Greg let out several long and shaky breaths and rose from the couch, heading to take his shower.

XXX

I’m surprised I heard the door being knocked on over the sound of The Artic Monkeys blasting through my sister and Gil’s apartment, just to drive out the heavy and almost oppressive silence.

But as soon as I did, I bit my lip, staring at the door. It probably wasn’t a good idea to do this as I was attempting to cut up vegetables for the stir fry I was going to try to make for Greg and I to eat. I managed to nick my finger and, swearing under my breath, I grabbed one of the paper towels next to the stove, holding it against my finger as I called out to Greg, “Just a second.”

I managed to get the finger situation under control and I slunk over, opening the door and stepping out of the way so Greg could step in.

He eyed my paper towel wrapped finger and I bit my lip, giving a soft laugh and shrugging. “It’s like I said. I can’t actually cook that well. And apparently, kitchen knives hate me.”

“Let me see it.” he was reaching for my hand and to my surprise, before I could stop myself, I was letting him take my hand in his. He unwrapped the paper towel and eyed the very small wound carefully. I spoke up. “It’ll be fine. It doesn’t even hurt anymore.”

“Yeah, but it’s still bleeding a little. Did you at least clean it out?”

I shook my head. Apparently, the running theme here is that every single time I’m around Greg Sanders, my mouth and brain are going to cease all function. I wanted to smack myself in the back of the head for it because it wasn’t me at all.

“Yeah, you need to clean that out.” Greg spoke up again, catching my attention. I nodded. Found myself distracted by his eyes and then his mouth… The strong jawline.

,, Christ, you are ridiculous. Get it together, Belle.” I admonished myself, ,, First you’re cooking and you know not the first fucking thing about cooking beyond ramen and barbecue on a grill.. Or frozen meals. What next, huh?”

I stepped away and slunk towards the bathroom down the hall, finding the bandaids and an alcohol pad.

“Fuck.” I hissed as soon as I’d gotten the alcohol pad out of it’s wrapper and pressed it against the pad of my finger. Greg leaned in the doorway, dragging his hand over his hair. “It smells good. The food, I meant..”

“Thank you.” I glanced up at him, struggling with getting the band-aid around the end of my finger without getting it too tight or having it stick to itself. He stepped into my sister’s bathroom and took my hand in his, biting his lip as he fixed his gaze on the finger and the band-aid, wrapping it around securely before glancing back up at me.

“That should be good.”

The fact that he had to let go of my hand had me pouting a little, then fuming at myself about that internally. I finally managed to bring myself to pull my hand away and slunk up the hallway, into the kitchen. Stopping by my docked phone to change the song from Girls Just Wanna Have Fun to Need You Tonight, dancing over to the stove. Making Greg laugh at me from the doorway.

I stopped mid wiggle and stuck my tongue at him. “What’s so funny, huh? I happen to think INXS fucks.”

Greg shrugged as he stepped into the kitchen. Closer to me. I gulped, staring up at him. Not entirely sure what to say all of a sudden and definitely not sure what to do with my hands. “I mean, you’re not wrong.” he was staring right back down at me. One of us stepped closer and behind me, the shrill cry of the smoke alarm and the smell of my food burning just a little had me biting the inside of my cheek and swearing, pouting as I stepped away abruptly and made my way over to the stove to turn it off and see just how bad the damage to our food was.

“Well fuck.” I whined, turning back. Finding myself close to him all over again. Dangerously close.

Brown eyes seemed to stare straight into my soul before finally breaking away, nodding towards the wok filled with the burnt remains of what I’d been trying to cook.

,, the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach my mom said… explain this fiasco, mom…” I gave a soft laugh and shook my head at the thought as it came and I sighed. I didn’t want him to leave.

Him leaving meant that I’d be in this apartment alone again, for one thing. For another, maybe there was just… something about him. A magnetic pull.

The harder I tried to fight it, which I had at first, the harder it was to fight.

“So, uh… do you know anywhere that’s open? I’ll pay.” I offered quickly. Mentally kicking myself because it almost felt clingy.. I hated that I couldn’t control myself more than anything right now. Especially after all that I’d gone through before my arrival in Las Vegas. That alone should have taught me a huge lesson.

But here I went again.

Greg chuckled, rubbing his chin in thought.

“I do have food at my place. And I can throw something together.” he said it and immediately did the same as I had when I’d asked if there were anywhere to go. Tensing slightly, almost as if he expected me to say no. “Forget it, it’s late.. That was probably dumb to ask..” he trailed off after a second or two, but I shook my head no, giving a smile.

“Actually, I’d like that. I love my sister and Gil but this place is a little… creepy… at night. Maybe it’s because it’s so quiet and I’m not used to that yet.”

“It’s not so bad once you get used to it.” he gave me that lazy grin and raked his hand over his hair. “If you want to come over, Belle… I wouldn’t mind at all. I never actually go to sleep when I get in for an hour or two anyway.”

“Oh, I want to.” I replied, slipping on my favorite boots, grabbing the key to my sister’s place and following him out into the hallway, pausing to lock the door. I turned around and found myself kind of pressed against him in the doorway. “Ready when you are.” I smiled, my eyes getting lost in his all over again…

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warmsilk · 7 years

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hey i was tagged ilke a month ago to do this by @empainada ily i’m LATE ;00

1) do you have a good relationship with your parents?

yeah !! it’s been rocky in the past but it’s all chill now

2) who did you last say ‘i love you’ to?

@llurae >;3cc

3) do you regret anything?

obviously?? who tf doesn’t lmao

4) are you insecure?

whom the fuck isn’t insecure,,

5) what is your relationship status?

tragically single,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i’m a lonely gay

6) how do you want to die?

surrounded by pics of the pillsbury doughboy’s butt

7) what did you last eat?

a spicy ahi bowl and wasabi peas ,, what can i say i’m a spicy gorl

8) played any sports?

uhhhhh i swam competitively and played tennis?? i’ve done volleyball too,,

9) do you bite your nails?

nah

10) when was your last physical fight?

uhhhh Never i’m soft

11) do you like someone?

u know what,,, my emotions are a Fuck i have a tiny crush on like all my friends and mutuals it’s COMPLICATED ok

12) have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

honestly,, idk

13) do you hate anyone at the moment?

mmmmmm no

14) do you miss someone?

mmmmmmmmmmmmm no

15) have any pets?

YES i have a lil puppo named hana :’)))) she’s my baby i lov her sm,, i also have a fish named hunky boy who i’m shocked is still alive,, i honestly thought he’d die like. two months ago

16) how exactly are you feeling at the moment?

idk i go through a new feeling every second

17) ever made out in the bathroom?

i’ve never been kissed and YES i’m insecure about it so jot that down

18) are you scared of spiders?

ye a h?? recently i killed a big ass spider while listening to the lightning thief musical soundtrack and it was an experience

19) would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

N O have u even seen back to the future smfh

20) where was the last place you snogged someone?

how many questions about kissing someone are there i’m gonna punch all of them

21) what are your plans for this weekend?

uhhhhhh packing for my trip and ?? idk ?? dicking around on tunglr?

22) do you want to have kids? how many?

my feelings on having kids range from “://// m a y be” to “no” so,, shrug

23) do you have piercings? how many?

just one on each ear,, i want two on each tho :00

24) what is/are/were your best subjects?

english, band, and japanese are always the classes i do best in,,,, last year i did rly well in biology tho !!

25) do you miss anyone from your past?

n o p e

26) what are you craving rn?

gummy bears and curly fries hsfjdms but i’m trying to b a healthy binch so

27) have you ever broken someone’s heart?

??i don’t think so????? i’m not desirable enough to break someones heart lmao

28) have you ever been cheated on?

no thank god

29) have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

nO thank g o d

30) what’s irritating you right now?

my shoulder kinda hurts?? damn ya girl needs a massage

31) does somebody love you?

romantically??? no lmao. platonically?? i’d like to think my friends n family,,

32) what is your favourite colour?

i’ve always loved blue since i was little and i also like soft pinks,,

33) do you have trust issues?

listen sometimes yeah but at the same time i can’t keep my fuckign mouth shut,, i’m an oversharing binch !!!!

34) who/what was your last dream about?

i forget,,, something about being in an elevator with my friends hgsfndmsf

35) who was the last person you cried in front of?

my therapist lmao ,, i hate crying in front of people i can’t control my goddamn eyes tho,, ya girl is an emotional bih!!!!!!!!!!!

36) do you give out second chances too easily?

uh it’s what i do best??? i just want people to like me tbh to be honest tbh

37) is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive

38) is this year the best year of your life?

maybe?? definitely better than last year

39) how old were you when you had your first kiss?

consider this question PUNCHED

40) have you ever walked outside completely naked?

n o hgfnsdfsdnsdfnsdnmfs

41) favourite food?

rub s my hand s toge thre…… i lov pho, sashimi, takoyaki, ozoni, and wasabi peas,, i’m also very indecisive (OH AND I LOVE NAAN BREAD)

42) do you believe everything happens for a reason?

probably not tbh lmao. a stray cat just died, what’s the reason for that? it’s not that deep fam sometimes things just happen u kno,, u just gotta take life in stride and keep chuggin

43) what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

washed and moisturized my face binch!!!

44) is cheating ever ok?

no if you’ve ever cheated i hope u know how shitty what you’ve done is

45) are you mean?

i don’t… think so …. i might be?? idk

46) how many ppl have you fist fought?

no one has given me a good enough reason to fist fight them lmao

47) do you believe in true love?

sure why not. doesn’t mean it’s easy tho, no relationship is always easy. but sure

48) favourite weather?

mmmmm cool air with a slight breeze,, preferably cloudy with patches of sun

49) do you like snow?

ye S,, unfortunately i’m in hawaii so like,,

50) do you wanna get married?

UHHH IDK,,, i love the idea of having a girlfriend but having a wife kinda freaks me out,, i’m only 15 tho so like..

51) is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

YES,,, i prefer babe but honestly i’ll take what i can get

52) what makes you happy?

my friends, animals, gay shit, cartoons, skin care, the beach, space,,, idk everything on my interests page

53) would you change your name?

no i think megan suits me,,

54) would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

another question to p u n c h

55) your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

say that i’m sorry but no,, lmao (i’m a lesbeeb)

56) do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can act your complete self around?

yeah i love them

57) who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

my friend

58) who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

uhhHHhh probably @llurae ,, (let’s play the game “how many times can i tag alya in this post”)

59) do you believe in soulmates?

mmmmmmmmm rationally? no.,, i feel like a Cynical Binch but like,, there are 7 billion people on this earth there are definitely many many people out there exactly like me. so ig if soulmates are real then u have?? hundreds of soulmates?? thousands of soulmates?? 64 soulmates?? (but also i’m a hopeless romantic so yeah i do believe in soulmates hGJSFSHDN)

60) is there anyone you would die for?

everyone??? all of my friends, all my mutuals on tumblr, my family, zendaya, anthony rosenthal,,, ,

i tag @newwavegrl, @sspacewhaless, @gwyoi, @bombolio, @theadrianblack and anyone else who wants to do this,, u don’t have to do it if i tagged u this is a long ass post hgfnsd

#this took so long i'm ................. sweating #megan.txt #tags

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notallpotatoesarefrenchfries · 7 years

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Rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

I was tagged by @yoshifics, which was a nice surprise!!!

Tagging: I won't specifically tag anyone because this one is a doozy, but I implore you to try and do it if you want to do it!!!

On to the show

the last … 

1. drink: diet mountain dew ((my mom is addicted and well...the apple doesn’t fall far))

2. phone call: most phone calls are forced upon me, but the last one was my mom telling me to take another important phone call i was unwilling to pick up

3. text message: my friend Sarah

4. song you listened to: Not about Angels by Birdy

5. time you cried: uhhh. I know it was recent but I don’t know specifically what day. I really cry for no reason sometimes idk.

6. dated someone twice: I’ve never dated, and I don’t think I'm willing to start either at this point in my life

7. kissed someone and regretted it: Never been kissed

8. been cheated on: never dated

9. lost someone special: My grandpa and friendships that never worked out.

10. been depressed: I’m not diagnosed because I don’t talk about my issues to a very extreme degree, but I’m pretty sure I’ve been depressed.

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: never had a drink of alcohol

favorite colors

12. Blue

13. Purple

14. Black

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: Yasssss! Every new friend I’ve made has been a blessing! I’m looking at you, mutuals!!!

16. fallen out of love: Never been in love

17. laughed until you cried: yes, it is a beautiful thing to experience.

18. found out someone was talking about you: nah

19. met someone who changed you: Again, looking at you mutuals

20. found out who your friends are: I found out that a friendship I'm in is toxic, but I’ve not yet worked up the courage to break it off yet. Other than that, nah.

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: never been kissed

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: uhhhh. I don’t really get on my Facebook so I don’t know how accurate this statement is, but I’ll say yes!

23. do you have any pets: My family has a miniature dachshund. And my sister has two king charles spaniels so I count them too since she is over all the time. When I am old enough and living alone (( I don’t think I’ll have met someone/ect by this point but we’ll see where God takes me)) I want a king charles spaniel((they were breed for cuddling)) and maybe a black cat but I’ll have to think about that one since I’m allergic.

24. do you want to change your name: I like other names but I’d never change my own.

25. what did you do for your last birthday: My last birthday was Fathers Day so it was really just whatever he wanted to do. I’ve not really done anything for my own in awhile. Bright side is that I told my Dad I’m his biggest dad joke.

26. what time did you wake up: 10 because I’m being lazy as much as possible before that turns into 5 for swimming.

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: well I was talking with my friend, pattonpending. If the deer thing had happened to thomas I was off making puns on his twitter posts.

28. name something you can’t wait for: Is it sad that I can’t think of something. Maybe going back to school so I can see my non-pocket buddies.

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: Today

31. what are you listening to right now: Somebody That I Used to Know cover by Christina Grimmie

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes. My ((evil)) high school swim coach was named Tom and some guy at my campus is named Tom and although I’ve talked to him, its really just saying hi to him. At my campus, everyone greets everyone. Its a very social atmosphere which is good for when Ive got a full introvert battery and want to talk.

33. something that is getting on your nerves: Myself 24/7. I really need to treat myself with more kindness.

34. most visited website: I don’t think there is ONE website I visit the most. It really depends on the day.

35. hair colour: Dark Brown ((It has red in it but you can’t see it))

36. long or short hair: Long. I’ve not had a haircut in awhile.

37. do you have a crush on someone: does a friendship one count? Like I really value our friendship/ want to be your friend. I don’t have any romantic ones and don’t think I ever have

38. what do you like about yourself: well I can draw, and people say my mannerisms are cute, Im tall(6 ft), I have a gold ring around the middle of my eye, and I give good hugs :)

39. piercings: none at all

40. blood type: no idea

41. nickname: Tator tot, Tay, Tay-Tay

42. relationship status: single wondering if I really want to mingle or if I just want cuddles.

43. zodiac: Gemini

44. pronouns: She/Her

45. favourite tv show: So many ugh. I’ll give a few: Merlin, Doctor Who, Hetalia, Star Trek ((DS9 is my fav)), Teen Wolf, Supernatural, and Parks and Rec

46. tattoos: Im too indecisive to choose, but no.

47. right or left handed: Right-handed.

48. surgery: nope

49. piercing: none

50. sport: I’m a swimmer and I swim the mile((1650 yards)). It takes around 20 minutes to finish it.

51. vacation: I went to Germany and Poland in May. It wasn’t to visit happy locations, but I really wanted to visit Germany in any way. I took German years ago, and love the culture. I am sad to say I’ve lost a lot of it which is why I follow some German blogs on here.

52. pair of trainers: ((Tennis shoes?)) Yes. The sport of swimming doesn’t let you get away with one type of training. We do land training ((we call it dryland)). So, I have a pair for that

more general

53. eating: Nothing yet today. Pasta is my fav food.

54. drinking: usually diet dew. During the school year coffee is a sunday thing and I drink lemonade instead of soda.

55. i’m about to: Eat.

56. waiting for: nothing atm

57. want: Uhmm. I want to be hugged by someone taller and stronger. I was so touch starved going into college I actually prayed to Jesus to give me someone who will give lots of hugs ((thats a little sad looking back)). I just wanted the kind of hugs that dean would give cas or the one hug merlin got when he was found coming out of a bog. I found someone who gives hugs, but not the hug where you feel protected and engulfed in. Im usually the one giving that.

58. get married: My idea of any sort of romance is like the New Girl situation where you have someone who totally understands you and all your quirks but still loves you. Not really looking for anything sexual, just cuddly.

59. career: looking to be an art teacher.

60. hugs or kisses: Hugs!! Idk anything about giving/ receiving kisses sooo...

61. lips or eyes: uh....

62. shorter or taller: I don't mind either (( are we talking about friends or...?))

63. older or younger. I dont mind either

64. nice arms or nice stomach: People usually use me as the shoulder stomach thing so idk. I really do want to be in the other role at some point.

65. hook up or relationship: Relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant. Last time someone asked me out I panicked so hard I cried.

67. kissed a stranger: Nope.

68. drank hard liquor: never

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes. When you lose a contact lense, they go off into the void to be lost forever.

70. turned someone down: yes ((see 66))

71. sex on the first date: Never had sex and never dated

72. broken someone’s heart: Not that I know of

73. had your heart broken: nah

74. been arrested: Listen buddy if I am like that spongebob moment where he’s crying and saying I'm a good noodle. So getting arrested is hardcore not something I plan on doing.

75. cried when someone died: yes

76. fallen for a friend: nope

do you believe in …

77. yourself: no but I am trying to work on that

78. miracles: yes

79. love at first sight: yes

80. santa claus: nope

81. kiss on the first date: idk

82. angels: yes

other

83. current best friend’s name: I can’t choose.

84. eye colour: Blue/green ((it varies)) with a gold ring around the middle

85. favourite movie: I can’t choose. I have such a soft spot for Rise of the Gaurdians though.

Thanks for tagging me @yoshifics! This was long and hopefully I overshared something about myself to the internet! Be kind to yourselves!!!

#me #tagged

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neonpigeons · 7 years

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A-Z!

I was tagged by @a-million-chromatic-dreams thanks friend!!! :D

Rules: Copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, then tag up to 10 people plus the person who tagged you.

a- age: 21

b - biggest fear: never finding love, abandonment, rejection, never being happy. it’s a tie for all of these

c - current time: 12:48 am

d - drink you last had: diet lemon lime soda and rum ;D i am.. not sober right now lmao

e - every day starts with: i wake up feeling like absolute shit and contemplate never getting up, but i usually have to pee so i don’t have a choice. then i take my first round of meds and slowly wake up.

f - favorite song: how can somebody decide on that!!!! i have so many favorites, i have so much music.. but i guess Life Itself by Glass Animals has been my jam lately. also the new single Dig Down by Muse. and Feel it Still by portugal. the man.

g - ghosts, are they real: probably. in one form or another.

h - hometown: a small town in Oregon called McMinnville

i - in love with: uhhh... nothing real, exactly. idk. what even is love, i don’t understand the concept. lots of fictional love right now

j - jealous of: people with careers and motivation and drive. people who know what they enjoy in life. people who actually enjoy doing things in life

k - killed someone: i wish

l - last time you cried: i just watched guardians of the galaxy 2 again today with my friend so yeah, i cried a little during that

m - middle name: victoria

n - number of siblings: an older brother i never see anymore and an older half sister who lives on the other side of the country. they’re living nice lives. they’re the good people of the family lol

o - one wish: i want to be happy :( and be closer to the friends that i love.

p - person you last called/texted: one of my friends. named landon. he’s a cool dude.

q - questions you’re always asked: “what are you studying?” “what do you plan to do with your life?” “why don’t you wake up at a reasonable time?” “what’s wrong? are you okay?”

r - reasons to smile: i survived another semester, I’m still alive somehow, my wonderful perfect friends, my wonderful perfect mutuals here on tungle, watching tv and movies helps me forget about the world, there’s an entire universe out there that i wish i knew more about, space in general?? like holy shit, stars are so amazing... yeah.

s - song last sang: Dead Inside by Muse

t - time you woke up: 2:30 pm

u - underwear color: gray

v - vacation destination: god idk. even when i went to disneyland last year, i just felt numb the whole time.

w - worst habit: chewing/tearing up my fingernails til they bleed, never sleeping enough. i don’t think i have any GOOD habits tbh.

x - x-rays you’ve had: my left ankle last year, the time i broke my left arm when i was a wee child, i think i’ve had a chest x-ray before cuz i have breathing problems. also do dental x-rays count?

y - your favorite food: i definitely like chicken, most forms of it. i don’t eat a wide variety of food. not really my thing.

z - zodiac sign: leo

i’ll tag: @skyblep @syntheticsloth @akay4 god i can’t remember anybody else i’m getting less and less sober, and it’s late and everybody is asleep but!!!!! if you see this and want to do it, please do!!

#tag meme #this got depressing im sorry!!#im a depressing person lmao im no fun #but i love you all <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 #anyways #long post

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chthoniclove · 7 years

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seventy questions

tagged by @pinkhoodiemark ♡♡♡

lol Em you probably don’t remember even tagging me in this either

1. do you have a good relationship with your parents? uh, i guess? i mean i don’t really have those sort of relationships with them where i tell them everything or i hug them on the daily… but we’re functional and we love each other so that’s enough right?

2. who did you last say “i love you” to? oh wow that… i can’t even remember. i think it was when i was thanking my followers for sending in those nice messages when i was feeling like shit.

3. do you regret anything? a lot… honestly i’m pretty sure my early teenage years were built on regrets but you didn’t hear that from me.

4. are you insecure? yeah, but i think everyone is insecure about something. i’m mostly insecure about my appearance in outfits and stuff.

5. what’s your relationship status? married to jinyoung, mark is my bf and @ehgase is my gf.

6. how do you want to die? quietly and without pain ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

7. what did you last eat? chao fan ♡ fried rice basically lol.

8. played any sports? i was a figure skater from about 8 till i was 16, did gymnastics for a couple years, ballet until interfoundation, and currently i play touch rugby(:

9. do you bite your nails? no lol. my mom eradicated that habit when i was little.

10. when was your last physical fight? i haven’t had a physical fight ever in my life probably… never had the need to.

11. do you like someone? nope lmao…

12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours? no never… i’m a wuss.

13. do you hate anyone at the moment? nope~

14. do you miss someone? my uncle…

15. have any pets? two doggos! duke and harley ♡ they’re my babies.

16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment? tired… a little emotionally drained. but laughing a little at what my brother is currently doing on my bedroom floor with his nerf guns.

17. ever made out in the bathroom? uhhh… no? maybe? wait yes… in my boyfriend’s bathroom before going to prom. bye.

18. are you scared of spiders? terrified. anything creepy and crawly makes me jump honestly.

19. would you go back in time if you were given the chance? no probably not… i’m okay with where i am now i think.

20. where was the last place you snogged someone? idk ages ago. i don’t even remember… probably regretted it.

21. what are your plans for this weekend? i have a tournament this weekend for my rugby club and i’ll probably try and watch nunbal.

22. do you want to have kids? how many? 2. that’s my limit lol. if anything i would prefer to adopt.

23. do you have piercings? how many? just two… on my earlobes. i want more on my ears):

24. what is/are/were your best subject(s)? maths!

25. do you miss anyone from your past? my ex-best friend. we fell out some time last year and i don’t really know about what but she didn’t make much sense and i’m still really confused and hurt but i didn’t want to force our relationship any more than it already had been after she changed schools.

26. what are you craving right now? sleep… jinyoung’s hugs… my best friend in the uk ;-;

27. have you ever broken someone’s heart? not that i know of?

28. have you ever been cheated on? hopefully not…

29. have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? yes. but to be fair it was because i was crying so idk if that counts.

30. what’s irritating you right now? taobao won’t let me pay for my dream knight dolls ><

31. does somebody love you? my mutuals/followers maybe… my family… my sister… idk. if you’re talking abt love love then no probably not?

32. what is your favourite color? blue~

33. do you have trust issues? not really.

34. who/what was your last dream about? mark i think?

35. who was the last person you cried in front of? my older sister.

36. do you give out second chances too easily? maybe? i can’t really think of any situations where i had to give one out recently.

37. is it easier to forgive or forget? forgive then forget. i don’t like holding grudges. they’re exhausting and just make you look really ugly.

38. is this year the best year of your life? absolutely fucking not. it’s not even half way through the year and i’ve already lost 2 family members. this year can go fuck itself in all its 7 holes.

39. how old were you when you had your first kiss? 14 maybe.

40. have you ever walked outside completely naked? ???????? no.

51. favourite food? idk char siew rice maybe. sashimi? idk i like a lot of food.

52. do you believe everything happens for a reason? i feel like if i didn’t then my life would be a lot emptier. there has to be something at the end of this horrible fucked up road right?

53. what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? uh i think i watched the twaebam gotjacksonshow. or i made bam’s birthday edits… i can’t really remember.

54. is cheating ever okay? no. first of all why. second of all just don’t. if you think you’re going to cheat, end it with your s/o first. they’ll be fucking furious but trust me it’s going to hurt less.

55. are you mean? probably. like i’m not purposefully mean, but i can be a bit blunt and brash so i guess it comes off as mean but i try to watch what i say.

56. how many people have you fist fought? 0.

57. do you believe in true love? i don’t really know. i want the concept to be real but it just seems like too far of a stretch. maybe i just haven’t experienced it yet.

58. favourite weather? cool breeze with a couple clouds. not too sunny not too cloudy.

59. do you like the snow? i love snow!!!

60. do you wanna get married? idk it’s not really a requirement for me.

61. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? i think so(:

62. what makes you happy? got7, my friends, my dogs, making people smile, helping people out, hugs… idk all this stuff always makes me feel a lot better.

63. would you change your name? maybe. i used to hate my name but now it isn’t really something that i think about anymore. its sarah and i can’t change it so…

64. would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? yes probably?

65. your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? talk to them about it? i probably wouldn’t like them back but idk who knows. i don’t really have a best friend of the opposite sex rn.

66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? uh… yeah. my ex-boyfriend. we’re pretty close now bcs we pretty much know everything about the other person.

67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my dad. he texted me about dinner lol.

68. who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my sister… we were talking about family.

69. do you believe in soulmates? it’s a great concept i guess but i don’t like the idea of only being able to end up with one person.

70. is there anyone you would die for? family… my dogs… a specific few of friends.

tagging; @2jaekisses // @jypnior // @jungnoir // @ehgase // @ninetytwoline // @maydayjyp // @taechubs // @sooranghaes

#i tag the same people every time #i'm sorry if you're tired of me lol #tagged #don't do this if you don't want to #about me

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