#walk around target

[macroglossus]

actually really genuinely makes me so incredibly sick and sad to think of s1 will, who was terrified and losing his mind and no one helped him, especially not the people that he trusted. that line he has that goes "sometimes, at night, i leave the lights on in my little house, and walk across the flat fields... when I look back from a distance, the house is like a boat on the sea. it's really the only time i feel safe." and i think about how scared he was and how he had to leave that person behind, because he would've died, and in that sense he really died anyway

#hannibal #and it's hard because i do like hannibal as a character! and i know that's really what the show is about i.e showing that he doesn't have #the same morals as regular people and he sees will as incredibly vulnerable and with incredible potential. so he targets that potential #and will did grow into that dark potential! but in doing so he had to basically leave a significant part of himself behind #but he was SO SCARED. and completely alone except for his dogs. because every single person around him just wanted something from him #and he was losing his mind! i know in a diluted sense how incredibly hard it is to understand that youre acting crazy and understand that #everyone around you is losing their patience. and so he turned to hannibal. and hannibal betrayed him in really the worst way possible #because he wanted to see what would happen. agh. #and he walked to the edge of the trees anyway and turned back to his little house like a boat and felt safe. FUCK #what im saying is that it really isnt fair but there was no world in which it wouldve been fair really. even a world without hannibal #because the world isnt fair to will graham

[howdoyousleep3]

my car is in the shop rn and they gave me a rental...

an audi. a fucking audi. idk about you but that's a fancy as fuck car to me lol.

but i fucking get it now. if a Daddy picked me up in a car like this i'd hand him my panties before the doors even locked. i feel like i need my own Baby. this is a Mommy Car, a MILF car. it is too hot. 🥵

#personal #the beans and i treated ourselves and went to get coffee (lil munchkin donuts for them) and we walked around Target #i have an old car that is super baseline #this mf audi's whole roof is a window #heated seats! #above view camera #the whole little computer in it! #i'm blown lol #definitely daydreaming about it bc i get it now

[incorrect-jojolands-quotes]

Jodio get your shoes on we’re going to target

jodio says:

fck yeah mom said i can get a new fnaf backpack today

#the jojolands #jjba #jojo part 9 #jojos bizarre adventure #jjba part 9 #jojolands #jjba jojolands #jodio joestar #ask jodio joestar #ask me anything #anon ask #can you tell he's excited about the fnaf movie? #target is fun to walk around

[naamahdarling]

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#like my fear of this weird medical issue is NOT that it is Kills You disease #it is that it might resemble Kills You Disease just enough to make doctors twitchy and order lots of tests #and then get confused or mad when i tell them that i will need actual support from THEM for that and resent being sent to strangers bc PTSD #so I don't think tomorrow will go poorly but I am going to have to be in self advocate hand holding mode while navigating said PTSD #and that is fucking exhausting #i also have to tightrope walk to make sure they don't try to target one of my meds #deeply sick of how i can't let my guard down around these people anymore #rambling again

[lady-of-the-spirit]

Shhhhh he's sleepy

#i was walking around target with him and holding him like a baby.... #i'm saying stuff

[cinematicnomad]

i think it's pretty insane that i spent the first weekend of december in NYC and didn't even need my winter coat. you know, just in terms of climate change is a dystopian nightmare that is burning the world around us.

#kat liveblogs her life #literally the only thing i brought with me was a cheap fall jacket from target + a scarf + a beanie #didn't even bring boots. just walked around in my sneakers #didn't even wear the beanie most of the time #wore jeans and sweaters and never bothered to even close my fall jacket #like?? #i cannot imagine that could have been possible even a decade ago

[stabbingandorbeingstabbed]

as soon as i got to work today my boss told me they don't want us wearing headphones anymore for "safety reasons" and i gotta tell u guys i've only been here for a little over an hour and i'd 100% rather guaranteed get workplace injured once a week minimum than have to continue to do this job in silence with the barest hint of top 40 hits playing in the bg like this is mental anguish

#i literally couldn't be normal abt it when she told me either #she was like i knowwwww it's a guy in another department cracking down we don't actually care #and i was like well does he know that this is gonna make this job completely unbearable bc i like can't do this LMAO #like u want me to walk around the target with only my thoughts and the occasional customer for company ? #why don't u just tell me to kill myself jesus christ

[segretecose]

more men should be pissing themselves on the toilet floor in front of a beautiful woman i've literally been saying this

#babylon berlin guardazione #wish they'd shown him walking around with his pissy pants afterwards though :/ #btw im not making fun of ptsd im solely targeting this man

[howdoyousleep3]

this is your reminder to listen to your body and your mind and give it what it wants ✨❣️

#personal #self care #it’s been a while #but I’ve been so sad lately and I have been trying hard to listen to my mind and body more #(and my therapist bc she’s trying to help me understand that rest of productive lol) #I walked around Target by myself and bought some things and ice cream #and now I’m sitting in bed naked eating said ice cream and I feel a little happier lol #you do you baby #give yourself what you want

[lottiecrabie]

pftttt going on the date for the story is so true. i went on a date with a guy that wore cowboy boots. he took me to target (we did a walk of the perimeter, im talking 10 mins tops), i begged him to go get frozen yogurt (i told him i’d pay for it but he ended up paying for his own), and then he took me to a bike store. but like not a motorcycle store. a bicycle store.

this is just any hipster man. i bet he had a 70s pornstache and if he Didn’t best believe he’s getting one soon

#though the walking around target does throw me off….. it should be some little underground brewery or some shit #ask

[feluka]

while sewing, i accidentally pricked my finger with the needle and for some reason my instinct was to let out a loud wario-style ‘WAHAHA’ laugh and i’m trying to understand why i did that

#🌻 #today was. a day! #someone threw a bag of water at me FROM SEVEN FLOORS UP while i was walking home! #i dont think i was the intended target because there were a bunch of kids looking ready to square up and looking up at the window already #but well that's what happened! i didn't stick around to hear an excuse!! because that scared the crap out of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[nexus-nebulae]

rewatching god of war 2018 and it's actually so wild how they make it feel like there's an actual person holding the camera. like there's movements in the camera that indicate taking steps or shifting your weight slightly

#like when atreus pauses at the front door of the house in the very very beginning you can see the camera moving #in a way that very much emphasizes atreus's hesitation before walking in #the camera shifting slightly as if the person holding it is also hesitating to move forward #and when atreus first shows up and like tries to walk around his dad to try to look him in the face but kratos moves away #the camera is wobbling like a moving cameraman trying to train on a moving target #that must have taken so many hours to perfect all the little camera movements

[junejasprose-addict]

I feel like I never see people talk about how scary chasers are. The pure dread I feel when I see hordes of people lust over their atomized perception of what trans women are. The jokes that reduce us to mere tropes, an exotic off-shoot of real girls. It horrifies me how little agency I have in how strangers talk about me and people like me. There are some chasers that really want to be perceived as allies to trans women, and I've tried reasoning with those people. It's like I'm a ghost. I am not actively in that moment an object of their desire, so I do not exist in their world.

#this isnt *just* about people that fetishize girls with dicks. theres also fetishization around how vulnerable we are #when we're reduced to easy targets and low stakes and no self esteem and very few friends and shit #any non transfems reading this. i have two requests #1. be nice to us and treat us like people #2. be mean to people who treat us like walking sex toys. be fucking brutal to them. drag them through the mud #yknow what im gonna stop being vague. this does apply to chasers in general but there is one specific guy that i fucking despise #his username is fucking ''futalovingcockmaster'' and i want him assassinated #he is fucking atrocious he's transphobic he's misogynistic he's racist he's a harasser and i want him to be publicly executed #rambles

[dead-pidove-do-not-eat]

Genuinely if stores want to pretend they give a shit about racism they need to get rid of all of their protocols to dissuade shoplifting I’m not even fucking kidding

#this is the second fucking time I’ve been racially profiled in a drug store #I didn’t even do anything #I don’t shoplift #I didn’t even bring a fucking BAG to shoplift with #I don’t care what they try and say #they disproportionately target dark skinned people with these anti shoplifting practices #and it’s fucking weird and invasive to have a security guard tailing you while WALKING AROUND #and hear them on the intercom’s asking for ‘eagle in the sky’ to look at you #when the employees can’t fucking stalk you or annoy you anymore #all for the crime of walking into an establishment #and either being with or having darker skin than paper

[stabbingandorbeingstabbed]

walking around the target in the midwest getting very sad about how unglamorous my life is i really do need to get out of here ladies

#i say to myself for the billionth time #like even if i was barely scraping by in nyc and had zero walking around money i think i'd be happier like #working two Cool Jobs than working one staggeringly unsexy one #i should be a part timer at trash and vaudeville and a bartender at the dyke bar in brooklyn #not pushing around a cart at the target in redacted indiana for the love of GOD

[broke-on-books]

😍😍😍

#accidentally slept through my only class today #which whoops sorry. (my 9am english) #which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay #anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb #but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked #around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal #and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back #got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow #then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive #been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea #(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize) #and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc #they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even #had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!! #didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks #and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i #grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like #card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill #backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333 #anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops #blah #oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being #silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too