#wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

i just know that if mike died, will would lose the last of his childhood innocence and would go absolutely feral on vecna. i need to see castle byers-level desperation and hate. i need to see will byers lose it

#if he wasn’t meant to break why does he shatter so beautifully etc etc #wayli goes insane #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #angst

[waylibee-analysis-firm]

HI HELLO friends bee here. live from the google docs and also discord. and going a bit. A Bit Insane. anyway. here are my incoherent rambley thoughts regarding will and derek and how they broke up

anyway. this post is what got me thinking about the lead up to will and derek's break up....and also. the wish you were sober references WHICH MAKE ME ABSOLUTELY <JAHDJSHFKJHHH anyway.

we know that no one will be consuming any alcohol in this fic - however, this does not mean they didn't consume it outside acswy's present timeline.

will woke up to water and ibuprofen on his bedside table.

what do these often go hand in hand with? HANGOVERS, PEOPLE. HANGOVERS.

*wish you were sober plays ominously in the background*

anyway. me and wayli were discussing this and we think that the lead up to will ending up with a hangover could've been that derek (who is a year older than him, and will would've been a junior in high school at this point in 2021) invited will to the senior prom afterparty , (GORGEOUS REFERENCE. BTW.) where he inevitably got drunk and mike picked him up.

at which point, will and mike kissed in mike's car. for the second time (mike references in uh. one of the chapters i don't remember which one that he and will had kissed MORE THAN ONCE before their kiss in the isolation cabin. we know they kissed when they were 13...so....what was the other time...)

anyway. Anyway. don't know the details just yet because we haven't gathered enough evidence to make a clear conclusion but this is a basic speculatory timeline of events:

will goes to a senior prom after party with derek, probably at some point in may 2021 -> he gets drunk and tells mike to come pick him up -> wish you were sober references come in, THEY KISS -> camp starts in late may or june -> derek finds out about the kiss and breaks up with will in june/july 2021

#/theory #🍓 #/timeline ref #kinda. yeah #also i am aware this is incredibly rambley i typed it out in a complete daze lol OOPS #cw alcohol

[wayward-sherlock]

thinking abt how someone’s gonna die next season but all of the characters have such complex relationships with each other that no matter what it’s going to hurt real fucking bad.

#steve dies : dustin and robin and nancy fucking lose it #max dies : lucas is a shell of himself. el has no strong female friends in her life anymore. steve loses a sister. erica loses her brother. #dustin dies : og party is gone. steve loses his little brother. robin gets left with whatever steve still has after grieving #will dies : not even going there. he’s not dying. #el dies : she’s not dying. she’s not #mike dies : where do i even start. where do i even start. nancy thinks she’s not good enough to keep anyone important to her alive. - #- jonathan loses pieces of nancy and will. will loses…he loses a huge fucking part of himself. el loses her first love and a friend. lucas.. #nancy. jonathan. lucas. robin. erica. even argyle. #any of them die and everyone else is gonna go insane with grief. #plus the grief of losing something that defined their early years? that shit’s hard #feeling like they lost their entire childhood to this realm of monsters but missing it when it’s gone because they don’t know how to live - #- normal lives anymore. how do they move on? how do they continue in a world that’s indifferent and ignorant to their sacrifice? #sigh. #stranger things #st5 #wayli goes insane #wayli’s feeling sad today. sorry guys. #🫧🪴 #🚲

[wayward-sherlock]

my byler hyperfixation is slowly fizzling out and im crying about it bc i want it back so please send me any byler fics/art/pics/posts that make you happy so i can get back in the byler mindset please

#moots assemble #byler #i say this as if i don’t have two finished fics waiting to be published and many more in my head waiting to be written #i just don’t have time to rewatch the show and relearn canon them to write and obsess about and it’s. painful #also just don’t have time period but im going to try to carve out more time for myself in the coming weeks #it’s just been a really stressful couple of weeks. yeah #i just need a hug i think #also #i need motivation to write bad idea! from Will’s pov bc i haven’t started that yet and i just remembered today that i havent #sigh #please #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #mike wheeler i know what you are #wayli’s ramblings #wayli tries to think #wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

making a list or setting a goal and not accomplishing everything is like promising my best friend’s mom that i’ll keep her son safe and then watching him die in my arms and then returning to her and breaking her heart

#this was supposed to be. depression #and it turned into byler #somehow #sigh #wayli goes insane #byler

[wayward-sherlock]

guys i smelled something that gave me a flashback to the beginning of my byler era 😭😭idk what it is or i would capture it forever

#just like that one twenty one pilots song fr #byler #wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

@MY MUTUALS IS ANYBODY THERE I NEED HELP

#NEVERMIND TALIA ANSWERED #mutuals assemble #wayli writes #wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

byler kiss debate has infiltrated drunk mike fic. this is an sos

#drunken passionate kisses slash make out session is NOT WHERE I WAS GOING EITH THIS OKAY #OKAY?? #IT JUST HAPPENED. #glad i’ve made that clear #anyways #byler #💛💙 #🫧🪴 #wayli writes #wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

copying and pasting what may be my best fic idea in a while:

i want to write a fic where the party (mostly Mike and will) have a night that they know will be a defining night of their childhood/teenage existence but if they acknowledge it too early they’ll begin to force things to happen so they’re in that weird in between of knowing that THIS is the night that will change their life and their views and will give them a deeper understanding of what it means to be free and to be human and not acknowledging any of those things at all because it will ruin the night if they think about it too much

…hm. (someone tell me to write it)

#or tell me it’s really bad and i should give up writing forever and ever #anyways #copying and pasting from my gc with elli and kiri #i might??? #actually write this?? #it’s giving landslide vibes i wanna do it so bad #i just dk if i should start it bc i have like zero motivation bc of depresso :/ #wayli writes #wayli goes insane #byler #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #mike wheeler i know what you are #ao3 #byler fic

[wayward-sherlock]

can’t decide if these absurdly long sentences are run ons bc i suck at writing or if they are pure literature, liquid gold streaming from my consciousness through my fingers and onto my doc

#wayli writes #🫧🪴 #wayli goes insane #💛💙 #it’s about. byler fic

[wayward-sherlock]

having followers you never interact with but they interact with everything on your blog feels like the equivalent of someone you don’t know having a crush on you

#this didn’t happen recently but I just realized #ive been struggling with perception a lot recently like how do people perceive me?? do people ever think about me when i am not physically #with them?? do they talk about me?? like what?? #idk #wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

ceilings by lizzie mcalpine except it’s will’s vecna vision

#… #hm #byler #wayli writes #wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

you know what makes me sad? light pollution

#among other things #wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

what do my footsteps sound like when im walking down the hall. what do i smell like. what part of me does everyone notice that i am unaware of. what word do i say so often that people keep a tally. what part of my personality are people fond of.

is there a way my hair glints in the sun? is there a way my face lights up when im happy? a way my foot taps when im nervous? is there something so innately me that it makes people happy?

#the horrifying ordeal of being known #and yet… #🫧🪴 #wayli goes insane

[wayward-sherlock]

remembering this time last year when the whole reason i started watching stranger things was to see the depressed red head girl run away from her demons and find reason to live. remembering that the morning after vol 2 dropped i was at a sports event and one of my teammates stayed up late watching the entirety of vol 2 and spoiled some of it. remembering not knowing who they were talking about when they said someone died. remembering watching it in a airbnb room on my phone and crying during the van scene and a couple other scenes and my mom looking at me like “wtf”. remembering remembering remembering

#this show... #i don’t even have words right now #even just rewatching vol 1 like i am right now is making me so emotional. because you forget a lot of little things when you spend too long- #-without watching canon. and sometimes media is just a little time capsule for who you once were #and sometimes that never changes. but sometimes it does #anyway don’t mind me #🫧🪴 #wayli goes insane #stranger things #byler

[wayward-sherlock]

the parallels between the jenny free bird scene in forrest gump and the quarry scene in st season 1 im so unwell.

#the parallels they could MAKE #i just overlayed the free bird music from the fg scene onto the quarry scene and OH MY GOD #JANDKEMSODMKFMWOA #AJSNDKSKW #please. duffers. this one thing #besides making byler canon please #flashback to my free bird would be terrific as mike’s vecna song post #I am a free bird in s5 truther first and a person second. oh my god #im so unwell #🫧🪴 #wayli goes insane #💛💙 #byler #stranger things #mike wheeler