#we includes them ofc

[are-you-kobra-kidding-me]

I didn't realize how much i needed that. Screaming "i am not afraid to keep on living" along with the packed stadium and the band and having a moment about how far all of us have come and how much we've been through and we're all STILL HERE was like. We're ok. We've got this. It's going to be ok and we're here together.

#mcr #my chemical romance #yes i sobbed through famous last words dont @ me #it was so cathartic i cried on the way home too talking about it fjdkgjd #ive been through so much since i first listened to mcr #the band has been through so much #my friend who was with me #everyone around us #and all of us are still here #we've grown so much and we're still here #our past selves would be so proud #i am a different person now than i was when i was 15 #and idk this just. really made me feel like im gonna be ok #the music will always be here #and we all healed so much the band came back #we includes them ofc #because holy shit #im so proud of them #this is an incredible rebirth #anyway sorry for word vomit its 2am and ive had 2 monsters today and an mcr concert

[doctorwhoisadhd]

one thing about me is when i was 12 or 13 i DID in fact go on itunes to buy dr who music and what i legitimately did was pick out several individual tracks SPECIFICALLY because they were leitmotifs. so i have literally just always been this way

#like literally went through and basically picked out one for each companion and then a couple others #including this is gallifrey and together or not at all lmfao #the former of which is probably the most useful to have in my arsenal of Leitmotifs I Know Like The Back Of My Hand because it has a LOT of #different parts that could be pulled in individually as a reference which can make it way less obvious #(which they did when we first get the master & 10 together but ofc i caught it right away last time i watched that episode because of how #well i know the whole entire track) #there were a couple other things i bought that werent leitmotifs i just liked them #and i question past me's choice to NOT buy the bad wolf theme (????? whats wrong with you) but yeah i absolutely did do this #i was SUCH a Normal Middle Schooler lmaooooooo #ari opinion hour #this is actually so fuckin funny

[evie-doesnt-write]

My unpopular opinion is that TGCF is the weakest out of all MXTX books (maybe because she didn’t get to edit it until recently unlike the other two). I still love it and it’s an amazing piece of work but as a narrative, its structure is not as strong as the other two (though I think TGCF is stronger in other regards)

#mdzs is strongest obviously #it has the most consistent story and flows the best #one problem tgcf has (which pains me to call a problem) #is too much focus and information on side-characters #ofc everyone including me loves that we know so much of everyone and got so much of them #but looking at it through narrative lens it ends up making the story messier #mdzs also has a lot of side characters but they feel balanced according to their role #like imagine if we got as much information on nhs nmj jzx oyzz ljy and all the other obscure side characters as we did for jgy and xy #that’s tgcf #which i love because all the characters are so complex and very dear to my heart (I don’t think i disliked a single one) and their parallels #but argubly we didn’t need them all (even though I wouldn’t change it because i like having them all) #don’t get me wrong it’s still an amazing novel and i enjoyed it a lot #and it’s not fair to judge it because it’s unedited #but i think it’s worth talking about #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #mxtx

[prisonpodcast]

some ccs are just straight up nuts there’s no other explanation

#saw a comment on r/dwt2 and it made me look into the moonzy/draggie situation #this freak accused him of having ‘grooming tendencies’ when he was YOUNGER than her #he showed all their DMs and it was just reciprocated flirting ?? #he was initiated more but it seemed reciprocal to me? #she just got mad at him bc he replied to one of her tweets where she was flirting with Karl with ���ouch’ #<- replied in DMs I mean #I guess bc she thought the flirting was a joke ?? #how is this an ‘experience’ you need to speak up about im loosing my mind #‘guy flirted with me I flirted back but I wasn’t really interested pls show ur sympathies and like and subscribe🥺’ #and in her statement she was talking about an anon who came out about their experiences prior #saying they had been groomed but draggie had fully debunked that years ago #so idk why she was bringing that up ?? #and ofc you have aim.sey and max and sniff in the replies with their heart emojis #straight up nuts I’m losing brain cells here #btw she’s the one who said something about how a lot of ccs didn’t support her #including big ones from that ‘stupid mine.craft server’ (meaning dsmp obv) #just nuts straight up nuts #negativity #like I have to be missing something (and if I am pls tell me but I don’t think I am???) #because saying this cringe flirting with someone YOUNGER THAN YOUUU is ‘groomer tendencies’ is fucking nuts #it’s just what is with these people like what’s wrong with them #why does mildly uncomfortable experience = horrible predator we need to inform the public about bc they’re a danger to society #sorry I’m done I’m just actually upset lol

[lunarhobbits]

i find it really funny that allan and midge - canonically married in barbie lore, there was a wedding set and everything - are both in the barbie movie yet have nothing to do with each other and are reflective of completely different eras of barbie (early 60s and early 2000s, respectively)

#idk something about that felt very right to me #bc pretty much no kid playing with barbies is gonna stick to Barbie Lore #they're gonna mix and match different eras #different styles #different clothes #one day midge and allan are married the next allan is forgotten #the next midge is sidelined and allan is playing sidekick to ken #they have kids together and yet they don't have to always be bought together #and ofc they can be redressed and repurposed as different people! #this post was partially brought to you by memories of me playing with my friend's barbies as a kid including 2000s midge and allan #but we didn't know their names or their backstory or even that they were connected! sure midge had the magnets and the baby barbie doll #but other than that? they were just two of many options of barbies #they were all in the barbie bin and we fished out whatever we were using #and we used them however we wished. in a mix-and-match way. and only recently did i even find out my friend had allan #truly there is only one allan bc everyone forgets about him #barbie #barbie spoilers #i guess? #allan barbie #midge barbie

[arolesbianism]

Oh yeah that’s right other oni characters exist uhhhh Ashkan and Nails Jumpscare

#keese draws #oxygen not included #dylan nails winslow #ashkan seyer ali #the scientists ofc not the dupes #ashkan is my specialist lil boy even if he has literally no dialogue <3 #well ok technically he Might but there’s no evidence that he’s any of the unnamed speakers #most of the unnamed speakers in the logs are biologists and while he likely does work with biologists he seems to primarily work in robotics #although considering banhi and how closely she’s been able to work with bubbles it’s not imposs #ible that he could have worked on one of the bioengineering projects #nails is also a bit tricky to pin down because they seem to be a bioengineer but in their personal log they seem to not rly work with any #organisms directly so maybe they’re more akin to a technician idk #but yeah I adore nails their log is like one of my absolute favorites I Adore it #I was going to draw nikola and ellie too but then I remembered that they’re blond and I hate them <3 #no no I regrettably adore them I just lost motivation lol #yknow I really wish we had any proper ashkan characterization but we really don’t despite him being mentioned quite a bit by oni standards #unfortunately we only get second hand mentions of him and nothing straight from his mouth #we know jean fucked him over a bit by accident and we know some of his work but that’s abt it #speaking of jean I also adore them I should draw them sometime

[dawningfairytale]

"kitty's feelings for yuri came out of nowhere" it was set up better in the show than when i realised i had crushes on girls in real life

#like buddy it was leading to that #xo kitty #tumblr y'all are great. ofc minho x kitty shippers included bc you can ship a bi girl with a boy and not be biphobic #this is about the youtube and instagram people who are so disappointed kitty was revealed to be not straight #like. one time i felt attraction to my friend in sport and went 'guess this makes me bisexual. FUCK.' #did i do anything abuout this no #and i can't remember if this was before or after my sapphic dreams (same year tho) #but the point stands. you. just. feel attracted to a girl. and you repress and that doesn't work and you go cool guess i swing both ways #and that happens #this was well set up. there are probably problematic aspects but this was a bisexual experience. it was foreshadowed before the dream #also i really like it bc it relates to my experiences!! #not- not all of it. #but realising you might be a little bi when you dream about kissing another girl. sudden realisation you're queer. #writing off dreams bc 'they're just dreams' and talking about them in a vague way even to your queer friends #trying to repress it but realising that isn't working #going 'this is not the way straight people feel for people of the same gender' #bi panic. #kitty bi panics so much in this show (the throuple scene) AND WE DESERVE MORE OF IT #the internal confusion and expecting no one to accept this epiphany about yourself (and biphobia!! you hate to see it) #uh yeah anyway #i know this show is far from flawless but i really like it #also goes to show that white people *can* in fact sympathise with characters of colour and not every show needs to be white #(looking at you instagram commenter who was made that shows have gay and black people no i'm not kidding) #social media is a hate crime. here is just torture.

[tantamounttoflirtation]

I wonder if when Will started dating again after Hannibal was arrested he'd say stuff like "yeah my ex was sooo crazy" and everyone would be like "yeah sure. you're probably just exaggerating, they can't have been that bad" and then they'd find out his ex was Hannibal fucking Lecter

#h talks #how many ppl do you think got scared off by thinking his ex Hannibal the Cannibal would come after them if they dated Will #I need a series of that actually #Will going out on dates and everyone he sees desperately trying to let him down easy bcuz they don't want to get eaten alive #I would pay good money for that #anyone he goes steady with starts getting threatening letters written in fancy cursive and they all include recipes titled with their name #toxic ex Hannibal ftw #nbc hannibal #Hannigram #ofc we all know this wouldn't happen bcuz Will can't date. that man has no game

[villainsidestep]

smth smth fawn’s self rivalry in the siblings!au

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #bc we keep randomly thinking abt how Absolutely Devastating the museum is in sibs!au it ofc led to #us thinking abt the heartache of having to see river take up the sidestep name #to have (who you think is) some stranger waltz in and just stake a claim on arguably the single most important thing in your life #(read: the sidestep name bc it’s all you have left of ur brothers) #BUT. then we started thinking abt how they Also take up the sidestep name again #and the agonizing self-loathing and Constant Mourning that they go through every time they commit a crime #bc it’s not just their own hero memory who they are corrupting and bastardizing but Their Brothers’…….. #fawn in the sibs!au is literally the equivalent of being so broken and bloodied and still dragging yourself onward #bc what other choice do you have? #ALSO !!!! bc we love to discuss fawn treating destroying the exhibition as a self-inflicted funeral. #knowing that in the sibs!au they probs only intended to remove their own self ?? but spare cyrus and river’s?? #except then cyrus goes and blows up the fucking museum !!!!!! #I know for a fact they’re too busy helping w evacuations to actually manage to detour and save any of it too #bc they def would’ve considered it. genuinely inconsolable later when ric talks to them abt it. #bc here’s the thing. it may not have happened in actual book canon but I know in my heart he would sit them down and explain that nothing #of the sidestep exhibit could be recovered. which is fine for Just fawn but when u include the brothers ??? absolutely not #angie also is the one who chases fawn off which makes it even more fun bc they Just run from her they don’t super fight #and genuinely…. idk if they could have right then !!!! I think they’d be way too distracted and shocked to manage it #keeping up with the beckers

[mirawhat]

am i dead? no. do i kinda wish i was? sure.

idk if its because of playing ffxiv(*), or because of adhd(***) or because of poor time management or because i live alone and have to do all the chores all the time all alone, but i do not understand what should i do ti have time for everything i want to do. i have so little obligations outside of 9hr work day but i just dont have time!!! for basic things!!!!!! and i hate this

#the problem is capitalism #sure ofc it always is #but i can rarely do more than 2 things a day #like groceries and drawing #or cooking and playing #or reading fic and reading smth else #and i hate that i have to decide every fking day what to do #i also hate planning these basic things it should be all vibes!!! #yeah i decided id cook today but the vibes ain't right so we are going to go listen to a podcast for 2 hrs in a park and apparently starve #re: ffxiv its not its fault it's just too comforting and relaxing so i opt for it instead of many things including diff games #sorry for the rant but also not sorry at all #this week is just awful already and i just need to get through it #and maybe go get diagnosed and medicated but not in this country 🙄 #my stuff #delete later #and the coursge to leave my shitty office job and try something anything diff like retail or mushroom grower or dying #no-job-summer sounds so good but would it be worth it or is this some kind of spring psychosis speaking #we just dont know dot gif #it also feels incredibly irrelevant bc i have so many good things abd dont appreciate them when thousands of people literally die and suffer #and im just a little bad in the head 👍

[bi-krama-dick-ya]

i just start tearing up when i see my mom bringing home random seasonal leafy vertables.

and currently shes infodumping about how good these plants are. and that they do not require more fertilizers or water. grow in even rocky terrain, no need to expensive machinary for ploughing etc.

and im just beaming with pride 😭😭😭😭😭 shes so cool man.

#dont talk to me if you dont like saag #on this blog we stan saag #je pense #and by saag i dont just mean spinach #fenugreek #amaranthus #chenopodium etx #also includes chakwad #karenua #lahsua #and this othe rplant with a sloght citrus flavour that im forgetting the name #and ofc these are all local “weeds” so most of you wont know them #do tell me your local seasonal vegetables #ecology

[maironsbigboobs]

3,4,5 for 9 we or any different subsets in the ship :)

My god I am in too deep, this is so very long

What was their first impression of each other?

Well I think Finwë Elwë and Ingwë are all about the same age and met as small children, so they don't remember their first impressions - probably just that that looked like a fun kid to play with. They do remember the first time Olwë trailed after his big brother to play with them and they thought he was very cute.

Miriel I think was also probably part of their little friend group, and perhaps Ingwë's wife (her name is canonically Ilwen) though I think she probably spent more time with other Vanyar kids.

We all know how Elwë and Melian's first meeting went.

I don't know how Olwë met his wife. I feel like he only married her in Valinor, so perhaps they never crossed paths until then.

Finwë first saw Indis dancing in Valinor, and he loved her from that moment. Indis had been watching him from afar (Ingwë is her uncle (I think), so she would have seen him around) and has been in love with him for years.

Who initiates affection? Why does the other not initiate affection as much?

Melian and Elwë are sickeningly cute and affectionate at all times. Once they're both in Valinor it only gets worse because they have seven people to fawn over now.

Indis and Finwë are almost the opposite - because of the Miriel situation Indis feels uncomfortable being too affectionate in public, but also not being affectionate enough, so she sticks to her own code of what is proper. Miriel was very affectionate when she was alive, but became more withdrawn as she got sicker during her pregnancy + after.

Olwë and Mrs. Olwë are the most affectionate with the other 7 in public, not being bound by Vanyarin conservatism or Noldorin politics.

Ilwen is the most light hearted of the lot of them and is a lot more free with her affections. Ingwë is extremely reserved at almost all times except when they are 100% alone, probably because he thinks Manwë is always watching or something.

Do they argue often? If so, what do they argue about?

Melian and Elwë don't argue so much as Melian says something, Elwë ignores it and she is proven right. Melian is fine with this because of weird Ainur reasons that I can't explain without this being 1000 words long.

In petty matters they hardly ever disagree at all, though, so it isn't a big deal.

Ilwen is a FORCE in Vanyarin politics but she makes a point never to argue with Ingwë in public. She has a brand to keep up. Indis learnt from her aunt and employs the same tactic in Tirion, though her and Finwë argue semi-frequently in private. Usually about Fëanor or their kids. She doesn't argue with the others much, hardly ever.

Miriel had no such qualms and regularly and openly challenged all of the others on matters big and small. She loved to argue and she loved to be right. See: why Fëanor is like that

Finwë argues with Ingwë and Ilwen over political and religious matters and also incredibly petty things like what colour to paint the new statue of Manwë Ingwë is paying the Noldor for.

Olwë is just happy to be included and is a very chill dude so he doesn't argue unless it is something he feels very strongly about. His wife is more strong-minded, but doesn't play as much of a role in cross-kingdom politics so doesn't argue with the others as much as she does with Olwë''s advisors.

#wisdom of the strongbow #curanthir #9 we #mrs olwe still doesn't have a name rip #god juggling 9 people is hard LMAO #thingol and melian NOT beating the co dependant allegations i fear #me being incapable of shutting up so i had to include all of them ofc

[unproduciblesmackdown]

take my hand imagining the fic of the moving, heartwarmingly beautiful postcoital scene that is, say, amidst the vulnerability there's cyril being caught up in undastardly emotions like the building effects of hours of christmas love on display plus just some fun and reminiscing with a henchman (fucking the krampus) which then must transition into noticing other building effects to then be like hmm perhaps i have to go to the rich person's hospital because having some overly intense/persistent pain &/or difficulty here....and because the legend of the krampus is "helpful little guy" (it's not Not. santa sidekick, even) and here especially being really quite affable like would lend that physical aid & escort but also, just maybe, accompany cyril to said hospital. and that is where it can be the krampus who has been hearing a nonzero amount about a rufus who can make discoveries and facilitate this reunion imo in addition to being an audience for it firsthand to be all :o ;o; about the wonders & joys of it all like and as with so many things gay sex made it all possible this year, & now to go inform an xmas show that it's fine actually, just in time for another amazing beautiful reunion. now take my hand imagining the fic entitled "saks nineteenth avenue" like, yes don't maybe Too sexy. Laughs

#fr any concepts like [xmas xtrav characters just out & about there doing anything] is funny b/c that's what's Defining for them all #even when the ranks don't include a the krampus which is ofc also automatically sexy even before any character details #and listen. listen. in these scenarios there can be people being bemused bewildered etc etc but there is Zero [um! XD okayyy!] #there is nobody Outside the comedic context lol....there never truly is but ppl try to have it So & it's like see this is just in the way #that there can just be a christmas villain and krampus and til now 20 yrs comatose + ofc somehow cyril was unaware he wasn't dead in the #first place guy revived all Around & it's like yeah of the hell course everyone has to start rolling w/that immediately #same principle all around. theoretically mister macabee entered this bar & will exit it & in those times just is mister macabeeing himself #as should we all....not Necessarily as exactly as [larping mister macabee] but in the true spirit of it all #joe iconis christmas extravaganza #cyril von miserthorpe #the krampus #would forms be reading [rufus von miserthorpe]? yes if it's funny. yes if you want. the spirit of things

[cuntstable]

kms btw, we submitted a small benefit request bc we had to give so much money this month to our water bill and so we are like. broke until december 1st. and the social welfare institution is IN THEORY supposted to give you like. scraps so you dont die bc you cant afford food i guess but ummmmmmmm whoever in the institution failed to include the fucking water bill that was the whole reason we are begging for money into their calculations so our request was denied. i just have to lol…

#we filed a complaint ofc to get it re evaluated which is crazy bc pur whole message was about the water bill cost and we included the #nevessary documents but it took them untill friday night to respond so by the time they get to it again on monday itll take like another 5-7 #days for us to get any benefits IF. WE DO. 🫠🔫

[yes-wejopping]

Something I adore about Ghibli movies, now that Ive seen quite a few, is that they humanize every side of every conflict. Each side has people just doing what they think is best. From the ones I have seen there are no irredeemable bad guys. Even the creatures are not truly monsters. They have thoughts and emotions and things they want to protect.

Its gorgeous and it brings me to tears every time. It is an important reminder that everyone and everything feels things just as deeply as you do.

#like every single ghibli movie that includes war ends with the lesson that the only good end to a war is one where everyone lives #the peaceful end is better than revenge #sure life isnt so black and white #but its important to remember that even if you cant save everyone or stop everyone you have to try #ghibli #also I know this seems obvious #like ofc everyone feels things just as deeply as you #but like its easy to forget especially when people do some horrendous shit #sometimes you wonder if people are truly capable of feeling when they do some fucked up shit #its harder to accept they are just as feeling and human as you are #its so much easier to write them off #and that doesnt make you AS BAD as whatever they are doing sure #but what morals are you compromising in stopping them and do you truly have to? #while I am still fully eat the rich do what you must #its important to keep those things in mind before we all lose our humanity