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originalartblog · 3 months

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@bsdfanweek's skk Valentine's week day 2: Camellias and Floral Troubles

Dazai's love life is so hard. This is in reference to my recent skk post!

#weep for dazai he's trying really hard #they're still settling in their new relationship #enjoy my monstrosity of cursive and capital letters for maximum drama and lisibility #my cursive is rusty and i'm not convinced all of you can even read cursive in the first place #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd fanart #skk #soukoku #i'm playing the romantic skk up because it's valentine's day week #when ironically it is very much almost aro week. but most of my stuff falls in the ambiguous category the rest of the year jshdgfsjhfg #also without remi i could not have come up with a corny one-liner so thank you very much

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just-a-carrot · 5 days

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morning repose🌄

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wulfhalls · 2 months

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#over three weeks now since hes gone #sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that #like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door #the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall.#still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls.#i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie #we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well.#i miss him all the time everywhere #cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type.#its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol #collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now.#for the rest of my life. just this #and then we're back on the floor weeping lol #but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still.#anyway. SUICIDE #bb boy #txt.me #u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out #bb baby

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leidensygdom · 9 months

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I do sometimes worry about what people call "muscle mommy". Like. Half of these have me like--

Please put some actual meat on your buff girls instead of carving some abs over a league of legends girl kinda body and then calling them "thicc" I am begging you

#Like no shade about liking that sorta body but like #The stuff people call buff when it comes to women makes me WEEP #Also please put a lil bit of fat in these bodies #Trust me it will look better :'')#The other day I saw someone call a character in her 20s a coug/ar and I DIED

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miodiodavinci · 3 months

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#on the one hand i am dying because i am not catching on in this new internship placement #all whilst my professors are already asking me to have my ducks in a row and send them like.#a detailed plan of what i'll be doing for my big final exam #when i don't even know what the schedule is around here or what's already been done and what still needs to be done #on the other hand my brain is so so desperate for goofing around time after spending basically the whole break working #(i took like a week off to be sick in december and then another 5 days to be sick in january)#(and then i Meaningfully took three or so days off to just. relax. in between stages of this other project)#but now i really just want to like. slack off entirely for a whole week.#(i can't do this)#(i need to start writing planning documents and making progress towards my big final exam thing)#so essentially i am weeping and dying #but at the very least a cool thing should be coming around either tomorrow or wednesday so #be on the lookout for that w #a a a a a a a a i hope it goes over well #a friend and i have been working really hard on this since last june . . . . .#(with a huge break in the middle on account of the internship hell)#but wauuughghgh save me from the hell i reside in (burn out from last semester is now following me into this one waughgh)

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hellishgayliath · 4 months

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Hellii Hellooo

Ignore my previous message, my keyboard was being STUPID and submitted it-

Anyway- 1) Does Pico know or understand the concept of a 'date'? 2) If yes, do Pico & Bao go on dates? 3) & if yes again, are they rare or common occasions?

I witness ALL MOON👀👀👀

lmao hoi anyways

I'd think so yes! I'd consider Pico being the one to ask out Bao, cuz where he grew up the animals he'd see when it came to courting each other they make their point very upfront, so if he takes interest in someone he's just gonna go for it. Plus he sees his uncles Warren and Hypno all the time and can already tell how smitten they are with other, he's no stranger to that.

Also yesssss!! I haven't drawn anything yet for them cuz I wanna draw their first meeting with each other first and foremost before I do sweetsy stuff (whenever that comes to pass)

Okay Date stuff or more like outings tho. I think Bao would enjoy taking Pico out around the Hidden City, showing him all of his favourite spots, catching in the sights etc. Pico would love it, but he still is basically a farmboy, so I think he could only handle being in large crowds and the overwhelming bustling city for so long and stick by Bao's side so they don't get separated once the wonder wears off. Bao would take this into account and try to think of areas where it's less noisy and crazy. On Pico's end of setting up dates, he'd invite him out to the forest, maybe spend some time with the dogs, go on picnics or hikes/walks. It's a good break for Bao too since he's busy running the tea shop all the time and could go for some peace and relaxation once in a while.

3. Hmmmmmmm I'd say they'd happened pretty frequently :3

#rottmnt ocs #pico lore #look i havent been in a relationship since i was 13 im a bit rusty #plus aromantic so i kinda view romance differently in my book #i had such a good date idea for them tho that i dont know if i'll ever draw it #the one day i was on the train i passed by this weeping willow tree outside #i thought of bao takin pico to an area in the hidden city with a gorgeous giant fantasy lookin weeping willow tree since he's a nature guy #the inspo struck #pico would instantly love it and take to climbing the tree #prolly set up a lil picnic while theyre at it #if you wanna do something with that i'd say go for it #i assume youre asking cuz you always be plotting stuff against me and wrecking me xD #pico opossum #bao the tanuki #also another thing #i personally dont like the use of saying i love you when it comes to romance. it almost feels loaded or just weird #i find “i like you” to be more cutely endearing

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theworldiswhispering · 6 months

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I want to cry mice are so sweet and we cannot have them in the house. Have you ever stared into the docile black eyes of a mouse whose spine has just been crushed by a trap, body still warm and soft but heart not beating? You cannot be here and yet you will keep coming so we will only ever keep meeting this way until the end of time? I will never see you until your last and painful moment?

#i just got off a good but really busy shift and ive been having medication mood swings and now im having mouse feelings. in a better world #we would not meet like this #God willing the day will come when death is erased and there will be no more weeping nor crying nor trapping of mice

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hella1975 · 1 year

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ladybird was so real for the mum and daughter just violently hurling the most atrocious comments back and forth at each other like a nuclear game of hot potato and the dad just sitting there saying absolutely nothing like 😐👀

#i should rewatch ladybird but i fear my first year uni trauma (literally just last year why does it feel so long ago) when me and my mum #were just perpetually at each other's throats is gonna creep up #literally remember WEEPING to this film during that period bc it had always been a kicker for me bc hello it's LADYBIRD #anyone with a mother is gonna find something in that film that stings a little #but then i went to uni and me and my mum argued on my move-in day to the point we were driving down for the most monumental moment #of my life thus far like literally MOVING OUT OF HOME FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER THIS IS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN #JUST LIKE IM NEVER GONNA BE AT HOME AGAIN PROPERLY and we just were not talking #and my dad was just there in the car like 😐😐 so AWKWARDLY lmfaooo #and it felt so much like ladybird's mum on HER move in day it was A LOT FOR ME OKAY #and we then spent the entire year in THE WORST period our relationship's ever been like WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT #and the whole 'please talk to me mom im bad i know i am and im sorry' GODDDDDDDDD #yeah no actually im not rewatching ladybird #the way that was also the year eeaao decided to come out too. you can imagine my distress #me in my little prison cell of a first year accommodation biting my pillow and sobbing <333 girlcore #my flatmate absolutely heard me. he is stronger than any british army veteran #hella goes home

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ricoka · 3 months

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I was just looking through old references I saved in 2020/early 2021 and I'm so incredibly proud of myself, when considering where I'm at now in comparison. Still a long way to go, but I saved some tutorials on what I'd now consider very basic knowledge. I often only see everything that I can't do, that I still need to learn. But I am really proud that I made it to this point. I never really thought I would.

#there's a past me that would probably weep at being able to do what I'm able to do now #and here i am constantly dissatisfied and wanting to do more and be more and know more #which isn't a bad thing - aside from the constant dissatisfaction #but I had fully given up on art at a point because i felt like I was stagnating and i got no joy from doing it anymore #also spurred on by the constant comparison to others 🫠#I'm glad i gave it a try again because it really gives me a purpose these days when not much else does #the quest of improvement is there for me #i never could have imagined practising something would come relatively easy to me at some point #without instant gratification lol

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thebirdandhersong · 1 year

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#hgnghghggngnh #in another uncomfortable situation again where i think i might have given someone (not the firefly boy) the wrong idea #i think the problem is that i do a lot of things out of politeness and it comes off the wrong way #like NO buddy i stayed up VERY late talking to you because i couldn't figure out how to say sorry i need to go now politely #it's not because i'm interested!!!!! I'M NOT #will delete later i am just mentally lying face down on the floor again #i should've just not answered the door I SHOULD'VE JUST NOT ANSWERED #he wanted to know if i wanted to walk to church together tomorrow! and like. first of all not really.... because of This #but also my walk to church is prayer time for me and i like to use that time to be still before i start the day!! sundays are REALLY busy!!#but on the other hand i don't want him to feel bad and i don't want to be a bad friend by refusing #not that i could say no anyway without sounding callous #in a word: YYAYAAAAAARGGHGHGHHGDJKLSDK #when will boy related troubles end. WHEN WILL THEY END #weeping into my water cup!! i am friendly and also scared of being rude! it's my personality! there are flaws there but that is what it is!#i am not interested!!!!!!!

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wulfhalls · 2 months

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#over two weeks since my baby boy passed #i miss him more everyday. and its only getting worse #and i feel so responsible so fucking guilty its tearing me up inside #he was only 8 my tiny angel was only 8 #i still cant believe hes gone #i miss him everywhere he isnt anymore which is. well everywhere #i havent wanted to die this badly since like my early twenties maybe not even then #spiralling bad ngl #when i bursh my teeth and he isnt at the faucet just hanging out. when i find some of his fur somewhere. walking by his favourite boxies #his sleeping places. my desk where he helped me study #just one breakdown after the other. all day #i miss him so fucking much every second of every day. he was with me ALWAYS all the time he was just there.#im still waiting for him to just. u know come back to me where he belongs #had one day where i was so dead inside i didnt even weep wail cry weep wail again for a whole day. 👍#but its convulsing on the floor o'clock yet again. oh well #u know the spiel. ignore me ignore this i just. needed to type this out #bb baby #txt.me

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hyaciiintho · 6 months

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🌸｡*ﾟ+. A small little Romeo bio post under the cut since I still want to modify my google doc stuff, but for the sake of having his main bio out there-- ♡ This may change when I go to officially put his doc together, but for now, the general idea/vibes

Name: Romeo Collodi Nicknames/Titles: King of Puppets, Lampwick, Charming Age: ??? (Physically appears somewhere between 19-25) D.O.B: May 19th (Taurus ♉) Pronouns: He/Him Sexuality/Romanticism: Pansexual / Demiromantic Height: 7’2” Weight: 352 lbs Hair: Pale golden blond Eyes: Hazel (Blue-Brown starburst) Skin: Pale Associated Flowers: Yellow Stargazer Lilies & Purple Carnations Main tag: VERSE | MAIN 🌸 Romeo

BIO

“When the boy opened his eyes, he found himself sitting on a throne that he had not asked for. When he sought his friend of the past, he clung to his memories even though he knew there was no going back.”

For the longest time, Romeo could remember nothing of his life prior to becoming a puppet, thoughtless and powerless to steer the course of fate down a different path. Eyes remained watching, unable to fully process what they would witness, day in and day out. That is, until the day came that he woke up. By then, there had already been blood on his hands, countless innocent lives ended by a single command, given by his own self.

Designed to bear the blame for such a tragedy, there was little Romeo could do to change what had been done.

But he would do his best to fix it, as well as prevent what had yet to be done.

The crown had been a weight placed upon his head that he hadn’t wanted, but Romeo rose to the occasion all the same, taking lead and charging head first into the maws of death itself. Despite having not been himself at the time, Romeo could recall it all with excruciatingly painful detail. The guilt was sure to slowly eat away at him, but holding onto what precious little memories of his past that he had, he used it to drive his cause forward the best he could.

It was only natural that he would fall to the one who bore his dearest friend’s face– heart and soul lying dormant within a puppet vessel that would deliver his end like an angel delivering justice.

Finally… Romeo could rest; Finally, he could have true freedom.

Or at least, that’s what he had thought.

Once more, he had awoken, fixed and renewed, bearing a body that didn’t beg for the release of constant flames licking their way up and down his limbs at any given moment. No longer was his body plagued with the threat of overheating by merely existing, allowing the king to move about freely without the need of a larger, protective (cooling) shell. Whoever had fixed him had made sure to follow Geppetto’s chronicled notes with the utmost care.

Vaguely, he could recall a somewhat familiar voice whispering to him, though from where, he did not know.

Take care not to waste this second chance, brave one.

There was little doubt in his mind as to what his next goal would be: Fix what he had broken, and repay the kindness that had been given to him by paying it forward.

OTHER VERSES OF NOTE: Rose Estate Verse; Taking place in the time of his youth and past life, where a younger and more wilder Romeo lived in the Monad Charity House alongside his best friend, Carlo.

Stalker AU Verse; In which Romeo has graduated from the Rose Estate and become an esteemed Stalker of Krat, well on his way of achieving his and Carlo's dream: Becoming the greatest Stalkers Krat (and the world) has ever seen.

#🌸｡*ﾟ+. MUSE LIST #LIES OF P 🌸 Romeo #VERSE | MAIN 🌸 Romeo #Idk what to tag these anymore LOL but... yeah I'll more than likely make this LONGER #and more wordy and POETIC... when I'm not exhausted and about to go to sleep x'D #But I wanted to get his basic/general info and main verse idea out there so people can see ✨#I kept the reason for his coming back VAGUE but... it can go MULTIPLE ways that could vary from rp partner to partner!#Just so I'm not solidifying anything people might not want to follow ✨ so whatever people want to go with #whether their muse had a hand in it or someone else-- whatever we can roll with it LOL #I just... -CLENCHES FIST- I love him so much. And recently discovered he has STARBURST BROWN-BLUE HAZEL EYES????#BEAUTIFUL MANS LET ME HOLD HIM AND WEEP 😭💙#I said I would work on things but I was too tired during my shift oops I'll try again tonight~ have a good day y'all!

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fictionadventurer · 2 years

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I used to think that I loved characters over plot, and that's still true. But I can't love characters to the exclusion of plot, not without a lot of disappointment. Give me a great character, and I will love them to bits and adopt them as my special favorites. But if they aren't in a plot that makes sense, then I haven't been given a story. I have an action figure. I can think up characters that I like on my own. I want to see these characters doing things that are meaningful and make sense based on their personality and history.

I don't love a plot to the exclusion of characters. A well-constructed puzzle happening to faceless characters is going to feel empty. But I want the characters to do things that are believable, rather than stumbling randomly through senseless happenings, or being railroaded along a track of desired plot points. A plot doesn't even have to make total logical sense--I'm not going to sit there condemning a story because it doesn't line up with that one episode from five seasons ago, or because science doesn't work that way. But a plot does need to make character sense. The plot isn't something that happens to the characters. It's something that should flow from the characters, so even when they do something stupid or overlook something obvious, we still believe that they would behave this way, and then everything that happens in consequence feels meaningful. It feels earned. It feels like a satisfying and believable story. And it feels like the writers have done their job.

#adventures in writing #other random thought of the day #fair warning there are a lot of random thoughts in the offing #i've been thinking about plot since the latest kenobi episode got me thinking about how #a lot of things i like lately have amazing characters and less-than-stellar plots #and i miss being able to be satisfied by story #seeing the parallels #feeling the balance that comes from a well-constructed chain of setup and payoff #i haven't gotten a lot of that in the stuff i've watched lately #to my surprise when i was trying to think of a well-plotted recent tv show the one that rose to the top was star trek: prodigy #because it is built from character #(i still don't get what they're doing with dal)#(they railroaded him into a captain role with little story logic behind it)#(but everything about how the plot of the final episode plays out make sense and it's devastating)#(i was weeping during that scene in the finale)#it may be that it's been long enough that i've forgotten the plot holes but for now it seems like it holds up

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tvrningout-a · 8 months

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dance, sender sticks a hand out to receiver and invites them to dance. // for chiyo, from rayo! ♥

actions speak louder than words | @metrictita's rayo dances with chiyo!

they've only just finished cleaning up what was left of breakfast, the last beats of " i love my body " filling the air as chiyo dries the last mug. were lyrics sung with the utmost passion? yes, of course! were butts bumped? obviously! and the grin upon chiyo's face only grows wider as a gentle voice filters through her phone's speakers.

now in its place is something new, she sings along, meeting rayo's eyes with a finger pointed right at him. oh, she feels so cheesy. i hear it when i look at you.

the implication of what she's singing along to registers a moment too late; she tries to carry on with a small laugh, and " you need to listen to this guy, rayo! he's cured my writer's block before. " yet as chiyo puts away their mugs and hangs her towel to dry, she spies rayo's hand outstretched to her, just waiting for her to take it.

chiyo hesitates. she's not much of a dancer -- the butt bumping from earlier is about as advanced as she gets -- and she doesn't trust herself anymore. she doesn't trust her heart to not have some weird, fluttering reaction ( she doesn't understand how that can happen, how her heart can yearn for more than one person at a time. it's scary, makes her feel as if she's becoming greedy. she shouldn't take his hand. she shouldn't. ).

rayo smiles, calls her that pet name she finds really cute ( yet has never said so ). the instrumental softly swells as if to spur her on, and ah, what's the harm? chiyo places her hand in rayo's ( she shouldn't take his hand, but she can't help herself. she really can't. ).

her fellow artist pulls her closer and into a twirl that has her dizzy and laughing in no time at all. it's almost enough to stop chiyo from noticing how warm rayo's palm is on her waist as they sway side to side, or how very romantic the song really is. when he dips her and she nearly falls from being too dramatic about it, she almost forgets how much she likes being close enough to smell the different notes of his cologne and the lingering scent of cigarettes. they laugh together, and it's almost possible to believe they're just friends being goofy.

they are just friends being goofy. but chiyo knows there's more to it than that, too. she knows it, and she's trying so hard to ignore it because that's the only way she knows to get through it.

again, the music swells, bigger and fuller and brighter until it's bursting ( and how perfect a sound, how it tells the feeling of a heart bursting in a way words never can ). chiyo grins as she spins back into rayo's space. " you took my broken mel-- oh! "

as the singer's voice echoes in the kitchen, rayo lifts her up and spins, arms securely wrapped around her as he laughs at her surprise. she's thrown her arms around his shoulders immediately, butterflies erupting in her stomach, but it's over as quickly as the song is. her feet are back on the ground, she's looking up at that smile again, and chiyo's trying really hard to remind herself that they're... they can't be anything more than friends. it doesn't matter that it feels right to be standing chest to chest, nor does it matter that few others can get her to dance with such little effort. this can't become " something new. "

she likes niko. he knows that -- chiyo's pretty sure all of them know that by now, as mortifying as that is. so it isn't fair that she's doing this right now. it isn't fair that she's slowly but surely growing more and more attached to all three of them, wondering what it would be like if by some impossible stroke of luck, they all liked each other. it isn't fair to them, and it isn't fair to herself, either. she's just complicating things needlessly.

so chiyo takes a step back.

" ya coulda warned me you were gonna do that, " she says, smile upon her lips and a storm brewing in her chest. she thinks she manages to act pretty normal, all things considered... save for gracelessly knocking into the kitchen table as she turns to leave. nice. " now, c'mon! we gotta leave soon if we wanna see the sea lions, and i really wanna see those cuties. "

#metrictita #interactions | chiyoko #WEEPS I SWEAR I MEANT FOR THIS TO BE LIKE!! THREE PARAGRAPHS!! I'M NOT EVEN GOOD AT WRITING DANCES!!#i dunno this just made me all mushy and chiyo got all contemplative about liking all of them and we somehow wound up here asdf #ALSO i got really carried away obviously so if at any point you're like 'rayo wouldn't do that' pls tell me!!#i was trying to stick to physical actions that made sense with his personality and the prompt but still ;;;;;#ALSO also an aquarium/zoo day with the four dorks... chiyo revealing she actually goes there often enough to know #the best route to take and when the animals tend to be active bc she's a big animal-loving nerd :' )))#chiyo baby-talking an elephant and pointing at different animals and telling niko 'hehe that's you'#okay i'm rambling and this is already such a long post ASDFG I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT THOUGH!!#more to come tomorrow... if bg3 doesn't consume me... then more to come sunday >:)))#a chain reaction in your heart | adulthood | chiyoko

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famewolf · 1 year

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i was so brave and went to the grocery store today for a much needed trip to fill up the pantry. and i only saw three far-r*ght bumper stickers in the parking lot

#[static]#its a beautiful day outside! when i was driving back i could see out into the river valley and up into the foothills #everything is green and the leaves are returning #( i mean everything is always green anyways on account of all the moss and evergreen trees lol )#weeping at spending $100 but I got a big amount of food and shopped sales so all I have to do is get fresh produce in the coming weeks #got slow cooked bbq chicken going rn for a few more hours and then we'll have pulled chicken sandwiches this week!#there was some chuck on super sale so i'm freezing to make stew or a pot roast in the future

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demigodofhoolemere · 1 year

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25 And a certain woman, which had an issue of blood twelve years, 26 And had suffered many things of many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was nothing bettered, but rather grew worse, 27 When she had heard of Jesus, came in the press behind, and touched his garment. 28 For she said, If I may touch but his clothes, I shall be whole. 29 And straightway the fountain of her blood was dried up; and she felt in her body that she was healed of that plague. 30 And Jesus, immediately knowing in himself that virtue had gone out of him, turned him about in the press, and said, Who touched my clothes? 31 And his disciples said unto him, Thou seest the multitude thronging thee, and sayest thou, Who touched me? 32 And he looked round about to see her that had done this thing. 33 But the woman fearing and trembling, knowing what was done in her, came and fell down before him, and told him all the truth. 34 And he said unto her, Daughter, thy faith hath made thee whole; go in peace, and be whole of thy plague.

Mark 5: 25-34

#religion #Christianity #new testament #mark #scriptures #come follow me #long post #always emo about this woman #been living with chronic illness for a decade as of last year #and i too have been through the endless cycle of doctors who can’t do anything for me #so it is very easy to see myself in this #there is going to be much weeping at His feet when my body is perfected one day

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