#why did u let me go this long

[reel-fear]

MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!

grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.

#ramblez #little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao #this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it #hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD #hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you #batim #batdr #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival #and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions #it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting #But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent #dw Im not going anywhere <3 #also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently #old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD #also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns #he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs #and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get #and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they #dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves #to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent #mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did #so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!

[definitelynotnia]

im sorry i have to rant im so fucking pissed

my exams end on 19th and I have to get rid of some books and buy some books which are quite pricy online so I had planned on going to college street on 20th and selling my books and buying the new ones at a cheap price and i was frankly really excited about it because all I get is a one day break to relax bcz i have to start studying for entrances from 21st so all I have is 20th and i wanted to spend it at college street and then get some food and basically have like a solo date kind of thing.

and i was so so excited about it i told my boyfriend about it like 500 times bcz i kept forgetting i've already mentioned it and it was literally on my mind a lott so i kept bringing it up and ik it seems like not a big deal cz i can just sit at home and chill too but i literally do not get to go outside my house. like- the last time i went out was new years eve and after that the only time i've gone out is to school or to give my boards that is it. my mother has some weird like problem wiht me going out like even if i tell her that i just want to go to our terrace for 5 minutes just to get some fresh air she won't even allow that she'll be all suspicious and like sTaNd In ThE bAlCOnY aNd TaKe FrEsH aIr like she herself doesnt leave the house (and blames it on me and my brother ???? when have we ever stopped you bro, she said I HaVe To Be HeRe To KeEp An EyE like im 18 i dont need to be watched 24/7 stop blaming me for choices you put upon yourself) and i just feel so suffocated ALL THE TIME i feel so overstimulated and im so sick of rotting on my bed and i dont want to wait for some birthday party or friends meet up to be able to leave my goddamn house i just wanted to go and have a fun day and get me some books thats it.

anyway so initially the plan was that my mom would go along but something came up so she wanted to postpone it to 21st and i didn't want to bcz i'd already be missing 3 days bcz of my boyfriends birthday, holi and my brothers birthday (all of which are important and i dont want to miss which makes me the villain apparently bcz i should "adjust" and cancel my "parties" instead of trying to stick to my plan bcz that makes me too demanding and selfish apparently) so i suggested that ukw why dont u go do ur thing which came up and i'll go to college street by myself...which is when the solo date idea came which i had really wanted all along but didnt bring up bcz i knew she'd say no but now there's a valid reason for me to go alone so like, its a pretty easy fix i can just go alone but noooo. First of all,

I've been to college street multiple times before so its not like its an unknown area to me

im going by metro which is quite safe

im going when there is stark daylight and i will return home much much before it gets dark and im literally 18

she never lets me go anywhere alone, not even take ubers alone if i want to get back from somewhere my bf has to come drop me everytime and then go backwards to his house which is so so so stupid and i never get to go out alone unless accompanied by family or by a male friend, so obv when i said i'll go to college street alone she refused to let that happen and started screaming about how 'if its so important to go on 20th bcz u dont want to miss a day of studying then cancel ur 'parties' and study then' and i was like no its not about missing a day its just that there's a very easy and logical fix to this problem which is i go alone and its not inconveniencing anyone so why cant i just do that but she will not listen to that bcz im 'adamant' and 'everything has to be according to me' bcz i found a viable solution to the problem. so instead of letting me just go she was literally ready to pay much more money and buy the books online, like.....why cant i just go bro??? (and she keeps telling me im a waste of her money bcz i will amount to nothing in life and my education was a failed investment or wtv so like now why are u wasting more money??? im literally trying to save the money that u 'waste' on me so just let me ???)

anyway i called my dad last night and told him and he was super ok with the idea he said its a good idea that i go alone and that he would speak to her but then today when i asked her if dad spoke to her she said yes, we'll go on 20th and i was like .....we? so apparently she CANCELLED her previously immovable thing for which she wanted me to cancel my 'parties', she cancelled that and agreed to go with me on 20th just so that i dont get to go alone- like ???????????????? what is ur problemmmm

so obv i was super annoyed and i went on a whole ass rant about how i literally struggle to even cross roads bcz i dont know shit about basic travelling bcz all my life ive been in a car and its a running joke with all my guy friends that i 'cannot navigate' and 'dont know any places' and obv??? if im never allowed to go anywhere then how tf will i know the places- the only places i know is bcz recently i've been paying a lot of attention and asking my dad stuff about what roads to take to reach certain places and when i go out with my friends i kind of try and learn a bit but thats it i've only ever gone alone completely alone to two places which is my beauty parlour thats 5 minutes away from my house and one bazaar one time that was 2 bus stops away, thats it. thats my extent of public travelling alone. and now im supposed to go to a whole new STATE for college and i cant even call myself an auto without struggling. and like- is this not a basic life skill??? like ok yeah its not rocket science and i will probably figure it out even if i start later in life but why not now? most of my guy friends literally go everywhere alone, why not me? and my dad agreed with all of this but my mom was just like "you'll be in the hostel only, no need to go out of the campus" like ARE YOU FOR REAL????????? and she's like "if u want to learn skills learn how to cook" like ok yes i will also learn how to cook for sure but i wont have a fucking kitchen in the hostel but somehow cooking is an urgent skill i should learn but going places by myself is unimportant bcz i should just never? leave? the? hostel?

anyway after much screaming and shouting my dad gave up and just cut the call bcz he doesnt want to get into an argument with my mother and my mother was being all suspicious like why do u hAvE tO gO aLoNe AlL oF a SuDdEn even though i literally explained why i want to do this alone but she doesnt think thats valid. so she refuses to let me go and i asked her for one reason why i shouldnt cz usuallt its always "no u have exam what if smthn happens" but now i literally dont even have exam so whats ur excuse now? streets will always be unsafe forever so "what if smthn happens" is not a reason to never let me go out without a man so just gimme one reason and she couldnt give me a single reason she just said "i said no, thats it".

and now she's gone off about how im useless and blah blah and "high maintainance" bcz i want books and "everyone else (some pishi's son) just studies online" and so the whole option of college street is apparently now cancelled and she's trying to set up a whole ass kindle account (half the books i need arent even available as ebooks) just because i wanted to go by myself.

#in our house kids dont stay outside past 6:30pm'' but now all of a sudden its fine for my brother to play #till 10:30 at night #she literally stopped me permanently from going down in the evenings since i was in class 7-8 #this is why ive never had any friends outside of school bcz she wouldnt let me leave ths fucking house #and now that my brother is in class 7 #he's allowed to be out playing with his friends till 10 freaking 30 #he comes home an hour late sometimes...45 minutes and almost always at least 30 minutes late at NIGHT and she says nothing except like #one sentence #yeah im only the villain i only keep u locke #up in the house its all my fault #this is just so damn unfair #like literally insulting #im not a child what is her problem #what sort of fucking solution is 'never leave the hostel' like ok even if i do that what happens then??? after i graduate? #i'll be a 24 year old who doesnt know shit about going from one place to another without a man present] #and then this woman preaches how she 'always raises her son and daughter equally' like srsly shut the fuck up #my whole life i've been told abar late?'' #and for me bcz i would come home 5-10 minutes late nd i did it maybe once or twice she made me completely stop going down to play #5-10 minutes late from 6:30 wherein he comes an hour late from 9 fucking 30 #and this sounds so stupid bcz im an 18 year old now and i dont give a fuck abt how long i got to play but its just unfair dude #with me it was always smthn or the other either exams or she gets miraculously sick every time i want to go out to play #im not even kidding she did a whole “i have fever and ur going to leave me like this and go play?” on me one time bcz i was adamant abt goi #after months of not being able to go bcz of exam or smthn or the other #she did not have any fever it was fucking bullshit #and how am i supposed to help with ur imaginary fever anyway im literally 12 #its so fucking annoying man and then if i say anything at all she'll go on a tirade about how #like YOU DO THOUGH??????? im sorry ur feelings are hurt bcz i said you do smthn that u LITERALLY DO #istg not even 2 days ago she was having a fight with my dad abt how he should teach my brother to learn how to cycle so that he can go buy #groceries #i can cycle

[minthara]

i feel soooo much better today already lmfao and also had a date with i think the best dating app victim i've had all my life lol

#petra.txt #he's........ exactly like my ex it's scary lmfao let's see where this goes #like down to they went to the same uni and did kinda the same thing. and i'm abt 75% sure they must know each other 💀 #well. let's see where this goes #thank u again to everyone who's reached out - i didn't answer some asks bc i got someone being mad at me for fandom stuff and i was like. #why do i even say anything on this website. but i really appreciate it #i really didn't feel like going on this date today but we've had it set for so long i didn't wanna disappoint him #and i'm soooo glad i did it

[blue-madd]

The only reason why my main paracosm will always keep its title as "main" even tho I have like a dozens more which aren't AUs & in which I pass more time now is because no matter how caught up in another world I am, the paras of my main paracosm will always find their way back to me as impulsive thoughts if not in another way

#my main parame spends a lot of time unconsciously popping up in my mind as if he was an alter fronting for someone who should not be real #like he keeps accidentally breaking the fourth wall except he doesn't know it but i can see/hear it all clearly babe i see u showering rn #not complaining tho i love his energy and his unexpected 3-hrs long monologues #also not trying to brag but i did pass years both irl and inside on that paracosm & its funny people #and its the only one that feels so natural to me like its home. its the first place i think of a safe place to go #its my whole world but so were other paracosms before which is why im so glad this one just refuses to let me go no matter what #these are my people in there and it feels good knowing theyre calling to me too like we all know i belong there #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #paras rant #paraportal #paracosm : Q

[pegasusdrawnchariots]

the eternal question: is scheduling w friends as an adult That Hard or am I just bad at it

#4 different people have left me on read today; 1 cancelled our plans 4 hours before we were due to meet #I've been sitting home alone for 2 days going insane. looking forward to One (1) coffee date & that fell through #idk why I'm taking it so hard this time I'm usually fine!! but I find myself wishing I didn't have the day off I wish I did have work :( #like it's tiring yeah but it beats sitting here not knowing what to do w myself #& I'm working all weekend & only leaving the house to see the doctor. oh joy #I've been productive ironing writing fixing the car. that's not the problem #I had 4 social plans this month. that's it #that's like seeing each friend once a month!! I can't keep this up!! #is this the norm for adulthood? :( #& on one level I don't want to bother people or be clingy #but on another level I'm baffled that they don't get lonely too #the news has not shut up abt the Loneliness Epidemic since 2021 #but if it's true why do so many people take so long to reply when I reach out? if they reply at all #I'm not going anywhere w this. idk #just one of those days #everything so fuck everybody suck :( #boomers got it right w the whole showing up unannounced at people's houses for a social call with a pound cake #now I have to go through 5 layers of bureaucratic bullshit to see a friend #assuming they don't cancel the day of ofc (((((: #I just wanna be like hello knock knock I am here. tell me abt yr life today & listen to mine & eat this cake #& the worst is when people are like 'I'm cancelling bc I'm tired xx' #OK A) u knew we had these plans for two weeks #but B) I'm tired too! I still love u ur still my friend! let us be tired together! #'I won't be social today I'm tired' my love we could watch movies in silence we could knit we could ball yr socks. idc #'I have to do the big shop today sorry' so do I!!! let us do the groceries together!!! #every time I've pushed someone to come out when they felt depressed or to let me accompany them when they were doing chores #they were like u know what I'm so glad u did this. thank u. this is way better than how I had planned this night to go #& I'm like any time!! I love u!! #& then it just happens all over again next time oh sorry I'm cancelling I'm busy I'm tired #like did u forget what a nice time we had last time? what changed? :(

[studiousbotanist]

#does a bear blog in the woods #just phantom period stuff fuckingbw my brain chem i think is whats going on this week ! #i knew the new tfb would rip emotions outta me but im messed uppppp . #ive been single the longest ive been in a Long Time now ... #theres good and bad . theres so much cooking in my head from these few months #dealint with grief . bad job . good job now #and still working on getting my life and health togethwr #and im really trying to craft and make shit again . its So necessary for your soul and ive been neglecting #tabletop has helped so much and roleplay will too qhen i get into it #in the mean time though . im LONELY !! im in a mood where being by myself is Torrrtureeee . butnive also been overstimmed ! #i was very somber earlier cuz i jusf did Not have rhe energy to be up and do shit ..wjich is why i called out #but was just thinking the thing i miss most abt a relationship is always having some1 to hang out w or be around #especially physical side cause i am very physically affectionate !!! and tryin to get back to it . #its been hard cus of well ...trauma and also the pandemic . overthinking . itd help if i cried i think #i coulsve put this all ina read more ..too late now LOL ! #i just want to word vomit . been stuck in a bad nasty rude to myself feedback loop abt NOT venting and NEEDING to reach out directly #but good gd its difficult when we are All exhausted . and when i judt Need the vocal speak vs typing #if u read all this mess thank you LOL . ill be okay . ive got to let myself feel this

[girlwiththegreenhat]

you ever hate on something you've never played/watched/read for what are still moderately good reasons given the circumstances, and then decide to go and play/watch/read the thing just to be fair. just to give it a chance

and then you were not only Right but its Worse Somehow and you're actually just more pissed off now

#liz blogs #vocaloid #this post is about project se\\kai. what a garbage ass replacement of project diva oh my god #i dont care about any of these random ass teenagers why does my vocaloid game have all these other guys in it #why are there 238928934 currencies why does it take so long to unlock new songs its just all too much and so convoluted #i wanted a rhythm game not a rhythm game that takes a backseat to visual novel and gacha game and watch 3298 ads #GET THIS OTHER BULLSHIT OUTTA HERE #i thought rhythm game on a touchscreen was a bad enough idea but i wanted to be FAIR because project diva doesnt get updated anymore #even though that was THE vocaloid game for a fucking decade and they replaced it with hot flaming dogshit oh my god #its just every other fucking mobile game im gonna start biting people #im in my Hater Year but i'm actually fucking right about everything aaaAAAAAAAAA #and look. i didn't play it for too long because it was just too fucking annoying and overwhelming. but it seems like you can only #play x amount of songs in a day before you run out of energy. which you need to Buy #you get more when you level up! it recharges! but it seems that it takes longer and longer to do that #thts the only Complaint i have that i cant actually verify because i would need to play longer and i am Not doing that #but if im right. thats the biggest load of shit of all #just go back to making project diva games. let me pay for the game so i can play interrupted without all this other BS in my face #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #the like... two little visual novel bits i saw that Just had vocaloids in them were cute. i will be real with u. but who are these like #six teams of random ass teenagers i dont know and dont care about. why did u put non vocaloids in da vocaloid game. are you nuts #maybe i just need to figure out how to mod project diva cuz at this point lord knows theyre not doing anything else with it #if you wanted to have other characters sega do u know how many Other vocaloids there are. you didnt have to invent random boring teenagers #pullin a fuckin transformers and backseating your Title Characters to a bunch of random ass humans im not here for #except you charlie watson from bumblebee i love you mwah

[weizhiyuan]

I’ve been looking back at filming bts trying to put things together and I noticed a few things (fyi this is gonna contain spoilers ig but only from what the cast & crew has revealed)

First:

More angst coming! We all knew that’d happen eventually though. In the first photo (posted by the never let me go twitter account) we have the main four boys together! Excited for a scene with them all in it at the same time! But the next photo tells me I probably won’t be excited for what happens. The second photo (which came from phuwin’s ig story on the same day the first was posted) has two important things: Nuengdiao crying and Palm offscreen. The setting is clearly the same (same walls, same clothes) and Pond has what looks like the script with him as well as being dressed for the part so we know he’ll be there too. My guess is something bad is happening to Palm and that’s why Nuengdiao is crying. And if that’s not the case, something bad happened to his mom (Nuengdiao has only a few people he loves most in his life to cry over lol). The third photo is just a benchopper bonus from the same scene <3

Then, there’s the next set of photos (which are from Phuwin’s ig stories, I’ve just taken a screenshot of the part I’m referring to since tumblr doesn’t like adding more than one video, and a photo taken of Pond).

If you’ve been following the bts you know it’s no secret Palm’s gonna end up in the hospital. Phuwin so gracefully revealed to us that Ben will be in this scene due to their wearing same wardrobe. On the day they filmed Nuengdiao crying, they also filmed Palm in his hospital gown. So: either it’s the same filming day and separate scenes in the series or related scenes (I doubt it’ll be the same bc of the change in clothes from the previous photos though) filmed on the same day/s (and series aren’t usually filmed consecutively anyway so). Nuengdiao in more formal wear also makes me think he might’ve gone home at some point and returned to a more powerful position.

Either way, I think this is all post-beach. None of the outfits have appeared in the trailer or previews yet. It seems like some sort of late second/third act tragedy that we’ll get to in the (nearing) future. I don’t really know what to make of these scenes other than that they fit together and it’s gonna be eventful. If anyone notices anything else and wants to add, feel free! I’m in a theorizing mood so I just put this together so it’d all be in one post lol

#never let me go #been thinking abt these for a while #like what is the full context!!! why are chopper and ben there too?? #also: where are their parents!!! #I feel like seeing them all together gives me a sort of running away vibe but they already did that and they’re in a hospital #and WHO is gonna hurt Palm….. :( #bonus: nuengdiao’s bracelet in the fifth pic.. hmmmm #y’know what u write somethign long and ur like does this even make sense anymore. yeah… anyway #this is so long I’m sorry LMAO #b.txt

[t-lostinworlds]

it does suck a little when you don't get invited to things

#as much as i like to stay home and just chill #it'd be nice to get invited from time to time #and it's not like they're awful friends or whatever #i also haven't known them for long bc barely 3 months is technically not that long #and they're great and sweet and they've got good heads on their shoulders #and maybe they have planned this way before bc i did get into the friend group much later #but it doesn't suck any less u know #and like yeah maybe i should be the one doing the inviting #but like i've only been in this city for a few months #i have no idea where to go let alone 'go out' #and i really don't want to deal with planning shit and then it not happening bc ppl have other priorities #and i've been there before #trying so hard to be included in things #and only getting invited out of pity or as a last minute thing #and i've vowed that if they didn't even think to invite me then why bother inserting myself in a place where i'm not wanted u know?? #idk man it's hard #i know i'll find the right people one day #but for now i'll chill on my own #bc if there's one thing i've learned #its better to like your own company #ramblings

[paint-music-with-me]

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#so I think ep 12 is really good - does it have problems? yes. #do I think Atom should've apologized to Boston's face properly? yes #do I think boston should've apologized to top's face properly? yes #do I think Nick's interesting choice words for his last convo with Boston were def harsh? yes #do I wish they did the fire topmew scene a bit differently to make it more poignant esp since they've been shitting on top? yes #so many things! And that's just ep 12 bc jfc if u asked me abt the other eps?...we'd be here all night #basically it's this - they are characters meant to rep early 20 something students who are so messy and flawed and reckless #will they each recognize every mistake they've ever made? noooooo bc WHY WOULD THEY??? WHEN ITS ABT THEIR PAIN!?!? #THEY ARE THINKING OF YHEMSELVES #THATS HOW IT IS SOMETIMES - I DO THE FUCKING SAME THING #it feels v much like the end of edge of seventeen where you're with a character you've bonded over for an hour and a half and realize #NO ONE is going to apologize to them - not truthfully or fully or genuinely or etc and it's sad and heartbreaking and painful #but newsflash - it happens #and don't think you've done it right all the first time and apologized rightfully - and if u did?? It's bc that person mattered to you! #these 'friends'??? while yes they are - they also are not #im fucking surprised they all stayed friends tbh bc they don't truly make sense long-run but they have that business together so let's see #let's face it - it's the friendships it's the meanings it's the labels it's the community it's the assumptions it's the lack of words #ya'll saying you want toxic but can't handle when everything is not fair #and it isn't fair! there's exec decisions there's editing decisions there's casting decisions! bruh. it was set up from the start. #editing based on audience reaction? bruh. played right into their hands #blabber time #please ignore me #not even gon put the tags bc ya'll vicious as fuck when it comes to your characters while valid I'm tbh too tired to hear abt

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#i experience an emense amount of guilt ovet not being able to focus on work. go into the lab and run into a lab mate and hes like #u leave Thursday? why tf r u here? and that makes me feel a lil better lol #ive just being data entering all day. that takes so fucking long. and then helping an undergrad #exept my code was out of date so i was like welp i can only get u this far bc i did not write this code. i do not work with the #supercomputer on a regular enough basis. and i gave my 30 days notice today so ill be working remotely until the 18th #i probably should have done it way before but like ive still got so much to do i might as well get paid for doing it #the undergrad was like id probably work to the end bc i feel lost when im not working and i was like. bro. im so fucking brunt out that ppl #around me r like yo r u ok? theres a thing as too much work. dont cross that line. snd ill still probably work to the end bc i dont wanna #have to do it on top of other shit. but god. in a few days i never have to go back in that building again #sometimes having to be in that lab would make me feel physically ill i thibk just bc i have so much stress associated with standing at that #lab bench but woof i will not miss it. its not great. the ppl r nice but like the institution kinda sucks. but i probably #wasnt the best fit for the school. i only cane out here for my advisor and on that front i have no regrets #god im so tired tho. just make it Thursday already so my parents can b helping me move >~< lets fucking goooooo #srry for not posting much drawing wise. i prob wont b able to for a while as i transition across the country lol #also. a note to myself. i should get a proper sketchbook so i can actually draw out ideas and store them in a place. that would b convenient #god. its so hot 😖 let me leave #unrelated

[eats-the-stars]

other ppl love having extra hands on deck to help them out but i prefer to have the whole big machine floor just to me. me doing all the work. yes all the steps from picking to final packaging. sorry but i am picky about the way i do things and unless you do it just the way i like it will rub me wrong and if it is legit wrong i will have to redo it anyway.

#work venting #some of my coworkers are great #9/10 you can work the machine floor with me. your trays are lovely everything is centered colors all correct #but some coworkers...i can only tolerate garbage trays if i'm the one who made it #because it's one thing if i chose to do that to myself. but if someone else is like 'here i made this it's trash :) for you' #then....mmmm. don't like. if u make a garbage tray the rule is u should have to run it yourself #sometimes i just put one in the machine and instead of finessing it i just let it destroy the tray #and then i go 'oh no :( i will have to redo that now. so sad. so terrible to replace that with a good tray now' #also like to do the quality control and the prep to go #because some coworkers have clumsy hands and their detail work just destroys the final products #and then i have to redo them :) #so i think i will just do the cleaning touches okay? if i'm busy maybe at least let me do the ones that took a long time? #because if u burn the shit out of something that took me 27 minutes to make...i will not be happy #also do not like it when a coworker who doesn't normally do my role hits a slow bit and decides to 'help me out' #and then proceeds to fumble the shit out of my machines and just like... #clumsily pull 4 threads out of alignment while trying to re-thread a fifth line that did not need to be re-threaded #because the error message on the machine indicated a loose screw on the tray :) #or making me a tray....except everything is off-center and i have to redo it #or that time i couldn't figure out why a machine wasn't working #and it turns out they put a part in with the magnet facing out instead of in #and i don't usually check for that because i don't make that mistake. i simply do not #please just let me work the machine floor alone if u don't know what ur doing #if u are one of my rare coworkers who knows their shit and doesn't have bad habits like chronically making garbage trays to 'save resources' #then u can stay but ur on thin ice #i would rather be doing five jobs at once #than have to be doing constant damage control

[sunshuri]

constantly thinking about the fact that riri didn’t make it to her differential equations class

#the thing u need to know about me is that … well something is wrong #and the moment she said it I couldn’t let it go #why couldn’t she go to class and then y’all go off and do whatever u have to do #did someone write her a note? #or at least send an email #u know they are gonna hit with the a lack of planning on ur part doesn’t constitute a blah blah blah #actually how long were they gone it’s more than the one class #what if there were tests #black panther wakanda forever #riri williams #shuri

[martyrbat]

why do you brag about not letting anyone enjoy the web toon lol just move on

no offense mate but if your ability to like something lays in the conditions of others not being allowed to dislike it or being allowed to be vocal in their criticism,, you probably dont enjoy it as much as you think you do

#it has Jason in it and i know we're starved for content but ppl pointing out shit they did wrong with his character or awkward writing isnt #the attack you think it is. ask yourself why you cant handle others disliking it or going against your personal opinion. #i get and understand the defense instinct in seeing something YOU enjoy be criticized and all the power to you if you enjoyed it!! #but its incredibly self centered thinking to believe people shouldnt say they dislike it or voice any grievances #i gave a long post about a personal issue. even if there was no proper reason - people are allowed to hate or not enjoy a piece of media #i love being a hater i love thinking critically of what im reading! i love being able to analyze it and draw my own opinion #it lets me appreciate what i enjoy even more so and see what i dislike/would change #anyways. rambling in my tags so oops. if anyone read this hi love u. hope ur having a good day #red hood: outlaws #company in the crypt

[straykats]

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#kats personal #man fr i just #1. i cant keep having the same fcking conversation all the time #its been two years please lets just drop it already #2. i know people mean well when they give me advice about stress and stuff #and most of the time i dont take it badly like im pretty chill w unwarranted advice #but theres a small handful of people who i just. please stop talking #like ??? ur acting like talking about my stresses etc is gonna solve all my problems #bro i AM talking about them. with a professional. but im not about to just divulge that info to u #ur literally my dentist idc if ur a family friend pls stop #i know u mean well but my guy please #and also. the assumption that stress is caused by uni??? #which links to poijt one. i cant keep having the same convo about my course change #dude told me to just take a semester off #yeah i did + thats not why im stressed #and i hate myself bc i know he means well but i just. really wanted to be snappy by the end of it #and he was saying like. oh stress might not seem much short term but long term its teally bad and you'll need to #go see prpfessionals and get meds and etcetc #and i was like 'yeah haja dw i know' and this guy was like #'if you know then why..???' he didnt finish his sentence but in that moment i was like #bro. idek what to say to that rn im so. #anyways 3. tjis money sutuation is taking its toll on me fr. its not even just my cousin. jts the fees for a fricken SPLINT and wisdom tooth #extraction which im putting off for now and getting a diagnosis #and then also my mum asking me for money and me knowing she will so ive been trying to accomodate but like #im going to scream #and 4. i was super tired and exhausted when she called me and asked for money but after i sent it #she was like #'thank you. i'll try not to ask you for help in the future.' #but knoeing her its like. #in a guilt trippy way. idk im so exhausted i have an assignment due tonight too

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ooc. i'd like to interact with more people so if u wanna let me know. i should continue sending v day asks but for tomorrow cuz brain melts. if u want one for a specific muse i haven't send to yet let me know. looks at your muses lists and mass send to all because sharing is caring weeee.

#ooc.|| faty speaks #[gonna go poke the boys in LnD and then sleep #[woes of long day of tiny gremlins jumping around and calling your name at 20mach speed and u have to run to separate two kids WWE style a #[at each other before the headmistress and school owner see them on the camera. #[yes classes now have cameras. wow. sugio. if u sneeze the school owner is like “why did u sneeze?” #[yesterday my friend kept calling me and it frightened me to no end #[i was in class and i couldn't pick up unless i want to be fired. #[i had to wait for the students to start writing things down and turned a little bit ot the side to listen to her voice notes #[anyway. they expect us to work like robots take all the shit from kids and say nothing back #[and then if a student went and told them A said something they will come at us like WHY DIDNT U SAY ANYTHING #[me who was told to not say anything: ..............ye...u said not to say anything #[and thats why school owner does not like me XDDDD #[she says something and i just nod and walk away. #[aint got no time for her bitching early in the morning man #[she wants theparents to be happy because they pay so whatever happens gotta be the teacher's fault always #[last year she blamed a teacher who was not even in the room when the event happened #[like she is willing to blame all of us if it means the parents will be pleased. #[all i want is a nice job. #[when? #[anyway honks lets change and say love wars~