#y’all are stronger than me

[glitterarygetsit]

the continued weewoo watching adventures of glitz

my evil friend charlie (aff): hey when you get to s4e12 you gotta tell us. that whole episode is WILD.

me: oh sure! i’m actually only like one episode away from that. watch party?

charlie: YES *vibrating* I mean cool cool just let us know

me: *watching the episode* okay this doesn’t seem that wild. bobby’s being sus, is he gonna relap—HOLY SHIT OH MY FUCKING GOD HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK JESUS CHRIST OH MY FUCKING GOD?!??!!! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKING FUCK THEY FUCKING WHAT I KNEW THIS HAPPENED AT SOME POINT BUT I WAS NOT PREPARED. I WAS NOT PREPARED.

#HIT BY A FIRETRUCK OF EMOTIONS #911 peeps i gotta hand it to you this sure is a Show #won’t someone please release eddie from the prison of compulsory heterosexuality #he’s fucking married!! to buck!! it’s just that neither of them realise!! #dragging my hands down my face #you people lived with this for years without knowing even one of them was gonna turn out bi? #y’all are stronger than me #911 abc

[domjaehyun]

i’m still in disbelief about renjun’s i loved you for 6 years… quote like idk if i just havent felt romantic love in so long but goodness if someone said that to me i’d for sure melt like.. thats something out of a romcom holy shit. the para is definitely socializing im feeling delusional rn

my thoughts and prayers go out to the renjun stans rn …. if you were personally affected by renjun’s message, you may be entitled to financial compensation—

#answered #anon #me personally i don’t think i could handle it #y’all are stronger than me

[whumpacabra]

Sometimes you look something up for medical accuracy, understand the topic entirely, and then choose to ignore everything you just learned.

For the ✨drama ✨

#not whump #beans speaks #personal #listen I see you guys who love and respect the recovery timeline for concussions and dislocations and stabbings. much love to y’all. #maybe I’m a bad whump writer cause like. immediate acute injury? hell yea. long term chronic results of injury? hell yea. #injury that impairs for a month or two with ‘rest’ and ‘no strenuous activity’ being the recommended treatment during that time? #ehhhhh not my cupa. have fun tho you guys are awesome and way stronger than me I don’t have the patience for mid term recovery writing.

[alphacrone]

if i have any advice for young people it’s get your physical assaults in while you’re still a minor. fuck zero tolerance policies at schools. break your bully’s nose.

#fear of the zero tolerance policy kept me silent #when i was being assaulted harassed stalked and bullied #if i’d broken those girls’ faces like i wanted to and could have #bc at the time i was stronger than both of them #maybe i’d be a little less fucked up now #sorry y’all i drank a lot of wine so i’m being angry about the past #it’s ~what i do

[otaku553]

Oc 2 electric boogaloo

Moved to procreate so I wouldn’t break goodnotes but I tried my best to recreate the brushes and am not using color picker :p surprised to say I kind of enjoy goodnotes more now that I’m used to the constraints of the program- the per-stroke selection and erasing is kind of really nice for color correction

#more about the ocs since I’m thinking about them #yeah they’re twins #the pink haired is the older and the blue haired is the younger but you probably wouldn’t be able to tell I think #trying to come up with names for them hmmm #I don’t think their relationship is quite as bad as sanemi and genya but similar principle #they both worked really hard to get stronger to a point where they could protect each other #and hate the fact that the other is also doing the same dangerous stuff as them #I think pink is stronger by a tiny bit but thinks that this is only because they work harder than blue #blue has more natural talent as a fighter and both of them know that I think #pink dislikes that blue is effortlessly strong #and thinks that because of this blue doesn’t take things as seriously #but blue does a lot of work #they just do it when people aren’t looking #blue has some pride in that sense— they don’t want to be seen as weak so they never train in front of others #in any case mostly they just have communication issues #they love each other and banter a lot #y’all should send me some character sheets to fill out for them #I think it’d be fun

[my-fall-from-grace]

idea for paul maurice: give bob a knife to chase the fla panthers around w during practice in preparation for wednesday night

#panthers lb #y’all need to get your act together #connect on your passes!! if i see another turnover (i’m not looking at you ekblad but like 🫣) #don’t bunch together so much like it looked like there were more bruins than y’all bc you were just pressed on each other 🤨 #kiss nasty in the locker room and then come out and PLAY #also stop being afraid of shooting or like puck possession?? WHERE are y’all passing some of these pucks 😭 gather up some fucking courage #AND MOST IMPORTANTLY #to all y’all in the panthers lb tag and also the fla panthers (i speak this into existence knowing they’ll never hear me): #this is game one. trust we can come back stronger. we’ve barely begun #yeah these are like.. vague thoughts on the game #wasn’t our best for sure but i did get cookies out of it bc i was stress baking in the third so like.. thanks fla panthers ig

[padfoot-lupin77]

Last year I spent two very disturbing months on tweeter and let me tell you, that place is crazy. I have forgotten most of the stuff there, but I do remember that, since every marauders fan there was a hardcore jegulus shipper, some celebrated Halloween as the “Jily death day”.

#no hate to the tweeters but I couldn’t survive it #y’all stay safe though you’re stronger than me #marauders era #the marauders #marauders #Jily #jegulus #marauders halloween #halloween 1981

[ozzyeelz]

Sorry for the small tumblr hiatus btw- I’m currently in my senior year and trying to lock in so I can graduate😭

#if y’all want to see me more I have a Twitter! (also called ozzyeelz) #I’m more frequent on there :3 #AND hopefully this summer I can be more active!!1 my tf2 obsession has not gone away so I’ll be stronger than ever😈 #updates

[ohno-the-sun]

Sometimes I worry I’ll make Eclipse too reprehensible

And then I remember how Eclipse lovers are and then be like nvm I’m good

#thoughts #love y’all #ur stronger than me 😭

[doll-elvis]

will forever love these behind the scene shots of elvis looking like a desperate love sick puppy and debra paget looking like she would rather be anywhere else😭

#elvis presley #elvisaaronpresley #debra paget #love me tender #50s #elvis if you don’t put that tongue away and back up from her chair #debra is a stronger woman than I am because idk how she resisted him #he’s down bad #do y’all think he was saying anything to her or just loudly breathing in her ear #he’s so baby #little fella

[fuck-kirk]

Public school is crazy. They really have these kids awake and doing math at 8am.

#mott txt #I’m student teaching rn and I’m barely alive at 8am it’s been rough #like even our art class I’m like …y’all are stronger than me. it’s 8am on a Friday and your awake and doing art. #I can’t even be mad when first period doesn’t wanna do their projects #like it’s 8am on a Friday and I’m making you draw a building … #I get it buddy I really do

[polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup]

okay but what are the three nhthcth songs tho

So it’s important to note that Songs for me don’t always have a perfect correlation or fit with lyrics matching the story and is more based on the overall Vibe somehow clicking with what I want the story to be.

1. Bad Habits by The Federal Empire

This was the original Song and it was the background for the vast majority of plot creation. I listened to it so many times that skewed my Spotify wrapped to a ridiculous degree. It specifically became the Song because of Daisy and Jon’s relationship in nhthcth.

Like, when I build a plot, there’s a lot of jumping around and figuring out how it all fits together. It’s always a fun, pleasant surprise when my brain knits together the very separate parts and tells me how we get there. Which gives me a very distorted perspective of the story, because the order I get information in tends to be very different than the order y’all get information in.

nhthcth loosely went: initial Tommy bradstaff confrontation-> daisy and Jon buddy cop adventures-> horrible devastatingly sad backstory that got us there-> ohmygodisthatDannystoker-> rest of it

Bad Habits really had sort of off the cuff, mildly ill-advised and self-destructive, chaotic dynamic I wanted between Daisy and Jon. Like, I knew I wanted them to be really messy in this, because they were supposed to live in this sort of in-between in canon characterisations for them. They’d never had the buried, but they had to be past the point of “Daisy is hunt mad and wants to kill Jon in the woods.” They had to exist in this space where neither of them had progressed to the same point as they did in season 4 to stop feeding entirely and were in this sort of half-measure where they were trying to ignore the reality of their situation and make it work as best they can—and, you know, save the world while they went.

Like, I loved them so much. They committed so many crimes. Pov you’re spooky and you get brutalised in the woods by woman who looks like she kills people for the mob and man in cardigan who looks like he died last week. They were morally ambiguous and fucking hilarious. They weren’t allowed in France anymore. Dream team buddy cop between deeply violent woman and utterly exhausted man. I was obsessed. It was so fun and zany in my head.

Then I came up with the devastatingly sad parts and devastatingly sad ended up being the tone y’all got instead of fun and zany but it was too late the Song was set. Yes, Jon’s horrible traumatic past was created while listening to this fairly upbeat song. We get One Song per story it’s the rules of my brain.

But then it became so convoluted that it ended up getting more Songs, which was unprecedented.

2. Two Birds by Regina Spektor

The second song nhthcth, and I can’t say what part of the story it belongs to because we haven’t gotten to that part yet. I will say that it is a Song that belongs to Jon & Gerry.

3. Never Forget You by Noisettes

This is actually young Jon & Gerry’s Song. I really liked the fit for them because it sounds so upbeat and energetic with lyrics that are a little bittersweet.

Like, I can’t emphasize enough that Jon and Gerry were happy together. When they ran, they were genuinely happy kids who were glad to be alive for the first time in their own memories. They loved each other, they loved each and every adventure they went on, and even though they were in a completely shit situation, it was the happiest they had ever been. And even when they lost it, that period of their lives was always a sort of light they never let go of—and never stopped trying to get back.

This Song really had the jaunty, fun vibe that I wanted Gerry and Jon to have when they ran together, and there’s this overarching yearning and bittersweet reflection that I thought echoed how it ultimately would end in them being dragged back in the most painful way possible. It sort of acknowledged that it didn’t work out the way they hoped but it doesn’t diminish the joy and love that they had before it was lost.

#nhthcth #I think one of the reasons why nhthcth feels different for me than it seems to for y’all is because I built the love first #like okay yes I filled a boy with spiders first #BUT AFTER THAT #when I was imagining the story it didn’t start with Elias and his everything #it was daisy and Jon in the worlds most dysfunctional but ultimately really caring friendship #or Jon and Gerry in a car being kids and having fun. running and spinning in the rain and screaming at the sky and making silly faces in the #mirror while they dyed their hair #the characters were always smiling in my head and they loved each other more than anything #and they were all complete fucking disasters who made terrible jokes at the wrong time #those bits always seemed so much bigger in my head than the sad bits #all the horrible parts were just things for their love to be stronger than #and of course I’m simply evil and delight in angst

[myfluorescentgods]

god if I had a dime for every time I’m on a dating app looking at someone’s profile and vibing with it like ok ok you’re cute and quirky imma hit that like AND THEN the last pic is them at the fucking t*ylor sw*ft eras tour like GODDDDDD DAMMIT

#swifie gays y’all are NOT valid i’m so sorry #i’m just exhausted like is it EVERYONE at this point??? #like ladies we can be stronger than this……… #misc #oops i meant *swiftie in the first tag but y’all get me

[sanasanakun]

Idk how y’all do it but I would literally rather die than spare Loghain in any way lmao

#like be real lmaoo #my Tabris be like hey man I know you tried to sell my whole community into slavery AND you left me to die but like …we all make mistakes #LIKE BRUH #sorry would never happen lol #cousland and Tabris literally would never #I could somewhat see a case for the others but not really #anyway no hate no hate #y’all who forgive Loghain are stronger than me #loghain mac tir #dragon age #hero of ferelden

[thebiffmethod]

i wish all my mutuals who watched succession a very are you ok

#i only made it through a season then the second hand embarrassment from their sheer audacity stopped me #y’all do u tho babes ur stronger than me #personal

[vcrnons]

what is wrong with me why does wonwoo have me giggling & squealing into a pillow rn

#I can’t even LOOK AT HIM I feel fucking GIDDY #HE WAS IN MY BRO ZONE UNTIL LIKE A MONTH AGO #for fuck’s sake. FOR FUCK’S SAKE. #wonu fans are stronger than me. y’all are what the world needs. i am not strong enough for this life #deep breathing #shut up j #~~this is not an invitation to send me wonwoo pics (or is it)~~ #im in hell