#y'know I try to move on

[1randomperson15]

I am. in my feelings today about the dsmp cc drift. Did it have to turn out this way? Was there another option? Was this inevitable? I don't think that anyone's really happy about how things turned out, but I don't think we can ever go back. Man...

#dsmp #yea I'm fucking main tagging #I can mourn friendships #that fell apart under the harsh scrutiny of millions of people #I'm so so bitter #I try not to be #y'know I try to move on #I still kinda keep up with what q's doing #what dream's doing #vaguely #I'm not too into any of them anymore but I watch and accept that things can't go back to the way they were but #I miss it so bad #when they were all friends #george's video was a gut punch #I hate what it's become #I hate that nobody learned shit #every community hates another one #all the fucking interfighting #all the superiority complexes #you know how parasocial some people are to creators whose content they've never watched #you know how many people I see celebrating or hoping for so and so's downfall #you know how much bad faith exists #I have no doubt there were some personal issues that came into play for the drift #but #I think it's pretty undeniable that the absolute horrid behavior of some in the community played a role in all of it #y'know I bet I'm not the only one #I bet Tubbo Fundy and Sam got to bond over redstone back in the day #I know dream mentored tommy when he was still up and coming #bad is undoubtedly stuck between friends #cont. in replies bc apparently there's a tag limit now :D

[sysig]

Dr. ZEXenstein (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #ZEX #The Captain #DAX #I made this before Halloween so it was appropriately spooky at the time of creation! I swear!! #I have a favourite Frankenstein: The Musical animatic that occasionally goes through the rotation but it was still a surprise to crossover #But you know how it goes - at first it's just a fun initial silly/spooky idea and then my brain clicks back on and Oh No This Is A Thing lol #But for now! Silliness! #I'm still really enamoured with the idea of ZEX as a warrior and a scholar - very Thucydides y'know ♪ #His extremely brilliant tactical mind needs puzzles! And I mean with all this free time on Cerenkov and given the right Ingredients #He'd certainly have the motivation to try and figure out the trick to life maybe-very-specifically-about-humans lol #It does raise the question of what a ''human'' made by a VUX might be like ♪ Yes he's a reanimated corpse(s) but like #Surely even with all his research - at the very least something /could/ have gotten lost in translation :) #Maybe even just the inherent Thing of humanness - the soul or respect of the dead? Like swearing in another language if you know what I mean #It's interesting :) I mean it's interesting either way haha it's a fun concept! #Especially with Frankenstein specifically since y'know - the creature's whole Thing of why he Came Out Wrong was mostly on Victor! #He rejected and abandoned his ''child'' - of course he's gonna have some emotional issues Victor! #ZEX tho - ZEX has no reason to abandon a human(oid) especially one he intentionally went about bringing about! #So his eyes are a little weird - so he's got some odd stitches and he moves strangely and smells a bit - how different is that from humans? #All humans are monstrous! What's a few extra details? ZEX is already a xenophile and a teratophile is what I'm saying lol #DAX on the other hand is not convinced lol ♪ Drawing his head tendrils change expressions so fast was fun haha #As was drawing the Captain all stitched and with the bolts! Yes yes they're movie addition shhh all art is scaffolded over time #The real question is where ZEX got all the parts from - is that the Captain for realsies? #Or a fun role fill-in ''What if ZEX made a human and it was the Captain [before the Captain would've existed anyway]?'' #It could go either way! It'd be sad if ZEX lost his Captain and then tried to bring him back :') #But then again the alternative is him like........harvesting? (Off the battlefield? Ew lol) #Oh yeah and do you like the broken-off head tendril as a stand-in for Victor's whitening hair lol #I imagine it went necrotic and wasn't quite fully reaccepted - it's still full of blood and healthy but the skin is faded and pale hehehe

[osoreruna]

the way toshinori interacts with your muse is highly dependent on YOUR muse's thoughts and feelings on him, but probably not in the way you think ? it's less of a "you give me attitude, you'll get attitude back" and more of a...respect, or boundary sort of thing. it's strange for him — especially after the kamino incident, after everyone's let in on his true form, because...well, everyone knows ALL MIGHT. while he knows nothing about you, almost everything about him is laid out on a table in front of the entire general public. everyone has thoughts, opinions, even complicated feelings about all might. he's done so much in his 40 years of serving the world, accomplished such a long list of things — touched the lives of so many people, in the biggest and smallest of ways and everything in between...he will never not be able to walk up to someone and assume that, before he even opens his mouth, that they've already got some form of opinion about him, even if it's someone he's never met a day in his life. and while most of the time said opinion is GOOD, sometimes...it's really, really bad. sometimes they just don't like the BIG personality, sometimes it's a political thing, sometimes...sometimes it's the one he just couldn't save...literally, figuratively...and when it's a situation like that, he knows there's nothing he can say or do to change it. he won't FORCE you to like him, won't even ask you to be nice to him... he knows such thoughts and feelings are going to predetermine their attitude towards him and all he can do is adjust accordingly.

#𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧'𝗦 𝗪𝗛𝗘𝗡 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗚𝗢𝗧𝗧𝗔 𝗦𝗠𝗜𝗟𝗘 + [ MUSINGS ] #whenever i start plotting with someone #even if it's a canon character #one of the first things i ask is their thoughts and feelings on ALL MIGHT. #because it really does determine how he's gonna react to YOUR character. #i feel like anyway... #because while the first thought is “well...who DOESN'T like all might ?” the second thought is #“there's gotta be people out there who dislike him...even DESPISE him.” and it's not just villains... #his goal wasn't to become the world's most POPULAR hero... #he isn't aiming for the entire population to *like* him. so he's not going to put his energy into trying to change that for your character. #he's just gonna respect it and move on. #now #those he's TRULY FAILED ?? #those he tried to save #those he COULD HAVE saved but didn't ? #because of a mistake he's made or something completely out of his control — doesn't matter... #but THOSE PEOPLE ??? he still won't actively try to change their opinion of him. #but he does feel as though he owes them *something*...and will always go out of his way to make up for it. #even if it's just for his own sake...mentally y'know — #but anyway i just thought it was interesting because i've never played a character before where — #instead of it being two complete strangers meeting and getting to know each other and so on #in this case...98% of the time the other character already knows mine. already has detailed thoughts and opinions on him. #and knows how they're going to interact / respond to him. #even though he has NO CLUE who *your* character is. #and it's WEIRD LMAO

[l1ghtn1ngstr1kez]

OH!!! by the way, i'm on my way back home to get everything packed up to move out! it's official!!

spiral hill village is very different from the city, but it's amazing. everything's close by, the people are nice and welcoming, and there's a lot to do both in the village and the other towns nearby. Not to mention everything's mobian-sized, not-human sized. still amazed over that fact alone

the restoration's close by too and they ALSO have some neat stuff going on (the grand prix they're hosting in a couple months is what i'm most excited for lol)

the atmosphere here is also just... really really nice. it feels like the air around here is completely different. i can tell nebby loves it already. the moment they got there, they were exploring every nook and cranny they could find and were super vocal the whole time (if only i could understand chao...)

i can't wait to finally settle down and leave the city behind

#⚡️.txt #i may not be very active in the coming days since. y'know. moving. but i'll try to keep you guys updated in case anything happens #// #sonic the hedgehog #sonic oc #sonicsona #rp

[skrunksthatwunk]

fuck that last fight against nightmare boooooo this shit is actually so stupid and evil and i don't like it >:(

#it's. eugh. it's. FUCK #i don't like it it's so bad i've done it like 10 times now #eughhhhhhhghhhnghn #dmc #dmc1 #i still ahven't beaten it either.. sheeshhh #and i have to fight the stupid ice lizard things before a lot of the attempts too and half the time i can't dodge their jump thing because #i'm mid-combo so any indication of the wind-up to it can't actually be reacted to bc i'm busy getting hit or hitting #such that by the time the move is finished i literally can't get out of the way. often a roll isn't even enough range and they stand next t #each other so one roll's basically all i have time for anyway. sigh #whateverrr. this blows. this blows actual literal severe ass. ughhhhghh #dante. dante i believe in you i believe in us we can do this. but FUCK YOU NIGHTMARE YOU STUPID OOZE #arrrhghrhharzagraaaaa #sigh.. look the vulnerable points shouldn't only be available during 100% attacks in that area such that you take crazy damage if you #actually try to attack the part you have to attack before it goes away. and i've gotten so close ONLY FOR THE SECOND PHASE TO INITIATE AND #IMMEDIATELY KILL ME. BROOOOO WHAT ARE YOU DOINGG #look maybe i'm a pissbaby who's bad at video games but this pissbaby's got feelings #i should probably try a different weapon combo... sigh... #i did so bad on my alastor attempt that i've been using ifrit (i also like how fast the devil time is given the brevity of the weak spot's #appearances) but maybe sparda would be a better choice. but i like the devil trigger. i gotta listen to the song y'know. it's all about the #devil trigger babyy it's all about the devil time. and sparda's got nothing. maybe i should use that gun that looks like the goop #like. like is that a hint? idk i'd think if they were made of the same stuff it would be less effective #and i don't like that it seems to stunt your devil gauge. but if i'm using sparda anyway in for a penny in for a pound ig #whatever. rant over. i am. Calm (<- lying). so i'm gonna try again #and if i get mad again i'll do hw or something

[slugandthorn]

about to make up a social issue when I just realized I probably miss being young

#.txt #And I didn't even do it right!! #And also there's social issues. #I just miss more collaborative fandom spaces where people made their little characters together and kicked their feet talking about em. #Y'know. #Feels more fast paced and people move on to new stuff more quickly. Like i was kinda sad when the the multiverse link OC thing whatever #really seem to make a comeback with botw2? #But also it might be I outgrew the spaces where that happens #And things feeling faster paced comes from being an adult and labor isolation etc etc. #Always making things into “something valuable for work” #I don't get to enjoy stories like I used to. At least for right now. #I'm sure this will change in the future. The desire to play pretend will not be as strong. #Though I'll be real with you. I'm mostly trying to avoid working on the blender file I broke 🤫

[i-am-a-whimsy-boy]

Stardew Valley is good for my emotional state but absolutely horrible for my sleep schedule, this is the fifth or so night I've accidentally stayed up past 1 am because I lose track of time while doing cute lil farm stuff

#don't mind me guys #stardew valley #I completed the community center for the first time and I am HYPED #and I'm trying to get enough void essences to buy the thing to ask Krobus to move in with me #and stocking up on jade so I can buy staircases for the skull caverns cause I don't have the skills to fight my way down there #but I need those iridium sprinklers so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #so y'know I'm busy #that all takes a while lol #I just completely lose track of all sense of time when I play it like I'll glance at my phone and it's 11 and then I blink and it's like 2am

[lonepower]

the void says ◯‸◯

#chi's adventures in real life #we've seen this cat a couple of times now! #it and a little gray tabby i guess got tnr'd in our neighborhood and moved in under our deck #every time i pspsps it looks up like 👁️_👁️ #i would Prefer if they were y'know in homes but I'm deathly allergic and have a bird so i can't really try and tame them... #i might try putting food out just to get them a little more comfortable in the hopes that they can be placed somewhere #which is almost certainly wishful thinking but #this has been a post

[grimgummies]

YIPPEE MORTIS ANGST!!! :D

HELLO you want to see my poor son suffering,, Enduring the worst times of his life,, Dealing with everything he was put through on his own cuz he had literally NOBODY to go to

Because if so...

So do I lol

#Grim answers #Y'all I got so much Mortis lore I'm stuck between wanting to do things in order or just exploring random snippets of his life #I prolly won't touch on his childhood because like he had shitty parents and the idea of drawing that kinda stuff saddens me :( #(Also I don't have a kid Mortis design lol) #How would y'all feel about me just dropped Mortis lore occasionally in the form of text posts pff #I kinda need to update y'all anyway because I recently revamped his story #But there's one thing I can't decide on and it's whether he grew up in Italy or in Mexico #Ye he's Italian and Mexican (Italian mother Mexican father) #I was stuck on the country because I myself am Italian so I understand the culture better and I even went to Italy when I was younger #But Mexico is closer to America which would justify why his family moved there better I think #I lowkey wanted to base his family's experience on my own grandfather since he was an Italian immigrant (except he moved to Australia) #But I also want to try and write a character that has a stronger connection to a cultural background I don't quite understand so I can- #learn more about it #Y'know I feel like us Italians get enough rep anyways pff #Even then Mortis is still Italian AND Mexican #But ofc depending on whether he grew up in Italy or Mexico would influence which culture he was closer to since it would be the one- #surrounding him and his family #Like how I grew up in Australia #My family still held the Italian 'values' but I wasn't quite as knowledgeable on the culture #Not until I grew up and learned about it myself and from my dad at least #So ye still deciding

[needlenxggin]

You ever just see a blog and think "Man they look cool! I'd love to interact." and just... not follow them yeah same.

#ooc ; downtime #tbd ; #( I always get like this but I'm trying to kick this habit cause like you won't know if you try y'know?? #if they don't wanna write with you or follow back then oh well move on! #OTL #)

[xellandria]

As a reminder, blacklists (both Tumblr's built-in one and more robust ones like Xkit's) cannot block posts whose text is entirely contained within images, including screenshots (from twitter or anywhere else). Do your followers a solid and take a few seconds to include a key word or two about the content of the posts you're reblogging!

#tumblr #tumblr etiquette #bernie meme #I am unsure if tumblr's default blacklist or any of the extensions used here can hide posts based on the alt text's text #I suspect they don't #(I'm also not sure if I can blacklist my own posts but I'm about to try for Science lol) #both Tumblr default and Xkit's blacklists do NOT pick up on alt text #even with Xkit Rewritten's “move alt text to a caption” setting on #(that part makes sense but y'know)

[sysig]

Dry sense of humour (Patreon)

#Doodles #MP100 #Reigen Arataka #Shigeo Kageyama #Incorrect Quotes #Just a silly one lol #Scratchy and unfinished but I like it like this >:3c Haha ♪ #Internet cookie to anyone who gets what the ghost's design is a reference to lol #(Apart from his hair) Reigen is quite fun to draw :D He's so expressive and moves so much! Cartoony - moreso than you're average character #I was envisioning him running towards a security camera - like someone was keeping an eye on him - Mob in this case I guess lol #And then it just jumpcuts to him back in Spirits and Such haha #Set before the S3 finale so - y'know. No spoilers or anything ♥ - but even if Mob has difficulty expressing it he clearly does enjoy things! #His little smiles are the cutest hehe <3 #Always happy to see him smile! Sweetest boy deserves all the happiness ♥ #He is also very base-honest tho so hm yeah this might be a touch out of character haha #He knows Reigen wasn't hurt - took care of it personally again no doubt lol - but trying out this messing-with hmm ♫ #Not like he hasn't gotten on his shishou's case before haha this is silly and cheeky by comparison! #Let him have just one let him mess with him just once - he deserves it after everything! #Maybe Shou taught him. Maybe Ritsu taught him lol. Maybe Teru. There's plenty of influences in his life who could encourage this! #''Do this it'll be funny'' ''If you say so'' haha

[hazmatazz]

highschool kids are such twats sometimes like of course you have to share your seat, it's a school bus. what, you want some random 15 yr old to stand on the way home?? jfc

#babble #🙄🙄🙄 don't try to act like there's no room in your seat and don't be so pissed to have to move over oh my God #like . y'know how some people get when they rage quit a game? this one kid gets like that when he has to move his legs #like i'm So Fucking Sorry that our bus can barely fit all these kids but it's literally not that bad. you're like the last stop anyways wtf #absolutely Hate having to ask that guy to move his legs when i'm the last person on the bus (i hate being around visibly angry people) #complaining #i say this as a highschool kid sorry <3 #our bus driver is like the 2nd shittiest driver i've had too!!! why would you want a kid standing up like that????

[turboclown]

sorry for the radio silence, y'all!! I dunno if it's the depression or the unmedicated adhd or what, but I've had rock-bottom levels of low energy lately, and all I've really been doing/wanting to do is sit outside in a field in silence :'T

#man I want my fuckin adderall back #also I want to move back home and start my biology degree #but. y'know. money. #(and also I'm dead terrified to Try in case I Fail)

[kayforpay]

Thinking abt. Clorad, wearing a fine dress with the traditional gold bands around his thighs, neck and upper arms, officiating some event with his hair in a long braid, and clipped on earrings for the fin-chains emperors are Supposed to wear. Like a floor length gown with a slit up nearly to his hip, flowers tucked into his hair, bored out of his mind but cute as hell

#kay talks a lot #Clorad #I like fin chains as a concept. Bc they would jangle if the fins fluttered #This is based on my silly clorad specific alternia #Where basically all formal clothing is either 'skirt/dress' #Or 'clown' #And since he can't exactly wear clown he has to wear a dress #Not that he dislikes it but they sure do show a lot of skin #Not all his battle scars have healed over y'know #Plus it makes it so any old creep trying to move their way up the social ladder with a quad can get handsy #Taelir cannot be stopped tho they're gonna sexualize that surprisingly old man

[knifedog]

week 1 moving back in with ex: lots of understandable growing pains.. me crying because I'm trying to figure out my place here with my stuff and its reminding me of that level in Unpacking but irl i get dialogue options at least. its all weird its not my house anymore.. even if he wants to make it my home its just not rn. uhh growing pains from him because I'm not spending as much time with him as he thought.. like my routine for months n months has been hang out with my folks until 6-7ish then hang out with my friends lmao. so we're communicating and stuff which is good. its worth all the awkwardness because I truly and deeply missed the island and i'm already seeing more in a week then i did the last months i was here.

#sorry to non gamers who havent played unpacking its very cute #basically u move in with a guy and theres no room for your stuff #but for me it was more that hes spent months trying to fill the void of me and didnt really know what i was bringing to make space #we're gucci now but y'know gotta reset boundaries its been 7 months