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FINALLY Someone Besides Myself (And A Few Other Fans) Stands UP For Steven!

first I want to say that I have decided while I’m talking

my words will be like this.....but when Flowey is talking it be like

This, This Is ME talking.

(Note: of course having Flowey being my Co-Writing with this is for fun too but also talks about something serious too.)

so yeah, so we are gonna share thoughts about the whole Steven Universe Future being hated by some fans, but they don’t have to like it and no one should force them to.

but this video right here

I had just watched this for the first time today, and I think I will watch part 1 sometime when I can.

but the video is by KiwiQueen 13 over on Youtube.

I'm not sure if they have a tumblr here

BUT here is the name of the video that has clips of the first series of Steven Universe (with some clips of Steven Universe Future too.)

Scenes That Hit Different After SU: Future.

you realize while watching the video that show clips of Steven’s childhood

that the problem that happens in Steven Universe Future,

ALL STARTED AT THE VERY BEGINNING.

yes there were some good positive sides on how Pearl, Garnet and Amethyst brought him up....but there were obviously some bad sides too.

like it turning out it wasn’t just Greg who neglected Steven.

Amethyst isn’t really like the “Mom” but just seems more like the Older Sister to Steven, who at first started out not being the very comforting type....

like when it shows in the video that she didn’t comfort him when he needed it when he was scared and thought gem-monsters would attack him while he is trying to sleep.

but over time she did start to be more comforting to him,

and we could see their fusion Smokey Quartz as a Platonic Fusion.

same with his fusions with his Dad, Pearl and Garnet...

or like when it’s just Him, Amethyst, Garnet and Pearl fused as Obsidian.

the only fusion that Steven had that was NOT just Platonic Love,

was when he fused with Connie and became Stevonnie.

plus after watching that video, I can see that Connie was in the wrong with how she acted when Steven came home after the trauma he went through with his “Aunts” and with the whole Lars dying and being brought back to life.

even if Steven did act like he was okay and everything was fine,

it wasn’t and it wasn’t fair of Connie to act the way she did....even if she does have a right to her feelings and expressing them.

but she couldn’t see that Steven was hurting and was trying to act like EVERYTHING was fine.

trying to act like everything is fine when it isn’t, can do more harm than good.

instead of asking Steven if he truly was okay, and instead of seeing through his act, she instead took Lion and left.

yes it is good that they ended up making up, but it might not of been 100% the right way....Steven went on a guilt trip and had been waiting for her call and everyone thought it was just the experience he had when he was taken by Homeworld.

if you do watch the video, you will have to pause most of it to read what was wrote that points out some very important stuff.

like the fact that Steven’s Dad and Future Girlfriend were being insensitive by excluding him from the Humans Clubs....

correct, but even if they did do that. they might of not realized how it would effect how Steven would view himself.

like if your Mom makes you feel like your so easy to replace.

this isn’t really about Toriel (from Undertale)

but I get her actions can be questionable.

but even if Toriel did have her moments where she couldn’t see how bad her ex-husband was hurting, and he might of not truly meant the things he said and was just so angry and sad after what happen to their son and adoptive child.

but the one who might take the rank of worse Mother,

would have to be Rose....

not just to Steven, but also to Spinel too.

yes Rose was doing the whole rebellion thing to save the life that was already living and growing on Earth.

but we have to remember that she wasn’t always going to do that,

not until both Pearl and herself took the walk outside of the Moon Base,

to check out her colony more closely.

in a way, Rose....back then as “Pink Diamond” and was poofed and then permanently reformed as “Rose Quartz” and it no longer was a disguise.

that time when she realized what was happening,

and wanted to stop it, that was part of her redemption.

yes most of her life as Pink Diamond, she did do some good.

like treating other gems more than just servants and actually treating them equally.

but we have to remember that Pink did have her bad moments too.

and she had destructive powers, and when she wasn’t being unfairly punished by being placed in that tower.

the other times the punishments were justified.

the reason why Homeworld is Broken, like something cracked it.

that was obviously Pink who did that, which might of been from one of her biggest and most dangerous tantrums of all time.

and when Yellow & Blue told her NO, when she asked for a colony....

of course she would still be upset about it....

but when she went to White, we all know how that turned out....

Homeworld might of started to be in it’s current broken form

after Pink got upset when White told her No.

and it was around the same time when Pink Pearl aka Volleyball

but I’m just gonna call her “Lily”, same with me wanting to call Yellow Pearl "Tulip" and Blue Pearl "Violet"

but yeah, Lily got hurt....really badly.

not just her form but also it caused her trauma and she tried to justify Pink’s actions, saying she didn’t mean to.

but that might only be partly true...

we know that Pink/Rose was both good and bad.

and we know that her actions, as well as Greg, Pearl, Garnet and Amethyst’s actions....had harmed Steven during the start of the series BEFORE Steven Universe Future.

Steven believed that it was his fault that Ruby and Sapphire had split.

you know, un-fused from Garnet.

but it was never Steven who caused this....

it was his Mom, Rose who caused it.

the first time it happen, Ruby and Sapphire did end up making up.

but only when they started to see how bad it was effecting Steven.

when Parents fight, they don’t know how bad it can effect their child and it might be possible it can make them believe it is them that is the cause of the fighting.

I don’t like it when Ruby and Sapphire are called “Children”

when really they are full grown Gem-Adults and are Married.

I know that some fans do make that mistake at times....but maybe have learned from it.

in a way, Ruby and Sapphire both are Steven’s Moms.

even if he wasn’t born from their gems, they and Garnet

formed a Mother/Son Bond with him and even if she did make some mistakes in the past, she does try her best to be there for him and was there when Steven needed to be shown he wasn’t a Monster and those who love him are sorry for putting him through such a ordeal.

yes Connie was the first to point this out to Greg and every other gem who was present.

but maybe the reason why she finally realized what Steven needed right now,

was because of what happen in the past when he came back from homeworld after being taken and how she acted when he got back, was wrong.

yes she had a right to be upset, but she couldn’t see that he was already hurting and was just trying to act like everything was fine.

the violence and let’s say semi-neglect, that became normalized to Steven.

so much so, when he got older and the negativity became too much,

he had his Pink Out Bursts.

because of how things were in Steven Universe Future,

most fans just gave up watching it.

but they don’t have to start watching it, because that is their choice.

but those who have stuck through all the episodes of Steven Universe Future.

can see that what Steven was going through, was the negative stuff breaking through.

he realized what his Dad did and didn’t do, was wrong.

and I know that some fans started to realize that too.

it was wrong for Greg to not take Steven’s human half into account.

that Greg could of used the Money from the car wash

to pay for Steven’s schooling, like either having him go to school

or get a tutor to teach him at home.

as well as going to the doctor.

but if he didn’t make enough money from the car wash,

he could of did all that when Sourcream’s Bio-Dad came to give him the money he owed him.

but instead of using the money for helping Steven a tutor or for a doctor.

Greg just “treats himself” while still treating his son and Pearl.

even if the episode was still good and it had Greg and Pearl bond.

it can show that what was going on with Greg’s spending the money for just fun, wasn’t right.

yeah you can do that too, but what Greg didn’t do with the money wasn’t right.

Steven was semi-neglected and I don’t think I am the only fan of the show that has come to this realization.

yes some fans have pointed out how Steven was acting in Steven Universe Future was terrible.

but like how that video points out, it all started in the very beginning before Steven Universe Future.

it might be possible through Steven’s life he never fully realized that he was in fact being semi-neglected by not just his own Dad, but by Pearl, Garnet and Amethyst as well.

it might be possible to go throughout your whole life without realizing you have been semi-neglected.

even if you are taken care of, like given food and a home by those who brought you into this world.

there can be different ways you can end up finding out you have been semi-neglected throughout your childhood, even if the ones responsible might of not mean to do that.

like with my parents....or rather, Asriel’s parents....

I know I am still TECHNICALLY him, but at the same time I’m not.

I’m like.......half of his components. I don’t have his soul, that makes up the very core of his heart.....I only have his memories, which weren’t even mine to begin with.....it’s like part of me is Asriel, while the other part is just Flowey....it’s like-

fusion, yeah I think so too.

this might be a crazy theory, but what if it turned out the tapes that we find in the True Lab hint something.

like what if Papyrus calling Toriel, Asgore’s Clone was true.

and there might be more to the story of the past than we know.

and the Toriel in Deltarune might really be from Undertale Timeline,

and the Toriel who we meet in the start of the Undertale Game,

is really a Clone of Asgore, who was recreated to look a little like his first wife who took their son Asriel to the other world.

this was thanks to Gaster’s machine, it might be possible that Asgore and Toriel did originally come from the Deltarune Timeline.

and went with Gaster to the Undertale Timeline.

and Asriel was born in the Deltarune Timeline.

and at some point in time after Asgore’s Clone Wife Left him....

his original wife, the Original Toriel, came back for him because she missed him and wanted to try to make things work.

this would then have Asgore have the current Royal Scientist

to create another clone, but this time one that looks 100% like him

and would be the King in his place, while he returns to his original home world with his wife.

yeah at first I wanted to talk about Steven Universe, and how I’m happy that someone else had pointed out the obvious about why Steven ends up acting the way he does in Steven Universe Future.

I also want to say, that I’m not sure if it’s just me...

but while re-watching the playthrough trailer for Chapter 2 of Deltarune.

I notice that Toriel looks like a off-white purple type color.

like her fur not seeming as white as it appears in Undertale.

but it just seem like a off-white purple when she entered Kris’s room (well Asriel & Kris’s Room)

I don’t know if the same will be for Asgore in the game,

that his fur might appear a off-white type of color too.

like one it could turn out to be a off-white to yellow or maybe orange...?

I don’t know, but if it stays just white it could hint that the Toriel from Undertale could really be Asgore’s Clone, well maybe.

I mean it turn out the Pie theory was canon.

if you seen that animation on youtube, where Kris said they were gonna eat the whole pie, and then see the trailer for Chapter 2.

you will be happy as I and others, to find out that the Pie Is Canon.

it might be possible that Sans and his brother, are from a Geno-Timeline of Undertale, where it never got a Pacifist or Neutral Run.

and after fixing the machine (that was never meant to be fixed in the first place)

Sans took his brother and anyone else who survived, and left their home alternate universe to go live at the Deltarune Timeline.

while another version of Sans, while at times goes through the Geno Routes,

also went through Pacifist and Neutral Routes.

and never truly went through just the infinity Genocide Runs like the Deltarune-Sans did before moving himself and his brother to the Deltarune Universe.

the Sans that moved to the Deltarune Universe, is perhaps a version that NEVER met Toriel, or at least the Original Her.

he met the Clone, and even befriended the Clone.

but him befriending Kris’s Mom, was the first they ever met.

to some fans, Sans fell in love with Asgore’s Clone who was named after the True-Toriel.

it might be possible that the Asriel that died in the Undertale Timeline,

was a defective clone that Gaster created for the two clones,

who at first couldn’t have children at first.

Gaster perhaps went to the Deltarune Timeline,

and got a piece of Asriel’s fur and went back to the Undertale Timeline

to make the Clone-King & Queen a biological child.

at some point when hearing about Kris,

and seeing how the young Prince was becoming lonely.

Gaster created a Clone of Kris, who would later be named “Frisk”

Gaster then had the human child fall to the underground,

where the Clone-Asriel would then meet them.

this could of been how the original timeline went,

at least until Chara came into the picture.

Chara, might turn out to be the Player inside the game.

when the Players, finish killing everyone in the Underground.

we end up meeting Chara or whoever we name them

if we don’t use the default name.

we think where we are meeting Chara is a empty dark void.

but it turns out, where we are really meeting them.

might really be inside Frisk’s Head.

there can be different theories about who both Frisk and Chara truly are.

like for one, it could of been those two that Gaster was speaking to,

and not Sans and Papyrus. or Sans and Alphys.

the red soul that powers the True Lab, might be the soul of the Original Human Child that fell into the Underground, and when Asriel (who was originally born in Deltarune) was living in Undertale until moving back to Deltarune.

that human child is who he befriends, and those memories are then carried by the Clone-Asriel, and can be tampered with if we rename them.

it might be possible that Asriel and “Chara” didn’t make it too far,

and could of ended up not going through the barrier.

because Clone-Asriel was a unstable clone, he died before even leaving with Chara’s Soul.

it might be possible that everyone’s memories in the Undertale World,

was rewritten by Gaster.

making it so that no one finds out that the Dreemurr Family that was acting rulers, were really clones of the ones who left to go back to their original world.

the Red Soul that was place in Kris’s body, might really be Chara.

and it could turn out that Frisk isn’t a clone of Kris, but could still hold a dark side that ended up corrupting Chara.

in a way, we the Players are Chara too, but at the same time we aren’t.

when Kris throws the red soul in that birdcage, we can still move around....

but only the red soul and not Kris.

this means that the Red Soul (which the trait of is Unknown, and the Determination is only Fanon.)

was us the players the whole time, or at least Chara.

it is possible that Frisk in the Canon and in the Fanon, can be really different from each other.

one, Frisk in most of the Fanon, comes off not just flirty but also a good friend and loving child of Undertale-Toriel.

on the other if we think about it, without us the players and Chara,

Frisk in the Canon of Undertale, is just soulless.

Frisk might of been one of the discarded vessels, like what happens in Deltarune.

I mean that is a possibility.

so if that is true, that would mean that the Frisk that the monsters in the Underground befriend, is really the Player and Chara.

there might be a reason why we are able to name the fallen child from the start of the game, but it turning out we aren’t naming Frisk, we are naming Chara.

Chara is the true hero of the story, the one who truly befriends the Monsters in the Underground.

and it is us the players who help on the outside, who can end up corrupting Chara and even end up letting Frisk get more control with each LV we get.

we can see it like this, when Chara is in full control of Frisk’s body.

they can choose not to kill and choose not to let Frisk take over.

Chara could end up living as “Frisk” if they choose to let everyone be happy on the surface.

even though some of the theories I had talked about that involves Undertale and Deltarune might be wrong.

but at least the whole Pie theory turned out to be canon in Deltarune.

also if you go to the Deltarune.com

and see the countdown until Chapter 2.

you can see that the numbers are shaking.

here is the site

https://deltarune.com/

I’m keeping the tab up and have been keeping it up since last night.

it wont be until tonight, but it will be worth it in the end.

this will be one of the good things to happen this year.

cause ya know with what happen with FNAF....and the two faced humans that Scott trusted with his money, and if he had known that they weren’t as they seemed, I don’t think he would of done it and yet he did get hurt by not just them....but also some journalist who twisted everything.

but I hope the ones who had a hand in making that FNAF Help Wanted,

will be FNAF’s new adoptive owners.

and I think I want to try to keep a eye out on any new news about the FNAF Security Breach.

hopefully it is true that it will still come out.

even after that hot mess.

well we do need some good news in our lives.

and Chapter 2 of Deltarune is the Hero of good news.

it be nice if the fan game that is a AU of a AU

was canon, or maybe like Semi-Canon that takes place in a different timeline to the main one.

I love playing Five Nights Of Flirting, and it took me a few tries to finally romance Chris, cause I didn’t bother to go get the ring first.

I know there is something else I will have to do in order to get the romance ending with Fritz.

it keeps going to the Friend ending.

but I want to try to get all romance endings if I can.

before I go to the true ending.

I can’t help but see Vincent as not being William Afton,

but maybe being his son, and the father of Vincent that appears in the AU-AU FNOF fan game.

is William, and it could be possible that Vincent is the crying child in that world.

that was the first to get into that accident before Mike.

or Vincent could of been the brother of the Crying Child and the Other Brother,

and went to get William before his younger brother got hurt by their shared older brother and his friends.

even if Vincent was originally suppose to be William, before the true name of the purple man was revealed.

Vincent had in a way, became his own person and in the Five Nights Of Flirting Game, ends up being I guess redeemed and shows a gentle side to him.

even if there is that pervy side too.

we can see Vincent’s Father as William Afton,

who had became worse after the death of his daughter, and became a Monster.

or it could turn out that Vincent’s Father could be a Brother of William Afton,

and Vincent could be seen as the Cousin of William’s Three Children.

we can take a different look on how Vincent can be related to William and his three children.

it could turn out they are brothers, and Vincent was the younger brother of William.

but I think I like the idea that Vincent was the son of William Afton.

maybe being the middle child, being maybe a year younger than the older brother who ended up getting their younger brother hurt.

but anyway, back to the whole Steven Universe....

we know that there were some mix feelings about the Steven Universe Future.

some fans didn’t like it, but other fans stuck with it and still liked it even if it did end up showing some dark sides.

but it was necessary because it is linked to the first seasons of Steven Universe.

if you look up the video on Youtube that I had mention,

you will understand that the past of Steven connects to the Steven from the Steven Universe Future.

not everyone has to go watch it, and it is a choice.

but I wont pretend that the clues don’t exist.

just like I’m not gonna pretend that what happen with Cozy Glow, Chrysalis and Tirek was the correct call, I still love MLPFIM.

but I can’t agree with how those three were handled.

and they were made to be Discord’s scapegoats.

just like how the Magic from SVTFOE was made the scapegoats

for Star’s Mom, and I know from remembering how Moon’s face reacted when she made it seem like there was no other way to beat the Solarians.

but really I believe there was a way, but it might be possible that the writers didn’t let it be revealed because it was too dark.

that the only way to return the Solarians (minus Mina.) to normal.

is for the caster of the spell to be “taken out”

meaning in order to undo the Solarian transformation,

and save everyone’s life, and might of saved Quirky’s life if they done it sooner.

was to kill Moon Butterfly.

yes the Magic in the Realm did act as Alternate way to save everyone.

but it was still a scapegoat, because it wasn’t the magic that misused itself.

it was Star’s family that misused it.

and Moon deeply misused it when she not only used it to try to hurt Eclipsa’s daughter, and yet when she got amnesia and ended up lost in the realm of magic.....she made Eclipsa her scapegoat for what happen to her.

she also misused the magic when breaking her promise to Eclipsa

when she got the spell to destroy Toffee, but only end up taking his finger.

she also misused the magic when she created those new Solarian Warriors.

from what we seen of Solaria, it does appear that she had let go of any form of prejudice towards monsters, from how she bonded with Meteora.

we know so far that SVTFOE, MLPFIM and SU had Anti-Hero moments.

where it turn out that Pink Diamond/Rose was a Anti-Hero.

and even Star Butterfly ended up becoming a Anti-Hero.

we still love the shows and the characters, but we can see that there can be moments when the Heroes can end up being both the Heroes and the Villains.

ya know like Negaduck from the Ducktales Reboot.

I do have a theory that Discord, and maybe his family....

use to be the spirits of Harmony for the Original Tree of Harmony

in Equestria I, before the pony tribes cross from their broken disharmony broken icy home (that use to be connected to the hippogriff’s home before their home became a island.)

Discord was perhaps the Element of Magic, or at least the original element of magic.

but once the original tree was destroyed and all that was left was the seed,

which would then be found and taken to the Equestria II, by Starswirl.

Discord was “born”, born from the disharmony that the very pony tribes created when they destroyed their original home.

and took over the lands that belong to Tirek, The Buffalo, The Griffin and even the Changelings who once looked like their reformed selves and only look the way they did when we first see them, is because their Crystal Heart and Crystal Empire was taken over by Earth Ponies.

who would then either be transformed by magic to become Crystal Ponies

or the long exposure to the Changeling’s Crystal Heart, would then cause them to magically evolve from Earth Ponies to Crystal Ponies.

I believe that Canterlot might of been originally home to the Griffins,

during when Celestia and Luna still ruled together.

but after Luna was banished, Celestia took her army and took over the Griffins original home that would later be renamed Canterlot.

I mean why would Celestia have to rule so high up...?

why couldn’t Twilight rule from her new castle in Ponyville?

and why have artifacts that belong to the Dragons, Changelings, Yaks, Hippogriffs and Griffins....?

and remember what Celestia once said before,

that her and her sister are NO LONGER connected to the elements of harmony.

this would mean that she and her sister, wouldn’t be connected to the element of honesty, and while they can be truthful and honest at times when they need to be.

they could still hold lies that they refuse to tell Twilight and her friends.

Sci-Twi Is Best Sparkle-Girl!

yeah even though I still like Twilight, I can’t help but feel that Sci-Twi might be better than her.

plus if they let Cozy, Tirek and Chrysalis end up in the human world

instead of turning them to stone.

I believe that the ones who could of reformed them,

would be the Main 7, well or 10, if you count Vinyl, Wallflower and Trixie.

Tirek might ended up forming a bond with Human-Fluttershy.

while Cozy forms a bond with Sci-Twi and Sunset, as the two could see her for who she was deep down, past the corrupted side to herself that was possibly born from certain bad influences.

like it could of first started when Discord had Cranky act as one of the substitute teachers....we know that Cranky got Cozy and some other students to wait on him front and back hoof.

plus part of the reasons why Cozy ended up the way she did,

might of been because of the pony versions of the Cutie Mark Crusaders.

who she truly did care for and did fail on purpose just so they could get in,

but seeing how that turned out, she had to go to Starlight to tell the truth and the real reason why she failed even after those three helped her out.

why would she just throw that all away, if it wasn’t Discord corruption of her

or if it was caused by the Cutie Mark Crusaders abandoning Cozy.

I think it is possible that Cozy wanting to get rid of magic, might be from how she was treated in her past like some form of abuse, that was caused by Unicorns misusing their power.

but it could come from Starlight, we know that Starlight has done far worse than Cozy, Chrysalis and Tirek....cause messing up the timelines would be a very big deal.

Midnight Sparkle trying to destroy her world just to get to the magic in Equestria, could be a second level of bad.

while what Starlight did comes in first, but it might be possible that those other timelines that Twilight and Spike went to, still exist.

and when Starlight was reformed, the three of them never truly went back to their original timeline, which is possibly the timeline Cozy Glow really came from.

and it could turn out that Cozy came from the future, and is the true daughter of Cadance and Shinning Armor.

and not being able to take the timeline she followed her Aunt, Uncle and Starlight into....she tried to fix it by not only trying to get rid of the magic,

but also trying to become the Empress.

it is possible that Flurry might really be a Alternate version of Cozy

or she was created from using the essence of Princess Amore,

and maybe even a piece of Shining Armor and Cadance DNA.

but it could turn out that Flurry, could just be her own pony

who might still be Shining Armor and Cadance’s daughter.

and it could turn out that when they first tried for a child,

it ended up becoming a stillborn, and that is the version of Cozy Glow

that died in the timeline she would then move into and call “Home”

Cozy Glow could end up keeping secret that she came from the Original Timeline that Spike, Twilight and Starlight left behind for good.

Cozy learned about her Aunt from her parents,

who said that one day she was just gone, both her and Spike haven’t been seen since.

Cozy Glow would then end up finding Twilight and Spike in some point in the future, which they ended up going to their home’s future and not just a timeline and Cozy ends up following them.

we know that in a short, Twilight is shown to be scared of ladybugs.

but before her castle shows up, and during when she went to the Human World for the first time to get her crown back from Sunset.

she had showed no signs of being scared of ladybugs.

plus with how many days there are in a year, it is possible that 30 Moons

could be a very long time, while only three or 4 years have past in the world that Sunset now calls home.

it is possible that Sunset was around Apple Bloom, Sweetie Belle and Scootaloo’s ages when she left Equestria.

we know that so far that while dealing with Equestrian magic,

not once has Sunset and her friends ever banished or turned the corrupted by magic, to stone.

Aria, Sonata and Adagio (who are canonically sisters.)

only got their medallions destroyed, not themselves.

which might of been a good thing, because it is clear that it was what ended up corrupted them....or the ponies that were giving them negative energy.

it is possible that those three were part of a Siren Pony Tribe,

but ended up corrupted because of other ponies negative energies, and they became addicted to it like a drug.

so the sea-dragon like forms they took before, were their corrupted forms.

while the Pony forms with “changeling like wings” were their true forms.

I can’t wait until the My Little Pony New Generation.

the trailers were pretty good and even if it does have Twilight and her friends cameo as action figures.

it might do better than the last season of MLPFIM.

well the last episode with Luster Dawn was great.

I just can’t agree with the whole Discord getting away with what he did.

it didn’t seem right, and it does seem that Tirek, Chrysalis and Cozy

might suffer from trauma from friendship magic, or at least the Toxic side of it.

we only see them as just the bad guys, the villains.

but they might of never truly been that way at first if it wasn’t for some moment in their lives that caused the dramatic change.

and if things had turned out differently, and Sunset just took her opportunity

went back to Equestria after being beaten by Twilight.

she might of ended up teaming up with Chrysalis, Tirek and Cozy.

and being tricked by Discord and ended up being turned to stone as well.

that would mean that the element of empathy bearer, would be lost for a very long time.

the element of empathy might of only been born in the Human World,

and might not exist in Equestria.

and the element of empathy might be connect to Stygian too.

but anyway I know that not a lot of fans will agree about the whole what happen in Steven Universe Future, was caused by what happen in the original series of Steven Universe and how Steven was brought up.

it is possible it was meant to play out that way,

to show us a negative side that can happen in real life.

through the good and bad times, we had been there to watch it all in Steven Universe and then learn that his problems that started to happen in Steven Universe Future, is connected to the original series and maybe even the Movie.

and I believe it might be possible that Connie realized this when Steven was becoming worse and both she, and everyone needs to really be there for him.

and not act like everything is about them and act like he is always happy when really he’s not.

Steven is part gem, but he is still human.

what he went through in the first series, we should of seen it was gonna have really bad effects in his future when the Steven Universe Future happen.

I happen to like both Steven Universe and Steven Universe Future.

and even the Movie.

and just because we find flaws in the series we love,

doesn’t mean we stop caring and loving the series.

we just find some issues that we take notice of

that seem a bit twisted and notice how characters who are suppose to be on the side of good, can end up taking a dark path and doing more harm than good and not really getting to the root of what is causing the villain to act like a villain the first place.

we know that what Bradford did in Ducktales, was messed up.

but half of his actions were for good reasons.

and the one who made him a villain in the first place, was his own grandmother.

and the reason why he ended up transforming because of that sword,

was because he was hurt inside, and the sword was possibly feeding off his frustration and negativity and maybe starting to corrupt him the more he used it.

I don’t think Webby’s sisters were made from her feathers,

but were made from Scrooge’s and the reason why the Papyrus didn’t-

what does Papyrus have to do with this...?

why the Papyrus didn’t work for those two, is because it had to be the eldest heir of Scrooge that had to get the Papyrus to appear.

why would Papyrus appear before them....?

is he a summon type monster or something?

remember, when Flowey is speaking the words become bold...

anyway Bradford became the way he is, because of his Grandmother.

of course Ludwig Von Drake would get it wrong and not see why he became the worse, was all because of his Grandmother.

some times there is more to one side, there will always be two sides and at times there can be reasons why villains in a series become villains in the first place.

some are too far gone to be saved or might of been dark from the very start.

while others are tragic villains and might even be Anti-Villians.

anyway even if I know it is possible not everyone will go check out that video that shows the clips of the first series of Steven Universe,

but I hope that some will check it out and if they watched Steven Universe Future too, they might make the connections that the first series was the beginning of it all before it got much worse for Steven in Steven Universe Future.

it will be a while before the new Chapter of Deltarune will be ready to be released.

from what I can tell we got some time to go before it happens, but it will be today or tonight when it does.

so I hope everyone has that site open up

and watching the countdown, or like watching it when they aren’t doing something else on the side.

it’s gonna be hours before it really gets started and I for one can’t wait.

but until it is time, I will do some other stuff too.

also not everyone has to agree about Steven Universe Future,

but I hope some can agree about the problems Steven went through,

all started in the first series and even into the Movie.

which both are still awesome, but if Steven is Sans too

cause the whole Steven Quartz Universe spelling out Sans,

and he might of been reborn as Sans, while Gaster could turn out to be Pink-Steven who then became Sans and Papyrus father, when he had Steven’s Human Soul reborn as a Monster or like split into two souls

that would become Sans and Papyrus.

why didn’t anyone else figure out that Steven Quartz Universe, spelled out Sans....? that is crazy, did no one figure that out first when the whole Steven and Sans being one and same theory first started?!

anyway like my new tumblr name implies,

it will have Flowey taking some questions, and they are suppose to be living in Deltarune.

even if it isn’t canon, but I like the idea of Flowey ending up in that world.

anyway I at first wanted to share what I found out about Steven,

and that the problems he faced in Steven Universe Future,

was not the first problems he went through but was a breaking point to the problems becoming too much for him.

and it truly started in Steven Universe, the first series.

maybe sometime I can talk more about the whole Steven Universe and Steven Universe Future another time.

I wonder what a fusion between Steven from Steven Universe Future

and Angel Dust from Hazbin Hotel would be like...?

what would their fusion be called?

well their fusion might be the platonic.

it might be interesting if it was Sans and Angel fusing.

anyway I am gonna go now, there is a fan art I want to do later that has to do with one of the characters from Helluva Boss.

so see ya later and stay safe everyone.

and remember, it’s Meme or Be Memed.

is that whole Meme or Be Memed, even being used...?

it be interesting if it turns out it is.

#steven universe theory #canon #steven universe future #Flowey the Flower #undertale theory #deltarune theory #my little pony friendship is magic theory #ducktales 2017 #spoilers

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toast-connoisseur · 4 years

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all the colors!

Answered these earlier so I’ll repost☺️

zinc white; how are you really feeling today? no one-word answers please! -I’m exhausted. Working and home life are draining. The current state of the world also has so much going on and I so desperately wish I could instantly fix everything at the same time.

cadmium yellow; when you think of the word “happy” what’s the first thing that comes to mind? -Laughter

lemon; what’s your comfort food? -It depends on my mood tbh but usually something chocolatey

hansa yellow; what’s your guilty pleasure song? -I don’t consider any of my music worth being called a guilty pleasure but I do like the song titled Guilty Pleasure by Cobra Starship

yellow ochre; name an artist/band whom you just discovered & can’t get enough of! -Straight Line Stitch

naples yellow; where do you feel most at home? -Right now I can’t really say I have a place. Used to be Disneyland.

raw sienna; with whom do you feel most at home? -My best friends

golden ochre; describe the relationship you have with your closest friend. -I’m lucky to have several close friends and each relationship is very different but ultimately we can speak our minds with each other and laugh about random stupidities for hours.

golden deep; what’s your favorite season? -Fall

cadmium orange; what do you like to do on your days off? -See my friends usually, but now I mostly sleep.

orange lake; do you have anyone you can turn to when you’re sad? -Yes. I hate doing that though. I don’t want others to feel sad because I’m sad and I don’t like bothering people.

titans; do you prefer slow mornings or relaxing evenings? -Relaxing evenings. Mornings stress me out no matter what.

shakhnazaryan red; are you currently binge-watching anything? -No, I already finished the newest season of Queer Eye.

red ochre; are you more right-brained (creative) or left-brained (analytical)? -I am both for sure and I think anyone that knows me would agree.

burnt sienna; is there a painting that brings you peace when you look at it? -I’m not good with memorizing the names of paintings. While I have had this experience before, I don’t recall what they’re all named.

english red; what animal do you relate to most? -A puppy. Always learning new info and has too much energy at times.

vermilion; what’s your favorite accent? -It’s a tie between a Cuban accent (looove speaking Spanish with Cubans) and an Australian accent.

cadmium red; do you have a “type” when it comes to a significant other? -I think so? I guess my type is someone who can keep up with me and make me laugh so hard I cry.

scarlet; describe your current crush/es. -Nonexistent.

ruby; what does your ideal first date look like? -Honestly just sitting somewhere quiet, like the beach, and talking nonsense about anything and everything.

carmine; what does your ideal second date look like? -Maybe something fun like a bar/club or even going to the movies (I find that very fun)

madder lake red; would you ever kiss someone (or accept a kiss) on a first date? -Yes. As long as it feels right, I’ll always accept a kiss.

rose; what’s something really positive going on in your life right now? -I graduated college! But that’s dying down so I’ll have to find something new soon.

quinacridone rose; what’s something you’re really looking forward to? -The world being a safer place in every aspect of the word.

violet rose; what does your dream house look like? -I like open spaces and lots of rooms to decorate yet do nothing with.

violet; is there any place in particular you’d like to settle down? -I’d love to stay in the LA area but it’s a big bitch money-wise.

blue lake; what would you like to do/accomplish before you settle down? -I think I be done it already. I’d love to have my dream job but I wouldn’t mind settling down whilst looking for that too.

cobalt blue spectral; what is the most beautiful place you have ever been to? -Multnomah Falls

ultramarine; when was the last time you were in a good mood? do you know/remember what sparked it? -I was getting ready to see my friends.

blue; what’s the most recent dream you remember? -Last night I dreamt that I went back in time to meet myself as a child but I encountered everyone else but me.

bright blue; what does your dream family look like? any kids or pets? how many of each? -I’d love a big family. Wife and as many kids as we can comfortable afford, preferably 4 maybe? A dog, maybe an aquarium?

blue cobalt; do you like your name? would you give yourself a different name if you could? -I don’t really care for my name but I wouldn’t even know what to change it to tbh. I tried when I became a US citizen but it didn’t work out.

prussian azure; what’s your favorite scent? -Anything clean or the smell of fresh baked goods.

azure blue; what’s your favorite type of tea, if any? -I don’t like tea.

turquoise blue; if you could start a garden, what would you plant? -I actually had this thought the other day and I want a garden so bad I feel like I’d plant whatever I could get my hands on and easily manage.

cerulean blue; if you were guaranteed to have a viewership, would you start a youtube vlog? -Maybe. Sounds super fun to do without viewers but I wouldn’t want to deal with the mean people/comments. Ruins the fun.

glauconite; describe your body without using any negative adjectives. -Curvaceous.

yellow green; picture yourself walking in a field. what do you see & hear in this scenario? -Birds chirping, butterflies flying around, a slight breeze that’s not too chilly yet saves me from the heat of the sun on my face.

green light; are you in a comfortable place in life? if not, what do you think might make it better? -Not really. I require more stability than what is being offered to me at the moment but it’s really expensive to be out on my own here.

green; name three countries you want to visit; do you have any actual plans in place to visit any of them? -I could name them all and know I probably won’t get around to many. Life is messy and expensive. France and Greece sound nice though.

emerald green; do you speak any languages besides english? are there any additional languages you want to learn? -Spanish. Both English and Spanish are basically my native languages and I speak both fluently and most times people don’t know which is my primary language.

oxide of chromium; what’s your favorite book? -Rosemary’s Baby by Ira Levin

olive green; are you currently reading anything? how do you like it so far? -Nothing at the moment.

mars brown; what’s a movie that always puts a smile on your face/makes you laugh? -Saved!

burnt umber; what’s something you plan to do before the day is over to take care of yourself? -Take a fat nap.

umber; have you drank enough water today? -It’s 6AM so, no.

voronezhskaya black; what or who is your go-to outlet for when you need to vent? -Selena

sepia; name five things that always make you happy. -My best friends, Disneyland, food, coloring, watching movies, and drinking

indigo; what’s the best/sweetest compliment you have ever received? -When people tell them I make them feel safe enough to tell me anything.

payne’s gray; describe your aesthetic? -I honestly think it varies on a day to day basis but mostly like retro I guess?

black; post a selfie because you are so beautiful!

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scullyy · 5 years

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Days With You / Chapter Five

Chapters: Chapter One / Chapter Two / Chapter Three / Chapter Four / Chapter Five

Pairing: Clementine x Louis

Word Count: 3000

Summary: Clementine eagerly returns to her favourite sport; Baseball. It isn't easy to focus when your boyfriend is cheering you on from the sidelines, and when your father figure still doesn't know the two of you are dating...

A/N: FINALLY IT ONLY TOOK ME MONTHS! Thank you so very much for being patient as I wrote this. A lot happened in my personal life during production that made it difficult for me to focus. This was a fun chapter to write though and I hope you all enjoy :))

"Baseball sucks,"

"You suck."

"Not as much as baseball."

Violet sat herself down in the tiny seat, being forced to squish herself in next to Louis and Mitch. She mentally prepared herself for the 'bro talk' that would be taking place over the next two hours. The rowdy group of teenagers sitting behind them didn't make matters any better. Clementine better win.

She peered at the field on the other side of the rusty gate, trying to spot her friend amongst the hoard of other players. Various team members were huddled together like crowds of zombies. Weird. "So, do you think her team is gonna win?" Violet threw another chicken nugget into her mouth, savouring the crunch.

Louis rolled his eyes. "Clem is undefeated, she'll kick all their asses," He didn't take his eyes off the small girl standing by the batting cage. Of course, he could point her out immediately amongst her teammates. "We just have to cheer extra hard for her."

"Hear you loud and clear." She saluted dramatically. Baseball still sucked to her, but Clementine did have some serious skill with a bat. If she ever had to bash some heads in, oh boy she would leave nothing but mush behind.

"Is this seat taken?"

Louis glanced at the man towering over him and almost jumped in his seat, immediately swiping a hand through his tangled dreads to cool himself off. "We were saving it for you, Mr Everett."

Lee smiled gratefully at the boy and nabbed the seat, little AJ sitting right beside him. Another tall man and what seemed to be his wife sat with Lee. Louis couldn't place him, but that beard was glorious.

"Hi Louis!" AJ cheered. These games excited him more than he could put into words. He got to see Clem and all her cool friends!

"Hey little dude," Louis waved at the cute kid, he always brought a smile to his face. "How you been Mr Everett?" He accidentally squeaked out, so much for keeping his cool.

'Also I'm now dating your daughter and I'm still not sure if you like me ever since you caught me sneaking in once during high school. I only wanted to get my jacket I SWEAR-'

The wise man kept his eyes on Clementine, nothing could wash away the pride he held for her. She had been through hell and returned a stronger girl. "Teaching at a university isn't easy, so you better be treating your professors well." He teased. It wasn't often that he did so, but when he did it sure packed a punch.

The younger man couldn't help the unease that came upon him whenever Lee was around. He was a good man, one of the greats even. He and Clementine agreed to tell Lee about their relationship together, only for the simple fact that neither was sure if Lee actually liked Louis and if Clem was there she would be able to diffuse the situation much more smoothly than Louis.

Still didn't stop Louis from turning on the charm as best he could. "I'm a star student, sir-"

"You're not a teenager anymore Louis, you can call me Lee,"

"Sure thing...Lee," It felt weird to even enunciate. After years of having to call his own dad 'sir' the word fell from his mouth so easily around men older than him. "So...you keen to see Clem?"

Lee made a typical low-grunt dad noise as he shifted in his seat. Who made the decision to make these things out of cheap plastic? "Always am. Y'know, she always gets nervous before something big, but she still pulls through no matter what."

Louis wondered what it would be like to have a parent be immensely proud of you. To not keep your head low and wonder what words would set them off...what a foreign feeling. He would have to give his mother a call and ask if she was proud. He would have to give her a call, period. "Yeah, she's a tough one."

The girl didn't feel so tough beneath everyone's gaze.

Clementine swung around her trusty bat through the air, her chest rising and falling rapidly. "Fuck fear...fuck fear." She muttered to herself over and over again in an attempt to rebuild her confidence. Practising at the public batting cage in front of strangers was one thing, but playing in front of a large crowd of people who knew her was still a foreign matter, no matter how often she had done it. The sharp winter wind only beat her down further, making her hands tremble more than what they already were.

"Hey Clem, you cool?" Her coach, Javier Garcia, called out from his spot by the bench. He was the best coach she could have ever asked for, always patient and skilled as hell.

"Just nervous, I'm not sure why." Her eyes flickered over to the group of loud idiots at the bleachers, then again those were her idiots. Willy, Tenn and AJ were screaming their little heads off, Ruby and Brody were beaming with pride. Omar was trying to block out the smell of plastic cheese and cheap meat from his delicate sinuses. Aasim was currently googling 'baseball tactics' so he would have some idea of what was going on. Marlon was somehow taking a nap despite all the noises surrounding them, and Mitch was bored as ever. Boxing was the superior sport. Louis was way too eager to watch her play, being a baseball fanatic himself this was his heaven.

She just had to trust that he wouldn't say anything about their relationship to Lee. Of all the boys she had to fall for, it was the one that had the biggest chance of Lee not liking.

Javi followed her gaze and smirked. "Are they your friends?" He received his answer by how her head fell low. "At least they support you. I know it's been a while since you've played, with school and all, keep a clear head and you'll be fine. Go kick ass, Clementine." Javi gave her a gentle pat on the back before turning back to her other teammates. Ken Junior, known to everyone else as Duck, was clapping like mad.

"You got this Clem!" He called out. Duck and Clementine had been friends since childhood, he always had her back, even if he wasn't the brightest bulb in the box. "Give them a good ol' swing!

Three of her fellow teammates-Layla, Frankie and Elyse-cheered on with Duck.

"I believe in you sista Clem!"

"Give them hell Clementine! Punch them in the tit!"

"You got this! We stan a strong baseball queen!"

Clementine threw back a thumbs up as she made her way towards the batters' box. "You got this motherfucker, you got this!" She mumbled, a habit she had picked up from Lee over the years. The pitcher rolled his eyes at Clem's small stature as she grounded her feet on the dirty diamond. This team was new to their field, they hadn't seen what they were capable of.

However, Javi's team didn't know what their opposition was capable of either. The pitcher somehow channelled the strength of Zeus as he pummeled the ball on a slight curve, entirely missing Clementine's poorly calculated swing.

"Strike one!"

"Bullshit!" Violet couldn't help but scream at what she deemed injustice. "They can't do that!"

"Yes they can," Louis interrupted her revolt. "Clem just...missed the ball." This wasn't like her, not by a long shot.

The group of teenagers sitting behind them, who had now reached a stage beyond being just rowdy, were laughing at Clementine's aim. "Get her off the field!" A young girl with braces shouted, her hoard all laughed in agreement, throwing bits of their snacks at the fence.

Violet had reached a breaking point with the clique. She slammed her empty nugget box into her drink holder, crushing the cardboard material. With her head held high, she turned to the obnoxious bunch, her eyes shooting fiery daggers at each member. "You shut the fuck up and get your teeth straight!"

Louis quickly pulled Violet back into her rickety seat, yet his smile was full of pure smugness. It was moments like this he was glad to consider her a friend, even if her methods of support were wild.

"Strike Two!"

The keeper's word quickly quelled the group of their excitement. All their eyes turned to the small girl on the field, her knuckles locked in a death grip around the bat.

Clementine wanted to beat herself over the head and then some. She had been practising for this game, what was wrong with her?? She made the deadly mistake of glancing towards Louis, her secret boyfriend, and then to Lee, her dear and clueless father figure. The only thing heavier than the bat was the guilt residing in her head-

Oh, that's why.

She muttered many curses under her breath as the pitcher threw another crooked smile her way. This fucking kid-

"C'mom Clementine! Blast them to space!" Mitch shouted, surprising his friends. They never would have expected him to show this much enthusiasm. He noticed their not so subtle jaw drops. Even Aasim appeared confused by his outburst. "What? I still want her to win."

Louis locked eyes with Clem through the rusty fence. Anyone could see just how nervous she was. Her big curious eyes were brimming with worry. Louis wanted to run through the field and hug her, remind her of just how awesome she was.

But there was both a wire fence and a 5'10 father figure sitting next to him and truth be told was just a tad more scared of Lee, so Louis settled for a childish thumbs up, hoping it would have the same effect.

It somehow did the trick.

Clementine straightened her back like a knight riding off to battle. Her nerves settled themselves as she braced for the strong arm of the pitcher. If Louis believed in her, then what could go wrong?

With a mighty crack, Clem managed to hit the ball and she took off like a shooting star, whizzing past the opposition as they desperately ran after the ball flying through the air. The triumphant yelling from the spectators fueled her fire as her legs carried her over the diamonds with ease. Her lungs thumped within her chest like a hammer against cloth.

"Hurry Clem! They caught it!" Duck hollered. His voice carried across the entire field and switched on extreme flight mode within Clem. If her legs had gone any faster they would have appeared as but a mere blur. Home base was in sight, the final stretch. She noticed a player readying her throwing arm, the white ball within her grasp.

With one final bound, Clementine skidded to the ground, her left leg slammed down onto the dirt, kicking it up behind her. She couldn't help but cry out at the rough collision, it fell upon a distracted crowd who were too busy cheering. Clementine slowly opened her dry eyes and saw the tired faces of the opposition and the maddening grins of her teammates, she had just made it. She won.

Her teammates charged at her like a herd of wild animals, with Duck leading the group. "We won! We won!" He didn't even try to hold back his enthusiasm, but when did he ever?

Layla fell atop of Clementine, her arms squeezing her in a hug that almost left Clem comatose. "I knew you could do it!" The rest of her teammates all fell into a hug together, even Javi joined in.

"Guys," Clem coughed out. "My leg really fucking hurts." Her friends disbanded just as quickly as they had come together, concerned hands reaching out to the obvious tear running down her pant leg. A guilty rock with jagged edges lay beside her kneecap, specks of fresh blood gleaming off it.

Frankie swung an arm beneath Clementine's shoulder and helped pull her back to the shaded bench. "I'll get some water." He immediately zoomed off to the 'hydration station', leaving the rest of the team to ponder over the injury.

"Can't go one game without hurting yourself, can you?" Javi gently rolled up Clem's dirty pant leg, ignoring her pained whimpers. "Damn, you skidded hard." Speckles of blood oozed from her graze, staining her white pants.

"It's fine," Clem tried to brush the blood away but flinched at her own touch. "I've done worse." She had the scars to prove it. Now she had another story to add to the 'Clementine Injury Hall of Fame', as Louis called it.

Frankie came back with two cups full of water as Javi bandaged Clems' graze. He passed them off to her, surprised and concerned at how quickly Clementine downed both of them. "You alright hon?"

"You need to be careful out there Clem," Elyse spoke up from the sidelines, her eyes staring right at her injured friend. "This. Is. Not. Okay." She clapped between each word for emphasis, her hair bouncing in time

Clementine immediately stood to her feet when Javi finished wrapping her leg. "Don't worry about me, it'll be okay." She walked as quickly and as delicately as she could to the fence, her friends and family waiting eagerly for her on the other side.

"Clem! You won! You won!" AJ shouted at the top of his lungs, making Tenn wince slightly. His little fingers were tugging on the fence until Lee pulled them away.

Clementine tried to ignore the shooting pain as he zoomed up to her leg, clutching it tightly. Of course, he goes after the injured leg..."Thanks, kiddo. It wasn't just me though. Did you see the home run that Duck delivered?" She gently pushed him off of her wound, hoping that no one noticed her quivering lip.

"Humble as ever," Louis grinned. All he wanted to do was run towards Clem and hug her to death just as her team had done, only better. But Lee stood right beside him. If Louis even dared to run to her the man would pull him back by the collar of his coat. "You wanna hear a baseball fact? Apparently, if you sing whilst playing baseball you may not get a very good...pitch."

A predictable hush took over the once buzzing conversation.

"Never hit anyone, never hit anyone..." Violet muttered to herself over and over again to keep her fist at bay from the back of Louis' dumb head.

Aasim huffed as he scrolled through Instagram, his eyes purposefully looking away from the memes Mitch tagged him in. The man couldn't find a meme with any good substance. "I can't believe that man is dating her."

Ah, so that's what it was.

Lee couldn't help but smile as he put together the puzzle. Clem did seem more on edge lately, a little more secretive than usual. His questions about her uni life were always answered the same, "It's fine, nothing new! No one new."

Anyone could see that both Clem and Louis were in some state of infatuation. He looked at her the way every girl wants to be looked at by a man; intrigued and enamoured. "Hey Sweetpea," Lee called her away from her 'not-so-secret-secret' lover. "So, when were you gonna tell me about you and Louis?"

It was almost laughable how quickly the colour drained from her face, reminding Lee of when she was eight and got caught putting bugs on Ducks pillow during a camping trip. It was the face Lee had seen from many of his students when they "forgot" about an assignment; the timeless face of someone who had gotten caught.

Clem coughed away the lump in her throat, suddenly finding her mouth very dry. "How did you-"

"Your friend Aasim just gave it away, but I like to think I'm smarter than you give me credit for. I had a feeling there was something going on with you two. I love you Clem, but you're not subtle." He pulled her cap down below her eyes, purposefully embarrassing her.

Clementine immediately fixed her hat, revealing her freshly red face. There was no lie in his words, she was as subtle as Brody's full brim hat. "Whatever. You're not mad that I didn't tell you?"

"I kept a lot worse from my parents when I was your age," Lee shuddered to think of the secrets he and his brother kept in their youth. "I could never be mad at you Clem. Besides, you can do a lot worse than Louis."

Said boy went on a whole fucking trip with that. His head buzzed as he tried to decipher the mixed message. "I'm gonna take that as a compliment."

"Your ego is already big enough," Violet quickly chimed in as she grabbed Clem's attention. "You ready to head back to our dorm? I think you could use a shower." She gestured to the dirt along Clementine's cheeks, giving her faux freckles.

"Sure, I feel really gross," She giggled alongside her best friend before turning back to Lee. "I'll give you a call later, cool?"

Lee gave her a firm pat on the back. "Sure thing Sweetpea."

With his newfound sense of confidence (and comfort), Louis proudly took Clem's hand within his own. "Catch you later Lee! I can call you that now! No takebacks!"

AJ ferociously waved back to Clem and her friends. "See you later!"

Ruby and Brody fawned over how cute he was as he trotted alongside Lee. Both girls were emitting what Louis had dubbed 'big uwu energy'. They were often prone to it.

Lee quickly turned back to the duo, his finger pointing directing at Louis. "If I find out you tried to sneak into her room again I will kick your butt."

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sharrks · 6 years

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Some info if you didn’t see the AMA

You guys have probably seen a majority of this information but I wrote this post whilst the AMA was still in progress, thought I should share anyway. There’s a little bit in this that mentions the fate of TWAU2 and whether or not Skybound will do games similar to Telltale’s.

I put things I thought were particularly interesting in bold as well as important stuff :).

• The game isn’t currently being worked on, so there isn’t any definitive release dates for the new episodes. They’ll provide dates when the game is back in production and they can confidently start stating release dates.

• Possibility of extra content/DLC but nothing is planned.

• Skybound likely won’t be doing TWAU2 but want to do games that are similar to Telltale’s.

• Multiple endings not confirmed but choices will have an important effect on how the game ends (practically confirmed).

— This was basically confirmed by Ian, who commented, “This is from one of our wonderful editorial team - Yes! Your choices all along in how you encourage AJ, who you romance, how you treat your friends, that all adds up in the final episode.”

• Episode 3 will have a scene about why a number of the characters ended up at the school (I am super excited about that).

— “I will say some of the reasons the youth are 'troubled' are pretty unique, though not perhaps darker than stuff we've seen before.”

• Louis’s past to be revealed depending on your choices.

• We also will learn more about Violet in the upcoming episode.

• I found this comment interesting, “You learn more about the character you saved (but learn something else about the one you didn't)”

• No James romance, Violet and Louis are the only planned ones.

• Not confirmed but “never say never” about comics about Clementine.

• Possible merch.

• Hope to make more Walking Dead games after TFS.

• We won’t ever know Clem’s second name.

• Regarding the ending of TFS, “Pretty hard to not spoil on this one, but I will give the broad strokes response of: we thought very hard about what would be an ending that fans would love, and would feel like a fitting conclusion to the very specific and harrowing journey Clementine has been on. Sorry that's kind of marketing speak, but I'm very excited for the fans to see it when it's done.”

• McCarrol Ranch to be expanded upon in a future episode.

• Garcias will not make an appearances.

• “Abel and Clem need to have a very serious 'talk' in 403. How grisly that becomes is up to the player.”

• There’s reasons why Clem doesn’t go back to Richmond.

• “We actually avoid specific ages, it's more like how old are the characters in relation to each other.

ADULTS: Lilly, Abel, Raiders

OLDER KIDS: Clem, Louis, Violet, Marlon, Aasim, Ruby, Mitch, Brody, Marlon, Omar

YOUNGER KIDS: Tenn, Willy

AJ: AJ”

• There are some determinate deaths.

• Nobody will get the Nick treatment.

• Clementine will sadly not eat a clementine.

• We’re gonna see more of James and learn more about him next episode.

• “It's very heavily branched based on if Louis or Violet is captured. Both 3 and 4 have a lot of variability based on previous choices.”

• There will be Lee references.

• Other characters may flirt with each other but the main romance is Clem and Louis/Violet.

• Script confirmed to be staying completely the same.

• ‘Take us Back’ will be played at some point in episode 4.

• Mitch’s death to be “a point of contention”.

• “Hail the ALL WILLY, EMPEROR OF GAWKING.” - Kent

Possibly more questions to be answered later by Ian.

#twdg #twdg tfs #twdg s4 #twau #telltale #skybound #the walking dead game #the final season

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all color asks

zinc white; how are you really feeling today? no one-word answers please!

I am content. The atmosphere was nice today and I could breathe. I also did not feel way too nauseous so far which is good.

cadmium yellow; when you think of the word “happy” what’s the first thing that comes to mind?

The sea. A peaceful beach far away from people.

lemon; what’s your comfort food?

Orange tahini.

hansa yellow; what’s your guilty pleasure song?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdYiYjuf0ko&has_verified=1

yellow ochre; name an artist/band whom you just discovered & can’t get enough of!

Nothing new.

naples yellow; where do you feel most at home?

Where I live and any place that is close enough to the beach and far away from the majority of people and society.

raw sienna; with whom do you feel most at home?

I am not sure… I have two people right now but I can not decide between the two…

golden ochre; describe the relationship you have with your closest friend.

They are my family, better than family, actually. I would not like to say more.

golden deep; what’s your favorite season?

Spring and Autumn.

cadmium orange; what do you like to do on your days off?

Educate myself on everything school have not even touched. Read books, watch movies that have something to teach me, listen to music, cook, sleep, play with my camera.

orange lake; do you have anyone you can turn to when you’re sad?

Aki and Taichi.

titans; do you prefer slow mornings or relaxing evenings?

Slow mornings.

shakhnazaryan red; are you currently binge-watching anything?

No!

red ochre; are you more right-brained (creative) or left-brained (analytical)?

Left brained.

burnt sienna; is there a painting that brings you peace when you look at it?

No…

english red; what animal do you relate to most?

Cats and snakes.

vermilion; what’s your favorite accent?

I… do not have one?

cadmium red; do you have a “type” when it comes to a significant other?

I do but I am too exhausted to describe it right now.

scarlet; describe your current crush/es.

As if I would do that out in the open…

ruby; what does your ideal first date look like?

I have never thought about it!

carmine; what does your ideal second date look like?

…

madder lake red; would you ever kiss someone (or accept a kiss) on a first date?

Yes and no. It depends on the person and the circumstances.

rose; what’s something really positive going on in your life right now?

Naoki.

quinacridone rose; what’s something you’re really looking forward to?

Maybe my next trip but I have no idea when it will happen, with who and I do not know the destination yet so…

violet rose; what does your dream house look like?

Big enough to not feel miserable in it, minimal, furniture and colours that go well together, no stairs inside the house and close enough to public transportation.

violet; is there any place in particular you’d like to settle down?

I am not sure yet.

blue lake; what would you like to do/accomplish before you settle down?

I do not even know what settling down include?

cobalt blue spectral; what is the most beautiful place you have ever been to?

Amami islands.

ultramarine; when was the last time you were in a good mood? do you know/remember what sparked it?

Last night when Naoki liked the photos that I showed him.

blue; what’s the most recent dream you remember?

My latest dream. I was at my ex best friend’s house to visit and everything was peaceful and alright. When I was leaving their flat, an earthquake happened. Just before I was about to enter the elevator… And it was pretty huge so I went back inside with my friend and his mother until it stopped.

bright blue; what does your dream family look like? any kids or pets? how many of each?

…

blue cobalt; do you like your name? would you give yourself a different name if you could?

I like it. Its origin is unique.

prussian azure; what’s your favorite scent?

Anything that smells… clean.

azure blue; what’s your favorite type of tea, if any?

Matcha.

turquoise blue; if you could start a garden, what would you plant?

Seeds that would make having my own fruits and veggies possible.

cerulean blue; if you were guaranteed to have a viewership, would you start a youtube vlog?

I believe so. I have a lot to talk about and not everyone wish to listen so this would be a great outlet.

glauconite; describe your body without using any negative adjectives.

That is difficult! I can not do it!

yellow green; picture yourself walking in a field. what do you see & hear in this scenario?

I see the sky because I am looking up for the most part and I hear the wind.

green light; are you in a comfortable place in life? if not, what do you think might make it better?

More money but without extra work.

green; name three countries you want to visit; do you have any actual plans in place to visit any of them?

Greece, Netherlands and Canada. I would like to plan a trip to Greece if I find good company. For now, I am saving.

emerald green; do you speak any languages besides english? are there any additional languages you want to learn?

I speak Japanese and English.

oxide of chromium; what’s your favorite book?

ハーモニーby 伊藤計劃

I have two but let us stick to this one.

olive green; are you currently reading anything? how do you like it so far?

I am not!

mars brown; what’s a movie that always puts a smile on your face/makes you laugh?

Do I have a favourite movie like that… I think I do not…

burnt umber; what’s something you plan to do before the day is over to take care of yourself?

Have dinner…

umber; have you drank enough water today?

No because I was too busy and not at home for the most part.

voronezhskaya black; what or who is your go-to outlet for when you need to vent?

I do not really vent.

sepia; name five things that always make you happy.

Food that does not kill me, beaches, vacation, peace/harmony, places that are not too cold neither too hot.

indigo; what’s the best/sweetest compliment you have ever received?

“You look like a fictional character from a very cool video game. Unreal.”

payne’s gray; describe your aesthetic?

Someone, please, describe my aesthetic!

black; post a selfie because you are so beautiful!

Tadaah~

#replies #six-black-nine #39.#39

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Wilderness of Your Heart

Art by @eastwesthomeisbest

Author: @ohmakemeahercules

Summary: 6x14 Canon Divergence: What if Emma had some help in deciphering between Captain Hook being revealed as Robert’s murderer and the Killian Jones she loves?

Rating and reason for the rating: T for strong language

Trigger warnings: Passing reference to murder, drinking references

Authors Note: I hated how no one batted an eye at Killian’s absence between 6x14 to 6x17. No one thought to fight for him and gave him the benefit of the doubt. This story attempts to fix that a year and a half later. David and Henry know Killian pretty well by now. I think they’d have some insight into the man he has become. Anyway, I hope you all enjoy this as much I did in the writing process.

@girl-in-the-band-tshirt: I COULD NOT have asked for a better beta while writing this story. It would not be half of what it is without you. I am so happy to have worked with you. I tend to focus more on ideas and thoughts. You took care of the technical side. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Don’t be a stranger after this is over.

@eastwesthomeisbest Thank you so much for the gorgeous edit. I’d not seen your work before this; it is stunning :) I wish I could thank you in your inbox but you’ll know my identity soon enough.

Word Count: 3,187

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David,

I’m concerned about Killian. He was out by the docks this evening with a bag over his shoulder. I don't know what his plans are. When we were talking, his mind seemed millions of miles away. He avoided eye contact and went stiff when I hugged him. Something isn’t right. You should check in with him; you’re closer to him than I am.

Love, Snow

David growled. Dammit, Hook. You promised you would never leave my daughter. You’re no better than all the other bastards who abandoned her. Wait. If Hook left, that means Emma is alone. And probably not taking this well. I should check on her. Well, it’s my turn at the station for night shift at the station anyway. I’ll stop by on my way over. Technically Emma and Hook's house was out of the way from the loft, but he had to see if his daughter was okay.

He glanced at his phone. 11 o’clock. His shift technically started at midnight, but he wanted to allow time to visit Emma. He glanced over at baby Neal’s crib. Ruby agreed to babysit during night shift since Snow would be unable to attend to the baby should he wake up. He sent her a quick text letting her know he was about to leave. She quickly replied she would be over shortly.

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Emma banged her head against her bedroom window. Where are you, Hook? You should be back by now. You’ve always come back. Why haven’t you this time?

Ever since Hook had walked out their front door several hours earlier, Emma had attempted to keep herself busy. She’d gone to the station for a few hours, updating records and filing away papers. It was surprisingly quiet. And quite lonely without Hook’s warm and husky timbre and innuendo-laden remarks. She’d considered looking for him, but decided against it. If he came back, it should be his decision. She’d taken that away from him once; she refused to do that again.

No use torturing myself waiting all night. She turned around and saw Hook’s pirate chest next to the TV stand. The sight had become such commonplace in the past few weeks, she hadn’t paid much attention.Tonight she notices his rum flask sitting on top of a few papers. She trudges across the room to look.

Emma recognizes it immediately: old typeset on weathered parchment with jagged edges on the left side. These must be the pages August gave Hook. She remembered seeing Hook talking to August out the window the previous night. He left them out, so it’s not technically snooping, right? She sets the flask aside and picks up the pages. The story breaks her heart all over again: a struggling man forced to choose between his children or losing his home. He’d tried to correct his mistake yet still lost his life.

I’m sorry you didn’t get your second chance, Robert. This one’s for you . She picks up Hook’s flask and takes a sip. The liquid goes down sweet at first, then quickly bursts into flames. A metaphor of my last 24 hours. Her thumb rubbed down the smooth metal, similar to holding Killian’s hook like a hand. Her last memory of this flask was placing it on his grave prior to Robin’s funeral. Killian had picked it up after his resurrection, perplexed. Emma told him she thought he would like that better than roses. He agreed, before kissing her for the thousandth time in ten minutes. Maybe he’s not coming back.

Before she could entertain that thought, the front door shut with a distinct thud . Henry’s home. Good. Henry had gone over to his girlfriend Violet’s parents house for a supervised movie night. He was appalled his girlfriend had never seen the Star Wars movies. Tonight they were starting with A New Hope, because Henry preferred the classics over the prequels. Hook had also enjoyed the films when they’d watched them almost a week ago. Why does my mind keep creeping back to Hook?

“Mom! Killian! I’m home!” He called out.

“Up here, kid.” Her voice was barely audible, so she doubted he heard her. She set the pages and flask back down.

Henry’s footsteps raced up the stairs a few moments later. “Hello? Anyone home?”

“Yeah.” Emma croaked.

She’d left the bedroom door slightly ajar, allowing Henry to peek his head through. “Mom. Everything okay?”

“Not really. How was your night?”

“Good. Where’s Killian?”

I can’t lie to my son. He’d see right through me if I tried anyway. “I don’t know, kid.”

“Why not? You two are joined at the hip 24/7.”

“We had a falling out this afternoon. I haven’t seen him since.”

Henry gasped. “You’re not together anymore?”

I hope we still are, Emma groaned internally. “Not quite. Another incident from his past revealed itself. You know how hard Hook is on himself. He tried to burn the memory instead of tell me.”

“This has happened before. What’s the big deal?”

“Because it involves Charming’s father.”

“Captain Hook killed Grandpa’s father?”

Damn my kid is perceptive. “Yes, he did.”

Henry curled his lip in thought, much like his stepfather. “Our Killian wouldn’t do that.”

“No, but he’s also Captain Hook. A legendary villain.”

Henry rolled his eyes. “This isn’t brand new information, Mom. You’ve known this for how long? It hasn’t bothered you before.”

I’m not in the mood for teenage attitude. “He killed my grandfather! Robert could’ve gotten his life together, given Grandpa happy life. Maybe even made it to Storybrooke with us.”

“We don’t know that for a fact. His ship could’ve wrecked or he could have run into a wild animal. I’m not saying what Captain Hook did wasn’t wrong. It’s terrible. But the Killian Jones I know would take it all back if he could. He’s righted as many wrongs as humanly possible.”

Emma didn’t know how to respond. Logically she knew Henry’s words are true. Hook had proven himself many times over. But the battle between facts and a wounded heart clouded her mind.

“You know it’s true. You’re just too hurt to admit it right now.”

Her lips twitched. “I guess I’m an open book to you, too, huh?”

“Pretty much. You’re not giving up on your True Love that easily, are you?”

“Look, Henry…”

Another knock at the front door interrupts her train of thought. What the hell? It’s a quarter to midnight! Oh shit, it better not be another crisis. I can’t handle another one with Hook gone. She barely registers Henry saying he would answer it.

“Emma! Are you okay?”

The unexpected voice jars her out of her mental fog. “Dad? What are you doing here?”

“Snow left me a note that she’d seen Killian and he didn’t look well. Did something happen?”

Emma’s eyes narrowed. “He hasn’t been back since we fought earlier.”

David flinched. “What did you fight about?”

She sighed, the dreamcatcher’s web dancing in the firelight of her mind. “Killian’s past came back to haunt him, as it so often does. It wasn’t what he did, but how he went about it.”

“What did he do?”

Shit, how am I supposed to handle this? “ It’s complicated. It has to do with the circumstances of your father’s death. He should tell you himself, but he’s not here. I don’t want you to find out second hand.”

The prince frowned. “I’m going to find out either way, Emma. You can tell me.”

That your current best friend’s villain alter ego murdered your father centuries ago? If you insist. “King George ordered Robert’s death after he attempted to save James and failed. As punishment, Robert was tied to a cart in the Enchanted Forest and left to die. The cart was raided by a band of pirates, led by Captain Hook. Hook’s sword…”

The anguish on David’s face indicated he had connected the dots. He sat back and took a deep breath.

Seeing her father’s conflicting features reminded Emma of the pain Captain Hook caused. She’d previously been able to compartmentalize his past because it never directly dealt with anyone in her family. He had committed numerous atrocities and caused immeasurable heartbreak. I shouldn’t have gotten involved .

“Damn,” David muttered. “I always he knew he was a villain. It was much easier to deal with in an abstract sense.”

I know what you mean. “Yeah. I’m sorry, Dad.”

He shook head. “No need to be sorry. You didn’t do anything wrong. I just didn’t expect to get my heart to get ripped out again tonight.”

“Me either. What kills me is he still thinks so low of himself and his past that he would rather burn his memories than talk to me.”

“That’s how you found out?”

She nodded. “He had the memory in my dream catcher and was about throw it in the fireplace. I confronted him, which lead to the argument.”

“Why was he so afraid to tell you?”

I don’t know. I just thought with all we've been through, he’d have more trust in us as a unit.”

“Sometimes people do things that have nothing to do with the other person. They project what they want to see versus what’s actually there.”

Emma’s throat tightened . Fuck, Dad you can read me just as well as Hook. “What do you mean?”

“Recently, I asked him to help me find my father’s killer. He wasn’t keen on the idea, but agreed. My anger told me I needed a right hand man to help me avenge Dad’s death. What I got was completely different. Was he playing along to appease me?”

“He didn’t know.” Emma grabbed the storybook pages from the TV stand. “August removed these before you got there. Then he gave them to Killian later.”

David took the documents from Emma. He and Henry studied the content for a moment. At first, Emma couldn’t read her father’s expression. Suddenly, tears filled his eyes. “I almost killed King George in the jail dungeon. Killian intervened by locking him back in the cell. I threw him against the wall with a knife to his throat.”

Emma cringed internally. How many people have held a knife to my pirate’s neck now? Why are angry people obsessed with it?

“He told me Dad resisted temptation at the final moment. I screamed that it wasn’t enough. What if I can’t protect you from Gideon? What if the sleeping curse with Snow is permanent? He stepped away from the door and said, Go ahead. Kill this man if it made me feel stronger. But if I ever saw my father again one day, would I be able to look him in the eye? I couldn’t have lived with murdering someone, no matter how much they deserved it.”

He didn’t tell me that. A twinge of disappointment emerged in her stomach. I wish he would have. But I haven’t been the most perceptive soon-to-be fiancé in the world. I missed how devastated he was about finding out HE was Robert’s murderer. “What happened next?”

The prince blushed, a rare sight. “I cried hysterically. I didn’t give myself time to process everything, which resulted in my demise.”

Emma nodded in recognition. She’d been doing the exact same thing since her encounter with the Oracle. “I wouldn’t call it a demise. Even leaders need a shoulder to lean on.”

“Killian was mine. He crouched in front of me, threw my knife to the side and put his hand on my shoulder.”

He’s the first one by your side if you need him. Yet I wasn’t there when he needed me most. He needed me to save him from himself. The guilt escalated in her system. “I’m glad he was there.”

“I am, too. He really has changed, Emma. When I was hellbent on bloodlust, he kept trying to steer me in the right direction. Even after I handcuffed him to the bike rack by Town Hall.”

Emma huffed. “He’s probably used to it. I did the same thing in at the Beanstalk. Chained him up next to a magically knocked out giant that could wake up at any moment.”

“Ha, what I did was a cake walk, then.”

He probably hates my guts. Normally, Emma would have laughed her father’s joke. Anxious to deflect the subject, she asked: “What did Mom tell you in her letter? Why was she worried?”

“She saw him by the docks with a backpack. She said he was distracted, stiff and not mentally present.”

Her heart dropped. He left. Just like everyone else. I pushed him too far. She pictured the heartbreak on Killian’s face as she placed the ring in his hand. I shouldn’t have made him ask. I was too engrossed with my own happiness.

“Emma, what is it?”

“It’s my fault he’s gone. I shouldn’t have gotten mad at him in the first place.”

“This isn’t a blame game, Mom.” Henry said. “Arguments happen.”

David nodded. “He’s right. Your mother was livid when she found out I couldn’t leave Neverland. I didn’t want distract from our main goal: saving Henry.” He put his hand on his grandson’s shoulder. “But lying by omission is still lying, no matter how pure one’s intentions may be.”

Visions of Killian bleeding in the middlemist field entered her mind. “That was the hardest lesson to learn as a Dark One. I thought I was doing the right thing by saving his life, but I betrayed him in the worst way instead. And I hurt both of you. You were afraid to come near me.”

David frowned. “You weren’t the easiest to find, Emma. If you’d said you’d needed help, we would’ve come in a heartbeat.”

“I know. My walls were as high as when I got to Storybrooke.”

“Don't be so hard on yourself. You were controlled by the evilest magic in the universe.” Henry urged her.

“I wish it were that simple, kid. Emotions get more complicated as an adult.”

David rubbed his chin. “Speaking of complicated emotions, I suspect foul play might be involved in Killian’s absence.”

Emma squinted. “What are you talking about?”

Henry’s eyes lit up. “Mom. Think of who of the current villain is. The son of Killian’s worst enemy. Who wants to kill you.”

“Don’t remind me.” Emma groaned.

“Hear us out, please.” David sighed. “Gideon is a Stiltskin. Rumple knows how much Killian loves you. He also loves his son and will twist any reality to give him what he wants.”

“Killian would go to the end of the world to protect you,” Henry added.

The prince smirked. “He told me as much in the Enchanted Forest.”

Emma furrowed her brow. “What are you talking about?”

“We set up camp on the way to rescue you from the Evil Queen’s dungeon. He told me he would go to the end of the world or time for his princess. I asked if she would do the same. He had the saddest look on his face when he said he didn’t know.”

Emma’s heart sank, thinking back to that adventure. She’d spent every minute shooting him down, yet he followed her through a magic portal with no guarantee of returning to Storybrooke. “I pushed him away and took for granted that he always came back. I kept waiting for him to get sick of my rejections and leave, just like everyone else.”

David cleared his throat.

“It’s not your fault, Dad.”

“I know, but I hate that you had to endure so much pain.”

“Pain brought us together, though. We understood each other: look out for yourself and you’ll never get hurt. He waited patiently despite my sometimes hostile reactions.”

“This is a man who died to protect you, to protect all of us. Do you honestly think he would leave over a lover’s quarrel?”

Emma’s knew she had no right to be angry at Killian. She had guarded an earth shattering secret just days before in the name of protecting him. He’s tried to gently coax the truth out of her. How did she repay him? By rebuilding her walls he’d worked so diligently to destroy. And she’s done it again tonight. Along with breaking a long time promise. A tear slid down her cheek as a light bulb switched in her mind. “No. He wouldn’t.”

“What is it, honey?”

“I once promised him I would see the best in him. Yet again I completely wrote him off while you and Henry believed. Even after I told you he killed your father!”

Her dad scooted his chair closer and grasped her hand. “Emma, you were alone for the longest time, regardless of the circumstance. You aren’t going to forget those insecurities overnight.”

“I know, but.” She sniffled. “I should have known better.”

“Hey, blaming ourselves won’t get us anywhere, kiddo. At least not anywhere productive.”

Emma chuckled. “That’s true. When you've been let down like I have, its an automatic reaction.”

“I won’t let you down, Emma.”

“Killian said the same thing. Which, we were about to have a movie moment before you and Mom so RUDELY interrupted us.”

“Yeah, not our smoothest entrance in the world. This family has a history of inopportune interruptions during private moments, though. Consider it Killian’s induction into the the Charming family.”

This time, Emma laughed. Even though her parents looked as young as she was, she didn’t need to know about their intimate activities. Tacos and sex would always be linked together since she walked in the loft that day. “Hey. Since when did you join the Killian Jones fan club?”

Charming snorted a laugh. “He grew on me. Both as my daughter’s partner and a friend. Look, all I’ve wanted is your safety and happiness. He provides you with both. Who am I to stand in the way of that?”

“I love him, Dad. And he loves me.”

David smiled. “I know. It just took time for your old man to accept it.” He paused. “However, that does not mean we won’t have a chat about this issue upon his return.”

Emma arched her brows. What are you talking about? I have no idea where he went!”

“But you’re not alone anymore, Mom.” Henry chimed in. “You’re a part of a family now, as is Killian. People will help you.”

“Whose motto is ‘I will always find you.” David said. “No matter where we are, we always find our way back to each other.”

She snorted. Of course! The obnoxiously sappy family motto. She thought it sounded like a stalker mantra when she first heard it. Now, she realized it didn’t just refer to a person’s physical location. It meant searching through the wilderness of one’s heart. Killian had been drowning in a sea of self loathing for the villain of yesteryear while she was lost in a forest of abandonment as a child without a stable home. They found each other in Hell and lived to tell the tale, didn’t they? Surely, another realm hopping adventure couldn’t separate them!

Emma summoned her courage and smiled at her companions. “You’re right. Let’s go get our pirate back.”

#ffcs 2018 #fallforcs #fall for captain swan #blinddate with a fanfic #cs ff #cs canon divergence #aquietcalmoflove

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from @everblueavi

watercolor asks

zinc white; how are you really feeling today? no one-word answers please! i’m feeling a bit overwhelmed, but i’m content on the whole. i miss the boy i’m seeing v much.

cadmium yellow; when you think of the word “happy” what’s the first thing that comes to mind? fields of flowers under cloudy skies with the people i care most about.

lemon; what’s your comfort food? mac and cheese / pasta in general

hansa yellow; what’s your guilty pleasure song? god’s plan by drake / everyday by logic and marshmello

yellow ochre; name an artist/band whom you just discovered & can’t get enough of! conan gray!!!

naples yellow; where do you feel most at home? with the people i care about ; at my lgbtq center ; barnes and noble

raw sienna; with whom do you feel most at home? my boy, marel, alex, zoe, carol <3

golden ochre; describe the relationship you have with your closest friend: marel ( @somehow-good-at-things ) makes me laugh like no one else. she gets my sense of humor, and she knows how i see the world and experience the world better than most people in my life. we have three brain cells and that’s beautiful. even though we’ve never met, we’re definitely platonic soulmates.

golden deep; what’s your favorite season? autumn!

cadmium orange; what do you like to do on your days off? sleep and write!!

orange lake; do you have anyone you can turn to when you’re sad? yes, i have a few people <3

titans; do you prefer slow mornings or relaxing evenings? relaxing evenings

shakhnazaryan red; are you currently binge-watching anything? nope, but i need to get caught up on will & grace

red ochre; are you more right-brained (creative) or left-brained (analytical)? 55 right / 45 left ; on the whole, more right brained.

burnt sienna; is there a painting that brings you peace when you look at it? not to be basic but starry night over the rhone by vincent van gogh. stars always make me feel at peace.

english red; what animal do you relate to most? cats!

vermilion; what’s your favorite accent? i honestly don’t have one.

cadmium red; do you have a “type” when it comes to a significant other? i think i did have a type, but i’m breaking out of that type.

scarlet; describe your current crush/es: tough, reserved, kind, understanding, protective, creative, intelligent, handsome as fuck

ruby; what does your ideal first date look like? coffee and going for a walk!! dessert of some kind!! movies!! i’m not picky, i just want to be with the person, ideally.

carmine; what does your ideal second date look like? a day/night in, i’m a homebody at my core.

madder lake red; would you ever kiss someone (or accept a kiss) on a first date? yes

rose; what’s something really positive going on in your life right now? as much as i’m lowkey dreading it, i graduate in 2 weeks!!

quinacridone rose; what’s something you’re really looking forward to? seeing my boy soon <3

violet rose; what does your dream house look like? one story, lots of plants, soft colors.

violet; is there any place in particular you’d like to settle down? i have no idea honestly, we’ll see where employment leads me.

blue lake; what would you like to do/accomplish before you settle down? i want to break out of my shell a bit more and have a better understanding of who i am at my core.

cobalt blue spectral; what is the most beautiful place you have ever been to? the international rose test garden in portland, or the aquarium at the california academy of sciences. also disneyland at night in december.

ultramarine; when was the last time you were in a good mood? do you know/remember what sparked it? calling my friends alex and brayden bc listening to them on a three way call talking was so funny to me.

blue; what’s the most recent dream you remember? it was really bizarre honestly...

bright blue; what does your dream family look like? any kids or pets? how many of each? me, a partner, no kids as of now, 2 cats

blue cobalt; do you like your name? would you give yourself a different name if you could? i love my name, actually

prussian azure; what’s your favorite scent? roses and lilacs

azure blue; what’s your favorite type of tea, if any? earl grey

turquoise blue; if you could start a garden, what would you plant? roses, lilacs, pansies, geraniums, lavender, daisies

cerulean blue; if you were guaranteed to have a viewership, would you start a youtube vlog? no

glauconite; describe your body without using any negative adjectives: fluffy, soft, huggable

yellow green; picture yourself walking in a field. what do you see & hear in this scenario? i see clouds and a blue sky, and i hear the winds rustling the flowers and the leaves in the trees.

green light; are you in a comfortable place in life? if not, what do you think might make it better? i am now but i’m headed into a completely new life stage which is terrifying. i don’t know what will make it better except me accepting my situation as it is.

green; name three countries you want to visit; do you have any actual plans in place to visit any of them? england, ireland, scotland ; no

emerald green; do you speak any languages besides english? are there any additional languages you want to learn? nope and i know a little french.

oxide of chromium; what’s your favorite book? the realm of possibility by david levithan

olive green; are you currently reading anything? how do you like it so far? i’m about to start reading something, just not sure what yet.

mars brown; what’s a movie that always puts a smile on your face/makes you laugh? you’ve got mail!!!

burnt umber; what’s something you plan to do before the day is over to take care of yourself? wash my face, honestly.

umber; have you drank enough water today? nope whoops

voronezhskaya black; what or who is your go-to outlet for when you need to vent? marel / writing

sepia; name five things that always make you happy: marel, soft blankets, certain songs, sleep, and writing

indigo; what’s the best/sweetest compliment you have ever received? someone told me i reminded them of their best friend, and someone’s mom told me through my mom that i likely saved her daughter’s life.

payne’s gray; describe your aesthetic? currently: pastels, flowers, sleeping in, iced lattes, stolen kisses, laughing until you’re out of breath, watching the clouds, colorful outfits and an even more colorful spirit.

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toast-connoisseur · 4 years

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All the watercolor asks

Hope I didn’t miss any! Thanks for the ask!❤️