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looks-at-you · 4 months
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goin to sleep
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i better not wake up to like 30 notes tomorrow morning again istg
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girlwithglasses1245 · 5 years
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Um so yeah.
I got a new chromebook which is legit one of the best investments I’ve made in quite a while. One problem, I don’t remember my newer tumblr password and email I had set up for my happy new account. So I am stuck here with an older tumblr I made years upon years ago. I was browsing through some of the archive posts and ugh was I whiny little pain in the butt complaining about such stupid things. Anyways! I thought it might be kinda fun perhaps to do a survey that I did in 2013, yes 2013 oh my that seems ages ago. My plan is to have my original answer on top followed by the 2019 answer below it. Because why not? Here we go!
1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? The closet must be closed! Still closed please.
2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? Sometimes. Not as often as I used, because I honestly don’t ever use it. lol
3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? Out? In because that’s how Dan likes it. 
4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No. Nope. 
5: Do you like to use post-it notes? Sometimes. Sure, I leave Dan random notes in the morning if I wake up first. 
6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? I get coupons but sometimes I don't use them. Haha my above answer tells me two things I wasn’t worried about money in 2013 and I didn’t probably understand the question. So yeah, sometimes that will happen when they expire before I get the chance to use them.
7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? Neither sound great so I guess a big bear sounds more interesting. I’ll agree with my 2013 answer. 
8: Do you have freckles? I have some. Last I checked I am the same girl, so I have some. 
9: Do you always smile for pictures? Usually. Sure, unless I am being told otherwise. 
10: What is your biggest pet peeve? I have two major ones, people snapping gum and not messaging someone back. Snapping gum is still up there and people slurping soup obnoxiously. 
11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk? Not really. Um not physically, but my phone does. Thanks Google Fit!
12: Have you ever peed in the woods? Nope. Still no.
13: What about pooped in the woods? Again nope. Still no lol.
14: Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing? Yeah. Of course!
15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? Not usually, but sometimes I'll chew on a pen. Still sometimes I will chew a pen. 
16: How many people have you slept with this week? Zero. One.
17: What size is your bed? Queen. Queen, but now I share it with Dan. 
18: What is your Song of the week? Runaway- iio. Goodness I have no idea. 
19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? Yeah.  Since when are certain colors unacceptable for certain people? I like that answer. Good job 2013 Christina. :)
20: Do you still watch cartoons? I don’t really watch a lot of TV. Nope. 
21: Whats your least favorite movie? I am not really big on the Hunger Games. Still accurate or scary movies would be an accurate answer. 
22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? Wait…why would I want to bury hidden treasure. Dan’s safe?
23: If you’re a girl, bra size? If you’re a guy, pants size? 34 B 32-34 B depends on the bra. lol
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in? Plain or honey mustard. I like those previous answers, but I do sometimes like BBQ. 
25: What is your favorite food? Some type of chicken with a bread coating. Chicken and dumplings from Cracker Barrel with carrots and green beans! 
26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Love and Other Drugs, Crazy Stupid Love, Easy A, Something Borrowed. So chick flicks I guess. Crazy Stupid Love is still in my top favorite movies ever. 
27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? Jeffrey. Eww I am sorry 2013 Christina that sucks. Anyways, Dan!
28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? I was girl scout back in the day. Still a true statement. 
29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? Eh I don't know. I am no model, so no.  30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? On paper?  A while ago. I write Dan little notes in the mornings sometimes. Does that count? 31: Can you change the oil on a car? Nope. Still nope.  32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket? Surprisingly no. Warning, yes. lol 33: Ever ran out of gas? Close, but no. Nope!
34: Favorite kind of sandwich? Turkey and swiss with spinach toasted.  Grilled cheese!
35: Best thing to eat for breakfast? French Toast or Waffles. French Toast sounds lovely. 
36: What is your usual bedtime? Unpredictable. Still accurate, but now it depends on if Dan is around or not.  37: Are you lazy? More than some would think. I can be.  38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? I don’t even know. Probably a princess.  39: What is your Chinese astrological sign? I believe I am a sheep. Correct.  40: Are you horny? No. Not really.  41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions? No. Yep, Cosmo. And it’s annoying they send out the following month way too early all the time.  42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs? I could care less. Still true. 
43: Are you stubborn? I some ways. Kinda.  44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman? Letterman. Still true hence why Letterman is still on the air? 45: Ever watch soap operas? Sometimes Spanish ones with Rach and her roommates. Nope. 46: Are you afraid of heights? Not as much. What kinda of answer was that back then? lol. Anyways, no height fear really.    47: Do you sing in the car? All the time. Duh, gotta keep it fun.  48: Do you sing in the shower? Not really. I hum though. Still true.  49: Do you dance in the car? Yeah. That’s probably not safe… Hahaha still guilty of that.  50: Ever used a gun? Nope, I want to do it sometime though just to say I shot a gun. Hahaha 2013 would never have thought I’d say I am pretty fucking accurate with an AR-15.  51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Does summer count? Jen took my picture. Christmas of 2015 lol. 52: Do you think musicals are cheesy? Some can be. Usually.  53: Is Christmas stressful? Not really, but this year I’ll be working the holiday season so we shall reassess. Nope. I love Christmas.  54: Ever eat a pierogi? Had to look that up.  Yes, I have I think my friend Elly introduced me to them. Yeah, not my type of thing.  55: Favorite type of fruit pie? Cherry or Dutch Apple.  56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Teacher. I don’t know anymore and I am 27. Oops.  57: Do you believe in ghosts? Eh debatable. Sure. 58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Many times. I had one just the other day. Yeah I had one the other day. Wait that’s funny that was my reply before.  59: Take a vitamin daily? I take multivitamins. I still do, but currently out. lol 60: Wear slippers? Nah. Barefoot is preferred.  61: Wear a bath robe? Rarely. Unless I am super cold. Nah. 62: What do you wear to bed? Yoga pants and a t-shirt. T-shirt and panties. lol 63: First concert? Paramore. Still true. 
64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target, but Wal-Mart is closer. Target.  65: Nike or Adidas? I don’t care. Under Amour? 66: Cheetos Or Fritos? Eh…neither. Haha still good answer.  67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Sunflower seeds since I can’t do peanuts. Neither. 
68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? No? What? 69: Ever take dance lessons? I did a few times. Did I? Hmm sure okay. I did in the past.  70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Lawyer. Business owner.
71: Can you curl your tongue? Yes. Yep! 72: Ever won a spelling bee? Never participated. Nope I am not very good at spelling complicated stuff.  73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy? It has happened on occasion. Sure. 74: Own any record albums? No. Nope. 75: Own a record player? No. Nope. 76: Regularly burn incense? No. Nope. 77: Ever been in love? Yes. Yes.  78: Who would you like to see in concert? Matchbox Twenty, Google Dolls, Drake, Justin Timberlake, The Weekend, Linkin Park, The XX, and many more. I know weird mix there. Drake? 79: What was the last concert you saw? Grad night, Paramore. Same.  80: Hot tea or cold tea? I prefer cold tea. Ice tea!  81: Tea or coffee? Coffee, but I do like tea on occasion. Coffee 99% of the time.  82: Sugar or snickerdoodles? Yummy both please. Don’t make chose.  83: Can you swim well? Eh debatable. I’ve gotten better. lol 84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes. Yes.  85: Are you patient? Most of the time. 50-50 depends on what.  86: DJ or band, at a wedding? Either would be fine, but a live band would be awesome. DJ, Cheaper, duh lol. 87: Ever won a contest? A few times. Yep! 88: Ever have plastic surgery? I am 22 so no. Nah, I am good.  89: Which are better black or green olives? Eww no thanks. *pukes* No no no. 90: Can you knit or crochet? My mom tried teaching me how to crochet. Still wanting to learn one day either one.  91: Best room for a fireplace? A living room? Still going to go with living room.  92: Do you want to get married? I don’t know anymore, I hope so. I do, lol. 93: If married, how long have you been married? (Not applicable) Same lol 94: Who was your HS crush? Mark fucking Andrew. Ugh that���s still true. But here’s a plot twist though he married someone I know and I see his picture on FB all the time because she posts pictures of them. I am not phased anymore. So victory? For me at least. 95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? No. But I have though before though. Haha apparently.  96: Do you have kids? No. Nope.  97: Do you want kids? I would be ok not having kids for a while. No thanks. 98: Whats your favorite color? Purple! Purple!!! 99: Do you miss anyone right now? Yeah extremely. Yes. 
100. What do you hear right now? My Drake station on Pandora playing a Lil Wayne song. No Limit- G Easy ft Cardi B and A$AP Rocky
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fanfics4all · 6 years
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More Personal!
1. Is there a special person in your life? Yes, but I don’t think I’ll ever be able to see him in person at this point :/
2. Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? Probably not
3. What’s something you really want right now? To see and really be with my boyfriend (He lives in England and I live in America)
4. Are you afraid of falling in love? I’m always afraid to fall in love but with this person I fell like it’s real (I could be wrong but I don’t really care at this point in my life)
5. Do you like the beach? No way
6. Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? Yep
7. What’s the background on your cell? Lockscreen is Harley Quinn blowing a heart kiss (Black and red version) Homescreen is Matthew Gray Gubler. I always have a male and female as my backgrounds because I’m attracted to both or I will have a something else I like (Examples: Pokemon, Harry Potter Slytherin, Disney, Avatar The Last Airbender, etc.) because I look at my phone first in the morning and I want to look at something that will make me happy so the day might start off well.
8. Name the last four beds you were sat on? Mine, My moms, My brothers, and um that’s all I can remember
9. Do you like your phone? Yeah it’s a little old and I need an upgrade because its not doing too great, but its a Galaxy Note 5
10. Honestly, are things going the way you planned? Hahaha, Never!
11. Who was the last person added to your contacts? Oh god um, probably My friend Mark and his name in my phone is Mark The Shark
12. Which hurts most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional, I’ve been physically abused by my father and emotionally abused by my whole family (Not all the time) and emotional hurts way more
13. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Both, definitely
14. Are you tired? I’m pretty much always tired
15. How long have you known your 1st phone contact? Um like 2 years, we don’t really talk anymore and I’m awful about deleting contacts
16. Are they a relative? No
17. Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? It’s complicated but yes, only one of them
18. When did you talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? Today
19. If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? It would mean I would be able to be with them so yes
20. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? No
21. How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? None
22. Is there a certain quote you live by? There’s a few, “At some point every rose has to die” “Even with a scar a diamond’s still worth something” and “You are you no matter how much of you there is” There’s more but those are the important ones
23. What’s on your mind? Trying to think of ways to get enough money to see my boyfriend
24. Do you have any tattoos? No but I want some
25. What is your favourite colour? Red and Black
26. Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Hopefully the end of December when I see my boyfriend and friends
27. Who are you texting? My best friend and boyfriend
28. Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? No
29. Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? Always, I’m very perceptive
30. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Most of my friends are guys so yes
31. Do you think anyone has feelings for you right now? My boyfriend
32. Has anyone ever told you, you have pretty eyes? Yes
33. Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? I would leave, it was a mistake that I regret and I wish I could go back in time
34. Were you single on Valentine’s Day? No
35. Are you friends with the last person you kissed? Not really
36. What do you friends call you? Sam
37. Has anyone upset you in the last week? Oh boy yes
38. Have you ever cried over a text? Oh god yes, I still do sometimes because I will re-read text or go over them in my head and cry
39. Where is your last bruise located? Leg, I bump into things a lot so it’s rare I don’t have a bruise
40. Where is it from? I think a door?
41. Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Now
42. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My boyfriend
43. Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? My Jughead Jones sneakers
44. Do you wear hats if you’re having a bad hair day? Yeah
45. Would you ever go bald if it was the style? No, I like having colored hair too much
46. Do you make supper for your family? Yes
47. Does your bedroom have a door? Yes
48. Top 3 webpages? Youtube, Tumblr, and Twitch
49. Do you know anyone who hates shopping? I don’t like shopping much
50. Does anything on your body hurt right now? My stomach
51. Are goodbyes hard for you? Depends on the person
52. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Tea I think
53. How is your hair? It’s alright, I could use a hair mask
54. What do you usually do first thing in the morning? Lay in bed and try to convince myself to get up and go on my phone
55. Do you think two people can last forever? Yes, I hope
56. Think back to January 2007, were you single? Yes I was 10
57. Green or purple grapes? Green but frozen
58. When’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? When I see my boyfriend I hope but if not then my best friend
59. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? Yes! So badly!
60. When will be the next time you text someone? Probably in a few seconds or so
61. Where will you be 5 hours from now? Asleep hopefully
62. What were you doing at 8 this morning? Sleeping
63. This time last year, can you remember who you liked? Yes
64. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? My boyfriend, he’s the only one that’s ever gotten me to smile when I’m having a breakdown or just a really depressed state
65. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No
66. What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I was crying… so how I could get to England to see him
67. Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Pretty much my whole life...
68. How many windows are open on your computer? On this one 11, 5, and 3. On my other one 4 (I have 2 shitty laptops and the one I write on sound doesn’t work)
69. How many fingers do you have? 10
70. What is your ringtone? Default
71. How old will you be in 5 months? 21
72. Where is your mom right now? In our living room
73. Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? Um, he broke up with me because I wouldn’t have sex with him and cheated on me...
74. Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? No
75. Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? A few of them yes
76. Do you remember who you had a crush on in grade 7? Oh god, unfortunately
77. Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? Yes, don’t talk to them anymore
78. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? Yes
79. How many people have you liked in the past three months? Just one
80. Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? Yes
81. Will you talk to the person you like tonight? I did
82. You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? My best friend but I would not be drunk, I would be the DD
83. If your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? If it’s just weed no, anything else yes
84. What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? Nothing, haven’t been to the movies in a year I think, maybe longer?
85. Who was your last received call from? My best friend
86. If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? No
87. What is something you wish you had more of? Money, Time, Happiness
88. Have you ever trusted someone too much? Yes, I don’t do it that much anymore
89. Do you sleep with your window open? No
90. Do you get along with girls? Yeah but I’m better around guys because I’m definitely more like them than most girls I know
91. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? Yes but just because I don’t want to hurt them and I don’t know how to tell them without crying
92. Does sex mean love? No
93. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Yes
94. Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? No, but I wouldn’t care if I did
95. Did you sleep alone this week? Yes
96. Everyone has somebody to make them happy, do you? Yes
97. Do you believe in love at first sight? Um, I suppose so since that’s kind of what happened with me and my boyfriend
98. Who was the last person that you promised? My boyfriend
99. How many kids do you want? Oof like 12 or more tbh
100. Do you like doing tags? Yeah, I don’t mind them!
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trulymj · 5 years
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65 Questions You Aren't Used To
I pretended it was myspace and just filled this out in it’s entirety. cool.  1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you? -Nah man, I could but it wouldn’t do anything but increase my anxiety levels so I’ll just avoid thinking about it like I do with most things. 
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you? -Like a 2? Depends a lot if Im alone in the house or not.
3. The person you would never want to meet? -The person who would answer this question with my name probably. 
4. What is your favorite word? - Im cheating its a phrase “l’appel du vide,” that feeling you get when you’re driving and you just think “I could jerk my wheel and ram into that barrier..” but don’t. 
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be? I’d like to think I would be a great big old willow tree where people have first kisses under in August because Summer is ending.
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought? -Damn, I forgot to take off my make-up
7. What shirt are you wearing? -A black cami tank top
8. What do you label yourself as? -I don’t really? A loving person I guess?
9. Bright room or dark room? -Dark room, alwayssss. 
10. What were you doing at midnight last night? - in bed..watching The Office and trying to sleep. 
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far? 26 was really great...but this year has been amazing in its own right. 
12. Who told you they loved you last? -My man via ship email because he’s floating in the middle of the ocean somewhere. 
13. Your worst enemy? -Procrastination and avoidance.
14. What is your current desktop picture? -Some cool night sky shit with a tent in the foreground
15. Do you like someone? -Probably the guy I married...just a little bit though.
16. The last song you listened to? -Baby it’s cold outside. I was wrapping presents and enjoying myself man, don’t judge. 
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? -Probably a child rapist
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? -Myself sometimes, but no one really. Not my style. 
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do? -This is too kinky for tumblr now.
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional) - my right nostril, it resembles a bean which is cool.
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do? -Probably just do a lot of that helicopter dick thing that guys do...or and finally figure out what it’s like to stick your dick in stuff because I’m so curious. I’d spend most of the day trying to get a BJ I think. I guess just as hot as possible to increase my chances of getting said BJ?
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it? -Nah I dont think so...maybe like talking to people?
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of? -Escalators. 
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal. -Oven Roasted turkey, thick ass bacon, tomato, tons of avocado, a layer of clover sprouts, some jersey style cherry pepper relish, oil and vin. Damn that sounds good. 
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it? -Rainy day fund mang. Responsibilities and shit. 
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go? - Iceland, a bitch is trying to see the northern lights. 
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be? - Laphroaig 31 year please and thanks. 
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? - Don’t be a dick.
29. What is your favorite expletive? - Fucker
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno? - My Moms ring
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Probably getting molested on that plane when I was 9. I didn’t grow from it so it’d just be cool not to ever think about randomly. 
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world! - Mexico so I’m close to home I guess.
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back? - This is weird to think about...next...
34. What was your last dream about? Jesse and I were doing something...Don’t remember what though? we were at a party I think. 
35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]? Listener? Sometimes. Usually. 
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital? Nope. 
37. Have you ever built a snowman? Yes but it was only like a foot tall
38. What is the color of your socks? Flesh socks...aka no socks.
39. What type of music do you like? The good kind.
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets? Sunrises feel more serene.
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor? Oreo duhhhhh
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer) IDFWU
43. Do you have any scars? emotional or physical? short answer, yes. 
44. What do you want to be when you graduate? Happy
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? - My ability to start shit.
46. Are you reliable? Depends on what for? Money, no. advice yes, being on time yes, helping you keep up a lie, no. 
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be? Did it all work out?
48. Do you hold grudges? Not really, just remember and take mental notes. 
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create? A dogs personality in the size of a rat. 
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had? - The conversation I had with Jesse on the steps of a catholic church at 3am in San Francisco when we were both drunk. 
51. Are you a good liar? Nahhh. 
52. How long could you go without talking? not long at all. 
53. What has been you worst haircut/style? The triangle haircut I had freshman year of highschool. Bitches didnt know about curls apparently. 
54. Have you ever baked your own cake? Like for my own birthday? No. But for other peoples, all the time.
55. Can you do any accents other than your own? Southern and British. 
56. What do you like on your toast? Copious amounts of kerrygold butter. 
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of? A christmas tree two days ago. 
58. What would be your dream car? -new: Subaru Crosstrek, blacked the fuck out.  -Classic: 67 Corvette Stingray, black outside, burgundy inside. 
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain. Rarely sing...usually watch scientific youtube shows...
60. Do you believe in aliens? I don’t think they’ve visited us but there’s other life out there. 
61. Do you often read your horoscope? -When its easy, yes, but I dont go out of my way. 
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet? Z I guess. 
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons? Dinos, them bitches were reallll. 
64. What do you think about babies? They’re expensive, poopy, cry-y sacks of flesh that don’t sleep and I want one. 
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of. I don’t know what to ask myself so bye. 
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santiagostyle · 7 years
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1-150 ;)
I definitely didn’t scroll 3 months back in my archive just to find this ask so I could make a point but anyway LET’S DO DIS
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Good question lol probably my brother???
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Both depending on the circumstances - usually outgoing if I’m with friends and shy if I’m by myself
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My best friend from uni (who doesn’t go to my uni anymore), I’m going to a concert w her this weekend I’m supes excited
4. Are you easy to get along with?
Yes I’m a damn delight
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I mean ?? Yes probably but I wouldn’t ever be in a situation where they would be the only person there to look after me. Like my friends would be there first and foremost
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
UGH people that make me laugh
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Probably not
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
tbh my theatre lecturer bc i have class in half an hour and haven’t done the reading
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Depends on 1. who i’m talking to and 2. the context in which we’re talking about it but usually no
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
probably my best pal from uni
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“Yeah I got some”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Four Jews in a Room Bitching - Cast of March of the Falsettos
My Boo (triple j Like a Version) - Flume, Vince Staples, Kučka, Ngaiire, Vera Blue
I Have Confidence - Julie Andrews
Rude Judas (mashup) - Rihanna vs Lady Gaga
Romeo (Bassline remix) - Basement Jaxx
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
YeS
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Yes
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I went overseas (although technically that was during Aus winter but it was summer in the US where I was???)
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Probably?? I try not to think about it
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Hahahah not unless I see him in person
19. Do you like bubble baths?
Yes
20. Do you like your neighbors?
No unfortunately 
21. What are you bad habits?
I bite my nails and I fidget constantly
22. Where would you like to travel?
Europe!!!!
23. Do you have trust issues?
Y E S
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
taking my bra off lmao omg
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
?????? idk all of it
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Snooze my alarm tbh
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I mean neither but I wish I could tan instead of getting sunburnt
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my uni friends and my best friend from high school
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
I mean not in those exact words
30. Do you ever want to get married?
I mean hopefully yes
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Yes
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Melissa Fumero and Andy Samberg but like only if their spouses were cool with it
33. Spell your name with your chin.
I am,,,, not going to do that 
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I dance and I do yoga
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
GOD NEITHER like I listen to music 24/7 but…. brooklyn 99
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Yes many times tbh
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
Hahaha nothing I’m the worst
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
two words: Melissa Fumero
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
I really like H&M
40. What do you want to do after high school?
Plot twist I’m a uni student (I’m studying theatre, film, and english literature)
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends on what they did
42. If you’re being extremely quiet what does it mean?
I’m either really like upset/mad or really tired
43. Do you smile at strangers?
I try to most of the time
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Bottom of the ocean but also fuck that
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
My alarm???? Fam I got class to get to
46. What are you paranoid about?
Literally everything this is a dumb question
47. Have you ever been high?
Nope
48. Have you ever been drunk?
yes many times
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
not that i can think of thankfully
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Grey
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
I regularly wish I was Melissa Fumero does that count
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
I wish I could sing tbh
53. Favourite makeup brand?
probably Too Faced
54. Favourite store?
Was there not an identical question not long ago
55. Favourite blog?
tbh probably @elsaclack but @johnnydora is i mean not terrible
56. Favourite colour?
probably purple 
57. Favourite food? 
BURRITOS
58. Last thing you ate?
a ham and cheese toasties
59. First thing you ate this morning?
…. the ham and cheese toastie
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
ACTUALLY YES I once one a competition to go to a cinema and see a performance of of Iolanta and The Nutcracker (but the nutcracker was a super weird absurd version) 
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Neither
62. Been arrested? For what?
Nope
63. Ever been in love? 
Tbh probably not
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
HAHAHA wow I was drunk at a party and the guy who like low key tried to ruin my life a few years beforehand 
65. Are you hungry right now?
always
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
i mean tbh i like them equally as much
67. Facebook or Twitter?
facebook
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now?
no lol I’m in class
70. Names of your bestfriends? 
Macy Temiqua Sandra Megan and like. a lot more
71. Craving something? What?
SURPRISINGLY nothing atm
72. What colour are your towels?
tbh depends on the day mostly purple
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
3
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
nope
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
probably like 7
75. Favourite animal?
meerkats
76. What colour is your underwear?
black
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
cookies and cream
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
purple
80. What colour pants?
black
81. Favourite tv show?
is this really a question
82. Favourite movie?
Cruel Intentions
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
The OG
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Mean Girls
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Ms Norbury
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Dory
87. First person you talked to today?
@johnnydora
88. Last person you talked to today?
uni pals
89. Name a person you hate?
donald trump
90. Name a person you love?
baby samberg
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
see question 90
92. In a fight with someone?
not atm
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
too many tbh
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
also too many
95. Last movie you watched?
I honestly don’t remember but probably One of the Greats if that counts as a movie??
96. Favourite actress?
duh Melissa Fumero (but also Sarah Michelle Gellar is fantastic)
97. Favourite actor?
these are stupid questions ok the answer is Andy Samberg but i also love Robert Downey Jr
98. Do you tan a lot?
No
99. Have any pets?
negative
100. How are you feeling?
TIRED AF i was up until 11:30 last night doing an assignment
101. Do you type fast?
yes
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
not really i don’t think
103. Can you spell well?
you bet your ass I can
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yeah I do
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Negative
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
I hope not???
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
No I don’t think so
108. What should you be doing?
taking notes looooool
109. Is something irritating you right now?
not RIGHT now????
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yes sigh
111. Do you have trust issues?
yes
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I very rarely cry in front of people (I very rarely cry full stop) but I think it was my dance teacher
113. What was your childhood nickname?
my parents usually called me Emma Jade
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yessss
115. Do you play the Wii?
we have one but don’t use it haha
116. Are you listening to music right now?
nope
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
I do not think so hahaha
118. Do you like Chinese food?
yes give it to me
119. Favourite book?
To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
The A to Z of You and Me - James Hannah
The Unbearable Lightness of Being - Milan Kundera
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes
121. Are you mean?
I hope not
122. Is cheating ever okay?
no
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
lol no
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not love at first sight, maybe infatuation
125. Do you believe in true love?
yeah i guess so
126. Are you currently bored?
a little
127. What makes you happy?
Brooklyn 99; my friends; anything having to do with theatre, film, or literature
128. Would you change your name?
No i don’t think so
129. What your zodiac sign?
Gemini
130. Do you like subway?
yessssss
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I don’t really have a best friend of the opposite sex but like depending who it was I would either be v happy or a bit weirded out
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my best friend from uni
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
I’m gonna be free and I’m gonna be fine (maybe not tonight)
134. Can you count to one million?
god no
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I told someone I was out with my parents bc I didn’t want to answer the phone haha
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed
137. How tall are you?
5′6″
138. Curly or Straight hair?
??? I have ?? wavy hair
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Brunette
140. Summer or Winter?
Both for different reasons
141. Night or Day?
Both but probably night
142. Favourite month?
June or October or December
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
milk
145. Tea or Coffee?
coffee
146. Was today a good day?
so far yes
147. Mars or Snickers?
Mars
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“Everyone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water. And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes you cannot even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent; but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are going to find yourself again.”
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“Speaking personally, David, I want to tell you you have all my sympathy. Really. These things can be hell.”
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[2/14/18, 00:23:48] YL: Happy valentines [2/14/18, 00:34:19] Captain P.: Are you awake?? [2/14/18, 00:34:21] Captain P.: Amore? [2/14/18, 00:34:30] Captain P.: I have something for you actually [2/14/18, 00:34:35] Captain P.: Less sexy though [2/14/18, 04:04:41] Captain P.: Dear Goldenmouth, I do not believe in Valentine's day, however I won’t loose such a juicy occasion to renovate my message of love for you. Today I want through all our love notes from the last you posted on tumblr and I extrapolated them and put all of them till tonight in a word document that I just sent you via email. I hope you’ll appreciate this small gift as a valuable gift. Nevertheless, this exercise was very interesting for me. I finally got the chance to read again many of our stories and live again all our relationship’s daily routine  in all it’s crazy spheres and facades. I am so in love with you and I will always be willing to take care of you. Your gentle spirit and generous hart sweetly nurture my soul every day. You are an angel that came to my life to use me for the better. I can perceive how we both grew during last year and how you amplify my power how you simply make me a better person. With all that in mind, I want you to know that beside my passion and everything that matters the most is the affection I hold for your person. I want you to know you will always find a secure allay in me no matter the distance or the problems the future  might reserve us. I wish only for a shared life ahead us. Un bacio grande tesoro bio, you are the most beautiful being on this planet. I am honoured I have the chance to spend time with you. Buona notte patata mia <3. Always yours, Captain P.. [2/14/18, 09:16:55] YL: Mornig love [2/14/18, 09:17:05] YL: I love the valentines message can you send me one everyday [2/14/18, 09:17:08] YL: ❤️❤️ [2/14/18, 11:59:49] Captain P.: Morning amore [2/14/18, 16:18:10] YL: Baby [2/14/18, 16:18:24] YL: I'm the only one with no flowers on the table [2/15/18, 03:06:30] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, i know sometimes is hard to see the light in the end of the tunnel, and also nothing seams to lead where you thought it would, however you shouldn’t be so severe with your self. I know you’ll find the right path to get where you want because of your acume, open mind and bug heart. I am not here to tell you where to go. I am standing by your side just to make your journey happier, funnier and full of love. I want you to take all these decisions in harmony and with a smile on your face. I would love to hug you right now. I would love to have you next to me tonight and sleep spoon mode with you. Amore you are my little thing that I will never stop thinking of. If there is something in this work I can’t stand is your sadness. Above all, what really matters in life is that what you do makes you perceive spreading some love. Don’t ever fall in any vicious promise of other happiness. The real one has love and passion as drivers. If you love development go for it, if you love real estate finance go for it. If one requires the other than practice one and study the other. I know you know better than me the right paradigm. Anyway I love you so much and I want to always be able to take care of you. I am sure the universe has some interesting plan for us, hopefully this plans will also always be joint. Sleep tight and rock tomorrow, focus and learn. Un bacio grande tesoro mio, ❤🐒🐽 [2/15/18, 03:07:01] Captain P.: Ps: I stopped at a bar because of a birthday while coming back after I called you!!! [2/15/18, 03:07:06] Captain P.: 🐽🐽🐽🐽 [2/15/18, 03:08:53] Captain P.: Jeez there are to many spelling mistakes that changes the meaning I just realised!  Not work* but world [2/15/18, 09:04:15] YL: ❤️❤️ [2/15/18, 09:04:21] YL: I miss you pat [2/15/18, 09:04:28] YL: I thought I was going to die yesterday [2/15/18, 09:04:49] YL: Tam told me this story that a guy die after his shoulder was hurting and turns out to be an heart attack [2/15/18, 09:05:04] YL: And he died while resting on the chair in the clinic [2/15/18, 09:05:07] YL: 😱😱😱 [2/15/18, 10:30:53] Captain P.: Babe you are 20 [2/15/18, 10:31:06] Captain P.: You can’t have heart attack ok? [2/15/18, 10:31:19] Captain P.: Morning pat [2/15/18, 10:31:51] YL: Hahahaha [2/15/18, 11:08:04] YL: Baby 😂😂😂 [2/15/18, 11:08:09] Captain P.: Babe... [2/15/18, 11:08:09] YL: You ordered the flower [2/15/18, 11:08:13] Captain P.: I made a mistake [2/15/18, 11:08:15] YL: But it's delivering tomorrow [2/15/18, 11:08:17] YL: 😂😂😂 [2/15/18, 11:08:18] Captain P.: Dio cane [2/15/18, 11:08:20] YL: Honey [2/15/18, 11:08:21] Captain P.: Fan culo [2/15/18, 11:08:25] YL: I'll give them a call ... [2/15/18, 11:09:09] Captain P.: Why did they notify you? [2/15/18, 11:09:14] YL: Email [2/16/18, 02:47:08] Captain P.: Dear love, tonight more than ever I want to sneak in your bed without you to know. I miss you and I want to touch your silky hairs. I want you here, next to me, now. Not tomorrow. Now. It is this impossibility of being able to come and know on your door whenever I want that I hate. I will ask the universe to help me get closer to you soon. It’s a new year today and it’s your year pat since you love dogs so much I’m pretty sure this one will be gentle to you. Happy new year my love. May you be smiling for the entire year and always happy with your soul. Ti bacio tanto patatozzza mia! Sleep tight and come please to visit me in my dreams. 🐽🐒❤ [2/17/18, 04:50:48] Captain P.: Dear love, tonight I want to explain you again how beautiful you are because to me you are, as a marvellous humane, a magical figure that enriches my days. No matter what, I will always feel this confidentiality, passion and, of course sex appeal with you. I see a day where we celebrate all New Years together eating and laughing. However, tonight what I really miss is going out partying with you. I remember this summer a La profumiere with wenny and matteo. I enjoyed the techno in Taipei and I would love to be back there some other time With you. I’m trying to get some sleep on this late night bus to Frankfurt and I’ll immerge my self in us. Un bacione amore mio, buona notte sputnik !!! 🐽❤🐒 [2/17/18, 23:37:21] Captain P.: Potato i promess tomorrow we read Pinocchio [2/17/18, 23:37:44] Captain P.: I want to screw you all amore [2/18/18, 02:27:56] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, distance is a choice and many times is hard to see why it’s so worthy. If I think about it kills my day, instead when I think of you and when I picture in my mind our future together nothing is impossible. No matter how many girls are out there no matter how many boys will flirt with you. This is also part of our relationship, being able to know that this choice is made everyday by the both of us dreaming for something together. I will do all I can to be sure our roads won’t ever take different paths. I want to you to stay by my side forever. Tomorrow we will have our bednight stories and I would love to spend some time with you on Skype just chatting as usual. I really believe soon enough we will be living together. I honestly think this is the most important thing and in life sometimes a choice driven by the heart either than the mind leads to the best. We have this one opportunity to stay together, it is now more than a year and it’s always a pleasure to think of you. I will always love my pat, ❤🐒🐽 I had a great dinner with brother and one day I will take you to this amazing restaurant as well. Can’t wait to be again with you. If I only could I would come Over every weekend in Dubai to see your beautiful face. Sleep tight!! Buona notte amore mio. My principessa [2/18/18, 03:23:10] Captain P.: And lastely im thinking that you are my soul mate, it’s not only a matter of passion but also of sharing the good and the bad. Sharing the load together with our intimacy and finding something more. [2/19/18, 02:17:16] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m feeling homesick. I feel like I could die because my other half is not here with me. I think since Christmas my love became bigger, if this is even possible. I miss you ever since more and I never have enough.. I’m always willing to get tickets and visit you! Anyway, beside that.. tonight I want to write a bit more properly than usual..even if what I really miss is your giraffe neck, the sexiest neck I’ve ever seen in my life.. I know my love has more to say than the animalistic response. I was thinking about all your life and how it could go depending on what’s next on your agenda. I’m super excited for you because you are at an another turning point. Stay? Change? Where to? Someone would argue that this moving and changing is a bit wobbly, yet I think it’s a way of learning how to revert paradigm, reinventing it all the time. Because a paradigm is so intrinsic to our mental process that we are hardly aware of its existence, until you try to communicate with someone with a different paradigm. I believe this training of yours, imposed by today’s circumstances, will make you a paradigm inventor by getting the knowledge to put all the puzzle together. Might not be that this puzzle will answer to all your happiness or desires, but it will for sure get you where you want. Im just saying that I believe in you and I know you will find your perfect balance. You’ll be able to question the objectivity, that hidden and unspoken reality which is the key, the truth. Don’t think your lost cause happiness is a complex flow and only in a chaotic cosmos you’ll find your pattern. Something I understood, for instance is the value of knowing that there is someone in this world, that no matter what will always look at you with those shiny eye fool of hope and amusement. To keep this eyes wet and full of sparks one must see beyond the nature of the bodies, deeper than things perceivable by the senses and find a path of passion which I might call Love, for tonight. I want to keep on looking at you like this for the rest of my life!! I felt in love with you for you ability to talk to me differently by opening a new world into my heart. You managed to show me some unknowable ceilings of expression. Let’s never stop teaching each other new perspective of love: I learnt so much with you goldenmouth. With your soul and way of communicating you built in me the paradigm of a bond which doesn’t know what convenience, circumstances or boredom are. We became what we became: best friends? Soul mates? Sex buddies or admirers? I feel we became an indivisible duo. Open relationship or not I would like to keep exploring everything together in this world..by being an incredible miracle of compromise, trust and efforts to take the best out of the other for the sake of a common vision. In the name of a dream which if only whispered could be blown. With all that in mind I think I will never get used to the pain of distance, however what I know firmly and fiery is that you’ll always have a person to count on, and that person even in 20 Years will be me. Buona notte principessa mia, I send you all of my love and I hope tomorrow you wake up like a rose in spite of the hungover which will make you read this love note very dizzy. Un bacio grande tesoro mio❤🐒🐽 [2/20/18, 04:26:48] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I truly miss you and I want to touch your hairs to smell your skin and to spend all my time with you. Even looking at you watching tv series makes me happy. You are my sun shine even  in these days of boring doubting. When everything seems meaningless you light up my fire. Un bacione principessa mia, sleep tight and come visit me in my dreams. I couldn’t sleep till now.. and they say if you can’t sleep you’re usually in someone’s dream. I like to think I am now in yours taking you around one of our incredible adventures. Buona notte tesoro❤🐒🐽 [2/20/18, 08:04:29] YL: 💕💕💕 [2/21/18, 05:13:28] Captain P.: Dear my potatoz, camelpardhead, and goldenmouth: with you i want to travel the world, build a house of love and pass on some of our genes to new creatures that will need to much love to become, one day, life lovers them selfs. In other words I feel I found the fish in the ocean with whom I want to swim in the strong currents. No matter if it will be a cold or a hot current cause with you I can only feel warm and comfortable. I see us limitless. There is nothing that can stop us when we are together. I miss you and your legs so much, I miss your small tiny princess hands and you whispering close to my ears. Let’s never grow apart, let’s just keep on growing together and I’m sure the universe is preparing for us a roof under which we will finally be able look at the same moon and starts every night, hand in hand. Buona notte amore mio, un bacio alla mia principessa rap❤🐒🐽 [2/22/18, 04:18:39] Captain P.: Dear my patata, love it’s so crazy and beautiful. Sometimes i stop and I try to understand what are small gestures that makes me understand how madly in love I can be with you. For instance when I read Pinocchio to you, even if you don’t understand the language, I try to be as expressive as I can, as precise as I can. I wouldn’t read with such an intonation not even for my self. The thing is that I dindt realise it till matteo told me he was enjoying him self to listen to it even if he still thinks we are weird. I can read for you for ages my potato. Unluckily tonight the connection let us down. Anyways I would give at least a week or two of my life if I could have you here tonight, for just one night to sleep in the same bed, to share the same roof. I want my life to be driven by love and not by anything else. The number one thing is to be close to our love otherwise everything else is not complete, colors are faded.  Sleep tight and come into my dreams you beautiful principessa rap🐽🐒❤ I want to dream of a coez concert under the rain in the hot summer with you . Un bacio grande mio tesoro, buona notte [2/23/18, 04:01:06] Captain P.: My love note was written a while ago because I was too tired from the day and...
Amore mio, I hope you are all safe and sound home becuase I didn’t see anything on my card!! Are you safe sleeping? Ti bacio tanto amore mio, how I wish, how I wish I could see you now and be there to make sure all bones are in the right place and no scratch on my patata. One day we will be living together, I know this for sure, no matter how hard is now to see that future but I’m firmly convinced we are meant to be, we are not just one love as many meant to burn fast. My love for you is not just a spark, is a steady and warm fire which will burn in eternity. Sleep well golden mouth. You ora the princess of my life, your hairs are silk and your hands are so beautiful that I would like a sculpture always to have with me. Oh.. and.. how much I miss your skin and it’s smell. I hope you had fun tonight and that the pasta is also very good. I only always wish for the best for you in all the spheres of this existence. If you’re happy I’m happy. The rotten tomato here sends you all his love. [2/23/18, 04:42:30] YL: Buona notte amore 💕 [2/23/18, 04:44:26] YL: I can't wait to see you very very soon, only could I count the days to be faster until then 2/24/18, 02:13:25] Captain P.: My one and only love Yu-fei, I never call you with this name and I think by time to time is something that must be done to remember your roots, the roots of love through which complexity you landed into my arms. You know how sometimes I like to think deeply about love because in the end is the real only law, and the most powerful one existing in the world of sentient beings. It’s a while now that I wonder how we really met, how we end up together and how are we still staying together against all the odds.. obstacles.. kilometres. I end up realising that there is one main driver to start a love story: causality. If we think as causality as simple linear mechanics.. well.. you were flatmate with an old acquaintance of mine, alias Daniel. Than, we can think of causality as weakly related statistics.. so.. basically the possibilities that we liked each other..and the possibilities of us seeing each other enough times to have sex (holy shit it took a damn year). At this stage, please bear with me, we are at the beginning of what I would call a honeymoon phase. In order to translate all of this universal mix of casualties there is the need to understand the unspoken reality of complexity. In other words.. you can have an almost infinite number of compatible beings on this planet to have sex with, live a life and give birth to something which will ensure the human specie survival. Nevertheless, it is in the complexity of multiple interaction of this casualties that a rare real love as ours (I like to think so) is hidden. I think we finished the honeymoon phase quite a while ago and our complexity is staying strong after an enormous number of casualties working against it.. to name few: we live in different cities, we speak different languages, we are both young and full of casual opportunities in all directions. I’m not sure I managed to explain well what I have in mind but it is simply that: I love you. And when I say so behind this tiny words there is a world of complex feelings always interacting with them selfs. We don’t play by the rules of causality, we chose each other because we like the reality we create together no matter the surrounding environment. No matter how hard and painful is waiting but give us just one drop of our love and everything is solved, saved and happy. I hope I also didn’t overheat or just confused your mind.. and please do tell me if any of these ideas makes sense to you given you are my beautiful mirror. I want to keep on raising our glasses to the good and the evil together. I would love also to read to you this love note in 20 Years and hug you gently while giving it to you from behind in an sunny, chilly autumn day. Buona notte principessa rap, never stop surprising me with your beautiful soul and generous heart. Always yours, ❤🐒🐽 [2/24/18, 02:13:54] Captain P.: I’m gonna week up early tomorrow because if sunny I’ll go skiing [2/24/18, 02:14:20] Captain P.: Stay safe and have fun my principessa rap [2/24/18, 04:51:42] YL: Thank you for always letting me be myself, for the worst and best. You give me the space and courage to find my way and shine, and this is why I will always choose you in any circumstances. We have our true love and I wish it will always be there. Like you said, we play against the rule of causality, and our love is a living statement that true love exists and I wish we will have our forever after in this enternity and the rest. 💕 [2/24/18, 04:51:55] YL: Buona notte mio principe [2/24/18, 10:43:26] Captain P.: Buongiorno potatohead of my life!! How did the party go you funky slayer? I’m driving to the mountains with some windy cold weather, however is quite sunny [2/24/18, 11:12:48] Captain P.: Ps: you sexy in the picture! This time in Dubai we are going out because I want to see you like that [2/25/18, 02:05:48] Captain P.: Dear love, I’m counting every minute that separates us. I would like to wake up tomorrow next you. Amore mio, you are my angel! I miss everything of you and having all these stuff of yours in my wardrobe makes me crazy. I see your winter stuff and I want to have you here next to me like last Christmas. My patata.. days, months are gone behind us but I still feel the same passion, the same flying soul and big heart when I look at you. You are my reason of hope, my guiding light and I can't wait to have you tight in my arms soon again. In this life there is nothing else but a bit of love to make us happy. Buona notte amore mio. Trento is so boring without you even if I’m with my friends. Sleep well and come visit in my dreams, you’re mostly welcome principessa rap. Ti bacio..tesoro mio🐽🐽❤🐒 [2/26/18, 05:53:07] Captain P.: Dear love, i want to buy us a dog and to simply have a house where to spend time with you cooking, eating and dancing under the stars. Is that asking too much? Universe, Lord, please give us the strength to stay together till that joyful day. Please help us getting there soon, and faster if You can. Anyway patata I miss you as always and I always think of you every moment of my life. Wherever I look I see your eyes. You know I’m always here as a family right? You’ll always have a house with me, and a place where you’re loved. Remember that in the darkness. I’m arriving soon In geneve and the next weeks are going to be fast as hell for me. Deadlines are approaching and travels as well. In this chaotic period everything I ask for is just time to still be able t call you and see your beautiful face. Above all, just off records, I would love to have an açai bowl right now. Please let’s go have one each evening when I’m in Dubai, especially if it’s gonna be my last time there. Potato mia, don’t worry about a thing at work because I know that in the end you’re still working your ass out. Ti bacio tanto è ti bacio tutta tesoro Mio. Rise and shine today. Always, Captain P.🐽🐒❤ [2/26/18, 09:58:31] YL: 💕 [3/1/18, 04:03:44] Captain P.: Dear love, in the past weeks I’ve been thinking a lot about your happiness. I think I might have been mentally egoist by time to time because I didn’t push you enough to actually change and move from Dubai. Not Dubai really, more about Kerzner. You deserve much better. And not because you are special or super qualified (these things the careeer  that will prove it and I’m not really interested), but because you deserve to be happy. The past year you experienced something that in the end doesn’t make you happy, not for the job type maybe but relationship wise, life balance and self esteem. I really hate how they treated you and how i saw sometimes the amazing Aura light of yours being feeble and fading. The Golden Mounth I love is the one with shiny eyes, enthusiast and thirsty of high speed life. Even if this means having you in Bangkok I don’t care. Go wherever you’re happy because than everything in life follows. And please let’s not even try to argue that changing company every year is bad and this Bla Bla shit of HR micro brained people because fuck them.. what matters a 20years is to go wherever your happiness and heart tells you, no matter the stability of the job or if sticking to the same monster corporation would make you grow in the big organisation. Screw the big organisations and playing by the rules. They are all just creating a society of dumb models which like, aim and work for the same stupid goal. People who really change and think out of the box can’t stick to the ordinary rules. You’ve been gifted the power of love and enthusiasm..don’t let it burst. More than ever our time is kind of transitionary in all industries and you are building exceptional profile through multiple experience in various key developing countries. Go out there and experiment, yet with a big smile on your face and a heart full of emotions. No matter the distance I can only love that Golden Mounth and, most importantly, I want you to be happy at any cost otherwise what I really love about you would be at stake. Sounds weird yet this is quite a utilitarian approach because you being happy boosts my love and also makes you feel better. Thanks the universe we found this win win solution!!! All that being said, don’t be sad at all in the next days since we always need to relatively think how lucky is it already to have all what we got and mainly we got each other and a big chunk of love. It’s not something that everyone is having everyday. Go to work and slay everyone at Kerzner with your smile, with your prominent youth that says fuck off and YOLO ya all bitchas with that taste of professionalism which would give the global office the knock out. I will always be your supporter number one, and will always push you to the top of your happiness. Don’t let anyway let you down and proudly walk the walk of life beautiful soul. Un bacio grande tesoro, sleep well tonight. Soon I’ll be there and these love notes won’t be needed. ‎[3/1/18, 05:05:40] Captain P.: ‎image omitted [3/1/18, 05:06:45] Captain P.: (The one before the heart should be a dick) [3/1/18, 07:01:15] YL: 😂😂😂😂😂😂 [3/1/18, 07:02:51] YL: Thank you babe for the love note [3/1/18, 07:02:54] YL: ❤️ [3/2/18, 02:57:40] Captain P.: Dear love you are so beautiful that everytime I see you even on skype ( as it is now that I am writing this love note) I ask my self how is it possible that I bumped in such an incredible creature. I look at you eating and I wish all the nutrients get properly in your body so that you’ll be fully in shape and strong. When I see you dressed I get the vibrant sensuality and all your presence smashes me as an oceanic wave. I could go on forever describing your beauty but I will have to keep this for many other love notes. Good luck with your test today, I know by far that you’re going to do great. Finally after weeks of uncertainty the doors are now open to you and you just need to decide which one to enter. Will be good either way I guess because it’s a deserved luxury to choose and for you the best is yet to come. How marvellous is it to dream with open eyes having such an unpredictable world ahead. Un bacio grande Tesoro mio bello. Visit me in my dreams princess. Always. <3
[3/3/18, 03:25:00] Captain P.: Buona notte amore mio, I want to debate with you forever. We can both actually be very stubborn and restless. I will never stop loving you in spite of how many times you’ll hang up on me. I’m just waiting to debate and kill each other in person so that there is no such half way of making peace but everything can end up sleeping together and hugging each other for the rest of the night. Here it’s full of midsts tonight and I wish I could have you here next to me to share this bed. I want to spend my life with you and to never stop being so in love that we can spend hours on the phone debating and debating ending up just reading Pinocchio and still hating/loving one another. Sleep tight and come visit me in the midst. I’m waiting for you already. Un bacio grande principessa mia🐒❤🐽 [3/4/18, 03:32:22] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I really like thinking about you as the accent of my life as I said earlier tonight. Living this time on the planet thinking about you is something I will never get used enough to be bored. You give me this sweet hope that keeps me alive while burning all my energies. I really hate the distance and the inability of just seeing each other regularly, however I wouldn’t give up on us for anything in this world, I will always fight to go to bed knowing I let you know I love you and that we can push it further night over night. Every additional 24h with you is a precious gift to me. Beside all of this simply sweeet things I am actually profoundly happy for you because of the amazing opportunity you fought for. Seeing you growing and being independent is for me an example, a model to admire. I think you are my master in love and together we can build an ever lasting precious story which we will be able to proudly look back. We are slowly discovering each other through the best and the worst, and there is still so much inside each of us that we don’t know. It’s great to find who we are through the lenses of the other. We will both need the other one when down and I’m ready for everything. I don’t mind thinking of sleeping only with you because I also know that you can be many to my eyes. One day you are the sweet potato, the other one the nasty princess and another one more the fragile girl. I’m in love with all of your faces because of your special soul. The week of decision is ahead you. Be clear in your mind and work hard my love. I send you loads of kisses. Un bacio grande mia regina🐽🐒❤
Ps: the girl is sleeping in matteo’s bed, she is a classic ballet dancer here to be tested at a dancing academy. [3/5/18, 05:40:21] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m finally going to bed after waiting for matteo for ages because his train was late. Now I remover your train was late as well and how happy I was when you surprise me here. To be honest I think that has been the best thing someone has ever done for me and was the best day of my life indeed. In other words, in just a year you manage to steal my heart forever and I will never get bored at reading  bed night stories to you or spending time texting love notes. I’m so trhirlled for you for tomorrow. Don’t stress about the answer from Bangkok. Whatever happens you’ll still have a rotten tomato on your side, in Dubai in Bangkok as a senior or as an intern. Stay strong and keep on rocking the world beautiful princess. I love you always and deeply. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. BuOnanotte ❤🐽🐒 [3/6/18, 05:49:28] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, most of the times I believe we are all just beginners when it comes to love. I’ve been writing love notes for the past year, however I still know nothing about it because it’s such an incredible magic. I love you so much my potato, I always think about you and how to get closer. It’s incredible how two beings can be so attached to each other. I want only you and I don’t want to ever stop loving you. Not reading bed night stories and having enough Skype yesterday is already something I didn’t like. Big kisses to from the rotten tomato! I do tired I can bearly think right now. I just landed in Tbilisi. Emily and Luis are good people and flight was all good ! Now passport control, exchanging some money and straight to the transfer car! Good luck with your day and finger crossed for the great decision! Un bacione grande tesoro mio. You are my life [3/6/18, 05:54:30] Captain P.: 🐽🐽🐽🐽🐽 [3/6/18, 22:36:00] Captain P.: Dear love, in this lonely room the thought of you is what keeps me dreaming about the amazing world I see with your love. Reading carver stories makes me wonder about our love and how am I in love with you. There is nothing stronger than this and I wouldn’t be able to describe it better than: you are the one I want to talk to forever. I want to exchange with you everything. I want to spend all my time and all my energy to dissipate energy with you till the end. People here are poor, yet most of them know better than western what is generosity, hospitality and, therefore love. We wi have a dog from these pastures. I swear. And I swear we are going to love it more than our friends ahahah! Above all, I’m so Proud of you going to Bangkok, starting a new chapter and picking up new challenges. Good luck with everything my love. Be strong at work and work hard even if You’ll be done soon. Tu bacio tanto tesoro mio.. you are my angel and only one. Buona notte from the rotten tomato🐽🐒❤ [3/7/18, 23:54:37] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I understood only at last what you meant tonight on Skype. Yes I can only imagine it is hard.. but you know that’s why there is love in this planet and that’s why we can build our house from scratch and start having our own set of things which will value twice as much because we dreamed of them and are creatures of our love. I’m sure together we have no limit and all this apparent emptiness is there to be filled with our love and creation of future. There are no boundaries in this world when two people are in love and that power mange to generate miracles. I love you with all my heart and my living is aimed to stay and pamper you. Wish you were here in this bed with me so that I can hug you and I wouldn’t have snake nightmares and you dizzy head. Un bacio grande tesoro Mio. Buona notte principessa rap. Always, ❤🐒🐽 [3/9/18, 00:27:05] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I will ever let you down. You are an amazing being and I respect you so much. I want to give you the best this world can offer and there is no creature as beautiful as you are to my eyes. You are a wonderful gift from the ski that was awarded to me only to be pampered and caressed. I love you with all My heart and no matter What we will Make it till The day we live under the same roof. After that Day we Can fight on whatever we want. I want to live my life with you and nothing else matter. Have a great boat party and feel sexy because you are. Un bacio grande amore mio, buona notte principessa della mia vita❤🐒🐽 [3/10/18, 01:52:32] Captain P.: Buona notte love of my life, when will we get bored of each other? Hopefully never. I will always have that extra amount of energy to read bednight stories to you princess. I dream of you taking on your new adventures and how amazing all this challenges are and how you are a surfer of this world. I honestly think we are the most amazing couple on this planet, the craziest duo and the most romantic patheads in circulation. I always feel like flying when I’m with you and I don’t ever what to touch the ground again. Have sweet dreams and come visit me in mine. Un bacio tesoro mio. Sleep tight principessa❤🐒🐽 [3/11/18, 01:00:12] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are my everything. In the good and In the bad times I will always know I win in life anyway because we are together and our love has infinite resources. Everything I see i project it on you and on how we could experience it together. I’m burning every single minute that still separates us. I want to talk to you each night because in the end, no matter who I meet or who I get to spend time with, the only one I miss is my patatahead next to me. You are a star to my eyes and I feel we are like the moon and the sun, meant to work together and to shine of each other’s reflection. I send you all my love and a huge amount of kisses to cover you all..! We went out for dinner with some from the other organisations and was fun in a nice place with some music as well. Ti bacio tutta patatozzz🐽 buona notte tesoro, sleep tight and don’t forget to come visit me while dreaming princepessa rap❤🐒always, Captain P.. [3/12/18, 00:24:45] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are my angel and I will always do anything to keep it this way. I’m more than sure life has some great plans for us because such a big love cannot be dissatisfied. I can’t think of anyone that could possibly love you more than I do and whenever I would find that guy I would prove the impossible. Sleep well and hopefully tonight you won’t have trouble with tummy pain!! I dream of us laying on the soft grass and just picking flowers thinking of how beautiful is life when we have one another. Can’t wait to touch your hairs and feel your warm breath on my chest. Un bacio grande tesoro mio, buona notte principessa 🐒❤🐽 [3/13/18, 04:11:49] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, sounds like all of these incredible choices are hard today, however one day you’ll look back and everything will make sense. I also know it sounds redundant, but you know well that both are pretty fine. Try to pause the time and feel the thrill, feel the pride of being such a senior potato that earned it all with its bare hands. I’m so proud of you and also so happy for you. Either way you’ll end up well. I also think our prayers worked and that’s a good reason to get back to our previous daily practice. Not only the universe gave you the golden contract but also an alternative. Feel honoured and grateful because it’s important to sometimes stop and celebrate success when life give it to you. We tend to emphasise what’s bad or unsuccessful, yet I think this situation deserve a nice toast. Luckily we will be soon together to celebrate. These last few days I’ve been in contact with Azeri shepherds that earn what you would earn per month as a yearly salary, actually for their entire household. If I can tell a final suggestion I think you should go for the one that would allow you the highest impact on the highest amount of people. Living beings and their happiness is what matters the most, choose the one which allows you to touch more lives. There are still so many things in this world that need to be changed and I always think you are one of those crazy enough dreamers to think they can change it, and for this mere reason you will. You will change it. No matter what I will support you and love you always: here, now, in the future and even if I would have to bring my ass to planet mars. Buona notte amore mio, hopefully you are now sleeping sweet dreams. I’m at the airport standing in the check in line and saying goodbye to Georgia. Will text when in Geneva. You are a beautiful flower. Un bacio grande tesoro mio, always to my principessa rap❤🐒🐽 [3/14/18, 01:54:49] Captain P.: Buona notte love of my life, I still need to pack and do quite a bit of things but I’m so tired that I decided to go to bed now and wake up early tomorrow instead. You are my only light and reason of happiness. I only think of you all the time and how to find why towards our happiness. Next week this time I will almost be travelling to yours. I can’t wait to see you and touch you and put my hands into your hairs. What and incredible life are we having. New steps are ahead us, yet what I’m sure about is that we are going to make those together. You’ll never be alone in this world till I breath. Un grande bacio amore mio, im excited to see your city, we need to go there together sooon. Come visit me in my dreams. Buona notte tesoro🐒❤🐽 [3/15/18, 06:19:39] Captain P.: Love of my life, you are my angel my sweet potato and only love. Don’t panic for this choice I’m sure you’ll be fine no matter the place, salary and job. I’ll be always here for you and will always find a way to get to you because love is the only things that nurture my happiness and you are the custodian of my heart. I had a nice dinner with Claudia and now at home Ready to sleep [3/16/18, 01:21:07] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I hope you are fine and having some fun either outside or in your dreams. I can’t wait to know what you end up deciding so that I’ll know where I will come to visit my wonderful patata. I miss you as never before even in the big Apple and I would give anything to have you here with me strolling around midtown and all this hectic streets. I walked a lot today going everywhere I could to see the main touristic places. I’m now collecting my things from claudia’s place and going to check in at the hotel where I’ll meet all the other team members. I’m sure whatever you choose it’s going to be exciting and I’m so happy you actually got the opportunity to choose. It’s crazy how I miss you and how I can’t wait to touch your hairs very soon. Whenever I have WiFi I will keep loud tone up so that if you call I’ll try to pick up to hear your voice. In the mean time I send you all my love and a big hug to celebrate the choice. I’ll always love you and I always think of you. ❤🐒🐽be safe principessa rap [3/16/18, 01:32:14] YL: Baby [3/17/18, 07:11:43] Captain P.: Dear my patata, these days everything is long and hard because there is no personal time left for us. I miss you like oxygen. I really want to come back here with you because this time I’m actually not seeing much due to the intense schedule and also loads of people around. Potato you have no idea today we had to welcome 3000 students and the entire staff team is 60 people only. Anyway I’m sleeping next to a guy right now and how I wish I could hug you instead and touch your hairs. My love I wish you all the best for the talk with the guy tomorrow and I’m sure your contract won’t be jeopardised. There is no worry about that. Can’t wait to see you again and spend some time in tranquility with you. Un bacio grande. No matter how many odds the universe will try to test us I will always believe we are like the sun and the moon chasing each other to te infinite. I think I would give anything to be in that hotel back next to the moon lake in Taipei right now. You are always in my thoughts. Buona notte principessa mia❤🐒🐽sleep tight. [3/18/18, 07:56:15] Captain P.: Potato love of my life! Had some Kieran barbecue for dinner!Finally in bed even if out is San Patrick’s day and Saturday evening, to tired as all the staff members to do anything at all because tomorrow is again meeting at 6:15 am [3/18/18, 07:56:59] Captain P.: I love you always and deeply. Every place I go and no matter how could the company is.. I always wish you were there [3/18/18, 07:59:20] Captain P.: Come visit me in my dreams tonight❤🐒🐽can’t wait to see you soon this week. Un bacio grande amore mio!!! Buona notte tesoro, go rock at work tomorrow your first day as a senior potatohead with golden contract [3/19/18, 15:49:47] Captain P.: Amore mio I just entered Claudia’s place! I’m dead, but happy. In these days I met so many great people. The thing is that I will never met someone like you and I wouldn’t ask any better than just havenind you are staying with me because anythin [3/19/18, 15:50:27] Captain P.: Babe I felt asleep last night writing [3/19/18, 15:50:39] Captain P.: Didn’t sent my love note [3/19/18, 15:50:59] Captain P.: I just woke up after some good sleep [3/20/18, 07:29:22] Captain P.: Love of my life you are my only desire and thought all the time. Brew york is a crazy city amazing and hectic. I really enjoyed it however I need to be back soon with you. Can’t wait to see you and stay with you very soon my one and only. I can’t believe it’s veri sooon [3/20/18, 07:36:38] YL: 💕 [3/21/18, 03:59:22] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I can’t wait to see you, [3/21/18, 03:59:29] Captain P.: Amore matteo’s flight cancelled.. [3/21/18, 03:59:35] Captain P.: Michi’s flight cancelled [3/21/18, 04:00:28] Captain P.: There is a snow storm coming and they are cancelling loads of flights let’s pray for mine. [3/21/18, 04:33:22] Captain P.: Dear love of my life I really do hope I’ll get my flight going because I can’t wait to see you very soon. You are my guiding light and happiness. My love for you is so deep and consistente that I could not immagine anyone loving someone more. I miss your small hands and nice nose. You wisheotimg into my ears and biting my lips while fucking gently or hard. I miss everything about you. Un bacio grande mia principessa! Buona notte sweatheart [3/21/18, 04:33:26] Captain P.: Have a great day [3/21/18, 04:34:09] Captain P.: I had an amazing stay here and at least half of it is thanks to you. Claudia is a great friend [3/21/18, 04:36:45] Captain P.: I’m boarding and my flight is delayed half an hour. Let’s just hope we can take off [3/21/18, 10:56:20] YL: 💕💕 [3/22/18, 03:23:48] Captain P.: Dear love of my life I wish all nights were like this one. The thrill, the hope, the positive feeling of seeing you tomorrow is making me speechless. I’m excited and happy as a kid going to the seaside for the first time or touching a snowflake. The stupor is embracing my heart making it beating fast fast fats. Un bacione amore mio, you are my only happiness and person I want to spend time with in this life. I had fun at soccer and now going to bed and getting to the airport tomorrow. Buona notte principessa. Love you alwayss❤🐽🐒 [3/30/18, 01:47:37] Captain P.: Dear my love, as always saying goodbye to you it’s not the easiest thing. I want you to know that you are my one and single love. It will always be like this till the end of time. I feel kissed by the gods to find someone as special as you on my path and that somehow, in our own crazy way, we managed to never let each other go. I also want you to know how proud I am of this patata that with her own strength and strive lives her life here entering in a new apartment already. I can’t wait to visit you already in 21st century tower and worship my pussy again. Sleep well and enjoy your evening out. I love you so much. I always dream about our story and how we are building a unique journey in this incredible existence. With you I feel I am a whole, perfection seems at our reach and no moment is a regret. Times fly as my heart flys high when you next to me. Un bacione patatozza❤🐒🐽always to my principessa rap, buona notte. [3/31/18, 03:17:38] Captain P.: Love of my life, you are my fire and my only desire (as the silly song says) but I truly love you deeply and I want to be like this forever. I miss you so much now that I’m in a bed alone. Tonight is my first night being without you since last one was on a plane. I really hate not being with all the time. Anyway it is good being back with family for few days and also eating good food, however every place I go I think about how I would enjoy it more with you. I think of you all the time. I send you all my love and un bacione❤🐒🐽buona notte patata mia sleep well and visit me in my dreams [4/1/18, 03:27:12] Captain P.: Dear my patata, the best for us is yet to come and I am so happy to be in love with such an amazing woman. You are beautiful and you are a nice soul as well. I have no words to explain my will to have you here right now next to me sharing the same sky and the shining room. I want to remember our dinner with Sophia mosque as a view. I year is now behind us and I wouldn’t regret a single moment. Every time with you food is delicious and atmosphere perfect. Soon we will have vota as our memory too remembering it as another night full of smiles and laughs. I would love to have you in my arms amore. Good luck with this new adventure and the new apartment, so excited for you. Ti bacio and send you all my love.🐒❤🐽buona notte principessa rap. [4/2/18, 02:08:45] Captain P.: Amore you are my sunshine and the real only happiness! Don’t be upset about your clothes because soon more will come and also better ones. On top of that you are beautiful and anything will suits you. I love you deeply and you’ll see how being in the new apartment will make you forget any other shitty things. Exciting times are coming patata mia. I had fun with edo and the boys but at home now because tomorrow is study day, I’m really far behind with my thesis. Drive safe on the patmobile tomorrow morning and smile my sweet potato. I miss you dearly. Un bacione amore mio. Buona notte tesoro🐽🐒❤ [4/4/18, 01:46:36] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, every day without you next to me is wasted and kind of useless [4/4/18, 02:01:50] Captain P.: I feel like I just want to spend all the time left in my life with you and keep you tight in my arms. It’s hard to understand how love functions, however for some reason you are a solid though in my mind and a warm light into my heart. I feel you with all my senses, from smell to voice I love everything about you. I would also recognise you by any of these sensible characteristics: the smoothness of your skin, the silky hairs, the sweet voice or creamy smell. I don’t know what is wrong and what is right in this life, yet I know this love feels good tonight and forever. I don’t ever want to stop exploring the world with you. I truly can’t wait to see you soon already. I’m so glad you recuperated your cloths and also discovering new food places so that later on we know where to go eat good Chinese food in Dubai. Un bacione amore mio. Sleep tight and visit me in my dreams principessa mia🐽🐒❤ [4/5/18, 04:12:07] Captain P.: Dear my only potato, tonight I miss you more than ever becuase you are the only human I’d like to spend time with. Edo’s party was nice and good vibes playing beer pong. However i simply wish you were here or me there. I don’t mind where we will be living. I just care of being with you leaving the every day life. Un bacio grande mia bellissima Patato, I hope I’ll see you in my dreams tonight. Maybe meeting in the desert talking and wisperig at eachothers ears. Buona notte tesoro. Can’t wait to meet you in your new room [4/6/18, 03:02:39] Captain P.: Dear my one and only, I love you from the bottom of my heart. You are my desire and dream❤🐒🐽 I just want you to be here with me, in my arms talking to the same moon. [4/6/18, 03:08:30] Captain P.: I really miss you. Seems ages already even if it was exactly a week ago that I was having dinner with my princess [4/6/18, 03:10:35] Captain P.: Don’t work too much tomorrow patata. Did you know today was carbonara’s international day? We should have celebrate that. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. Buona notte and stay safe because I need to spend my life staring at your beauty. [4/6/18, 09:23:35] Captain P.: 🐽🐽🐽🐽 [4/7/18, 03:20:33] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, after a while writing easy love notes is maybe time for a series reflection of how our love is evolving. Let’s quickly remember how everything started.. from a slow inception of seeing each other randomly because of a mutual friend we ended up escaping to paris hand in hand with the most amazing love parenthesis of my life. Now after more than a year I still burn of love and my feelings are only deeper and stronger for you. The smoothness of your skin, the silky hairs and the warm heart are still fascinating me as a genuine lover. However, there are new characteristics I am starting to perceive of our love [4/8/18, 02:42:21] Captain P.: Dear love, the night here was a nice family event with cousins and grandma!! Anyway I just miss you and not having skypecall everyday is something I don’t like but today we have to accept it I guess. What did you do ?? How was buying furniture? I don’t ever want to stop dreaming with you because dreams are the only moment when you enter in a complete different world and if we do it together it’s even better. I wish very soon we will be having dinner together again. Principessa mia, i send you all my love. I will dream about us and our adventures, can’t wait to be again road tripping somewhere. Soon I want to live my days under the same roof. Un bacio grande patata, sleep tight and get some rest. Buona notte 🐽🐒❤ [4/9/18, 04:06:56] Captain P.: Love of my life, we arrived late late today because SBB is repairing the railway between losanne and Geneva and they put us on a bus. Anyway.. who cares. The only thing that matters is that I miss you so so much and that I really want to see your beutiful fresh face. I would give anything to step into your room now and slowly introduce my self under your bed sheets. I always think of you and wonder how amazing this life is since you stepped in. I love you with all my heart. Un bacio grande amore mio. No matter what I’ll be here. Buona notte and try to sleep tight tesoro🐽🐒❤ [4/10/18, 02:04:53] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are the my angel and only lovable occupation. I think of you as an untouchable flower which is fragile yet strong as a raw diamond rock. I love you to the infinite. Don’t even bother your mind think of those dumb fuck at the office because as I already said they are small, small in their mind. In spite of their stupidity you have beauty, youth and a provoking brain on your side. Don’t ever let them tell you who you are or what to do. Don’t ever let them have you as they wish. I would personally slap them if I only could. Anyway I miss your body, your smooth hairs between my fingers and that fresh face next to me when I sleep. I’m still in my way back to the residence and tomorrow is another long day. My one and only goal is to live a life with you, creating an extraordinary existence. I can’t wait to have a roof with you and our PEPE to look at stars together. Un bacio grande amore mio. Sleep tight and meet me in my dreams, I’ll be waiting for your visit. Buona notte tesoro, always my princess. ❤🐒🐽 [4/11/18, 04:06:22] Captain P.: Dear love I just landed. You are my happiness and trigger for good. My flight was smooth beside was one hour late because there was a battery problem from Istambul. Anyway I am in Tbilisi. I can’t wait to see you again and to kiss your forehead every morning as a week agosto staying with you for a week made me feel I could have you always but it isn’t like that yet. We will change this very soon. We will have our Pepe and life is going to be so much better and serene. Rise and shine beautiful flower🐽🐒❤ un bacio grande tesoro mio [4/12/18, 01:20:19] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I miss you dearly and I just want you hear next to me now to be pampered and loved. I love you enough that I would go on a desert island with you for the rest of my life. When I am with you there’s no need for anything else. I can only see my self working towards our shared life. Un bacio grande love. Ti amo tesoro🐽🐒❤ [4/13/18, 01:11:28] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I want you badly here with my and I want to paper you so much when you are sick as tonight. I want to live my life with you and spend all the time I can with you under a roof of stars. Tonight we are again away from each other, however my heart and mind is always very close to you. There is no one else to me and nothing else beside our love that matters to me. Buona notte tesoro mio, sleep tight and have sweet dreams. You are my angel. Un bacione tesoro, always 🐽❤🐒 [4/14/18, 01:43:48] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are everything to me. I can’t wait to build our house and family and live the dream I always hope to achieve. But besides all these conventional goals I want simply to stand by your side and being the one always holding your hand while our souls merge into one entity. I love you to the moon and back my only love. I think of us as the only safety in this world and I know together we can become something unique and very precious. Sleep tight and get some rest🐒❤🐽buona notte tesoro mio. Un bacio grande [4/15/18, 00:18:18] Captain P.: Buona notte amore mio, love of my life, there is no Dubai restriction that will ever see us defeated. We will always find a solution to make everything work no matter the distance, no matter the difficulties they try to put us through. I can’t wait to be in your new flat and sleep in your bedroom. I’m sure the new house will welcome you with a proper sleep tonight and the more time passes the more decoration and home atmosphere will be created in the flat. You are my princess and I always think of you pathead. Un bacio grande tesoro mio❤🐒🐽 you are my angel. Always [4/16/18, 02:00:51] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I had a lot of time to think about lots of things in these days in Georgia. Maybe I am suggested by the simple environment I found my self in right now, yet I think is everting but the opposite. In short, I think here I’m thinking more clearly about things because life is simple and understanding how lucky we are makes me fear how much I have to loose in my life. I came to the conclusion that the only thing I don’t ever want to loose is you because you are the most precious thing I have and not because at the moment I feel good with you but because I truly believe we will leave our life together. Living a life together isn’t certainly something easy and it isn’t also something people of our age in our generation decide usually. I think our generation might be loosing a lot of love because of the circumstances and I don’t care about the distance about the others. I care about you and I love you. You are my hope to a world where everything is possible. A world where the law of love rules. Un bacio grande tesoro mio, i can’t wait to be again with you very soon. Buona notte principessa. Always, ❤🐒🐽 [4/16/18, 07:56:46] YL: Morning precious love 🌹 [4/16/18, 23:20:39] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, You are like the first snow of the season. Every time I get excited like a kid and I will always be fascinated till the end. Your beautiful face and perfect skin. I miss you hairs mainly. But also you whispering to my ear and our legs crossing while sleeping. I cant wait to be there already and go eat some açai knowing that after we can just hug and smell each other skin. I love you so much that is hard to picture. I don’t want to live anyone else on this planet. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. Sleep tight principessa. Always,🐽🐒❤ [4/16/18, 23:35:39] YL: 💛 [4/18/18, 01:56:43] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m glad you’re having so much fun building and settling in your own new place. You deserved it and also need it. Can’t wait to be actually there and explore your room. You’ll be always me favourite flower and the crazy sex appeal I feel for you is never over. I wish you were here as every night. I’ll never be tired of saying how happy I’ll be when we will be living together, starting our own gated life. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. Drop by in my dreams for a kiss. Sleep tight principessa rap. Always ❤🐽🐒 [4/19/18, 01:29:10] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I miss yo soo much !! My day was class and editing thesis all day long! football was very nice and run a lot today so I feel much better now. I have here a new airbnb guest from milan studying at Christie's , he is a bit weird but calm. I hope you got the time to rest a bit and eat some good dinner my potato. I would really love to eat a nice acai bowl with you and sleep next to your fresh face. Soon enough this will be routine and in the mean time come and meet me in dreams where everything is allowed. Un bacio grande babe, sleep tight! you are my sputnik sweetheart. Buona notte principessa ❤ [4/21/18, 05:06:59] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, we’ve been running after each other and I can’t wait to see you face even if it still gonna be Skype. The fire I hold for you is strong. I understood that every minute I’m not with you it’s some time lost to be together that it will simply never come back. That’s why the soonest I want to make sure no time will be wasted in not being together. There is still a long way towards a shared life, yet I think I will never get enough and I must use all the time I have with you. I hope you had fun and that you’re sleeping sweat dreams. See you there now that I join the night as well. Buona notte mio amore. Send you all my love in a night that I would like more than ever to have you next to me. Un bacio principessa. Always, ❤🐒🐽
[4/22/18, 03:37:29] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, in this type of nights you are the only princess I want to take care of. I don’t want to party with anyone else more than you and I will always be willing to be anywhere in your company. I feel like I couldn’t get closer to anyone as much as you because our way of living love is something I never experienced before. I always just want the best for the being I care the most in this planet and you are the happiness I look for. Un grande bacio tesoro mio, sleep tight and be serene. Buona notte patata mia, the best for us il all about to happen. Always, ❤🐒🐽
[4/23/18, 01:05:38] Captain P.: Dear love of my life you remain and always be my only princess. I look at you and I see the woman I want to spend all my time with. There is no one else’s into my eyes and thoughts. Please be careful and eat properly I need you to be around for long and healthy. Soon you’ll be back in Taipei and the happiness will be over the ceiling. So happy and excited for you my love. Sleep tight and please come over to meet me inside, inside my dreams. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. Buona notte principessa❤🐒🐽 [4/24/18, 03:02:37] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you can’t imagine how happy am I to see you in only 9 days. I’m also excited for you going back to taipei! I want full reportage of food. Can’t wait to go to din tai fun as soon as in Dubai. You made me discover new colours in this world, a new dimension and set of possibilities at my reach. For this I will always be grateful and ready to read bed night stories for you. I’m thrilled every time I receive a message or that I talk to you. I’m simply still so much in love with you that I can nearly not put it in words. How crazy is the world of love. Let’s please never exit it and make it our shared house instead, forever. Buona notte amore mio, sleep tight and drive safe tomorrow if you’ll go to the fair by car. Un bacio grande tesoro. Come and see me in the dreams bocca d’orata.🐽🐒❤ [4/25/18, 01:39:16] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I miss you dearly, it is homesickness that is smoking down deep into my bones. It’s hard to not have you around always. Also, reading the little prince is actually very thought provoking becuase it speaks about what we value in life and honestly what we should be valuing as number one thing is love. My love for you is an infinite flame, Something that will last forever. I cannot think of someone that I know which is sharing my same craziness for a being, however there is no scale in love. There are no matrix nor figures. What matters is what you feel inside and when I see you my heart gets bigger, my brain wider and my willingness to provide you with anything you’d be needing is endless. I would do anything my love. I can’t wait to see you again, and I wish we will be this in love for ever After. I’m Ready for a Life of bednight sotirez and love notes even when next To you. I’ll never get tired. It is so exciting to think of growing old together. Un bacio grande love of my life, Sleep tight my only principessa❤🐒🐽 [4/26/18, 02:42:05] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, tonight there is no bed night stories and we couldn’t call but I still want you to know you complete me. You make up my mistakes and help me be a loving being. You are the closest thing to family I ever had. Beside blood, I believe family is people in your life who want you in theirs. The thing is that I will always be willing to keep you in mine because my love for you is forever. Than later on, gianmarco or Lila might even mix up our genes but for us is a choice. For us willl be choosing the soul of the other every single day. When I’m not with you there is silence and brooding in my heart, instead with you around colors get brighter, food taste better and time isn’t an issue. Everything is following the wave of enthusiasm without stressing our human limits. With you I’m infinite, and with you I live forever in the energetic power of love. You’re travelling back home, to the country that got my heart stolen setting a milestone in the history of our love journey. I will never forget the heart beats and strong emotions I felt on that island. I hope you have a great time and also relax, eat well and feel loved. Un bacio grande patata mia🐽🐒❤ I think of you all the time and stage safe, text me when you land. Buon viaggio principessa. [4/27/18, 09:06:31] Captain P.: Dear my potatohead, today is not going to be a night love night but a daily one. You are the sweet taste of strawberries in a sad day. You are the pervasive smell of coffe in a cold and frosty morning. On me you have the same effect of a perpetual safe paradise where to hide no matter if outside is sunny or windy. In other words, the refugee of love we created with such a hardship is unique and can’t be broken by some stupid misunderstanding. I do not see a world without you. It’s too long i imagine my future next to you. Next week this time we will be having breakfast together and my happiness in thinking about this is transmuting my lips into a nice smile. That’s love, the smile printed on the face whenever I think of you. Un bacio grande patatozza mia. Enjoy home, friends, food and mommy. [4/28/18, 03:32:54] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, we live apart however you are the only being I want stay and spend my life with you forever. I really hope you’re having all the fun possible at the amazing wedding you are at. One day we will have something similar but much better becuase we are so special that anything we do together becomes the best thing in the entire world. With you I have no boundaries. With you my soul is flying above any level. Let’s never let someone stop this love vibe we manage to preserve. I love you from the bottom of my heart Golden Mounth. Please stay healthy and allow me to be next to you for the remaining time on this planet.🐽🐒❤ 4/30/18, 01:28:11] Captain P.: Dear love, sometimes people tell me we are crazy. Sometimes people don’t understand why we are loyal to each other even if thousands of kilometres and different communities separates us. These days I thought a lot about why people in general are so hopeless towards love. Mostly they don’t have the courage to make extraordinary things happen. In our story, honestly, extraordinary events seems ordinary. We are so well tuned, so perfectly in harmony that travelling to Dubai became to me a quick bus transfer and being on Skype my favourite hobby. No one understands the preciousness of this type of love till they experience it. And even so, each love is different and the perceptions differs by the being due to the past experiences. All these thoughts just to say that I am eager to pursue the amazing path of life with your companionship. With you I feel complete and most importantly your kind soul nurture my heart with love. Anyways apparently you don’t need the original copy of the birth certificate. You need a copy and the translation if in a foreign language. I think getting married in Holland might be a good idea because seems so easy and since I’m going to be resident there we will have the right to do so. Anyway take a copy of birth certificate and get a photo of the original. Besides that we do not need anything else. Un bacio grande my love. Sleep tight and soon we will be together. Buona notte amore mio🐒🐽❤
[5/1/18, 00:23:27] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you’re up in the air but hear on the ground I think of you with a warm heart. Thanks the forces of the universe we decided to open our souls to each other with no fear of being rejected. Lovers have to be courageous. Tonight I was scrolling in my camera roll and I got back till taipei and I found a lot of funny things I completely for got. For instance I have an amazing Live Photo if you shooting darts to a target while we drink beer. The way you celebrate beating me is amazing. You’re truly happy of smashing me down and winning the match against me. That passion in doing something apparently silly makes me so happy and I can’t look at that picture without feeling homesick. Without thinking of that trip as the best travel I ever decided to do. I missed you so much these days and I can’t wait to see you my love. Few days and we will be back in our usual team. I can’t wait to see your beautiful face and sleep next to it. I’m always excited as the first time, always nervous on the plane as the first time I visited you. I’m so glad you saw your mum and your friends. Ti bacio tanto principessa mia. Be safe and treat your self well after the long trip. Soon I’ll be there to pamper you. Buona notte amore❤🐒🐽 [5/2/18, 01:14:08] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, how can I even start writing my love note tonight with this background picture..? I can wait to see you, to have you. I miss you deeply. I want to spend time chatting and being stupid. I’m so glad I’ll be there for two weekends. Actually if I think about it I’m already pissed at leaving that soon. Anyways.. I’m so happy to see you in 48h! Tomorrow I’ll be done with all my three essays and submit them so that I can only concentrate on thesis while in Dubai. Let’s go to the great mosque and also do something special for your birthday. I love you patata. Buona notte tesoro, sleep tight and visit me in my dreams🐒❤🐽 [5/3/18, 03:41:24] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I just closed my suitcase. I’m ready again to come and meet you. We have one of the most Italian suitcase ever- plenty of food. Anyway I can’t keep the blood running fast under my skin for the happiness I’ll feel tomorrow when seeing you. There is nothing in this world more important than you for me. Oh how happy I’ll be when I will be finally putting my hands into your hairs again. We have a lot of nights ahead to chit chat under the blankets and watch movies together. Un bacio grande love of my life. See you very soon princess❤🐒🐽 [5/22/18, 21:55:06] Captain P.: I just want to let you know that I feel very sad about how badly our conversation yesterday ended. I’m sorry...there is not much to say regarding the miscommunication and the misunderstandings. I would only like you to know that I care about what you think and feel. I’m so sorry this hurt you so much and I wish I could be there to hug you and make you understand how I feel on my side. Please don’t feel left behind because I was genuinely driven by the wave of enthusiasm. It was not in my intention to hurt you, mom nor being disrespectful to the ones I love. I also wish we can soon come to a shared understanding of the situation. Again, I apologise for giving you such a hard time yesterday.. that was certainly not healthy and I hope you are alright and It never happened that way. Talk soon.. [5/29/18, 03:55:36] Captain P.: Im boarding babe! I love you deeply my one and only.
Ps: very interesting thing happened.. I was sitting next to a guy and we talked because of a change of gate and he asked me where I was from and than me too.. we ended up talking a lot about many things. Look at his business card and also he is from Amsterdam [5/30/18, 03:22:33] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, here we go again with the old good love notes in which I try to jot down the colours of my heart. It is honestly really weird not to have you next to me or not to find your hairs today into my hands. There are a lot of gestures and sounds that I got used to in these two weeks that I’m missing. I felt in love with those habits and routine actions. I miss you a lot my potatoesss. Anyway tomorrow I’m sure you’ll get the finances sorted and all the payments will be set at the right time. Call the back and get the driving instalments sorters first and than credit card. Just leave internet last if javad wants to talk I don’t think they’ll cut it. I want to Skype you they can’t cut it. Wish you were here with me, cherishing a bit of Swiss breeze . Only thinking of when I’ll be with you again. Un bacio grande love. Sleep tight and come into my dreams. ❤🐒🐽 buona notte tesoro mio. [5/31/18, 03:19:49] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I miss you with al my heart and no matter all the people I have around at any time the only one I’m willing to have around is you. I’m Only waiting to go to on a roadtrip and being free in the world with my princess. Everything has a meaning, everything is worth the energy. I like you even if you like th ghetto Italian trash music and even if after a while I get to like them as well. Un bacio grande mio grande amore sleep tight🐽🐒❤ buona notte tesoro [5/31/18, 05:20:51] Captain P.: Baby woke up again, where are your hairs and nice ass!!?? [5/31/18, 05:20:56] Captain P.: I miss you my love [6/1/18, 03:21:56] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, we should reflect why we are so beautiful. I was thinking about the beauty of our relationship. Honestly I think it’s incredible what love made us develop and how nice all these months with you have been. I think there are two main characteristic of our strength. First one is the imperfection. We have the beauty of those imperfect things that looks cuter and inspirational. We are far, we are crazy and exuberant many times. The second focal point is time. Time always provides a special overtone, the strength of a long lasting relationship for instance. In other words, we are beautiful because we are young, inconsiderate and full of passion. Please let’s never loose this incredible energy and let’s make our mistakes precious. What happened with your sister and man can become a golden scarf in our amazing relationship we can turn it into an inconsiderate action which make us grow as two beings that love each other [6/1/18, 03:24:44] Captain P.: And we will be going deeper in our relationship exploring lots of new worlds. I wish you were here as always amore mio. Buona notte stellina🐒❤🐽ti bacio tanto [6/2/18, 04:03:02] Captain P.: Sometimes distance makes everything faded. I wish I was there to hug you and make you feel my affection. I just want your smile and happiness my poatossss. I miss you crazily my love.  I always think of you and ou and see you everywhere. You are a present strong image in my mind and dreams and I feel I don’t ever want this to stop. Wherever you are and however you feel remember there is always me somewhere loving you. Un bacio grande mio tesoro. Buona notte 🐽🐒❤
[6/3/18, 01:45:57] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, since I met you my life went from negative to positive. Can’t wait to have you again into my arms and crawl with you in a bed. We shaped each other in this year and a half and I really look forward everything that is yet to come. I know there is happiness ahead. I dream of our roadtrip in Lebanon but I also know for me I roadtrip my heart everyday with you. Buona notte amore mio, sleep well and rock your week. Let me know how licenze is going . I miss you darling. Un bacio tesoro ❤🐒🐽 ‎[ [6/4/18, 01:06:44] Captain P.: Good night love of my life, today I had and amazing day heading in strong winds in the morning and sailing really tight next to the mountain. I feel already getting better and hopefully soon I���ll be a decent skipper [6/4/18, 01:06:45] Captain P.: How was iftar? Did you bring javad? [6/4/18, 01:06:46] Captain P.: After that I helped working at some improvements of the boat and visited both grandmas. Than we had a last joint dinner with brother mother and dad and tomorrow we are all leaving at 4 am. My brother has a plane at 6 and my train is at 5:45 from Verona! I hope you had a nice night and I wish I was there eating hummus with you honey [6/4/18, 01:06:46] Captain P.: Sleep well my only princess. I miss everything about you and nothing or anyone will ever be able to replace your warmth in my heart. Un bacio grande tesoro. I love you🐒🐽❤ come visit me in my dreams. Buona notte stellina [6/5/18, 08:48:34] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, the realty is that this life without you next to loses a good 70% of its meaning. I m much more happier when you are with me and I am also a better person and my soul is properly fed by our love. I miss you deeply and I hate not being there pampering you and talking to you closely. What I also can’t accept is the fact of not waking up next to you and seeing your sleeping lips and just waken up hairs in that messy beauty after a night together. I can’t wait to be road tripping, to have some time to be out in the nature and enjoy the world with you. I’m so strongly in love that thinking of you going anywhere without me masked me feel bad becuase I wish there wouldn’t be any non shared experience anymore on our path. I love you with all my heart Golden Mounth. Un bacio grande tesoro. Sleep well and visit me in my dreams so that you can bring the colours my real life without you these days is missing. Buona notte patata❤🐒🐽 always [6/6/18, 02:34:05] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, everyday I miss you more. My love flame is burning intensively after those weeks with you always around my love. I think about you all the time and if I dream about anything you are there with me. I miss you talking funny and making my day happy with easy smiles. When you smile I am happy as well. I’m proud of you pat and you are my angel. I wish I could sneak with you under your blanckets, sleeping together again. I look at life and time with a printed smile on my face since I met you. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. Sleep well and have sweet dreams. Buona notte patata❤🐒🐽 [6/7/18, 02:39:50] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’ve been searching Croatian Islands ever since I’m back from soccer and there are actually some intact beaches and marvellous views. People call them the Maldives of the Mediterranean Sea and I have to admit looks nice even compared to Sardinia or Canary Islands. Distance wise we can even drive there from Milan is not to bad as a road trip and we can stop by Trieste which is a nice city as well. Either this or Lebanon what matters is to be together and I’m sure I will discover the beauty of any country thanks to you. Did you survive the fire alarm rotten tomato? I can’t afford to loose you at that age please, a lot of pompinos are still ahead us. Stay safe potatohead.  Babe I miss you so much and I just wish distance could shrink at least at night to hug and wisper to each other under the blanckets. I can’t wait to see you soon and laugh again with the same fulfilment and joyful life. These days I just wish you could be here in geneve, going to the river and being together in the goodbye period in Switzerland. Un bacio grande tesoro, go rock last working day and visit me in my dreams. I always think of you my sweet potato: buona notte tesoro mio🐽🐒❤ with all my love. [6/8/18, 03:19:47] Captain P.: Goodnight love of my life, as I always say I am a better person when I am with you becuase we help each other seeing things differently. We can talk about love, life, dreams and happiness. This shows how deep we can dive into each others soul and I do not want to explore the caves of my mind with anyone else. There is no one else for me and you’ll always be my one and only. I love you more than how much I love my self. I believe this is the ultimate stage of love, if there is any ultimate stage it’s self. I hope we can find other stages and never stop exploring this life together. Un bacio grande mia principessa. Ti bacio tanto pat❤🐒🐽 [6/9/18, 02:13:51] Captain P.: Dear love of my life I miss you dearly and my love for you is strong as always. I never thought life could be so beautiful. I never thought it could be possible to love someone unconditionally and with consistency ! Good luck my potatoz tomorrow, brake a leg. I will think of you as always. I can’t wait to see you next to me travelling to any country trying to make our realty beautiful. Living this life with you it’s just so much better. Un bacio grande amore mio. Buona notte stellina cara, you my princess❤🐒🐽 [6/10/18, 01:55:31] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, everyday I live it as if we are one day closer to the joyful day when we will simply talk to each other from the other side of the bed. Every single night. I wish I could snuggle into your bed now and sleep with you before this small challenge I have tomorrow. Having you next to me gives me all the power I need to face anything. I can’t wait to be with you again, no matter where or in which facility I know our love is enough to make me happy, and fulfil all my needs. Im grateful to have you and to be able to love you intensively. Un bacio grande mio amore. Im profound of my pat getting a license and earning it all bit by bit on its own in the difficult world of adulthood. You are a miracle and I’m glad to be part of it. Buona notte stellina🐒❤🐽 [6/11/18, 02:34:04] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, today is just one of those days where freedom has a better taste, however throughout the entire day I was thinking how everything would have been just so much better if you were there. There is no freedom and there is no full happiness if you are not there with me. This level of love is the passion I want to feel everyday for the rest of my life. I love you so much my patata. I miss you dearly my love🐒❤🐽 [6/11/18, 02:38:22] Captain P.: Buona notte tesoro mio, sleep tight! Un bacio grande
[6/12/18, 03:50:16] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I hope you’re sleeping happily and smoothly. Tomorrow I want to know everything about the car classes and I really need to see you face and listen to my princess voice. This days I miss you with all my heart because I just wish you were here able to enjoy with me this sort of free vibe I have after graduation. Even if the pathos is disappearing already I really wish I could share it with you. With my one and only love. I m think I g of you all the time and I really want to spend the rest of my free time in the next months the most I can with you. Soon is time to book our flights and any adventure with you will be the only thing I’m looking at with all my heart full of passion. Un bacio grande tesoro mio🐽🐒❤ I wish we could have breakfast together tomorrow and take you to work. Buona notte stella. 🐽🐽 [6/13/18, 02:05:07] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I really wish we could be together tomorrow just for the sake of showing everyone how beautiful is the woman I luckily found on my path. That second of December and your graduation simply kickstarted the story of my life and hopefully of our shared life. After a year and a half is my turn to walk the show and I will do it thinking of you all the time. Be safe in Dubai, I can’t afford to loose you. Pathead you mean everything to me. You are simply my best friend, favourite person and sexual passion. Let’s never stop loving each other and striving for mutual wellbeing. Un bacio grande tesoro mio, sleep tight. Buona notte stella❤🐒🐽always [6/15/18, 04:27:21] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, Patata mia, my phone went off at the beginning of the concert! A lot of people, crazy dance and really physically demanding ! The band was giving it all and weather was gentle with us. Sunny yet not to hot. Really nice event day but tooo tired to even think clearly. I wish you were here with me tonight. I’m sleeping in a round bed, kind of weird. How was your night? Were did you end up? We can talk tomorrow patata mia. You are the best at helping me, and I’m just so lazy these days after graduation. I need to have a look at it properly. I love you deeply [6/16/18, 04:18:55] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, as every night I wish you were here to share with you the lights of Florence by night. I deeply need to travel with you and smell your skin again. I miss you with all my body, soul and mind. I can’t live my life without you in it and I want to share the best moments and vibes only with you. The truth is that I even miss our skypecalls and our chats and discussion. I miss you [6/16/18, 04:36:29] Captain P.: Un bacio grande tesoro mio❤🐒🐽i send you all
[6/17/18, 04:15:47] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I was born to be with you in this space and time, my one and only source of happiness. I can try anything on this earth yet I’m bound to you. I didn't have a chance of not following in love with you. This is magnificent. Loving the marvellous power of fate. I know being far away is hard but I’m missing you more than ever and I can't wait to see your lovable face next to mine on the road soon. Tomorrow last concert. I wish you were here with me raising the glass and eating fine. Un bacio grande mio amore, sleep tight and dream of us❤🐽🐒buona notte patata!! Always [6/18/18, 03:37:04] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I think of you a lot every single day. I see your eyes everywhere and I want to hug you badly. Last concert was cool and the team is loosing two members tomorrow morning ! We will have sometime to visit the city tomorrow! I hope the days are passing by sweetly for you because I can’t wait to be back with you hunting for food and talking about us!! Un bacio grande tesoro mio [6/18/18, 03:40:49] Captain P.: Living this time on the planet thinking about you is something I will never get used enough to be bored. You give me this sweet hope that keeps me alive while burning all my energies. I really hate the distance and the inability of just seeing each other regularly, however I wouldn’t give up on us for anything in this world!! [6/18/18, 03:56:23] Captain P.: Sweet dreams potatohead🐒❤🐽 I muss you always [6/19/18, 01:35:49] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I feel with you things will just get better and better as the years roll on. This life it’s such a precious gift and it goes by so quick.. I don’t want to wait more than required to start living together. I want to be living under the same roof as soon as possible. The thing is that I never get enough of you and I can’t deal with not having you next to me. I miss you so much and I need to hear your voice much more often. How I wish you could appear here now, knock on my bedroom door and see your shiny eyes and than touch your silky skin. Babe I want to have a nice dinner and discover everything with you. I can’t wait to see the one I love as soon as possible. Ti bacio tanto patata mia, I hope I will see you in my dreams. Buona notte tesoro🐽🐒❤ [6/20/18, 02:58:11] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I can’t stop thinking of us cruising the world, road tripping the entire globe. I already see ya projected in the hot south of Italy eating fresh mozzarella and drinking bitter coffe at the bar desk! I can’t wait to see you again, to touch your body and having you from behind. I’m so madly in love with you.. you have no idea. I don’t want this feeling ever to stop. Un bacio grande patatozza. Buona notte tesoro mio. Sleep tight and join me in the world of dreams tonight. I send you all my love🐒🐽❤
[6/21/18, 01:46:49] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I don’t ever wanna loose you nor grow apart. I just love the way we are, how we argue and how we end up into our conversation. Right now the only thing I want to do is to be there to eat you all in one bite and sleep next to you smelling your fresh skin. I’m so jealous of fat teddy.. he doesn’t deserve that. I can’t wait to be again together and simply being able to talk about things again and face to face eating at nice restaurants again. I miss DTF and the matcha deserts as well. I don’t see anything in this world I would like if it wasn’t for your beautiful aura to shred light on it. Buona notte patata mia.. oh how I wish you were here. Un bacio grande principessa❤🐒🐽 [6/22/18, 01:18:23] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I hope you’re safe and sound!! I miss you dearly. I also hope you’re having fun. I only want the best for you and I want to be part of you life forever. I want you to be into my life forever. I’m driving to geneve tomorrow morning leaving at 4 am. Tomorrow I have a meeting worth altus in the afternoon and than Matteo will also arrive by plane. Last weekend in geneve, probably for ever. I hope one day we will go back to Switzerland for some senior position or just as rich tourists!! In life everything is so crazy and we do not know what can happen. I just want to see you the soonest. I’m thinking about you all the time honey. Sleep well. I love you deeply. Un bacione amore mio! Buona notte tesoro❤🐽🐒 [6/23/18, 04:27:24] Captain P.: Patata I met Rodrigo and his friends around because Switzerland won the match at the worlds cup tonight [6/23/18, 04:35:14] Captain P.: I’m just dead and in need of going home. I wish I could find you when entering my bed and smelling your skin. I miss you so much. In this world there is only one thing that matters to me and it’s your happiness. I can’t wait the day when we will actually enter a place that it’s ours. As I already said many times that will simply be the best day of my life . Buona notte tesoro mio🐒🐽❤ [6/23/18, 04:35:42] Captain P.: I love you every minute, come visit me in my dreams process [6/23/18, 04:35:49] Captain P.: Princess [6/23/18, 11:20:31] YL: Hi [6/24/18, 05:15:54] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I miss you as always.. I had a stupid long day but I managed to bring the car to an open garage to get it fixed but Land Rover is closed till Monday morning. The thing is that we have free insurance cover in Italy so I think I might go back with just an easy solution!! Will see Monday I guesss. I wish you were here with me as always.. I can’t sleep properly without you. [6/24/18, 05:20:17] Captain P.: It’s hard to sleep alone after you sleep with someone for a while. I m dreaming about a roadtrip with you that never ends🐽🐒❤ [6/25/18, 03:15:24] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, tonight is the last nuit in the ville of Geneve!! I wish you were here pretty girl as abdullah’s sings in the song. You’re always my first thought and everywhere I look I see you beautiful presence. Soon we are going to be cruising the south of Italy together and that’s the dream that keeps my vanes floating with blood!!  Ti bacio tanto chica mia, tomorrow long drive for me with a broken window 🐽🐒❤ I hope you’ll visit me in my dreams. Sleep well my love. Buona notte principessa mia! [6/25/18, 07:50:39] YL: 🌹 [6/26/18, 00:56:57] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I know you’ll be visiting me tonight in my dreams. I want to sleep now so that I can meet you. I really need to see you very soon. Not becuase my love needs to see you in order to stay strong but because I’m honestly miss you to the point that I don’t care about anything around me besides thinking about the date we will meet in Rome. I can’t wait to see your face again and hear your voice close to my neck while I gently pass my fingers into your silky hairs. I want to book all the hotels and Airbnbs next days so that we are all good to go. Today is one of those days where I actually drove and did a lot of things but still I just received tons of insults form everywhere and tomorrow I will be working at the mountain house cutting grass and emptying the garage. I miss you dearly my potatohead. Can’t wait you to have the license so next time in Dubai I can just go out and drink while you drive us back home ahah! Buona notte tesoro mio, you are my best friend, sex symbol and only passion. Ti bacio tutta mia principessa❤🐒🐽 [6/26/18, 00:57:32] Captain P.: Ps: you look a bit like an Egyptian mummy [6/26/18, 00:57:43] Captain P.: A beautiful Egyptian mummy I mean [6/27/18, 01:30:00] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, as every day you are the last thing I think about because of this daily ritual of love notes. However you are also the first thing I think of and the amount of times during the day that I see you in my actions never decreases. Tonight is party night in trento.. there are fireworks everywhere and no sleeping night. The issue is that I don’t have next to me the person I love to share all this beauty. Egoistically speaking I thank the universe for bumping into you because otherwise I would have lost the opppotuinty of such strong, beautiful. I might have not loved this much in my life and this is also something that makes it great/m. In other words I fell so lucky to be next to you my potatohead. Sleep well and meet me in our deep dreams. I can’t wait to see you very soon my pot! Buona notte amore mio, un bacio grande tesoro. 🐽🐒❤ [6/28/18, 03:19:08] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, there isn’t a single day that I don’t think how life is amazing when you are around. I kind of can’t cope anymore with not being next to you. Thanks god soon we will be together again. I’m dying for touching your hairs and kissing your ears knowing that lots of days are there for us to be one entity again. I miss you deeply. I m leaving thinking of how we can have a shared life, house and time till the end of our time together. With you everything is just so much better, full of colours, food and happiness. I wish you were here in my bed sharing the same moon and stars. Buona notte amore mio. I love you with all my heart. Un bacio grande tesoro❤🐒🐽 [6/29/18, 11:16:27] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, the way I miss you can’t be explained with words. I had a pizza for dinner and I bumped into edo and Charlie at the pizzeria and stayed with them. Edo is really crazy and living on his planet with a life on the edge of betting and drugs problems. Anyway will tell you tomorrow about his latest craziness. I wish you were here with me as always, in this comfortable bed playing with you legs into mine. I can’t wait to have you aside again. The need of kissing your eyes and touching your hairs is in my mind stronger than ever. Un bacio grande tesoro mio, I miss you dearly. Buona notte patatozza mia 🐽❤🐒 [6/30/18, 02:25:02] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m so happy and intrigued by the trip we ended up shaping. I can only count the days before some happy shared vacations!! I miss you profoundly every day and what I miss the most is to work for seeing a smile on that face. Looking at you smiling feeds my soul. Discovering the beauty of this life and world with you is the one thing keeping me thirsty of living. You are the source of my happiness. I love you. Un bacio grande patataz!🐽❤🐒come visit me in my dreams. Ps:Tomorrow I will be going at the lake and maybe go out a couple of hours with the boat. [7/2/18, 08:39:48] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I wish I could materialise there and prepare nice breakfast for you today before this stupid exam. I also wish you could be here with me all the time and cherish this world at the same longitude and latitude. I wish things were different and I can’t wait The dreamed day when we will live under our own roof. I love you desperately and there is no one I want to have aside beside you. You are my angel pathead [7/2/18, 08:40:44] Captain P.: Last night my phone went off and I didn’t have the charger because sleepy mum was using it. I’m having breakfast now and going to the boat to catch some Strong morning wind hopefully [7/2/18, 08:41:31] Captain P.: I wish you best of Luck with those Assholes !! I’m sure you’ll Rock!!! Tanti bAci per la [7/4/18, 00:34:30] Captain P.: Dear my sweet potato, I’m in love with you because you are a free spirit always bringing a bright aurea of love around you. You always find something interesting for us to think and speculate on. I can sees this glimpse of light that I’m so lucky to share everyday. I will always be yours and I think of you every moment. I can’t wait to wake up at night and find you next to me instead. I miss the time that I can just pull my arm and find you next to me breathing’s sleeping softly. Un bacio grande potatohead! Buona notte tesoro mio, ❤🐒🐽 have a great time acing your exam my potatohead. I love you [7/6/18, 01:17:03] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, as always I’m missing you like a lover misses the beloved one. I’m thinking of you all the time and I can’t wait to see you again. I have this feeling that i would drive till Dubai nostop just to come and ring at your bell and destroy your door and get into your room [7/6/18, 01:20:02] Captain P.: I miss you deeply my patata and your papaya as well.. I hope you’re having fun and that life is being gentle with you. I m thrilled for the day when everyday we will be sharing some time together, I miss having you around all the time. Un bacio grande mia patatozza [7/6/18, 01:20:47] Captain P.: Buona notte amore mio🐽🐒❤ have fun and stay safe [7/7/18, 03:16:01] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I can change place, bed and company but I will always be missing you like water in the desert. Every beauty I see around I wish I could share it with you and dream about it with you my only love. Here at Matteo’s food is good and weather is chilly but really good for Sleeping. His friends are funny and everything is fine, only you missing. Buona notte patatozza mia. I live waiting the moment I can hug you again and feel my soul aside me again. Un bacio grande tesoro. Sleep well and visit me in my dreams sweatheart. With love❤🐒🐽 [7/8/18, 04:17:27] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, i want to eat all the possible different dishes we are going to find around our trip. I could go anywhere, yet I would never cherish any moments if you are not there next to me. I miss you everyday and each day the fever to see you increases drastically!! I feel the same vibe as before taiwan or after Mauritius.. the feeling might be less unpredictable but the fierce of homesickness is the same and I wish I could see you tonight. Un bacio grande patata mia, master your exam! I’m sure it’s going to be an easy one. Come visit me in my dreams. The magic with you never ends and the fire if love I hold for you won’t ever extinguish. Buona notte tesoro🐒🐽❤ [7/9/18, 02:10:21] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, it’s crazy how from today we can finally say “see you next week” this is music to my ears. This is the kind of hope that keeps me breathing and wishing for a long shared life. Without you everything is meaningless and I wouldn’t even be here probably. I miss you profoundly in every single minute. There is no day that passes without me being crazily in love with you and I think god you all the time. Also I’m happy for your license, so proud to see you mastering all your things smoothly and being strong and independent. I love you my patata, let’s never grow apart or let stupid distance disrupt our relationship. Love is more than that. Buona notte amore mio🐽🐒❤un bacio grande tesoro. [7/10/18, 01:30:56] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, during this year and a half of relationship I might have understood a bit better what is love. I came to the conclusion love is about rewinding your priorities for the other and also to Listen more what the other have to say. I always wish the best for you. I can only think of good and new treatments for you. I want you to be happy and serene and healthy more than what I would Want for my self. With you aside I’m much stronger and ready to work towards any goal. You are my strength, Home and love. I can’t wait to visit museums, eat good food and stay at the seaside with my princess. I’m not even sure this is really about to start. My summer is waiting that joyful day of holiday when I’ll be hugging you in Aureliano’s city. Un bacio grande patata mia, I love you. Buona notte tesoro!!! Visit Me in my dreams❤🐒🐽 [7/11/18, 01:55:30] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, soon we will both be packing for The dreamed adventure, however what I’m really looking for is the journey in our souls. I want always to be the one close to your beautiful soul and nurture my mind with your bright atmosphere. I can’t wait to see you, hug you and hold your hand in mine again. You are my one and only love. The princess I want always to spend my time with and the only sentient being capable of making me feel alive, happily alive. If I was asked what is worth living for I would say it is worth for the love, the love I feel for you. Un bacio grande patatozza mia. I love you with all my heart. Buona notte tesoro❤🐒🐽 [7/12/18, 01:53:15] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I said a lot about us, the future and the wishes. Today I simply want to remember once again how I felt in Paris. Oh Paris in that winter has been something unbelievable. I’ve never been so alive in my entire life. I’ve never been so full of love in my existence. Those days were fed with passion, love and kindness. Anyway even now every time I’m with you I can be as happy and feel the strength of love running fast trough my vanes. Let’s never let something stop us from feeling such a strong emotion. My head is always spinning with you and I never want to stop flying. I love you patata mia. Un bacio grande tesoro. Buona notte principessa. Visit me in my deepest dreams. 🐒🐽❤ [7/14/18, 02:56:54] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are my primary thought and my only soul fodder. I miss you dearly, however the fact that we will be soon hugging eachother again is something providing me a crazy amount of strength. I would like to be in a tropical forest on top of a try in a nice tent with you just chilling talking shit and looking at the moon. Oh what does the moon do everyday up there? I wonder that sometimes and I think I believe it’s a bit like us. I am now your moon while you sleep I think about you and dream about you and you actually live inside me. Anyway, good night my princess, sooner than we think we will be eating matriciana with Aureliano. Un bacio grande patatozza mia. I love you. 🐒❤🐽 [8/13/18, 08:32:25] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, here we go again, another trip together and another goodbye. I’m reading your very first love note and my heart is bumping and my eyes shiny. I feel the same love, passion, thrill and drive as the very first day. No matter what, the way you make me feel will always be the only thing I look for in life. There are no career goals, academic accomplishments, or whatever success is simply vane without you by my side. I will work to have you next to me as soon as possible because every night without you is a loss which I’ll never forgive to this life. I’m now boarding and ready to fly. See you soon love of my life. Stay safe and strong. I’ll stay hungry and foolish as always about us. Ti amo. Bacio patatahead. Will text when in milan [8/15/18, 00:53:31] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I really hate not sleeping with you and especially not being John lennoning on you as always. I miss you so much and especially all the small little things we became used to in our routine. I’m just so glad Holland is giving us this incredible opportunity and I can’t wait that to become a realty. Me and you living together in our very first room or house is something that excites me so much. I’m sure we will be having an amazing life and I just want to decorate everything and live in beauty with you. I honey if you knew how much I wish you were here with me dreaming about this.. anyways.. this hope is the fire that gets me going and I know by experience we fear nothing and nothing can be between us. We are strong enough to make this happen smoothly. I love you principessa🐽🐒❤buona notte amore mio. Sleep tight and come visit me in my dreams. Un bacio tesoro [8/16/18, 00:43:47] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I'm so glad you're my little girl and I'm telling about you to all the world. I hope your sweet heart is still the same as the Sputnik one.. the very first love story we ever embed in our imaginary. Do you remember? Who would have imagine we would have gone so far.. The days with you are always a dream and the adventures are never enough. I found it funny how we always manage to have something to say to eachother how I would never be bored with you aside. It’s incredible to me. In these months I learned some tips about love with you and I think there are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. Thank you for being my balance, to make me push to the limit. I love so much Pathead. We are the proof that, in the end the love you take is equal to the love you make. I came to Taipei and than a circular love started to boost in our heart that we are still witnessing the power.  I can’t wait to be together in Holland starting this new crazy chapter. Just another one for many more to come. Good luck tomorrow at work pat. You’ll be amazing as always. Un bacio grande my love🐒 you are my princess bocca d'orata. 🐽❤ [8/17/18, 01:19:09] Captain P.: Love of my life, as usual I would only love to be with you and rather be anywhere else. We just finished loading everything. It has been a hell of a long day and now all is done and almost ready to go. I can’t wait for you to be in Holland with me chersing alll the time. I miss you dearly and I dream of your silky hair floating in my hands even if you now hate that habit my lovely Pathead: un bacio grande. Sleep tight and come visit me In my dreams. I love you honey🐽🐒❤ [8/17/18, 08:53:44] Captain P.: Pathead [8/17/18, 09:06:32] Captain P.: Oh you sleeping Pathead..what a Pathead How was last night love? I miss you crazily love. Did you decide something? [8/18/18, 04:39:11] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are the only one I miss every time and in anyplace. Doesn’t matter if today I arrive in this city or any other one.. it will always be a deficit not to have you aside to feel nurtured by our incredible love. You make me feel in a way that no place or situation will ever make me feel: I think we are just so lucky. I feel I found a treasure with you and I never wanna let it go. You are my fire and only desire. I wish you were here cherishing this new begin and seeing the place where I’ll have to survive for the next months. I’m waiting for you to be here ASAP, to join me and see new places together. I love you deeply and always. Good night love, sleep tight and come visit me in my dreams. I hope I’ll see you tonight. Un bacio grande tesoro. Always, ❤🐒🐽 [8/19/18, 02:45:32] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I am sleeping without you once again and I really hate sleeping alone, without you. The vibes here are great but I miss my lady, My friend and princess! I would rather live with you than in this place. I think when you come I want to have a different place if this doesn’t work out properly. But anyways the thing is that I can’t wait for having you aside me everyday. Un bacio grande tesoro. I really wish you were here already❤🐒🐽I love you! Buona notte tesoro [8/20/18, 02:24:00] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I don’t know if you’ll be visiting or not but the only happiness I can think about right now is you and your sweet smile. I can’t wait to hug you.. as always and I wish you were here with me seeing how easy is to turn a shitty room in a nice place. I would need your entirior design skills now that the framework is finished. Please come and add some things. I miss you honey. The thing is that I don’t want to live without you. I think about you all the time. Un bacio grande bocca d’orata. Soon I’ll also add my posters.. so that we have a similar picture in our rooms. Tomorrow is long day in Amsterdam.. living at 7:30pm Wageningen [8/28/18, 01:18:56] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I hate this saparation of bodies. I don’t like being away from you. I’m watching a documentary on Palau Right now and of course I’m thinking about you. I want to go there with you. Anyways the point is that we need to live together soon becuase I don’t want to not live with you for much longer. As you are I am amazed about our relationship and love... no one, and I stress it., no one can understand how we feel. No one will ever know of all my trips, of the hours spent on a plane just to come and spend some time with you and the same works for you. I miss you so much love. We are for sure a miracle and making so much love around us. Ti amo molto, un bacio grande tesoro mio. Buona notte patata. I miss you so much my princess. Can’t wait to meet you in London alreay🐽❤🐒 [8/29/18, 03:02:30] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I love this world and life only becuase I can count on your smile, voice, soul and there is nothing else I am interested in. I don’t know what my life would be if I didn’t fell in love with you. I can’t wait to meet you in London and I only dream about our life, our home, our future. My patata you are everything. This love is giving me everyday the energy I need to push this existence over. I love you tesoro. I need to get you very soon in Holland and spend more time with the love of my life. Un bacio grande principessa mia. I dream of you now in my bed alone. Visit me in my dreams and talk me gently. Always yours ❤🐒🐽 [8/30/18, 00:11:48] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, here we go again going to bed on different mattresss !! Thanks god we will be living together soon becuase this situation has a deadline and we can dream about our shared life with a real attitude. I can’t wait and I can’t wait to go over all the steps and do mistakes and Argue and be happy all over again. Please stay away from that man JL becuase I can’t think about anyone touching you. I miss you deeply everyday and very millimillimilllimilli second my love. Un bacio grande tesoro. Sleep tight with teddies and come visit in my dreams❤🐒🐽 you are my light and my desire. Always [8/31/18, 03:10:50] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I love you to the infinite and I cannot wait for the time when we will be sharing all the time together. You’re my soulmate and my life partner. I am happy only when you’re there and of your smile I live. I love deeply and I’ll always will my patatahead. Un bacio grande and come visit me in my dreams please. Loads of love from the lake. Buona notte tesoro 🐒❤🐽 [9/1/18, 01:46:32] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I love you everyday as if it was the first one and I always keep the excitement as if it could be the last one. I can’t live without you and you are my entire world. I’m getting everyday more excited about the reality that soon we will be sleeping every single night onto the same mattress. I can’t wait that day to come and I’m so glad in 3 weeks ill be in London with you cherishing some good dining. I miss you deeply and I always think about you. Tonight after dinner dad did some green tea.. for us and nonna that you took. I love you honey. Thank you for being my princess. Un  bacio grande. Buona notte amore. Tomorrow I fly at 8 am. Have fun at the party [9/2/18, 04:05:27] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, another day without pathead as you say.. feels like I miss some parts of my body. I need you next to me all the time and I love when we can just have our days talking and living of one another. I finished painting my room, ha d a sandwich and chilled with the housemates [9/2/18, 04:07:22] Captain P.: Everything would me so much better if you’d be with me. But I don’t live in pain, I’m only dreaming how happpy I’ll be. I send you all my love sweetheart. Un bacio grande patata❤🐽🐒 [9/2/18, 22:48:17] YL: The thing is you are already smoking too much that you don’t care about me. I wish you would sleep in loneliness after a long day tonight and the rest of the week [9/2/18, 22:54:13] ‎You left [9/3/18, 01:41:07] ‎Captain P. added you [9/3/18, 13:33:04] Captain P.: Morning patatozza!! I miss you honey. Let’s talk later. Un bacione [9/3/18, 13:52:12] YL: I’m still upset [9/3/18, 13:52:23] YL: So I deleted my Instagram pat [9/3/18, 13:52:33] YL: Can you unblock yourself on my Instagram [9/3/18, 13:52:43] YL: You can log in via your phone [9/3/18, 13:52:45] YL: Thanks [9/3/18, 13:52:53] YL: Oh and I deactivated my Facebook [9/3/18, 13:52:58] YL: I was so upset pat [9/3/18, 13:53:01] YL: I still am [9/3/18, 13:53:05] YL: But I miss you a bit [9/3/18, 13:53:16] YL: And tonight I’m going out late for dinner [9/3/18, 14:02:13] Captain P.: Oh pat.. what a Pathead. I’m still so sad about it.. but I love you with all my heart. Will talk after dinner or when you can. I’m buying study books and getting bank account and I contacted the IND. [9/3/18, 14:02:30] Captain P.: Bacio pat [9/4/18, 02:03:03] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you cannot imagine what I feel when I see your smile. The sun enters in my body. I can predict the moments of your small laughter sometimes and I feel proud. You are everything and I wish we could be sharing all the time at our disposal together. I miss our routine. My Pathead, can’t wait to see you in London and also in my dreams tonight golden mouth. Un bacio grande tesoro! [9/4/18, 02:11:43] Captain P.: Waking up early tomorrow and see how’s real life her is. Sleep tight pat [9/5/18, 01:39:39] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, it’s always a strong emotion to hear your voice. I feel the butterflies flying in my stomach and everything feels less numb. Colours are vivid and light is strong. I miss you my potozzz so much. I would just love cuddling on my couch here with you and enjoying all the life together. I hope this will really become our shared dream becuase I donated my heart to you and you’ll always have it. I send you all my love and I can’t wait to go dining in London with you having a break from this hippie community. I love you immensely. Buona notte amore mio. Un bacio grande tesoro❤🐒🐽 [9/6/18, 03:16:29] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, tonight I miss you becuase I want your warm body next to me to feel the heartbeat of a lover. I miss touching your hairs and talking about our universe. Anyways I think I should just book an appointment and go to Rotterdam at tHe immigration office. Will see when they respond to the email. But that’s the best alternative. I want us just to be together the sooner. So at this looooong house meeting we basically decided to ask to change the floor (the current one really sucks) and the house-party date which il be the 9th of November ! They all seem like they are doing routing organising this things. I guess I can’t still really understand what’s going on here. Potato’s mia I can’t wait tohave you again in my arms and screw you gently. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. Buona notte pat 🐒❤🐽 [9/7/18, 03:39:40] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, sometimes I feel like you don’t understand how much I love you. I love you to the infinity my glacticos pat. You are my only dream and song of life [9/7/18, 03:39:40] Captain P.: I can’t think of anything if not you whenever I breath [9/7/18, 03:39:40] Captain P.: The thing is that you are the love of my life and there is nothing i want more than living my life with you my princess. The time walking the roads together and living the existence in the same contingency is such a luck. I wish only the best. Ti amo tanto patata mia. Sleep well and visit me in these crazy dreams🐒❤🐽 [9/8/18, 05:58:18] Captain P.: Dear patata, there is nothing I of how things are going. I love us and I think I’m so happy of having you aside me more than ever. You give me the happiness, the dose of sunshine I need right now. As always but more than always I would love to be there tonight, under bed sheets together. I miss you Pathead, oh how I miss the times when travelling together, packing unpacking and eating around. I wish that could be our lives. Don’t think about the nose so much pat, we will check it and it’s nothing really bad. We will manage to see what it is anyway. Buona notte amorrr mio❤🐽🐒i fall asleep thinking about golden mouth and the stories of us around the space. Dormi bene tesoro. Un bacio pat [9/9/18, 02:58:45] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are the reason I like to live my life and for being on this planet. Without you I wouldn’t know my name, my means and my future. With you I always feel upper in a state of serenity of fluid existence of time. I will never love anyone else and I’m so eager to live this life together than I cannot wait to be done with this studies already. My sweet potato you are my angel and dream. I hope your nose will be better soon and that we can get our registered partnership sooner. Honey more than ever this first week made me understand how once again the only thing that matters is love and where your beloved ones are. We both live away from our main affections (family) and also apart one another. Let’s try to get at least the both of us together under one roof so that our hearts can finally be full everyday and our soul satisfied. Un bacio grande patata mia. Enjoy work as much as you can tomorrow and eat well my love. Buona notte tesoro. I love you with all my heart🐒❤🐽 [9/10/18, 00:35:16] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, the night that I met you already that day a spark of your light entered in my body and crack my love code. I’m so happy everyday to see your face and it always make me feel I just wanna love your soul. I’m so proud of our reality of the means we create to still manage to keep such a precious fragile love. Soon enough we will be able to nurture our heart directly by standing next to each other everyday honey. You are my source of happiness and pride. I feel lucky and alive thanks to you. Stay strong bunny tomorrow, then she’ll be gone and no witch will be there to stop you. Un bacio grande patata, i love you❤🐽🐒 [9/11/18, 01:14:39] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, the reason why breath lays in your heart. I am always in need of feeling satisfied by this love. It makes me feel much more alive and involved and capable of seeing colours I would have never seen. I’m happy we are still here together and planning other voyages!! I miss having you around and talking about anything and being any pile of shit. I miss us. Also I am happy about seeing you in London so soon. I can’t wait to hag you. We can officialy celebrate Phoenix  departure with a proper drink in few days. Be strong pat, and sleep tight. Un bacio grande tesoro. I always think about you and the moon when I fall asleep. Buona notte 🐒❤🐽 [9/14/18, 11:20:56] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m feeling homesick. I feel like I could die because my other half is not here with me. I think since you came Visit me in trentino again my love became bigger, if this is even possible. I miss you ever since more and I never have enough.. I’m always willing to get tickets and visit you.. sometimes I. Just wonder on Skyscanner for Half hours. Anyways, beside that.. what I really miss is your giraffe neck, the sexiest neck I’ve ever seen in my life..I felt in love with you for you ability to talk to me differently by opening a new world into my heart. You managed to show me some unknowable ceilings of expression. Let’s never stop teaching each other new perspective of love: I learnt so much with you my sweet goldenmouth. With your soul and way of communicating you built in me the paradigm of a bond which doesn’t know what convenience, circumstances or boredom are. We became what we became: best friends? Soul mates? Sex buddies or admirers? I feel we became an indivisible duo even admirable if possible. Us being an incredible miracle of compromise, trust and efforts to take the best out of the other for the sake of a common vision. In the name of a dream which if only whispered could be blown. With all that in mind I think I will never get used to the pain of distance, however what I know firmly is that you’ll always have a person to count on, and that person even in 20 Years will be me. Buona notte principessa mia, I send you all of my love and I hope you’ll visit me tonight in my deep dreams. I love you pat. Un bacio grande tesoro mio❤🐒🐽 [9/15/18, 04:37:41] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, it’s not always easy to understand the other but what holds me to us is the immense love I feel for you and even when everything looks like falling I know I have my spark of light into this world of happiness, serenity and passion. I love you honey no matter what and I always wish for us to be glowing together for the rest of our time. I don’t want my fire to ever stop burning so hard in my heart and this strength never to leave my body. I’m missing you so much these days and I can’t wait to see you pathead in London going around for food and beauty. My Sputnik lady I dream of you with open eyes all the day.  I send you all my love princess, soon we will be kissing each other again. Un bacio grande patatozza. 🐽❤🐒 [9/16/18, 01:55:40] Captain P.: Dear love I’m back home I love you so much [9/16/18, 01:58:56] Captain P.: My dear love you are my fire and only desire. [9/16/18, 01:59:07] Captain P.: I can’t stand life when you’re not there [9/16/18, 02:19:02] Captain P.: Honey bunny I’m back home and sleeping for a productive day tomorrow. I miss you deeply Mia principessa. Un bacio grande. Sleep tight and stay strong mio amore. I love you🐒❤🐽 [9/17/18, 01:21:33] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, no matter what we will have always our real, pure love in our hands. No obstacle is for us an issue and we will be chasing our dream together as always and getting stronger. I’m so happy to know I’ll get to see you very soon. I feel good. The week starts for me tomorrow and it will be very quick Thursday my patata. Also excited about a city than I never really lived at a decent age. My principessa I love you beyond imagination for reasons that sometimes are also hard to realise my self. My life, the energy I have are devoted to us in means I sometimes don’t feel anymore. Buona notte patata mia❤🐽🐒 ti bacio tesoro, sleep tight [9/18/18, 03:29:07] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I deeply love you. I have only you on my mind. I both wanna cry for how much I miss and laugh about how beautiful you are and how lucky I am to have you. You’re such an amazing pat and what matters to me is only us. I can’t wait to see you pat and to talk patlanguage 24h again honey. You’re my life. You’re working hard this days but soon a small sweet break is coming. I hope tonight you find sometime to visit me while We sleep. I wish I could remember those dreams yet only thought of us together makes me happy. Ti bacio tesoro mio, always🐒❤🐽 buona notte piccola [9/19/18, 01:13:11] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I hope you’re sleeping safely and smoothly right now. I just got back after the thesis track panel session which was interesting. Tomorrow you’re flying off London pat, I will think about you those 6 hours and wish I was there flying with you. Anyhow soon we’ll be together so I just try not to think about time. Un bacio grande mia patatozza. I miss your skin and sweet figure. Buona notte tesoro mio, 🐒❤🐽 [9/20/18, 03:15:53] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m so happy to know you’re one step closer to me. I’m so glad I’m seeing you tomorrow and I can love you again face to face. I can’t wait to touch your hairs and hear your voice without the buffer of the microphone. I still think every time how our love is so precious delicate and beautiful as an early spring flower. You’re my life and reason to be alive. Oh love if you could only feel how my body feels when I think about you. I wish we could exchange personality and let you feel my love. My one patata you are just like a sunshine in my life, supporting entity and sweet soul, un bacio grande patata mia. I’ll see you later today. It’s unbelievable to say this. Buona notte tesoro, sleep Well and enjoy your day tomorrow 🐒❤🐽 [9/25/18, 00:46:41] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, as a mirage our londinese weekend is now blurring away. Just like and injection of happiness your presence made me energetic and excited about life once again. Even sick I was able to enjoy the world thanks to you and our love. With you I discovered new places, feelings and food of course. Love of my life, I’m so proud of us, I’m so in love with our love story that I don’t need anything else to feed my soul with. Now a long period of separation is coming yet I face it with a big smile and with the security of a promised serenity and joint future ahead. I miss you so much already and there is no other person I want to stay with for the rest of my life. I can’t wait to be done studying and provide food for us and live under the same roof. Only than my life will have a sense and I will be able to call my self a satisfyed being. Thank you for being who you are and thanks to the fate for putting us together. Stay strong and safe bunny. Text me when home. I’m so glad I happened to open my heart to yours and viceversa. We are so lucky. Ti amo amore mio. Pasta la vista pat🐒❤🐽buona notte tesoro mio. Sleep well and do take the time to visit me in your dreams. I’ll be there waiting. Un bacione [9/26/18, 01:03:13] Captain P.: Dear love of my life your face is so damn beautiful I can’t stop thinking about it. You’re my sun, my power and only desire. When I see you I feel the thrill of butterflies in my stomach dancing for an early spring. Thank you for loving me and for being such a pathead honey. I love you and I’ll never stop. The more I push it the more I like it and this addiction is so positive that no one can argue about it. I hope you went back all good and that life will treat you gently till next time. Ti amo patatozza, good night honey. Sleep well and come visit me as always, loads of kisses for you pat🐒❤🐽 [9/27/18, 02:51:52] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I wish you were here with me going to bed on the same mattress. I miss you deeply and I just think life is too short to be separated from The one we love. This means we really need to keep as an imperative to live together soon becuase I simply don’t want to be far one another. The dinner here was good and I have so much food left that I think I won’t be cooking for a while. Also a lot of hummus, which makes me very happy pat. Un bacio grande patata mia. Sleep tight and come visit me. Wherever I look I can only see your eyes. Buona notte tesoro❤🐽🐒 [9/28/18, 02:58:17] Captain P.: Dear love of my life I’m finally in bed and going to sleep. You have no idea how I wish I could snuggle into your bedsheets right now and follow asleep John lennoing you. I hope you had a nice dinner with jav and I want to know everything about his walking buddy. I miss you dearly and I can’t think of anything better than you. You are my dream and only desire. No matter how many people I can meet, no matter how many stories I can hear and learn you are and always be my only sunshine. I love you badly honey. Sleep well and visit me in my dreams. Can’t wait to Skype with you soon Pathead ... oh what a Pathead. I miss so much talking patlanguage. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. Stay safe and let’s work to get you here the soonest. I’m Sick and tired of not having you always with me. Buona notte amore mio. Always yours and faithfully, Captain P.🐽❤🐒 [9/29/18, 04:03:51] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, no I didn’t go to any party I just stayed in and being talking with Philip and Judith the entire evening. They’re a funny couple and weird in many ways as everyone. I miss you in a complete different way than usual these days pathead. I miss the comfort I have with you, the nudity I can wear when only with you. I mainly miss our intimacy and this is something I never used to miss. Oh honey bunny how I wish we could live together as of tomorrow and not have to wait to all of this stupid procedure. How I wish you were here with me now in this precise moment in time just to hug and kiss gently. Un bacio grande patata mia. Sleep tight and drop into my dreams. I need you everyday as much as I need light pat. Buona notte tesoro🐽🐒❤ [10/1/18, 01:36:32] Captain P.: Babe I just got back home. Such a long day. I’m dead and the dinner was very good but a bit overpriced. I guess is normal in Amsterdam. Dear love of my life, I really can’t wait to be always together. I don’t like my life if you not around. I can’t handle staying away from you for such a long time. You are the happiness of my life and the real sunshine of the day. I miss you dearly honey. In the end im gonna travel tomorrow early at 7:20 with the train and go directly to uni. Un bacio grande love. Hope we can call properly tomorrow. Ti amo❤🐒🐽 [10/1/18, 08:29:09] YL: Morning pat [10/1/18, 08:29:16] YL: Are you marrying me yet [10/2/18, 00:47:19] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I wish one day very soon we will be able to be always together when the other one is sick. I would love to have you around tonight that I feel feverish and unprotected. I love how we can just dream about our future with no boundaries and restrains. I would follow you anywhere pat. I can’t wait to get married and live with you. I miss you dearly today. I truly do and it hurts to be here alone. Anyhow I hope you’re having sweet dreams and you find time to come visit me in tonight’s dreams. We are an amazing flower still in its spring and this love is the most important thing of this world, arät least for me! Ill see you tonight. Un bacio patatozza. Buona notte amore mio❤🐒🐽 [10/3/18, 00:26:39] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, as always I struggle with this reality of not having you next to me. I hate it and I want to change this quickly. I cannot wait to see you, touch you, screw around with you and have fun. I simply wanna live my life with you and I don’t get the metrics whic are not allowing our dream to come true. I don’t believe this is just a fire for the prohibited flower we are growing. I know this is just deep and whatever it is,.. oh well is the only way I can live my life. Nothing is interesting if you are not in the picture and nothing is useful if it’s not a tool to get closer or make it better. The means I m living are towards our common future and nothin g else. I send you all my love and I hope you feel the warmth of my affection and sexual attraction to you as well. Sleep tight and visit me. I truly hope this dreams makes us closer and stronger. Un bacio grande patata, ti amo🐽🐒❤ [10/4/18, 01:15:12] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I had so much fun today during our call. I believe I cannot have this amount of fun in an entire week here in Wageningen. You’re such an amazing being and I can only love you in my life. You are a pure flower I can only admire. I’m so happy I have my ticket to come visit You and I can’t wait to go eat DTF when with you. I miss you dearly every day more and more pat and I just want to start living our shared life no respect to the means we need to take. Sometimes I feel this burden given by the circumstances but then I always think how life is one and we have this amazing love and how stupid would it be to let anything, literally anything work against us. I can’t wait to see you and touch you again honey. Un bacio grande patatozza. Goood night my miracle worker. Sleep well and come visit me as always. Buona notte tesoro🐽❤🐒 [10/5/18, 02:16:54] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, how nice it would be if I could have you in my arms right now. I really miss sleeping together and waking up together. I miss walking around the world with you and finding new places. You’re my sunshine and reason of being. My face gets smiling when I think of eating DTF with you very soon. Un bacio grande mia patatozza ❤🐽🐒sleep tight in your warm blanket and visit me in the deepest rooms of our minds. Buona notte tesoro [10/6/18, 03:26:00] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are stardust and energy. You are my flowering love which keeps me breathing happily everyday. I only wish the best for you and strive to see you and hold you in my arms. I can’t wait to get married and spend all the time with an egghead partner. The affection I hold For you is unbelievable and time getting me more and more Into this love that I could have imagined for. I miss your smell, I miss how we can forget about the world Together because I do not fear anything when with you. Un bacio grande tesoro Mio. I hope you’ll manage to go sailing and I can’t count the minutes remaining for eating dtf with you Sputnik sweetheart. If I think about our sec in nyon I want to cry and go back then, touch you and feel your body on mine in such a pure way once again. Sleep tight pat, I wi always love you honey. Un bacio grande🐽❤🐒 [10/7/18, 00:28:40] Captain P.: Love you sweetheart [10/7/18, 05:08:23] Captain P.: Dear love, sweetheart and sexy chica I always feel enchanted by your soul. I feel the world would be unreal without you. I’m often recalling all our story and always happy about everything. I love remembering about our memories and dream about the ones yet to come. I’m glad you had a wonderful experience pat today and wish you were here with me falling aspleep together. I had a beer with Louy and got home quite early but then I started watching movies and end up very late. Un bacio grande patatozza, sleep tight and visit me in the unbelievable dreamlike. Love you tesoro mio, buona notte❤🐒🐽 [10/8/18, 00:40:59] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are becoming my new family and this transition is happening in a way that I would have never expected. Our love is becoming the underlying live-motive of our lives and it’s always there making things looking happier just because of its existence. I’m grateful we choose to walk the journey of life together. It’s such an incredible life the one I can live next to you. Un bacio grande mio unico grande amore. Sleep tight and visit me in the world of glass of dreams. Buona notte pata mia🐒❤🐽 [10/9/18, 02:30:05] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, my world is full of stars thanks to you. The light aura around you provides the brightness to see the world under a better light. I love you so deeply that the feelings get physical and emotions are surfing the skin. I couldn’t imagine anything bad happening to you and I stand next to you for life. Un bacio grande patatozza, come visit me tonight. Buona notte tesoro, I wish we could always sleep together. 🐒❤🐽 [10/10/18, 01:56:45] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, my life here is fee and nice, however I’m always missing that fundamental comfort of having you. You’re not just a treat for my eyes but also a cure for my heart and a painkiller to my soul. I don’t know what I would do without you and I can imagine my existence without talking pat language all the time. This games, this game of love are the most interesting aspects of relationship making everything so familiar. We are building the pillars of our relationship these days ad I’m so glad we are both strong, resilient to change and highly adaptive. I want to explore the world with you honey. Un bacio grande patata. Let me know everything about your nose tomorrow tesoro mio. Buona notte amore🐒❤🐽 [10/11/18, 01:33:32] Captain P.: Dear patata, there is nothing I regret of how things are going. I love us and I think I’m so happy of having you aside me more than ever. I need you like I need water or oxygen. You are my life. You give me the happiness, the dose of sunshine I need in my everyday. As always but more than always I would love to be there tonight, under bed sheets together. I miss you Pathead, oh how I miss the times when dining together, packing unpacking and wondering around the all the places of this world. I wish we could just be together and travel. Hopefully will fix the together thing first and then also the travel part honey.Hate kash for taking away my dose of Pathead tonight. Buona notte amorrr mio❤🐽🐒i fall asleep thinking about golden mouth and the stories of us around the space. Dormi bene tesoro. Un bacio pat, come visit me in the night. [10/12/18, 02:43:20] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I hope you’re sleeping sweet dreams in your nice eye mask. I would give anything to have you here with me right now. My love for you is strong as ever and I miss you all the day Pathead. I wish I could stroll around Dubai with you and have nice food. I anyway hope your nose get better soon babe becuase I just want us to stay health and have more time to spend together. Un bacio grande mia patata, sleep tight and come in the stream of dreams to make a visit. 🐽❤🐒 [10/13/18, 09:29:10] Captain P.: Dear love of my life,  I simply miss you like waterfalls r in the dessert all the time, just like juice for a men that didn’t drink [10/13/18, 09:29:22] Captain P.: Amore my love note didn’t go [10/13/18, 09:29:39] Captain P.: Im awake already [10/13/18, 09:33:44] Captain P.: Honey pat how I wish in this warm morning I could have you in my arms pat [10/13/18, 22:54:44] Captain P.: I miss you my love. You can’t imagine [10/14/18, 00:11:42] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, a day without you is a sad day. You are the light I need every single Day and I am just thrilled about our future. I can’t wait to see my potatohead soon and my only dream Is to be with you forever. I hope you’re having sweet dreams pat. We ate at home and just watching a movie. I send you all my love and come visit me in the dreams❤🐒🐽 [10/14/18, 00:13:43] Captain P.: Babe I wish you were here. I can wait to be in Dubai with you [10/15/18, 00:57:12] Captain P.: Dear pat of my life. Oh I meant dear love of my life. As always distance is a shitty pain and I miss you so much. I’m always thinking about you and how things would be if I could spend my free time rather then with anyone else. Im dying to come and to spend time with you. I need to see you and breath your smell and talk patlanguage honey. I love you so much that I would repropose every year till we die. Can’t imagine how happy I’ll be the day where we actually have shared roof above our heads and all nights will be in the same bed. Un bacio grande patata mia❤🐒🐽 I love you my princess. I’ll fall asleep dreaming of you [10/16/18, 02:34:08] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, my joy comes only when I see your face bad talk with my beautiful princess. I think this love has an energy that everyday surprises me incredibly for its tremendous tenancy. It’s amazing how the fire wouldn’t die, no matter what. Anyways I praise our love always in different ways, yet the facets that it can get are infinite and this is possibly why it endures❤🐒🐽buona notte patata mia. I can’t wait to hold you in my arms and kiss your forehead. Un bacio grande tesoro. Sleep tight and pay me a visit during tonight’s dream. [10/17/18, 03:46:46] Captain P.: Dear love of my life and beyond, I need an extra life to fully enjoy our love. Or maybe even more. You are the companion I want to spend my whole existence and I want to share the same bed every night, the same sky and roof. I miss your smooth skin onto mine and you running around and being scremy and crazy under the shower. These days I miss you more than ever and there is nothing I can do about it. My potatoz a and pathead I want to kiss all your body first thing I do when I see you when I arrive. Buona notte principessa mia❤🐒🐽have an excursion in my dreams tonight. [10/18/18, 08:16:18] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, my pat and favourite turtle girl! I remember the day that I decided to travel to Taiwan. I can’t express how I felt but somehow I didn’t have any choice I could only pay a visit to the girl of my life. Since then my thirst for seeing you has only increased and brought us to the extraordinary journey of travellling to keep up our love . I think part of because I’m in love is also thanks for our mood when we travel together. I love travelling with my Pathead. Un bacio grande babe.. ti amo tesoro mio grande. Stay strong another day so you can get some relax this weekend. Buona notte principessa ❤🐒🐽 [10/18/18, 08:17:05] Captain P.: Morning silly pat ! Felt asleep with the phone on my face [10/18/18, 08:17:33] Captain P.: Super hot phone next to me all night. Super stupid [10/19/18, 01:55:14] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I wish I could fly every day to you just to give one big kiss on your forehead and I would already be happy. You’re the source of my happiness and energy. You are the driver of my life and I’m so glad it ended up being like this. I envision us always in multiple scenarios and hardly I can think depressively about something because if we are together nothing is scary nor dark. Distance is a shit enemy but we are fighting it with success. I cannot wait to be in Dubai with you and stroll from restaurant to reastaurant. Buona notte patatozza❤🐽🐒sleep well and wish me good luck tomorrow. I love you [10/20/18, 01:45:14] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, sometimes I feel so grateful for living in the Skype era. Watching a movie and seeing your sleepy face next to it makes everything look more interesting. I would like to come to Dubai and stay forever and just sleep under the same piece of 10m2 of sky. Can’t wait to be there very soon patata❤🐒🐽 buona notte principessa. Never forget to visit me in night’s dreams. Un bacio patata mia [10/20/18, 23:50:48] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, these days I would really like to have you close and touch your smooth skin. I’m a bit stressed for these exams because I don’t know what to expect and if I know enough. Anyways will see how it goes and hopefully I’ll manage to survive. Hope you’re sleeping right now and that your head is light and freeriding wonderful dreams. My only love, I could never live on this planet in this time frame with you by my side. I want to cry for how much I miss you. I miss everything even the most annoying things. I would love to sneak under the bed sheets with you right now or host you in my room. I can’t think about my self without you pat. I love you to the fullest. Sleep well and visit me principessa mia❤🐒🐽un bacio grande tesoro. [10/22/18, 02:20:32] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, there will be no night without a love note. I don’t know what going to bed means without thinking of you and hitting down few love lines. I would love to have you here by my side for these couple of days ahead and just penetrate you and also get some sweet lovin. Can’t wait to get this as hopefully my post exam gift and whatever will happen nothing can be that bad since I still have you. I still can count on his love that keeps the fire burning inside my soul. I send you love and I wish you a good sleep. You’re also working a lot my miracle worker. Don’t forget to eat healthy and treat your self good. We need to live 2 lives and enjoy every single moment together. Always❤🐒🐽 [10/23/18, 01:17:07] Captain P.: Dear love of my life my only potata and favourite turtle girl, I am without breath just like life without oxygen when you’re not around. I’m always like to look at our picture, think of you and pray for our reunions to get longer and less sporadic. I just dream with open eyes everyday about our shared journey of life and how I am feeling comfortable with you being my pata companion. Sleep well tesoro mio, I wish you were here with me. Can’t wait to pamper you sooon sweetheart, buona notte stella❤🐒🐽 [10/24/18, 01:32:41] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are the only one I miss every time and in anyplace. If I’m the Earth you’re my sun, the only real source of energy and most amazing star. Doesn’t matter if today I live in Wageningen or in any other place..it will always be a deficit not to have you aside to feel nurtured by our incredible love. You make me feel in a way that no place or situation will ever make me feel: I think we are just so lucky. I feel I found a treasure with you and I never wanna let it go. You are my fire and only desire. I wish you were here in this bed with me patata. Life would simply be uplifted to the amazing level we have when together. I love you deeply and always. Good night love, sleep tight and come visit me in my dreams. I hope I’ll see you tonight. Un bacio grande tesoro. Always, ❤🐒🐽 [10/25/18, 02:54:00] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, it is always incredible how I talk about people about you and I realise more and more how much I am in love with you my Pathead. I don’t wanna live apart much longer and I will do everything to find a way for us to be together everyday. This year will fly quicker than we think and then everything will change and take a clear path. I can’t wait to be sleeping under the same set of starts and share the same oxygen with my favourite turtle girl 🐢. Next week this time I’ll be packing and getting ready to see my princess. I can’t wait for that to be reality again. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. I love you aLways and for ever❤🐒🐽 [10/26/18, 02:35:09] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I will always be happy to read love notes and to make love in all possible ways for you. Your face is my happiness. You have no idea how much I miss you and how happy I’ll be when with you again. Un bacio grande mia unica principessa. I love you sweetheart 🐽🐒❤sleep tight and come see me in the world of dreams [10/27/18, 02:38:06] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, tonight the moon is full and the Air is cold, I miss you dearly: I wish we could see all of that together. I can’t wait to be in your bed next week and cuddle all the time. Un bacio grande tesoro mio❤🐒🐽 tonight is a short love note also because my phone is out of battery but my heart and mind is always full of you. [10/28/18, 01:49:02] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I actually know you don’t hate me. But anyways I’m always thinking of you and always scared of a world without my Pathead. I guess it’s one of the way my brain has to keep the love burining without giving me all the safety net. The thrill is keeping me alive and strong. Babe, I love you deeply and I can’t wait to see you being stupid live very soon. Seeing your face and you joking around and being the pathead you are. When you flip your eyes or smile forcing your teeth to squeeze while doing weird sounds. I felt in love with all the odd part of you and I will never stop having my heart pumping my blod stream in function of this reality of love we created. I’m missing you all the time and everywhere I look I your eyes. I wish you were here sleeping with me and hugging and dry hump you just to laugh and being silly together. How much I miss you? I like to think more than any other lover on this planet. Buona notte principessa. Stay safe for other 5 days and then will be sharing some reality together. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. You’re my turtle girl and only happiness ❤🐒🐽 [10/29/18, 02:03:26] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, the immidiate days before seeing you are always those that I like less because always living them as non existing. I want to push them away and speed up time so I tend to think everything happens faster. Anyways I love you badly and the thrill to see pathead is always the thrill and highlight of my soul. Seams far and like a dream but few months ago we had a marvellous trip and I can still remember the smell of sea at that seafood restaurant after your sunglasses fight. Such incredible days and we have many more ahead waiting to be lived. I wanna go slow so that this life with you can last longer with its enjoyment. Buona notte amore miio, sleep tight principessa. Soon enough you’ll be in my arms. Un bacio tesoro mio❤🐒🐽 [10/30/18, 02:56:03] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, going to be bed without you is always a pain. I’m now in bed, fisically dead after playing football. I can’t wait for the day when the routine is going to be always end hugging you at night. When that day come I’ll feel powerful and fulfilled. Your the trigger of my life and heart filler. My patatozza I’m super ready to give you some love and kissing you all. Un bacio grande principessa, sleep well and now that you’re dreaming I will try to merge in the flow of them. Buona notte tesoro mio🐽🐒❤love you [10/31/18, 01:24:39] Captain P.: I’m super dead today and going to bed. I’m sorry I’ve been not very present today but it was such a long day and couldn’t look at the phone so much [10/31/18, 01:28:46] Captain P.: You are my only star my Pathead. I wanna cry and be joyful for how much I love you and how much you mean to me [10/31/18, 01:28:56] Captain P.: Redress my teddy pat [10/31/18, 02:32:05] Captain P.: Oh pat, I felt asleep with the phone on my face again. I love you my sweet love, can’t wait to see you and smell your porfume❤🐒🐽 [10/31/18, 08:44:11] YL: Oh pat [10/31/18, 08:54:03] YL: Morning pat [10/31/18, 08:54:11] YL: I love you [11/1/18, 02:10:23] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, dear pathead and only princess I want to have. Tomorrow I’m gonna feel alive again seeing you after ages. I can already feel the thrill and the butterfly in my stomach. Passing trough ataturk will be my usual toy time before coming and see you. I can’t wait for our dinners and our moments. These next days I don’t wanna do anything beside seeing your face and touching your skin. Can’t wait to fall asleep with you in just 24h. I’m so glad to technology for allowing us this luxury and I want to work just in the direction of us living in the same house very soon. My love, you can’t imagine how much I miss you and my sentiment right now. I can’t even fall asleep even if I’m super tired and tomorrow such a long day. Un bacio grande mio amore❤🐽🐒 see you soon my turtle girl. Buona notte tesoro, sleep tight [11/8/18, 03:09:47] Captain P.: So we had an emergency landing pat.. one of the scariest shit I ever did. Long story short.. now I will sleep in Oslo and tomorrow plane at 7pm.. stupid vauchers for nothing food and staying  at a hotel next to airport. Very cold here [11/8/18, 03:10:52] Captain P.: I made friendship with an American guy from LA and a Spanish dude. Drinking a beer now and going to bed, I love you honey: this will give me an almost free ticket to see you again so I think it’s worth it. Un bacio grande mynobly love❤🐒🐽 [11/9/18, 04:24:43] Captain P.: Love of my life, as always is sad not to be together and the time of love notes is back on me. I miss you dearly every second not being able to kiss my favourite egg head on the planet. Every day with you is a gift and I’m so proud of us, going trough everything and taking care of eachother like never before. I feel we are strong I feel like I could go in war and not talk for ages but nothing could ever change becuase im bonded to your soul forever and there is nothing that makes me stronger or that could make me more fond. You’re going to see your most beloved ones and I’m super excited for you. It’s time instead for me to work hard and get back on a proper track. I send you all my love and keep me posted with your journey honey. Ti amo. Try to rest and think of me🐽🐒❤ un bacio grande Teodoro mio. Buona notte principessa [11/11/18, 12:09:24] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, i miss you as always. Nothing can be fully happy in my life without you colouring it with your crazy voice and wonderful presence. Yesterday was such a crazy party, we had more then 500 people coming over during the entire night. The party revenue is more than a thousand and anyway it was nice. Not very nice cleaning up shit today tho. Anyways I’m just super tired and I need to get a bit of stability right now. How’s everything in New York, what did you do today and what did you eat? Let me know everything. I can’t wait to talk to you on the phone again. Hearing your voice is what keeps my heart beating and my soul serene. I am glad you arrived where you are loved and pampered even if I can’t be the one taking care of you. I’m also jealous because I would give everything to be in New York with you and go around restaurants and explore the wilderness of the nature in the states. This will happen later on in our lives! Buona notte amore mio, I was sleeping when you called. Wish you sweet dreams. Un bacio grande patatozza mia❤🐒🐽you my only happiness [11/12/18, 12:30:38] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I drream of you these days in the big New York roads and moving from one place to the other. I keep on visioning you around and taking your moves to do the things you do. I can only imagine how beautiful it must be being back with the pregnant sister and knowing this holiday just kicked off. Here is gloomy and rainy again. I’m back on track with full schedule again and thinking of really dropping the job. I can’t deliver very reliable shifts and I think it might be worth just to concentrate on my studies.. I Always over take things I cannot fulfil and this was one of it but it was worth the journey and I got to know a bit more of what is out there anyways. Besides that tonight I have another house interview. Not stressing it too much as we know how this lottery is really something unpredictable here in Wageningen. Anyways is a house in the city centre and I also wanna see it actually before feeling comfortable moving there. I hope all is good with sister and that today you also enjoy your working schedule Pathead. Sure it’s more exciting than going to the office. Let me know what you do, how your are and the weather. I miss you dearly and my bones are asking to the other set of bones that are missing when I sleep. All my body, soul and heart is missing you. Un bacio grande patata [11/13/18, 13:31:52] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you looked so beautiful during our call yesterday and I’m saying to see your cute face very soon. I need to kiss your egghead pat you’ve ni idea how much I miss your egg forehead actually which sounds wired but I really got affectionate to that part of your body too. I’m happy you are there being busy and happy to explore that stimulating environment. You’re lucky pat and also jealous of you going out and eating well. I rally want to go to new York soon with you. Anyways my pat I hope you’re now poop empty and sleeping like a kiddo in the guest room. I wish I could sneak in there and avoid this stupid distance. I miss you dearly love, un bacio grande patatozza. I hope you get my intereferenxe of love in you dream stream. Buona notte principessa❤🐒🐽 [11/14/18, 13:31:18] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are my guiding star into a universe where everything is unclear, chaotic and complex. You are the one bright light I always look at when I feel lost in the ocean. Amore you have no clue what you mean to me, how great is the ideal I hold for your person. I feel enlighted to be lucky enough to stand next such a resilient individual, strong, funny and beautiful. There is an aura of trascendent perfection fluctuating around you and this is thanks to our love. When I don’t know how to decodificate things around me I think about our love and how everything is easy when I hold to that power. I could rework the entire world when the energy of love flows into my vanes. I also miss your body and you smile and the most simple things such as laying together in bed with eyemasks and talk about the day ahead. I miss you deeply principessa mia. Un bacio grande patatozza. Sleep tight now in your bed and keep on being the beautiful flower I love [11/15/18, 13:59:17] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, my love and only patata you are my soul. I miss you crazy in these busy and frosty days in the Netherlands. My mind is fully occupied with new topics and challenging excercises. I’m really struggling being on top of all these classes and material. The only thing I think of when I go home is your face and how I would love to be pampered by you at home, at our home. I can’t wait this to be a reality and I also can’t wait to sign a paper that states we can live and work in the same fucking country when earth is just a piece of soil with normative borders. I send you all my love and I hope you’re enjoying your NY days with family. Be careful on the train and at the station love. I know you’ll find the platform and always be perfect as you are. Ti amo. I love you and never no one else. Un bacio grande principessa❤🐒🐽 [11/18/18, 13:32:16] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, these days I can only dream with open eyes to rember how your beauty looks like. I can’t wait to hug and hold you in my arms again. Patata, tonight I go to bed again here at the dormitory and I can only think of you under the snow in newyork with that yellow jacket. I miss you immensely and I’m here wondering how happy and beautiful things will be when our family will also start the journey of a shared life. Days are passing by quicker than expected and life is still keeping us together. I wish you were here and I want to kiss your egghead. Un bacio grande my love. Im now sleeping hoping to melt in your dreams when you’ll do so later as well. Buona notte principessa❤🐒🐽 [11/19/18, 14:29:58] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, tonight is a lucky night. One more sentient being is now out there to enrich our lives. I’m sure this little creature will turn out to be a great gift for all of us. How amazing is the life cycle you assisted and marvellous family situation for you guys there. Anyways.. one day we might also experience this incredible thing. Hope you won’t be to jealous of this creature pathead ahahha I know you’ll steal all the food and gifts already. What a stupid pat you are. I love you babe and these days missing you like crazy. I wish I was there! Un bacio grande auntie Golden Mounth. Big kisses for you my princess. Un bacio grande e buona notte patata mia🐽🐒❤always with love. [11/19/18, 14:30:22] Captain P.: Ps: for the first time I heard someone else’s than you saying anywho [11/20/18, 13:28:47] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, long days for you there and I can only imagine the emotions you are going trough by holding carter and seeing how fragile and precious that little creature is. Everything is ready for him in this life. Anyways for me the homesickness if my Pathead does not change and I can’t wait to touch you, see you, have you around and smell your perfume. I wish we could already live together because going home every night and not sleeping with you nor finding you is really something I miss. Ti amo patata mia, sleep well and enjoy newyork frosty air. Can’t wait to be on ski slopes with you and eat some buttery gnocchi. Un bacio amore mio. Stay safe, you are the most important thing. Buona notte pat [11/21/18, 11:35:10] Captain P.: Dead love of my life, hearing your voice and looking at your beautiful face even for a quick glance is what keeps me strong in these days. I always think how would I live this life without you. It is impossibile. No one is like you out there and no one will ever have the same spot in my heart. You are my fire and only desire. You are the one that help me see the light in this world. Love is the only answer to understand and support life for the time being and your companionship is the best gift the fate has ever served me. Oh babe I miss you desperately some times. I think of Paris, I think of pulir with nostalgia and happiness. Our days in Roma at the museum in the outskirts and driving all the way to Naples. I would give anything now to rewind and be there again with you. Un bacio grande tesoro mio, sleep well and stay safe. Buona notte principessa mia. I can’t wait to be in the cold snowy Trentino with you sooner than I can realise❤🐒🐽 [11/22/18, 11:02:17] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I always always think of you. I see you face and hear your voice inside me. This inner presence keep me striving for my life and dream about our future. As always you’re the only thing that keeps me going in these busy and cold days of November. The pace here is something I never experienced. Classes are really tough, long and full of material. I’m learning a lot of concrete and technical knowledge which I hope will make the difference. I’m also meeting a lot of people and making friendship with those that are more like minded. I would like to make you meet all my friends here and then also to see how an amazing person I can proudly say I have beside me. Anyways I hope you got some rest and that the doggo is feeling better. Let me know what you do and how was boxing and the weather. Ti amo mia stella. Sleep tight and hopefully my alterego will visit you in the dreams. Un bacio grande patatozza❤🐒🐽 [11/23/18, 14:21:39] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, it was nice seeing your face in a toilet talking to me. I always feel the same thrill, the same butterfly effect in my brain and the energy this love gives me to push the limits for a shared life is something I’ll always be lost in. I’m just so happy and grateful to the cosmos for meeting you that whatever karma will give me ilm always be in debt. I hope to see you soon and to only get to breath the same air with the same rooftop on our heads very soon. Loads of things are going on in both our lives and I wish we could tell More About it to eachother. I want to know and share everything. Anyways sleep well my princess, try to also rest in this vacation becuase till now you profused a lot of energies as well. Un bacio grande amore mio, ti amo🐒❤🐽 tonight I’ll see grandma [11/24/18, 13:48:56] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I miss you dearly and even with eye beauty mask for me you are the most beautiful princess. Hope you’re sleeping well and that you are maximising your momentum in New York. I love you patata, sleep tight and dream of us. Can’t wait to see you my patata❤🐒🐽 ‎ [11/25/18, 14:50:27] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I hope you dream of me and move like ruby pat !! I need to see your face and hear your voice. I miss you dearly my only princess. I can be anywhere but I think of you all the time. I wish you could be here with me visiting the national museum pat. I miss living with you next to me. I miss you hairs and your egg head. Pat I need to talk patlanguage and hear your voice whispering into my ears. I can’t wait to live with you babe [11/25/18, 15:26:42] Captain P.: My only patata I want to sleep in the same bed forever and I want to get the papers from Taipei. Can’t wait to have a post signing marriage dinner pat and to show you around Wageningen and my friends. Even if these days communication is slow my love doesn’t experience an inch of decrease. I love you deeply and forever. Rise and shine principessa mia. Un bacio grande tesoro❤🐒🐽 [11/26/18, 16:11:03] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, another week without you and another busy week. This morning I moved all my staff from the dormitory place and moved it to my old house and this week I’ll be a bit sleeping with luck. A guy in my new house (which I will get next Monday) is letting me sleep in his room since he sleeps at his girlfriend place most of the time. But he might need the room a night or two and un that case I will sleep on marghe’s sofa. Anyways I’m all sorted just a bit annoying to keep on moving around! Finally next Monday I’ll be in a permanent nice room. My patata I miss you deeply and wildly. I want to penetrate you and at the same time kiss all your forehead 2000000 times. I hope all is good in New York and I’m always dreaming about the time when we will be exploring that city together. Un bacio grande principessa🐽🐒❤ let’s try to talk today. Buona notte and sleeep tight love [11/27/18, 10:17:51] Captain P.: Still annoyed you keep me blocked on Facebook [11/27/18, 10:17:59] Captain P.: I tried to go there this morning [11/27/18, 10:18:05] Captain P.: And I’m still blocked [11/27/18, 10:18:22] YL: It’s lovely ❤️❤️❤️❤️ [11/27/18, 10:18:54] Captain P.: Eh ma porco dio pat [11/27/18, 13:19:13] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I foundry imagine to experience the strength of our love in days where it’s presence is lessen. This experiment is the proof that distance will never fill in the gap, at least on my side, of boredom and loneliness. For me you are my only one in life and I m not interested in exploring anything on this planet if it’s not something I can replicate with you or next to you. I have a list of so many places I want to visit with you babe. I just want in 2019 to get the chance to live together and stop this amzing love note editing. I love you deeply my Pathead, Soon we are hitting the 2 years, yet I look at the next 20 with thirst for love and thrive for life thanks to your presence. I love you my pat, stay safe and take good care. I can’t wait to hug you again. Un bacio grande principessa.❤🐒🐽today I don’t have afternoon class so maybe we can have a decent call [11/28/18, 11:43:34] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, the strength of our love and the maturity of our relationship is a gift That makes me proud to be alive every day. Amore mio last night before going to bed I watched the marriage video I sent you yesterday and besides all this pshicjological castles I truly believe we know what the other think before speaking and even when not we tell eachother how we feel. It might happen sometimes to be late in telling eschother how to adjust but the truth is also that there isn’t much to adjust and our love right now makes us see only the beauty of us. Thank you for being my lover and team member. I’m so happy to have you and to hold on to us. Un bacio grande principessa, sleep tight and have sweet dreams. I can’t wait to have my room and be stable again. I’m already in the library since 8. I really want to ace this period and have some nice winter vacation. Buona notte ancora patatozza. Bacioni❤🐒🐽 [11/29/18, 02:51:47] YL: Love, so I’ve got Intouch with a Taiwanese girl who got married in Netherlands. After she got all her document in Taiwan, they made an appointment with INd at Stadhius. At that meeting the person will check if all is good, if all is good we will have to wait for them to send us a approval letter, which then we can go online to make an appointment for marriage. [11/29/18, 02:52:11] YL: I really got to think everything through, when is it the best time to quit, how do I tell my family, etc. [11/29/18, 02:52:42] YL: Odile and Ron asked me to come visit them during summer, I think it will be a great opportunity for you to meet them then. [11/29/18, 02:53:05] YL: Either way, I know these days have been hard, but I love you so much. We will get through all of this. [11/29/18, 02:54:34] YL: I know we both want this to be done ASAP, but perhaps with some money saved we can then have more flexibility to move around together. So perhaps the next few months, I’ll need to start saving more. [11/29/18, 02:54:38] YL: I love you love. [11/29/18, 02:57:48] YL: We have been together for two years, with your study coming to an end next year, I am more certain in order for us to go to the next stage of our relationship is to live together, we just need to make sure each of our steps are the best ones so we don’t stumble upon situations that makes our lives and relationship harder. [11/29/18, 02:58:10] YL: Buona notte anore, please let’s talk soon x ❤️ [11/29/18, 03:06:24] Captain P.: Ti amo, let’s take some good time to talk about this. [11/29/18, 13:34:07] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I know I say this very often and therefore it looses significance but today I actually really think I’ve never been more in control of my mental ability and limits. I know the frames I have at my disposal to understand reality and I know I don’t know which are some that I’m missing. I think you compensate the frame I am missing, you show me my limits by hitting it at the right time. We care for eachother and we take decisions together as a family. Without you I’m just a useless sentient being going around. When I’m with you I feel accomplished, in the end also love is an egoist act but at least is an egoist act that implies the happiness of others, this is better. This is just an articulated way to say once again that I love you bunny🐽🐒❤ sleep tight and take precautions for your flue. Un bacio grande amore mio. Buona notte principessa [11/30/18, 12:18:53] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, not always is easy to be distant, not always love is the thing you expected to be. However I want to explore all its possible facets with you and I see the world in the meantime. How amazing is this journey when you share it with such a perfect being. I love you my stupid Pathead. Enjoy last days in New York and pamper carter and the dogs. Be healthy and eat well. I can’t wait to see you whenever that it’ll be. Till then I’ll keep on dreaming about golden mouth and her adventures. Un bacio grande patatozza. Buona notte primcipessa🐒🐽❤ [12/1/18, 12:31:40] Captain P.: Buonanotte pat! I love honeybee, I just stayed home getting to know my housemates because one of them was having a birthday party [12/1/18, 12:32:17] Captain P.: I was texting this and I felt asleep typing it [12/1/18, 12:32:38] Captain P.: I always end up with the phone next to my head. Not good [12/1/18, 14:25:47] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I miss you immensnly, can’t wait now that you go back to Dubai to have proper calls and see your face everyday at least on the phone. These days are being dense and lonely without you. I know that our love is powerful enough and I know we will see eachother very soon. I want to talk about everything and go trough all you did in New York that I still don’t know. What time are you leaving pat or you’re ditching everything and staying there? Are you ready? Did you pack? You have no idea ho strong is the homesickness in certain moments. I feel your egghead in my arms and can see all the perfection of your skin in my eyes. I miss your touching your hairs and feeling your body on mine. I love you always my patata, call me before taking off. Ti amo🐽❤🐒 [12/2/18, 05:06:21] Captain P.: Patata mia, this is the day when two years ago we first entered into intimacy with eachother. I love you so much my bunny. I would give everything to be again in that night and have sex for the first time in a sweet way. Travelling to Paris and staritinf this journey again I would give my life to start all over again. [12/2/18, 05:49:30] YL: Love [12/2/18, 05:49:36] YL: I’m at the airport [12/2/18, 05:49:43] YL: Happy 2 year lovie [12/2/18, 13:18:20] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, 2 years, 3 years or more? Time is just something we decided sitting at a table. I feel like our soul are connected on a different level not really following time and space restrictions. The moment we looked at each others eyes in Paris I understood there was something more, we were so caring for eachother and kind of afraid of hurting eachother., oh how romantic that days were. Even though now we fart and burp the relationship has not loosen its romance and we keep it going everyday with our love, trust, and respect for the other one. I wish us other hundreds years of love and years like those. Stay safe during your trip pat and get back to Dubai all in one piece. I love you principessa mia❤🐽🐒 un bacio grande [12/3/18, 09:44:22] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you’re back from a long vacation and also became an auntie. Being back to routine won’t change the amaZing days you had and the pillow is there to remember you these amazing days. I’m so glad you had some family time even if I wanted to be there as well. Thanks good I’m slowly also becoming part of family and with time we all will be one. Anyways I miss you silky hair, and I’m was your hair fan much earlier than that hairdresser. I miss your nose and egg head. I want to kiss you all and touch you beautiful skin. I can’t wait to see you and to be back to normal Skypecall. Sleep well pat and get some rest. I love you principessa. Un bacio grande patatozza. Buona notte ❤🐒🐽finally today I will get into my room. [12/4/18, 02:58:20] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I worked till now and finally I’m done with moving in all my stufffff. The room already loooks much better than before and slowly is becoming home. How I wish you where here making this room even more my home. Well, hopefully soon I’ll be able to host you here and the bed is much better than the one we had in Geneva pat. My housemates are nice people and finally the place is kept clean and with order. I’m super happy. Only thing I’m missing is you my love. Hope you’re sleeping sweet dreams and I wish you best of luck tomorrow with going back to work. You’ll be fine my miracle worker. I love you deeply and always think of you. Un bacio grande patata mia🐒❤🐽 buona notte principessa [12/5/18, 04:30:45] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, these days are boring without you. Everyday is brining without you next to me. However at least these days are passing by quickly in the fast paste of life. Hopefully soon we will be able to slow down and spende time together. I want to pamper you and kiss you all. I want to pamper you and kiss you all. We will be going around the mountains back home soon pat. I can’t wait to eat some good food with you babe. Un bacio grande honey. I love you deeply and can only dream of you. Buona notte principessa🐒❤🐽 I love you [12/6/18, 03:42:03] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m in my bed, starting an episode of Baby and I wish I could do this with you. I can’t wait for you to visit me here in the Netherlands and have you in my room, show you around, make everyone see the marvellous person I share my intimacy with. I miss you dearly and weirdly enough everyone I talk to says something about Taiwan or recalling the facets of our love. I miss you dearly and I’m dying to see you very soon my pat. This life without you is meaningless and slowly but surely we will manage to find a way together. Our plan is getting prolonged but nothing is gone and maybe is a good idea to make all this also clear to our families and let them also cherish and praise our path. I don’t care much about their acknowledgments but I know they all probably deserve to be happy for us. Anyways these are just thoughts. The only thing that matters is us living togheter very soon Pathead. Un bacio grande. Send me a picture please or a vocal message. Buona notte principessa.❤🐒🐽 [12/8/18, 02:46:07] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, no day passes that I feel less involved in our love. I want to always be in love like that and spend my life with you. I can’t wait to seee you very very soon in the beautiful mountains of trentino. I also have to admit I miss home and the mountains this time. Dutch landscape is soo borning and repetitive. I miss you so much egghead and I can’t wait to have you around and sleep together on my amazing mattress. That is going to be booooming. Anyways I miss you hairs and your skin, I miss your warmth next to me. How i wish you were here with me pat. Un bacio grande amore mio. Sleep tight and visit me in my dreams. I love you primcipessa mia🐒❤🐽 [12/9/18, 01:47:43] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, i miss you so much and I’m becoming more and more excited for this winter days in Trentino with you. I want to do so many things, eat so much stuff and have a lot of sex. I don’t know, I feel like I’m a kid again and crazy for what’s coming. This is one of my happiest and most full year of my life. In 2018 i proposed to you, had my first business trip, started a master and now I’m preparing the file for the unep job thingy! No matter to the rest the best part is that you were standing beside me and I could cherish all this amazing life with the person I loved. You make me laugh, cry (yes..) and feel alive most importantly. I love you deeply my principessa. Buona notte. I wish you sweet and safe dreams. I’ll always be there for you tesoro🐒❤🐽 un bacio grande [12/10/18, 00:21:05] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m just counting the days to see you and be done with this crazy exam session. I want to relax and take some time for us to chill, eat well, breath good air and detox from technology as well. I can’t wait to be back in trentino and go hunt for some powder and have you also by my side. I wish I could pamper you now and have you here for this week full Of stress and work. I miss you dearly my potatohead. I would love to be back in muro leccese right now and go for a focaccia in Altamura tomorrow. O the bufala buttata was over the top there. Anyways, I’m in bed, brain dead and now watching some episodes. Tomorrow I’ll go to library at 8 in order to get a decent spot. Un bacio grande principessa: i love you. Sleep tight and have sweet dreams. 🐒❤🐽 [12/11/18, 02:29:49] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, why this separation of bodies is still pending on us. I hope paying this price everyday will soon end and to have you always with me. I can’t wait for that day to come and I can only dream about that. It’s gonna be the happiest day of my life. There is nothing I can do that makes me feel better than when I’m with you honey. I want to go eat some good trentino’s food with you and walk in the snow while pampering you and wasting some time. I’m so happy to see you very soon my love. The concert was nice and in a super cool theatre. Hopefully we will be going together around the Netherlands as well, for concerts and expositions. I love you all and deeply. I miss your hairs and smooth skin. Un bacio grande patata mia🐒❤🐽 sleep tight and visit me now that I fall as sleep too. Can’t wait to be with you my egghead. I want to kiss you all and never stop [12/12/18, 02:11:53] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you’re always in my heart and in my mind. It’s crazy the love I feel for you and how I would not know where to stand without you anymore. You are the other half of my soul and the source of all my energy. I’m simply out of my mind for seeing you super soon and talking patlanguage all the time with this egghead around me. I really wanna cuddle and pull your hairs while watching a movie. I hope this vibe between us never ends and that we will be in love for the rest of our lives. You’re everything my pat. Buona notte amore mio, sweet dreams.  Un bacio principessa 🐒❤🐽 [12/12/18, 23:49:08] Captain P.: He has a Dutch passport out of nothing [12/13/18, 01:13:09] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m so happy you’re coming to visit me that you have no idea. I can’t wait to see you and to spend all the time together again. This is crazy. My love for you is crazy and I sometimes still have to understand we are going to stay together forever my Pathead. Many years of love ahead and I’m excited about all that is yet to come with you. I love you deeply and I can’t wait to have you in my arms pat. Un bacio grande and sleep tight: tonight I go to bed happy knowing that la principessa is coming. Buona notte oatata🐒❤🐽 un bacio grande
[12/14/18, 00:23:36] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, turning 23 with you and having 3rd birthday with my pathead is so much better. With you I feel alive and loved. You’re my precious gift and nothing will change that even in the next 100 years. I can’t wait to see you and breath the same air, sleep under the same stars and look up at the same sun. Actually we do this but just from different location of the emu sphere so we need to align our latitudes Pathead. The point is that I miss you so much and that my existence would be boring, miserable and meaningless without an egghead to make it colourful and fun. Super soon we’re gonna be together and i hope we will be enjoying the mountain and nice weather in Trentino. Un bacio grande tesoro. Sleep tight and visit me in tonight’s dream. Buona notte principessa 🐒❤🐽 always [12/15/18, 05:12:07] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, in the past two years this love note was not written becuase we were always sleeping together. It’s my first time writing this love note ever since we met. As the past nights of the 14th of December I would love to have you here and touch you all, feel your body, smell your hairs and hug you in the warmth of somebed shits. I love you more than anything or anyone on this plant. I’m so happy to live this life the one you’re part of it and state of mind we have when we are together. I truly think this is the only love that matters and the only love I will ever have in my heart for the rest of my life. It’s very late for me now but I had a really nice night full of friends and cake. I can’t wait to show you all of this and my new friends to see my patatahead. Un bacio grande stellina🐒❤🐽 buona notte principessa [12/16/18, 00:13:58] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m already in bed dead and tired. I will watch something and fall asleep. These days would be simply a treat to have you when I get home. Because these days I don’t feel like seeing many humans but my patata would be an exemption. I miss you pat. Counting the days to see you in Milan and be cool kiddos together, pateam and lover. Visit in my dreams and sleep tight. Un bacio grande principessa. Buona notte ❤🐒🐽 [12/17/18, 00:39:26] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, 48 h and I’m gonna be freee no matter how these exams are gonna go. I’m only looking forward some chill vacation full of food, snow and patatahead. I can already smell the perfume of you hairs and feel the smoothness of your skin or the silky touch of your hairs in my hands. Can’t wait to be in Malpensa and hug you and not think about stupid Wageningen and diminishing marginal rates or measurements validity. Who cares about all this shit if I cannot even stay under the roof of the only person I love. No matter where this master will take me, we will be living together. This is just a paper what matters is what we have in or heads and the thrive in our hearts. I’ll move mountains and reshape oceans for us and I don’t need any knowledge for that becuase the power of love goes beyond any human expectation. I love you deeply honey. Sleep tight and think about me tomorrow, Maybe your wisdom and kindness will present as a guiding light while I tick multiple choice boxes. Buona notte principessa. ❤🐒🐽 [12/18/18, 01:40:09] Captain P.: Dear love f my life, you’re my promess of happiness, you’re my safety net and the woman I want to spend my life with. Honey I will never leave you, I will never betray you and unlike many I feel so lucky knowing we will be only one of the other for the rest of our lives. I believe the more the time passes the more I understand how profound is the promess we made to eachother on La mer beach in Dubai. Maybe time was not mature, probably our understanding was not full, however the sentiments were there strong and secure. I don’t regret having proposed in what might luck like a clumsy way, when everything was unsure, not properly thought. Reason is becuase I felt my heart was balanced, my soul found the other half completing where it lacks and letting complete where yours needs mine. I’m very tired now and these thoughts are just a stream of a heavy head but what is true and will always remain true is that I love you immensely. Un bacio grande patatozza. I can’t wait to see you in 10 days. Doesn’t seem possible that as of tomorrow the real count down can start.. -9 and just one number not to fat numbers anymore. Buona notte principessa ❤🐒🐽 now that I’m free and pimping for life, I’m glad we will be together in few days. Both traveling tomorrow and some how passing by the same airport at different times. Probably you’ll be in Milan 18 hours after I landed pat. Anyways  can’t imagine how you’re excited for New York as well. We are so lucky pat, this life gives us such an amazing treat and we will be together in the mountains again. Un bacio grande patata, i still have to pack and long day tomorrow. Send impressions about the chauffeur tomorrow evening don’t forget pat. Sleep tight my principessa. Visit me tonight 🐒❤🐽
[12/20/18, 03:47:05] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m so glad I’m finally home. I forgot how nice this house is and how good fruits tasted like. Just looking inside this fridge I feel so rich. Anyways I can’t wait you to be here soon pat we will have an amazing time in the mountains and we will get you on the slopes I’m so excited honey. Don’t worry I will dress you up like crazy. Anyways I miss you so much and I can’t wait to have you next to me in this amazing bed pat. Counting the days honey. Officially only a week my love. Have fun in New York and be gentle with carter. Looks like a cool kid already with those long hairs. I love you immensely principessa mia. Try to sleep on the plane and get some rest. Stay safe pat. Text me when you land🐒❤🐽un bacio grande, safe flight. ‎[12/20/18, 11:20:18] Captain P.: ‎image omitted [12/21/18, 11:16:57] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, the world makes sense in its complexity to me only becuase I can rationalise it with the means of our love. Affection is the only answer and taking care of eachother is the beautiful aspect in a grey world where colors are visible only when under the light of love. Looking at Daniels and michis picture I got so homesick about our adventure in Paris and the days when we would take any transport method to see eachother and location was just a physical place where to express our love. Istambul was a tipping point when our long distance entered a new level. I rember me staring at the wall in that airbnb room while you departing towards Dubai once again. I really felt full of love and passion back then, but the fire is still the same. I love you Pathead. Miss you loads here. Happy you’re there with the doggos and carter the fat one. Un bacio grande patata. Sleep tight mia principessa and tesoro. 🐒❤🐽 [12/22/18, 01:50:21] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, a meaningful life is possible only when love is there. Amore im so excited to hug you very soon and kiss you all and have you in my arms. I’m dying to talk to you all the time and staying together all day. How much I miss you is crazy my love. I’m always looking at my future thinking when is the next time that I can see you and when we will be living together and how are we going to build our house and how we will live the amazing time that will be given to us. You are my star, My guiding light and hope in this world of strangers. You are my best friend and lovers ti amo amore mio. Babe have fun. I will try to fell asleep thinking of you so that hopefully I will dream about our adventures. I want to travel all the world with you principessa. Buona notte tesoro mio🐒🐽🐽❤ tomorrow is finally sking day for me and very soon for you too. Un bacione patata [12/23/18, 12:01:53] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I miss you like crazy my oatata. Days here are long and physically intesinve. I’m already at the second slope. Always the first to start when the slopes open. It’s cold now and writing love notes it’s already a bravery action. Will be on series today.. in a while another bit. Ti amo [12/23/18, 15:36:11] Captain P.: Dear patata finally im inside a hut and the phone is again on. I’m alone under the sky without you. I’m alone again tonight without you my princess. I wish every night was not alone and we will be working towards that, in the mean time I’m waiting the 27th as if it was Christmas. It’s my best gift my love. I hope your sleeping tight my pat and that family time is being good. Hope I can hear your voice at least for a sec later pat. Un bacio grande tesoro, stay safe my treasure🐒❤🐽 [12/24/18, 03:00:51] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m missing you like water in the desert. Where are you? I really need to see your beautiful face and kiss you all in 4 days. I’m dying of homesickness love. If I can recall the night in Oman when you were scared for the cockroach I was feeling blessed not to be scared and help you out my principessa. I miss you dearly touching your hair and face I can’t wait. Going to bed here love, good to be with family. Only problem is that to me you are my family now and I need to have you next to me otherwise I don’t feel home any longer. Can’t wait to screw you and pamper you and doing all things together once again. Un bacione grande patata❤🐒🐽 enjoy your evening. Send me pics and tell what you are up to. Ti amo patata [12/25/18, 02:17:57] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, days are passing by slowly without you next to me and I’m just counting every second. I m really suffering this separation and I truly need to find a way to speed up the process to be finally living together all the time. Anyways since it’s time I wish you, your mum odile and Ron a happy Christmas and also to fatass carter celebrating his first one and roxy and ruby as well. Are you walking the girls always?Soon we will be celebrating all our cristams together pat and one day also with our dog so you’ll love me more. I don’t even know why we need to stay away while we are so much in love, so silly all this need of building up to then have a maybe better opportunity. Anyway I will make this worth it by remembering this is time stolen to us. I love you honey, you are the best encounter and the person I love the most on this planet ever. The moment I will hug you in Malpensa I’m gonna feel home. No one ever made me feel like you do. I need to pamper you and touch your pategg and sleep together and talk patlanguage and go around the world together again. You’re so precious. This love is so precious. I love you deeply honey and miss you loads these days. Un bacione patatozza mia, have a nice evening and sleep tight principessa. Enjoy newyork tesoro. Buona notte🐒❤🐽 [12/26/18, 01:39:26] Captain P.: My patata, don’t be sad about that it was a stupid mistake of mine but nothing has never been truly behind that. You are my best friend, lover and only love forever. Trust this please and don’t ever doubt that [12/26/18, 01:40:14] Captain P.: I can’t wait to talk about everything and see you super soon [12/27/18, 03:04:09] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I can’t wait to see you tomorrow pat. I’m super tired tonight, finally got home and tomorrow leaving at 8 with my train. I really want to pamper your head and go eat everything with you. Are you ready to fly? Be safe and stay good till tomorrow at 11:55 pat than I’ll take care of you [12/27/18, 03:04:20] Captain P.: I love you honey 🐒❤🐽 [12/27/18, 03:05:06] Captain P.: Just super dead now. Please don’t be late for the plane and try to get some rest. Un bacione grande mia principessa. Finally tomorrow I see you [1/6/19, 02:42:49] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, there is nothing more important than you in my life. The fulfilment of staying together and sharing time is the strongest form of existing I’ve ever experienced. The present is more precious than the past and creating love memories is what I want to do for life. I want to work to Foster our love and never stop exploring this world with you Pathead. I feel we are like a mountain flower so rare and fragile yet stronger than any low land rose. It’s amazing how our imperfection given the long distance, cultural back ground and life situation makes our love so beautiful, powerful and strong as headwinds. I miss you dearly already. I just want to live my life with you at home and always next to me. Un bacio grande mia principessa. I exist to live the next present of us together again. Buona notte amore mio🐒❤🐽 good luck with being back to work tomorrow. I love you [1/7/19, 02:47:44] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, princess and pathead I only want to stand beneath the firmament with you and stare at the stars forever. I hate that you wear such a sexy sleeping pigiama when not with me and I only dream of you tonight in this bed alone. I can’t wait for the day when this distance and love notes will just be a funny story, however at the same time I do not want time to pass because our love must live in eternity and also our bodies must be preserved in their freshness. We are two nearly blossomed flowers, approaching summer with strong petals. I want ya to be like this forever. If I could only stop time and live this present always I would. This joy and fierce of live I hold now is mostly thanks to you and our love and I will always be grateful for the strength you give me. I miss you dearly tesoro mio. You are mynprincess and I wish I could touch you and kiss your forehead now. Buona notte patata. Un bacio grande and visit me in my dreams honey🐒❤🐽 [1/8/19, 03:23:16] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you love me three thousands times? Than I love you 6 thounds. But the truth is that there is no scale is just a spectrum on a range and we are currently very close to the centre , to the perfect balance where there is no right or wrong, Black or white. Everything is balanced, in perfect equilibrium. We satisfy our need of love with the just perfect amount of kisses and mental satisfaction. How I  wish you were here in my arms now trying out and experiencing more this amazing sesnsion of what live love is. You are my princess and my star I will always be yours and I can’t wait for the moment when this distance will just be a funny memory. I love you my Pathead. Buona notte tesoro mio, sleep tight and visit me tonight. 🐒❤🐽ti bacio principessa mia [1/9/19, 00:45:20] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, how I wish you were here all the time to hear this love note voice all the time. I laugh so much with you and my life is joyful ever since I met you. You bring me happiness, harmony and give me the strength I need to survive the darkness of this world. I found the happiness to look at everything with passion, interest and care. Love is such an amazing endurance power and you are my hidden, unspoken force that works as a energiser. I love you immensely and I don’t know how I would be without my Pathead. Lover, princess, best friend, travel buddy, sex bomb and more. You are my person and the only one I wanna stare to the star with. Un bacio grande and come over visit me in my dreams. Sleep tight pat🐒❤🐽 buona notte tesoro mio [1/10/19, 00:37:59] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, there is no way people would ever understand our way of communicating. We are simply an example of what love is at its best. We can be serious and determined as much as silly and stupidly making fun of eachother varying from anyrange of age at anytime. That’s the beauty of it. Our love will keep us young, fearless but focus. I love you so much honey. I’m missing you like never before because every time I see you the bond gets bigger and I can’t deal with separation of bodies. I can’t wait to seee you again and touch your face, kiss you forehead and sleep together. Un bacio grande amore mio. Sleep tight and visit me in my dreams. Buona notte patata ❤🐒🐽 [1/11/19, 01:23:45] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, the existence of love is such a controversial topic becuase im so ignorant about it. I think we are immersed in this amazing dream of happiness affection and sexuality but I can’t imagine the spring of such a sweet nurturing spice of our live. But what I can say is that you are the one source I yield everyday and I feel like your golden mine will never stop offering me new pathways to find this crazy thirst of life. So maybe love is the thirst of living at its best and it’s coming from the human nature to life adaptation. Maybe it’s becoming to brainy but there must be a utilitarian aspect of love and it has to do with our prolonged presence on the plant. What matters is that o love you and I miss you immensely. Goodnight my Pathead. I live for touching you very soon. Un bacio grande tesoro mio. Buona notte principessa and please don’t forget to visit me in my dreams🐒❤🐽 [1/12/19, 02:58:56] Captain P.: Love of my life, never feel alone. I’m always with you and will always be. [1/12/19, 04:20:44] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, I’m finally home in my bed and you can’t imagine how I wish I could find you here next to me warming up the same blanckets and holding hands all night long. You are my star, my sunshine and moonlight in the nights darkness. There are no words to describe our love and you simply are my wonderful flower. I’m sorry if I made you feel as I forgot about my pathead today but it’s totally not the case. Whenever I go I see your eyes and everything I ralate to you thinking how you’d like or not like or speculating how you would react to so many things. You are part of my and you’ll always be with me becuase I won’t ever be able to see the world under a lens scope which doesn’t include you as a lovely filter. I would give everything to sneak in your room now and warmly hug you from behind and spoon you as always. Buona notte principessa. Sleep tight and stay safe. I love you to the pathead and back. Un bacio grande tesoro mio🐒❤🐽 always
[1/13/19, 04:33:21] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, everyday that passes without you next to me is lost. I miss you dearly and I would do anything to make you happy. You are my star and I don’t know you I am without you. You make my push the limits and see this world under a different light. You are my guiding light and life dream princess. Tonight I saw a movie called free solo, you should watch it as well. Made me really thirst of going for a big road trip in some nice natural place with you love. I can’t wait till every time vacations are gonna be with you in the nature. I want to travel the world with you honey. Un bacio grande. I will sleep with this dream and hopefully it will all become reality. Buona notte tesoro mio🐒❤🐽I love you [1/13/19, 08:58:51] YL: So tired pat [1/14/19, 01:31:11] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, there are days that long distance hits ya more than what we wish and some others that are gift to us with kindness and richness. Let’s focus on the fortune we have rather than what we are missing out on. We found eachother, we love eachother and against all the odds we manage to endure, to fight for one another and to fly to our beloved pat anytime there is an open window. Anywho I can’t wait to be in UAE with you and travel around or even just prepare dinner at home and wait for you, go to DTF and mealtop and this time there’s gonna be super nice weather hence we will hit the beach and the pool. My only love you are the sunshine of my life and the star of my solo nights. I love you dearly and I would never exchange the pain of the long distance with anything else rather than us. Be always healthy and safe. I don’t wanna live in a world where you are not there. Love is a crazy adventure and so far you are the one making me discover its beauty. Let’s never stop this. Un bacio grande e buona notte amore mio🐒❤🐽 love you [1/15/19, 03:02:16] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are my only potato and turtle girl and egg head and sexy beast. You’re my fire and only desire. I miss you dearly honey bunny. My life is for you and for us and I can’t wait to see you the soonest. My highlight of the day is when I see you and I can talk patlanguage with you and I love to see your face to be the source of your smile. I want always to look at the stars hand in hand I can’t wait to build a house soon with you and deepen our love story with a roof, a shared bed and one day a family. I love you my princess and this will never change. I’m so lucky to have you and glad to have meet you in the crazy Swiss period. Buona notte amore mio🐒❤🐽sleep tight and visit me. [1/16/19, 02:23:28] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you always bring life and happiness in my life. I’m so proud of you learning Italian, you’re so much stronger than me and always ready to take up a new challenge from square one with a smile on your face. I love you becuase you’re resources are infinite and you are to me a pandora box of stimuli which I would never find in any other existing being. Thank you for being my friend and lover and enduring in this difficult situation. Let’s stick together till the end of time. Ti bacio my beloved principessa and send you loads of bacioni. Buona notte stellina🐒🐽❤ visit me tonight please [1/17/19, 03:14:11] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are my happiness. I don’t know how i would be able to smile without you. I don’t know what is life without you anymore. Thanks to you I manage to survive and breath every day in this gloomy weather. The thought of you somewhere walking on those sexy legs and keeping that bright running makes me feel alive, dizzy and alive. I can’t wait the day when we will be for real sharing the same bed every night and hold hands with the perspective of conducting a shared existenxenfor the rest of the time gifted to us. We only live once and we need to get this very soon. I’m thinking and working only towards that goal my pat. Un bacio grande mia unica principessa. My love for you is infinite. Buona nottte tesoro😘🐒❤ [1/18/19, 10:51:11] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, last night this message was all nice and written and then my phone switched off with 39% battery and I felt a spleen again while charging it. Nevertheless, new day new love note in my hands. I love you genuinely and for the good person you are. Also for your seriousness about things I care and bringing me to reality with some nice ideas about life and beliefs. I love you long legs and your elegant figure. I want to sleep with you for the rest of my life and feel your body on mine is the nicests thing that can happen to me. Soon the day is coming for us being unsaperdabke. It’s an invisible countdown and it’s working for us. Un bacio grande pat [1/19/19, 03:18:55] Captain P.: Dear love of my life, you are my princess and I could never live without you anymore. My pathead I can’t wait to see you in Dubai soon and being pampered at night with your presence and stand under the moon together again. Just have a stroll and being together again. The life you bring to me exiting and energetic. I’m also so proud of you pat being out there and win your steak every day. I’m Happy for you and admire you. Anyways lover and sunflower sleep well tonight tesoro. Come visit me in the under dreams🐒❤🐽 [1/19/19, 03:21:22] YL: Excuse me [1/19/19, 03:23:26] YL: Why did you turn your phone off pat [1/19/19, 11:34:15] Captain P.: Pat [1/19/19, 11:34:30] Captain P.: I always put flight mode at night
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Hey since you said you're soooooo bored...I dare you the answer all of them! Lol you're welcome bud :D
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
-answered-
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
neither
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
my eldest sister kyla will be home in a few days after her eight months job contract in ncl. i’m really excited to see her :)
4. Are you easy to get along with?
lol no
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
-answered-
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
-answered-
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
no.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
-answered-
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
i don’t think so
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
mama. argued about how abusive and stupid religious people here in my country are. 
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“niks sapna ka tulo takad”
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
-answered-
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
NO.
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
-answered-
15. What good thing happened this summer?
ohoho definitely not the australian like heat and fucking bugs everywhere
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
no.
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
it would be stupid to not to. even the tiniest organisms can be called a life out there.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
i can’t even remember who that was now
19. Do you like bubble baths?
sure
20. Do you like your neighbors?
no but i like their pets
21. What are you bad habits?
other than procrastinating? hmmmmmmm ._. 
22. Where would you like to travel?
some other countries in asia, africa and europe 
23. Do you have trust issues?
-answered-
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
sleeping and eating
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
my chest
26. What do you do when you wake up?
i die
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
i’m contented with my skin colour 
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
guillermo
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
i don’t have any exes
30. Do you ever want to get married?
i don’t think so
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
yep. it’s shoulder-length tho so it can still be a bit messy.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
none.
33. Spell your name with your chin.
no
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
swimming
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
what the hell :/
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
HAHA
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
either make it even more awkward or plot my escape 
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
myself but already a billionaire and successful in life with a mansion full of my beloved animals.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
40. What do you want to do after high school?
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
-answered-
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
…i’m always quiet tho
43. Do you smile at strangers?
if necessary
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
s p a c e boi
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
the thought of my pets getting hungry & thirsty
46. What are you paranoid about?
-answered-
47. Have you ever been high?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
yes
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
why the fuck would i write that here if i want no one to find out about it
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
black, i think.
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
sometimes…
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
53. Favourite makeup brand?
54. Favourite store?
55. Favourite blog?
56. Favourite colour?
black, crimson, grey, white, maroon and any dark shades of blue
57. Favourite food?
any, as long as it’s edible and not a bad food. i hate bad food.
58. Last thing you ate?
chicken curry
59. First thing you ate this morning?
sandwich
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
62. Been arrested? For what?
63. Ever been in love?
uh no. i don’t think so.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
lmao
65. Are you hungry right now?
not really
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
i don’t really have tumblr nor real life friends, except of my pets.
67. Facebook or Twitter?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
nope
70. Names of your bestfriends?
guillermo and eren
71. Craving something? What?
-answered-
72. What colour are your towels?
white, blue and green
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
six. two for my head, two for both of my sides, one for my feet and one small for comfort/hug pillow or for covering my face when i sleep.
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no, they’re itchy.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
my siblings and i had a lot, ma donated them to some orphanages as we grew up.
75. Favourite animal?
any!
76. What colour is your underwear?
yellow green
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
anything with strawberry and mint chocolate chip ice cream.
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
yellow
80. What colour pants?
i’m wearing shorts. 
81. Favourite tv show?
82. Favourite movie?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
87. First person you talked to today?
my little sister
88. Last person you talked to today?
probably myself
89. Name a person you hate?
90. Name a person you love?
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
92. In a fight with someone?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
at least four, i think.
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
five.
95. Last movie you watched?
i rewatched pacific rim the other day
96. Favourite actress?
97. Favourite actor?
98. Do you tan a lot?
99. Have any pets?
two! a dog and a cat.
100. How are you feeling?
bored.
101. Do you type fast?
if necessary
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
103. Can you spell well?
i coconut
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
at the beach yeah
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
LOL
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
unfortunately not yet :(
*side-eyes jean*
108. What should you be doing?
doing #107
109. Is something irritating you right now?
FINISHING THIS THING??? HA HAHA?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
the moon.
111. Do you have trust issues?
-answered-
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
ugh. a classmate
113. What was your childhood nickname?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
115. Do you play the Wii?
116. Are you listening to music right now?
y-yes…it’s on every time we touch by cascada……
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
sure.
118. Do you like Chinese food?
i’m in for any good food son
119. Favourite book?
…it’s personal
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
no, it’s actually calming for me.
121. Are you mean?
depends
122. Is cheating ever okay?
no, but that doesn’t mean i won’t do it tho.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
no. my body can be clumsy as fuck when it wants to be.
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
@HANJO 
125. Do you believe in true love?
love isn’t really just about two people and romance so duh. plus levihan exist, of course i believe in true love.
126. Are you currently bored?
very
127. What makes you happy?
levihan, guillermo and eren.
good food
comfortable bed
nice clean dust-free room
my laptop and wifi
128. Would you change your name?
i don’t know. maybe? after all my entire name is too long.
129. What your zodiac sign?
eh…i’m taurus but i think capricorn is more accurate for me
130. Do you like subway?
no.
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
nothing.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
-answered-
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
“This is just my way of unleashing the feelings deep inside of me.This spark of black that I seem to love.”  
lmao don’t search it up, it’s nsfw.
134. Can you count to one million?
just counting 1-100 already bores me out so probably no
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
“no.”
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed. who the fuck sleeps with doors open?
because that’s just tragic
137. How tall are you?
i’m 170 cm, 5′7.
138. Curly or Straight hair?
i don’t really care, as long as it’s thick.
139. Brunette or Blonde?
brunette.
140. Summer or Winter?
winter ffs
141. Night or Day?
-answered-
142. Favourite month?
-answered-
143. Are you a vegetarian?
i don’t think i could ever last a week without meat man.
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
dark chocolate
145. Tea or Coffee?
coffee
146. Was today a good day?
meh
147. Mars or Snickers?
snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote?
“Look, Squad Leader Hange is great, but they don’t have a life plan. They don’t even have a day plan. I once found a note they wrote to themselves that said ‘put on pants’ followed by a question mark.”- Moblit
pffft,
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
sure.
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“Few of us were immune from occasional lapses in self-control.” -The Tuntsa, page 42
whoever u are fucko, thanks for sending? :)
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Lmao answer them all and good luck ;)
I’m reblogging this, sans readmore, as it was brought to my attention that for at least one person, everything under that just didn’t show up. I humbly beg forgiveness for putting such a huge chunk of text on everyones dash.Spacey, you cheeky sod. I swear this is like the second time you’ve done this. (I both love and hate you for it) Here we fucking go: THIS TOOK AN HOUR AND A HALF TO DO 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?I don’t exactly get physical with folks so I have to assume it was my ex, several months ago.2. Are you outgoing or shy?Shy, Bi and ready to die3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?@gpumidnazora​, some day.4. Are you easy to get along with?I guess so? Not very argumentative, very quiet, tell bad jokes.5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?I’d like to think so.6. What kind of people are you attracted to?All of them. More feminine aligned folks usually but super masc folks and androgynous peeps have totally taken my breath away too. Less general note, nerdy folk who I can obsess over something with. 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?I mean, I’m in one now and while it does have a massive issue because of distance, I’d like to think we can tough it out.8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?My girlfriend.9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?A little, I get flustered easily if im not super close with folks.10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?Fuck, uh, myself? I often have super deep conversations that I should probably talk to a therapist or someone about just aloud to myself. But if that isnt an acceptable answer, @gpumidnazora​ takes the cake.11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?“Oh hell, I thought I said hi when I got home and was all like ‘huh, she hasn’t replied, guess she’s already asleep” after I goofed up on letting my gf know I got home on time.12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?OH! I got one from just this morning! Let’s Face It I’m Cute by 11 Acorn Lane.Aside from that I’ve been all nostalgic lately so Mr Brightside by The KillersTeenage Dirtbag by WheatusGoodbye Stranger by SupertrampEverytime We Touch by Cascada13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?Yes. Please do. I’m a big sucker for this. Or any physical affection really. 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?Miracles not so much but its real hard to not think of things as lucky or unlucky for me15. What good thing happened this summer?I got plenty of hours at work! 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?Nope. No. Nuh. There’s two girls it might be and neither of those would be a good choice.17. Do you think there is life on other planets?I mean, it’s literally either that or we are completely alone in the entire universe. Which seems far more terrifying to me. So yeah. But I’m always thinking like microbial or basic life, rather than you know, aliens replete with UFOs and such.18. Do you still talk to your first crush?Nah, havent talked to her in years.19. Do you like bubble baths?I almost always shower, too big for the bath really.20. Do you like your neighbors?Fuck dude I dont even know my neighbours21. What are you bad habits?God, what isnt? Nail biting, snacking, bad sleep schedule, shower delays, then too long in the shower, generally messy22. Where would you like to travel?Canada, Tokyo, America, Brazil, Europe, New Zealand. Anywhere with snow23. Do you have trust issues?Yes? I’m not all that open. Until I am and it’s like BAM HERE’S MY ENTIRE LIFE STORY which is too much typically.24. Favorite part of your daily routine?Jerkin’ it just soooo right. Kidding. Mostly. Anytime cuddling my cat while catching up on Youtube videos is great.25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?My back. just all of that. Beats out the chewed nails and the flab and the face any time.26. What do you do when you wake up?Regret27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?Darker. But I’m such a shut in so that aint happening. Least it looks alright next to my paper white sister28. Who are you most comfortable around?Myself. Or my good friend Emily Mac, the @keepingitreluctant​ that you all know and love29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?One, and boy that was a fucking nightmare of a time.30. Do you ever want to get married?Not really? I mean, tax benefits are nice but I don’t care for it much.31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?Nah, or at least it’s the shittiest ponytail ever, though my hair is the longest it’s probably ever been.32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?I’d take a spin with pretty much anyone because dang most of them are hella good looking plus all that money you could earn through scandalous details afterwards. 33. Spell your name with your chin.zxzbnldyu. Perfect, nailed it. Funnily enough it’s pronounced ‘Ashley’34. Do you play sports? What sports?I played, emphasis on the ‘ed’, soccer (football) and tennis and fencing!35. Would you rather live without TV or music?TV, easy. I listen to music way more than I watch TV.36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?Who hasn’t? Though I have an awful habit of fallin in love with folks when I see them if they catch my eye. All the time. Everyone just looks so dang good and cute.37. What do you say during awkward silences?I’m more of a creator of awkward silences than an ender. Yay for being bad at simple conversation.38. Describe your dream girl/guy?Aw jeez. I mean I’m tempted to earn brownie points by just describing my lovely girlfriend. But if I had to draw up an ideal, I guess just a real sweet cutie who’s down for cuddling and playing games, preferably nice and short, all adorable and fun sized! Short hair is a plus.39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?I don’t shop often. So I guess Robinsons bookshop, EB games and Zing? is that the name of that store filled with ‘nerdy’ junk that’s like partnered with EB?40. What do you want to do after high school?Fuck man I went through high school not knowing and I still have no idea41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?I give so many second chances. Multiple.  But it does depend on the action. If you hurt me, no matter how much or how often, I’ll let it slide (possibly because I have 0 self respect) but if you fuck with my mates or are just a despicable person in general I will only give you a couple chances.42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?I’m almost always pretty quiet. but if i go silent mid conversation it probably means I’m trying to turn something that just got said into a really lame dad joke.43. Do you smile at strangers?yes and no. If I’m interacting with them or like they pass by and its only the two of us I’ll happily put on a (hopefully not creepy) smile but I won’t have a smile plastered on my face walking through a crowd.44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?Space. Definitely. 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?At the moment, the need to get to work46. What are you paranoid about?People finding out about the murders This and that, usual dark secrets.47. Have you ever been high?Yup and it was eh, I laughed at all sorts of junk but I got serious cottonmouth and had all sorts of gaps in my memory, even worse than normal which was scary.48. Have you ever been drunk?Plenty of times and I think I’m probably 50/50 on if i threw up or not.49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?Recently? I did get Maccas for dinner and pretend that I wasnt hungry when I got home after a rough day at workLess recently I fucked up in a life changing way that no one else knows of and I don’t know what to do about that.50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?Black51. Ever wished you were someone else?Again, who hasn’t? 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?Add a couple zeros to the end of my bank balance would be nice. But physically? Clean up my fucking back. 53. Favourite makeup brand?Afraid I really don’t know anything about any of them enough to make a judgement call. 54. Favourite store?Zing (im sticking with that name, fuck it) is fun to just chill in55. Favourite blog?God so many, you are all too great!56. Favourite colour?Turquoise 57. Favourite food?A good steak is hard to turn down58. Last thing you ate?Rice and mince.59. First thing you ate this morning?A caramel Up&Go to wash down some pills.60. Ever won a competition? For what?I’m more of a second place kinda person. Or was. It’s all been going downhill for a while in academic or sporting respect.61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?I almost got suspended/expelled after a particularly nasty and widespread tidbit rumour went around about me.62. Been arrested? For what?Nope.63. Ever been in love?I think so. I’m the kinda guy to say it pretty early. 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?Uh, I took my girlfriend of the time out to a roller skating rink, I couldn’t skate for shit and I couldnt look her in the eyes without turning away and blushing. Let alone hold a conversation. But afterwards she was kind enough to deign to grant me a kiss in the parking lot.65. Are you hungry right now?Nope, I’m good.66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?I talk to you guys just as much as them nowadays. But I would say I’m closer to them than anyone on tumblr, no offense. 67. Facebook or Twitter?Uh I have both but don’t use them.68. Twitter or Tumblr?Tumblr hands down, this is like my only social network platform69. Are you watching tv right now?Nope70. Names of your bestfriends?Emma, Emily, Hayley, Imogen, Lucinda, Ebony71. Craving something? What?Getting intimate with a guy, just accepting my bisexuality recently has kinda kicked that into overdrive. And now I’m blushin.72. What colour are your towels?We’ve got white, black and turquoise72. How many pillows do you sleep with?One73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?Not in about 10 years.74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?I wouldnt have a clue how many stuffed animals from when I was younger are still tucked away in the house75. Favourite animal?Meerkat.76. What colour is your underwear?Black77. Chocolate or Vanilla?Vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour?probably vanilla79. What colour shirt are you wearing?Black80. What colour pants?No pants!81. Favourite tv show?Brooklyn Nine Nine or Bojack Horseman82. Favourite movie?Iron Giant? Road to El Dorado? Spaceballs? Something nostalgic83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?There’s a second?84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?Mean Girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?Uh, fuck I dont remember the names. The lovely lesbian lass. She was great.86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?Bruce.87. First person you talked to today?My girlfriend88. Last person you talked to today?Verballly, my mum, text wise, my girlfriend89. Name a person you hate?Donald Motherfuckign Trump, I mean hating trump is as common as breathing air as it should be but man he’s such a fucking disgusting cunt.90. Name a person you love?My parents.91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?God I have spent many an hour dreaming of socking Trump right in that bullshit spewing mouth92. In a fight with someone?Not currently. Or at least, the feud is still open and so old it isn’t a fight anymore.93. How many sweatpants do you have?Two?94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?Two?95. Last movie you watched?Moana 96. Favourite actress?Ellen Page is up there for sure97. Favourite actor?Chris Pratt98. Do you tan a lot?Ha, most of my body isnt aware what the sun is99. Have any pets?Boy do I. 2 cats and 5 dogs. 10 chooks.100. How are you feeling?A tad tired.101. Do you type fast?Pretty average 102. Do you regret anything from your past?HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA My memory is a whole lot of regrets floating in a void of forgotten moments.103. Can you spell well?W-E-L-L104. Do you miss anyone from your past?A past best friend of mine.105. Ever been to a bonfire party?I’ve hosted a couple and been invited to one106. Ever broken someone’s heart?I doubt it. Not exactly the type. (devastatingly good looking and/or callous)107. Have you ever been on a horse?Yup, wasn’t the thing for me108. What should you be doing?Sleeping?109. Is something irritating you right now?Well I’m now being inundated by regretful thoughts so that’s a bother.110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?Nah. 111. Do you have trust issues?I feel like this was already asked. But yeah, I would say so.112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?I haven’t cried in literal years. I don’t have a clue.113. What was your childhood nickname?It’s always just been Ash114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?Yup, I’ve been all over the place115. Do you play the Wii?I have, but its been a hot minute116. Are you listening to music right now?Yeah, I had Let’s Face It I’m Cute up for the link and it just played a whole bunch of electroswing music on youtube, now on The Noisy Freaks by Freak Orchestra at least I think thats the name and band, I’ve never heard it before117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?sure118. Do you like Chinese food?Probably not my favorite, but it’s nice119. Favourite book?Too many man, way too many. 120. Are you afraid of the dark?Not really.121. Are you mean?I don’t think so. I’m a weak willed pushover and generally benign and quiet122. Is cheating ever okay?Ugh, it’s not exactly commendable but like anything, it’s all circumstance123. Can you keep white shoes clean?I have white runners, which remain clean by the virtue of me never exercising.124. Do you believe in love at first sight?Not actually, but like i said before I get infatuated on sight all the time.125. Do you believe in true love?Not really.126. Are you currently bored?Buddy, my existence is being bored.127. What makes you happy?my pets.128. Would you change your name?I wanted to change my name to Seth when I was younger after years of “ashley is a girls name’ 129. What your zodiac sign?L1BR4130. Do you like subway?Yeah. it’s normally pretty tasty.131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?I mean, I’m currently dating and so is she so that would be a mess, but I doubt much would come of it.132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?Ok im 90000% sure this was already asked.133. Favourite lyrics right now?“No matter what I conjure it could not help me deflect/ The angry death, of every hopeful thought/ that I might be a lover or a fighter…”134. Can you count to one million?I suppose I could. Like I have the capacity. But I’d get bored and give the fuck up without good reason to do so135. Dumbest lie you ever told?fuck me, I lie, alot, it’s my go to defense. Which is bad. but whatever. Probably the one where I skipped tennis training and claimed that I was going to extra french lessons instead, which was immediately called out by the French teacher.136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?Closed. keep the cat in and the dogs out137. How tall are you?175 ish cms, which is 5′10″ i think138. Curly or Straight hair?Straight, despite threats of it getting curly should  I let it get longer than a college cut.139. Brunette or Blonde?Wait is this asking preferences. fuck. Uh, Brunette? I’m not fussed by hair colour. though I’d probably avoid redheads just because my mum and one sister are redheads 140. Summer or Winter?WINTER141. Night or Day?Night142. Favourite month?October? it’s got my birthday!143. Are you a vegetarian?Nope144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?Milk145. Tea or Coffee?meh, not fussed either way146. Was today a good day?sure! I got to start work 2/3 hours later than normal after a fucking killer three days.147. Mars or Snickers?Mars? I dont eat a lot of either148. What’s your favourite quote?I dont really have one off-hand149. Do you believe in ghosts?not really.150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “Captain Thomas Kelly, from the forty-sixth Precinct, said; ‘It looks accidental. Grant may have suspected that his familiarity with Damien place him above danger, but a hungry python does not quibble about such niceties’”I know its more than a line, but that’s a hilarious quote. 
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The ask because he’ll yea
1:Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
I’m always confused, it really depends on what subject it is but I want to know why cookies are called cookies when we bake them
2:Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
Sometimes but no, I usually give them though
3:If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
Not really, I’m sure it would surprise me at first but he can do him and I’ll do me
4:Do you find it easy to trust others?
It depends, if it’s just a stranger, no, but if my friends say they are cool , yea
5:What were you doing at 11PM last night?
Cleaning my room as I listen to music and watched some Vinesause
6:You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
Probably my boyfriend or my posie of rad lads telling me to get in the car so we can go home
7:What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
I have and I was distraught and I thought I did something wrong
8:Are you close with your dad?
Yea! I love my dad!
9:I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
4 days ago! It was a kiss on the cheek
10:What are you listening to?
Tally Hall as usual!
11:You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
Piñacoladda soda!
12:Do you like hickeys?
I have enough brises as is
13:What time do you go to bed?
Good question, no
14:Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Other than myself? Not really
15:Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
I text quicker with one hand, my left hand is only good for holding things
16:Do you always answer your texts?
I certainly try!
17:Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
Definitely no! But I hate myself for how clingy I am
18:When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Not even a minute ago!
19:Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Of course! My boyfriend!
20:What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
“Don’t be a dick to yourself, he hates that”
21:Is anyone else in the room with you?
I sure hope not
22:Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Hell yea
23:Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
Not really! But I was still happy!
24:Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
Definitely...
25:In the past week, have you cried?
I think so? Hard to tell
26:What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
What if I’m not wearing one? But it was rust red
27:Do people ever call you by your last name?
Yea! I don’t mind either
28:Is anyone ignoring you right now?
Yea... I think so... but that may be my brain overthinking things
29:Do you have a best friend?
Of course! I have a small posie
30:Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
D e f i n a t e l y
31:Who was your last call/text message from?
My friend Brandon, we are talking about Dave Ramsey
32:Are you mad at anyone?
Other than myself? No
33:Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yea
34:How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
19
35:How many more days until your birthday?
298!
36:Do you have any summer plans yet?
Nope... I should get planning huh?
37:Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
Hell yea! They are my best friends
38:Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
Maybe...
39:Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
Don’t we all?
40:Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Does it count If they forced me?
41:Do you think age matters in relationships?
As long as it’s legal I’m ok
42:Are you available?
For what?
43:How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
Uhhhhh
44:If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
Hmmm, I really like those hip piercings, I can’t discribe it but I think they are cute but I could never pull it off
45:Do you believe exes can be friends?
Of course!
46:Do you regret anything?
Way to many things...
47:Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
So many things i can’t even pin point one
48:Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yea...
49:Was your last kiss a mistake?
Nope!
50:Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
I finally did 4 days ago! And I was scared because I felt like he was to good for me and didn’t like me because of my issues (tbh the thought is still there
51:Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
I think so?
52:Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
Of course!
53:What was the last thing you ate?
An animal cracker!
54:Did you get any compliments today?
Nope! I like it that way
55:Where are you going on your next vacation?
Missouri to meet a close friend!
56:Do you own anything from other countries?
I have some things from Japan
57:Are most of your friend guys or girls?
Boys by a long shot!
58:Where have you lived most of your life?
Good ole Wisconsin!
59:When was the last time you took a long drive?
Oof... maybe a month? I hate driving...
60:Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
Nope!
61:Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
Nah! I’m a good little angel
62:Who do you text the most?
Good question... probably myself to be honest, it’s how I remind myself to do things
63:What was the last movie you saw?
Parramorman!
64:What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
I don’t know honestly
65:How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?
Maybe one?
66:Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
No
67:Do you curse around your parents?
Only my dad
68:Are you happy with where you live?
Yea! I like it in Wisconsin
69:Picture of yourself?
Hell no!
70:Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
I’m to jealous to be in a poly relationship! But good on you if you can make it work!
71:Have you ever been dumped?
Oh yea
72:What do you most like about making out?
Eww
73:Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
Heck mo
74:When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
Uhhhhhh I don’t count forced kissing my first kiss so the one I count, yea! I did it first
75:What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
I’m not a body person, I like people for thier personality
76:Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
Probably myself or my cat
77:Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
Ew no
78:Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
Ew no
79:What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
H I M
80:Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
I’ll take “involved” as in a relationship but yea! I’m a motherly person so I’ll even help out!
81:Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
Yea!
82:Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
No, but it’s painfully obvious when I do
83:Do you miss your last sweetie?
Not in a romantic way, we’re still great friends though!
84:Last time you slow danced with someone?
At least 8 years ago because we had to
85:Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
As in an online relationship? Yes
86:How can I win your heart?
Good luck, but you gotta spend a lot of time with me, understand and forgive my flaws, give me lots of hugs, and reassure me every time I’m upset
87:What is your astrological sign?
Pisces!
88:What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Relaxing, watching a stream
89:Do you cook?
I love to cook!
90:Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
Yea, it was an odd story though
91:If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
I’m not single!
92:Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
I’m not a “date and go” kind of person, I like to have a serious bond before hand
93:What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
I don’t really look into these to much
94:Name four things that you wish you had!
A college with the things I need closer to home, some TBOI plushie’s, some pretty dice sets and more tarot decks
95:Are you a player?
Hell no
96:Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
No
97:Are you a tease?
I like to think I’m not but I don’t know
98:Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
Not yet!
99:Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
Yesss
100:Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
Like a friend date? Yes! But a romantic one? No
101:Hugs or Kisses?
Hugs!!!!
102:Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Ohhhhhh yes
103:The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
How much taller they are than me
104:Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
It shocks me to be honest
105:If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
Heck no
106:Do you flirt a lot?
Playfully? Yes
107:Your last kiss?
I feel like I answered this
108:Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
Helllll no
109:Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
Yep!
110:If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
My bf tbh. Noting extreme, just a kiss on the cheek
111:Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
Nope
112:Does someone like you currently?
I sure hope so
113:Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
I’d like to think I do
114:Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious all the way
115:Ever made out with just a friend?
Ew no
116:Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In a relationship
117:Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.
Why am I doing this? Because I’m a prick that likes to talk about myself sometimes
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I’m going to start journaling here on my ole tumblr account. For anyone who still follows me, if this isn’t your thing, you’re welcome to go. I just need to find a new way to release some thoughts and energy on a regular basis. Who knows how often I’ll even get around to it. Ideally daily would be great, but considering how scatter-brained I really am, it’s unlikely. This’ll be a kinda stream of consciousness type thing, where I don’t go back and edit it, I just post what I’ve written.
So I guess I’ll start with what makes me want to do this in the first place; I don’t know how to deal with my own emotions or thoughts, and I feel like venting about it to no one on the internet might make me feel better. I went out with Wyatt tonight, and it all just stressed me out. To set the background, and so I’ll remember with context later; today was a chill day at work, I got to go in when I wanted for just education, so I slept in and grabbed Starbucks on my way in. Nothing particularly special happened, except for some sweet gossip that I love to hate; Jerenda is moving from her manager position to be a CCU nurse. I imagine that’s a pay cut, and I’m surprised Debbie is letting her go, but she must really be suffering like the rest of us were (and some still are). I asked Cassie to get with her old contacts in CCU and give me updates on how she does, more specifically if she fails, so I can report back to all my old buddies on the floor. She deserves every ounce of shit she gets up there. The rest of my work day was generally uneventful, but I ended up coming home to a paper towel confettied mess, because Wyatt hadn’t put the boys up this morning like he usually does. Not a huge deal, but I can’t find the damn broom, so I’m going to leave it for him to see and clean up, though it does stress me out every time I go out there. If I just ignore it, it doesn’t exist, right? Wyatt came home after with his car back out of the shop, he had some thing done to soften the ride and raise the suspension or whatever, but they ended up somehow fucking it up and lowering the damn thing even more. Now you can’t even fit a finger in the wheel well. I’ll admit that the ride was smoother, however even the slightest bumps sounded like the entire undercarriage of the car drug on the ground. So we rode out to the Habitat for Humanity food truck fest at the baseball stadium to meet Dad for some dinner. I got a giant redneck cup full of sweet tea, and Wyatt had a couple beers. He had Mahi tacos from Wrighteous Eats, I had a macaroni and pulled pork grilled cheese from Who Cut the Grilled Cheese? All in all, pretty good stuff. Dad wasn’t hungry, and Wyatt wanted to get to his buddy John’s car meet, so we left around 7. Now, I used to take a lot of issue with his driving style, because he tends to speed and take turns and corners too quickly for my liking, but since he put new tires on and stiffened the suspension in the Accord, it gripped a lot better and I felt I could trust it more. Well, it’s been raining for the last two days, so it’s damn wet outside, and I don’t care how much grip your tires have, if you go too fast on a turn, you’re putting not only us in danger, but other people as well. He flew down 110 at about 70, driving past a wreck with an overturned truck and a few state troopers. I felt it would’ve been smarter not to speed past the troopers, but whatever. We get to 29 and he has to do a fly by for the boys, so he hauls ass at like 70 down the 45 zone to get some good muffler noises, then does a U-turn and comes up to the shop. As soon as we get out of the car (whose door I’ve just locked), he and Rylan jump into a souped up Civic and go for a ride. I barely got an “I’ll be right back, love you babe!” before he hopped in and they took off in the little red fart can. 5 minutes go by and I’m getting antsy, standing in a mechanic’s parking lot with a bunch of strangers in the dark, waiting for my doofus boyfriend to get back. I text him and tell him, “I am not interested in hanging out here alone with strangers.” He replied with “I’ll be back in a sec, they needed me to buy beer.” Okay, fine. He’s gone almost another ten minutes, and needless to say, I hadn’t arrived in the greatest mood as it was. They get back, and I’m audibly irritated with him, and he asks if I’m mad at him for going, and I say that I kinda am for just immediately taking off and leaving me alone with strangers for 15 minutes. He tells me to “calm down”, which we all know how well that works out. He says “whatever dude”, my favorite pet peeve phrase out of his mouth, and walks off to put the beer away. He then goes to talk to this kid who’s bought himself a piece of shit Accord and proceeds to give him the old coilovers off his car that he’d had replaced today. The kid (19) is super excited, and proceeds to gush about his Accord to Wyatt, who’s just thrilled to have someone with the same car as him. Wyatt takes him for a ride in his car to show it off, and I stay behind because I have no interest in being complicit in his going 80 down Hwy 29. Two different groups of guys were making shitty remarks about Wyatt’s car, and though I couldn’t make out specific sentences, I could hear the snickering about how slow he was. They made fun of him. All I could think of was that I hoped no one knew I was his girlfriend. I didn’t want to be made fun of too, nor did I want to make anyone stop talking about it. I wanted to hear their unfiltered and unbiased opinions. Those opinions were not nice. Then they got back and Wyatt asked if he could go for a ride in the kid’s car, and though I gave him a dirty look, I wanted him to just do it and get it over with. He saw my face and told the kid “maybe another day” but I whispered “he has the mental maturity of a 4 year old, just go with him and make his fuckin day.” They left, the kid’s muffler dragging against the ground the whole way. Once again, all I could think of was “please for the love of God no one acknowledge that I know half of the brain power in that vehicle.” They made endless fun of that shit bucket car, even after they came back. Wyatt did get a semi-backhanded compliment from Rylan about his car from the ordeal, “This car is a piece of shit. Accords are not all pieces of shit, because your car isn’t a piece of shit, but this car is.” That made Wyatt happy, which is all I ask for. Now, note that this entire time we’ve been here, and I mean since we rolled up into the parking lot, I’ve had to pee. I’m on my period, so I’m already bloated, and I just finished about a quart of sweet tea and a giant grilled cheese and tots, so I’m busting at the seams here. He asks if I want him to take me home so I can pee, but I don’t necessarily want to abandon him and leave, I just want to go somewhere relatively clean, not the mechanic’s bathroom in the shop that I’ve just seen three kids running in and out of and playing in. No thanks. But eventually I just give in and let him take me home, and here we are. Writing to you, the void. It’s nice to just sit here on my computer, on the couch, in my own home, in the dark and the quiet, with three relatively calm dogs at my sides. Cali popped up out of a box and scared the shit out of Shep, so I’ve had something to laugh at.
I need to try and study a bit for the HESI and then sign up to take it next week so I can get my dumbass into school. I don’t really know what I want anymore. I want to help people, and I think I want to do it via emergency medicine, but I honestly don’t know if I’m equipped to handle that. Sure, I love the blood and guts in videos and shit, but what about in real life? I haven’t had a chance to see a real surgery yet, and with the way that I’ve handled things in the past, I’m nervous I’ll be too weak for it. Plus, going back to 3 12s every week and working those long and miserable hours on my feet with a bunch of grouchy ass patients. I really like the whole unconscious patients thing, they haven’t got much room to talk back. The other thing I’m worried about with nursing is being able to even get through school. Sure, if Glenn can get through it, I imagine I can too. But how do I learn all those medications? The abnormal heart rhythms? The various symptoms and variations of diseases and their processes? In just four semesters? How do I manage all that in such a limited time? I’ve never been particularly good in school, and I’m lazy as all hell, with my “if you don’t know it by now, there’s no point in studying any more” bullshit mentality. I know I shouldn’t be like that with schooling that determines my career, but I can’t help myself but not give a shit. It’s been almost a week since registration for the summer opened up and I still haven’t signed up for a class. I don’t know how I’ll be paying for it either, with the lack of Florida prepaid left over at this point. I’ve only got 37 hours left, but thankfully only need 42 hours for this AA. Beyond that, I’m shit outta luck. 
I’m just not feeling the motivation for anything. I don’t know if it’s that I don’t feel motivation any more, or that I never felt it to begin with. I wasn’t motivated in middle school or high school, and certainly not the first time around in college classes. But I just don’t feel motivation to do things that I enjoy. It reminds me a lot of when I would come straight home from school and just sink into the couch to watch Netflix until late at night, without bothering to do much homework or any studying, much less any self care. I don’t have the motivation to shower every day, I don’t remember to brush my teeth every morning if I don’t go to work like normal, I never wear makeup and usually don’t brush my hair. I never eat breakfast or enjoy my coffee or wake up at the first alarm without snoozing. I don’t play videogames anymore, and I don’t have much interest in plants anymore. I don’t keep up with my part of house work and yet still get frustrated with Wyatt when he doesn’t do his part. I neglect my old passions and belongings. I don’t try. I don’t really care, even. I just feel so empty sometimes. I feel like I have a hole in my stomach, like I’ve tried to fill a void with hobbies and interests and food and friends, and nothing ever seems to work, or at least not for long. I’m not really depressed right now, but maybe it’s just that it’s grown into something different. Maybe this constant emptiness is my new form of deep sadness. I don’t cry a lot anymore, and I haven’t been suicidal in a couple months. Even when I have been sad lately, I’ve thought about the idea of suicide taking away the pain, but it just doesn’t feel like the right solution anymore.  I guess that’s a good thing, not wanting to die, even if I don’t really feel like I am living. I’m just so upset about everything all the time. I’m worried I’m too handsy and mean with the dogs. It breaks my heart every time I raise my hand to Lillie and she cowers, and I know that I’m the one who’s done that to her. I don’t beat her, but I’ve used my hands to train, and I know it’s wrong. I guess that makes me one of the bad guys. I hate myself for it, because I can’t control myself in the moment, I just see this blind rage and I lash out at the object of my anger, and then afterwards realize I was wrong in handling it the way I did. Do I even deserve these dogs? Sheppy paces out of boredom, and I’m worried Lillie will end up doing the same. They’re just so high energy, and I’m so not, I can’t motivate myself to take care of them the way I know they deserve. I hate myself sometimes. This is one of those moments where I wish I could just die, but I know I don’t want to. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I think I’ll schedule another appointment with Dr. Kim and talk it out with her. I really need help with Wyatt most of all. I’m worried about him, and I’m worried about the way I treat him. He absolutely deserves better than I’m giving him, but I couldn’t stand to lose him. He really is my whole world, but like with Lillie, when he aggravates me, I just lose all sense of right and wrong and just go with an aggressive and hateful base instinct of doing what I want. I’m trying to be better, but I feel like since I’ve stopped therapy, I’ve slid back some. I haven’t been so kind, patient, and forgiving. He deserves that much from me, when I know he does the same for me.
Anyway, at this point, I’m just rambling thoughts of things that have come to mind lately, and I think this is sufficient for the first journal post. If you’re a follower and you’ve made it this far, I’m so sorry for you, it was not worth it bud. But for me when I come back and read this later, be more forgiving to him. He didn’t mean it that way, he didn’t intend to make you feel like that, he didn’t mean to upset or bother you. Sometimes he’s just oblivious, and he still can’t read your mind. Give him the patience he deserves, and the love and support and acceptance he needs. Give more of yourself to him, don’t be selfish, share a little.
Cheers
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Your wish is my command!! 1: is there a boy/girl in your life? Yep! He's pretty great!2: think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? No. 3: what do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” super troopers. 4: what’s something you really want right now? To be off tomorrow. 5: are you afraid of falling in love? Not im the least. 6: do you like the beach? I love it!! 7: have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? Almost nightly i fall asleep on the couch with James sooo yes. 8: what’s the background on your cell? Lock screen is purple and teal sparkles, homescreen is floral. 9: name the last four beds you were sat on? Mine. ER bed at work. Moms guest bed. Uh...i dunno beyond that. 10: do you like your phone? Yeah i really do!! I have the note 8 and its awesome. 11: honestly, are things going the way you planned? For the most part, yep! 12: who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? Alex. I used to have her number and then got a new phone and lost all my contacts. Moral of that, if you had my # text me cause i dont have yours anymore. Except @car-one-responding 13: would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?Rotti.14: which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional. 15: would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Hmm.....both. 16: are you tired? Always. 17: how long have you known your 1st phone contact? Im going to go with first in my favorites which is my gramma, so literally my entire existance. 18: are they a relative? Yep. 19: would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? No. 20: when did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? 2 seconds ago. 21: if you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? Yep. 22: would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yep. 23: how many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? I have a watch on my left wrist and a hairtie on my right. I dont usually wear bracelets. 24: is there a certain quote you live by? "Que sera sera" (whatever will be will be.) And this too shall pass. My mom always told me que sera sera, and grams always says the other. 25: what’s on your mind? I dont wanna work tomorrow 😣 26: do you have any tattoos? Bro i have like 13. 27: what is your favorite color? Pink, teal. 28: next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Uno momento. 29: who are you texting? Nobody currently. 30: think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? Yep! 31: have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? Always. Trust your instict, kids. 32: do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Multiple! Love my guys. 33: do you think anyone has feelings for you? I would hope!34: has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yeah. 35: say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? Id probably punch him. 36: were you single on valentines day? Negative ghost rider. 37: are you friends with the last person you kissed? Smidge more than friends. 38: what do your friends call you? Lyn and Lyni are the common ones. 39: has anyone upset you in the last week? Yeah. 40: have you ever cried over a text? Yeah. 41: where’s your last bruise located? I dont currently have one but i had one a few days ago. 42: what is it from? From my dog. 43: last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Daily hah i need a vacation. 44: who was the last person you were on the phone with? Most likely my mother. 45: do you have a favourite pair of shoes? My teal chucks or my black and sparkly nikes. 46: do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? No. Pony tail/messy bun is my go to! 47: would you ever go bald if it was the style? I doubt it. 48: do you make supper for your family? Dinner. But some times! 49: does your bedroom have a door? Yes. 50: top 3 web-pages? Prob tumblr, facebook and my school website. 51: do you know anyone who hates shopping? A few hah 52: does anything on your body hurt? Right now, no for once. 53: are goodbyes hard for you? They can be.54: what was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Probably water. 55: how is your hair? Up in a pony tail. 56: what do you usually do first in the morning? Snooze my alarm. 57: do you think two people can last forever? Yes. 58: think back to january 2007, were you single? Uh, yes? 59: green or purple grapes? Purple. 60: when’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? Probably tomorrow before work. 61: do you wish you were somewhere else right now? Disneyland. 62: when will be the next time you text someone? Tomorrow. 63: where will you be 5 hours from now? Asleepin! 64: what were you doing at 8 this morning. Asleep!65: this time last year, can you remember who you liked? Lets not go there. 66: is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? My best friend. 67: did you kiss or hug anyone today? Yes. 68: what was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I was trying to figure out how to organize my ATI binder. I fell asleep instead hah 69: have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Who hasnt? 70: how many windows are open on your computer? Im on my phone. But firefox has 1 tab open. 71: how many fingers do you have? 10! 72: what is your ringtone? Thunderstruck-AC/DC 73: how old will you be in 5 months? 25! 74: where is your mum right now? I would guess at home in bed, but i dunno because that heathen ignored all my texts today. 75: why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? I was young and stupid and didnt know what love really was so i accepted less than i deserved and allowed him to control me and my life. 76: have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? Yes! 77: are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Some of them, yep! 78: do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? Year 7? As in 7th grade? No. 79: is there anyone you know with the name mike? My step dad! 80: have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?ast night. 81: how many people have you liked in the past three months? Uno! 82: has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? In the last 3 seconds is more accurate hahah 83: will you talk to the person you like tonight? Hes laying right next to me, so yes. 84: you’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with? My best friends. Theyre drunk too. We're all yelling. 85: if your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? They wouldn't be my bf/gf. 86: what was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? It was Black Panther and i called a lady a dumb bitch and got glared at sooo. 87: who was your last received call from? Random # 88: if someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? No. 89: what is something you wish you had more of? Money. But no i wouldnt burn a butterfly or any other animal. 90: have you ever trusted someone too much? Ooooh yeah. 91: do you sleep with your window open? Sometimes! 92: do you get along with girls? Some of them. 93: are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? No.94: does sex mean love? Oh no. 95: you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Nope. 96: have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? Yes. 97: did you sleep alone this week? Just when i took a nap the other day. 98: everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? Yes, my boyfriend. 99: do you believe in love at first sight? Nope.100: who was the last person that you pinky promise? My boyfriend.
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