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Here's some things about RS:

• He likes Star Wars (man oh man I LOVE CANON STAR WARS GRRRR) (Boushh my beloved <3)

• He likes to read

• He likes videogames

• Last year he had stuffies on the shelf, this year he didn't bring them back :( (Eeyore, Dumbo and a red panda, I liked to cuddle them)

• He likes Disney stuff

• Smart man, he's like me but without fixating on a topic for a long while

• Very unpredictable

• He looks like a "Discord/Reddit mod" and many people call him a pedophile because of this (he has never touched a child in his life, I promise, it's against his morals and "ethics") / he is still kinda pretty to me.... ^^

• Hates 1980s Hollywood racism (Short Round still carried Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom dude so shush) (also the writers were just ignorant and 7 year old me couldn't comprehend the concept of racism and ignorance so pleh)

• Dislikes physical touch (he hates hugs)

• Whenever you're tryna hide something he's gonna be all like teasing, it gets to the point he gives you that smirk.

• He gets angry a lot but he's also very... relaxed? I like it when he laughs and he jokes a lot

• Participated in the Academic Decathlon (I found the website where the results were published out of pure curiousness and he won a lot of them)

• Likes 80-90s pop (not saying it's bad but it's not superior to mine)

• Cannot draw for his life (EXCEPT a llama/ an alpaca.)

• Bro gives out strikes like a baseball game when people or the whole class starts misbehaving

• layers shirts

• kinda chubby (skinny all over except his stomach)

• also his stomach is fuzzy underneath his clothes (DO NOT ASK ME HOW I KNOW THAT.)

#teacher attachment #valealiz #allaboutRS #<3 #<333 #he is so pretty #grrrrr #is this anything

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Kinda reminds me of that one time I wore my (now thrown away) Pentathlon 2023 shirt and some short guero boy was like, "Oh hell nah, you're only wearing that to impress (RS.)" NO I'M NOT.

I was gushing to my friend that millers girl is on Netflix and she hit me with “are you going to watch it cause you think it’s a good movie or because you want to fuck Mr.G”

Like whatttt noooooo that's ridiculous

#teacher attachment

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I don't belong anywhere. Am I what I say I am?

#teacher attachment #vent post #vent #personal rant #i dont know anymore

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Real.

read up a bit on limerance and oh my god there's something so validating and invalidating about finding out what you're feeling isn't real love but also that you're not crazy

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"If only you'd focus on your work (as much as you focus on me.)"

if he knew how much i think about him he'd file a restraining order

#teacher attachment

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hey don't do that

teacher attachment is okay until you’re not their favorite student

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Vent // look at tags for tw

I just wanna be reasonable but in reality I just look like a whiny kid for wanting to be treated nicely, and if not nicely then with respect.

"Oh, don't correct my way of teaching, it's RUDE!"

"Attitude! Nuh uh, you have attitude."

Or he looks at me weird.

Probably more but my head keeps blocking out everything because I started crying myself to sleep earlier today.

I just wanna move on and do stuff with my life that's actually of importance. He's just holding me back. Everyone is, really. I wanted to be a child prodigy since I was like 6, but it'll never look good on an adult, all grown up. All I've ever done in middle school is fawn over him, get disappointed, fawn over him, have an emotional breakdown, fawn over him- you get the gist. He's scary to talk to because it feels like anything I do like being in his general presence makes him uncomfortable, whereas for RS he just sees me as a great fucking nuisance that'll never achieve anything in my life. So what if he's right? I've spent my whole life wishing I were dead until I participated in so many other things like the Academic Pentathlon and when I met RS. He's just some asshole now who keeps being an over the top, impatient and whiny fucking excuse for a teacher.

Also fuck off if you assume you have a reason to harass me because I'm delusional. So what if I'm mentally ill, deranged or possibly even neurodivergent? You're supposed to send sick people to the doctor, not to a public execution. Have some common sense and decency. THANK YOU.

Thanks for reading if you got this far, I'm just so tired.

- Vale

#teacher attachment #vent post #vent #rant post #rant #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui ideation

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reblog if you're aspec and FUCKING VALID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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By the way, let me reiterate I don't like him romantically or any other shape way or form, I'd be disgusted if he attempted to groom me. This statement was made because of how confused I was with how I felt about him. Everyone keeps thinking I want to screw him or whatever when in reality it's a mixed dose of teacher attachment and (burnt out) academic validation. Do not get the two confused. I'm probably going to stop tagging my stuff under "teacher crush" when barely anyone cares and don't relate or find anything interesting about it at all. But it also can't be under the "ace" or "aro" tags because "OH WELL IT'S ROMANTIC" or "nsfw blogs are following you" (the latter is the only valid one, and I've told people to not interact.) It's attachment and it's just a phase and that's what it'll ever be. Nothing more than that.

Do I love him like a father or do I love him like a husband?

#teacher attachment

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By the way, let me say this for the people in the back, DO NOT INTERACT, BLOCK ME AND SCROLL if you're a purely NSFW page ESPECIALLY IF YOU POST TEACHER X STUDENT NSFW! If you're an ED tumblr page then it's meh... I just don't wanna see NSFW stuff on teacher crush tags or attachment tags 'cause it's generally filled with minors (me too.)

Also for the love of God stop asking to tag my stuff differently, I get it, but to the person who practically convinced me to disable anonymous asks, you don't have to be giving a whole sermon about it. Just tell me to stop and move on. I am intellectually mature but not emotionally in a sense, especially since one of my triggers is being scolded or humiliated which basically makes me look like a manchild. Again, just block me and move on.

Also I've disabled the ability to do anonymous asks at the moment, it genuinely makes me uncomfortable not knowing who is saying what to me. Hopefully it doesn't make it less of a safe space for y'all because I genuinely care about you guys.

- Vale

#teacher attachment #dni #just block and move on

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Reblog if you want one of these in your ask box:

•A compliment

•A story

•Why you follow me

•A cute message

•One thing you want to tell me

•One thing you want to know about me

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I don't know why vaping and smoking is so normalized in the coquette aesthetic to be honest. Your lungs are pink, girlie, don't make 'em turn grey.

#coquette #aesthetic #teacher attachment #teacher crush #tcc tumblr #tccblr #tc community #valealiz #humor #joke post #/hj but also /srs

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:(

GUYS. Please. Teacher crush or not, it doesn't matter. E-mail your teachers now. If they ever helped you in any way, ever made you feel better about yourself, even if you just kind of enjoyed their lessons or just noticed they put some effort into their lessons. PLEASE tell them. Yes, it might be awkward doing that out of the blue, it may be weird if you've never talked to them before, it may cost some energy and time. But it doesn't have to be much. And it will be worth it.

Two months ago a former professor of mine died. He was amazing and I cried a lot when he went to another school. I sent him an e-mail, wished him all the best and told him he will be missed. I'm glad I did, because that was the last time we ever talked. Shortly before he died I had the chance to listen to him give a presentation online one last time. I was so happy to see him again and really wanted to e-mail him afterwards, but I never did, I don't know why. And now I'll never be able to.

Please. E-mail them, write a letter, tell them, whatever. Just let them know their efforts mean something to you.

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Counting Sheep - The Crane Wives 🍰🎧

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

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Can I have a hug? Please? :(

#teacher attachment #tcc tumblr #tccblr #teacher crush #tc community #valealiz #yeah most of these tags is for the tc girlies who need sum wholesome stuff #wholesome #fluff #fluffy #cute stuff #<3 #male teacher crush #why do i do this to myself

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PLEASE.

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freder x josaphat thing that started out as a very rough and quick valentine's day sketch but i just couldn't stop adding to it