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Ghost in his natural habitat

#call of duty #ghost simon riley #cod #cod mw2 #simon ghost riley #ghost #ghost cod #ghost cosplay #call of duty cosplay #cosplay #cosplayer #simon riley cosplay #simon riley

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Johnny with a smirk: Wanna play a game of chicken?

Ghost going down on one knee, taking out a ring: Sure.

#they are married #ghost waited for the perfect moment to know when johnny wouldn't be able to say no #call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #cod #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #ghostsoap #cod mw2 #ghoap #ghoap fluff #soap mw2 #john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley

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Johnny clinging onto Ghost while being drunk

Gaz: You good, Ghost?

Ghost ignoring it: Yeah, just let him be. He gets touch starved whenever he's drunk.

Johnny with a slurred voice: Who is my biggest boy?

Ghost dryly: I am.

Gaz, blinking slowly: I might throw up.

#ghost actually loves this behaviour #johnny loves ghost #gaz hates both /j #call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #cod #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #ghostsoap #cod mw2 #gaz mw2 #kyle gaz garrick #gaz call of duty #johnny soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #ghoap #ghoap fluff

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name: whatever

age: 25+ y/o

pronouns: he/him (they/them is fine too)

fandom: cod

other interests: gaming, webcomics, manga, anime, conventions, writing, youtube (fooster, insym, gronkh and more), art, music (lots of punk)

my ask is open.

my cod fanfics:

1. Scared of the Dark [completed]: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48170800/chapters/121474507

2. In my Scope [on going]: https://archiveofourown.org/works/50164864/chapters/132591490

3. One Shot, Letter to Johnny [completed]: https://archiveofourown.org/works/55109887

instagram for cosplay photos:

https://www.instagram.com/whatev_i_guess?igsh=MTNtNDdkb2F5bms3

anonymous questions link (answered on ig):

https://ngl.link/whatev_i_guess1

#info post #who am i #where am i #ask whatever #will edit as needed #call of duty #soapghost #cod #ghost x soap #ghostsoap #ao3 fanfic #fanfic

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Ghost at the gym: Need a spotter, Johnny?

Soap nervously: Ah dinnae think ah kin focus with ye as mah spotter.

Ghost: Then look at my face and not at my balls, dickhead.

#i just think johnny would look everywhere but Ghost's face #or his mask so to speak #ghost will help nonetheless #he actually doesn't mind johnny staring at all #call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #cod #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #cod mw2 #ghostsoap #simon ghost riley #johnny soap mactavish #ghoap #ghoap fluff

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Ghost: Do you ever feel like a touch can hurt?

Soap: Of course it can. Sometimes it burns, sometimes it pulls out more than you can give. But sometimes a touch can lay softly on your skin and embrace you in a warmth that isn't comparable to anything else.

Ghost reaching out: I hope my touch will never pain you.

Soap leaning into Ghost's hand: How could it ever hurt? All you give me is love, Lt. And I will give it back to you a hundred times more until I die.

#i am so soft for them #imagine they have serious conversations and johnny reassures ghost that he is enough #and that he isn't doing anything wrong #johnny tries to heal ghost the same he gets healed by his lieutenant #call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #cod #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #ghostsoap #cod mw2 #simon riley #simon ghost riley #johnny soap mactavish #mw2

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My baby ghost from @/z-nth (@/zyphenth on Twitter) arrived and now he can judge my everyday move!

#call of duty #cod mw2 #ghost simon riley #cod #my life with ghost kitty #ghost kitty #he judges me all the time

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Soap: What if we grow old together?

Ghost: I don't think we will live this long, Johnny.

Soap chuckling: Come on, don't be a downer. We can still dream, right?

Ghost staring at Johnny's urn: There is nothing left to dream about... All I have are nightmares.

#in my feels #most nights he wakes up crying and shaking #he dreams about Johnny every night #seeing the love of his life die again and again #soapghost #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #call of duty #ghost x soap #cod #ghostsoap #cod mw2

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Soap snuggling into Ghost

Ghost: You're not giving me a lot of space.

Soap: Do you need space?

Ghost: ...not from you.

Soap: We will talk again when I kick you out of bed in my sleep. (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

#call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #cod #ghostsoap #cod mw2

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Demon!Ghost: Your soul tastes bitter. Soap: Then stop nibbling on it... Demon!Ghost: But I am hungry. And you know what they say: Beggars can't be choosers. (╹��╹ )

#this is more funny in german #in german the saying goes “When in need the devil eats flies.” #this really isn't funny #i don't know i just think about my demon au a lot recently #i think that would be their kind of interactions #call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #cod #ghostsoap #cod mw2 #incorrect quotes

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My partner made photo cards of my babes for me LOL can we all appreciate the effort pls

#call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #cod #cod mw2 #photo card #diy

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TW: Panic Attack, social anxiety

Ghost decides to go to the supermarket alone during their leave. Because he wants to do something for Johnny while he is still asleep. And because he can do it if he sets his mind to it. He leaves a short note, steps outside and walks down the road of their little town. He breathes in and out calmly behind his face mask.

When he steps into the supermarket a cool breeze brushes against his skin. He looks around. There are more people than expected. But it's okay. He can handle this much.

He takes a basket and starts gathering what he needs for his planned breakfast. Almost done, just a little bit longer. He only has to endure it a tad longer. He reaches for a glass of pickles but when someone walks past him, screeching, laughing with a friend, he flinches and his hand loosens the grip. The glass crashes to the floor, pickles, liquid and glass spreading beneath him.

And when he looks up they stare. All the eyes look at him, their glance piercing through his walls. They make sure that he knows what a disgrace he is. That he isn't worth anything. He is useless, doesn't even deserve to enjoy a calm morning if he doesn't work for it.

His view gets distorted when he starts to feel dizzy. His chest hurts, his heart races against his skin, making it move. He can feel it. Air stops filling up his lungs while he crouches down, grabs into his shirt and tries to take a breath.

They don't stop, they still stare. They judge him. Judging him for the miserable man he is, sitting on a dirty supermarket floor and trying to make himself invisible.

"Don't touch him!"

A familiar voice fills the air around him, he hears people murmuring but can't understand a word. And when two strong arms wrap around him and press his head against a broad and calming chest he can only hear one specific voice speaking to him.

"Simon, it's okay. I'm here, I am with you. You're going to be okay. Nothing and no one will hurt you. You're not alone anymore. It's okay, love. You're okay."

And while his tears stop falling he clenches onto the arms, hides his face and finally starts to breathe again.

"Why didn't you wake me up, love?" Johnny asks quietly into his ear.

"Wanted to make you breakfast," Ghost says, his voice cracking.

He hears a light chuckle. "You're so sweet, Simon. Thank you for trying, love. Now, let's get you back home, hm?"

Simon nods tiredly and gets up, their fingers intertwined. Next time he will ask Johnny to join him. Maybe he isn't strong enough yet. And maybe it's okay to give himself some more time to adjust. Because with Johnny he never needed to be strong in the first place.

#i love hurt ghost x caring johnny with all my heart #social anxiety #tw: panic attack #soapghost #call of duty #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #cod #ghostsoap #cod mw2 #fanfic

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Soap: I think we should move in together during our leaves.

Ghost: Don't you think it's too early?

Soap: We are dating for 2 years already, Si. If you want we can wait longer but I don't know if you will ever feel ready for it.

Ghost: I know. It's just... I am scared, Johnny. I am scared that someday I have to go home to a place that's too big for one. How will I be able to manage if you won't be there with me then?

Soap: This will never happen, Simon. I will always stay by your side.

Ghost: You can't know that... Everyone left me in one way or another.

#he is scared to lose the only person he ever was able to love romantically #call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #cod #ghostsoap #cod mw2 #cod mw3 #johnny mactavish #simon ghost riley

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Soap over his mic: Do you remember that one time when we almost died during a mission and you had to carry me out?

Ghost: Johnny, where are you?!

Soap: I think this time it won't turn out so good, Si.

Ghost: Johnny, I am almost with you! Give me your exact coordinates!

Soap: When you carry my body out of here later, I hope I'm still in one piece. I want you to take my tags and burn me.

Ghost: Fuck, Johnny! Stay with me, d'ya hear?! I'm not ready to lose you yet! I will get you out of there again! I will always get you out!

Soap: ...

Ghost: Johnny?!

Simon: Johnny, please. You can't do this to me! I don't have anything left... when you leave me too.

#call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #ghostsoap #cod #cod mw2 #cod mw3 #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #ghoap

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i don't want people to read my fanfic because of numbers i just want to blab to them about every headcanon that's going on inside my head.

(sorry)

#call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #ghostsoap #cod #cod mw2 #ao3 fanfic #fanfic #fanfiction #ao3fic #ao3 writer #ao3

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Soap: It's Valentine's Day!

Ghost: What?

Soap: Don't tell me you don't know what that is.

Ghost: I do know, but why would I care?

Soap punches him gently into the shoulder: Because for the first time in your life you're not a sad single boy.

Ghost: We can change that...

Soap: How dare you-

Ghost chuckles fondly before he kisses Johnny

#he doesn't care but if johnny does he will too #they are soft #and alive for today #they are in love #call of duty #soapghost #ghost simon riley #soap mctavish #ghost x soap #ghostsoap #cod #cod mw2 #happy vday

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NIOOO AHHHHHGHHH I CLICKED ON YOUR STORY ‘IN MY SCOPE’ AND I DIDNT READ THAT IT WAS CHAPER 12 ANS NOT CHAPTER 1 AND IT WAS SO INTERESTING AND THEN I GOT TO THE END AND I SAW IT WAS CHAPTER 12 IM SO SORRY, I FEEL LIKE I DISRESPECTED YOUR WORK BY READING THE LAST CHAPTER FIRST, HOLY CRAP IM SO SO SORRY, I NEED YOUR CONFIRMATION TO CONTINUE READING THE STORY, I FEEL SO DAMN ASHAMED.

Hello!! Please feel free to read the story however you like! LOL it's okay if you accidentally read chapter 12 first (it's kind of a filler chapter, don't worry, you didn't spoiler yourself too much ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡).

Thank you for wanting to enjoy my story from beginning to end hehe (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

#ask whatever