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^ Robert Plant

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Ok, enough with this nonsense! David will you please come back and pick me up? I’m done waiting, I don’t like here and I miss you, so hurry up!

#i miss you #david bowie #the dope duchess waiting for her thin white duke #starman david bowie #the thin white duke #where are you #hurry up #I’m done waiting! #the dope duchess #come and pick me up #please save me

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About to do a shot after a long time. Gosh I’ve missed this bitch so much.

#addiction #heroin girl #iv #nodsquad #golden brown #life is hard when you’re a junkie #problems of a heroin addict #girls who shoot up

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David Bowie - Moonage Daydream documentary

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Registering is the best part… 🤍

*never use alone

#nodsquad #video post #heroin girl #shooting up #harm reduction #golden brown #addiction #junkie business #mature content #block don’t report #never use alone #iv #narcan #girls who shoot up #registering #slamming dope #the needle and the damage done #injecting #stay safe

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2024 be like…

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You'd rather what sir????? Holy fucking shit

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Ana &Mia

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Twitter is wishing me happy birthday. Another year has passed, but nothing much has changed…

#happy birthday #problematique’s adventures #twitter #depressing shit #personal #crying alone #nodsquad #another leap around the sun #fuck me #ugh

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So…I’ve been to the psychiatrist a few days ago and he suggested that I should go to rehab. Can you imagine? Me in rehab? I said no. Like, thank you but no thank you. He said he knows a couple of places he can recommend, and also that the standard period of stay is a year. But I can’t even project it in my own mind! Being away for a whole year…and who’s gonna tell my bf? Or my family and coworkers? Nonono. I’m not ready for this kind of trauma. The doctor also said something so wild and unexpected that I started laughing with no control! Just like that. We were talking about the dangers of opiates addiction and he said: “have you tried not to use heroin?”. At first I was like, what? Is this man serious?

Then I laughed. I laughed because heroin is maybe the most addictive substance around, there are tons of programs and structures specifically designed for treating this problem and still, many people don’t make it through. So this man, with a certified degree, had the audacity to ask me if I have ever tried not to use heroin?! Wow! Never thought of that! Thanks! 😑

#personal #addiction #problematique’s adventures #problems of a heroin addict #therapy session #psychiatrist #addiction is no joke #they try to make me go to rehab but I say no no no #life is hard when you’re a junkie #borderline personality disorder #i’m so tired #harm reduction #nodsquad #I just want to overdose and die #high level of stress #how can I make it stop #goodbye