yearning-rambles

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my lover asked me

“do you love me?”

and i said yes of course

“would you kill for me?”

i would move heaven and earth for you

“would you kill for me?”

i would repeat life one thousand times just to see you

“would you kill for me?”

my lover asks me one final time

and i sigh

we both know the answer

i would lay two thousand bodies at you feet, if you asked me

yes

i would kill for you

#spilled thoughts #poetry #poem #macbeth is baby girl coded i don’t make the rules #BUT OH OH #to be completely devoted to someone to the point of blindness #they (macbeths) we’re kind of a power couple for that #poems on tumblr #original poem #short poem #love poem?

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“you were brought to be by fate”

“something like that”

“it was exactly like that

it was destiny

all our actions

the good

the bad

and the loathsome

all led us here”

“i love the way your brain works”

#THE BOY IS POETING AGAIN #somebody sedate me like SIR????????? #he’s so so sweet #spilled thoughts #poetry #rambles #poem #poems on tumblr #original poem #short poem #love poem #love

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oh this is a fun prompt :)

i think my love language is a subtle version of just about everything. i love leaving small things for my friends, i love making sure they know im listening, i love pet names!! i think i use babe and honey more platonically that i do anything else. but i find myself incapable of making my love known in a larger way. something that im working on though!

as for feeing seen i think its of the same. i dont need grad gestures, but attentiveness in conversation, small acts of intimacy, ect. im not really one for big love, id much rather small doses of affection <33

very curious to know what everyone's love languages are & what the best way to make you feel seen by someone is

#cute prompt!! #love laguages #writting #writers on tumblr #not poetry but close enough

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me spamming my mutals notifs after being away for two (2) days: it aint much but its honest work

#shout of to my mutuals yall are perfect and ily<3333

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you were so kind

we were one in the same

strangers in a new place

i felt comforted by your seemingly unconditional acceptance

disregarded your unprofessionalism

but this?

your sudden change in seemingly no time

were you always like this?

had i always been blind?

i trusted you with so much

#feeling resentful and hurt and free all at the same time #rough week lads #there is a light at the end of the tunnel i swear on my life there is #spilled thoughts #poetry #rambles #poem #poems on tumblr #original poem #short poem

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can't stay in touch / don't know how

with singed fingertips / baked in regret

may the first few days / ruin you

and the rest / renew us all

□

#:( #im awful at keeping up with old and far away friends #i’m trying to get better though

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these sheets wrap around me

like a lover's pair of arms, and

these pillows cradle my head

into the waves of breathing

that break against their chest;

yes, i think i could sleep in

a little while longer here.

#oh what bliss to wake up next to a lover only to fall back asleep comfortably #<33 #poetblr #sfsolstice #poem #poetry #solstie my beloved <333333

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there’s walls against the interstate again

i’m almost home and almost old

there’s a familiarity with every heavy breath

nostalgia cradle me

before i’m broken by the change

#spilled thoughts #poetry #rambles #poem #poems on tumblr #the wall thing is hella weird and super specific but in more southern states neighborhoods that lie against interstates have walls to #separate them idk maybe it’s a northern thing too but i have yet to see it; so interstate walls feel oddly like home to me #it’s muggy here #i had almost forgotten #original poem #short poem

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this is different.

do you see what you’re doing to me?

do you feel the same pull that i do?

don’t tell me i’m imagining

don’t wake me up from the dream

where your hand is locked in mine

and my nose fits perfectly

in the crook of your neck.

so what if i’m a dreamer?

i’ve been a realist for too long.

our eyes match,

i can’t help but wonder,

could our souls do the same?

#happy one year anniversary to this poem!! #spilled thoughts #poetry #rambles #poem #poems on tumblr #original poem #short poem #love poem #love #figured i should maybe post an actual poem

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the euphoria of finally being able to paint my nails again

#i started working in a bake shop/coffee roasters a couple of months ago and painted nails is a big no no #but i’m going on vacation! so my emo art nails are back #it’s made me a lot happier than i thought it would

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the beast has been slain (i finally finished the myth of sisyphus)

#so proud of you for beating syphilis <333

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my life currently is being held together by a very long and meticulous to-do list as well as two (2) pieces of scotch tape ultra clear

#been a busy lil guy recently #would be a damn shame if i were to say slip into a light coma for two weeks #tbh a light coma sounds so nice rn #not poetry but lil life update

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I really like you

gasp! a confession of love? i’m very flattered anon :0 i appreciate the kindness of such a simple sentence <33333

#/hj lmao #any confession is a confession of love if your ego is big enough

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I come from a long line of people with something wrong with them

#me after talking to my grandpa and bonding over being unaffected by caffeine and disliking clothes with weird textures #me after bonding with my cousin over not getting sarcasm unless it’s explicitly stated #me after hearing my dad talk about his childhood😬 #the women in my family just find the most Fucked Up Little Guys and are like “yeah let’s procreate” #not doing anything to stop the cycle by dating the most adhd (autistic? we still haven’t found out) guy around #what can i say we’re full of Fucked Up Little Guys

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i miss the sun on days like these

though i suppose it rained back home too

it felt different

it wasn’t cold

i miss you in days like these

and i think of myself running into your arms

as you sweep me from the ground into a hug

like you used to.

i think of what thomas said to me the day i left

“we’ve known each other for six years.

i’ll miss you.

give me a call now and then”

i hadn’t realized that we grew up together

i felt as though i had truly only known him that year.

i haven’t called him though

he never gave me his number

i do think about it though.

#rainy days make me home sick i’m afraid #visiting soon #but i’m scared it won’t be the same #or something like that #spilled thoughts #poetry #rambles #poem #poems on tumblr #original poem #short poem

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your notes on my post are so kind, thank you so much

:D!!!!! you’re the gut puncher!!!! your poem was so so lovely, i was just thinking about a similar thing this morning! it made me smile :)

#omgggg stahp this made me so so happy #like kicking my legs and twirling my hair rn hehe

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“i’ve been busy! i haven’t really sat down to play very much anymore”

and it sort of hits me

i remember hiding in my room for weeks

piles and piles of songs in my wake

and it sort of hits me

i’ve been so caught in my everyday

i’ve forgotten to take care of my soul

and it sort of hits me

that i’m no longer twelve

i can’t hide in my room like i used to

i leave in a year

i haven’t played guitar in two months

and it’s the longest silence i’ve had

#GROWING UP SUCKS #i can already feel my senioritis coming up on me #fr not stoked to be an adult #like i’ll be able to vote in this next election #I DONT WANNA DO THAT D: #oh twelve how i wronged you so #i’m so so sorry baby i didn’t mean to call you cringe i wasn’t thinking come back to me i miss you #sending my childhood a “u up” text as we speak #oh yeah anyways i should probs so like some real tags #poetry #or whatever