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Yumemi rafting somewhere 'w' Maybe I do proper colouring/detailing on it someday, maybe not~ The cross in the sky is the probability space hypervessel

#drawing #fanart #touhou #yumemi okazaki

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Drew a little self-insert comic 'w' Very meta~

#drawing #own art #comic

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I like the way you think 'w' Inspiring

my vision

#touhou #good

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These two trying to spread their religion 'w' "I would love to have a chuuni gardener. Say, how would you like to become a clay slave- I mean a member of our non-sus community?"

#drawing #fanart #touhou #keiki haniyasushin #youmu konpaku #mayumi joutouguu

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Working on this lil piece 'w' Spoiler alert, iirc in WBaWC the plot goes something like Keiki and Mayumi stuffing human souls into terracotta dolls in order to "save" them. Ever since then I've always pictured them as weird cult-leader types.

Mini-Keiki is there to reference the colours and stuff, Yoom and Mayoom are easy to remember since I draw the former all the time and the latter is just yellow. The sketch-work is lazy, yes ^^

#touhou #sketch #art wip

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stolen knowledge

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Drew these two cringelords 'w' Whenever something becomes forgotten in the real world, it pops up in Gensokyo, hence why the swag~

#drawing #fanart #touhou #youmu konpaku #yuyuko saigyouji

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Non-art related post, I just want to ramble. Trigger warning: the usual ones, gender, trauma, death angst, yadda yadda.

Aging scares me. I'm 28, now it ain't that old, but I'm not a teenager anymore either. But is that bad? Life sucked when I was teen. I sucked. I managed to admit to my therapist I'm trans like a year ago and that felt like such a huge achievement. And being able to say that is huge for me, I grew up in a rural-Alabama level ultra-conservative area, healing from some 18 years of that cancer is good. Even if it takes a long time it's good, and my life is slowly but surely improving as a result.

It's just frustrating, a cis person can go like "yup I'm a girl" since they're a child and nobody questions that but it takes me till nearly 30 to even admit to that. But that's not true either, gender roles are cancer for the cis too, dysphoria is just one of the many ways to suffer. But as a cisn't, it's the one I have to deal with.

I don't know why being seen as a guy hurts so bad. What even is a woman? A miserable little pile of secrets? What does it matter, just put on the skirt and move on. But it ain't that simple. "Who am I" might be a meaningless question in the grand scheme of things, but for my life it's important. And my life makes up 100% of my time, so I guess for me it's pretty reasonable to worry about such questions.

It's a short life. If for me the path that brings the most fullfillment is embracing the binary, embracing being a grill, maybe that's fine? Like when I'm an 80-year old grandma and some young whippersnapper asks "what did you even do with your life", I guess being able to say "I lived as a woman and I'm gonna die as a woman, despite their best efforts", it's good enough for me

#trans #ramblings

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Did an improved comms sheet 'w' Dropped the sketch price a little, hooray for sales promotion~ Will do oc's, furries, anything that isn't super NSFW

#drawing #fanart #touhou #sketch #commissions #commissions open

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Does the easter bunny lay the eggs or is she just a theif?

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lonesome werewolf

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It came to me in a dream

#drawing #fanart #pokemon #shitpost #personal #treasures of area zero

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Guys, aunt Yolo fucked up her finances and needs to magic some $300 to pay the bills ^u^; So taking commissions, my first time doing them in fact~ Will do OCs, furry, things that aren't super NSFW.

So send a message about what you want and I'll send a PayPal invoice to your email when I next happen to check tumblr (you don't need to have PayPal account yourself, just a regular credit/debit card) 'w' If you can't afford to splurge money rn I very much get it, that's why I'm doing comms in the first place. But please reblog and like if you still want to support the good cause. Bring up the topic unprompted in dinner conversations. Ask random telemarketers "have you commissioned yolo tho???" I'll close the comms sometime after $300. Any leftover money will go to booze and other assorted sins. Thank you and have a nice night.

#drawing #sketch #commissions #commissions open

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Sex joke warning, if those make you piss and shit in terror please avert thine innocent eyes 'w'

It's just Marisa being her usual romantic self~ ^^

#drawing #fanart #touhou #marisa kirisame #patchouli knowledge

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transvestigation!

#drawing #fanart #touhou #trans #toyosatomimi no miko #mononobe no futo

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Wait, if I'm a trans woman who's into guys, does that mean I'm straight? I would like to apologize to the gays for ironically calling people 'homos' over the years, I don't have the pass after all 'w';

#I mean technically I'd class myself as biromantic hetero(?)sexual #idk #I'm like 28 #well whatever #that's today's “meet the artist behind the arts” -segment #thanks for tuning in