#2k19 you were...wow

[disco-cola]

ok i need to rant again. when i was actually ON THE TRIP almost exactly 4 years ago (again, it was an educational trip organized thru a berlin based socialist youth organization) I literally had NOOO IDEA about palestine, like yeah I have heard the name before sometimes but I thought it existed CENTURIES AGO like no fucking joke I will admit this. in Germany they don’t teach you about this in school or in the media, ESPECIALLY due to germanys history, world war two and the holocaust you carry a sort of blame that’s passed on from generation to generation - it’s only been like 80 years too it might sound long ago but it really isn’t. you think oh israel is the jewish state and it has to be right after all germany did to jewish people, no further questions asked. before i never ever educated myself bc when I got old enough to watch and understand news that did involve Palestine, like in 2k14 i remember Gaza was big on the news with violent images and I was horrified just believing everything i heard and saw i distinctly remember googling where is Gaza bc i saw footage on the news and being scared but downright relieved when i saw its not close to germany (dumb) and I just believed the reports on tv. i didnt really use the internet then as much, i had no social media except Facebook and this blog at that point. Man I was 17 and in high school i didnt care for anything outside my small bubble bc I didn’t have to, being a privileged western child. So fast forward to late 2k19 in the project i was still hanging out at at the time we got the offer for the „israel travel“ and a lot of people wanted to go and I literally just succumbed to peer pressure imma be so honest. Everyone wanted to go so I did too, i didn’t wanna stay home. i just thought ohh i have not flown since 2003 and 300 euros for a two week trip i can actually afford this too for fckn once and there were too many people interested and too little spots so there was a Tombola and my name got drawn so that was literally the reason I went. And i usually pride myself with very good memory and recollection but those two weeks are honestly a BLUR to me like idk if it was the stress and excitement of the traveling itself but i wish i sometimes had listened more carefully, had already known what I know now and been able to ask more questions and watch and listen more closely. we did stay with Arab guest families in tamra for a week of the trip, the other half in Tel Aviv (i got wasted with the hostel staff after having to be freed aka 2 doors kicked down in my room the first evening we were there bc the doorhandle in the bathroom broke i was in trauma and then was mutuals on ig with the hostels chef until 2k21 when israel bombed gaza and there were also rockets from Gaza to Tel Aviv in response and he turned out to be Zionist so I unfollowed then) and then for the last few days we were staying in two air bnbs in jerusalem. We celebrated new years in haifa with a Christian Arab family that invited us. we did visit a kibbutz on New Year’s Day bc someone from our groups grandma was living there since 48 (yep back then i just thought oh wow that’s amazing now I would view this a lot more critically) which also got us an exclusive guide around the kibbutz which was just on the border to lebanon and seeing the bunkers was eerie but I understand it now that I got into the history involving Lebanon too. we visited several museums like ghetto fighters and yad vashem. which dont get me wrong im glad we did, it’s an important part of history. it was a „both side“ experience and I literally didn’t even realize there was a Palestinian side to it then. Like genuinely it wasn’t really made clear how this all came to be Israel. They showed us a map pre-1948 vs. now but how did it get so big i didnt know. What zionists are. What settlements are. What the IDF is (by now let’s just call it IOF) I just remember the second day in Tel Aviv someone told us israel has only existed since 1948 and I was like lol what like baffled how new it actually is. Dude it’s the first time I heard about that.

It was only a few months after the trip that i one day randomly started to read up on the history, like literally starting out on kids websites bc growing up i only ever just heard „it’s complicated“ making it seem like the „middle east conflict“ as they liked to call it was sooo hard to understand and you had to be sooo smart and diplomatic to have an opinion on it. and after reading up suddenly stuff I saw but didn’t question on the trip started to make sense. The huge checkpoint we went through going into jerusalem, our car full of Germans basically being waved right through without any control while i saw other cars being emptied out completely by heavily armed soldiers. We took a teen girl from Tamra to Jerusalem with us bc she liked to come along and then there were problems suddenly with BOTH our air bnb apartments and we asked the staff if we could accommodate our suitcases somewhere and just go explore the old city instead of waiting around blocking the entire lobby. first they said no you have an Arab with you (I didn’t even understand what they meant by that) then came around and let us do it after all at least. Dude she was literally a 15 yr old like 5‘3“ teenage girl. Why one of the guys from our group was detained and questioned at the airport for like 3 hours because he was born in Syria (had a German pass tho but anyway). And when we wanted to travel back the group guide prepped us for questioning and made sure we all had straight answers which I also didn’t understand the reason for - I wasn’t one of the people being asked questions but someone did truthfully tell Airport staff what we did during our stay and that we spent a week with Arab guest families and after that several suitcases SEEM to have been rummaged through (and I know bc I packed mine soooo neatly bc I bought baklava on the market the day before to bring my family and it was smashed like flattened) we did get into a storm when changing flights in Istanbul so idk maybe the suitcases really were just thrown around but for real it wouldn’t surprise me if they did control us after that.

Anyway I posted stories throughout the trip to my ig back then and just went with the first location tag that was suggested to me and looking back now, it’s all „…, israel“ when i was actually on occupied land (tel aviv jaffa haifa akka…) and I HATE IT ☺️ I can’t change it back now obviously. I don’t wanna delete the stories from my highlight tho, even tho it does make me feel kinda guilty, bc i see it as part of my journey. Quite literally. I honestly wish I could teleport back now being more educated about the situation and ask more questions, talk to more Palestinian people (like the guest families). Would I do such a trip again? Not as long as the destination on the ticket is called only israel. I genuinely hope I can visit Palestine again tho someday. But this time for real real.

#i also bought into the „roger waters is an antisemite bs before this 🤦‍♀️ #we even visited a STATELESS family in golan heights #and a UN base at the border to Syria #like we got AROUND I should have taken actual NOTES #i really regret that

[longeyelashedtragedy]

this has been the most wild fuckin year so let’s do a Year in Review shall we

in terms of internet and fandom life, that is. my real life has been atrociously boring but who cares about real life amirite folx

january probably the only calm month of the year.  i spent the first day of the month watching the brazilian inauguration in burgos, spain with one headphone in, while ordering for my family in a restaurant where nobody spoke english (my sister speaks decent spanish, but my whole family has like 8194814 food restrictions so it kind of went past her level of ability). translating between spanish and english with portuguese in one year was kind of awesome. i watched bodyguard and it was amazing!  what else...in january i briefly owned the issue of spanish GQ with Luka on the cover which i then forgot about until november. other than that...? nada.  the calm before the storm. (fav music)

february was so long ago that i keep forgetting how insane its 28 days were.  probably the wildest month of the year really. i got involved in an absolutely batshit and exclusive group chat with a famous person’s family member (which must remain confidential). it was all sunshine and rainbows for a week and a half and it then devolved into the most absolutely insane Lord of the Flies situation ever--it turned into 1 main chat and then 1 chat that was less puritanical than the main chat, and that chat spawned another chat that didn’t trust the previous chat, and then that chat had a massive argument and a like 6-person bitchy chat modded by a gay guy who does voodoo (shoutout to ALCIDES) spawned from that one.  i made it into every level of group chat and was asked by the tiny bitchy chat to spy on the other bitchy chat (i did not lol). i was a member of the tiny bitchy chat until i got a new phone and was logged out of whatsapp for like a month.  these words can’t even convey what this chat was like--oh and did i mention it was all conducted in only my 3rd-best language? it’s no wonder my weird ass survived middle school almost entirely unscathed.  as this was winding down, on the very last day of the month, I found out about Justin’s involvement in the SNC-Lavalin scandal and decided to go public about my years-long boner for him; Lavscam definitely changed the course of the rest year ~ Oh, also i began helping to repair a friendship that had had some Drama go down so that was p cool ~ (fav music)

march was a Time. The insanity of lavscam helped me finally finish the macdeau I started writing the previous December when a bunch of tungelr people called me disgusting for writing it.  i wrote my first straight-up serious explicit porn in years which has wound up being the third-longest thing i’ve ever published on ao3. Also, Hozier released Wasteland, Baby! which made a huge impact on me as well.  i spent like half of march staying up till 3:30 am writing said Long Fic, and i was firmly in the closet about stanning manu. also justin almost got a vote of no confidence or something and he got busted for eating a chocolate bar during a parliamentary all-nighter.  (fav music)

in april i wrote a ton of fanfic thanks to declining mental health(tm).  i think this is when i started my emmanuyell insta account and became really into making weird edits (which i still love doing just...don’t anymore.)  i started meeting some cool people thanks to macdeau.  what else happened in april? i feel like it wasn’t actually too eventful other than writing a lot of fanfic and being Annoyed about manu.  feel free to jog my memory lol.  oh i think i wrote “Okay so who from the French national team are we gonna ship Manu with” on twitter after seeing photos of manu + antoine griezmann at the World Cup but nothing came of that...at that time... (fav music)

may saw me having to deal with my shit mental health and up my meds but that seems to have had a good effect because i seem to not be too depressed to write in the winter/fall anymore! it was the 2nd anniversary of manu’s election and at the Christchurch Call in paris, macdeau took that amazing fairytale princess photo together that was completely unrivalled in Gay Shippy Feels moments until ivan went out of his way to kiss luka during the el clásico gameplay last wednesday. someone wrote ao3′s first griezmanu drabble and at the end manu gets down on his knees in front of antoine, takes off his shoes for him, and sucks his dick, and i achieved another state of being entirely.  my sister graduated from grad school and when we went down to DC for the weekend i went to eat at this restaurant manu famously ate at while there and ordered the same stuff he did and i have no idea how he consumed all that grease.  i learned about the song O Come, O Come, Emmanuel *snort*. i feel like other things happened in may too?  OH YES--i got the idea for my magnum opus, Trophy Boyfriend, and started to write it. the first scene i wrote was justin blowing manu in the hallway. then the same day i wrote the scene at the airport (which was the ending for a solid month and half till i realized it shouldn’t be), and the saddest scene in the fic--but we’ll stop to open presents.  oh! and i stumbled across the macronists discord chat which is such a delightful little community *weepy sniffles* (fav music)

june was Eventful.  a french neonazi on tumblr told me to go let manu fuck me in the ass because i was a fucking degenerate.  what a start!  then came the ceremony in which manu awarded everyone on the french national team the legion of honor medal and the way he and antoine looked at each other was truly...Wait it was the 3rd Gay Shippy Feels moment of the year.  as soon as the ceremony was over i wrote a fic about it and haven’t looked back.  between this + watching almost every 2018 World Cup game and the women’s world cup (during which I cried during argentina’s last game because of that miraculous penalty) i finally achieved my years-long goal of getting into Futbol(TM).  Antoine dropped his spotify playlist and my crush on him turned into Intense Love (TM) and also he introduced me to some legit awesome artists.  which led to (fav music)

july, in which i wrote “ça c’est ma dope” which is definitely the best thing i’ve written since i wrote “modernity towering in front of the sky” almost exactly 10 years before. got embroiled in Soccer Transfer Drama and learned its pain for the first time (unfortunately, since i wound up attaching my heart-wagon to barça’s Suddenly Least Favorite Player, the transfer drama pain has...never ended) became a full-fledged culé, O the joy O the honor.  i wanted to ship antoine with someone on the team, which in their current chemistry-less season is a real challenge, but after seeing a few photos i decided it would be fun to casually ship antoine + ivan rakitic (partially because, ever since i went from Enemies to Lovers with the croatia NT during the World Cup, he was one of the only players i knew anything about other than messi, suárez, and piqué lmao). while looking on ao3 to see what kind of headcanons people had about him--and the fic is definitely in general better than what’s out there about antoine, which is perplexing because antoine is much easier to write than ivan--i found That Amazing Rakidric Fic and thought “oh wait that ship makes a lot of sense” and started also shipping ivan and luka with the fire of a thousand suns.  oh and my air conditioner was broken for like 3 weeks. i worked on more fics, seriously outlining the path of Trophy Boyfriend, and my music taste was killer. (fav music)

in august i finished Trophy Boyfriend in my neighborhood Starbucks after writing the scene that was giving me the most trouble (the scene at the beginning where they’re organizing their book collection). the fic has made multiple people cry and people disagree on whether justin’s choice at the end was the right one and god i’m so proud of it.  Instantly went on to write ‘i might not mind,’ a lively lighthearted Friends to Lovers ivantoine~ romp which was definitely going to be a one-off and i was definitely not going to get an extra celeb crush out of it,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, (fav music)

in september ivantoine became A Thing in my mind and it’s a whole ongoing slow-burn character-arcy series that has taken a very different turn than i had expected. i’m not saying it’s like, the most deep writing of all time, but it’s gone to some interesting places emotionally. honestly, ships and boners aside, the concept of a person who made some really stupid homophobia 101 comments many years ago slowly realizing over and over again that they have gay feelings for a man who seems rather comfortable with gayness is a fascinating one and one that’s really cool to explore in writing.  Or at least, i think so.  in many ways ivan is my most unreliable narrator because of the many layers of Discomfort, Emotion and Repression at play in the fic while he’s interacting with this pretty cheery and uncomplicated seeming-dude who’s still perceptive enough to sort of know what’s going on (and that’s not even adding in the star player/falling from grace former rockstar dynamic!!!)  i know in the current climate it’s Not Allowed to write about someone who said a bad, but luckily i’m too old to give a Fuck. ivantoine is hard to write but it’s my bff’s favorite ship of mine and has a few other excited fans on ao3 which tbh is kind of an accomplishment considering i made it up out of thin air and it’s not something you’d ever think would be a thing. instantly also developed ‘getting called out about ivan by a child on the internet’ as a goal.  and...i achieved my dream of leading high holiday services!!! (fav music)

october had more high holiday services and i worked a lot on certain fics (including d*janfic which would be fun to finish). i came up with the idea of a Very Long Rakidric Fic based on the translation of a gorgeous croatian folk song i sang in college (Janko fell asleep under the poplar/My dear and beloved/My beautiful dark eyes/Look at me/Under the poplar's golden branch/My dear and beloved/My beautiful dark eyes/Look at me/I tore off the golden branch/My dear and beloved/My beautiful dark eyes/Look at me--in which the golden branch is a reference to a way to get into the underworld). decided to start quarter-assedly learning croatian for fun.  Fun...ha.  other than fangirling a lot and watching the croatian NT play, october was pretty uneventful? i think? Justin got reelected and mauricio didn’t ;( (fav music)

in november i finally achieved my dream of having a literal child on the internet call me out about being attracted to a homophobe.  (they were a madridista even!) accidentally started writing some more rakidric and now i’m seriously hooked.  also accidentally came out of the closet about the secret crush i’d been harboring on luka modric and then one fateful day in the ihop on 14th st i realized i’d had this crush already and repressed it from my memory. Don’t do that kids! now it’s Hurting Really Bad. Ivan dropped the most pathetic and candid interview like...ever and i hope “¿Cómo puede disfrutar uno? Jugando al fútbol. ¿Cómo se siente mi hija pequeña cuando le quitan un juguete? Triste. Yo me siento igual. Me han quitado la pelota, me siento triste” goes down in the history of most epic futbol quotes of all time.  (still haven’t actually been able to watch this because no one has uploaded it anywhere)  What else...............Am i forgetting anything? i celebrated my birthday with @tender-vittles in epic fashion after two years of Not doing that, and turned 32 going on 15.  enjoyed my first-ever “x reader” fic (zlatko dalic x reader LOL) and finished “drive your plow over the bones of the dead” which was real fucking good. i saw hozier live and it was a religious experience and i unexpectedly cried during nina cried power and then called myself “Luka B” when ordering at the classy taco bell across the street after getting a glimpse of alexxx ryan in the flesh. (fav music)

now it’s december and my seasonal depression is a little worse than it’s been the past few years but i’m managing.  still shipping and writing and i just got called out about ivan again last week.  i’m 2 for 2 here!  el clásico was boring but also it was gay and my heart my heart my heart ! Anything could happen in the last 10 days of this year and honestly...I’m pretty sure I’m ready.

Most importantly this year, despite it being not that great in a lot of ways, I developed a lot more self confidence, made many important realizations, and became a lot more peaceful (despite how this post makes me sound) and wiser and less bitter and pessimistic.  And i became outspoken enough about antisemitism on the left to lose friends over it...3 for 3.  i can’t say i’m displeased with these developments.

Hasta 2020! <3

#about me #originals #GPOY #2k19 you were...wow #17 #there are def awkward omitted words here i apologize

[junkalopes]

jiraiya: minato is like the son i never had

jiraiya: i love minato so much

jiraiya: holy shit minato is naming his kid after my oc i guess i'm his godfather now

minato: [dies]

jiraiya: well time to fuck off for approximately twelve years

#[muffled sarutobi yelling WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU in the distance] #aerin yells about naruto #wow aerin shut up #jiraiya anti-defense squad 2k19

[shootfortherightreasons]

;; okay but if fear can bring back dead characters then twd can too

where’s carl

#;; OOC ~ #;; I rly don't feel like they needed to move Dwight to Fear if they were planning to bring Troy back lol #Don't need to go that hard to try to save the series. If Troy can't do it adding Dwight isn't gonna help #But I mean hey if they're ACTUALLY bringing back Troy and it's not just a flashback #hey amc hey hey hey wow look you rly could just save the series and uh bring back carl #what? too hard to do that? he was confirmed dead? he's in the ground? #uhhh what do u think happened to troy lol that was some super dead shit #troy was as dead as carl if not more dead tbh #save twd 2k19. bring back carl grimes and don't move dwight like morons #i know troy was announced a while ago before dwight but i just thought abt it again #HAHA OH MY GOD Y'ALL KNOW HOW IN THE COMICS NEGAN LEAVES??? #WAIT FOR IT AMC IS GONNA DO IT THEY'RE GONNA -CHOKES- #NEGAN AND DWIGHT WILL REUNITE ON FEAR WAIT FOR IT #IF NEGAN LEAVES LIKE IN THE COMICS HE'S GONNA... GET MOVED... TO FEAR... #UNTIL EVENTUALLY... HALF THE CAST IS ON FEAR... AND GETTING LIKE... 1K VIEWERS PER EPISODE LOL... #im chokng omg if they ever move negan to fear look u heard it first here i'll be there and ready when they do #i'll remind u i told u i saw it #jen is probably literally screaming rn if she's reading this post :' ) ;;

[butterbeeryuta]

donghyuck as your boyfriend

oh my mcfucking god im sorry but lmAO you better have some patience in you

because i'm a sucker for college aus, we're going to base this headcanon on that cause i said so

it's your second year in college studying history cause it's the best subject in the world (yes i am biased what about it) and you were at the library taking those aesthetic af notes on 17-18th century russia. your highlighters were everywhere, your looseleaf papers were scattered, but you just wanted to get the whole peter the great (co-tsar of russia from 1682, and became THE tsar of russia by 1696) stuff done so you could go home and snack on chips and watch the good place

'holy shit you're doing a lot wow'

who tf??

you looked up, only to see lee donghyuck aka haechan the loud and mischevious and pretty guy of the campus, surprised at your condensed notes and arguably intense method of studying

'uhH, yeah. i guess i am?'

and donghyuck, being the nosy ass sunshine he is, decides to sit with you and just watch you do your shit in pure astonishment cause lmao tf are notes

'so you're the student professor x talks about,,, no wonder why. y/n right?'

uhhHhhhH

UHHHHHH

'yes, and you're lee donghyuck?'

'glad to know my work and effort is recognised by the school body' and you have no idea how to respond to that so you just keep writing cause,,,, that's what you were going to do anyway

thing is, donghyuck knows you. he's seen you a lot in creative writing, always with the best supplies and neatly taking down notes. he's not even like that himself, but he finds it so attractive esp coming from you. he doesnt think it's a kink, and he prays to whatever gods out there that it isn't a kink— but studious you does shit to his heart

i don't think i mentioned this, but you're study partners with jeno and renjun who also takes european history and anthropology which hyuck is unaware of, but you also didn't know that you're study group lives with donghyuck and lives a fucking chaotic life.

kneeways, donghyuck was just watching you take notes, and after about 15 minutes when you realised he wasn't moving, you stopped writing and looked up at him again.

'is there anything i could help you with? you've been watching me take notes for —'

'do you want to go on a date with me?'

'ok why you cutting me of— wait what now?'

what??? just??? happened???

haechan, my dear, you two JUST MET

'we literally just met 30 minutes ago' you said, looking at him with the most confused expression

'well yeah, but if we date, we can get to know each other better'

well, you still said no

'well then, i guess i'm going to keep coming back to this library until you say yes' and lee forking donghyuck leaves like that.

you didn't believe him. what idiot would go back to you just for a yes on a date

yeah the idiot's haechan

you were once having a study session with renjun and jeno, and haechan just so happens to see the three of you having an intense discussion on who was a better leader of russia: peter the great or catherine the great

injunnie immediately notices his friend and said, 'who tf allowed you in a library??'

then this is where you interrupted: 'oh? ya'll know each other?'

haechan is confused.

you're confused.

evergone is confused.

jeno then explains how he and renjun, along with jaemin and chenle amd jisung are dorm mates with haechan; whereas you explained to haechan that the 2 boys were your study buddies, amd you told the boys how haechan was the 'library creep that keeps asking me out'

'SO YOURE THE LIBRARY CREEP?' - huang renjun, 2k19

'WAIT SO Y/N IS THE HOT ACADEMIC?? really hyuck???' lee jeno, 2k19

'god you call me the library creep? that hurts my bronchioles' haechan says

idk it felt right to say that

kneeways, now that ya'll apparently have common friends, ya'll hang out more aside from studyinh like: having lunch, playing bowling, karaoke, dinner, amd etc. it was nice overall.

maybe like 6-7 months later, haechan still visits you in the library and sits close to you while you were concentrated on whatever tf you were doing. he doesnt really ask you out much as before, but his feelings did grow for you.

there was one time where you all watched the live action of aladdin and you started singing along to the songs— and haechan found that adorable.

and there was another time where you got into a heated historical debate with renjun and even if haechan understood nothing, he was just amazed at you (even if you were very close to biting renjun's head off)

jaemin realises how whipped donghyuck is getting for you, and he's also amused at this point

NOW, exams were coming up and that means,,, YOURE MAKING STUDY PACKS YEYYYYY

so here you are, at the library, writing a lot hoping whatever is on paper would go in your brain

and you did it for hours

and hours.

and just like any other day, hyuck visits you— but it was so visible you're tired.

'you alright?' he asks and you sorta just,,, threw your highlighter at him

'fuck this hyuck i'm going to flunk the exams, why do i even bother making such extensive notes....' and you just went on for a solid 7 minutes but

he still listens to you. he still looks at you with admiration like

the fuck?

and you just noticed how even at your rambling state, he still listens to you and you start crying like get a fucking grip hoe

hyuck is confused and he starts panicking cause he doesnt know what to do and he sorta goes over to you and hugs you in a very awkward way (i hope ya'll get what i mean)

AND YOU'RE DONE you're sobbing hoW can you not have noticed someone cares for you this much

it sorta hits you all at once; he stays with you everyday after lessons so you can complete your notes, he's always there even during study sessions with renjun and jeno, he's there when you need someone to hang out with on the weekends— he's always there for you

'i don't really know how to help people calm down with their feelings cause I can barely control mine but, I think you should go home and rest a bit, the stress probably got into you and—'

'yes'

'so let me help you pac— yes what?'

'yes, i'll go out with you'

*cue your face snuggling in his chest*

HYUCK DIED SKDJAKDKSKDKS

haechan? sorry he died 0.3 seconds ago

he smiles,,, a LoT AND he just holds you tighter, rubbing your back

'well, at least i won't have to go to this boring ass library anymore'

'HEY'

a/n: UWUUUUUUUU!!! okay lmao i've been making study packs recently for mocks (and yes it's for history) and ig that inspired me for this. if ya'll one day see me post a whole post on 17-18th century russia as well as authoritarian states (china and germany) please ignore me cause that's probably just me reviewing. anD if you're interested, i'll gladly share my note-taking styles and stuff so yeS i am THAT person. hope all of you have a great day ❤️

#nct #nct 127 #nct dream #lee donghyuck #lee haechan #donghyuck #haechan #taeyong #johnny #renjun #chenle #jisung #jaemin #jeno #mark #yuta #taeil #jaehyun #doyoung #jungwoo #fluff #headcanon

[gryffindorcls]

What Happened?

(ML Lovesquare Fluff Week 2k19 - Day 2:  Forehead Kisses)

Hello, lovely readers!

HAPPY DAY 2 OF LOVESQUARE FLUFF WEEK 2019!!!

The Day 2 prompt is “Forehead Kisses”.

Thank you @lovesquarefluffweek for organizing this week of fluff!

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Day 2: Forehead Kisses

Much to Marinette’s chagrin, her slumber was rudely interrupted by frantic pounding against her skylight. She felt herself sink further into her nest of blankets and pillows as she groaned and squinted in the darkness. All she wanted to do was sleep...she was so tired.

Another volley of knocks sounded above her, waking her up completely. When she attempted to turn over and sit up, shooting pain in her ankle sent a shock through her body. Marinette hissed and flopped back onto her bed.

“Princess,” said the muffled voice of Chat Noir overhead, “please open up.”

Tikki zipped over and landed on the pillow next to her. “Are you going to let him in?”

Marinette turned her head towards her Kwami. “Well, he is my boyfriend.”

“You’ve had a long day. I can tell him that you really need to sleep.”

“No...it’s fine. He’s probably worried. I’m sure he heard about what happened today, and he just wants to check up on me.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah. Could you open the hatch for him? I would, but my ankle is starting to hurt a lot. I think the medicine they gave me at the hospital is starting to wear off.”

The red Kwami nuzzled her holder’s cheek. “Of course, Marinette.”

She smiled. “Thank you.”

A few seconds later, Chat Noir gingerly landed on her bed. “Princess, ohmygod...Plagg, claws off.”

Marinette turned her head away from her partner as the light from his detransformation flooded her room. “Hello, Adrien. You seemed to be rather anxious to get in tonight. Is everything okay?”

“No, I’ve been freaking out all night. I couldn’t get away until now. I didn’t get to look at any of my messages until after the photoshoot, and then my dad made me do some stupid interview. And why are you asking me if I’m okay.? Jeez, Marinette, I…ugh...I’m so sorry. There was just so much. I should have...”

She giggled, cutting him off. “It’s okay, Adrien. I understand. You had a lot on your schedule today, and your dad isn’t exactly accommodating. Besides, I saw you on t.v. while I was in the E.R. waiting room. As always, you did great, but I could tell that you were kind of distressed. Your smile didn’t cover up the worry in your eyes, and that’s when I figured that you found out about...well...everything. I know that you care about me, but I feel bad that you had to think about it all evening.”

He looked at her with pleading eyes. “Marinette, what happened? And why didn’t you text me?”

“My phone broke when I fell, and the replacement should be here in a day or two. I know I could have messaged you on Facebook, but when we got home from the hospital, my dad helped me up here, and I’m kind of stuck at the moment. My computer is down there, and every time I move, it hurts. I figured that you would show up eventually because you always do when something is wrong. Besides, didn’t someone from school text you about it?”

“Everyone texted me about it. I even got a video.”

“Oh, no...they actually kept the footage?”

“Yup...I saw the fall, the screams, and when Ivan carried you off to the nurse’s office. I’ll have to thank him for doing that.”

“Yeah...he was really concerned after it happened.”

Adrien sighed. “Look...I may have seen the video, but I would really like to hear what happened from you.”

Marinette attempted to prop herself up, but the pain in her ankle caused her to wince. Adrien’s panicked response was immediate. Without hesitation, he crawled across the bed, snaked one of his arms around Marinette’s back, lifted her into a sitting position, and held her against his chest.

“Thanks, Chaton,” she whispered against his soft, cotton t-shirt.

He rested his cheek on top of her head. “Princess...please explain. I leave you for a few hours to work on a project, and I just...”

“I know. Okay...first of all, it wasn’t that bad.”

“You fell down the stairs.”

“I fell down half of the stairs.”

“Marinette…”

“Fine. So, we were working on that video for History class. You know...the one about Ancient Rome...and I was wearing one of the period pieces that I designed. Let’s just say that my feet and the fabric didn’t agree.”

He released a shaky breath. “Ohmygod…”

“There are bruises where I landed, but the biggest injury is a sprained ankle. The doctor who looked at me in the hospital said I was really lucky that I didn’t break anything. I guess all that Ladybug luck is finally rubbing off on me!”

Marinette laughed upon completing her explanation, but she immediately fell silent when she felt Adrien’s body shake in her arms. She stroked his back as he sobbed gently.

“Oh, no, kitty...shhh,” she cooed, “It’s okay...I’m okay...everything is okay.”

He continued to cry. “No, it’s not. It’s not okay because I wasn’t there. There are too many times when I’m not there. I should have been there. I let you down. I should have been there for you.”

Marinette pulled away from him. “Adrien Agreste, don’t you dare get yourself worked up over this. You are always there for me. I mean, just look at you right now. You ran across Paris in a magical catsuit and are currently holding me like the world will end if you let go.”

“I just feel like a failure. A good boyfriend would have carried you to the nurse. A good boyfriend would have held your hand while you waited to be seen by a doctor. A good boyfriend would have spent the evening with you making sure that you were comfortable. I didn’t do any of those things because I was once again not there. Sometimes, I feel like you would be better off without me.”

“No! How could you say something like that? I need you, Adrien. We are partners...we are a team. You are my other half. Ugh...sometimes I just want to kick your dad for ever making you feel like you’re not enough. You are enough by simply being you. You can't be physically next to me every second of the day. We cherish the time that we have, and then we hold each other in our hearts until we meet again Things are going to happen when we’re apart. You’re here now, and I know you were thinking about me. You are the best boyfriend I could have asked for.”

He sniffled. “Really.”

Marinette placed a gentle, feathery kiss on his forehead, causing Adrien’s eyes to flutter shut. She giggled at her boyfriend’s response.

“Yes, Chaton,” she said lovingly, “You are amazing.”

He wiped his face with the back of his hand. “Thank you, Princess...I really needed that. I guess I was just feeling a little...ummm…”

“Insecure?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, we know that happens from time to time, and I will always be here to remind you of everything that makes you awesome. Think about it. Not only are you literally a model, but you’re also a straight-A student, have the busiest schedule I’ve ever seen, and are a genuinely good human being. Then, to top it off, you’re also the best partner Ladybug has ever had.”

“I’m the only partner Ladybug has ever had.”

She reached up and buried her fingers in his messy blond locks. “You better believe it! And she plans on keeping it that way.”

With a playful grin, Adrien closed his eyes and leaned into her touch. “Oh, really? Did she tell you that?”

“Yup. She told me herself.”

“Wow...that’s amazing.”

“Yeah, she told me that you take care of her both in and out of the mask.”

Adrien’s smile suddenly faded. “Okay, so about that…”

Marinette sighed. “And there it is…”

“What?”

“You’re about to tell me that you don’t want me running across the roofs of Paris while I have a sprained ankle.”

“Yes, and…”

“In the case of an Akuma attack, you will meet me on my balcony with the Akumatized object so I cleanse it here. I know, minou. This isn’t the first time something like this has happened. I may have decent coordination as Ladybug, but I am a spaz outside of the suit.”

He pulled her close once more. “You’re not a spaz. You’re just a little clumsy.”

Marinette rolled her eyes. “Yeah right. You’re saying this to the girl who has gotten a concussion two times this year from running into the same door.”

“To be fair, you were in a rush both times.”

“Because I’m a mess, Adrien!”

“Well if you insist on calling yourself that, then I must declare that you’re the most radiant mess on the planet, my lady.”

She pulled away and swatted at his arm. “Flirt.”

“Only for you,” he cooed in her ear.

“Cool. So, while my heart also beats only for you...I do have one little problem at the moment.”

“Oh? And what might that be, Princess?”

“You see...before you got here, I was sleeping.”

“Oops...yeah, I...umm...sorry about that. I was just so worried. I should have talked to you about this in the morning.”

No, no. Don’t get me wrong. I was expecting you to show up, and I’m happy that you came. It’s just, while I was sleeping, I couldn’t feel the pain in my ankle. Now that I’m awake and the medicine is wearing off, it’s kind of hurting a lot.”

Panic returned to his eyes as Adrien let go and backed away from her. “I’m so sorry. Holding you probably isn’t helping. I’ll just go. I’ll see you tomorrow, Marinette.”

She giggled and grabbed his wrist. “Actually, being held was very comforting. I’d really like it if you did that again, but...uhhh...would it be okay I lay down? Sitting up is making the pain worse.”

“My lady,” he said with a grin, “are you suggesting that we cuddle?”

“Well, now that I’m awake, you have to stay with me until I fall asleep again, so yes...I am asking for cuddles”

He smiled as he helped Marinette situate herself comfortably against her pillow. Seconds later, he laid down next to her, wrapped his arms around her waist, and pulled her close.

“Thanks for always being there for me, Adrien,” she whispered sleepily.

He gave her a gentle squeeze. “Always, Princess.”

“I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

Marinette soon found herself drifting off into a peaceful sleep, and while it may have just been a dream, she could have sworn that she felt Adrien leave a soft, loving kiss on her forehead before transforming and vaulting off into the night.

AO3

#miraculous ladybug #miraculous ladybug fic #fanfiction #ao3 #forehead kisses #what happened #one-shot #lovesquarefluffweek2k19 #ml lovesquare fluff week #lovesquare fluff week #adrienette #cuddles #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #rooth rotting fluff #fluffy hurt/comfort #post reveal #established relationship

[10boys]

MLQC : Oral (receving)

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Victor:

- Victor loves to get his wee wee sucked !

-But the glory in the action is more so getting to watch you sloppily lick and suck at his tip, face beated red and flushed from your view vice versa

-His #1 material for getting of is your visuals and how you react to him, so having a front row seat to the view of you, exposed and desperate for him makes his ego go insane

-I mean??? On your knees infront of the CEO as hes leasurly laid back in his chair throne,He lays shirtless for you to watch as his chest raises and falls , his fist gripped on your hair to keep your mouth in the spots that please him best. He’ll look down at you with knitted brows, his eyes fluttering with each new wave he recieves

-His long cock will stand straight up, shamelessly and proud. The slightly red tip will stand out aginst his black trousers, unbottoned and slid down just enough to free himself for you (yes i know we all wanna suck on them smooth thighs but he likes his Tough Boy™️ image when hes in his usual dominant mood) the sight of it alone causes a heat to form, clenching your thighs and jaw as to not drool over the image infront of you

-He keeps his jaw locked to contain his moans, but most of the time low breathy groans steadily escape his lips, especially when you keep eye contact , puppy dog eyes looking into his as he watches your body squirm below him for touch wowowie when this man does it he does it

-He is not of fan of starting off with himself though, his oral pleasure usually comes after tedious teasing sessions all focused on you, like said before, he loves knowing what he CAN and WILL do to you, and you probably suck 10x better after anyway. Seeing the desire in your face sends him over on its own and we wont even begin to talk about your whimpers around him

-Our Victor is definitely being treated aswell, before the buttons came undone you were sucking at his neck, hands running through his hair (his favorite), nipping at his ears. You whisper to him about how much you’ve thought of him and how he makes you feel , soon bringing his tent to life. Your tongue trials down over eatch nipple giving them both the appropriate amount of attention as your hands explore all he has to offer. Never in a billion years will he tell you how much he loves being adored and fawned over by you

-Victor is definitely a fucking kinda guy and prefers to finish himself inside of you (protected or not ya know whatever you’re into) , so when you go down he likes to just simply watch your tongue make its way around him. Kiss him up and down, suck at his balls, rub his head against your tongue, its all a show for him and it’s absolutely priceless. Play with his precum and tell him how good he taste and that is the end. Hes now trying to see how far he can fit in :)

-When he’s ready to cum tho his face will be a bit more expressive, his usual tightened face will soften as his mouth opens slightly. His low grunts will become faster and more throaty. His tight grip on your hair traves more so to the back and sides of your head, keeping it in place allowing him to utilizes his hips to softly thrust himself into your face. Although Victor loves to ruin you he’s still very gentle, he sees you as something precious to him, and like glass if he’s too rough he’ll break it. His cum tho? Anywhere really, depends on the mood. Mouth, face, chest,.. but you have noticed that his wave hits a little harder when you look into his eyes mouth wide open ready to taste whatever he has for you it may not taste good but who cares its victor

Lucien:

-Going down on lucien is not only delectable and delicious, its an experience very close to god

-Lucien, a lot like Victor, loves seeing you squirm for him. Out of all the boys Lucien is the most sensual when it comes to your guys’ more intament moments, and, as we all know, he LOVES to fucking tease

-First lets get his image ready, 2k19 birthday card Lucien, white robe loosly tide around his petite waste making his chest appear much larger, as though it’s about to burst. You leasurly lay beside him as he uses one hand to lightly play with your ear, his soft delicate fingertips leave mint-like shivers down your spine as his hand travels down your ear to your neck to pull you closer to him.

-His gaze compaires to the hot sun as heats your skin, a smile spread on his face as he watches you blush and twitch for him. His exposed body so close to your own has a million fantasys running wild, and he knows it. He loves it. The only thing breaking you from your thoughts is the new found wet warmth that quickly ran across your lips.

-And with that, a tongueing session has began. Your hands lovingly interlock as your tongues slowly run agaisnt each other. Lucien loves his view and his control, he’ll hold your chin still as he demands you to “ Be a good girl and stick it out for me”. As your mouth hangs open for him to use as he pleases, he looks down admiring the very spot that will soon have him shooting loadssss lmao srry

-His lavender eyes lock on yours as he exposes his own tongue, giving you a view as you watch it slowly decend onto yours. The tip touches your own as he dances and plays against you. You whimper immediately upon contact, much to his liking. This man loves the intimacy of your mouth, and he will use it as he pleases. He’ll suck, give long licks, exchange spit, put his thumb in your mouth wow why is he not in my mouth :(

-By the time he’s done having his fun,his buldge is shamelessly parading from under his robe (possibly even accompanied by sticky pre-cum if he was truly enjoying himself). Due to all the restless moving and groping his thighs have made themselves known, peeking from under his robe. The sight intices you, and who would our Professor be if he didn’t immediately notice what has your attention? He graps your hand to lay agaisnt his chest, the soft supple flesh glides under your fingertips with ease, encouraging you to wonder. As your hand traces down further and futher , our gentleman unties and exposes himself at your same pace, all with that same Lucien glare. The view of your man layed back, robe undone and ready just for you was enough to make your jaw drop. As you venture lower your fingers begin to feel soft fine hairs, signaling you that treasure is near.

-That was the end for him and you, as you were now bent over for a better position to please him with. Your face was presses to his V-line, licking along his natural curves and dips. Your ass hung loosely in the air competeing for his attention. His brows raise slightly upon first contact, his usual luke-warm temperature now consumed in nothing but a blaze of heat. His white robe still lays over his most intimate area, creating a most delectable view for you as it enhances your imagination of what’s underneath. And boy if he wasnt juicin then hes jucin now.

-the thin material of his white robe sticks with ease to his wetness, allowing undertones of his pink tip to show itself. Lucien lays there, face flushed. He shoots you his sexy smirk as reassurance to continue playing at your discretion. Lucien likes to swallow most of his noises (until he gets heated enough to cloud his head). He’ll shamelessly spit praise and questions at you though,it’s something that gets him incredibly off omg imagine phone sex, “You like that ?” “That feels good huh?” “Touch whatever you’d like angel, im yours” “your mouth..you use it so well”

-You allow your thumb to run across his tip earning a sharp inhale, the friction from the fabric mixed with your gentle hands creating a delectable wave for him. As you move your hand back you watch as he twiches under his robe, one ball falling into view. Your hand caresses his sack in view, and you swear you’ve never came untouched but today might be the day. Its warm and soft as it takes up your much smaller hand. Lucien seems to be enjoying it too, as his gaze that’s usually on you is now fixed on your ass to further get him off. His brows tightly knot and as he bites his lip concealing his low grunts and groans. His balls tighten in your hand causing you to lick your lips in anticipation. You slowly peel away the damp cloth, a small string of cum streching out as the robe is disgarded. And there he lay. In all his glory , he spreads his legs wider as he twiches again, silently desperate for your mouth. Lucien is a very patient partner, although he has his rough moments and definitely rougher desires he’ll maintain his composure for your likening.

-You position yourself over his leg, allowing you to grind and relieve even a little bit of what feels like the screaming heat in your core. You bend down to first lick and suck on his balls earning a breathy inhale from him. The long-lasting teasing definitely paid off as you watch his hips immediately begin to slightly buckle and thrust into your warm mouth. He extends one arm to begin caressing your face, but the gentle act quickly turns as it begins traveling down, first dipping your shirt, exposing your hung chest to him.He’ll fondle them in sedating awe before leaving them to wonder your ass. You might even feel fingertips brush against your most inner lips, his ego enlarging after feeling your byproduct of him.

-Once he’s finally in your mouth you both moan in unison, the satisfaction of his taste is hypnotizing as you subconsciously bob your head onto him. It didnt take long for his pre-cum and your spit to create the perfect sensation for the man who truly deserves it. The usual shit-talker lucien is silent, eyes squeezed shut as his mouth loosly hangs open you swear you seen drool. His heart eyes are hooded as he opens them to gaze down at you. Large cock absolutely covered in liquids, the spits traveled down leaving web-like strings across your chin and chest. Lucien is very large, so you use your hands to work what can’t fit (unless you’re a BIG BITCH who can just throat that shit, go for it luvs, it aint me tho)

-A thin layer lf sweat lightly coats his dark bangs draped over even darker eyes. His realease is approaching. His orgasms are usually very forceful, he likes to pent himself uo for his moments with you. As he comes nearer his chest rises and falls to drum of his quickened breathing, one hand gliding across his chest to stimulate his nipples. His head is leaned back exposing his pale neck sheen in his sweat. His long body spread about the bed becomes restless, hips bucking and thrusting as higher pitched moans begin to escape his mouth. You feel him twich in your mouth and ready yourself to take it. His hands grip your hair as his body caves into itself, he twiches and bucks until you taste a familiar taste in your mouth. His body stiffens until the spurts are no more. He immediately relaxes his muscles with heavy breathes.

-

Ahh this was a bit longer than I anticipated! Its also my first headcanon so pls take it easy on me as i find my fit, I wrote victors at night and luciens at work...i think the deference in detail is obvious lol but then again lucien is my second fav so i got carried away!! Theres alot of (uneeded) forplay in his even tho it was supposed to just be oral... i dont think anyone’s complaining tho haha. I want these to come out very steadily so i will be making Gavins and Kiros in another post VERY SOON ! Since im new my inbox is open to request! Ty - myk

See Gavin , Kiro

#mlqc #love and producer #l&p #mr love #mr love queens choice #headcanon #headcanons #imagines #mlqc headcannon #mlqc headcanon #mlqc headcanons #mr love victor #Victor #CEO #otome #fluff #lucien #xumo #mr love xu mo #mr love lucien #mr love xumo

[abramdeath]

one day neil shows up to practice wearing glasses

they’re basic thin frames, easy to buy and replace, not exactly his prescription but good enough

he’s all tired and disgruntled like “sorry ik glasses aren’t v cohesive for exy but i have a headache today”

but all the foxes are floored

after evermore they all knew neil had been wearing contacts and didn’t think anything more of it bc they were colored

what they didn’t realize is that those contacts had also been prescription, and after evermore he knew he couldn’t just put them back in bc duh he has blue eyes not brown

neil didn’t rlly consider it a problem because he knows how to deal w it, he’s had identities that didn’t have glasses/contacts before, and his vision isn’t so bad that he can’t function

sure everything’s a bit blurry and he has to squint to see things, but it’s fiiine everything’s cool

andrew and kevin already knew he wore glasses because he wore them in the dorm every now and then when he did homework

everyone else though?

matt is like wrow ok didn’t realize my neil josten crush could get any worse but . here we are

allison is appalled bc those are ugly ass basic frames and she KNOWS theyre straight up from walgreens.

nicky’s like huh so the patented neil josten bitch state was just ’cause he couldn’t see

dan’s thinking if she’s gonna have to invest (read: use the p card) in sports glasses

renee is honestly like can yall PL**SE let him breathe

aaron couldn’t care less he’s like i wear glasses i never see y’all actin like this u fakies!

but like after a sec they’re like tbh this makes sense

neil josten when he first came to palmetto? wide eyed. babey boy. baby. sometimes kinda rude but usually doesn’t care enough to be. squint level minimum but loads of side eye. wears contacts for waaaay too long someone get him eye drops

neil josten post evermore? squinty boy who’ll kill u w a look. rat. stunning but definitely could kill u. still babey but kinda scarey. why is he squinting at the scoreboard like that ???? RUDE BOY.

everyone lets go of it after a few minutes bc tbh a pair of glasses ain’t really a spectacle

matt tries to pull a “i thought we weren’t lying anymore neil 3’:” and wow ok THERE’S the patented neil josten bitch stare

when he can actually see you it’s 356485% more terrifying.

andrew thinks neil’s a dumbass for all of this btw he’s like. hey why do u sit in the back of class if you can’t see the BOARD u IDIOT

hey neil i’m not kissing u if u don’t wear ur glasses sorry :/

can u even tell aaron and i apart if u can’t see smh

but neil’s right back at him like boy i know u wear glasses too i’ve seen u steal aaron’s when u lose yours. why can’t u keep track of ur glasses when u have an eidetic memory like K.. . .

anyways so wymack pulls him aside after practice like. so if u need glasses. why don’t u Wear Them.

and HONESTLY. the tea is neil doesn’t even really think abt it. he’s sooo used to Not Wearing Them that he doesn’t think to put them on in the morning

he’s more of a contact kinda dude anyway ;P

so he’s just like idk coach i only Kinda need them they’re not like important

and david vincent wymack, oldie of unknown age but probably ancient and getting older by the minute, maaaaaybe has worse eyesight than he did 20 years ago ok.

maybe he’s squinting at the scoreboard too. maybe he casually makes the font bigger on everything he prints out so he can actually read it without pressing it up against his eye.

and he’s pulled the EXACT shit on abby like i don’t really need em doc i’m gucci :/

but he knows he needs them. and he knows neil does too before his eyesight gets worse

so he’s like ok buckaroo on god we gon get u some prescription contacts

neil’s like.. ehhhh i’m fine don’t worry about it

but of course. it’s the foxes. he doesn’t really get a choice here.

neil’s like they’re my eyes? i’ll do with them what i want?

so what if i want to stare in the sun i’ll DO it. maybe i LIKE not being able to see farther than ten feet in front of me.

of course it comes down to exy and kevs like b r u h , how u gonna see if i’m tryna pass to u.

and he’s like k ur rite lets go even tho i’ve been fine this whole time

he doesn’t end up booking an appt till the next week bc they have a game and getting ur eyes dilated #sucks

he ends up having to wear his new n fresh glasses (which are a much better style than $5 walgreens ones) for a few days while the contacts r being ordered

he’s still not a fan of the glasses bc he thinks they’re annoying to wear but he concedes to wearing them more bc contacts r a fresh hell

neil shows up to night practice w the same pair of contacts he’s been wearing since he woke up and is just. Irritated. so he wears the glasses around that time usually

as baffled as he is by the foxes insistence on the whole eyesight thing, maybe he’s mildly blown away by how he suddenly has less headaches and less eye strain now

and MAYBE his vision got worse since he was younger and had his first eye appt

and M A Y B E neil was lowkey shocked how hd everything looks when u can actually see

neil’s like omg look at the quality on that grass. unbelievable

ANYWAYS i’m just rambling at this point ! let neil josten see 2k19

#the foxhole court #all for the game #tfc #aftg #THIS HAS BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR DAYS BC I WAS TOO LAZY TO FIX ONE TYPO #anyway! #.txt #1k

[1000-directions]

every year, it’s so strange to look back and think, “wow i can’t believe i created this much stuff that never existed before,” and i think that’s even truer for me this year than any previous. a year ago, i wasn’t convinced that i even wanted to start writing marvel fic, but i sure did end up writing a lot of it.

this year, i published 136,405 words on ao3, which is about as much as i wrote the previous two years combined. i wrote mostly winterhawk, but i still managed to create three brand new pairing tags on ao3. i participated in my first round-robin, my first big bang, and my first (and second, and third, and fourth) bingo.

i wrote a lot of stuff that i really liked, and i think that’s all i can ask for :)

ao3 account writing tag 2018 writing round-up 2017 writing round-up

WINTERHAWK

filthy as charged - clint always needs a new safeword

side by side in orbit - clint has a bad day, but he also has bucky

aw, telepathy, no - clint gets cursed with three wishes and does not use them wisely (for the winterhawk round robin)

rattle the cage - bucky wants clint to apologize

birthday boy - all bucky wants is for clint to touch his dick for the first time

sex jail - clint’s been bad

ever fallen in love with someone - winterhawk punks in love

fine, i’ll write a flower shop au - undercover missions were easier before clint had a boyfriend to miss

oh, we dreamed a life - clint falls in love with bucky twice

high high hopes - sexting shenanigans on a plane

light up my world - bucky doesn’t know he’s beautiful, but that’s what makes him beautiful

souls on fire - bucky gets started without clint

come to bed (i’ll be your girl) - clint dresses up as steve, bucky dresses up as peggy

treated my body like a stolen car - bucky takes clint apart in the back of a car until he cries

the one where clint fell into a pond - bucky takes clint apart in the shower until he cries

tell me who my mouth was made for - bucky makes love to clint until he cries

tied up to this feeling - bucky in lingerie

see a little light - winterhawk punks (still) in love

pray that something picks me up - clint and bucky learn their limits

right in time with me - bucky has a bad day, but he also has clint

staring at the sunset - clint wants bucky and kisses and coffee, in that order

lunch date - bucky and clint have lunch (and dessert)

like a firecracker - five times bucky came and one time clint did (fuckfest 2k19)

(do you know who you are?) - clint gets kidnapped and makes friends with the winter soldier

london boy - bucky welcomes clint home

the amazing hawkguy - sexy winterhawk shenanigans in a house of mirrors

i don’t have a choice (but i still choose you) - fake relationship soulmates with so, so much kissing

OTHER MARVEL

ever since new york - phlint - phil died a little, but he got better

only you know me the way you know me - stucky - the serum made everything bigger except for steve’s tiny dick

you can use me anytime - clintasha - clint loves natasha; it was so much simpler when he didn’t

with a little help from my friends - winterwidowhawk - clint loves bucky and nat in very different but equally fierce ways

boys of summer - clint & jack rollins, clintasha - clint makes a new friend

can’t tell you but i know it’s mine - winterwidowhawk - clint gets a special reward

OTHER AO3 STORIES

the dice were loaded from the start - erin bell/chris (destroyer) - erin always does everything backwards

ready for the sparks to fly - louis & dermot (x factor rpf) - louis goes home

come into my parlor - scarlett johnansson/sebastian stan - scarlett just wants to fuck someone who looks at her like a regular person

curiosity, kitten - bucky/louis - bucky gets a cat

TUMBLR FICS, SNIPPETS, AND WIPS

bucky & jvn queer eye ficlet

bucky with the short hair

winterhawk “sports au” ficlet

winterhawk service kink coffeeshop au wip

the amazing hawkeye wip 1 + 2

bucky & peter friendship fic wip 

‘the asset is trying to remember’ wip

bucky/drax headcanons

lucky5 snips 1 + 2 + 3 + 4

three sentence fics: stucky, elounor, aqualou

#year in review #writing #goodbye 2019 #long post #winterhawk

[throne-of-games]

Thoughts on 8x01

Once again this episode starts off with Dany shooting Jon glances, yet not having them returned. Tragic

The Northerners reactions to Dany riding up were gold. She looked so put off at not having people immediately bowing to her and I’m living for it

Missandei’s reaction as well was interesting. Wow they hate us

Dany’s self righteous smirk at people cowering from the dragons. Lovely, what a benevolent queen!

Jon hopping off his horse quick af without even thinking to offer Dany a hand because he’s so happy to be home and see his family. Lmao Aegon, who?

Sansa not having it with the empty flattery is my sexuality

Yeah, the Night King’s got a dragon now, good goin’ guys!

Dany standing off to the side looking super out of place during the meeting while Sansa and Jon sit side by side

Little Lord Umber’s introduction made me laugh

Sansa literally running this council meeting. Of course. She’s the only sensible one left in this gd series.

I’m not sure what you are. MORE PLS

I chose the North. Foreshadowing, perhaps?

Tyrion, sit your ass down. You’re not wanted in the North anymore than your queen is. Also the fact that he truly believes Cersei’s army is coming? I can’t believe the show has dumbed his character down to this extent. Smh. 

Dany’s face while Sansa’s bringing up extremely valid points. Sorry lady, while you’re out joyriding on your dragons, someone has to be an adult and think about the people.

Loving that the “apology” to Tyrion was more of a flippant oh, yeah sorry about that than something more heartfelt like the leaks were making it out to be. 

I CACKLED when I saw that Bran was still out in the courtyard. Like someone wheel his ass inside, it’s cold out here! Poor kid

I don’t think Jon meant that “Sansa thinks she’s smarter than everyone” line as a jab against her. To me it came off as an offhand joke and as other’s have already pointed out, I think it was more of a reflection of what Jon believes Sansa thinks of him than anything else.

Also the fact that he even had to ask Arya if she ever had to use Needle shows how he doesn’t realize that they’ve all changed so much and even after the last two seasons I think this is a major reason why he seems to forget how capable and smart Sansa really is. Jamie and Sansa aren’t the only slow learners, it seems

But with that being said, STARK SISTERS STICKING UP FOR EACH OTHER 2K19!!

I’m her family too. Poor insecure bb Jon. I think this line gives insight to a lot of his insecurities and why he and Sansa butt heads often. 

Don’t forget that. Serving those ‘Jon is a Stark and will always we a Stark’ vibes hard af!!

Cersei’s response to hearing the wall fell...honestly? Mood.

You want a whore, buy one. You want a queen...earn her. CERSEI!!

Tbh I almost feel bad for Cersei, it’s really her against the world at this point and her scenes in King’s Landing feel so lonely

Theon saving Yara!! Theon going North!!

I love that it’s Dany and Jon’s advisors talking marriage but not them. What a beautiful love story!

NOTHING LASTS while literally looking at Jon and Dany. Can’t get more obvious than that lmao

WAS THAT A THREAT I HEARD?! DANY, BITCH, I WILL RIP YOUR STALE STRAW MAN LOOKIN WEAVE OFF

I get why people are pissed at Jon in that scene but it’s not like he can really throw down right then and there, he truly believes the dragons are the only way to win but y’ know I guess you could just chalk it up to bad writing

Dragons don’t like the North, hm? Well they don’t like you either, so there’s that. But seriously I’m kinda liking that bit. Dragons don’t do well in the North, they don’t belong there...Dany’s a dragon...do you see where I’m going with this?

The dragon riding scene wasn’t as bad as I thought it’d be. It’s definitely setting up the fact that Rhaegal is bonded to Jon now and it’s all happening before the parentage reveal gets out. Interesting.

I’ve already posted about this but DANY IS THE ONE THAT SAID THAT SHITTY 1000 YEARS LINE, NOT JON!! Lmao

Dany initiating the kiss, while sneaking in a reminder of her status over him. Classy

All I could think about during the kiss was how awkward it must have been for Kit and Emilia. Poor bb’s

Jon eyeing Drogon during the kiss!! I’M LIVING. It came off so gd menacing like Drogon doesn’t trust him or there’s definitely some animosity there

Arya and Gendry banter, cute!!

Jon and Sansa arguing? HERE FOR IT. I really liked the way Jon said “I brought home two armies and two dragons.” To me, it came off very much like he was saying I’ve done all of this, what more can I do to earn your approval. He needs to be validated by her so bad and it’s so precious. Also “she’s not her father.” Ten minutes later finds out she burnt a son and father together just like her father. That’s some goooood foreshadowing right there, mhm!

I wanted to cry for Sam. I felt so bad for him. And Dany was so cold throughout the whole thing, like she couldn’t spare an ounce of sympathy but let’s be honest, no surprise there. Also, all the antis who said sam’s not gonna care!! can suck my big toe

Anyone else get the feeling that Jorah might be torn here? He owe’s Sam, feels grateful towards him but now that Dany and Sam are at odds, Jorah’s gonna be caught in the middle of this. Super interested to see how that plays out

BRAN IS STILL IN THIS FUCKING COURTYARD?!

Jon being shocked at what Dany did because of course she didn’t tell him, they’ve had a total of like maybe seven conversations throughout the course of the entire show

That whole crypt scene was just odd to me. I felt like Jon was trying to rationalize to himself rather than to Sam why Dany wasn’t that bad and why he didn’t make a huge mistake in bringing her to the North because he honestly, truly believes the dragons are their last chance at survival. Doesn’t seem like someone trying to convince himself that his gf is a good person it seems like someone trying to convince himself that he didn’t acquire another threat in his quest to defeat the original threat. Poor guy just can’t catch a break.

Anyone else think that “Daenerys is our queen, that’s treason,” line sounded a little halfhearted or was it just me?

“You gave up your crown to save your people, would she do the same?” NO SHE WOULDN’T, WE LITERALLY SAW THIS HAPPEN IN SEASON 7!! THIS EXACT FUCKING SCENARIO!! 

Love how Jon doesn’t answer that with a resounding of course she would because he fucking knows she wouldn’t since he y’know LIVED IT 

JAMIE HAS ARRIVED!!

The Night King is extra af making wall murals out of body parts, can’t you just send a raven or something? Sweet baby jesus 

Did anyone else feel like this episode was just kind of blah? Like it feels like they’re just trying to get the show over at this point, the parentage reveal was way lackluster and everything was just kinda eh. Maybe it’s because of the leaks, I don’t know but I sure hope the rest of the season will turn out better.

#sfw #jonsa #jon x sansa #anti daenerys #anti jonerys #game of thrones #jon snow #sansa stark #long post #season 8 spoilers

[nyanbinary-chatnoir]

MLB Holiday Month 2k19 - Fireplace

Day 3 - Prompt: Fireplace

ft. Ladrien

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The holidays became a bittersweet time for Adrien. Don't get him wrong, he loves seeing all the lights, decorations, and the joy it brought to everyone. However; with his mom gone, Adrien didn't feel the Christmas cheer like he normally did. His father spent most days cooped in his office for hours. Seeing him only at certain times, unless Adrien was called to his office concerning photoshoot appointments or acquiring how his school work and other activities were doing.

Plagg did his best to cheer him up and make him feel less lonely. It would be nice to spend some time with his father, maybe even Gorilla and Natalie.

Alas, here he was stuck in his room for the evening. Having eaten dinner earlier he had a digitized fireplace on his TV screen as he sipped on cider.

Adrien heaved a sigh, putting his cup down on his table. Plagg had retired a while ago. So it was him, the fireplace, and a blanket he wrapped himself in.

There hadn't been patrol for night Adrien thought of going outside earlier but decided to give Plagg a break, since there was no Akuma and it seemed like a peaceful night.

He curled up in his blanket. Beginning to wonder what his Lady was up to this evening, was she spending time with friends? Or maybe the same as him, wrapped in a blanket and drinking something warm.

Maybe he should call it and night and go to bed. He stood up ready to turn off the TV when he caught something red from the rooftops across the street. Adrien blinked, gripping his blanket he squinted through his window.

It wasn't Christmas yet so why was Santa here already?

Pressing his face closer his eyes blew wide. Ladybug?

Ladybug was pacing on the rooftop, she would go back and forth, stop, and begin again. What was she doing there this late??

Hurrying he opened his window and waved his arm, hoping to grab her attention. It did, she froze.

Adrien stared as Ladybug stared back. Finally, he made a gesture for her to come over.

Less than a minute and he had Ladybug perched on his window. She looked nervous as she clutched a box in one arm.

“Ladybug??”

“Hey, you...” Ladybug cringed.

She'd been pacing back and forth deciding on whether to drop in and say hi. Or maybe she should just leave the package? But then she saw Adrien waving her over. Pretend like you don't know him. He's a random civilian. That she decided to visit and bring him some sweets. As Marinette, she knew this time of year would be hard for him, so she wanted to do something to help cheer him up. Which is why she was there. As Ladybug. She's got this.

Stepping back Adrien asked, “Would you like to come in?? It's a little cold out there.” He shivered as a cold wind came through the window. His blanket could only provide so much warmth.

Ladybug scrambled. Jumping down from the window nearly falling into Adrien and almost giving herself a  heart attack. “Yes, um thank you!” Ladybug shut the window closing off anymore chill from entering.

“I ah was in the neighborhood and I saw you were still awake, thought maybe you would like to share some treats from this bakery I went to earlier.” She shuffled her feet nervously.

Thump. Thump. Thump.

“O-oh? Did you?” Adrien glanced at the box in her hand. They looked like Marinette's parent's bakery. He smiled. A chance to spend time with his Ladybug? A true miracle!

Adrien guided Ladybug to his couch giving a swift bow. “Please take a seat, Ladybug.” Adrien's heart thumping loud as she laughed and took a seat. Oh wow. This is real. Ladybug is seating on his couch. He was about to share pastries with Ladybug. Okay, Agreste. Keep it cool.

….

Slipping off the couch from his blanket. Laughing alongside Ladybug as he seated himself.

“Sorry about that.” He scratched the back of his neck. “Forgot I had the blanket.”

Ladybug assured him he was fine. Glad he was okay.

She opened the box, holding it open for Adrien. “You can choose first.”

“Are you sure?”

“Of course! Go ahead!”

A smile and Adrien took a croissant. “Thank you, Ladybug.”

“No need to thank me, it was my please! Pleasure!” Ladybug corrected herself setting down their treats. She took a bite of a macaroon herself.

“Best bakery in all of France.”

“I'm sure they would be flattered to hear you say that.”

Adrien took a bite, chewing, swallowing his piece. “Next time I see them I gotta remember to tell them.”

The next few minutes they both ate in silence. Enjoying their treats. Adrien savored his croissant, he didn't get treats too often. Add in Ladybug next to him and this was probably one of the best nights of his life. He was grateful for his partner.

Finishing off his croissant Adrien groaned contently. Causing the girl next to him to giggle.

“Full and happy??”

“You have no idea,” Adrien sighed dreamily. He sat up ears turning pink as he glanced beside him. Ladybug's face also tinted with pink.

He swallowed. Looking towards the digital fireplace. Adrien was at a complete stop on how to continue next. Here he was sitting next to the love of his life, they finished their food, and there's a fireplace going. Funny how that all played out.

“I'm glad you invited me in.”

Adrien spun to face Ladybug.

Her hands clenched in her lap, staring anywhere but him. She shifted.

“I'm glad I invited you in too,” Adrien softly said.

Ladybug smiled shyly. “Have you heard Jagged's new album?”

Eyebrow raised Adrien smirked. “Heard it? I own it! You want me to play it on my computer?”

Perking up Ladybug hastily nodded in agreement. “Track four is my favorite, personally. I mean I love everything on the album but track four is just amazing.” She wiggled cutely in excitement.

Adrien felt like his heart could jump from his chest, god she was adorable, but track four was also his favorite too. He loved this girl.

They spent two hours listening and discussing Jagged's album, both bouncing in their seats. Both speaking of their ideas where the inspiration came from, what the story of the song told. And as they talked they both sat near the other, knees brushing every now and again. If they noticed they didn't say anything.

And neither Ladybug or Adrien could stop grinning.

#mlholidays2k19 #ladrien #miraculous ladybug #my fic: just hear those bells #jaydens writing.txt

[toabelovednightmare]

Summer days

Characters/Pairings: Martin and Luciano. Brarg (?)

Notes: I decided to connect this fic to Chiaroscuro. Basically, Martin is a nude model for Luciano’s college drawing class. There’s enough UST between the two to clog your pores. 

Also, I wrote this for the Brarg Week 2k19. 

This is Day 1: Coffeeshop

I wasn’t planning on posting it, but what the hell. Here it goes : ) enjoy. I’m going to try to upload the other days (I have a couple more already done) and catch up to the week e v e.

Warnings: none.

Martin couldn’t recall why he had thought that walking from the gym back to his apartment would be a good idea. It obviously wasn’t; it was summer and the sun rays blazed mercilessly over the downtown. His skin was burning and thick sweat drops dripped down his forehead. Actually, his whole being was covered in sweat. He was suffocating, near death, when the sweet vision of a tiny coffeehouse on the corner of a street appeared before him.

He had never heard of the place, but fuck it. Martin would happily drink dirty water if it meant that he would get to sit in a room with A/C. He hurried inside, immediately noticing that it was the kind of hidden indie place where college kids usually hang out. It wasn’t that weird, considering that he was still in the perimeter of the arts school where he part-timed.

After taking a quick glance at the people sitting at the tables, he chose to sit down at a booth near the window and looked at the cardboard menu in front of him. Tears almost rolled down his cheeks when he realized that they served mate. If it wasn't so damn hot and if he didn't still feel like a melted ice cream...

“Oh, wow." Martin's head shot up as soon as he heard the familiar malicious tone of voice. Nope, he hadn’t heard wrong. Luciano was standing there, with an apron, a notepad, and a cynical smile plastered on his face. “So now you’re stalking me. No offense, but it’s kind of creepy.”

Martin decided to play it cool.

"What the hell are you doing here?" He muttered under his breath. Just loud enough for Luciano to hear.

"I work here? Duh?" Luciano replied, huffing out a laugh.

Dammit, of all the places on campus where the art student could've worked. And of all the shifts he could have had. And, of course, of all the days, he had to pick the hottest--the one day Martin  would be forced to walk inside that weird coffee place.

Play it cool, Martin. Play it cool.

"You work? Wow. And here I was thinking that you were just another entitled rich art school kid. What happened? Did you flop a class and daddy refused to pay for it?"

He smirked at the dark haired boy. Luciano’s own smile flaked. The student furrowed his brow, visibly offended.

“That’s none of your business,” Luciano hissed. He lifted his chin, and gave him that nasty side smile of his. “At least I have a job where I actually get to wear clothes.”

What? Martin thought. Was that damn kid really crossing that line?

“What is that supposed to mean? What are you trying to say?”

Someone cleared his throat loudly. Very loudly. Martin glanced to the back of the store, where an old man in an apron was working the cash register. Luciano clicked the top of his pen. Through gritted teeth, he replied with animosity.

“What would you like to order?”

“Bring me a fucking mate.”

“Okay. A mate for the psycho.”

Luciano took note. Or pretended. Martin could have sworn that he had barely made a line or a scribble.

When he went to grab the menu, Martin held on to it.

“Funny’ you’d have the balls to imply that I’m a whore when you’re the one that keeps coming on to me.”

Luciano huffed loudly, and pulled again to no avail.

“Give me a break. I get enough of you at class.” He pulled once more, but Martin wasn’t over yet. His wish to strangle Luciano was clear in his eyes. “Besides, isn’t that what hoes do? Sleep around?”

“I don’t sleep around.”

“Yeah, well, I’ve heard very different stories.”

Martin let out a loud sarcastic laugh.

“Have you ever heard the saying ‘the thief thinks everyone steals’? I bet that ass is the only reason you get good tips, isn’t it?”

Luciano gave him a disgusted look. No, it wasn’t disgust. He looked baffled. Dumbfounded. Like he had not expected Martin to out smart him like that. He should have. All that teenage lust must have clogged his brain or something.

Luciano pulled the menu and finally caught Martin off guard. His face had acquired a reddish tone, and his tongue wasn’t as sharp anymore when he mumbled, “I’ll bring your fucking mate, you dick,” before turning around to retreat to the kitchen.

Martin tried his best to suffocate the evil little laugh that crawled up his throat. He followed Luciano’s path towards the back of the joint. His gaze, however, did slide down the back of the angry waiter.

He pried his eyes off as soon as he realized what he was doing.

Fucking kid. He deserved it. Martin had had enough for a day with the damn sun. Now he was hot and bothered, and all because Luciano couldn’t keep off him.  

...

Luciano was probably going to spit in his mate.

#latin hetalia #brarg #lh: argentina #lh: brasil #brargweek2019 #drabbles #english fic #i really don't care if there are typos #i'm way too sleepy lately #i might upload the mermaid one later today tho

[ettadunham]

Buffy rewatch 2k19

I finished my Buffy re-watch yesterday, so here’s some analysis because I’m a nerd.

I’ve started on March 16th, and finished on December 26th. Which means that on average, a watched an episode every other day during this time. Season 1 and season 4 were the fastest I got through with over 5 episodes per week watched, and the slowest part of this rewatch coincided with season 5, when I only watched 2 episodes per week on average. (That was during the summer holiday season though, which explains it.)

My text posts unsurprisingly got wordier as the re-watch went on, despite promising myself to cut back on them constantly. The only time there was a slight decrease in word count was between season 3 and season 4, otherwise we went from an average 679 words to 1253 words from season 1 to 7. Two of the three shortest posts therefore were unsurprisingly attached to season 1 episodes (Witch and I Robot, You Jane) with the third being the one for Go Fish. Meanwhile, the lengthiest rant accompanied Tough Love, followed by Selfless and Grave (all over 2k words).

Content-wise:

Buffy Summers is still my favorite character of the show and an easy top 10 contender on my all time list. Apparently the only thing that comes even close to how much I love her is how much I love talking about Willow, whose name was the third most used word on my companion posts for this re-watch.

Speaking of which, the early seasons have a lot more Buffy/Willow content than you probably remember. I call it Out of Context Wuffy.

Oh yeah, and whatever you recall of the Buffy/Faith relationship? It’s gayer. It’s barely subtext.

Anya deserved better. This is still by far the worst character death in the series for me, and she also had a lot more potential in the storyline for the last season at the very least.

I don’t like Spike. I have complicated, ambiguous feelings towards Spike in his first seasons, but it’s after he’s got ensouled that I’ve had the balk of my issues with him and his relationship with Buffy - even though they have their moments too.

This show has way too many ‘let’s pile on Buffy’ scenes for my liking. Some more justified than others. Which I get is part of a narrative theme here about Buffy feeling isolated even from her friends, but please stop. My heart can’t take it.

I still maintain that Willow and Anya getting together would’ve made for a better story than just putting Anya back with Xander by the end, and bringing in a new love interest for Willow in Kennedy. Although I mostly warmed up to Kennedy by the end, that was largely in relation to Willow, as Kennedy herself had zero development as a character.

Dawn Summers is a precious bean and I love her so much.

You can try and pry Buffy/Tara out of my cold dead hands.

When I find myself in times of trouble Tara Maclay comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, ‘maybe you should put some ice on it’.

Also, Tara is totally the friend who offers to answer your phone and tell all your horrible relatives and/or shitty significant other that you’re not home.

All of Buffy’s canon love interests are shitty to her. And yes, I’m including Faith in that description, whom I love.

There’s a bunch of other stuff, like themes and weird metaphors, but I already wrote over... 151k words on it??? Wow.

Twas a good time. Can’t wait to do it again. ;)

#btvs talk #buffy rewatch 2k19

[chid-sen-gan-blog]

My Thoughts on GoT 8.01 (“Winterfell”)

So, this is late, but I watched S8, E1 (”Winterfell”) with my Dad and Brother and had some thoughts (these thoughts are from my first time viewing it, but I was too insecure to post them until a magnificent mutual of mine suggested it).

Spoilers, but the warning might be irrelevant by now. Featuring running commentary from my family because they’re amazing.

So, maybe I’m alone, but I’m not that fond of the new opening. Sorry, it just looks cheaper to me than the old one somehow, even though I read somewhere that more money was spent on it

That child climbing a tree gave my entire family and I some serious Bran/Arya nostalgia, as did that Baratheon theme

Arya’s little smile when she saw Jon half filled me with joy, and also half broke my heart. So much has happened since they last saw eachother. So fricking much

Arya looking at the Hound in a parallel to S1, E1 has been found

Non-verbal Gendrya is life

Oh, yay, an obligatory manhood joke to start off the season. Ugh. You know, I’m really tired of them at this point.

So......... can somebody remind me why Tyrion is even here anymore? And how he became the least interesting remaining Lannister by far?

Missandei and Grey Worm’s little “wow, they hate us” look is honestly the best thing. To quote my Brother: “Finally, two people that can take a hint”

Dany is upset at people not kissing her boots - shocker. Look, sweetie, it’s been a rough couple of years for the Northerners. Not to mention the last time they had a Targ in power he burned their liege lord and had his heir strangled. And that Targ was your father. So no duh they’re skeptical 

Yeeeeeeaaaaah... I don’t think giving a good portion of the people you’ve supposedly come to “save” heart attacks with your WMD children is the best way to establish you’re a “great” ruler

SHE SMIRKED THAT LITTLE --!!! 

(And the camera lingered on said smirk, hmmm, wonder why...)

Just a little over ten minutes into the episode and I’ve already reached new levels of Dany hatred

Entrance to the Winterfell courtyard parallel to S1, E1 spotted 

Jon riding in and seeing Bran is making me cry. Like, the last time he was riding towards a family member was with Rickon, the only “sibling” (aside from Sansa) he thought he had left - only for Rickon to die moments before he reached him. And here’s Bran, his “brother” who he thought was dead up until recently, sitting there alive and (mostly) well, and I just... *sobs uncontrollably*

Compare and contrast how happy Jon is to see Bran vs. how “who cares?” he was when finding out he was alive in S7 and tell me that political!Jon isn’t real. Tell me

... I thought we were supposed to get non-robo-Bran this season, but, so far, I don’t see it

My Dad is honestly cheering because Bran’s looking at Dany all creepily. He’s just thrilled someone’s giving her some variation of the stink-eye

That Jon and Sansa hug is not the same one that was released, and I’m a little disappointed. Let Jon give bear hugs to his entire family 2k19

Sansa/Ned parallels from S1, E1 and I’m loving it

Dany is literally the embodiment of all her stans who thought she and Sansa would be besties and braid eachother’s hair. Sansa is the rest of us who knew better

Bran cutting straight to the point adds years to my life

Sansa running things is my aesthetic

Dany seriously didn’t sit down till Ned Umber called her “my queen” and I’m rolling my eyes. So what if I’m too critical? I’m bitter

I love Jon getting called out if political!Jon isn’t real, but I’m honestly tired of Lyanna Mormont at this point. Sorry, unpopular opinion

......................... is it just me, or has Tyrion become a lot less smart in recent seasons? 

Wait until they find out who burnt the loot train * snicker snicker*

Sansa asks practical questions. Dany replies with an answer that basically gives the green light for eating innocent civilians. But, sure, Sansa’s a jerk

My Dad doesn’t even like Sansa and he’s scoffing that Dany couldn’t hold a candle to her when it comes to ruling

Yep, Tyrion’s become a lot less smart. I was right

Bran being creepy is actually great when it’s directed towards Dany and her team 

Awwwwwww... Jon and Arya. Don’t screw this up for me, please...

Parellel to Ned/Catelyn in the Godswood in S1, E1, I believe

Seriously, Jon is ecstatic to see his little “sister”. Don’t tell me he would’ve reacted with nonchalance to the news of her being alive if political!Jon isn’t true. Don’t even dare

Am I the only one who’s a little heartbroken that Jon is actually surprised that Arya still had Needle?

So....... I think that “Sansa thinks she’s smarter then everyone” comment was supposed to be an awkward joke. So therefore, I’m not going to get angry

STARK SISTERS AS A UNITED FRONT! YES!!! NED, YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD!!!

Yeah, Jon, don’t forget. I believe in you

I imagine everyone’s probably going to be really angry with Jon, but I kind of feel badly for him. He seems so insecure about everything in this episode. If the parentage reveal happens here, too, I’m a little worried how he’ll take it

My Brother pointed out that Jon’s homecoming in this episode kind of mirrors Jaime’s in S4 and I’m honestly living for it

I missed Cersei. I really did

I missed Yara, I really did

I didn’t miss Euron, not a bit

Wow, the Red Keep feels so lonely and I think that’s the vibe the showrunners were going for. Kudos if it was

Cersei seriously has some of the best lines and Lena Headey is brilliant in her delivery

Euron... yeah. Dude needs help

Oh, so that’s what happened to Ed Sheeran and co. Time to get started on my “I See Fire” tribute

Little parallel to Tyrion in the brothel with Bronn from S1, E1

“Which girl?” Poor Bronn in a world without modern medicine

Um, excuse me, but if you even think of using that crossbow I’ll make sure that Ser Bronn of the Blackwater becomes black and blue

Someone get Cersei her elephants

Okay, so what’s up with the pregnancy? Was it a hoax, or something else...?

THEON!!! Finally stepping up! Finally!

So... anyone else thinking that Yara believes Dany sent Theon to rescue her and that’s why she’s still loyal to this dragon brat?

Tyrion is on and I’m ignoring him.

Davos nooooooooooooo. No marriages!!!

I see you, Varys. I see you showrunners. Nothing lasts, indeed... *laughs evilly*

Aw, what happened to Dany and Sansa braiding eachother’s hair again?

I’m angry at Jon for not defending Sansa. Really. But how much could he actually have done without spelling potential doom for the North? Littlefinger didn’t have dragons. Dany does.

OKAY, NO. THAT WAS A THREAT. A FRICKIN’ THREAT. AND MY FAMILY AND I ARE NOT OKAY WITH IT!!!!!!!!!

........... the dragons are barely eating? Barely? And just how many Northerners could those 29 goats and sheep have fed?

“Um, Dany, giving Jon a dragon might be the dumbest thing you’ve done yet” - My Wonderful Dad

“And that’s saying something” - My Wonderful Brother

Wow, Dany doesn’t give two cents about Jon’s consent. Shocking

Wow, Dany doesn’t give two cents about Rhaegal’s consent. Actually shocking 

So... if no one knows how to ride a dragon until they do and you’ve already ridden one so therefore know, give the guy some pointers

Haha you might die. Isn’t that adorable?! *sarcasm sarcasm*

POINTLESS SCENE ENSUES

That boy kept his eyes open, honey. That’s not a good thing.

Drogon and Bran should have a staring contest. My money’s on Bran

(scratch that, my money’s on Jaime and Brienne whenever they see eachother)

Ugh. How many manhood jokes are we going to have before this season’s over?!?!

So... the Hound and Arya’s reunion was kind of underwhelming, imo

Gendrya awwwwww.

Ooh, new weapon. Wonder what it does.

“You don’t know any other rich girls” - Arya // “And with you around he never will.” - My Wonderful Dad 

Interesting point my Brother made about Lord Glover always being that guy never wanting to join the fight

Oh, Jon. If political!Jon is true, then stop handling this all on your own. Heck, even if it’s not. Your family is strong as steel. Trust them

Not sure if it’s intentional, but this scene kind of brings to mind shades of Ned and Catelyn in S1, E1 when discussing Ned becoming Hand of the King

Sansa is not helping those vibes. Oh, boy

“Why does everyone who claims Dany will be a good queen sound less like they believe it and more like they’re trying to convince themselves it’s true?” - My Wonderful Brother

SAM!!! MY DEAR CINNAMON ROLL!!! I’VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!

Oh, shoot. Is this the Tarly reveal? I don’t think an “it was necessary” is going to work this time...

WOW. She didn’t even try to explain her actions. This somehow makes it far worse for me...

Jorah looking guiltier is actually unsettling

You made Sam cry, Dany. The gloves are off. You’re officially irredeemable in my books

Um, has no one wheeled Bran in yet? Like, he’s just been sitting there?

“Waiting for an old friend”? Is it Jaime? It’s got to be Jaime. Wonder if they’ll save the reunion for the end because more parallels

PARENTAGE REVEAL!!! PARENTAGE REVEAL!!!!!!!!

Jon looks so tired all the time in this episode, even with his family. Even if political!Jon isn’t real, Dany certainly isn’t doing him any wonders. And if you say she is, you’re not really watching the show

Awwww, Jon and Sam together again! And Jon is just as happy to see him as his “siblings”! My heart...

“So, are we ever going to find out if Little Sam’s alright, or...?” - My Wonderful Dad

Jon’s reaction to the burning of Sam’s dad and brother is kind of weak, but I”m hoping we get some more of his wrath directed at the source of this fiasco (Dany)

No, Jon. You and Dany aren’t alike in any way. Case and point - how you’ve been talking about how titles don’t matter every two seconds of this episode, while she was about to threaten your “sister” for not “respecting” her. See the difference, sweetie?   

PREACH, SAM! PREACH!!!

Um... it probably would’ve been better to lead with Ned’s wasn’t your father than Lyanna’s your mom, but other than that, you’re doing great, Sam

A man from the south tells his northern best friend with a man-bun some game-changing news in a crypt. Sam-Jon, Robert-Ned parallel from S1, E1 achieved

I’m going to take  a moment to appreciate how Kit subtly incorporated and conveyed each of the five stages of grief in this scene

“It’s treason”/”It’s the truth”. I mean, maybe it’s just me, but Jon seems almost terrified to hear this news. Which tells me he’s well-aware of how Dany could react to it. Which tells me he’s not as daft as he’s letting on. 

“You gave up your crown to save your people. Would she do the same?” Sam knows what’s up and I love him all the more for it

“No, no she wouldn’t” - My Wonderful Dad, Brother, and Less-Wonderful I all at the same time in response to Sam’s query

The score in the back, “Winter is Here”, when “Truth” might’ve been a more ironic, dramatic option - like with the last reveal. Hmmm. I see you, Ramin Djawadi. I see you

Edd! Beric! Tormund! Still stand by the idea that at least one of you should’ve died for emotional weight, but I’m glad to see you.

Okay. The blue eyes joke got a chuckle out of me, I admit

Child nailed at their torso thanks to white walkers parallel to S1, E1 achieved

Ned Umber opening his eyes seriously made me jump and I was expecting it

Child who is actually is a white walker nailed at their torso by white walkers parallel to S1, E1 achieved

And now I’m deaf. Thanks, Ned Umber

“Hey, don’t you think that creepy art piece kind of resembles the Targ sigil?” - My Wonderful Brother before the piece was set on fire

“Hey, now it really does.” - My Wonderful Brother after the piece was set one fire 

A rider riding into town and I think I know who it is...

JAIME!!!!!!! *has meltdown because he’s my second favorite character, okay?*

My Wonderful Dad and Brother are just as hyped as I am. Bless them.

Jaime taking off headwear and looking around Winterfell parallel to S1, E1 spotted

Is it just me, or does he actually look happy to be there? I mean, you’d think he’d be more uncertain...

Oh, there’s the uncertainty

Jaime and Bran ending off the episode on a cliffhanger parallel to S1, E1 unlocked

#gots8e1spoilers #dark!dany #anti daenerys #anti jonerys #anti targ restoration #i stand with dickon #sorry it's so long #poilitcal!jon musings #you have been warned #sorry about potential typos and incoherencies

[staliasjeronica]

Riverdale 3.16 Thoughts *Spoilers*

- TBH Hermione does have a point. After what happened to Midge in Carrie… you go for this musical? But whatever Cheryl wanted it and she’s going to get it because THAT’S MY FUCKING BABY OKAY

- THE OPENING IS KEVIN AND A SOLO THIS IS ALL I EVER NEEDED! Also why does his voice/this remind me of Winn from Supergirl???

- Why does the girl in the background look just like Midge??? That’s—

- What the fuck is that choreography tho sksksksks

- MY GIRL VERONICA ❤️❤️❤️ She’s so sad about her and Reggie breaking up catch me CRYING

- ARCHOSIE AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW BITCHHHHHHH

- I hate to admit that that tiny bughead peck was kinda c*te

- “Why did I hit him?” bitch… who? Also Reggie wondering why he’s a creep I’m—what? he’s changed wtf I don’t see how he’s a creep/why he was a douchebag but alright

- SWANGS ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ALSO I PAUSED AND ARCHIE LOOKS LIKE FRED IM CRYING

- “Are all of you this miserable?” well… yeah… they can never be kids because your bitch ass husband’s plot is being dragged on that it’s boring now so like… yeah… and now they’re being manipulated by a stupid ass tree so ummm

- “She was a real mess after her breakup with Toni” no 😭😭 but love that they literally broke them up just to base the musical around it like… seriously? lol alright at least I know they get back together because they’re the top and only few healthiest couples on the show so

- TONI AND THE POISONS.

- First off… Reggie shoving Fangs and calling him a geek…? Okay… BUT HIM SHOVING SWEET PEA INTO CHERYL BITCH!!!! Cher calling my boy a pervert I’m sad I want them to be boss ass bitch friends like that’s all I need!!

- OMG JORDAN’S VOICE “WHAT DID I EVER DO TO THEM?” literally just choke me bye

- Betty I get that you automatically hate his choice for making Evelyn co-director but uhhhh he directed the last one with Fangs so your sentence is plain wrong lol

- Poor baby Fangs, the trauma of Midge he never got to really address because last time he was accused of her murder and then almost killed himself so like he never had time to mourn I’m—lmao did Kevin just say no to that or like was he being like “no bitch we’re going to talk about Midge fuck your trauma”

- SP’s pettiness love it. “STRAIGHT” reggie neither you or Archie are straight but cool

- LET CHERYL SAY FUCK 2K19

- This is why they were all lying down? That’s… weird but okay. ALSO I hate agreeing with Betty that this entire thing was to recruit people into the farm :( it’s weird because mostly what Betty does is annoying but this season she’s been mostly okay.

- MY CHONI HEART JUST GOT SHOT

- BITCH SKSKSKS “ARE WE GONNA HAVE A PROBLEM?”

- SKSKSK WHAT WAS THE REASON FOR THAT HAIR WHIP SOUND EFFECT

- “SHUT UP TONI” MY—CHERYL JUST PUSHED HER NO

- Evelyn… leave SP’s solo alone :( he deserves this. HE’S LITERALLY A LEAD TOO

- Betty, one of the main’s in the play, is telling Evelyn this musical is for recruitment. Then why tf are you in it Betty

- FP being dismissive of Jughead and how much he cares about the trailer? Smells fishy… 

- Poor Veronica. like yeah her dad is a cunt but like it’s her parents… my poor baby

- So what if he knows? He’s doing illegal shit, it doesn’t fucking matter??? He’s such a whiny pissbaby

- SP BEING ALL CUTE AND SHIT. LMAO “YOU NEED A JELLO-O SHOT” SKSKS WE NEED MORE CUTE HAPPY SP PLEASE AND THANKS

- Veggie… is hot… I love them and want them back together :(

- oH NO SP SAW ARCHOSIE MY BOY IS SO SAD

- TONI AND THE POISONS YESSSSS

- whO THE FUCK IS SITTING IN THE TUB ALICE WAS ALMOST DROWNED IN

- VEGGIE. VERONICA LOOKS SO GOOD UGH I LOVE THEM. Stop with the “Endgame” not only because ew but because she’s said that to Archie and that may be… triggering.

- Did Evelyn just give Kevin a spiked brownie…

- Evelyn you sneaky bitch… I know this is what brings Kangs together but I didn’t want it like this!!!

- FANGS… wow an actual line that provides insight into his life? Mmhm

- That almost smile Fangs gave… was cute… but I’m not here for this recruitment.

- SP IS A PETTY BITCH SKSKSKS like that’s bad but like… shit I can’t wait for SP to rage and save his best friend from a stupid ass cult

- “That is what we in the theater call a breakthrough” um I assume you’ve never been in theater but also I don’t think that’s correct…

- ALSO ALL THIS BERONICA IS SO SWEET I MISS THEM. Still, though, Betty needs to apologize for all of the shit she’s done and said to Veronica

- “He’s a real class act, that Sweet Pea…” girl he has every right to be upset though. I mean he shouldn’t have outed your relationship. Also, the definition of “class act” is a person or thing displaying impressive and stylish excellence so like is that supposed to be an insult…?

- Reggie is so good ughhhhh 😻😻

- Evelyn go away you shady bitch. Also what’s the point of getting mad at Toni for wearing red? lol

- DEAD GIRL WALKING BITCHH I LOVE THIS. OH MY GOD PEACHES? THIS IS THE SCENE? SHE JUST CAME ONTO PEACHES. NOW SWEET PEA. THIS IS THE SCENE. Also Jordan’s voice… choke me! ALSO I love how he’s down with it though? Like I’m guessing this isn’t him and Toni’s first thing… but why are they doing this threesome on the stage lmaooooo

- SKSKKSKS PEACHES AND PEA (MMHM why does that sound nice… she beat him up nooo) LOOK AT EACH OTHER LIKE “THIS BITCH MADE US UNDRESS AND THEN LEAVES” like thank GOD because Choni but still

- NO ONE CAN TELL ME DIFFERENTLY, SP LIKES TO BE BOSSED AROUND. HE’S A SUBMISSIVE. The way Toni pointed and he just followed? He loves being bossed around bye my story Unholy is correct thank you and goodbye

- GOTTA ADMIT THE “can I borrow your camera?” WAS CUTE OKAY

- OH THIS IS WHERE KANGS GETS LIKE MARRIED LMAO I’ve wanted Kangs (less than Swangs yeah but whatever) BUT NOT LIKE THIS. ALSO DREW’S VOICE FUCK MEEEEE. the kiss 😭❤️ aLSO WOULDN’T IT BE EASIER TO TAKE A VIDEO BETTY LOL

- Archie practicing his moves looks so weird when it’s not on a punching bag or anything like—

- Archosie uwu THIS DUET FUCK ME UPPPPP THIS IS SO CUTE. JOSIE’S ABS FUCKKKK 

- Did Betty seriously think that her taking that picture would work??? Should’ve taken a video but mmhm

- How did Toni get in. I feel like Cheryl would have immediately taken her key. BUT ALSO THE HEATHER’S REFERENCE. AND CHONI. UGH CHERYL’S ABOUT TO CRY STOP STOP STOP!!! Literally this scene proves that Choni is the HEALTHIEST couple on this show like they ACTUALLY took time to talk through their shit (kinda, not the full thing but the start of it at least)

- Did… Jughead just call the Ghoulies/Serpents tonsils??????????

- “… the longing for what they’ve lost” *Swosie looks at one another KNOWING this bitch did this on purpose* COLE SINGING OMFG this really irks me that Bughead has actually been kinda cute on this episode? CHONI BITCH YES. NEVERMIND BUGHEAD GO AWAY I JUST WANT MY TWO QUEENS

- Also if this doesn’t include Swosie… why were they given the sheets and shit from Kevin and whatnot? This is evil. But this proves that Bughead COULD be cute and healthy if they weren’t these annoying little shit heads that they are now like let them be kids and normal and not shitty people… it’s not that hard.

- Betty… I was about to say that you telling him to not let his emotions get the best of him was actually a good idea but then you suggested burning down his fucking trailer. I get it, you’re a Blossom, but chill the fuck out. You ALMOST had a good idea and weren’t being stupid… but now you ruined it.

- Boo fucking hoo your wife tried to kill you Hiram

- So now that even Hiram says that there’s no family anymore… can he let her and Archie (bc come on that all can’t go away with some words and a handshake/mutual agreement) the fuck go? ALSO POOR VERONICA

- OH THIS IS THE SONG EVERYONE WAS PRAISING LAST NIGHT. CAMI IS SUCH A GREAT ACTOR WE LOVE AND STAN A QUEEN!!!

- First of all… SP saying hi to Evelyn… not sure how I feel about that. SECOND OF ALL FANGS IS THE CUTEST BYE

- THE BLOT THING IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

- Bughead really get off to violence and shit huh… that’s… weird. But sure.

- why is Betty wearing the crown sweater it looks so weird idk why and Jughead looks so out of place lol

- SWEET PEA GETTING INTO IT IN THE BACK SHITTTTTTT

- Oh this cult clap is creepy… why… that’s so weird stop. Also it’s not like other people to not join in on the clapping but alright

#Riverdale #Riverdale Heathers #Riverdale 3.16 #Veronica Lodge #Jughead Jones #Archie Andrews #Betty Cooper #Sweet Pea #Fangs Fogarty #Cheryl Blossom #Toni Topaz #Kevin Keller #Evelyn Evernever #Swangs #Jeronica #Vughead #Barchie #Kangs

[gryffindorcls]

Two Right Feet

(ML Lovesquare Fluff Week 2k19 - Day 3: Dance)

Hello, lovely readers!

HAPPY DAY 3 OF LOVESQUARE FLUFF WEEK 2019!!!

The Day 2 prompt is “Dance/Smitten”.

Thank you @lovesquarefluffweek for organizing this week of fluff!

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Day 3: Dance

Ladybug sat on the edge of the roof and sighed. The street below was filled with music and light. She closed her eyes and smiled as bright melodies floated upwards and danced around her brain.

The spotted heroine longed to join the festival below, but patrol had been purposely scheduled for that evening. Unfortunately, Hawkmoth was notoriously active during events that drew large crowds; as a result, Ladybug and Chat Noir resigned themselves to keep a watchful eye from above while the rest of the city enjoyed the night.

She knew that Luka was among the throngs of people. Kitty Section was scheduled to play later that night. Her heart ached at the thought of the kind-hearted musician. She knew that he loved her, and she felt love for him...but something was missing. When she was with Luka, she felt appreciated, but she didn’t feel complete.

They’d tried going on a few dates, but her duties as Ladybug always seemed to get in the way. Akuma attacks had interrupted outings on several occasions. Luka always smiled and told her that it was okay, but she knew that it wasn’t.

It was as if the universe was telling her that dating a non-full time superhero was out of the question. Sure, she’d given Luka the Snake Miraculous on a few different occasions, but it wasn’t the same as always wearing a Miraculous. After the fifth ruined date, she knew that she would need someone who understood her life both in and out of the mask...and there was only one person who fit that description: Chat Noir.

Since becoming the new Guardian, she’d grown closer to Chat. It was as if he finally saw the immense pressure that she’d been under since becoming Ladybug. He now went above and beyond to support her as a partner and as a friend. He’d always been loyal and kind, but now he was more focused and driven during attacks. This allowed them to get to know each other on a more personal level during patrols. It had taken a few months, but Ladybug could now safely say that Chat was her best friend. As a result, they became stronger heroes, and together they were nearly unstoppable during Akuma battles.

When she first heard that Chat Noir had gotten a girlfriend, she’d been thrilled. However, as time passed, she realized that she longed for his flirtatious quips and his overt declarations of love, but she always managed to shove those thoughts out of her brain before they completely took over. Who was she to go after a person who loved someone else? After all, that’s why she’d painfully walked away from her crush on Adrien Agreste.

The music stopped as the current group on stage took their leave and was replaced with a pianist. After taking a minute to set up, the new musician began to play a soft love ballad. Tears began to form in Ladybug’s eyes as she watched couples sway gently to the music.

“Will I ever find someone who will dance with me like that?” she thought.

“Good evening, Ladybug!” said Chat’s cheerful voice behind her.

She took a deep breath, put on her best smile, and turned around. “Hello, Chat. Shall we get started?”

His smile disappeared from his face. “What? No ‘how was your day’? Or not even a customary ‘it’s great to see you’?”

Ladybug looked down. “Oh, yeah...umm...sorry.”

Chat sat down next to her and placed a comforting hand on her arm. “You seem a little off tonight, bug. Is everything okay?”

Her heart ached while her brain desperately searched for a legitimate excuse that didn’t involve her non-existent love life. “Umm...I’m just kind of disappointed that I have to miss out on this year’s music festival. Everyone down there looks like they’re having a great time. I’ve been watching them sing and dance for about an hour now.”

Her partner crossed his arms. “Are you telling me that you would like to dance? You never struck me as the dancing type.”

“Well, maybe I’m full of more surprises than you thought.”

“You never cease to amaze me, bug.” He stood up, sheathed his baton, and held out his hand.

She cocked her head and pointed to his outstretched hand. “What’s that for?

“You said you wanted to dance, and I am simply giving into my partner’s wishes. So, Ladybug, may I have this dance?”

“Really? You’d dance with me?”

“If it’ll put a smile on your face, yes. I hate to see you looking so down.”

“Are you sure? I’m not a very good dancer. I kind of have two left feet.”

“Well, after being forced to take lessons in ballroom dance for years, I can safely say that I have two right feet, so we’re the purr-fect pair.”

“Two right feet? Oh, Chat. Wow...that’s something only you would say. Something tells me that you’re really proud of that one.”

“Maybe.”

“And did you really take lessons for years?”

“Dance with me, and find out.”

Ladybug shook her head and took Chat’s hand. “Silly, kitty.”

In one sweeping movement, Chat placed her hand on his shoulder and put his hand on the small of her back. He pulled her close and began gracefully turning in time with the music. For a moment, she was taken back to another dance with another blond boy. While Adrien would always have a place in her heart, she was suddenly willing to give Chat Noir all the love she had to offer. Dancing with him made her feel complete.

“What if he really is the one? The one who will dance through life with me...no...stop. He’s taken. You can’t think like that. He’s just a friend…he can never be anything more than just a friend.”

“Should we really be this close? I thought you had a girlfriend.” Ladybug asked, her voice barely a whisper.

Chat took a deep breath. “Uhh...yeah. That didn’t exactly work out. We broke up a few weeks ago.”

“I’m so sorry to hear that.”

“It’s okay. If anything, I feel worse for her. I had to tell her that I was still in love with someone else.”

“Oh?”

Ladybug gasped as her partner’s lips brushed against her ear. “I never stopped loving you, my lady.”

Her heart thudded against her ribcage. “It’s been so long since you’ve called me that.”

“I didn’t think you liked it.”

“I’ve missed it...I’ve missed you, Chaton.”

“I never left.”

“But it felt like you did. I felt so stupid when I realized what my heart was telling me. I thought I was too late.”

“My heart is, has been, and forever shall be yours.”

Her breath hitched. “Kiss me.”

He pulled away and met her gaze. “What?”

“Kiss me, Chaton. I’m giving you permission to kiss me.”

“As you wish, my lady.”

Chat leaned in and closed the space between them. Warmth spread through her body like wildfire. Her arms slowly made their way to the back of his head where she toyed with the long tendrils of hair that hung around his neck. His hands made their way to her waist, and he gently pulled her closer as he deepened the kiss.

While their feet had stopped moving, their lips were engaged in a beautiful and intimate dance. They drank in the music from below as they reveled in their closeness. It was the perfect moment, and Ladybug never wanted it to end. However, all too soon, they parted. For several minutes, they stood silently with their foreheads touching.

“I love you,” Ladybug whispered, finally breaking the silence, “I think I always have. I’m sorry for pushing you away for so long.”

He chuckled and bit his lip. “I’ve waited so long to hear you say those words.”

“I’m sorry…”

“No, don’t be. I wouldn’t trade anything for this. It’s perfect. You’re perfect. I love you.”

“How are we going to do this? We can’t just be superheroes and date.”

“We’ll figure it out, my lady. We always do. Just look at how we always manage to find each other. We got lost a few times, but here we are...and I’m not going anywhere.”

“But I don’t know if I could live with myself if something happened to you because of this.”

He silenced her with another kiss. “Please...let’s not think about any of that right now. Let’s just enjoy the moment.”

Ladybug nodded and once again fell into his loving embrace. They held each other and swayed to the music for the rest of the night.

***

“Marinette and...Adrien!” the gym teacher called out excitedly.

After putting the students into pairs, the gym teacher explained to the class that they would be learning how to waltz. The woman’s enthusiasm caused Marinette to release a heavy sigh. While she failed to see the benefits of ballroom dancing in Gym, Marinette still got up, put on a smile, and found her partner.

Ever since she’d given up her pursuit of Adrien, Marinette had worked hard to become a better friend to him. While her stammer had slowly gone away over the past few months, she still struggled with the awkwardness of residual feelings. She knew she would always love him, but she was doing her best to love him in a different way...especially after last night with Chat Noir.

“Good morning, Marinette,” Adrien said cheerfully.

“Hello,” she responded with a small smile.

He knitted his brows. “What’s wrong?”

“Why do you think something is wrong?

”I know someone else who makes the same face when she's upset. You remind me of her. Funnily enough, I was able to cheer her up last night by dancing. Maybe the same thing will work for you, too!”

He shot her a dazzling smile that melted her heart.

“No...Chat Noir is your other half. Ugh…you don’t love Adrien like that anymore...but why does it feel like I still do?”

With a flourish and a laugh, he met her gaze and held out his hand. “Marinette, may I have this dance?”

Suddenly, Marinette was transported back to the night before as memories of her stolen moment with Chat came crashing into her brain. While she knew it was Adrien who was standing in front of her, all she could see was the familiar glint of her partner’s eye. The line that separated Adrien Agreste from Chat Noir became blurred as the two boys melded together in her mind.

“Are you sure? I’m not a very good dancer. I kind of have two left feet,” she said breathlessly.

She heard his breath hitch. “After being forced to take lessons in ballroom dance for years, I can safely say that I have two right feet.”

Marinette’s heart pounded against her ribcage. “What...what did you say?”

Adrien took her hand and pulled her close. “I said that I have two right feet.”

She could see the tears shining in his eyes. Marinette could feel the same cogs turning in his brain that were spinning within her own.

“I’m guessing you’re still really proud of yourself coming up with that one.”

“As long as it makes you smile, my lady.”

“Does that mean that we’re the purr-fect pair, Chaton?”

“Always.”

She rested one of her hands on Adrien’s cheek. He smiled, pulled his face away, and kissed her palm.

Marinette felt a hot tear escape from the corner of her eye. “I can’t believe it’s you.”

Adrien reached up and brushed the tear away with his thumb. “Of course, it’s you. Who else would it be?”

“We have a lot to talk about.”

“Let’s not think about any of that right now. Let’s just enjoy the moment.”

“We seem to be doing that a lot lately.”

“I hope we get to do it even more in the future.”

“My silly cat.”

“My beautiful lady.”

She reached up and placed a chaste kiss on his lips. “I love you.”

“I love you, too.” Adrien pulled her closer and began gracefully turning in time with the music.

Despite the stares and excited whispers from their classmates, Marinette fell into his loving embrace, just as she did the night before. For a few moments, it was as if they were the only two people in the room.

They had found each other.

They were in love.

They were complete.

AO3

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