#EVERYDAY I WAKE UP

[esmiara]

Jinshi and Maomao

#the apothecary diaries #apothecary diaries #jinshi #jinshi x maomao #kusuriya no hitorigoto #maomao #everyday i wake up #then think about that one scene with jinshi crying #fanart #jinmao

[strqyr]

i should not be allowed to watch 'alone together' unsupervised bc i end up taking so many screenshots like it's so unfair how pretty they are in this scene!! the fuck!!!

#rwby #weiss schnee #yang xiao long #freezerburn #the lighting really popped off this episode #it's so SOFT!!! ಥ_ಥ #and the light streaming in behind weiss!! #the dust particles (that are not visible here but just trust me okay) too like who gave them the Right?? #everyday i wake up #and hope against everything that this level of lighting is brought back #give me softness pleeeease #also the eyes i cannot go through V5 without mentioning the eyes #bring those back too make them ✨SHINE✨

[borzoilover69]

Something that gets me everytime I think about the harlenglishes is how incredibly harsh they are on themselves, incredibly self critical. The simple fact that the majority of the fandom writes them off as silly little guys does a number on me.  I want you to take a look at these two pieces of text. Both of them are from where Jade and Jake are having a moment, and using proxies to voice their thoughts. Notice how they react to themself being upset. ( Jade is herself, Dirk is Jakes apparition of Dirk, aka BGD ) 

Jade and Jake put others over themselves and think they’re seeing the bigger picture when they’re not. They’re incredibly isolated kids trying to appear relatively normal. They’re incredibly judgmental, and therefore feel judged, and put up massive barriers and walls to hide it all from their friends and subsequently first time readers because they never directly mention or call attention to it!  They break down incredibly messily because they bottle it all up to deal with in private later!

Jake is so incredibly hard on himself, and so is Jade. They grit their teeth and smile because they feel incredibly selfish for having messy feeling moments. And the thing is, they can be incredibly selfish! They are looking out constantly for what’s best for everyone, and sometimes it’s not what the others think!  That’s what’s so tragic, is because when they do break down so messily, they beat themselves up for it. Look here: 

These are both screenshots of them telling, no, demanding that they toughen up and do what “needs to be done”. But finding themself unable to because they’re so overcome with emotion. It’s especially interesting in Jakes case because he uses his best friend as a proxy to do a mental fucking cartwheel and hype himself up but also to cut through his bullcrap with the one friend that he believes saw him truly, that he believed understood himself, which is why in part BGD is so uncomfy for him! Because it’s just the uncomfortable truths or thoughts he wouldn’t admit to himself in his own skin! Jake is a master of deception, and this is just one of his outlets!

I’m never getting over how terrible BGD was to Jake while he was breaking down, or how Jade yelled and screamed at herself when she was reincarnated as a sprite. A lot of people use BGD as a merit to point out that DirkJake is abusive, since he’s one of the splinters we see Jake actively talk to, but what they don’t get is that BGD is just Jake thinking to himself “What would Dirk think? What would Dirk say?” and believing it so truly that it can on instance become realities! Dirk isn’t really like this, he may be a bit clingy, but Jake acknowledges that in conversation with Roxy, and is moreso concerned rather than upset about it. In the prison cell with BGD, it’s just Jake berating himself under the guise of what his best friend on what he SHOULD do, versus what he wants to do. Because Jake questions himself constantly. 

Jake very much relies on social awareness even though he can be pretty bad at it. So if he believes his friends have an image of him, he will be daunted by how to live up to it, and if he believes his friends hate him, his thoughts and BGD will reflect that. Hes essentially created a remote echo chamber to amplify his own thoughts, sometimes for better, sometimes for worse. 

The harlenglishes just can’t cope with knowing. They minimise their messy and not proper emotions to try and be the bigger person and do what’s right, even if it’s incredibly unhealthy, and it just ends up in a big knot of feeling incredibly overcome by emotions, and also incredibly frustrated they can’t live up to their own expectations and thus looping to fueling hte emotions. Jake is incredibly self aware and immensely critical for just being a kid. Jade is incredibly self aware and is hard on herself ever since her grandfather died and I think Jake was too in a way.

#homestuck #hom3stuck #homestuck meta #jake english #jade harley #jade hs #jake hs #everyday i wake up #sobs and punches wall #borzoi talks #borzoi meta

[pixiecaps]

Pierre: I have a question and-

BBH: Fill me in.

Pierre: -Don’t take it personally.

BBH: Okay..

Pierre: Okay. What do you think about my butt?

(BBH looks at Pierres butt)

BBH: Um.. I mean. Is there-

Pierre: Is it normal?

BBH: I don’t know, here, turn around. Shift.

(BBH looks harder at Pierres butt)

BBH: I mean.. I guess I don’t notice anything different?

Pierre: Okay, because I don’t know. The naked slenderman really like my butt and I don’t know why.

BBH: Oh! Okay.

Pomme: What timeline do I live in?

Pierre: It took pictures of my butt.

BBH: Ahh that’s interesting!

Pierre: And it give it to me but I don’t know-

BBH: To be fair I mean..

Pierre: He already took three picture of my butt.

#everyday i wake up #qsmp

[amoonfullofstars]

today I have a gift for yall: agent cooper cute reaction pics!! use them to spread love and affection✨

(I don't know why but I can't stop making these hshdh)

#everyday i wake up #and i have to share some tp content #dale cooper #twin peaks

[halcyyan]

cleaned him up a bit more now i just need to get him to take a shower

#myart #walk cycle #animation #crim #crim shao #dnd #? #everyday i wake up

[iandipen]

Again, I forgot to post these here, but enjoy some bloody thirsty House Dimitrescu!!

#art #artist #artwork #artist on tumblr #artist on instagram #sketch #resident evil #resident evil village #lady dimitrescu #tall vampire lady #everyday i wake up #cassandra dimitrescu #daniela dimitrescu #bela dimitrescu #vampires in general wow #vampire babies

[yomiosatious]

Everyday is a new you

#everyday I wake up #barney calhoun #half life #yomioart

[mistersillyyy]

The guy

#mistersillyart #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #Everyday I wake up #and the first thing that comes up in my mind is #this man #Jansiwnskansiajsjs #real #Hi guys mistersilly back with IM CRAZY IM ISANE IM #Im soooooo normal #:3

[parkvcrs]

#adam driver #everyday i wake up #scarlett johansson #video game memes #video games #rdr2 #arthur morgan #supermassive games #the dark pictures anthology #man of medan #house of ashes #little hope #the devil in me #fictional characters #fictional crushes #twdg lee #the walking dead #memes #anime #mha twice #l lawliet #Peter Parker #mcu #marvel

[bat-iworkalone-fam]

#so i did this instead of sleeping #it has probably already been done before #one day I’ll draw this #look i made a meme #batmemes #jason todd #everyday i wake up #every day i wake up and the joker is still alive #batfam #wayne family adventures #apparently this isn’t showing in the tags but im tired and dont want to try to post it again so whatever #my post

[octoagentmiles]

hi.

#octonauts #octonauts above and beyond #everyday i wake up #and octonauts decides to violently remind me i have an accent </3 (/lh) #tomminnow's curse of being named after a tomato: no one knows how to say her name

[johanna-swann]

I'll always find it... I'll say interesting, how Rockmond was fired because his medical/religious beliefs resulting in his refusal to be vaccinated because it was "a concern he'll harm others" (which understanding the industry regulations that's a tough one to fight... even though they still allowed him to film scenes so they could write him off "peacefully" 🤐) And in the same breath Ryan got to keep his job after his vaccination/N*zi comparisons/rants... 👀 Yeah okay I see y'all 🤨 Whether I agree/DISAGREE with Rockmond's personal beliefs, what the actual fuck! Fair treatment, my ass! They should've both been axed if they were both "contributing to antivax agendas" But again, someone who had religious reasons not to do it got canned while someone with uh questionable treatment of certain/multiple groups of people 👀 got to stay??? Fox was wild for that, but hey we got to know who fits their brand...

... his what now comparison??? Omg, somebody tell me Ryan Guzman did not compare pandemic regulations to the Third Reich. See, this is why I don't usually read up on actors. In the end it's just disappointing.

Like, I'm very pro-vaccination. I think the show rightfully decided to protect cast and crew by writing out an anti-vax cast member, but in the end you can't force him, bodily autonomy and all.

There's a difference between "I'm not getting vaccinated because of my faith" and "vaccination rules are like nazi germany" though.

Also fun fact, I don't know if you knew this @ anon, but I'm German and we had this huge scandal at an anti-vax protest where a student gave a speech on stage claiming to feel like the very famous resistance member Sophie Scholl. The backlash and media shitstorm was huge. That's not a thing to joke about and it's even worse if Ryan Guzman was serious.

Is that his MO? Go online, talk insensitive bullshit and apologise later so he can keep his job? But his stans are the ones running around calling other fans racist and homophobic?

#everyday i wake up #and i find out actors continue to be the weirdest fucking breed #911 abc #anon #ask #ryan guzman

[keyboard-frog]

My spider senses are tingling (panic attack)

#autism #schizophrenia #everyday i wake up #spiderman

[prettyboybillyhargrove]

Betting my life that Joe edits himself onto pics of Dacre tho💀

Its so unfair you guys give me these ideas but I'm the cursed one 😭

#i did this at 1.33 am if someone shit on it id kill them #no kidding #everyday i wake up #harringrove #joe keery #dacre montgomery #my edits #crocursed #shopedit

[heartapnea]

people be commenting under videos like ‘what’s this song’ and the song is mr saxobeat. what the fuck do you mean you don’t know mr saxobeat!!!!!!!!

#everyday i wake up